Welcome pure thoughts, welcome ye silent
groves.
These guests, these courts my soul most
dearly loves:
Now the winged people of the sky shall
sing
My cheerful anthems to the gladsome spring.
QUOTED BY IZAAK WALTON, AS
BY SIR HARRY WOTTON.
No reason seemed now to exist for
Holden’s impatience to depart, yet he longed
for the quiet of his hut on the island. The excitement
of his feelings, which, while it acted as a stimulus,
sustained him, had passed away, and the ordinary consequences
of overtasking nature followed. Besides, he had
lived so long in solitude, that any other mode of
life was to him unnatural, and especially the roar
and tumult of a populous place, disturbed him.
The loudest sounds to which he had been accustomed
were the rippling of the tide on the beach, or the
sigh of the wind, and the songs of birds; and the difference
between them and the noises he now heard, formed a
contrast equally harsh and discordant. But by
no word did he betray his wish. Both Mr. and Mrs.
Pownal were desirous to delay the departure of himself
and son, and it seemed to him ingratitude to act in
any respect in opposition to the inclinations of persons
to whom he was so greatly indebted. Several days,
therefore, passed after the happening of the events
recapitulated in the last chapter, and yet he remained
in New York. But his feelings could not escape
the observation of his son. Better acquainted
than their host and hostess with the peculiarities
of his father, he seized an opportunity to speak of
the necessity of a speedy farewell.
“You are right, I do not doubt,
Thomas,” said Mr. Pownal, in reply to the observation
of the young man, “and yet I never felt so loth
to let you go. While with me you seem still in
some wise to belong to me, and I feel a reluctance
to lose you out of my sight.”
“Do you think it possible,”
exclaimed young Pownal whom his father,
out of a sentiment of delicacy towards his friends,
had insisted should be called by the name of his preserver,
he had so long borne, for which reason we shall continue
to use it “do you think it possible
I can ever forget how deeply I am indebted, that I
shall ever cease to love you with all the affection
of a son, on whom you have lavished every possible
kindness?”
“No; I have no fear of that.
It is only the pain of parting from which I shrink.
As we grow older we cling with the greater tenacity,
and, perhaps, selfishness, to the enjoyments that
are left. But this will never do. I must
think more of you, and less of myself. I have
some questions to ask, and something besides to say
before you leave for Hillsdale, and this is as good
an opportunity, probably, as we shall have, so take
a seat by me, and we will enter upon business.”
Pownal, who hitherto had remained
standing, now took a seat by the side of his benefactor,
and waited for him to continue the conversation.
“Are you satisfied,” inquired
Mr. Pownal, “with your situation at Hillsdale?”
“Perfectly,” replied the
young man. “My time has passed very happily
there.”
“I meant it,” continued
Mr. Pownal, “only as an interlude. I sent
you thither for the purpose of making you better acquainted
with the branches of our business, intending to leave
it to your choice either to remain or return to the
city, and resume your place in the counting-house.
I confess, the latter would suit me better, because
you would be nearer to me; but consult your inclinations,
and I shall be satisfied.”
“My dear sir,” said Pownal,
with some little hesitation, “you are always
kind, and since you leave it to my choice, I hope it
will not offend you if I say, that for the present
I should prefer to remain at Hillsdale.”
“It is not at all surprising
that you should wish to be with your father, whom,
in so wonderful a manner, you have discovered,”
answered Mr. Pownal. “I am delighted with
him, and his noble qualities must be restored to the
world. We must find means to induce him to conquer
his repugnance to society and its habits.”
“I hope for such a result,”
said the young man, “but he is evidently now
uneasy and pining for solitude.”
“‘Time and I against any
two,’ says the Spanish proverb. I’ll
be bound we will metamorphose him yet. Do you
think the business at Hillsdale is capable of much
extension?”
“I am sure of it. It may
easily be doubled, and safely. I will give you
my reasons for the opinion now, if you wish.”
“Never mind for the present.
It after all can make no difference in what I am about
to say. I have been looking at your balance-sheet,
and must say that, for a first year’s business,
you have done remarkably well. You have made
very few bad debts, the sales are large, and profits
satisfactory. You have the merchant in you, Thomas,
and I must try to secure you for us beyond the power
of loss. How would you like to become a member
of the firm?”
“Sir,” said Pownal, “your
goodness overpowers me. No father could be more
generous. You will do with me as you please.
But what say your partners?”
“I have consulted with them,
and they are of the same opinion as myself, and desire
your admission. I have drawn up the terms, which,
I hope, will please you, on this slip of paper, and
that you may start to a little better advantage, have
directed a small sum to be carried to your credit
on the books, which you will also find jotted down
on the paper.”
“How can I thank you, sir?”
said Pownal, receiving the paper, and preparing, without
examining it, to place it in his pocket.
“But that is not like a merchant,”
exclaimed Mr. Pownal smiling, “to accept of
a contract without looking at it. Read it, Thomas,
and see if you wish to suggest any change.”
“I am willing to trust my interests,
my life, to you, sir, and it is unnecessary.
But it is your command and I obey you.”
We must allow, that the thought of
becoming at some time a member of the firm, wherein
he had received his mercantile education, had passed
before through the mind of Pownal, but the conditions
upon which he was now admitted were favorable beyond
his most sanguine expectations. The sum of money,
too, carried to the credit of his account as a capital,
on which to commence, deserved a better name than that
of a small sum, which the opulent merchant had called
it. Pownal saw himself now at once elevated into
a condition, not only to supply the wants of his father
and himself, but to warrant him to cherish hopes for
the success of other plans that lay very near his heart.
As the thought of Anne Bernard occurred to him, and
he reflected upon the goodness of his generous benefactor,
it seemed, to his ingenuous mind, as if he were half
guilty of a wrong in withholding any part of his confidence
from Mr. Pownal, and he felt strongly tempted to admit
him into the inner sanctuary of his soul. But
a feeling natural in such cases, and the consideration
that he was not perfectly sure his affection was returned
by Anne, restrained him, and he contented himself
with repeating his thanks for a generosity so much
exceeding his hopes.
“Nay,” said the merchant,
“I must be the judge of these things. This
may do to begin with. When you are married I will
double it.”
The tell-tale cheeks of Pownal excited
the suspicions of the old gentleman, whose eyes were
fastened on him as he spoke.
“Ah, ha!” cried he, laughing,
“have I found you out, Thomas? I do not
believe, on the whole, the bribe will be necessary.
I understand now your enthusiasm about the beauties
of Hillsdale. But never blush. There’s
no harm in possessing good taste. I was in love
twenty times before I was your age. When shall
the wedding be, eh?”
“My dear sir,” said Pownal
smiling, “it will be time enough years hence,
to think of these things. In a matter of this
kind, I know of no better example to follow, than
your own.”
“No, no, no, Thomas, do not
imitate me there; I postponed my happiness too long,
and were I to commence life again, I should not crawl
with such a snail’s pace towards it as formerly.
But I have no fear of you or that my joints will be
too stiff to dance on the joyful occasion.”
The parting was such as might be expected
between persons brought together under circumstances
so singular, where on the one side there was a sense
of obligation, it was a pleasure to cherish, and on
the other, the yet higher gratification of conferring
happiness. As Holden wrung the hand of Mr. Pownal
who accompanied them to the vessel, that was to take
them home, he invoked, in his enthusiastic way, a
blessing upon his head. “The Almighty bless
thee,” he exclaimed, “with blessings of
Heaven above, and blessings of the deep that lieth
under. May thy bow abide in strength, and the
arms of thy hands be made strong by the hands of the
mighty God of Jacob.”
Knowing how little his father prized
the things of this world. Pownal had not communicated
to him before their departure the liberal conduct
of the noble merchant they had just left, but now,
in a conversation one day, in which they reviewed
the past, and, notwithstanding the Solitary’s
faith in the speedy coming of a mighty change, speculated
on the future, he disclosed the last evidence of the
affection of his preserver. Holden listened with
a gratified air, for how could he be otherwise than
pleased that the worth and amiable qualities of his
son, had awakened so deep an interest in the heart
of another, but replied,
“It was well meant, but unnecessary.
Thou hast no need of the gold and silver of others.”
The young man, supposing his father
had reference to his peculiar religious notions, was
silent, for it was a subject which could not be adverted
to without great delicacy, and danger of vehement bursts
of enthusiasm.
“Thou comprehendest me not,”
said Holden. “I say thou art in no want
of the dross with which men buy, to their grief and
shame, the deluding vanities of the world.”
“If it is your wish, father,
I will return the gift,” said Pownal, “though
I know it will hurt the generous heart of the giver.”
“I interpose not. No voice
calleth me thereto. But my meaning is still dark,
and I know not whether it is best to admit thee fully
to my counsels. Yet, thus much mayest thou now
know, and more shalt thou know hereafter, that thy
father is no pauper, to crave the wealth of others,
and that his poverty is voluntary. The body is
kept poor, that divine grace may the more readily
enrich the soul.”
“Believe me, sir, I do not wish
to intrude into anything which it is your desire to
keep secret.”
“There is nothing secret that
shall not be revealed,” exclaimed Holden, catching
at the last word, “but everything in its own
order. Let it satisfy thee, therefore, my son,
to know for the present that thy father hath but to
stretch forth his hand and it shall be filled, but
to knock and it shall be opened. But this is not
the day, nor for my own sake, should the clock of
time ever strike the hour, when that which was thrown
away shall be taken again, that which was despised
shall be valued. Yet because of thee may I not
lawfully withhold the hand, and as I gaze upon thy
fair young face, thou seemest one whose spirit is
so balanced that what men call prosperity will not
hurt thee. But affection is blind, and my heart
may deceive me, and therefore will I wait until He
speaks who cannot lead astray or deceive.”
It was partly to himself, and partly
to his son, that the Solitary spoke, nor was Pownal
at all certain that he comprehended his meaning.
He had at first fancied, his father was offended at
his acceptance of the rich merchant’s bounty,
but he soon saw that Holden regarded money too little
to consider the mere giving or receiving of it as of
much consequence. Upon further reflection, and
a consideration of the manner in which his father
had lived for so many years, the idea which yet seemed
shadowed forth by his language, that he was possessed
of property, appeared utterly chimerical. He
was therefore disposed to attach to his father’s
words some mystical sense, or to suppose that he imagined
himself in possession of a secret, by means of which
he could command the wealth he scorned. Of course
the young man considered such anticipations as visionary
as the immediate coming of that millénium for
which the longing eyes of the enthusiast daily looked
forth.