We talk of love and pleasure but
’tis all
A tale of falsehood.
Life’s made up of gloom:
The fairest scenes are clad in ruin’s
pall,
The loveliest
pathway leads but to the tomb.
PERCIVAL.
After the event just recorded, it
may well be supposed that all further legal proceedings
against the Recluse were abandoned. They had
been commenced only to gratify the wounded pride of
Davenport, and since the preservation of the life
of his son by Holden, the community would have cried
shame on him had the matter been pursued further.
But no such public sentiment was needed in order to
induce Davenport to give the justice and Basset a
hint to do nothing more. He was really grateful,
though feeling no compunction for his conduct, easily
persuading himself that it had been prompted by a love
of justice, and a desire to protect the interests
of religion.
Holden could, therefore, without fear
of the consequences, resume openly his usual visits
to the village. Of late they had been more than
usually frequent at the house of Mr. Armstrong, by
whom he seemed almost as much attracted as by Faith.
With the former the conversation usually turned upon
points of theology that every day appeared to assume
with Armstrong deeper importance, with the latter on
the effects produced by the teachings of Holden among
the Indians. For since his exile at the Patmos
of the Indian village, a new subject had engaged the
attention of the Solitary, to which with characteristic
energy he had devoted the powers of his soul the
conversion of the poor wretches who had kindly harbored
and protected him. To his sanguine expectations,
expressed in the impassioned language of Scripture
he loved to use, the enthusiastic girl would listen,
with the warmest interest. Accustomed to assign
every event to an overruling Providence, she thought
she now saw clearly the hand of a superior Power in
the occurrences which had compelled Holden, in the
first instance, to take up his temporary residence
among them. Temporary residence, we say, because
the Solitary had since returned to his hut, which
was at the distance of only two or three miles from
the cabins of his former protectors. Solitude
he found was necessary in order to enable him the
better to perform his new duties, and the distance
was too slight to interpose any serious obstacle, or
even inconvenience.
Such was the state of things, when
some weeks after the freshet, Mr. Armstrong acquainted
his daughter, at the breakfast-table, with his intention
to visit Holden that day.
“It is a long time,” he
said (four days had elapsed), “since we have
seen him, and there are things upon my mind I would
gladly speak about.”
A few months before, such a declaration
from her father would have suprised Faith, but now
she regarded it as quite natural. The intimacy
between the family and the Recluse had become such,
and the commanding character of the latter had acquired
so great an influence over both its members, that
neither of them saw anything strange in the deference
paid him. She, therefore, acquiesced with some
common-place remark in the proposal, begging to be
remembered to the old man.
Accordingly, after breakfast, Mr.
Armstrong walked down to the wharf, thinking it probable
he might find some boat going down the river, by which
he might be left at the island, intending, should he
not find the Solitary there, to go to the Indian settlement.
Nor was he disappointed. He found a fisherman
making preparations to cast off his boat, who cheerfully
consented to convey him to the place of destination.
Mr. Armstrong jumped into the boat, and, the wind
favoring, they rapidly scudded down the stream.
The fisherman, a fine, frank fellow,
of some thirty years of age, to whom Mr. Armstrong
was well known, at least, by reputation, although
the recognition was not mutual, endeavored to engage
him in conversation, but without effect. Although
answering politely any questions, he made no remarks
in return, and the conversation soon languished for
want of material to support it. Poor Josiah Sill,
finding his social qualities not appreciated, soon
himself relapsed into silence, wondering what could
induce his companion to seek Holden, and connecting
his reserve in some mysterious way with the visit.
Finding the silence not altogether agreeable, Josiah
finally burst out with “Yankee Doodle,”
which he amused himself with whistling together with
some other favorite tunes, until they reached the
island. As they approached they caught a glimpse
of Holden entering the house, and Josiah landed his
passenger, promising to call for him on his return
in the afternoon, though Armstrong expressed a doubt
whether he should remain so long.
“If you ain’t here, there
won’t be no harm done,” said the good-natured
fellow, “and it won’t take a minute to
stop.”
Mr. Armstrong having thanked him and
wished him success, advanced to the cabin.
He found Holden in the outer room,
engaged in his usual employment, when at home, of
weaving baskets. A large quantity of prepared
saplings, split very thin, lay scattered around him,
while bundles of walnut poles, the crude material
of his manufacture, were piled up in the corners ready
for use. With a quick and dexterous hand the
Solitary wove in the ribbon-like pieces, showing great
familiarity with the work. Without desisting
from his labor, he expressed pleasure at the visit
of his friend, and requested him to be seated.
“I am honored,” he said,
“this day. To what shall I ascribe the notice
of the wealthy Mr. Armstrong?”
There was a slight tone of irony in
the words. It probably was observed by Mr. Armstrong,
for, with some feeling, he replied:
“Speak to me not so coldly.
And yet,” he added, dejectedly, “I deserve
that all the world should reject me. Neither the
happy nor the miserable feel sympathy for me.”
The wayward humor of Holden was evidently
softened by the sadness of the sweet, low voice.
“Each heart,” he said,
“knoweth best its own bitterness, and I repent
me of my rudeness. But when I saw thee here I
could not but remember that I had dwelt long years
in this dwelling, and” he hesitated,
and Armstrong finished the sentence:
“And you would say this is the
first time I have darkened your door. Well may
it be called darkness where my unhappy shadow falls.
But forgive me: it is only lately that I learned
to know you.”
“Thou errest, James Armstrong,”
returned Holden, “if thou thinkest thou knowest
me, or will ever know me. Yet, after all,”
he added in a gentler manner, “thou art right.
Yes, know me as a fellow sinner, journeying with thee
to eternity.”
“As my friend,” replied
Armstrong; “as the guide whose deeper experience
in heavenly things shall teach me the way to heaven,
unless by some inscrutable decree I am excluded.”
“How has my heart been open,
how has it longed for years to meet thine! How
gladly would I have poured out my grief into thy bosom
as into that of a brother!” cried Holden, his
voice choked with emotion.
The countenance of Mr. Armstrong betrayed
astonishment. “How is this?” he said.
“I never knew it. You have always been to
me as a common acquaintance.”
A shade fell on the face of Holden.
He misunderstood the meaning of the other. He
supposed the phrase applicable to the feelings of
Armstrong towards himself, and not as descriptive of
his own conduct to Armstrong. “For the
sake of the little Faith,” he said coldly, “who
is now a lovely woman, have I highly regarded thee.”
“It is even so,” said
Armstrong, in a melancholy tone. “There
are none left to love me for my own sake. Yet
why should I quarrel with my own daughter? Let
me rather be grateful that she has been the means of
attracting one being towards me. How can I show
my friendship? How can I make you my friend?”
“I am thy friend,”
cried Holden, grasping his hand with another revulsion
of feeling. “Put me to any proof. I
will not fail.”
“If money could avail with a
man like you,” continued Armstrong, “it
should not be wanting. If ease or luxury could
tempt but you have trampled them under
foot, and what are they to one whose conversation
is in heaven?”
Holden, while he was speaking, had
risen from his seat and strode twice or thrice across
the room. When Armstrong had finished speaking
he again approached him.
“It is not for naught,”
he exclaimed, “that the Lord hath conducted
thee this day unto me. Speak what he shall put
into thy mouth to say.”
“I would have your confidence,”
said Armstrong. “As the sick beast or the
hurt bird knows by an infallible instinct what herb
or plant will best promote its cure, so it seems to
me does Providence direct me to you. Repulse
me not, but be my kind physician.”
“How can the physician prescribe,
if he knoweth not the complaint.”
“You shall know if you have
patience to listen. But I must go back years
to make myself intelligible.”
“Speak, my brother,” said
Holden, gently, “not a word shall fall in vain.”
“Then listen,” said Armstrong,
“and learn what sorrows the outward shows of
prosperity may gild.”
Holden resumed his seat, and Armstrong
began his relation.
“My parents,” he said,
“had but two children, myself and my brother,
who was younger by two years. The tenderest affection
existed between us, and we were never separated until
I went to college, where, after a couple of years,
I was joined by him, and where we remained together
until the close of my collegiate course. I then
returned home, in order to take my place in the mercantile
business, in which our father was engaged. My
brother George was destined for one of the professions.
During the last year of his stay at college, his letters
to me were full of the praises of a young lady whose
acquaintance he had made, and in vacations he was
never weary of talking of her beauty and amiable qualities.
I was present when he took his degree, and at a party,
given during my stay, in the town, he introduced me
to her. Alas! that introduction was the cause
of the happiness and the wretchedness of my life.
It found me a wife, and lost me a brother. I
cannot describe the impression which the first sight
of Frances made upon me. Nor did she seem averse
to my attentions. I offered myself, and was accepted.”
“And didst thou nothing to alienate
her affections from thy brother?” inquired Holden,
in a hoarse voice.
“She never regarded him with
more than a passing liking,” returned Armstrong,
“nor do I believe she had an idea of the fervor
of his affection. God be my witness, I never
spoke a word in his disparagement. We were married,
and shortly after George began to exhibit indications
of insanity. By the advice of physicians he was
taken to an asylum for the insane, where it was hoped,
under proper treatment, his reason might be restored.
May God pardon me, who am the cause of the horrid
tragedy, but, by some negligence of his keeper, he
was permitted to escape his body was found,
after some days, in a neighboring pond.”
Here Armstrong paused and covered his face with both
hands.
“The body was recognized as
thy brother’s?” inquired Holden.
“It had been in the water too
long to be perfectly recognized, but the height, and
age, and color of the hair, and what there was left
to make it distinguishable, were sufficient to identify
it as George’s.”
“There is no certainty then.
Thy brother may be yet alive.”
“There can be no doubt of his
death. Thirty years have elapsed, and were he
in existence he must have been heard of. Twelve
years afterwards my Frances died, leaving me two children,
a son and infant daughter. God saw fit, in his
providence, to take my boy, but left me Faith, to
lay my grey hairs in the grave. It will not be
long before she will do me that service.”
Mr. Armstrong ceased speaking, and
silence succeeded, which was at last broken by the
Solitary. He bent his brows with a keen, searching
glance upon his guest, and said:
“Thou wert false to thy brother.”
“Yes, and his blood cries against
me. Whither shall I turn to hide my guilt?”
“Thou dost repent, then, of
thy treachery?” inquired Holden, who seemed
determined to probe the wound to the bottom.
“Alas! restore to me the morning
of life; place me in the same circumstances, and I
should fall again. I should be irresistibly attracted
by a heart that seemed made for mine.”
“In her arms thou didst
forget the brother, whom thy cruelty had doomed to
the maniac’s cell and chain?” said Holden.
“Never! his image is graven
on my heart. I have never ceased to think of
him.”
“Thou wouldst know him should he stand before
thee?”
“Know him! aye, amidst ten thousand.
No years could make such changes as to hide him from
me. But he is in his grave, while his murderer
lives.”
“Thou didst find compensation
for lamentation over the dead, in the caresses of
the living?”
“True, too true. While
Frances lived, she was my heaven. It was necessary
that this idol should be torn from me. My son,
too. Oh, James, my son! my son!”
Holden, during the conversation, had
been unable to keep his seat, but with the restlessness
of his nature had been walking across the room, stopping
occasionally before Armstrong. The last expression
of feeling evidently affected him. The rapidity
of his steps diminished; his motions became less abrupt;
and presently he laid his hand upon the shoulder of
Mr. Armstrong.
“Thy tale,” he said, “is
one of sorrow and suffering. Thou didst violate
thy duty, and art punished. No wrong shall escape
the avenger. As it is written, ‘Vengeance
is mine, I will repay, saith the Lord.’
But it is also written, ’He is gracious and merciful,
slow to anger, and of great kindness, and repenteth
him of the evil.’ Thou art after all but
an instrument in the hand of One mighty to do.
Even out of crime He works out the purposes of his
will. Thou knowest not from what sin and sorrow
an early death may be the refuge. Commit thyself
to the hands of the Lord, nor grieve as one without
hope. Thy brother liveth, and thou shalt yet
behold him.”
“I know he lives, and at the
Judgment shall I behold him,” said Armstrong,
shuddering, “to upbraid me with his murder.”
“Not to upbraid, but to forgive,
and to imprint upon thy brow the seal of reconciliation,
as I now, by this token, vow to thee an everlasting
love.” So saying, Holden bent down, and
his lips touched the forehead of Armstrong.
We do not know that we ought to be
surprised at anything in the conduct of this extraordinary
man. The principles by which he regulated himself,
if he had any that were fixed and determinate, and
was not impelled to his actions by the impulse of the
moment, were so different from those of other men,
that it is difficult to reduce them to the same standard,
or, indeed, to assign them to any standard. Be
it as it may, so accustomed was Mr. Armstrong to his
ways, that so singular a thing did not impress him
as strange. He only looked up with eyes dimmed
with tears, and, in broken accents, thanked the Solitary.
The rest of the time spent by Armstrong
on the island, was passed in conversation of very
much the same description. It would seem from
his self-reproaches and confessions, that during the
lives of his wife and son, the melancholy death of
his brother had made no great impression upon him.
Happy in a woman he adored, and who returned his affection;
with a blooming family around him; immersed in thoughts
of business; and in the enjoyment of a large fortune,
there seemed nothing wanting to complete his felicity.
He remembered, too, that there had been an instance
of insanity in his family, some years before the birth
of himself, which had terminated fatally, the cause
of which could not be traced, and felt disposed, therefore,
with the natural tendency to self-exculpation of the
happy, to find the reason for the tragical end of
his brother in hereditary infirmity, rather than attach
any serious blame to himself for securing the affections
of a lady, whom he was assured had never loved another.
But when after a few years of unclouded bliss, first
his wife, and then his son, was taken away, all things
assumed an altered aspect. He found himself the
last male of his family, his name about to become
extinct and forgotten, with only one other being in
the world in whose veins ran his blood, and for whose
life his paternal solicitude almost daily trembled.
His mind brooded day by day more and more over his
misfortunes, which gradually began to wear the form
of judgments, the object and result of which must
be to erase his hated name from the earth. As
Faith grew up, his anxieties on her account diminished,
but that only left him the wider scope to dwell upon
wild imaginations and make himself more the subject
of his thoughts. Of a grave and reflective cast
of mind, he had even from his early years respected
the duties of religion, and now he turned to it for
consolation. But the very sources whence he should
have derived comfort and peace were fountains of disquiet.
His diseased mind seemed incapable of appropriating
to itself the gentle promises of pardon and acceptance,
but trembled at the denunciations of punishment.
The universal Father came not to him with open arms,
as to welcome a returned prodigal, but frowned with
the severity of a Judge about to pronounce sentence.
Whithersoever the unhappy man turned, he saw no ray
of light to gild the darkness, and he himself sometimes
feared lest reason should desert her throne. But
his friends felt no apprehensions of the kind.
In their presence, though grave, he was always reasonable
and on his guard for he shrunk with the
sensitiveness of a delicate mind from exposing its
wounds nor with the exception of the minister,
and now Holden, was there one who suspected his condition,
and they probably did not realize it fully. These
remarks may serve to abate, if not to remove entirely
the reader’s surprise, that one with the education,
and in the position of Armstrong, should have sought
counsel from Holden. But it may be, that the
condition of mind to which Armstrong was approaching similar
in some respects to that of the Solitary established
a sort of relation or elective affinity between them,
operating like the influence of the magnet, to attract
one to the other. We have seen how fond Holden
was of visiting the house of Mr. Armstrong. Could
it be that this mysterious influence, all unconsciously
to himself, led his steps thither, and that afar off
he dimly espied the talisman that should establish
a full community between them? Or was not this
community already established? How else account
for the visit of Armstrong, the strange conversation,
the confessions, concluded by an act, tender, and
perhaps graceful, but only such as was to be expected
from a deranged man?
Josiah Sill, true to his promise,
arrived while the two men were still talking, heedless
of the passage of time. Mr. Armstrong stepped
on board, and the boat resumed her course. The
wind was drawing down the river, remaining nearly
in the same point from which it had blown in the morning,
and they were obliged in consequence to pursue a zig-zag
course, tackling from one shore to the other.
It blew fresh, and the little vessel, gunwale down,
with the water sometimes pouring over the lee side,
flew like a bird. They had run two-thirds of the
distance, nor was the sun yet set, when the wind,
which, till then, had blown pretty steadily, began
to intermit and come in flaws or puffs, now driving
the small craft with great rapidity, and now urging
her gently on. At an instant, when she was about
to tack, having hardly head-way sufficient to prevent
missing stays, a sudden and violent puff, from a gorge
in the hills, struck the sail. Had it come at
any other moment, the catastrophe that followed could
not have happened; but the boat lying almost motionless,
received all the force of the wind, and instantly
upset. Mr. Armstrong, unable to swim, and encumbered
by his clothes, sank, but was caught by the strong
arm of Sill, and pulled upon the keel. In a state
of great discomfort, though of safety, there both
remained for some time, waiting for assistance.
None arriving, Sill, at last, became impatient, and
as he was an excellent swimmer, proposed to throw
off the heavier part of his clothing, and swim to
land to hasten succor. As Mr. Armstrong made no
objection, and the danger appeared less than what
was likely to proceed from a long continuance on the
boat, exposed in their wet clothes to the wind, the
shore being but a few rods distant, Sill, after divesting
himself of a part of his clothes, plunged into the
water, and with vigorous strokes swam towards the
land. He had proceeded but a short way when, either
in consequence of becoming benumbed by the coldness
of the water after being chilled by exposure to the
wind, or from being seized by cramp, or from what
other cause, the unfortunate man suddenly turning
his face towards Armstrong, and uttering a cry of alarm,
sank and disappeared from sight. Once more only
was anything seen of him, when brought near the surface,
perhaps, by an eddy in the stream, a hand emerged,
and for an instant the fingers quivered in the air.
With a sort of desperate horror Armstrong
gazed upon the appalling spectacle. The expression
of anguish on the face of the drowning fisherman,
as his distended eyes met his own, froze his blood,
and left a memory behind to last to his dying day.
Fascinated, his eyes dwelt on the spot where the fisherman
sunk, and for a moment a terrible temptation was whispered
into his ear quietly, to drop into the river, and
accompany the spirit of the drowned man. But it
lasted only a moment, and the instinct of life resumed
its power.
It was not long ere his condition
was discovered from the shore, when chilled and shivering
he was taken off by a boat that put out to his rescue.
On arriving at his home, Faith, excessively alarmed,
immediately dispatched the faithful Felix for the doctor.