He shook hands with me: “Well,
there you are, on your own, appointed officially under
my responsibility.”
He was actually walking with me to
the door. What a distance off it seemed!
I moved like a man in bonds. But we reached it
at last. I opened it with the sensation of dealing
with mere dream-stuff, and then at the last moment
the fellowship of seamen asserted itself, stronger
than the difference of age and station. It asserted
itself in Captain Ellis’ voice.
“Good-bye and good
luck to you,” he said so heartily that I could
only give him a grateful glance. Then I turned
and went out, never to see him again in my life.
I had not made three steps into the outer office when
I heard behind my back a gruff, loud, authoritative
voice, the voice of our deputy-Neptune.
It was addressing the head Shipping-Master
who, having let me in, had, apparently, remained hovering
in the middle distance ever since. “Mr.
R., let the harbour launch have steam up to take the
captain here on board the Melita at half-past nine
to-night.”
I was amazed at the startled alacrity
of R’s “Yes, sir.” He ran before
me out on the landing. My new dignity sat yet
so lightly on me that I was not aware that it was
I, the Captain, the object of this last graciousness.
It seemed as if all of a sudden a pair of wings had
grown on my shoulders. I merely skimmed along
the polished floor.
But R. was impressed.
“I say!” he exclaimed
on the landing, while the Malay crew of the steam-launch
standing by looked stonily at the man for whom they
were going to be kept on duty so late, away from their
gambling, from their girls, or their pure domestic
joys. “I say! His own launch.
What have you done to him?”
His stare was full of respectful curiosity.
I was quite confounded.
“Was it for me? I hadn’t
the slightest notion,” I stammered out.
He nodded many times. “Yes.
And the last person who had it before you was a Duke.
So, there!”
I think he expected me to faint on
the spot. But I was in too much of a hurry for
emotional displays. My feelings were already in
such a whirl that this staggering information did
not seem to make the slightest difference. It
merely fell into the seething cauldron of my brain,
and I carried it off with me after a short but effusive
passage of leave-taking with R.
The favour of the great throws an
aureole round the fortunate object of its selection.
That excellent man enquired whether he could do anything
for me. He had known me only by sight, and he
was well aware he would never see me again; I was,
in common with the other seamen of the port, merely
a subject for official writing, filling up of forms
with all the artificial superiority of a man of pen
and ink to the men who grapple with realities outside
the consecrated walls of official buildings. What
ghosts we must have been to him! Mere symbols
to juggle with in books and heavy registers, without
brains and muscles and perplexities; something hardly
useful and decidedly inferior.
And he the office hours
being over wanted to know if he could be
of any use to me!
I ought properly speaking I
ought to have been moved to tears. But I did
not even think of it. It was merely another miraculous
manifestation of that day of miracles. I parted
from him as if he were a mere symbol. I floated
down the staircase. I floated out of the official
and imposing portal. I went on floating along.
I use that word rather than the word
“flew,” because I have a distinct impression
that, though uplifted by my aroused youth, my movements
were deliberate enough. To that mixed white,
brown, and yellow portion of mankind, out abroad on
their own affairs, I presented the appearance of a
man walking rather sedately. And nothing in the
way of abstraction could have equalled my deep detachment
from the forms and colours of this world. It
was, as it were, final.
And yet, suddenly, I recognized Hamilton.
I recognized him without effort, without a shock,
without a start. There he was, strolling toward
the Harbour Office with his stiff, arrogant dignity.
His red face made him noticeable at a distance.
It flamed, over there, on the shady side of the street.
He had perceived me, too. Something
(unconscious exuberance of spirits perhaps) moved
me to wave my hand to him elaborately. This lapse
from good taste happened before I was aware that I
was capable of it.
The impact of my impudence stopped
him short, much as a bullet might have done.
I verily believe he staggered, though as far as I could
see he didn’t actually fall. I had gone
past in a moment and did not turn my head. I
had forgotten his existence.
The next ten minutes might have been
ten seconds or ten centuries for all my consciousness
had to do with it. People might have been falling
dead around me, houses crumbling, guns firing, I wouldn’t
have known. I was thinking: “By Jove!
I have got it.” It being the command.
It had come about in a way utterly unforeseen in my
modest day-dreams.
I perceived that my imagination had
been running in conventional channels and that my
hopes had always been drab stuff. I had envisaged
a command as a result of a slow course of promotion
in the employ of some highly respectable firm.
The reward of faithful service. Well, faithful
service was all right. One would naturally give
that for one’s own sake, for the sake of the
ship, for the love of the life of one’s choice;
not for the sake of the reward.
There is something distasteful in the notion of a
reward.
And now here I had my command, absolutely
in my pocket, in a way undeniable indeed, but most
unexpected; beyond my imaginings, outside all reasonable
expectations, and even notwithstanding the existence
of some sort of obscure intrigue to keep it away from
me. It is true that the intrigue was feeble,
but it helped the feeling of wonder as if
I had been specially destined for that ship I did
not know, by some power higher than the prosaic agencies
of the commercial world.
A strange sense of exultation began
to creep into me. If I had worked for that command
ten years or more there would have been nothing of
the kind. I was a little frightened.
“Let us be calm,” I said to myself.
Outside the door of the Officers’
Home the wretched Steward seemed to be waiting for
me. There was a broad flight of a few steps, and
he ran to and fro on the top of it as if chained there.
A distressed cur. He looked as though his throat
were too dry for him to bark.
I regret to say I stopped before going
in. There had been a revolution in my moral nature.
He waited open-mouthed, breathless, while I looked
at him for half a minute.
“And you thought you could keep
me out of it,” I said scathingly.
“You said you were going home,”
he squeaked miserably. “You said so.
You said so.”
“I wonder what Captain Ellis
will have to say to that excuse,” I uttered
slowly with a sinister meaning.
His lower jaw had been trembling all
the time and his voice was like the bleating of a
sick goat. “You have given me away?
You have done for me?”
Neither his distress nor yet the sheer
absurdity of it was able to disarm me. It was
the first instance of harm being attempted to be done
to me at any rate, the first I had ever
found out. And I was still young enough, still
too much on this side of the shadow line, not to be
surprised and indignant at such things.
I gazed at him inflexibly. Let
the beggar suffer. He slapped his forehead and
I passed in, pursued, into the dining room, by his
screech: “I always said you’d be
the death of me.”
This clamour not only overtook me,
but went ahead as it were on to the verandah and brought
out Captain Giles.
He stood before me in the doorway
in all the commonplace solidity of his wisdom.
The gold chain glittered on his breast. He clutched
a smouldering pipe.
I extended my hand to him warmly and
he seemed surprised, but did respond heartily enough
in the end, with a faint smile of superior knowledge
which cut my thanks short as if with a knife.
I don’t think that more than one word came out.
And even for that one, judging by the temperature
of my face, I had blushed as if for a bad action.
Assuming a detached tone, I wondered how on earth
he had managed to spot the little underhand game that
had been going on.
He murmured complacently that there
were but few things done in the town that he could
not see the inside of. And as to this house, he
had been using it off and on for nearly ten years.
Nothing that went on in it could escape his great
experience. It had been no trouble to him.
No trouble at all.
Then in his quiet, thick tone he wanted
to know if I had complained formally of the Steward’s
action.
I said that I hadn’t though,
indeed, it was not for want of opportunity. Captain
Ellis had gone for me bald-headed in a most ridiculous
fashion for being out of the way when wanted.
“Funny old gentleman,”
interjected Captain Giles. “What did you
say to that?”
“I said simply that I came along
the very moment I heard of his message. Nothing
more. I didn’t want to hurt the Steward.
I would scorn to harm such an object. No.
I made no complaint, but I believe he thinks I’ve
done so. Let him think. He’s got a
fright he won’t forget in a hurry, for Captain
Ellis would kick him out into the middle of Asia. .
. .”
“Wait a moment,” said
Captain Giles, leaving me suddenly. I sat down
feeling very tired, mostly in my head. Before
I could start a train of thought he stood again before
me, murmuring the excuse that he had to go and put
the fellow’s mind at ease.
I looked up with surprise. But
in reality I was indifferent. He explained that
he had found the Steward lying face downward on the
horsehair sofa. He was all right now.
“He would not have died of fright,”
I said contemptuously.
“No. But he might have
taken an overdose out of one of them little bottles
he keeps in his room,” Captain Giles argued seriously.
“The confounded fool has tried to poison himself
once a few years ago.”
“Really,” I said without
emotion. “He doesn’t seem very fit
to live, anyhow.”
“As to that, it may be said of a good many.”
“Don’t exaggerate like
this!” I protested, laughing irritably.
“But I wonder what this part of the world would
do if you were to leave off looking after it, Captain
Giles? Here you have got me a command and saved
the Steward’s life in one afternoon. Though
why you should have taken all that interest in either
of us is more than I can understand.”
Captain Giles remained silent for a minute. Then
gravely:
“He’s not a bad steward
really. He can find a good cook, at any rate.
And, what’s more, he can keep him when found.
I remember the cooks we had here before his time!
. . .”
I must have made a movement of impatience,
because he interrupted himself with an apology for
keeping me yarning there, while no doubt I needed
all my time to get ready.
What I really needed was to be alone
for a bit. I seized this opening hastily.
My bedroom was a quiet refuge in an apparently uninhabited
wing of the building. Having absolutely nothing
to do (for I had not unpacked my things), I sat down
on the bed and abandoned myself to the influences
of the hour. To the unexpected influences. . .
.
And first I wondered at my state of
mind. Why was I not more surprised? Why?
Here I was, invested with a command in the twinkling
of an eye, not in the common course of human affairs,
but more as if by enchantment. I ought to have
been lost in astonishment. But I wasn’t.
I was very much like people in fairy tales. Nothing
ever astonishes them. When a fully appointed
gala coach is produced out of a pumpkin to take her
to a ball, Cinderella does not exclaim. She gets
in quietly and drives away to her high fortune.
Captain Ellis (a fierce sort of fairy)
had produced a command out of a drawer almost as unexpectedly
as in a fairy tale. But a command is an abstract
idea, and it seemed a sort of “lesser marvel”
till it flashed upon me that it involved the concrete
existence of a ship.
A ship! My ship! She was
mine, more absolutely mine for possession and care
than anything in the world; an object of responsibility
and devotion. She was there waiting for me, spell-bound,
unable to move, to live, to get out into the world
(till I came), like an enchanted princess. Her
call had come to me as if from the clouds. I had
never suspected her existence. I didn’t
know how she looked, I had barely heard her name,
and yet we were indissolubly united for a certain
portion of our future, to sink or swim together!
A sudden passion of anxious impatience
rushed through my veins, gave me such a sense of the
intensity of existence as I have never felt before
or since. I discovered how much of a seaman I
was, in heart, in mind, and, as it were, physically a
man exclusively of sea and ships; the sea the only
world that counted, and the ships, the test of manliness,
of temperament, of courage and fidelity and
of love.
I had an exquisite moment. It
was unique also. Jumping up from my seat, I paced
up and down my room for a long time. But when
I came downstairs I behaved with sufficient composure.
I only couldn’t eat anything at dinner.
Having declared my intention not to
drive but to walk down to the quay, I must render
the wretched Steward justice that he bestirred himself
to find me some coolies for the luggage. They
departed, carrying all my worldly possessions (except
a little money I had in my pocket) slung from a long
pole. Captain Giles volunteered to walk down with
me.
We followed the sombre, shaded alley
across the Esplanade. It was moderately cool
there under the trees. Captain Giles remarked,
with a sudden laugh: “I know who’s
jolly thankful at having seen the last of you.”
I guessed that he meant the Steward.
The fellow had borne himself to me in a sulkily frightened
manner at the last. I expressed my wonder that
he should have tried to do me a bad turn for no reason
at all.
“Don’t you see that what
he wanted was to get rid of our friend Hamilton by
dodging him in front of you for that job? That
would have removed him for good. See?”
“Heavens!” I exclaimed,
feeling humiliated somehow. “Can it be possible?
What a fool he must be! That overbearing, impudent
loafer! Why! He couldn’t. . . .
And yet he’s nearly done it, I believe; for the
Harbour Office was bound to send somebody.”
“Aye. A fool like our Steward
can be dangerous sometimes,” declared Captain
Giles sententiously. “Just because he is
a fool,” he added, imparting further instruction
in his complacent low tones. “For,”
he continued in the manner of a set demonstration,
“no sensible person would risk being kicked
out of the only berth between himself and starvation
just to get rid of a simple annoyance a
small worry. Would he now?”
“Well, no,” I conceded,
restraining a desire to laugh at that something mysteriously
earnest in delivering the conclusions of his wisdom
as though it were the product of prohibited operations.
“But that fellow looks as if he were rather
crazy. He must be.”
“As to that, I believe everybody
in the world is a little mad,” he announced
quietly.
“You make no exceptions?”
I inquired, just to hear his manner.
“Why! Kent says that even of you.”
“Does he?” I retorted,
extremely embittered all at once against my former
captain. “There’s nothing of that
in the written character from him which I’ve
got in my pocket. Has he given you any instances
of my lunacy?”
Captain Giles explained in a conciliating
tone that it had been only a friendly remark in reference
to my abrupt leaving the ship for no apparent reason.
I muttered grumpily: “Oh!
leaving his ship,” and mended my pace. He
kept up by my side in the deep gloom of the avenue
as if it were his conscientious duty to see me out
of the colony as an undesirable character. He
panted a little, which was rather pathetic in a way.
But I was not moved. On the contrary. His
discomfort gave me a sort of malicious pleasure.
Presently I relented, slowed down, and said:
“What I really wanted was to
get a fresh grip. I felt it was time. Is
that so very mad?”
He made no answer. We were issuing
from the avenue. On the bridge over the canal
a dark, irresolute figure seemed to be awaiting something
or somebody.
It was a Malay policeman, barefooted,
in his blue uniform. The silver band on his little
round cap shone dimly in the light of the street lamp.
He peered in our direction timidly.
Before we could come up to him he
turned about and walked in front of us in the direction
of the jetty. The distance was some hundred yards;
and then I found my coolies squatting on their heels.
They had kept the pole on their shoulders, and all
my worldly goods, still tied to the pole, were resting
on the ground between them. As far as the eye
could reach along the quay there was not another soul
abroad except the police peon, who saluted us.
It seems he had detained the coolies
as suspicious characters, and had forbidden them the
jetty. But at a sign from me he took off the embargo
with alacrity. The two patient fellows, rising
together with a faint grunt, trotted off along the
planks, and I prepared to take my leave of Captain
Giles, who stood there with an air as though his mission
were drawing to a close. It could not be denied
that he had done it all. And while I hesitated
about an appropriate sentence he made himself heard:
“I expect you’ll have
your hands pretty full of tangled-up business.”
I asked him what made him think so;
and he answered that it was his general experience
of the world. Ship a long time away from her port,
owners inaccessible by cable, and the only man who
could explain matters dead and buried.
“And you yourself new to the
business in a way,” he concluded in a sort of
unanswerable tone.
“Don’t insist,”
I said. “I know it only too well. I
only wish you could impart to me some small portion
of your experience before I go. As it can’t
be done in ten minutes I had better not begin to ask
you. There’s that harbour launch waiting
for me, too. But I won’t feel really at
peace till I have that ship of mine out in the Indian
Ocean.”
He remarked casually that from Bangkok
to the Indian Ocean was a pretty long step. And
this murmur, like a dim flash from a dark lantern,
showed me for a moment the broad belt of islands and
reefs between that unknown ship, which was mine, and
the freedom of the great waters of the globe.
But I felt no apprehension. I
was familiar enough with the Archipelago by that time.
Extreme patience and extreme care would see me through
the region of broken land, of faint airs, and of dead
water to where I would feel at last my command swing
on the great swell and list over to the great breath
of regular winds, that would give her the feeling of
a large, more intense life. The road would be
long. All roads are long that lead toward one’s
heart’s desire. But this road my mind’s
eye could see on a chart, professionally, with all
its complications and difficulties, yet simple enough
in a way. One is a seaman or one is not.
And I had no doubt of being one.
The only part I was a stranger to
was the Gulf of Siam. And I mentioned this to
Captain Giles. Not that I was concerned very much.
It belonged to the same region the nature of which
I knew, into whose very soul I seemed to have looked
during the last months of that existence with which
I had broken now, suddenly, as one parts with some
enchanting company.
“The gulf . . . Ay!
A funny piece of water that,” said
Captain Giles.
Funny, in this connection, was a vague
word. The whole thing sounded like an opinion
uttered by a cautious person mindful of actions for
slander.
I didn’t inquire as to the nature
of that funniness. There was really no time.
But at the very last he volunteered a warning.
“Whatever you do keep to the
east side of it. The west side is dangerous at
this time of the year. Don’t let anything
tempt you over. You’ll find nothing but
trouble there.”
Though I could hardly imagine what
could tempt me to involve my ship amongst the currents
and reefs of the Malay shore, I thanked him for the
advice.
He gripped my extended arm warmly,
and the end of our acquaintance came suddenly in the
words: “Good-night.”
That was all he said: “Good-night.”
Nothing more. I don’t know what I intended
to say, but surprise made me swallow it, whatever it
was. I choked slightly, and then exclaimed with
a sort of nervous haste: “Oh! Good-night,
Captain Giles, good-night.”
His movements were always deliberate,
but his back had receded some distance along the deserted
quay before I collected myself enough to follow his
example and made a half turn in the direction of the
jetty.
Only my movements were not deliberate.
I hurried down to the steps, and leaped into the launch.
Before I had fairly landed in her sternsheets the
slim little craft darted away from the jetty with a
sudden swirl of her propeller and the hard, rapid
puffing of the exhaust in her vaguely gleaming brass
funnel amidships.
The misty churning at her stern was
the only sound in the world. The shore lay plunged
in the silence of the deeper slumber. I watched
the town recede still and soundless in the hot night,
till the abrupt hail, “Steam-launch, ahoy!”
made me spin round face forward. We were close
to a white ghostly steamer. Lights shone on her
decks, in her portholes. And the same voice shouted
from her:
“Is that our passenger?”
“It is,” I yelled.
Her crew had been obviously on the
jump. I could hear them running about. The
modern spirit of haste was loudly vocal in the orders
to “Heave away on the cable” to
“Lower the sideladder,” and in urgent
requests to me to “Come along, sir! We have
been delayed three hours for you. . . . Our time
is seven o’clock, you know!”
I stepped on the deck. I said
“No! I don’t know.” The
spirit of modern hurry was embodied in a thin, long-armed,
long-legged man, with a closely clipped gray beard.
His meagre hand was hot and dry. He declared
feverishly:
“I am hanged if I would have
waited another five minutes Harbour-Master or no Harbour-Master.”
“That’s your own business,”
I said. “I didn’t ask you to wait
for me.”
“I hope you don’t expect
any supper,” he burst out. “This isn’t
a boarding-house afloat. You are the first passenger
I ever had in my life and I hope to goodness you will
be the last.”
I made no answer to this hospitable
communication; and, indeed, he didn’t wait for
any, bolting away on to his bridge to get his ship
under way.
The three days he had me on board
he did not depart from that half-hostile attitude.
His ship having been delayed three hours on my account
he couldn’t forgive me for not being a more distinguished
person. He was not exactly outspoken about it,
but that feeling of annoyed wonder was peeping out
perpetually in his talk.
He was absurd.
He was also a man of much experience,
which he liked to trot out; but no greater contrast
with Captain Giles could have been imagined. He
would have amused me if I had wanted to be amused.
But I did not want to be amused. I was like a
lover looking forward to a meeting. Human hostility
was nothing to me. I thought of my unknown ship.
It was amusement enough, torment enough, occupation
enough.
He perceived my state, for his wits
were sufficiently sharp for that, and he poked sly
fun at my preoccupation in the manner some nasty,
cynical old men assume toward the dreams and illusions
of youth. I, on my side, refrained from questioning
him as to the appearance of my ship, though I knew
that being in Bangkok every fortnight or so he must
have known her by sight. I was not going to expose
the ship, my ship! to some slighting reference.
He was the first really unsympathetic
man I had ever come in contact with. My education
was far from being finished, though I didn’t
know it. No! I didn’t know it.
All I knew was that he disliked me
and had some contempt for my person. Why?
Apparently because his ship had been delayed three
hours on my account. Who was I to have such a
thing done for me? Such a thing had never been
done for him. It was a sort of jealous indignation.
My expectation, mingled with fear,
was wrought to its highest pitch. How slow had
been the days of the passage and how soon they were
over. One morning, early, we crossed the bar,
and while the sun was rising splendidly over the flat
spaces of the land we steamed up the innumerable bends,
passed under the shadow of the great gilt pagoda, and
reached the outskirts of the town.
There it was, spread largely on both
banks, the Oriental capital which had as yet suffered
no white conqueror; an expanse of brown houses of
bamboo, of mats, of leaves, of a vegetable-matter style
of architecture, sprung out of the brown soil on the
banks of the muddy river. It was amazing to think
that in those miles of human habitations there was
not probably half a dozen pounds of nails. Some
of those houses of sticks and grass, like the nests
of an aquatic race, clung to the low shores.
Others seemed to grow out of the water; others again
floated in long anchored rows in the very middle of
the stream. Here and there in the distance, above
the crowded mob of low, brown roof ridges, towered
great piles of masonry, King’s Palace, temples,
gorgeous and dilapidated, crumbling under the vertical
sunlight, tremendous, overpowering, almost palpable,
which seemed to enter one’s breast with the breath
of one’s nostrils and soak into one’s
limbs through every pore of one’s skin.
The ridiculous victim of jealousy
had for some reason or other to stop his engines just
then. The steamer drifted slowly up with the tide.
Oblivious of my new surroundings I walked the deck,
in anxious, deadened abstraction, a commingling of
romantic reverie with a very practical survey of my
qualifications. For the time was approaching for
me to behold my command and to prove my worth in the
ultimate test of my profession.
Suddenly I heard myself called by
that imbecile. He was beckoning me to come up
on his bridge.
I didn’t care very much for
that, but as it seemed that he had something particular
to say I went up the ladder.
He laid his hand on my shoulder and
gave me a slight turn, pointing with his other arm
at the same time.
“There! That’s your ship, Captain,”
he said.
I felt a thump in my breast only
one, as if my heart had then ceased to beat.
There were ten or more ships moored along the bank,
and the one he meant was partly hidden away from my
sight by her next astern. He said: “We’ll
drift abreast her in a moment.”
What was his tone? Mocking?
Threatening? Or only indifferent? I could
not tell. I suspected some malice in this unexpected
manifestation of interest.
He left me, and I leaned over the
rail of the bridge looking over the side. I dared
not raise my eyes. Yet it had to be done and,
indeed, I could not have helped myself. I believe
I trembled.
But directly my eyes had rested on
my ship all my fear vanished. It went off swiftly,
like a bad dream. Only that a dream leaves no
shame behind it, and that I felt a momentary shame
at my unworthy suspicions.
Yes, there she was. Her hull,
her rigging filled my eye with a great content.
That feeling of life-emptiness which had made me so
restless for the last few months lost its bitter plausibility,
its evil influence, dissolved in a flow of joyous
emotion.
At first glance I saw that she was
a high-class vessel, a harmonious creature in the
lines of her fine body, in the proportioned tallness
of her spars. Whatever her age and her history,
she had preserved the stamp of her origin. She
was one of those craft that, in virtue of their design
and complete finish, will never look old. Amongst
her companions moored to the bank, and all bigger
than herself, she looked like a creature of high breed an
Arab steed in a string of cart-horses.
A voice behind me said in a nasty
equivocal tone: “I hope you are satisfied
with her, Captain.” I did not even turn
my head. It was the master of the steamer, and
whatever he meant, whatever he thought of her, I knew
that, like some rare women, she was one of those creatures
whose mere existence is enough to awaken an unselfish
delight. One feels that it is good to be in the
world in which she has her being.
That illusion of life and character
which charms one in men’s finest handiwork radiated
from her. An enormous bulk of teak-wood timber
swung over her hatchway; lifeless matter, looking
heavier and bigger than anything aboard of her.
When they started lowering it the surge of the tackle
sent a quiver through her from water-line to the trucks
up the fine nerves of her rigging, as though she had
shuddered at the weight. It seemed cruel to load
her so. . . .
Half an hour later, putting my foot
on her deck for the first time, I received the feeling
of deep physical satisfaction. Nothing could equal
the fullness of that moment, the ideal completeness
of that emotional experience which had come to me
without the preliminary toil and disenchantments of
an obscure career.
My rapid glance ran over her, enveloped,
appropriated the form concreting the abstract sentiment
of my command. A lot of details perceptible to
a seaman struck my eye, vividly in that instant.
For the rest, I saw her disengaged from the material
conditions of her being. The shore to which she
was moored was as if it did not exist. What were
to me all the countries of the globe? In all the
parts of the world washed by navigable waters our
relation to each other would be the same and
more intimate than there are words to express in the
language. Apart from that, every scene and episode
would be a mere passing show. The very gang of
yellow coolies busy about the main hatch was less
substantial than the stuff dreams are made of.
For who on earth would dream of Chinamen? . . .
I went aft, ascended the poop, where,
under the awning, gleamed the brasses of the yacht-like
fittings, the polished surfaces of the rails, the
glass of the skylights. Right aft two seamen,
busy cleaning the steering gear, with the reflected
ripples of light running playfully up their bent backs,
went on with their work, unaware of me and of the
almost affectionate glance I threw at them in passing
toward the companion-way of the cabin.
The doors stood wide open, the slide
was pushed right back. The half-turn of the staircase
cut off the view of the lobby. A low humming
ascended from below, but it stopped abruptly at the
sound of my descending footsteps.