“Amiable personality,”
I observed seeing Fyne on the point of falling into
a brown study. But I could not help adding with
meaning: “He hadn’t the gift of prophecy
though.”
Fyne got up suddenly with a muttered
“No, evidently not.” He was gloomy,
hesitating. I supposed that he would not wish
to play chess that afternoon. This would dispense
me from leaving my rooms on a day much too fine to
be wasted in walking exercise. And I was disappointed
when picking up his cap he intimated to me his hope
of seeing me at the cottage about four o’clock as
usual.
“It wouldn’t be as usual.”
I put a particular stress on that remark. He
admitted, after a short reflection, that it would not
be. No. Not as usual. In fact it
was his wife who hoped, rather, for my presence.
She had formed a very favourable opinion of my practical
sagacity.
This was the first I ever heard of
it. I had never suspected that Mrs. Fyne had
taken the trouble to distinguish in me the signs of
sagacity or folly. The few words we had exchanged
last night in the excitement or the bother of
the girl’s disappearance, were the first moderately
significant words which had ever passed between us.
I had felt myself always to be in Mrs. Fyne’s
view her husband’s chess-player and nothing
else a convenience almost an
implement.
“I am highly flattered,”
I said. “I have always heard that there
are no limits to feminine intuition; and now I am
half inclined to believe it is so. But still
I fail to see in what way my sagacity, practical or
otherwise, can be of any service to Mrs. Fyne.
One man’s sagacity is very much like any other
man’s sagacity. And with you at hand ”
Fyne, manifestly not attending to
what I was saying, directed straight at me his worried
solemn eyes and struck in:
“Yes, yes. Very likely. But you
will come won’t you?”
I had made up my mind that no Fyne
of either sex would make me walk three miles (there
and back to their cottage) on this fine day.
If the Fynes had been an average sociable couple one
knows only because leisure must be got through somehow,
I would have made short work of that special invitation.
But they were not that. Their undeniable humanity
had to be acknowledged. At the same time I wanted
to have my own way. So I proposed that I should
be allowed the pleasure of offering them a cup of
tea at my rooms.
A short reflective pause and
Fyne accepted eagerly in his own and his wife’s
name. A moment after I heard the click of the
gate-latch and then in an ecstasy of barking from
his demonstrative dog his serious head went past my
window on the other side of the hedge, its troubled
gaze fixed forward, and the mind inside obviously
employed in earnest speculation of an intricate nature.
One at least of his wife’s girl-friends had
become more than a mere shadow for him. I surmised
however that it was not of the girl-friend but of
his wife that Fyne was thinking. He was an excellent
husband.
I prepared myself for the afternoon’s
hospitalities, calling in the farmer’s wife
and reviewing with her the resources of the house and
the village. She was a helpful woman.
But the resources of my sagacity I did not review.
Except in the gross material sense of the afternoon
tea I made no preparations for Mrs. Fyne.
It was impossible for me to make any
such preparations. I could not tell what sort
of sustenance she would look for from my sagacity.
And as to taking stock of the wares of my mind no
one I imagine is anxious to do that sort of thing
if it can be avoided. A vaguely grandiose state
of mental self-confidence is much too agreeable to
be disturbed recklessly by such a delicate investigation.
Perhaps if I had had a helpful woman at my elbow,
a dear, flattering acute, devoted woman . . .
There are in life moments when one positively regrets
not being married. No! I don’t exaggerate.
I have said moments, not years or even
days. Moments. The farmer’s wife
obviously could not be asked to assist. She could
not have been expected to possess the necessary insight
and I doubt whether she would have known how to be
flattering enough. She was being helpful in
her own way, with an extraordinary black bonnet on
her head, a good mile off by that time, trying to
discover in the village shops a piece of eatable cake.
The pluck of women! The optimism of the dear
creatures!
And she managed to find something
which looked eatable. That’s all I know
as I had no opportunity to observe the more intimate
effects of that comestible. I myself never eat
cake, and Mrs. Fyne, when she arrived punctually,
brought with her no appetite for cake. She had
no appetite for anything. But she had a thirst the
sign of deep, of tormenting emotion. Yes it
was emotion, not the brilliant sunshine more
brilliant than warm as is the way of our discreet
self-repressed, distinguished, insular sun, which
would not turn a real lady scarlet not on
any account. Mrs. Fyne looked even cool.
She wore a white skirt and coat; a white hat with
a large brim reposed on her smoothly arranged hair.
The coat was cut something like an army mess-jacket
and the style suited her. I dare say there are
many youthful subalterns, and not the worst-looking
too, who resemble Mrs. Fyne in the type of face, in
the sunburnt complexion, down to that something alert
in bearing. But not many would have had that
aspect breathing a readiness to assume any responsibility
under Heaven. This is the sort of courage which
ripens late in life and of course Mrs. Fyne was of
mature years for all her unwrinkled face.
She looked round the room, told me
positively that I was very comfortable there; to which
I assented, humbly, acknowledging my undeserved good
fortune.
“Why undeserved?” she wanted to know.
“I engaged these rooms by letter
without asking any questions. It might have
been an abominable hole,” I explained to her.
“I always do things like that. I don’t
like to be bothered. This is no great proof of
sagacity is it? Sagacious people I
believe like to exercise that faculty. I have
heard that they can’t even help showing it in
the veriest trifles. It must be very delightful.
But I know nothing of it. I think that I have
no sagacity no practical sagacity.”
Fyne made an inarticulate bass murmur
of protest. I asked after the children whom
I had not seen yet since my return from town.
They had been very well. They were always well.
Both Fyne and Mrs. Fyne spoke of the rude health
of their children as if it were a result of moral
excellence; in a peculiar tone which seemed to imply
some contempt for people whose children were liable
to be unwell at times. One almost felt inclined
to apologize for the inquiry. And this annoyed
me; unreasonably, I admit, because the assumption
of superior merit is not a very exceptional weakness.
Anxious to make myself disagreeable by way of retaliation
I observed in accents of interested civility that the
dear girls must have been wondering at the sudden
disappearance of their mother’s young friend.
Had they been putting any awkward questions about
Miss Smith. Wasn’t it as Miss Smith that
Miss de Barral had been introduced to me?
Mrs. Fyne, staring fixedly but also
colouring deeper under her tan, told me that the children
had never liked Flora very much. She hadn’t
the high spirits which endear grown-ups to healthy
children, Mrs. Fyne explained unflinchingly.
Flora had been staying at the cottage several times
before. Mrs. Fyne assured me that she often found
it very difficult to have her in the house.
“But what else could we do?” she exclaimed.
That little cry of distress quite
genuine in its inexpressiveness, altered my feeling
towards Mrs. Fyne. It would have been so easy
to have done nothing and to have thought no more about
it. My liking for her began while she was trying
to tell me of the night she spent by the girl’s
bedside, the night before her departure with her unprepossessing
relative. That Mrs. Fyne found means to comfort
the child I doubt very much. She had not the
genius for the task of undoing that which the hate
of an infuriated woman had planned so well.
You will tell me perhaps that children’s
impressions are not durable. That’s true
enough. But here, child is only a manner of speaking.
The girl was within a few days of her sixteenth birthday;
she was old enough to be matured by the shock.
The very effort she had to make in conveying the
impression to Mrs. Fyne, in remembering the details,
in finding adequate words or any words
at all was in itself a terribly enlightening,
an ageing process. She had talked a long time,
uninterrupted by Mrs. Fyne, childlike enough in her
wonder and pain, pausing now and then to interject
the pitiful query: “It was cruel of her.
Wasn’t it cruel, Mrs. Fyne?”
For Charley she found excuses.
He at any rate had not said anything, while he had
looked very gloomy and miserable. He couldn’t
have taken part against his aunt could
he? But after all he did, when she called upon
him, take “that cruel woman away.”
He had dragged her out by the arm. She had
seen that plainly. She remembered it. That
was it! The woman was mad. “Oh!
Mrs. Fyne, don’t tell me she wasn’t mad.
If you had only seen her face . . . "
But Mrs. Fyne was unflinching in her
idea that as much truth as could be told was due in
the way of kindness to the girl, whose fate she feared
would be to live exposed to the hardest realities of
unprivileged existences. She explained to her
that there were in the world evil-minded, selfish
people. Unscrupulous people . . . These
two persons had been after her father’s money.
The best thing she could do was to forget all about
them.
“After papa’s money?
I don’t understand,” poor Flora de Barral
had murmured, and lay still as if trying to think
it out in the silence and shadows of the room where
only a night-light was burning. Then she had
a long shivering fit while holding tight the hand
of Mrs. Fyne whose patient immobility by the bedside
of that brutally murdered childhood did infinite honour
to her humanity. That vigil must have been the
more trying because I could see very well that at
no time did she think the victim particularly charming
or sympathetic. It was a manifestation of pure
compassion, of compassion in itself, so to speak, not
many women would have been capable of displaying with
that unflinching steadiness. The shivering fit
over, the girl’s next words in an outburst of
sobs were, “Oh! Mrs. Fyne, am I really
such a horrid thing as she has made me out to be?”
“No, no!” protested Mrs.
Fyne. “It is your former governess who
is horrid and odious. She is a vile woman.
I cannot tell you that she was mad but I think she
must have been beside herself with rage and full of
evil thoughts. You must try not to think of these
abominations, my dear child.”
They were not fit for anyone to think
of much, Mrs. Fyne commented to me in a curt positive
tone. All that had been very trying. The
girl was like a creature struggling under a net.
“But how can I forget? she called
my father a cheat and a swindler! Do tell me
Mrs. Fyne that it isn’t true. It can’t
be true. How can it be true?”
She sat up in bed with a sudden wild
motion as if to jump out and flee away from the sound
of the words which had just passed her own lips.
Mrs. Fyne restrained her, soothed her, induced her
at last to lay her head on her pillow again, assuring
her all the time that nothing this woman had had the
cruelty to say deserved to be taken to heart.
The girl, exhausted, cried quietly for a time.
It may be she had noticed something evasive in Mrs.
Fyne’s assurances. After a while, without
stirring, she whispered brokenly:
“That awful woman told me that
all the world would call papa these awful names.
Is it possible? Is it possible?”
Mrs. Fyne kept silent.
“Do say something to me, Mrs.
Fyne,” the daughter of de Barral insisted in
the same feeble whisper.
Again Mrs. Fyne assured me that it
had been very trying. Terribly trying.
“Yes, thanks, I will.” She leaned
back in the chair with folded arms while I poured
another cup of tea for her, and Fyne went out to pacify
the dog which, tied up under the porch, had become
suddenly very indignant at somebody having the audacity
to walk along the lane. Mrs. Fyne stirred her
tea for a long time, drank a little, put the cup down
and said with that air of accepting all the consequences:
“Silence would have been unfair.
I don’t think it would have been kind either.
I told her that she must be prepared for the world
passing a very severe judgment on her father . . .
"
“Wasn’t it admirable,”
cried Marlow interrupting his narrative. “Admirable!”
And as I looked dubiously at this unexpected enthusiasm
he started justifying it after his own manner.
“I say admirable because it
was so characteristic. It was perfect.
Nothing short of genius could have found better.
And this was nature! As they say of an artist’s
work: this was a perfect Fyne. Compassion judiciousness something
correctly measured. None of your dishevelled
sentiment. And right! You must confess
that nothing could have been more right. I had
a mind to shout “Brava! Brava!” but
I did not do that. I took a piece of cake and
went out to bribe the Fyne dog into some sort of self-control.
His sharp comical yapping was unbearable, like stabs
through one’s brain, and Fyne’s deeply
modulated remonstrances abashed the vivacious animal
no more than the deep, patient murmur of the sea abashes
a nigger minstrel on a popular beach. Fyne was
beginning to swear at him in low, sepulchral tones
when I appeared. The dog became at once wildly
demonstrative, half strangling himself in his collar,
his eyes and tongue hanging out in the excess of his
incomprehensible affection for me. This was before
he caught sight of the cake in my hand. A series
of vertical springs high up in the air followed, and
then, when he got the cake, he instantly lost his interest
in everything else.
Fyne was slightly vexed with me.
As kind a master as any dog could wish to have, he
yet did not approve of cake being given to dogs.
The Fyne dog was supposed to lead a Spartan existence
on a diet of repulsive biscuits with an occasional
dry, hygienic, bone thrown in. Fyne looked down
gloomily at the appeased animal, I too looked at that
fool-dog; and (you know how one’s memory gets
suddenly stimulated) I was reminded visually, with
an almost painful distinctness, of the ghostly white
face of the girl I saw last accompanied by that dog deserted
by that dog. I almost heard her distressed voice
as if on the verge of resentful tears calling to the
dog, the unsympathetic dog. Perhaps she had not
the power of evoking sympathy, that personal gift
of direct appeal to the feelings. I said to Fyne,
mistrusting the supine attitude of the dog:
“Why don’t you let him come inside?”
Oh dear no! He couldn’t
think of it! I might indeed have saved my breath,
I knew it was one of the Fynes’ rules of life,
part of their solemnity and responsibility, one of
those things that were part of their unassertive but
ever present superiority, that their dog must not be
allowed in. It was most improper to intrude the
dog into the houses of the people they were calling
on if it were only a careless bachelor in
farmhouse lodgings and a personal friend of the dog.
It was out of the question. But they would
let him bark one’s sanity away outside one’s
window. They were strangely consistent in their
lack of imaginative sympathy. I didn’t
insist but simply led the way back to the parlour,
hoping that no wayfarer would happen along the lane
for the next hour or so to disturb the dog’s
composure.
Mrs. Fyne seated immovable before
the table charged with plates, cups, jugs, a cold
teapot, crumbs, and the general litter of the entertainment
turned her head towards us.
“You see, Mr. Marlow,”
she said in an unexpectedly confidential tone:
“they are so utterly unsuited for each other.”
At the moment I did not know how to
apply this remark. I thought at first of Fyne
and the dog. Then I adjusted it to the matter
in hand which was neither more nor less than an elopement.
Yes, by Jove! It was something very much like
an elopement with certain unusual characteristics
of its own which made it in a sense equivocal.
With amused wonder I remembered that my sagacity
was requisitioned in such a connection. How
unexpected! But we never know what tests our
gifts may be put to. Sagacity dictated caution
first of all. I believe caution to be the first
duty of sagacity. Fyne sat down as if preparing
himself to witness a joust, I thought.
“Do you think so, Mrs. Fyne?”
I said sagaciously. “Of course you are
in a position . . . " I was continuing with caution
when she struck out vivaciously for immediate assent.
“Obviously! Clearly! You yourself
must admit . . . "
“But, Mrs. Fyne,” I remonstrated,
“you forget that I don’t know your brother.”
This argument which was not only sagacious
but true, overwhelmingly true, unanswerably true,
seemed to surprise her.
I wondered why. I did not know
enough of her brother for the remotest guess at what
he might be like. I had never set eyes on the
man. I didn’t know him so completely that
by contrast I seemed to have known Miss de Barral whom
I had seen twice (altogether about sixty minutes)
and with whom I had exchanged about sixty words from
the cradle so to speak. And perhaps, I thought,
looking down at Mrs. Fyne (I had remained standing)
perhaps she thinks that this ought to be enough for
a sagacious assent.
She kept silent; and I looking at
her with polite expectation, went on addressing her
mentally in a mood of familiar approval which would
have astonished her had it been audible: You
my dear at any rate are a sincere woman . . . "
“I call a woman sincere,”
Marlow began again after giving me a cigar and lighting
one himself, “I call a woman sincere when she
volunteers a statement resembling remotely in form
what she really would like to say, what she really
thinks ought to be said if it were not for the necessity
to spare the stupid sensitiveness of men. The
women’s rougher, simpler, more upright judgment,
embraces the whole truth, which their tact, their
mistrust of masculine idealism, ever prevents them
from speaking in its entirety. And their tact
is unerring. We could not stand women speaking
the truth. We could not bear it. It would
cause infinite misery and bring about most awful disturbances
in this rather mediocre, but still idealistic fool’s
paradise in which each of us lives his own little
life the unit in the great sum of existence.
And they know it. They are merciful.
This generalization does not apply exactly to Mrs.
Fyne’s outburst of sincerity in a matter in
which neither my affections nor my vanity were engaged.
That’s why, may be, she ventured so far.
For a woman she chose to be as open as the day with
me. There was not only the form but almost the
whole substance of her thought in what she said.
She believed she could risk it. She had reasoned
somewhat in this way; there’s a man, possessing
a certain amount of sagacity . . . "
Marlow paused with a whimsical look
at me. The last few words he had spoken with
the cigar in his teeth. He took it out now by
an ample movement of his arm and blew a thin cloud.
“You smile? It would have
been more kind to spare my blushes. But as a
matter of fact I need not blush. This is not
vanity; it is analysis. We’ll let sagacity
stand. But we must also note what sagacity in
this connection stands for. When you see this
you shall see also that there was nothing in it to
alarm my modesty. I don’t think Mrs. Fyne
credited me with the possession of wisdom tempered
by common sense. And had I had the wisdom of
the Seven Sages of Antiquity, she would not have been
moved to confidence or admiration. The secret
scorn of women for the capacity to consider judiciously
and to express profoundly a meditated conclusion is
unbounded. They have no use for these lofty exercises
which they look upon as a sort of purely masculine
game game meaning a respectable occupation
devised to kill time in this man-arranged life which
must be got through somehow. What women’s
acuteness really respects are the inept “ideas”
and the sheeplike impulses by which our actions and
opinions are determined in matters of real importance.
For if women are not rational they are indeed acute.
Even Mrs. Fyne was acute. The good woman was
making up to her husband’s chess-player simply
because she had scented in him that small portion
of ‘femininity,’ that drop of superior
essence of which I am myself aware; which, I gratefully
acknowledge, has saved me from one or two misadventures
in my life either ridiculous or lamentable, I am not
very certain which. It matters very little.
Anyhow misadventures. Observe that I say ‘femininity,’
a privilege not ‘feminism,’
an attitude. I am not a feminist. It was
Fyne who on certain solemn grounds had adopted that
mental attitude; but it was enough to glance at him
sitting on one side, to see that he was purely masculine
to his finger-tips, masculine solidly, densely, amusingly, hopelessly.
I did glance at him. You don’t
get your sagacity recognized by a man’s wife
without feeling the propriety and even the need to
glance at the man now and again. So I glanced
at him. Very masculine. So much so that
“hopelessly” was not the last word of it.
He was helpless. He was bound and delivered
by it. And if by the obscure promptings of my
composite temperament I beheld him with malicious
amusement, yet being in fact, by definition and especially
from profound conviction, a man, I could not help
sympathizing with him largely. Seeing him thus
disarmed, so completely captive by the very nature
of things I was moved to speak to him kindly.
“Well. And what do you think of it?”
“I don’t know. How’s
one to tell? But I say that the thing is done
now and there’s an end of it,” said the
masculine creature as bluntly as his innate solemnity
permitted.
Mrs. Fyne moved a little in her chair.
I turned to her and remarked gently that this was
a charge, a criticism, which was often made.
Some people always ask: What could he see in
her? Others wonder what she could have seen
in him? Expressions of unsuitability.
She said with all the emphasis of her quietly folded
arms:
“I know perfectly well what Flora has seen in
my brother.”
I bowed my head to the gust but pursued my point.
“And then the marriage in most
cases turns out no worse than the average, to say
the least of it.”
Mrs. Fyne was disappointed by the
optimistic turn of my sagacity. She rested her
eyes on my face as though in doubt whether I had enough
femininity in my composition to understand the case.
I waited for her to speak. She
seemed to be asking herself; Is it after all, worth
while to talk to that man? You understand how
provoking this was. I looked in my mind for
something appallingly stupid to say, with the object
of distressing and teasing Mrs. Fyne. It is humiliating
to confess a failure. One would think that a
man of average intelligence could command stupidity
at will. But it isn’t so. I suppose
it’s a special gift or else the difficulty consists
in being relevant. Discovering that I could find
no really telling stupidity, I turned to the next
best thing; a platitude. I advanced, in a common-sense
tone, that, surely, in the matter of marriage a man
had only himself to please.
Mrs. Fyne received this without the
flutter of an eyelid. Fyne’s masculine
breast, as might have been expected, was pierced by
that old, regulation shaft. He grunted most
feelingly. I turned to him with false simplicity.
“Don’t you agree with me?”
“The very thing I’ve been
telling my wife,” he exclaimed in his extra-manly
bass. “We have been discussing ”
A discussion in the Fyne ménage!
How portentous! Perhaps the very first difference
they had ever had: Mrs. Fyne unflinching and ready
for any responsibility, Fyne solemn and shrinking the
children in bed upstairs; and outside the dark fields,
the shadowy contours of the land on the starry background
of the universe, with the crude light of the open
window like a beacon for the truant who would never
come back now; a truant no longer but a downright
fugitive. Yet a fugitive carrying off spoils.
It was the flight of a raider or a traitor?
This affair of the purloined brother, as I had named
it to myself, had a very puzzling physiognomy.
The girl must have been desperate, I thought, hearing
the grave voice of Fyne well enough but catching the
sense of his words not at all, except the very last
words which were:
“Of course, it’s extremely distressing.”
I looked at him inquisitively.
What was distressing him? The purloining of
the son of the poet-tyrant by the daughter of the financier-convict.
Or only, if I may say so, the wind of their flight
disturbing the solemn placidity of the Fynes’
domestic atmosphere. My incertitude did not last
long, for he added:
“Mrs. Fyne urges me to go to London at once.”
One could guess at, almost see, his
profound distaste for the journey, his distress at
a difference of feeling with his wife. With his
serious view of the sublunary comedy Fyne suffered
from not being able to agree solemnly with her sentiment
as he was accustomed to do, in recognition of having
had his way in one supreme instance; when he made her
elope with him the most momentous step
imaginable in a young lady’s life. He had
been really trying to acknowledge it by taking the
rightness of her feeling for granted on every other
occasion. It had become a sort of habit at last.
And it is never pleasant to break a habit. The
man was deeply troubled. I said: “Really!
To go to London!”
He looked dumbly into my eyes.
It was pathetic and funny. “And you of
course feel it would be useless,” I pursued.
He evidently felt that, though he
said nothing. He only went on blinking at me
with a solemn and comical slowness. “Unless
it be to carry there the family’s blessing,”
I went on, indulging my chaffing humour steadily,
in a rather sneaking fashion, for I dared not look
at Mrs. Fyne, to my right. No sound or movement
came from that direction. “You think very
naturally that to match mere good, sound reasons, against
the passionate conclusions of love is a waste of intellect
bordering on the absurd.”
He looked surprised as if I had discovered
something very clever. He, dear man, had thought
of nothing at all.
He simply knew that he did not want
to go to London on that mission. Mere masculine
delicacy. In a moment he became enthusiastic.
“Yes! Yes! Exactly.
A man in love . . . You hear, my dear?
Here you have an independent opinion ”
“Can anything be more hopeless,”
I insisted to the fascinated little Fyne, “than
to pit reason against love. I must confess however
that in this case when I think of that poor girl’s
sharp chin I wonder if . . . "
My levity was too much for Mrs. Fyne.
Still leaning back in her chair she exclaimed:
“Mr. Marlow!”
As if mysteriously affected by her
indignation the absurd Fyne dog began to bark in the
porch. It might have been at a trespassing bumble-bee
however. That animal was capable of any eccentricity.
Fyne got up quickly and went out to him. I
think he was glad to leave us alone to discuss that
matter of his journey to London. A sort of anti-sentimental
journey. He, too, apparently, had confidence
in my sagacity. It was touching, this confidence.
It was at any rate more genuine than the confidence
his wife pretended to have in her husband’s chess-player,
of three successive holidays. Confidence be
hanged! Sagacity indeed! She
had simply marched in without a shadow of misgiving
to make me back her up. But she had delivered
herself into my hands . . . "
Interrupting his narrative Marlow
addressed me in his tone between grim jest and grim
earnest:
“Perhaps you didn’t know
that my character is upon the whole rather vindictive.”
“No, I didn’t know,”
I said with a grin. “That’s rather
unusual for a sailor. They always seemed to
me the least vindictive body of men in the world.”
“H’m! Simple souls,”
Marlow muttered moodily. “Want of opportunity.
The world leaves them alone for the most part.
For myself it’s towards women that I feel vindictive
mostly, in my small way. I admit that it is
small. But then the occasions in themselves are
not great. Mainly I resent that pretence of
winding us round their dear little fingers, as of
right. Not that the result ever amounts to much
generally. There are so very few momentous opportunities.
It is the assumption that each of us is a combination
of a kid and an imbecile which I find provoking in
a small way; in a very small way. You needn’t
stare as though I were breathing fire and smoke out
of my nostrils. I am not a women-devouring monster.
I am not even what is technically called “a
brute.” I hope there’s enough of
a kid and an imbecile in me to answer the requirements
of some really good woman eventually some
day . . . Some day. Why do you gasp?
You don’t suppose I should be afraid of getting
married? That supposition would be offensive
. . . "
“I wouldn’t dream of offending you,”
I said.
“Very well. But meantime
please remember that I was not married to Mrs. Fyne.
That lady’s little finger was none of my legal
property. I had not run off with it. It
was Fyne who had done that thing. Let him be
wound round as much as his backbone could stand or
even more, for all I cared. His rushing away
from the discussion on the transparent pretence of
quieting the dog confirmed my notion of there being
a considerable strain on his elasticity. I confronted
Mrs. Fyne resolved not to assist her in her eminently
feminine occupation of thrusting a stick in the spokes
of another woman’s wheel.
She tried to preserve her calm-eyed
superiority. She was familiar and olympian,
fenced in by the tea-table, that excellent symbol of
domestic life in its lighter hour and its perfect
security. In a few severely unadorned words
she gave me to understand that she had ventured to
hope for some really helpful suggestion from me.
To this almost chiding declaration because
my vindictiveness seldom goes further than a bit of
teasing I said that I was really doing my
best. And being a physiognomist . . . "
“Being what?” she interrupted me.
“A physiognomist,” I repeated
raising my voice a little. “A physiognomist,
Mrs. Fyne. And on the principles of that science
a pointed little chin is a sufficient ground for interference.
You want to interfere do you not?”
Her eyes grew distinctly bigger.
She had never been bantered before in her life.
The late subtle poet’s method of making himself
unpleasant was merely savage and abusive. Fyne
had been always solemnly subservient. What other
men she knew I cannot tell but I assume they must have
been gentlemanly creatures. The girl-friends
sat at her feet. How could she recognize my
intention. She didn’t know what to make
of my tone.
“Are you serious in what you
say?” she asked slowly. And it was touching.
It was as if a very young, confiding girl had spoken.
I felt myself relenting.
“No. I am not, Mrs. Fyne,”
I said. “I didn’t know I was expected
to be serious as well as sagacious. No.
That science is farcical and therefore I am not serious.
It’s true that most sciences are farcical except
those which teach us how to put things together.”
“The question is how to keep
these two people apart,” she struck in.
She had recovered. I admired the quickness
of women’s wit. Mental agility is a rare
perfection. And aren’t they agile!
Aren’t they just! And tenacious!
When they once get hold you may uproot the tree but
you won’t shake them off the branch. In
fact the more you shake . . . But only look at
the charm of contradictory perfections! No wonder
men give in generally. I won’t
say I was actually charmed by Mrs. Fyne. I was
not delighted with her. What affected me was
not what she displayed but something which she could
not conceal. And that was emotion nothing
less. The form of her declaration was dry, almost
peremptory but not its tone. Her
voice faltered just the least bit, she smiled faintly;
and as we were looking straight at each other I observed
that her eyes were glistening in a peculiar manner.
She was distressed. And indeed that Mrs. Fyne
should have appealed to me at all was in itself the
evidence of her profound distress. “By
Jove she’s desperate too,” I thought.
This discovery was followed by a movement of instinctive
shrinking from this unreasonable and unmasculine affair.
They were all alike, with their supreme interest
aroused only by fighting with each other about some
man: a lover, a son, a brother.
“But do you think there’s
time yet to do anything?” I asked.
She had an impatient movement of her
shoulders without detaching herself from the back
of the chair. Time! Of course? It
was less than forty-eight hours since she had followed
him to London . . . I am no great clerk at those
matters but I murmured vaguely an allusion to special
licences. We couldn’t tell what might have
happened to-day already. But she knew better,
scornfully. Nothing had happened.
“Nothing’s likely to happen
before next Friday week, if then.”
This was wonderfully precise.
Then after a pause she added that she should never
forgive herself if some effort were not made, an appeal.
“To your brother?” I asked.
“Yes. John ought to go to-morrow.
Nine o’clock train.”
“So early as that!” I
said. But I could not find it in my heart to
pursue this discussion in a jocular tone. I submitted
to her several obvious arguments, dictated apparently
by common sense but in reality by my secret compassion.
Mrs. Fyne brushed them aside, with the semi-conscious
egoism of all safe, established, existences.
They had known each other so little. Just three
weeks. And of that time, too short for the birth
of any serious sentiment, the first week had to be
deducted. They would hardly look at each other
to begin with. Flora barely consented to acknowledge
Captain Anthony’s presence. Good morning good
night that was all absolutely
the whole extent of their intercourse. Captain
Anthony was a silent man, completely unused to the
society of girls of any sort and so shy in fact that
he avoided raising his eyes to her face at the table.
It was perfectly absurd. It was even inconvenient,
embarrassing to her Mrs. Fyne. After
breakfast Flora would go off by herself for a long
walk and Captain Anthony (Mrs. Fyne referred to him
at times also as Roderick) joined the children.
But he was actually too shy to get on terms with
his own nieces.
This would have sounded pathetic if
I hadn’t known the Fyne children who were at
the same time solemn and malicious, and nursed a secret
contempt for all the world. No one could get
on terms with those fresh and comely young monsters!
They just tolerated their parents and seemed to have
a sort of mocking understanding among themselves against
all outsiders, yet with no visible affection for each
other. They had the habit of exchanging derisive
glances which to a shy man must have been very trying.
They thought their uncle no doubt a bore and perhaps
an ass.
I was not surprised to hear that very
soon Anthony formed the habit of crossing the two
neighbouring fields to seek the shade of a clump of
elms at a good distance from the cottage. He
lay on the grass and smoked his pipe all the morning.
Mrs. Fyne wondered at her brother’s indolent
habits. He had asked for books it is true but
there were but few in the cottage. He read them
through in three days and then continued to lie contentedly
on his back with no other companion but his pipe.
Amazing indolence! The live-long morning, Mrs.
Fyne, busy writing upstairs in the cottage, could
see him out of the window. She had a very long
sight, and these elms were grouped on a rise of the
ground. His indolence was plainly exposed to
her criticism on a gentle green slope. Mrs. Fyne
wondered at it; she was disgusted too. But having
just then ’commenced author,’ as you know,
she could not tear herself away from the fascinating
novelty. She let him wallow in his vice.
I imagine Captain Anthony must have had a rather
pleasant time in a quiet way. It was, I remember,
a hot dry summer, favourable to contemplative life
out of doors. And Mrs. Fyne was scandalized.
Women don’t understand the force of a contemplative
temperament. It simply shocks them. They
feel instinctively that it is the one which escapes
best the domination of feminine influences.
The dear girls were exchanging jeering remarks about
“lazy uncle Roderick” openly, in her indulgent
hearing. And it was so strange, she told me,
because as a boy he was anything but indolent.
On the contrary. Always active.
I remarked that a man of thirty-five
was no longer a boy. It was an obvious remark
but she received it without favour. She told
me positively that the best, the nicest men remained
boys all their lives. She was disappointed not
to be able to detect anything boyish in her brother.
Very, very sorry. She had not seen him for fifteen
years or thereabouts, except on three or four occasions
for a few hours at a time. No. Not a trace
of the boy, he used to be, left in him.
She fell silent for a moment and I
mused idly on the boyhood of little Fyne. I
could not imagine what it might have been like.
His dominant trait was clearly the remnant of still
earlier days, because I’ve never seen such staring
solemnity as Fyne’s except in a very young baby.
But where was he all that time? Didn’t
he suffer contamination from the indolence of Captain
Anthony, I inquired. I was told that Mr. Fyne
was very little at the cottage at the time.
Some colleague of his was convalescing after a severe
illness in a little seaside village in the neighbourhood
and Fyne went off every morning by train to spend the
day with the elderly invalid who had no one to look
after him. It was a very praiseworthy excuse
for neglecting his brother-in-law “the son of
the poet, you know,” with whom he had nothing
in common even in the remotest degree. If Captain
Anthony (Roderick) had been a pedestrian it would
have been sufficient; but he was not. Still,
in the afternoon, he went sometimes for a slow casual
stroll, by himself of course, the children having
definitely cold-shouldered him, and his only sister
being busy with that inflammatory book which was to
blaze upon the world a year or more afterwards.
It seems however that she was capable of detaching
her eyes from her task now and then, if only for a
moment, because it was from that garret fitted out
for a study that one afternoon she observed her brother
and Flora de Barral coming down the road side by side.
They had met somewhere accidentally (which of them
crossed the other’s path, as the saying is,
I don’t know), and were returning to tea together.
She noticed that they appeared to be conversing without
constraint.
“I had the simplicity to be
pleased,” Mrs. Fyne commented with a dry little
laugh. “Pleased for both their sakes.”
Captain Anthony shook off his indolence from that
day forth, and accompanied Miss Flora frequently on
her morning walks. Mrs. Fyne remained pleased.
She could now forget them comfortably and give herself
up to the delights of audacious thought and literary
composition. Only a week before the blow fell
she, happening to raise her eyes from the paper, saw
two figures seated on the grass under the shade of
the elms. She could make out the white blouse.
There could be no mistake.
“I suppose they imagined themselves
concealed by the hedge. They forgot no doubt
I was working in the garret,” she said bitterly.
“Or perhaps they didn’t care. They
were right. I am rather a simple person . . .
" She laughed again . . . “I was incapable
of suspecting such duplicity.”
“Duplicity is a strong word,
Mrs. Fyne isn’t it?” I expostulated.
“And considering that Captain Anthony himself
. . . "
“Oh well perhaps,”
she interrupted me. Her eyes which never strayed
away from mine, her set features, her whole immovable
figure, how well I knew those appearances of a person
who has “made up her mind.” A very
hopeless condition that, specially in women.
I mistrusted her concession so easily, so stonily
made. She reflected a moment. “Yes.
I ought to have said ingratitude, perhaps.”
After having thus disengaged her brother
and pushed the poor girl a little further off as it
were isn’t women’s cleverness
perfectly diabolic when they are really put on their
mettle? after having done these things
and also made me feel that I was no match for her,
she went on scrupulously: “One doesn’t
like to use that word either. The claim is very
small. It’s so little one could do for
her. Still . . . "
“I dare say,” I exclaimed,
throwing diplomacy to the winds. “But really,
Mrs. Fyne, it’s impossible to dismiss your brother
like this out of the business . . . "
“She threw herself at his head,” Mrs.
Fyne uttered firmly.
“He had no business to put his
head in the way, then,” I retorted with an angry
laugh. I didn’t restrain myself because
her fixed stare seemed to express the purpose to daunt
me. I was not afraid of her, but it occurred
to me that I was within an ace of drifting into a downright
quarrel with a lady and, besides, my guest. There
was the cold teapot, the emptied cups, emblems of
hospitality. It could not be. I cut short
my angry laugh while Mrs. Fyne murmured with a slight
movement of her shoulders, “He! Poor man!
Oh come . . . "
By a great effort of will I found
myself able to smile amiably, to speak with proper
softness.
“My dear Mrs. Fyne, you forget
that I don’t know him not even by
sight. It’s difficult to imagine a victim
as passive as all that; but granting you the (I very
nearly said: imbecility, but checked myself in
time) innocence of Captain Anthony, don’t you
think now, frankly, that there is a little of your
own fault in what has happened. You bring them
together, you leave your brother to himself!”
She sat up and leaning her elbow on
the table sustained her head in her open palm casting
down her eyes. Compunction? It was indeed
a very off-hand way of treating a brother come to
stay for the first time in fifteen years. I
suppose she discovered very soon that she had nothing
in common with that sailor, that stranger, fashioned
and marked by the sea of long voyages. In her
strong-minded way she had scorned pretences, had gone
to her writing which interested her immensely.
A very praiseworthy thing your sincere conduct, if
it didn’t at times resemble brutality so much.
But I don’t think it was compunction. That
sentiment is rare in women . . . "
“Is it?” I interrupted indignantly.
“You know more women than I
do,” retorted the unabashed Marlow. “You
make it your business to know them don’t
you? You go about a lot amongst all sorts of
people. You are a tolerably honest observer.
Well, just try to remember how many instances of
compunction you have seen. I am ready to take
your bare word for it. Compunction! Have
you ever seen as much as its shadow? Have you
ever? Just a shadow a passing shadow!
I tell you it is so rare that you may call it non-existent.
They are too passionate. Too pedantic.
Too courageous with themselves perhaps.
No I don’t think for a moment that Mrs. Fyne
felt the slightest compunction at her treatment of
her sea-going brother. What he thought
of it who can tell? It is possible that he wondered
why he had been so insistently urged to come.
It is possible that he wondered bitterly or
contemptuously or humbly. And it may
be that he was only surprised and bored. Had
he been as sincere in his conduct as his only sister
he would have probably taken himself off at the end
of the second day. But perhaps he was afraid
of appearing brutal. I am not far removed from
the conviction that between the sincerities of his
sister and of his dear nieces, Captain Anthony of
the Ferndale must have had his loneliness brought
home to his bosom for the first time of his life, at
an age, thirty-five or thereabouts, when one is mature
enough to feel the pang of such a discovery.
Angry or simply sad but certainly disillusioned he
wanders about and meets the girl one afternoon and
under the sway of a strong feeling forgets his shyness.
This is no supposition. It is a fact.
There was such a meeting in which the shyness must
have perished before we don’t know what encouragement,
or in the community of mood made apparent by some
casual word. You remember that Mrs. Fyne saw
them one afternoon coming back to the cottage together.
Don’t you think that I have hit on the psychology
of the situation? . . . "
“Doubtless . . . " I began to ponder.
“I was very certain of my conclusions
at the time,” Marlow went on impatiently.
“But don’t think for a moment that Mrs.
Fyne in her new attitude and toying thoughtfully with
a teaspoon was about to surrender. She murmured:
“It’s the last thing I should have thought
could happen.”
“You didn’t suppose they were romantic
enough,” I suggested dryly.
She let it pass and with great decision but as if
speaking to herself,
“Roderick really must be warned.”
She didn’t give me the time
to ask of what precisely. She raised her head
and addressed me.
“I am surprised and grieved
more than I can tell you at Mr. Fyne’s resistance.
We have been always completely at one on every question.
And that we should differ now on a point touching
my brother so closely is a most painful surprise to
me.” Her hand rattled the teaspoon brusquely
by an involuntary movement. “It is intolerable,”
she added tempestuously for Mrs. Fyne that
is. I suppose she had nerves of her own like
any other woman.
Under the porch where Fyne had sought
refuge with the dog there was silence. I took
it for a proof of deep sagacity. I don’t
mean on the part of the dog. He was a confirmed
fool.
I said:
“You want absolutely to interfere
. . . ?” Mrs. Fyne nodded just perceptibly
. . . “Well for my part . . .
but I don’t really know how matters stand at
the present time. You have had a letter from
Miss de Barral. What does that letter say?”
“She asks for her valise to
be sent to her town address,” Mrs. Fyne uttered
reluctantly and stopped. I waited a bit then
exploded.
“Well! What’s the
matter? Where’s the difficulty? Does
your husband object to that? You don’t
mean to say that he wants you to appropriate the girl’s
clothes?”
“Mr. Marlow!”
“Well, but you talk of a painful
difference of opinion with your husband, and then,
when I ask for information on the point, you bring
out a valise. And only a few moments ago you
reproached me for not being serious. I wonder
who is the serious person of us two now.”
She smiled faintly and in a friendly
tone, from which I concluded at once that she did
not mean to show me the girl’s letter, she said
that undoubtedly the letter disclosed an understanding
between Captain Anthony and Flora de Barral.
“What understanding?”
I pressed her. “An engagement is an understanding.”
“There is no engagement not
yet,” she said decisively. “That
letter, Mr. Marlow, is couched in very vague terms.
That is why ”
I interrupted her without ceremony.
“You still hope to interfere
to some purpose. Isn’t it so? Yes?
But how should you have liked it if anybody had tried
to interfere between you and Mr. Fyne at the time
when your understanding with each other could still
have been described in vague terms?”
She had a genuine movement of astonished
indignation. It is with the accent of perfect
sincerity that she cried out at me:
“But it isn’t at all the same thing!
How can you!”
Indeed how could I! The daughter
of a poet and the daughter of a convict are not comparable
in the consequences of their conduct if their necessity
may wear at times a similar aspect. Amongst these
consequences I could perceive undesirable cousins
for these dear healthy girls, and such like, possible
causes of embarrassment in the future.
“No! You can’t be
serious,” Mrs. Fyne’s smouldering resentment
broke out again. “You haven’t thought ”
“Oh yes, Mrs. Fyne! I
have thought. I am still thinking. I am
even trying to think like you.”
“Mr. Marlow,” she said
earnestly. “Believe me that I really am
thinking of my brother in all this . . . " I assured
her that I quite believed she was. For there
is no law of nature making it impossible to think of
more than one person at a time. Then I said:
“She has told him all about herself of course.”
“All about her life,”
assented Mrs. Fyne with an air, however, of making
some mental reservation which I did not pause to investigate.
“Her life!” I repeated. “That
girl must have had a mighty bad time of it.”
“Horrible,” Mrs. Fyne
admitted with a ready frankness very creditable under
the circumstances, and a warmth of tone which made
me look at her with a friendly eye. “Horrible!
No! You can’t imagine the sort of vulgar
people she became dependent on . . . You know
her father never attempted to see her while he was
still at large. After his arrest he instructed
that relative of his the odious person who
took her away from Brighton not to let
his daughter come to the court during the trial.
He refused to hold any communication with her whatever.”
I remembered what Mrs. Fyne had told
me before of the view she had years ago of de Barral
clinging to the child at the side of his wife’s
grave and later on of these two walking hand in hand
the observed of all eyes by the sea. Pictures
from Dickens pregnant with pathos.