General Santierra was right
in his surmise. Such was the exact nature of
the assistance which Gaspar Ruiz, peasant son of peasants,
received from the Royalist family whose daughter had
opened the door of their miserable refuge
to his extreme distress. Her sombre resolution
ruled the madness of her father and the trembling
bewilderment of her mother.
She had asked the strange man on the
door-step, “Who wounded you?”
“The soldiers, senora,”
Gaspar Ruiz had answered, in a faint voice.
“Patriots?”
“Si.”
“What for?”
“Deserter,” he gasped,
leaning against the wall under the scrutiny of her
black eyes. “I was left for dead over there.”
She led him through the house out
to a small hut of clay and reeds, lost in the long
grass of the overgrown orchard. He sank on a heap
of maize straw in a corner, and sighed profoundly.
“No one will look for you here,”
she said, looking down at him. “Nobody
comes near us. We too have been left for dead here.”
He stirred uneasily on his heap of
dirty straw, and the pain in his neck made him groan
deliriously.
“I shall show Estaban some day
that I am alive yet,” he mumbled.
He accepted her assistance in silence,
and the many days of pain went by. Her appearances
in the hut brought him relief and became connected
with the feverish dreams of angels which visited his
couch; for Gaspar Ruiz was instructed in the mysteries
of his religion, and had even been taught to read
and write a little by the priest of his village.
He waited for her with impatience, and saw her pass
out of the dark hut and disappear in the brilliant
sunshine with poignant regret. He discovered
that, while he lay there feeling so very weak, he could,
by closing his eyes, evoke her face with considerable
distinctness. And this discovered faculty charmed
the long solitary hours of his convalescence.
Later, when he began to regain his strength, he would
creep at dusk from his hut to the house and sit on
the step of the garden door.
In one of the rooms the mad father
paced to and fro, muttering to himself with short
abrupt laughs. In the passage, sitting on a stool,
the mother sighed and moaned. The daughter, in
rough threadbare clothing, and her white haggard face
half hidden by a coarse manta, stood leaning
against the lintel of the door. Gaspar Ruiz, with
his elbows propped on his knees and his head resting
in his hands, talked to the two women in an undertone.
The common misery of destitution would
have made a bitter mockery of a marked insistence
on social differences. Gaspar Ruiz understood
this in his simplicity. From his captivity amongst
the Royalists he could give them news of people they
knew. He described their appearance; and when
he related the story of the battle in which he was
recaptured the two women lamented the blow to their
cause and the ruin of their secret hopes.
He had no feeling either way.
But he felt a great devotion for that young girl.
In his desire to appear worthy of her condescension,
he boasted a little of his bodily strength. He
had nothing else to boast of. Because of that
quality his comrades treated him with as great a deference,
he explained, as though he had been a sergeant, both
in camp and in battle.
“I could always get as many
as I wanted to follow me anywhere, senorita.
I ought to have been made an officer, because I can
read and write.”
Behind him the silent old lady fetched
a moaning sigh from time to time; the distracted father
muttered to himself, pacing the sala; and Gaspar
Ruiz would raise his eyes now and then to look at the
daughter of these people.
He would look at her with curiosity
because she was alive, and also with that feeling
of familiarity and awe with which he had contemplated
in churches the inanimate and powerful statues of the
saints, whose protection is invoked in dangers and
difficulties. His difficulty was very great.
He could not remain hiding in an orchard
for ever and ever. He knew also very well that
before he had gone half a day’s journey in any
direction, he would be picked up by one of the cavalry
patrols scouring the country, and brought into one
or another of the camps where the patriot army destined
for the liberation of Peru was collected. There
he would in the end be recognised as Gaspar Ruiz the
deserter to the Royalists and no doubt
shot very effectually this time. There did not
seem any place in the world for the innocent Gaspar
Ruiz anywhere. And at this thought his simple
soul surrendered itself to gloom and resentment as
black as night.
They had made him a soldier forcibly.
He did not mind being a soldier. And he had been
a good soldier as he had been a good son, because of
his docility and his strength. But now there
was no use for either. They had taken him from
his parents, and he could no longer be a soldier not
a good soldier at any rate. Nobody would listen
to his explanations. What injustice it was!
What injustice!
And in a mournful murmur he would
go over the story of his capture and recapture for
the twentieth time. Then, raising his eyes to
the silent girl in the doorway, “Si, senorita,”
he would say with a deep sigh, “injustice has
made this poor breath in my body quite worthless to
me and to anybody else. And I do not care who
robs me of it.”
One evening, as he exhaled thus the
plaint of his wounded soul, she condescended to say
that, if she were a man, she would consider no life
worthless which held the possibility of revenge.
She seemed to be speaking to herself.
Her voice was low. He drank in the gentle, as
if dreamy sound, with a consciousness of peculiar delight,
of something warming his breast like a draught of
generous wine.
“True, senorita,” he said,
raising his face up to hers slowly: “there
is Estaban, who must be shown that I am not dead after
all.”
The mutterings of the mad father had
ceased long before; the sighing mother had withdrawn
somewhere into one of the empty rooms. All was
still within as well as without, in the moonlight bright
as day on the wild orchard full of inky shadows.
Gaspar Ruiz saw the dark eyes of Dona Erminia look
down at him.
“Ala! The sergeant,” she muttered
disdainfully.
“Why! He has wounded me
with his sword,” he protested, bewildered by
the contempt that seemed to shine livid on her pale
face.
She crushed him with her glance.
The power of her will to be understood was so strong
that it kindled in him the intelligence of unexpressed
things.
“What else did you expect me
to do?” he cried, as if suddenly driven to despair.
“Have I the power to do more? Am I a general
with an army at my back? miserable sinner
that I am to be despised by you at last.”