I have said that the story of Flora
de Barral was imparted to me in stages. At this
stage I did not see Marlow for some time. At
last, one evening rather early, very soon after dinner,
he turned up in my rooms.
I had been waiting for his call primed
with a remark which had not occurred to me till after
he had gone away.
“I say,” I tackled him
at once, “how can you be certain that Flora de
Barral ever went to sea? After all, the wife
of the captain of the Ferndale ”
the lady that mustn’t be disturbed “of
the old ship-keeper may not have been Flora.”
“Well, I do know,” he
said, “if only because I have been keeping in
touch with Mr. Powell.”
“You have!” I cried.
“This is the first I hear of it. And since
when?”
“Why, since the first day.
You went up to town leaving me in the inn. I
slept ashore. In the morning Mr. Powell came
in for breakfast; and after the first awkwardness
of meeting a man you have been yarning with over-night
had worn off, we discovered a liking for each other.”
As I had discovered the fact of their
mutual liking before either of them, I was not surprised.
“And so you kept in touch,” I said.
“It was not so very difficult.
As he was always knocking about the river I hired
Dingle’s sloop-rigged three-tonner to be more
on an equality. Powell was friendly but elusive.
I don’t think he ever wanted to avoid me.
But it is a fact that he used to disappear out of
the river in a very mysterious manner sometimes.
A man may land anywhere and bolt inland but
what about his five-ton cutter? You can’t
carry that in your hand like a suit-case.
“Then as suddenly he would reappear
in the river, after one had given him up. I
did not like to be beaten. That’s why I
hired Dingle’s decked boat. There was
just the accommodation in her to sleep a man and a
dog. But I had no dog-friend to invite.
Fyne’s dog who saved Flora de Barral’s
life is the last dog-friend I had. I was rather
lonely cruising about; but that, too, on the river
has its charm, sometimes. I chased the mystery
of the vanishing Powell dreamily, looking about me
at the ships, thinking of the girl Flora, of life’s
chances and, do you know, it was very simple.”
“What was very simple?” I asked innocently.
“The mystery.”
“They generally are that,” I said.
Marlow eyed me for a moment in a peculiar manner.
“Well, I have discovered the
mystery of Powell’s disappearances. The
fellow used to run into one of these narrow tidal creeks
on the Essex shore. These creeks are so inconspicuous
that till I had studied the chart pretty carefully
I did not know of their existence. One afternoon,
I made Powell’s boat out, heading into the shore.
By the time I got close to the mud-flat his craft
had disappeared inland. But I could see the
mouth of the creek by then. The tide being on
the turn I took the risk of getting stuck in the mud
suddenly and headed in. All I had to guide me
was the top of the roof of some sort of small building.
I got in more by good luck than by good management.
The sun had set some time before; my boat glided
in a sort of winding ditch between two low grassy
banks; on both sides of me was the flatness of the
Essex marsh, perfectly still. All I saw moving
was a heron; he was flying low, and disappeared in
the murk. Before I had gone half a mile, I was
up with the building the roof of which I had seen
from the river. It looked like a small barn.
A row of piles driven into the soft bank in front
of it and supporting a few planks made a sort of wharf.
All this was black in the falling dusk, and I could
just distinguish the whitish ruts of a cart-track
stretching over the marsh towards the higher land,
far away. Not a sound was to be heard.
Against the low streak of light in the sky I could
see the mast of Powell’s cutter moored to the
bank some twenty yards, no more, beyond that black
barn or whatever it was. I hailed him with a
loud shout. Got no answer. After making
fast my boat just astern, I walked along the bank
to have a look at Powell’s. Being so much
bigger than mine she was aground already. Her
sails were furled; the slide of her scuttle hatch
was closed and padlocked. Powell was gone.
He had walked off into that dark, still marsh somewhere.
I had not seen a single house anywhere near; there
did not seem to be any human habitation for miles;
and now as darkness fell denser over the land I couldn’t
see the glimmer of a single light. However, I
supposed that there must be some village or hamlet
not very far away; or only one of these mysterious
little inns one comes upon sometimes in most unexpected
and lonely places.
“The stillness was oppressive.
I went back to my boat, made some coffee over a spirit-lamp,
devoured a few biscuits, and stretched myself aft,
to smoke and gaze at the stars. The earth was
a mere shadow, formless and silent, and empty, till
a bullock turned up from somewhere, quite shadowy
too. He came smartly to the very edge of the
bank as though he meant to step on board, stretched
his muzzle right over my boat, blew heavily once,
and walked off contemptuously into the darkness from
which he had come. I had not expected a call
from a bullock, though a moment’s thought would
have shown me that there must be lots of cattle and
sheep on that marsh. Then everything became
still as before. I might have imagined myself
arrived on a desert island. In fact, as I reclined
smoking a sense of absolute loneliness grew on me.
And just as it had become intense, very abruptly
and without any preliminary sound I heard firm, quick
footsteps on the little wharf. Somebody coming
along the cart-track had just stepped at a swinging
gait on to the planks. That somebody could only
have been Mr. Powell. Suddenly he stopped short,
having made out that there were two masts alongside
the bank where he had left only one. Then he
came on silent on the grass. When I spoke to
him he was astonished.
“Who would have thought of seeing
you here!” he exclaimed, after returning my
good evening.
“I told him I had run in for
company. It was rigorously true.”
“You knew I was here?” he exclaimed.
“Of course,” I said. “I tell
you I came in for company.”
“He is a really good fellow,”
went on Marlow. “And his capacity for
astonishment is quickly exhausted, it seems.
It was in the most matter-of-fact manner that he
said, ’Come on board of me, then; I have here
enough supper for two.’ He was holding
a bulky parcel in the crook of his arm. I did
not wait to be asked twice, as you may guess.
His cutter has a very neat little cabin, quite big
enough for two men not only to sleep but to sit and
smoke in. We left the scuttle wide open, of course.
As to his provisions for supper, they were not of a
luxurious kind. He complained that the shops
in the village were miserable. There was a big
village within a mile and a half. It struck me
he had been very long doing his shopping; but naturally
I made no remark. I didn’t want to talk
at all except for the purpose of setting him going.”
“And did you set him going?” I asked.
“I did,” said Marlow,
composing his features into an impenetrable expression
which somehow assured me of his success better than
an air of triumph could have done.
“You made him talk?” I said after a silence.
“Yes, I made him . . . about himself.”
“And to the point?”
“If you mean by this,”
said Marlow, “that it was about the voyage of
the Ferndale, then again, yes. I brought
him to talk about that voyage, which, by the by, was
not the first voyage of Flora de Barral. The
man himself, as I told you, is simple, and his faculty
of wonder not very great. He’s one of
those people who form no theories about facts.
Straightforward people seldom do. Neither have
they much penetration. But in this case it did
not matter. I we have already
the inner knowledge. We know the history of
Flora de Barral. We know something of Captain
Anthony. We have the secret of the situation.
The man was intoxicated with the pity and tenderness
of his part. Oh yes! Intoxicated is not
too strong a word; for you know that love and desire
take many disguises. I believe that the girl
had been frank with him, with the frankness of women
to whom perfect frankness is impossible, because so
much of their safety depends on judicious réticences.
I am not indulging in cheap sneers. There is
necessity in these things. And moreover she
could not have spoken with a certain voice in the face
of his impetuosity, because she did not have time
to understand either the state of her feelings, or
the precise nature of what she was doing.
Had she spoken ever so clearly he
was, I take it, too elated to hear her distinctly.
I don’t mean to imply that he was a fool.
Oh dear no! But he had no training in the usual
conventions, and we must remember that he had no experience
whatever of women. He could only have an ideal
conception of his position. An ideal is often
but a flaming vision of reality.
To him enters Fyne, wound up, if I
may express myself so irreverently, wound up to a
high pitch by his wife’s interpretation of the
girl’s letter. He enters with his talk
of meanness and cruelty, like a bucket of water on
the flame. Clearly a shock. But the effects
of a bucket of water are diverse. They depend
on the kind of flame. A mere blaze of dry straw,
of course . . . but there can be no question of straw
there. Anthony of the Ferndale was not,
could not have been, a straw-stuffed specimen of a
man. There are flames a bucket of water sends
leaping sky-high.
We may well wonder what happened when,
after Fyne had left him, the hesitating girl went
up at last and opened the door of that room where
our man, I am certain, was not extinguished.
Oh no! Nor cold; whatever else he might have
been.
It is conceivable he might have cried
at her in the first moment of humiliation, of exasperation,
“Oh, it’s you! Why are you here?
If I am so odious to you that you must write to my
sister to say so, I give you back your word.”
But then, don’t you see, it could not have been
that. I have the practical certitude that soon
afterwards they went together in a hansom to see the
ship as agreed. That was my reason
for saying that Flora de Barral did go to sea . .
. "
“Yes. It seems conclusive,”
I agreed. “But even without that if,
as you seem to think, the very desolation of that
girlish figure had a sort of perversely seductive
charm, making its way through his compassion to his
senses (and everything is possible) then
such words could not have been spoken.”
“They might have escaped him
involuntarily,” observed Marlow. “However,
a plain fact settles it. They went off together
to see the ship.”
“Do you conclude from this that
nothing whatever was said?” I inquired.
“I should have liked to see
the first meeting of their glances upstairs there,”
mused Marlow. “And perhaps nothing was
said. But no man comes out of such a ‘wrangle’
(as Fyne called it) without showing some traces of
it. And you may be sure that a girl so bruised
all over would feel the slightest touch of anything
resembling coldness. She was mistrustful; she
could not be otherwise; for the energy of evil is so
much more forcible than the energy of good that she
could not help looking still upon her abominable governess
as an authority. How could one have expected
her to throw off the unholy prestige of that long
domination? She could not help believing what
she had been told; that she was in some mysterious
way odious and unlovable. It was cruelly true to
her. The oracle of so many years had spoken
finally. Only other people did not find her
out at once . . . I would not go so far as to
say she believed it altogether. That would be
hardly possible. But then haven’t the
most flattered, the most conceited of us their moments
of doubt? Haven’t they? Well, I don’t
know. There may be lucky beings in this world
unable to believe any evil of themselves. For
my own part I’ll tell you that once, many years
ago now, it came to my knowledge that a fellow I had
been mixed up with in a certain transaction a
clever fellow whom I really despised was
going around telling people that I was a consummate
hypocrite. He could know nothing of it.
It suited his humour to say so. I had given
him no ground for that particular calumny. Yet
to this day there are moments when it comes into my
mind, and involuntarily I ask myself, ‘What
if it were true?’ It’s absurd, but it
has on one or two occasions nearly affected my conduct.
And yet I was not an impressionable ignorant young
girl. I had taken the exact measure of the fellow’s
utter worthlessness long before. He had never
been for me a person of prestige and power, like that
awful governess to Flora de Barral. See the
might of suggestion? We live at the mercy of
a malevolent word. A sound, a mere disturbance
of the air, sinks into our very soul sometimes.
Flora de Barral had been more astounded than convinced
by the first impetuosity of Roderick Anthony.
She let herself be carried along by a mysterious
force which her person had called into being, as her
father had been carried away out of his depth by the
unexpected power of successful advertising.
They went on board that morning.
The Ferndale had just come to her loading
berth. The only living creature on board was
the ship-keeper whether the same who had
been described to us by Mr. Powell, or another, I
don’t know. Possibly some other man.
He, looking over the side, saw, in his own words,
’the captain come sailing round the corner of
the nearest cargo-shed, in company with a girl.’
He lowered the accommodation ladder down on to the
jetty . . . "
“How do you know all this?” I interrupted.
Marlow interjected an impatient:
“You shall see by and by . .
. Flora went up first, got down on deck and stood
stock-still till the captain took her by the arm and
led her aft. The ship-keeper let them into the
saloon. He had the keys of all the cabins, and
stumped in after them. The captain ordered him
to open all the doors, every blessed door; state-rooms,
passages, pantry, fore-cabin and then sent
him away.
“The Ferndale had magnificent
accommodation. At the end of a passage leading
from the quarter-deck there was a long saloon, its
sumptuosity slightly tarnished perhaps, but having
a grand air of roominess and comfort. The harbour
carpets were down, the swinging lamps hung, and everything
in its place, even to the silver on the sideboard.
Two large stern cabins opened out of it, one on each
side of the rudder casing. These two cabins communicated
through a small bathroom between them, and one was
fitted up as the captain’s state-room.
The other was vacant, and furnished with arm-chairs
and a round table, more like a room on shore, except
for the long curved settee following the shape of the
ship’s stern. In a dim inclined mirror,
Flora caught sight down to the waist of a pale-faced
girl in a white straw hat trimmed with roses, distant,
shadowy, as if immersed in water, and was surprised
to recognize herself in those surroundings.
They seemed to her arbitrary, bizarre, strange.
Captain Anthony moved on, and she followed him.
He showed her the other cabins. He talked all
the time loudly in a voice she seemed to have known
extremely well for a long time; and yet, she reflected,
she had not heard it often in her life. What
he was saying she did not quite follow. He was
speaking of comparatively indifferent things in a rather
moody tone, but she felt it round her like a caress.
And when he stopped she could hear, alarming in the
sudden silence, the precipitated beating of her heart.
The ship-keeper dodged about the quarter-deck,
out of hearing, and trying to keep out of sight.
At the same time, taking advantage of the open doors
with skill and prudence, he could see the captain and
“that girl” the captain had brought aboard.
The captain was showing her round very thoroughly.
Through the whole length of the passage, far away
aft in the perspective of the saloon the ship-keeper
had interesting glimpses of them as they went in and
out of the various cabins, crossing from side to side,
remaining invisible for a time in one or another of
the state-rooms, and then reappearing again in the
distance. The girl, always following the captain,
had her sunshade in her hands. Mostly she would
hang her head, but now and then she would look up.
They had a lot to say to each other, and seemed to
forget they weren’t alone in the ship.
He saw the captain put his hand on her shoulder, and
was preparing himself with a certain zest for what
might follow, when the “old man” seemed
to recollect himself, and came striding down all the
length of the saloon. At this move the ship-keeper
promptly dodged out of sight, as you may believe,
and heard the captain slam the inner door of the passage.
After that disappointment the ship-keeper waited resentfully
for them to clear out of the ship. It happened
much sooner than he had expected. The girl walked
out on deck first. As before she did not look
round. She didn’t look at anything; and
she seemed to be in such a hurry to get ashore that
she made for the gangway and started down the ladder
without waiting for the captain.
What struck the ship-keeper most was
the absent, unseeing expression of the captain, striding
after the girl. He passed him, the ship-keeper,
without notice, without an order, without so much as
a look. The captain had never done so before.
Always had a nod and a pleasant word for a man.
From this slight the ship-keeper drew a conclusion
unfavourable to the strange girl. He gave them
time to get down on the wharf before crossing the
deck to steal one more look at the pair over the rail.
The captain took hold of the girl’s arm just
before a couple of railway trucks drawn by a horse
came rolling along and hid them from the ship-keeper’s
sight for good.
Next day, when the chief mate joined
the ship, he told him the tale of the visit, and expressed
himself about the girl “who had got hold of the
captain” disparagingly. She didn’t
look healthy, he explained. “Shabby clothes,
too,” he added spitefully.
The mate was very much interested.
He had been with Anthony for several years, and had
won for himself in the course of many long voyages,
a footing of familiarity, which was to be expected
with a man of Anthony’s character. But
in that slowly-grown intimacy of the sea, which in
its duration and solitude had its unguarded moments,
no words had passed, even of the most casual, to prepare
him for the vision of his captain associated with
any kind of girl. His impression had been that
women did not exist for Captain Anthony. Exhibiting
himself with a girl! A girl! What did he
want with a girl? Bringing her on board and showing
her round the cabin! That was really a little
bit too much. Captain Anthony ought to have
known better.
Franklin (the chief mate’s name
was Franklin) felt disappointed; almost disillusioned.
Silly thing to do! Here was a confounded old
ship-keeper set talking. He snubbed the ship-keeper,
and tried to think of that insignificant bit of foolishness
no more; for it diminished Captain Anthony in his
eyes of a jealously devoted subordinate.
Franklin was over forty; his mother
was still alive. She stood in the forefront
of all women for him, just as Captain Anthony stood
in the forefront of all men. We may suppose
that these groups were not very large. He had
gone to sea at a very early age. The feeling
which caused these two people to partly eclipse the
rest of mankind were of course not similar; though
in time he had acquired the conviction that he was
“taking care” of them both. The “old
lady” of course had to be looked after as long
as she lived. In regard to Captain Anthony, he
used to say that: why should he leave him?
It wasn’t likely that he would come across
a better sailor or a better man or a more comfortable
ship. As to trying to better himself in the
way of promotion, commands were not the sort of thing
one picked up in the streets, and when it came to that,
Captain Anthony was as likely to give him a lift on
occasion as anyone in the world.
From Mr. Powell’s description
Franklin was a short, thick black-haired man, bald
on the top. His head sunk between the shoulders,
his staring prominent eyes and a florid colour, gave
him a rather apoplectic appearance. In repose,
his congested face had a humorously melancholy expression.
The ship-keeper having given him up
all the keys and having been chased forward with the
admonition to mind his own business and not to chatter
about what did not concern him, Mr. Franklin went under
the poop. He opened one door after another;
and, in the saloon, in the captain’s state-room
and everywhere, he stared anxiously as if expecting
to see on the bulkheads, on the deck, in the air,
something unusual sign, mark, emanation,
shadow he hardly knew what some
subtle change wrought by the passage of a girl.
But there was nothing. He entered the unoccupied
stern cabin and spent some time there unscrewing the
two stern ports. In the absence of all material
evidences his uneasiness was passing away. With
a last glance round he came out and found himself in
the presence of his captain advancing from the other
end of the saloon.
Franklin, at once, looked for the
girl. She wasn’t to be seen. The
captain came up quickly. ‘Oh! you are here,
Mr. Franklin.’ And the mate said, ‘I
was giving a little air to the place, sir.’
Then the captain, his hat pulled down over his eyes,
laid his stick on the table and asked in his kind
way: ’How did you find your mother, Franklin?’ ’The
old lady’s first-rate, sir, thank you.’
And then they had nothing to say to each other.
It was a strange and disturbing feeling for Franklin.
He, just back from leave, the ship just come to her
loading berth, the captain just come on board, and
apparently nothing to say! The several questions
he had been anxious to ask as to various things which
had to be done had slipped out of his mind.
He, too, felt as though he had nothing to say.
The captain, picking up his stick
off the table, marched into his state-room and shut
the door after him. Franklin remained still for
a moment and then started slowly to go on deck.
But before he had time to reach the other end of
the saloon he heard himself called by name. He
turned round. The captain was staring from the
doorway of his state-room. Franklin said, “Yes,
sir.” But the captain, silent, leaned a
little forward grasping the door handle. So
he, Franklin, walked aft keeping his eyes on him.
When he had come up quite close he said again, “Yes,
sir?” interrogatively. Still silence.
The mate didn’t like to be stared at in that
manner, a manner quite new in his captain, with a defiant
and self-conscious stare, like a man who feels ill
and dares you to notice it. Franklin gazed at
his captain, felt that there was something wrong,
and in his simplicity voiced his feelings by asking
point-blank:
“What’s wrong, sir?”
The captain gave a slight start, and
the character of his stare changed to a sort of sinister
surprise. Franklin grew very uncomfortable, but
the captain asked negligently:
“What makes you think that there’s something
wrong?”
“I can’t say exactly.
You don’t look quite yourself, sir,” Franklin
owned up.
“You seem to have a confoundedly
piercing eye,” said the captain in such an aggressive
tone that Franklin was moved to defend himself.
“We have been together now over
six years, sir, so I suppose I know you a bit by this
time. I could see there was something wrong directly
you came on board.”
“Mr. Franklin,” said the
captain, “we have been more than six years together,
it is true, but I didn’t know you for a reader
of faces. You are not a correct reader though.
It’s very far from being wrong. You understand?
As far from being wrong as it can very well be.
It ought to teach you not to make rash surmises.
You should leave that to the shore people.
They are great hands at spying out something wrong.
I dare say they know what they have made of the world.
A dam’ poor job of it and that’s plain.
It’s a confoundedly ugly place, Mr. Franklin.
You don’t know anything of it? Well no,
we sailors don’t. Only now and then one
of us runs against something cruel or underhand, enough
to make your hair stand on end. And when you
do see a piece of their wickedness you find that to
set it right is not so easy as it looks . . .
Oh! I called you back to tell you that there
will be a lot of workmen, joiners and all that sent
down on board first thing to-morrow morning to start
making alterations in the cabin. You will see
to it that they don’t loaf. There isn’t
much time.”
Franklin was impressed by this unexpected
lecture upon the wickedness of the solid world surrounded
by the salt, uncorruptible waters on which he and
his captain had dwelt all their lives in happy innocence.
What he could not understand was why it should have
been delivered, and what connection it could have
with such a matter as the alterations to be carried
out in the cabin. The work did not seem to him
to be called for in such a hurry. What was the
use of altering anything? It was a very good
accommodation, spacious, well-distributed, on a rather
old-fashioned plan, and with its decorations somewhat
tarnished. But a dab of varnish, a touch of
gilding here and there, was all that was necessary.
As to comfort, it could not be improved by any alterations.
He resented the notion of change; but he said dutifully
that he would keep his eye on the workmen if the captain
would only let him know what was the nature of the
work he had ordered to be done.
“You’ll find a note of
it on this table. I’ll leave it for you
as I go ashore,” said Captain Anthony hastily.
Franklin thought there was no more to hear, and made
a movement to leave the saloon. But the captain
continued after a slight pause, “You will be
surprised, no doubt, when you look at it. There’ll
be a good many alterations. It’s on account
of a lady coming with us. I am going to get
married, Mr. Franklin!”