I cannot think of sorrow now: and
doubt
If e’er I felt it ’tis
so dazzled from
My memory by this oblivious transport.
BYRON
“Here come that strange old
man,” said Felix, the next morning, looking
out of the kitchen window, which commanded a view of
the road. “I do believe he’s bewitched
the boss.”
Rosa, to whom the remark was addressed,
ran to the window, and saw the Recluse coming up the
street.
“I’m ’stonished,”
she said, “that Mr. Armstrong and Miss Faith
give so much encouragement to these low pussons.
They always take so much liberty.”
“Give ’em an inch and
they take two feet,” said Felix. “I
wish his two feet take him away from this house for
the last time,” he added, laughing.
“Ha, ha, ha, you so ’musing
Felix,” said Rosa. “There is something
too very genteel in your laugh.”
“You do me proud, sweet Rosa,”
answered Felix, bowing with his hand upon his breast.
Holden was no favorite of the black.
The well-dressed and well-fed servant of a wealthy
family, with the feeling common to all who judge from
outside appearances, had at first been disposed to
look down upon the coarsely-dressed anchorite, who
supported himself by so mean a labor as the manufacture
of baskets, and to consider him as little better than
a beggar-man. No sooner, however, did Holden detect
the feeling, and it was instantly, than he corrected
it, so that it never made its appearance again in
his presence. In fact, a feeling of fear superseded
the impertinence of the negro. There was something
in the burning glare of Holden’s eyes, and the
deep tones of his voice, that exerted an inexplicable
power over Felix. Much he turned it over in his
mind, why, in spite of himself, he was obliged to be
as civil to Holden as to white gentlemen, and at last
concluded, the Solitary possessed some magic art,
by which he controlled others. He the more readily
adopted the opinion because he considered his master
and young mistress under the spell of the same glamourie
to which he himself had succumbed.
When, therefore, Holden struck with
the knocker on the door, the obsequious Felix was
at hand to open it, and show him into the parlor.
“Tell your master I am here,” said Holden,
entering.
“How does he know Mr. Armstrong
is at home?” said Felix, to himself. “But
I’m a free man, and it is very onpolite to talk
about my master.”
“The Lord hath raised up a mighty
salvation for us,” was the address of Holden,
as Mr. Armstrong entered the room. “I come
to bid thee farewell for a time.”
“Farewell!” repeated Mr.
Armstrong, without comprehending the meaning of the
other.
“Sit thee down, dear friend,
and listen to what will give thee joy for my sake
now, and thine own hereafter. My son, who was
dead, is alive again.”.
Armstrong was at a loss to divine
the meaning of his visitor. He took it for some
figurative form of expression, and, without making
any reply, passed his hand over his forehead, as if
trying to recall some idea.
Holden read his thoughts. “Thou
dost not understand,” he said. “Know
then that the child perished not with the mother.”
“My friend,” said Armstrong,
who had now complete command of himself, “you
do not reflect that I cannot understand your allusions.
Explain to me, that I may participate in your joy.”
“The child of my youth, he whom
I lost, whom I mourned for so many years as dead,
is alive,” exclaimed Holden, in tones of irrepressible
emotion.
“I give you joy,” said
Armstrong, grasping his hand. “But you never
mentioned you had a son. How have you lost, and
how found him?”
“It is the Lord’s doing,
and it is marvelous in our eyes,” said Holden.
“Not long since thou didst tell of an unhappy
man, round whom afflictions had gathered. Now
will I tell thee of another not less wretched, the
clouds of whose sorrow the setting sun is gilding.
Be it unto thee for a lesson of hope, for I tell thee,
James, that assuredly thou shalt be comforted.”
We will endeavor to compress into
a few words the more diffuse narrative of the Recluse,
confining ourselves to the substance.
It will be recollected that before
Holden’s constrained retirement among the Indians,
he had attached to him the squaw, Esther, by the ties
of both gratitude and respect. But it was only
at a distance she looked up to him whom she regarded
as a sort of superior being. She would not have
ventured to speak to him of herself, for how could
he take an interest in so insignificant a creature?
The nearer relations, however, into which they were
thrown, while he was an inmate of her cabin, without
diminishing her affection, abated her awe. The
teachings of Holden, and the strong interest he manifested
for herself and tribe so affected her, that one day
she made to him a confession of the events of her
life. It is only necessary to recount those which
have a connection with this story. Some twenty
years previous she had accompanied her husband on
a visit to a tribe in Kentucky, into which some of
her own relatives had been received. While there
an expedition had been undertaken by the Indians,
which her husband joined, against the white settlements,
then inconsiderable, and exposed. After a few
days the warriors returned in triumph, bringing with
them many scalps, but no prisoner, except a little
boy, saved by her husband, Huttamoiden. He delivered
the child to her, and having none herself, she soon
learned to love it as her own. Huttamoiden described
to her with that particularity which marks the description
of natural objects by an Indian, whose habits of life
in the forest compel him to a close observation, the
situation of the log-hut from which the child was
taken, the hut itself before which leaped a mountain
stream, the appearance of the unfortunate woman who
was murdered, and the desperate resistance of the
master of the cabin, who, at the time, was supposed
to have perished in the flames, but was afterwards
known by the name of Onontio as the scourge
and terror of the tribe which had destroyed his family.
She had shortly afterwards started with her husband,
taking with them the little boy, for the east, but
they found the innumerable questions and suspicions
occasioned by the possession of the white child so
annoying, and dreaded so the inquiries and investigation
that would be made upon their return home, that they
determined to get rid of him upon the first opportunity.
As their route lay through New York, the streets of
a populous city furnished the very chance they desired.
It was with great reluctance Esther felt herself compelled
to this course, and she was unwilling the child should
fall into unkind hands. While reflecting upon
what was to be done, she remembered a family which
had come from that part of the country whence she
came, and whom she had known as worthy people, and
determined to entrust to them the boy. She dared
not to do this openly. So one night she placed
the child on their door-step, enjoining him not to
stir until some one took him into the house, while
she herself watched close by, until she saw him taken
in. Since then, not daring to make inquiries,
for fear of bringing on herself some unknown punishment,
she had not heard of the boy. She remembered
the name of the people with whom he was left, and also
the street, and the number, and gave them to Holden.
Upon this foundation it was the Recluse
built up the hope that his son was yet alive.
“I am Onontio,” he said.
“The Being who touched the heart of the ferocious
savage to spare the life of the child, hath preserved
him. Mine eyes shall yet behold him.”
Armstrong was deeply touched, and
in the contemplation of the brightening prospects
of his friend, he forgot the clouds that hung around
his own horizon. Perhaps he was not so sanguine
of success as Holden, whose eagle eyes seemed penetrating
the future, but he respected too deeply the high raised
hopes and sacred feelings of the father, to drop a
word of doubt or discouragement.
“Myself, my purse,” he said, “are
at your service.”
“Thomas Pownal goeth to the
city to-morrow,” replied Holden. “I
will speak unto him, and accompany him. Nor do
I refuse thy assistance, but freely as it is offered
as freely do I accept it. They who are worthy
to be called my friends, regard gold and silver only
as it ministers to their own and others’ wants.”
He took the proffered bank-bills with
quite as much an air of one conferring, as one of
receiving a favor, and, without even looking at the
amount, put them in his pocket.
It was so long since Holden had been
in the great world, or mingled in the ordinary pursuits
of men and his appearance and mode of speech
were so different from those of others that
Armstrong had some fears respecting his researches.
It was, perhaps, this latent apprehension of his fitness
to appear in the world an apprehension,
however, only dimly cognizable by himself that
induced Holden to seek the companionship of Pownal.
With these feelings, and believing he might be of
advantage to this strange man, for whom this new development
awakened additional interest in his mind, Armstrong
offered to be his companion, in the search for his
son; but, to his surprise, his offer was hastily rejected.
“No,” said Holden; “it
befitteth not. Stay, to take care of Faith.
Stay, to welcome me when I shall return with a crown
of rejoicing upon my head.”
Armstrong shrunk within himself at
the repulse. He would not have regarded or hardly
noticed it once, but, his mind had become morbidly
sensitive. A word, a look, a tone had now power
to inflict a wound. He was like the Sybarite
whose repose was disturbed by a wrinkled rose-leaf;
with this difference, that they were spiritual, not
material hurts he felt. Did the forecast of Holden
penetrate the future? Did he, as in a vision,
behold the spectres of misfortune that dogged Armstrong’s
steps? Was he afraid of a companionship that
might drag him down and entangle him in the meshes
of a predestined wretchedness? He is right, thought
Armstrong. He sees the whirlpool into which,
if once drawn, there is no escape from destruction.
Holden succeeded better in communicating
a portion of his confidence to Pownal. In the
morning of life, before experience has dimmed our
sky with clouds, we readily perceive the sun of joy.
The bright eyes of youth catch his rays on the mountain
tops, before the drooping lids of age are raised from
the ground. The ardent temperament of the young
man entered with delight into the hopes of his elder.
He even anticipated the request Holden intended to
make, and asked permission to accompany him.
With a very natural feeling he endeavored to effect
some change in the costume of the Recluse, but here
he met with decided opposition.
“I have nothing to do with the
world or its follies,” said Holden. “Let
it pass on its way as I will on mine. It will
reck but little of the garments of an unknown man.”
It was more for the sake of his friend
than himself that Pownal proposed the change.
Perceiving the feelings of the other, he forbore to
press a proposal further, which, after all, was of
but little consequence. A sloop was to sail the
next day the wind favoring from
Hillsdale, and it was agreed between the two to take
passage together.
We may judge of the feelings of Pownal
at this time, from the fact that the last evening
he spent at Hillsdale, before he left for New York,
where, indeed, he expected to remain but a short time,
found him at the house of Judge Bernard. He was
fortunate, whether beyond his expectations or not
we cannot say, in finding Miss Bernard alone.
At least it was a fortunate coincidence with his wishes,
and might we judge, from the raised color of the cheeks,
and the smiles that played round the lips of the beautiful
girl, not displeasing to her. It is wonderful,
when we look back, how frequently these charming accidents
of youth occur.
It was unnecessary that Pownal should
speak of his intended trip to the commercial capital.
He seemed to assume that Anne was already acquainted
with his purpose, but of Holden’s discovery she
had not been informed.
“Beautiful!” cried Anne,
clapping her hands. “We shall have a denouement
fit for a novel yet. Oh, I do hope he may find
his son. And,” added she, with a warm quick
feeling, “I can see now reason for the strange
habits of our poor dear prophet. Oh, to think
of the long years of lonesome misery he must have
passed!”
“He seems to have no doubt,”
said Pownal, “of discovering his lost son.
I confess that when I heard him in his animated way
tell his story, with eyes raised in thankfulness to
heaven, I was swept along by his enthusiasm, and felt
no more doubt than himself of his success; but when
I reflect more calmly on the circumstances the prospect
is not so brilliant.”
“Do not doubt: the prospect
is brilliant: Jeremiah shall cease his
lamentations: our prophet shall be made happy.
Ah, why anticipate anything but good!”
“I accept the omen, dear Miss
Bernard,” said Pownal, looking with admiration
upon her beaming countenance, “Men arrive at
conclusions, how often false, by a fallible process
of reasoning, while truth comes to your more fortunate
sex by a happy inspiration.”
“And I accept the compliment,
since you accept the inspiration. I hope it is
with more than the ordinary sincerity of those in the
habit of making compliments.”
“I wish you could see into my heart.”
“You would wish the window closed
immediately. What do you suppose I should see
there?”
“Yourself.”
“Then it is a looking-glass,”
said Anne, blushing. “A valuable piece
of furniture certainly, in which any lady may view
her face!”
“No! a portrait more true to
life than Stuart’s, and which I prize above
everything.”
“You must be mistaken in fancying
it mine. Only old pictures are prized. The
moderns have no reputation.”
“You will always jest.
I assure you I am serious,” said Pownal, who,
however, was obliged to smile.
“I see you are very serious.
Oh, I hate seriousness ever since I was frightened
by the long face of Deacon Bigelow, when he discovered
my ignorance of the catechism. It was as long,”
she added, looking round for something to compare
it to, “as the tongs.”
“Or as your lessons of a June
day, when the sunshine and birds, and flowers were
inviting you to join them.”
“Or as the time when I do not
see Faith for twenty-four hours.”
“Or as my absence will be to me in New York.”
“I wonder how you,” said
Anne, “who are accustomed to the bustle and
excitement of a large city, can be contented with the
quiet monotony of a country town.”
“I found something here not
to be found in all country towns,” said Pownal.
“Besides, the noise and confusion of a large
place never were agreeable to me, and when I return
to them they lie like a weight upon my spirits.
Instead of a city I ought to have been born in a boundless
forest.”
“You know I have said, I thought
there was a wildness about you,” replied Anne,
laughing.
“Do you not consider the wild animal tamed?”
“Not entirely. It belongs to a species
almost irreclaimable.”
“He will never be tamed a second time.”
“Then he must not be suffered to escape.”
The words flew from the lips of the
gay impulsive girl before she was aware. The
eloquent blood crimsoned her cheeks, and clapping both
her hands upon her face to conceal the blushes, she
burst into a laugh as musical as the song of the canary
bird. Pownal’s eyes sparkled with delight,
but before he could utter a word, she had sprung upon
her feet.
“It is too bad,” she cried,
“to compare you to a wild animal. Forgive
and forget my impertinence. I have been reading
a novel,” and as, she said so she took a book
from the table, “by an American author, which
interests me greatly. Have you seen it?”
Pownal took the book into his hands.
It was one of Charles Brockden Brown’s.
“I read it some years ago,”
he said; “and I remember it made a great impression
upon me at the time. It appears to me to be written
with wonderful power of enchaining the attention.
I could not lay it down until it was finished.”
“Exactly as I was affected,” said Anne.
“Yet I wonder that one so lively
and merry as Miss Bernard should be pleased with such
a book. The subjects of Brown’s novels are
all gloomy. His imagination seems at home only
in sombre scenes. His is the fascination of horror.”
“I wonder at it myself.
But it shows the ability of the writer, in being able
to affect as thoughtless a person as I am.”
“Not thoughtless. No one
would say that of you but yourself. It is, perhaps,
because of your gaiety on account of the
contrast. The sunshine loves to light up dark
places.”
“Very prettily expressed.
Really, if you go on improving, we must have you appointed
valentine-manufacturer-general for the town of Hillsdale.”
“I suspect the valentines would
all be addressed to one person.”
“Then I shall oppose your appointment.
But let that pass for the present. You were telling
me why I liked Brown’s novels.”
“I am not so presumptuous.
I was only guessing. It is the Yankee’s
privilege. The world concedes it to us. I
suggest then that your mind wanders through those
dark scenes with an interest like that with which
a traveller contemplates a strange country. And
may they ever remain a strange region to you.
May you ever continue to be what you are now, a bright
being, at whose approach sorrow and sadness fly away.”
The conversation was here interrupted
by the entrance of the Judge and Mrs. Bernard, on
their return from some neighborly call. Anne received
the bonnet and shawl from her mother, who was evidently
accustomed to such attentions, nor had the young lady
ever appeared more beautiful in the eyes of the young
man, than when he saw her rendering those little services
of filial respect and affection. “She deserves,”
he said to himself, “the richest gifts of Providence.
One so bright, so pure, so innocent, must be a favorite
of the angels.”
These were lover’s thoughts,
and our readers at the remembrance of youthful dreams
and fancies will pardon their extravagance. They
come at only one period of life, and oh, how quickly
do they fly, leaving behind a trail of light which
may, indeed, be obscured, but never quite extinguished.
Pownal informed the Judge of his intended
departure, and, as usual, received from him and Mrs.
Bernard some commissions to execute on their account.
That of the former was for some books, while his wife’s,
we are compelled to say, however undignified it may
sound, was for nothing more important than the last
fashionable French bonnet. But let us add that
she took not more pleasure in wearing a becoming head-dress
(and what new fashion is not becoming?) than he in
seeing her handsome face in its adornment.
“My husband,” she said,
“Mr. Pownal, tries to Frenchify me a little,
sometimes, and I am obliged to indulge him, he is generally
so good; but he will never succeed in making anything
else out of me than a plain Yankee woman.”
“Plain or beautiful, the highest
title to my affection,” said the Judge, gallantly.
“I have been a traveller, Thomas, and have seen
the Old World. This is a progressive world; and,
believe me, the productions of the New are not, to
say the least, inferior to those of the Old.”
“I can well believe it,”
said Pownal, bowing to the ladies.
“A pleasant voyage, Thomas,”
said the Judge, as he bade his young friend good-bye,
“along the sandy shores of Long Island, and through
the perils of Hell Gate.”