The three sunlets of flame merged
together and dripped yellow blobs of light into the
darkness. They grew into a great soap bubble that
turned to topaz.
Like something moving in a dream it
gained upon The Nebula, until it was pacing beside
them a little larger now and still growing dwarfing
them and filling half the screen.
A shadow no, two shadows were
growing within it, Odin tried to make them out.
But they were dark and wavering. Still, they looked
something like a high priest standing above a prone
victim stretched out upon some sacrificial altar.
Odin was working the screens like
mad. Keeping their entire crew before his and
Ato’s eyes and at the same time watching the
topaz bubble.
The bubble cleared. Over the
loudspeakers came Grim Hagen’s shriek of wild
laughter.
Odin turned another knob and the bubble loomed larger.
Grim Hagen stood there, one lean hand
rubbing his chin as he laughed at them.
And the figure lying prone upon a
couch beside him was swathed by a sheet which came
almost to its eyes. But the shadows were leaving
the bubble now. And Odin saw that it was Maya.
Asleep. Statuesque. Like a carving upon a
tomb but it was Maya.
Then he cried out in alarm. For
upon another screen he saw Gunnar and his crew swing
their weapon into action. Shell after shell of
greenish fire burst about the globe. Green flame
thrust out tiny rootlets that crawled over it, outlining
it in garish light. Another shell seemed to burst
upon Grim Hagen’s chest, tearing the bubble
of light apart. And as Jack watched, horrified
and sick, the shards of flame came back together.
And there was the globe again with Grim
Hagen and Maya as whole as ever. And a green
streak of fire one of Gunnar’s misses went
careening off into space until it shrank to a pinpoint
of light and then vanished.
At a signal from Ato, the firing stopped.
Grim Hagen was still laughing.
“You are wasting your energy,
Ato. I am only a projection. And so is this
that is with me. I have Maya.” He bowed
mockingly. “See, Odin. Come and get
her, Odin, so I can kill you. I had thought I
was done with you but it is just as well. Out
here, somewhere, somewhen, I can kill you slowly.
Look, she sleeps.”
Shrouded there within a bubble of
changing light, Maya looked like a bronze statue.
Lying upon her back with her arms folded across her
breasts, and with half of her face covered by the
flowing folds of a coverlet, she was like a bride
of death, waiting the end of eternity.
Hagen laughed again. “Here
in Trans-Einsteinian space there is neither size
nor time as we once knew it. I could leave her
on a giant planet, a statue ten miles long for the
ages to marvel at. Or I could cast her adrift
to make the trillion-mile-long trip with the suns
until the last explosion when space will dissolve
and be born again. So give up now. Bother
me no more. Space and its treasures are mine
for the taking, and I have waited too long.”
Then the topaz globe twitched as a
bubble vanishes. And it was gone. Out there
was nothing but the night.
Ato set a course for Aldebaran.
His watch finished, Jack Odin sat alone in the lounge
and watched the star upon the screen. It did not
seem to be much larger. A single brilliant jewel
of flame that beckoned them on.
Gunnar had long since gone to bed,
grumbling that the way order and military discipline
were maintained aboard ship they probably couldn’t
whip their way out of a child’s wading pool.
Odin was thinking of all the things that had happened
to him since that night when Maya and the dwarfs had
brought the helpless Grim Hagen to the old Odin homestead.
Lord, how long had it been? Out here, where time
could not be measured, and perhaps did not exist at
all, it seemed futile to count the weeks and the months.
He stared at the single star upon
the screen until he was half asleep. Behind it
Maya’s face, outlined in black curls, seemed
to peer at him and her pouting lips parted
as she smiled.
He stared and shook his head.
The dream-vision vanished from the screen. Someone
had entered the room.
It was Nea. Dressed in slacks
once more, she slouched over to his chair and drew
a hassock up beside it. As she looked at him,
Jack Odin saw that her eyes were tired tired tired.
As though they had not rested for months.
“You ought to be asleep,”
he warned. “Now that your work is finished ”
“And is it finished?”
she asked. “Is anything ever finished?”
Nea drooped upon the hassock. Resting her chin
upon her hands she looked up at the screen.
“That is where we are going?” she asked.
“Ato is certain that Grim Hagen is headed for
Aldebaran,” Odin answered.
“One star out of millions. What difference
does it make?”
“You have been working too hard ”
“Oh, damn!” she said angrily.
“There is more to the work than you and the
others guessed. Now, we are going to rescue a
cousin of mine and to punish another cousin.
The old rat-race. Tell me why don’t people
just go sit in a corner and enjoy themselves.
So far, we have done nothing but increase our scurrying
a thousand-fold.”
He tried to make a joke of the matter. “You
sound like a beatnik.”
“Perhaps,” she answered
slowly, still looking up at the screen. “They
considered my father beat dead-beat.
But I know more of this science than you do, Jack
Odin. What if I told you there was little chance
of finding Maya. Or, if you found her, she might
be an old, old lady.”
“Well, I’d say ‘Nuts.’
We would keep on looking. But why such gloomy
thoughts?”
“You do not understand.
Here, flashing through Trans-Space, we are in
another time. Oh, it goes by. But not as
the clocks of Opal. Once a ship slides out of
here to a planet it is caught in a web of time and
space. The clocks resume their old work of grinding
the minutes and the hours to bits. The black
oxen of the sun take up their measured march.
Oh, I could show you the mathematical formula to prove
this, but it would take a blackboard larger than the
screen. Don’t you see! While we search
through Trans-Space, it is highly possible that
Grim Hagen, Maya, and all their crew are growing old
on some planet that you might never find.”
Odin drew his hand across his face
in dismay. “You make all this sound like
a mad voyage. Why, this is insane!”
“Check with Ato if you wish.”
Her sad smile was almost a sneer. “And men
talk of going to the stars. Where is the clock
they will use? Where is their yardstick?
Where is the concept? Why, out there, for all
you know, Huckleberry Finn is still floating down
the river, and Macbeth walks through the halls of
Dunsinane. And the last man, in the year one-million
ad, may be squatting over a fire, watching his
last stick of wood turn to ashes.”
Lithely she got to her feet and reached
a dial upon the screen. The lone star vanished.
A thousand pinpoints leaped out.
“There is but a segment,”
she said, sitting back upon the hassock again.
“I have known Maya all my life. I was the
poor relation. I envied her, but I did not hate
her. And so with Grim Hagen. I should hate
him, but I remember him as a frustrated cousin who
always ran second in the races. And all that even
my father seems far away and long ago.
Why do you bring love and hate with you out here to
the stars, Jack Odin?”
“Because I am a man, I suppose.”
She sighed again. “There
is much more to this invention of mine that I showed
you. Upon that screen there must be ten thousand
worlds. Let us pick one, you and I. We can glide
out of here at any time. And we can make that
world over as we please. We might even eat of
the fruit of life and become as gods ”
As though it came from the dark corridor
of the years, Jack Odin seemed to hear the resounding
echo of slow footsteps, and a deep voice that thundered:
“For I, thy God, am a jealous God ”
She had almost hypnotized him with
her weary, earnest voice. For a moment, it had
seemed that all this frantic quest was nothing.
That it would be far, far better to find a home with
Nea and build a world of his own than to go on searching
the stars.
Then he answered slowly, trying to
measure his words, for he did not want to hurt her
feelings. “No, Nea. If I go wandering
forever, it will be no worse than my fathers did before
me. For a man is vagrant and restless. What
he gets, he loses. And if he is lucky, he can
hold fast to his dreams.”
For a moment dark anger blazed in
her eyes. Then they were calm and sad again.
She got to her feet, as though she were very tired.
She smiled. “If I followed
all the books, I would make a scene now. I have
offered myself and a world to you and have been refused.
But I wish you and your dreams well, Jack Odin.”
She bent over him, and her lips brushed
his. Faintly, like the touch of a rose petal,
and the perfume of her hair seemed to fill the room.
Then she was gone.
Jack Odin sat there, looking long
and long at the swarm of stars upon the screen, thinking
of the unseen worlds about them the worlds
that he had just renounced.
Until finally he got up and went to bed.