’Tis
necessity
To which the gods must yield; and I obey,
Till I redeem it by some glorious way.
BEAUMONT AND FLETCHER.
The next morning was beautiful, like
most June mornings. Armstrong, who had not closed
his eyes during the whole night, rose with the dawn
to wander through his garden, which was a favorite
resort. His walk, at first rapid and irregular,
as if he were trying to work off a nervous excitement,
gradually slackened, until it became a firm, composed
step. With folded arms and compressed, resolved
lips, he paced up and down the paths. He was
living in an interior world. He heard not the
singing of the birds, which, in great numbers, frequented
the spacious gardens and orchards lying around; he
saw not the beautiful flowers, burdening the air with
sweetness; nor the young fruit, whose progress, through
the various stages of its growth, he had once watched
with so much pleasure. His mind went back to the
time when he was a school-boy with his brother George;
when they slept in the same bed, and associated in
the same sports; it then advanced to their college
days, and the face of the beautiful girl, who became
his wife, flitted by him. He thought of that
fair face now for many a long day, mouldering in the
grave, into which he had seen the coffin lowered;
then his thoughts reverted to his brother George, so
brave, so generous, so strong once, but who presented
himself to his vision now, a livid corpse, dripping
with water. Next came his mother, of whom his
recollection was faint; and then his father, with insanity
in his eyes. He felt, as it were, their presence
around him, but it was a companionship which afforded
no pleasure. There seemed to be something about
himself that invincibly held them off, notwithstanding
their attempts to approach a sullen sphere,
which projected a dark shadow, only to the edge of
which the spirits could come, and which they made
repeated efforts to cross.
While Armstrong was suffering under
these strange delusions, Felix approached, to call
him to breakfast. The black beheld him walking
backwards and forwards, with orderly and composed steps,
and congratulated himself upon the change since the
day before. He had not, however, ventured to
address his master since being ordered away, and uncertain
how he would be received, preferred to be spoken to
first. With this view, he drew nigh one of the
flower-beds, which Armstrong was passing and re-passing,
and pretended to busy himself with tying up one of
the rose bushes, then in full bloom. Armstrong
did not see Felix as he passed, so deep was his reverie,
but on retracing his steps, he observed a shadow on
the path, which occasioned him to lift his eyes, when
he discerned the black. He stopped and spoke.
“Felix,” he said, “I
was unkind to you yesterday. I ask your pardon.”
“O, Mr. Armstrong,” said
Felix, his eyes protruding with astonishment, “there
is no ’casion. I say so many foolish things,
it is no wonder you out of patience sometime.”
“No, Felix; it was a fancied
superiority that made me speak harshly. You have
always been a good and faithful servant,” he
continued, taking out his pocket-book, which he opened
mechanically, as from the force of habit, “and
I wish I had it in my power to express better my sense
of the obligation. But why do I open it?”
he said, closing at the same time, and offering it
to Felix. “You will find here what may
be of use to you, though I think there is little enjoyment
purchasable with money.”
“Why! Mr. Armstrong,”
cried Felix, stepping back. “What for do
I want more money? I have enough, and you will
please keep it, sir, to give some poor man if you
wish.”
“You are right to despise it,”
said Armstrong. “It shows a superiority
of soul. Now here is this poor black,” he
went on soliloquizing, though all the time Felix stood
before him, “who has learned that lesson of
contentment which the generality never learn.
Rich in his poverty here, an inheritor of the skies,
I have only insulted him by so contemptible an offer.”
His head sunk upon his breast, his eyes fell upon
the ground, his pocket-book dropped from his unconscious
hand, and he resumed his walk. The negro stooped
and picked it up, saying, to himself:
“Very strange! Mr. Armstrong
act as if pocket-book chock full o’ bank-bills
grow like chick-weed, but I will take him under my
protecshum till I give him to Miss Faith.”
Upon Armstrong’s return from
the end of the walk, Felix delivered himself of his
errand, and his master directed his steps towards the
house.
He found his daughter with the breakfast
apparatus before her, and looking as fresh and charming
as the morning itself.
“You have shown better taste
than I, father,” she said. “You have
been enjoying the beauty of nature, while I was lying
on a downy pillow.”
“Sleep is sweet to the young
and healthy,” said Armstrong, “and my
selfishness kept you up so late last night, that I
do not wonder you are not as early as usual.”
“My late hours have done me
no harm. But when shall we take the drive you
promised me?”
“At any time that is most agreeable to yourself.”
“If you refer it to me, I shall not long hesitate.”
“It will make no difference with me. Choose,
yourself, my darling.”
“Then, why not this morning,
while the air is fresh with the dews of night, and
before the roads are filled with dust? I anticipate
a great deal of pleasure, for it seems to me some
mystery hangs about this drive, and that you are preparing
for me a delightful surprise.”
Armstrong started, and an expression of pain gathered
over his face.
“That was earlier than I intended,”
he said, “but a few hours can make no difference.”
“If it is not perfectly convenient;
if you have another engagement, put it off later.
It was only the loveliness of the morning which made
me select it.”
“I have no other engagement
so important,” said Armstrong; “it is of
great importance to us both: I ought to gratify
any request you can make, but”
“Why hesitate, dear father,
to make your own choice without regard to a chance
expression of mine? I really have no preference
contrary to yours.”
“There is no such thing as chance.
We will go this morning, my darling,” said Armstrong,
with decision. “I have observed, there are
some persons controlled by a heavenly influence, which
prevents their erring. I have felt it sometimes,
and, I think I feel it now. You were always right
from infancy. The influence upon us both is the
same, and, I am convinced, we should follow it.”
Accordingly, shortly after breakfast,
Faith and her father entered the coach, which was
driven by Felix. The route they passed over was
the same taken by the Judge and Armstrong, and we
are, therefore, relieved from the necessity of a description.
Besides, we are now too much interested in Armstrong,
to allow us to pay much attention to the beauties
of external nature. Of such infinite worth is
a human being; so incalculably grand and precious
those faculties and powers which connect him with
his magnificent source; so fraught with mystery the
discipline he endures, a mystery in which each one
endowed with the same nature, has part, that the natural
and the visible shrink into insignificance in comparison
with the unseen and spiritual. Of what consequence
is a world of insensate matter, when brought into
competition with the immortal spirit?
Vain would be the attempt to describe
the tumult of feelings that, like billows of fire,
dashed through the soul of the unfortunate man.
Sitting, as he supposed, for the last time, by the
side of one dearer than life, his eyes no longer dwelt
upon Faith, with that expression of calm and boundless
love, whence she had been accustomed to drink in so
much happiness. Yet, was the love all there, but
it was a troubled love, a love full of anguish.
What sweetness! what confidence in him he read in
her face! It was like the placid surface of a
mountain lake, in which the skies delight to mirror
themselves no emotion hidden, no thought
concealed and, for all this innocent confidence,
what was his return? He was entertaining, in his
mind, a dreadful purpose; carefully concealing it
so that it should be beyond the power of suspicion,
and inveigling her into a snare, which, upon being
discovered, must fill her young heart with an agony
worse than death. But no thought of swerving
from his purpose crossed now the mind of Armstrong.
Considerations like these had long been reflected upon,
and in connection with others, been able, indeed,
to retard the execution of his design, but not, as
it seemed, to defeat it. Whatever weight they
might have had, they were obliged to yield to more
powerful antagonists. He was no longer a free
agent. A force, as with the grip of a vice, held
him fast. A scourge, whose every lash drew blood,
as it were, from his heart, drove him on. Beautiful,
magnificent, the harmonious and healthy play of the
human faculties; horrid, beyond conception, the possible
chaos of their diseased action!
Meanwhile, Faith, ignorant of what
was passing in her father’s mind, endeavored
to interest him in the objects which attracted her
attention, but in vain. The moment was nigh which
was to accomplish a deed, at the bare contemplation
of which his whole being revolted; but, to whose execution
he felt drawn by a power, as irresistible by him as
is that force which keeps the worlds in their places,
by those rolling spheres. Engrossed, absorbed
by one dominating idea, there was no room in his mind
for another. The musical tones of Faith’s
voice; the smiles evoked for his sake, that played
around those lips sweeter than the damask rose, clustered
inevitably about that one thought. But, he felt
them as a swarm of angry bees, that eagerly settle
upon a living thing to sting it into torture.
That living thing was his burning, sensitive heart,
quivering, bleeding, convulsed, longing for the bliss
of annihilation. And thus, in an agony far greater
than that which the martyr endures in the chariot
of flame which is to waft him to heaven, as the sufferings
of the immortal spirit can exceed those of the perishable
body, the insane man pursued his way. How unending
seemed that road, and yet, how he longed that it might
extend on for ever! Within the time of each revolution
of the wheels, an age of torment was compressed; yet,
how he dreaded when they should stop!
But this could not last, and, at length,
the coach reached a spot where Armstrong proposed
they should alight. Accordingly, he assisted
Faith out, and, preceding her, they took their way
across the fields. Faith, unable to resist the
attraction of the wild-flowers scattered beneath her
feet, stooped occasionally to pick them, and soon had
her hands full.
“What a pity it is, father,”
she said, “that we should step upon these beautiful
things! They seem little fairies, enchanted in
the grass, that entreat us to turn aside and do them
no harm.”
“It is our lot, in this world,
cursed for our sakes,” said Armstrong, hoarsely,
“to crush whatever we prize and love the dearest.”
“The flower is an emblem of
forgiveness,” said Faith. “Pluck it,
and it resents not the wrong. It dies, but with
its last breath, exhales only sweetness for its destroyer.”
“O, God!” groaned Armstrong.
“Was this, too, necessary? Wilt thou grind
me between the upper and the nether millstone?”
“What is the matter, father?”
inquired Faith, anxiously, catching some words between
his groans. “O, you are ill, let us return.”
“No, my daughter, there is no
return. It was a pang like those to which I am
subject. Will they ever pass off?”
They had reached the open space of
ground or clearing made by Gladding, and Armstrong
advanced, with Faith following, directly to the pile
he had built near the brook.
“What a beautiful stream!”
exclaimed Faith. “How it leaps, as if alive
and rejoicing in its activity! I always connect
happiness with life.”
“You are mistaken,” said
Armstrong. “Life is wretchedness, with now
and then a moment of delusive respite to tempt us not
to cast it away.”
“When your health returns, you
will think differently, dear father. Look! how
enchanting this blue over-arching sky, in which the
clouds float like angels. With what a gentle
welcome the wind kisses our cheeks, and rustles the
leaves of the trees, as if to furnish an accompaniment
to the songs of the birds which flit among them, while
the dear little brook laughs and dances and claps its
hands, and tells us, like itself, to be glad.
There is only one thing wanting, father, and that
is, that you should be happy. But I wonder why
this pile of wood was built up so carefully near the
edge of the water.”
“It is the altar on which I
am commanded to sacrifice thee, my child,” said
Armstrong, seizing her by the arm, and drawing her
towards it.
There was a horror in the tones of
his voice, a despair in the expression of his face,
and a lurid glare in his eyes, that explained all
his previous conduct, and revealed to the unhappy girl
the full danger of her situation; even as in a dark
night a sudden flash of lightning apprises the startled
traveller of a precipice over which his foot has already
advanced, and the gleam serves only to show him his
destruction.
“Father, you cannot be in earnest,”
she exclaimed, dreadfully alarmed at being in the
power of a maniac, far from assistance, “you
do not mean so. Oh,” she said throwing
herself into his arms, “I do not believe my
father means to hurt me.”
“Why do you not fly? Why
do you throw your arms about me? Do you think
to defeat the decree? Unwind your arms, I say,
and be obedient unto death.”
So saying, with a gentle force he
loosed the hold of the fainting girl, who with one
hand embracing his knees, and the other held up to
deprecate his violence, sunk at his feet.
“God have mercy upon us!
Christ have mercy upon us,” her pale lips faintly
gasped.
“Faith, my precious, my darling,”
said Armstrong, with a terrible calmness, as he drew
a large knife out of his bosom, “You know I
do not this of myself, but I dare not disobey the command.
It might endanger the soul of my child, which is dearer
than her life. Think, dear child, in a moment,
you will be in Paradise. It is only one short
pang, and all is over. Let me kiss you first.”
He stooped down, he inclosed her in
his arms, and strained her to his heart he
imprinted innumerable kisses on her lips, her eyes,
her cheeks, her forehead he groaned, and
large drops of sweat stood on his face, pressed out
by the agony.
“You will see your mother and
my brother George, Faith. Tell them not to blame
me. I could not help it. You will not blame
me, I know. You never blamed me even in a thought.
I wish it was for you to kill me. The father,
it would seem ought to go first, and I am very weary
of life.”
He raised the knife, and Faith, with
upturned and straining eyes, saw it glittering in
the sunshine. She strove to cry out, but in vain.
From the parched throat no sound proceeded. She
saw the point about to enter her bosom. She shut
her eyes, and mentally prayed for her father.
At that moment, as the deadly instrument approached
her heart, she heard a voice exclaim, “Madman
forbear!” She opened her eyes: the knife
had dropped from her father’s hand; he staggered
and leaned against the altar. A few words will
explain the timely interruption.
When Armstrong and his daughter left
the carriage to cross the field, the mind of Felix
was filled with a thousand apprehensions. He would
have followed had he dared to leave the horses, but
this, his fear of the consequences if the high-spirited
animals were left to themselves, forbade. With
anxious eyes he pursued the receding foot-steps of
his master and young mistress until they were lost
to sight, and then, with a foreboding of evil, hid
his face in the flowing mane of one of the horses,
as if seeking comfort from his dumb companion.
Some little time passed, which to the fearful Felix
seemed hours, when, whom should he see but the man
whom of all the world he dreaded most. It was
Holden, bounding along with strides which showed that
the habits of his forest-life were not forgotten.
At any other time the apparition of the Solitary would
have imparted anything but pleasure, but now it was
as welcome as a spar to a shipwrecked sailor.
Holden advanced straight to the carriage, but before
he could speak the black addressed him,
“Oh, Mr. Holden, if you love
Mr. Armstrong and Miss Faith, go after them quick;
don’t stop a minute.”
“Where are they?” said Holden.
“They go in that direcshum,”
answered Felix, pointing with his chin, across the
field.
“How long ago?”
“Ever so long; Oh, good Mr.
Holden, do hurry,” said Felix, whose anxieties
made him magnify the progress of time.
Holden asked no further questions,
but increasing his speed, hastened on an Indian lope
in the direction indicated, following the traces in
the grass.
As he hurried on, his dream occurred
to him. The features of the country were the
same as of that he had traversed in his sleep:
he remembered also, that the day of the week was Friday.
As these thoughts came into his mind, they stimulated
him to press on with increased speed, as if something
momentous depended upon the swiftness of his motions.
It was well he did so. A moment later might have
been too late; a moment more and he might have seen
the fair creature he so loved weltering in her blood.
Too late to stay the uplifted hand of the deranged
man with his own, he had uttered the cry which had
arrested the knife.
Holden stooped down, and taking into
his arms the insensible form of Faith, bore her to
the brook. Here he lavishly sprinkled her face
with the cool water, and sobs and deep drawn sighs
began, after a time, to herald a return to consciousness.
Armstrong followed, and as he saw the pale girl lying
like a corpse in the arms of Holden, he threw himself
down by her side upon the grass, and took her passive
hand, which lay cold in his own.
“She is not dead, is she?”
said he. “O, say to me, she is not dead.
I thought I heard a voice from heaven I
expected to hear it which commanded me
to forbear. Did I disobey the angel? Was
he too late? Too late, too late, too late!
Oh, she is dead, dead. My Faith, my daughter,
my darling! O, God, it was cruel in thee!”
But presently, as we have said, sighs
and sobs began to heave the bosom of Faith, and as
she opened her languid eyes their soft light fell
upon the face of her father.
With a cry of delight he sprang from
the ground. “She is not dead,” he
exclaimed, “she is alive! I knew it would
be so. I knew it was only a trial of my faith.
I knew God would send his angel. He has angels
enough in heaven. What does he want of Faith yet?
My darling,” he said, getting down and leaning
the head of his daughter upon his bosom, “God
did not mean it in earnest. He only meant to try
us. It is all over now, and hereafter we shall
be so happy!”
Holden, who, when Faith began to revive,
had surrendered her to her father, stood looking on,
while tears streamed down his face. Faith had
now so far recovered as to sit up and look about her,
and throwing her arms around her father’s neck,
she hid her face in his bosom.”
“My brain whirls,” she
said, “and it seems to me as if I had had a
dreadful dream. I thought you wanted to kill me,
father.”
“No, no, no!” cried Armstrong,
“I never wanted to. It was my trial,”
he added, solemnly, “and I shall never have another,
Faith. God is too merciful to try a man twice,
so.”
“James,” said Holden,
and his voice sounded with unusual magnificence, “dost
thou know me?”
“Certainly,” said Armstrong;
“it is a strange question to ask me. You
are Mr. Holden.”
“I am thy brother George.”
Without a doubt, without a misgiving,
Armstrong, still holding his daughter, extended his
hand to Holden.
“So, George,” he said,
“you have risen from the dead to save Faith’s
life. I knew God would work a miracle if it was
necessary.”
“I trust I have risen from the
death of sin but I have never been in the grave of
which thou speakest. Know that in veritable flesh
and blood, I am thy brother George, who hath never
tasted of death.”
But this was an idea which Armstrong
was incapable of receiving. He shook his head,
and muttering to himself, “Can the dead lie?”
looked suspiciously at Holden.
The announcement of the Solitary struck
Faith, at once, as the truth. Her mind was in
no condition to reason and compare proofs. She
only felt how sweet had been her intercourse with
him, and how he had contrived to make her love and
reverence him. She hoped it was true, he was
her long lost uncle, and she believed it because she
hoped it.
“My Uncle George!” she
said, as attempting to rise she received his embrace.
She could say no more. The agitation of her feelings
choked her voice and vented itself in a flood of tears.
“What, crying, my darling?”
said Armstrong. “This is no time for tears.
You should rejoice, for is not George here, who left
his grave to save your life, and has not our faith
received its triumphant crown?”
“Alas!” exclaimed Holden,
by a word and look conveying his meaning. “As
soon as you are able to walk, dear Faith, we had better
return to your home.”
“I think I am sufficiently restored,”
she replied, “if you will assist me.”
Holden gave her his arm, and supported
her to the carriage, followed with great docility
by Armstrong, who broke out into occasional snatches
of music, once a common habit, but in which he had
not been known to indulge for a long time.