From yon blue heavens, above us bent,
The gard’ner Adam
and his wife
Smile at the claims of long descent:
Howe’er it be,
it seems to me,
’Tis only noble
to be good;
Kind hearts are more than coronets,
And simple faith than Norman
blood.
TENNYSON.
The news of the discovery of the relationship
between Holden and Pownal had reached Hillsdale before
their arrival, and the friends and acquaintances of
both, comprising pretty much the whole village, hastened
to present their congratulations. Many supposed
now they had obtained a clue to the singularities
of the Solitary, and expected that since he had recovered
his son, he would resume the habits of ordinary life.
But nothing seemed further from Holden’s intention.
In spite of the entreaties of his son, and the remonstrances
of those few who ventured to speak to him on the subject,
he returned on the very day of their arrival to his
cabin. It was, however, with no harshness, but
with gentle and even exculpatory language, he refused
their request.
“Think not hard of me, my son,
nor you, kind friends,” he said, “if my
ears are deaf to your solicitations. The old man
is weary and seeketh rest. The trembling nerves
still quiver to the cries of the horsemen and the
rattling of chariots, nor may the tumult pass away
till old sights and sounds stealing in with soft ministry
compose the excited yet not unpleased spirit.
I would gladly in solitude lay my tired head on the
bosom of the Father, and thank Him in the silence of
His works for mercies exceeding thought.”
Holden, however, could not refuse
to allow his son to accompany him, and to provide
such little necessaries, as were esteemed essential
to his comfort. But he permitted the young man
to remain only a short time. “Go,”
he said, “the world is bright before thee; enjoy
its transient sunshine. The time may come when
even thou, with hope and confidence in thy heart,
and heaven in thine eyes, shalt say, ’I have
no pleasure therein.’” Pownal therefore
returned to Hillsdale, without reluctance it may be
supposed, when we add, that the same evening found
him at the house of Mr. Bernard. It will be recollected
he had commissions to execute for both the Judge and
his wife, but if the reader thinks that not a sufficient
reason why he should call upon them so soon, we have
no objection to his adopting any other conjecture,
even to the extravagant supposition, that there was
some magnet to attract the young man’s wandering
feet.
It was a happy evening Pownal spent
at the Judge’s house. All seemed glad to
see him again, and expressed their delight and wonder
at the discovery of his parent. And yet the young
man could not help fancying there was a greater difference
between his reception by the members of the family,
than he had been accustomed to. Mr. and Mrs. Bernard,
indeed, were equally cordial as of old, but Anne, though
she tendered him her hand with her usual frankness,
and allowed it to linger in his, appeared graver,
and less disposed to indulge an exuberance of spirits,
while William Bernard was evidently more distant, and
formal. There was, however, no want of politeness
on his part, for he mingled with his usual grace and
intelligence in the conversation, and the change was
perceptible rather in the omission of old terms of
familiarity, than in any manifestation of coldness.
He seemed to pay the same attention, and evince a
like interest with the rest, in the particulars of
the adventures of Pownal, which, at the request of
Mrs. Bernard, he narrated. Had a stranger, or
one who saw the two young men together for the first
time, been present, he would have noticed nothing
inconsistent with ordinary friendship, but Pownal compared
the present with the past, and his jealous sensitiveness
detected a something wanting. But for all that,
his enjoyment, though it might be lessened, was not,
as we have intimated, destroyed. He half suspected
the cause, and his proud spirit rose with resentment.
But so long as he enjoyed the esteem of the parents,
and was a welcome visitor at their house, and Miss
Bernard treated him with unabated regard, he could
well afford, he thought, to pass by without notice
humors, which, in his changed condition, he considered
equally unreasonable and absurd. For, he was
no longer a mere clerk, without position in society,
but the member of a long-established and wealthy firm,
and a favorite of its head, who seemed to have taken
the fortunes of his young partner into his own hands,
with a determination to secure their success.
True, he was the son of a poor and eccentric man, but
no dishonor was attached to his father’s name,
and so far as education and genuine refinement were
concerned, he was the equal of any, and the superior
of most, by whom he was surrounded. With far different
feelings, therefore, from those in the earlier period
of his acquaintance with Miss Bernard, when he discovered
she was becoming dearer to him than prudence permitted,
did he now approach her. He dared to look forward
to the time when it would be no presumption to avow
his feelings.
The cause of William Bernard’s
coldness will be better understood by a reference
to a conversation between him and his sister, shortly
before the return of Pownal to Hillsdale. Rumor,
with her thousand tongues, had been busy, and, as
is not unusual on such occasions, embellished the
story with innumerable fanciful ornaments. The
brother and sister had both heard the reports, and
they were the subject of their discussion.
“Why, Anne!” said William,
“this is more wonderful than Robinson Crusoe,
or the Children of the Abbey. How do you think
Pownal, or Mr. Holden, as I suppose we must call him
now, relishes the relationship?”
“How, William, can he be otherwise
than glad to find a father?” replied his sister.
“A vast deal depends upon who the father is.”
“What! is it you who speak so?”
cried Anne, with sparkling eyes. “What
is there in the father unworthy of the son?”
“Were I now in Pownal’s
place, I should have preferred to discover a parent
in some one else than in a half crazy man, who supports
himself by basket-making.”
“And can you not,” said
his sister, indignantly, “under the mask which
circumstances have imposed upon him, detect the noble-hearted
gentleman? This is not at all like you, William,
and I think his very misfortunes ought to be a passport
to your kindness.”
“So they should be, and so they
are, but the facts, which I will not repeat, because
it offends you, remain. Think you, it can be very
pleasant, for a young man, to have precisely precisely
such a connection?”
“I should despise Thomas Pownal,
if he felt anything but pride in his father.
I am the daughter of a republican, and care little
for the distinctions which the tailor makes.
The noblest hearts are not always those which beat
under the finest broadcloth.”
“The rank is but the guinea stamp,
The man’s the gowd for a’
that.”
“Well, Anne,” said her
brother, “I never expected to take a lesson,
in democracy, from you, nor fancied you were a politician
before; but, it seems to me you have become lately
very sharp-sighted, to detect Holden’s merits.
What is it that has so improved your vision?”
“You are trying to tease me,
now, but I will not be angry. You know, as well
as I do, that from the first I took a liking to Mr.
Holden. So far from being frightened at him,
when I was a child, nothing pleased me better that
when he took Faith and me into his arms, and told us
stories out of the Bible. I do believe I had then
a presentiment he was something different from what
he seemed.”
“But you have shown an extraordinary
interest in him lately. Even now, your voice
trembles, and your color is raised beyond the requirements
of the occasion.”
“How is it possible to avoid
being excited, when my brother speaks disparagingly
of one who has every title to compassion and respect?
Is it not enough to soften your heart, to think of
the wretchedness he suffered so many years, and which
shattered his fine understanding? And now, that
his Oh, William!” she cried, bursting
into tears, “I did not think you were so hard-hearted.”
“My dear Anne! my dear sister!”
exclaimed her brother, putting his arm around her
and drawing her towards him, “forgive me.
I never meant to hurt your feelings, though I am sorry
they are so much interested.”
“I will not affect to misunderstand
you, brother,” she said, recovering herself;
“but you are mistaken, if you suppose that Mr.
Pownal has ever has ever spoken
to me in a manner different from the way in which
he is in the habit of conversing with other ladies.”
“Heaven be praised for that,”
said her brother. “But I ought to have
known you never would permit it.”
“You ought to have known that,
had he done so, I should not have kept it a secret.
My father and mother, and you, would have been made
acquainted with it.”
“And, now, dear Annie, since
things are as they are, I hope you will not give Pownal
any encouragement. Whatever may be your present
feelings, he cannot disguise the fact, that he loves
dearly to visit here.”
“Encouragement!” cried
Anne, her natural vivacity flashing up at the imputation.
“What do you take me for, William Bernard, that
you venture to use such a word? Am I one of those
old maids whom some wicked wag has described as crying
out in despair, ‘Who will have me?’ or
a cherry, at which any bird can pick?”
“There spoke the spirit of my
sister. I hear, now, Anne Bernard. You will
not forget the position of our family in society, and
that upon you and myself are centered the hopes of
our parents.”
“I trust I shall never forget
my love and duty, or have any secrets from them.
They have a right to be acquainted with every emotion
of my heart, nor am I ashamed they should be seen.”
“The accomplishments of Pownal
entitle him to move in the first society, I cannot
deny that,” continued young Bernard, “but,
in my judgment, something more is necessary in order
to warrant his boldness in aspiring to connect himself
with one of the first families in the country.”
“You will continue to harp on
that string, William, but my opinion differs from
yours. In our country there should be no distinctions
but such as are created by goodness and intelligence.”
“It all sounds very well in
theory, but the application of the rule is impossible.
The dreamers of Utopian schemes may amuse themselves
with such hallucinations, but practical people can
only smile at them.”
“Class me among the dreamers.
Nor will I believe that whatever is true and just
is impracticable. Does redder blood flow in the
veins of the child cradled under a silken canopy,
than in those of one rocked in a kneading-trough?”
“You have profited to some purpose
by the French lessons of our father,” said Bernard,
bitterly. “Principles like these may yet
produce as much confusion in our family on a small
scale, as they did in France on a mighty theatre.”
“You are losing yourself in
the clouds, dear brother. But there can be no
danger in following the guidance of one so wise and
experienced as our father, nor does it become you
to speak slightingly of any opinion he may adopt.”
“I did not mean to do so.
I should be the last one to do so, though I cannot
always agree with him. But you take an unfair
advantage of the little excitement I feel, to put
me in the wrong. Do you think I can look on without
being painfully interested, when I see my only sister
about to throw herself away upon this obscure stranger,
for you cannot conceal it from me that you love him?”
“Throw myself away! Obscure
stranger! You are unkind William. Love him!
it will be time enough to grant my love when it is
asked for. It does not become me, perhaps, to
say it, but Mr. Pownal is not here to answer for himself,
and for that reason I will defend him. There lives
not the woman who might not be proud of the love of
so noble and pure a heart. But you are not in
a humor to hear reason,” she added, rising,
“and I will leave you until your returning good
sense shall have driven away suspicions equally unfounded
and unjust.”
“Stay, Anne, stop, sister,”
cried Bernard, as with a heightened color she hastened
out of the room. “She is too much offended,”
he said to himself, “to heed me, and I must
wait for a more favorable opportunity to renew the
conversation. I have seen this fancy gradually
coming on, and, fool that I was, was afraid to speak
for fear of making things worse. I thought it
might be only a passing whim, like those which flutter
twenty times through girls’ silly heads before
they are married, and was unwilling to treat it as
of any consequence. But does Anne mean to deceive
me? It is not at all like her. She never
did so before. No, she has courage enough for
anything, and is incapable of deception. But
these foolish feelings strangely affect young women
and young men, too. She must, herself,
be deceived. She cannot be acquainted with the
state of her own heart. Yet it may not have gone
so far that it cannot be stopped. I had other
plans for her, nor will I give them up. Father!
mother! Pooh! nothing can be done with them.
He would not see her lip quiver or a tear stand in
her eye, if it could be prevented at the expense of
half his fortune, and mother always thinks both perfection.
No, if anything is to be done it must be with Anne
herself, or Pownal, perhaps. Yet I would not make
the little minx unhappy. But to be the brother-in-law
of the son of an insane basket-maker! It is too
ridiculous.”
No two persons could be more unlike
in temperament, and in many respects in the organization
of their minds, than William Bernard and his sister.
She, the creature of impulse, arriving at her conclusions
by a process like intuition: he, calm, thoughtful,
deliberately weighing and revising every argument
before he made up his mind: she, destitute of
all worldly prudence and trusting to the inspirations
of an ingenuous and bold nature: he, worldly wise,
cautious, and calculating the end from the beginning.
Yet were his aspirations noble and untainted with
a sordid or mean motive. He would not for a world
have sacrificed the happiness of his sister, but he
thought it not unbecoming to promote his personal
views by her means, provided it could be done without
injury to herself. He was a politician, and young
as he was his scheming brain already formed plans of
family and personal aggrandizement, extending far
into the future. Anne was mixed up with these
in his mind, and he hoped, by the marriage connection
she might form, to increase a family influence in furtherance
of his plans. These seemed likely to be defeated
by Anne’s partiality for Pownal, and the young
man felt the disappointment as keenly as his cool
philosophical nature would permit. But let it
not be thought that William Bernard brought worldly
prudence into all his plans. His love of Faith
Armstrong had no connection with any such feelings,
and she would have been equally the object of his
admiration and choice, had she been a portionless
maiden instead of the heiress of the wealthy Mr. Armstrong.
We will not say that her prospect of succeeding to
a large fortune was disagreeable to her lover, but
though when he thought of her it would sometimes occur
to his mind, yet was it no consideration that corrupted
the purity of his affection.
Anne, when she left her brother, hastened
to her chamber and subjected her heart to a scrutiny
it had never experienced. She was startled upon
an examination her brother’s language had suggested,
to find the interest Pownal had awakened in her bosom.
She had been pleased to be in his company, and to
receive from him those little attentions which young
men are in the habit of rendering to those of the same
age of the other sex: a party never seemed complete
from which he was absent: there was no one whose
hand she more willingly accepted for the dance, or
whose praise was more welcome when she rose from the
piano: but though the emotions she felt in his
presence were so agreeable, she had not suspected
them to be those of love. Her brother had abruptly
awakened her to the reality. In the simplicity
of her innocence, and with somewhat of a maiden shame,
she blamed herself for allowing any young man to become
to her an object of so much interest, and shrunk from
the idea of having at some time unwittingly betrayed
herself. She determined, whatever pain it might
cost, to reveal to her mother all her feelings, and
to be guided by her advice.
True hearted, guileless girl! instinctively
she felt that the path of duty leads to peace and
happiness.