When Howard Gage had gone, his mother’s
brother sat with his head bowed in frowning thought.
The frown, however, was one of perplexity rather than
disapproval: he was wholly unable to comprehend
the younger man’s attitude toward his experiences
in the late war. The truth was, Charles Abbott
acknowledged, that he understood nothing, nothing
at all, about the present young. Indeed, if it
hadn’t been for the thoroughly absurd, the witless,
things they constantly did, dispensing with their
actual years he would have considered them the present
aged. They were so—well, so gloomy.
Yet, in view of the gaiety of the
current parties, the amounts of gin consumed, it wasn’t
precisely gloom that enveloped them. Charles
Abbott searched his mind for a definition, for light
on a subject dark to a degree beyond any mere figure
of speech. Yes, darkness particularly described
Howard. The satirical bitterness of his references
to the “glorious victory in France” was
actually a little unbalanced. The impression
Abbott had received was of bestiality choked in mud.
His nephew was amazingly clear, vivid and logical,
in his memories and opinions; they couldn’t,
as he stated them in a kind of frozen fury, be easily
controverted.
What, above everything else, appeared
to dominate Howard Gage was a passion for reality,
for truth—all the unequivocal facts—in
opposition to a conventional or idealized statement.
Particularly, he regarded the slightest sentiment
with a suspicion that reached hatred. Abbott’s
thoughts centered about the word idealized; there,
he told himself, a ray of perception might be cast
into Howard’s obscurity; since the most evident
fact of all was that he cherished no ideals, no sustaining
vision of an ultimate dignity behind men’s lives.
The boy, for example, was without
patriotism; or, at least, he hadn’t a trace
of the emotional loyalty that had fired the youth of
Abbott’s day. There was nothing sacrificial
in Howard Gage’s conception of life and duty,
no allegiance outside his immediate need. Selfish,
Charles Abbott decided. What upset him was the
other’s coldness: damn it, a young man
had no business to be so literal! Youth was a
time for generous transforming passions, for heroics.
The qualities of absolute justice and consistency
should come only with increasing age—the
inconsiderable compensations for the other ability
to be rapt in uncritical enthusiasms.
Charles Abbott sighed and raised his
head. He was sitting in the formal narrow reception
room of his city house. The street outside was
narrow, too; it ran for only a square, an old thoroughfare
with old brick houses, once no more than a service
alley for the larger dwellings back of which it ran.
Now, perfectly retaining its quietude, it had acquired
a new dignity of residence: because of its favorable,
its exclusive, situation, it was occupied by young
married people of highly desirable connections.
Abbott, well past sixty and single, was the only person
there of his age and condition.
October was advanced and, though it
was hardly past four in the afternoon, the golden
sunlight falling the length of the street was already
darkling with the faded day. A warm glow enveloped
the brick façades and the window panes of aged, faintly
iridescent glass; there was a remote sound of automobile
horns, the illusive murmur of a city never, at its
loudest, loud; and, through the walls, the notes of
a piano, charming and melancholy.
After a little he could distinguish
the air—it was Liszt’s Spanish Rhapsody.
The accent of its measure, the jota, was at once perceptible
and immaterial; and overwhelmingly, through its magic
of suggestion, a blinding vision of his own youth—so
different from Howard’s—swept over
Charles Abbott. It was exactly as though, again
twenty-three, he were standing in the incandescent
sunlight of Havana; in, to be precise, the Parque
Isabel. This happened so suddenly, so surprisingly,
that it oppressed his heart; he breathed with a sharpness
which resembled a gasp; the actuality around him was
blurred as though his eyes were slightly dazzled.
The playing continued intermittently,
while its power to stir him grew in an overwhelming
volume. He had had no idea that he was still
capable of such profound feeling, such emotion spun,
apparently, from the tunes only potent with the young.
He was confused—even, alone, embarrassed—at
the tightness of his throat, and made a decided effort
to regain a reasonable mind. He turned again to
the consideration of Howard Gage, of his lack of ideals;
and, still in the flood of the re-created past, he
saw, in the difference between Howard and the boy
in Havana, what, for himself anyhow, was the trouble
with the present.
Yes, his premonition had been right—the
youth of today were without the high and romantic
causes the service of which had so brightly colored
his own early years. Not patriotism alone but
love had suffered; and friendship, he was certain,
had all but disappeared; such friendship as had bound
him to Andres Escobar. Andres! Charles Abbott
hadn’t thought of him consciously for months.
Now, with the refrain of the piano, the jota, running
through his thoughts, Andres was as real as he had
been forty years ago.
It was forty years almost to the month
since they had gone to the public ball, the danzon,
in the Tacon Theatre. That, however, was at the
close of the period which had recurred to him like
a flare in the dusk of the past. After the danzon
the blaze of his sheer fervency had been reduced,
cooled, to maturity. But not, even in the peculiarly
brutal circumstances of his transition, sharply; only
now Charles Abbott definitely realized that he had
left in Cuba, lost there, the illusions which were
synonymous with his young intensity.
After that nothing much had absorbed
him, very little had happened. In comparison
with the spectacular brilliancy of his beginning, the
remainder of life had seemed level if not actually
drab. Certainly the land to which he had returned
was dull against the vivid south, the tropics.
But he couldn’t go back to Havana, he had felt,
even after the Spanish Government was expelled, any
more than he could find in the Plaza de Armas his
own earlier self. The whole desirable affair
had been one—the figures of his loves and
detestations, the paseos and glorietas and
parques of the city, now, he had heard, so changed,
formed a unity destroyed by the missing of any single
element.
He wasn’t, though, specially
considering himself, but rather the sustaining beliefs
that so clearly marked the divergence between Howard’s
day and his own. This discovery, he felt, was
of deep importance, it explained so much that was
apparently inexplicable. Charles Abbott asserted
silently, dogmatically, that a failure of spirit had
occurred ... there was no longer such supreme honor
as Andres Escobar’s. The dance measure
in the Spanish Rhapsody grew louder and more insistent,
and through it he heard the castanets of La Clavel,
he saw the superb flame of her body in the brutal
magnificence of the fringed mantón like Andalusia
incarnate.
He had a vision of the shawl itself,
and, once more, seemed to feel the smooth dragging
heaviness of its embroidery. The burning square
of its colors unfolded before him, the incredible
magentas, the night blues and oranges and emerald
and vermilion, worked into broad peonies and roses
wreathed in leaves. And suddenly he felt again
that, not only prefiguring Spain, it was symbolical
of the youth, the time, that had gone. Thus the
past appeared to him, wrapped bright and precious
in the shawl of memory.
No woman that Howard Gage might dream
of could have worn La Clavel’s mantón;
it would have consumed her like a breath of fire, leaving
a white ash hardly more than distinguishable from
the present living actuality. Women cast up a
prodigious amount of smoke now, a most noisy crackling,
but Charles Abbott doubted the blaze within them.
Water had been thrown on it. Their grace, too,
the dancing about which they made such a stir,—not
to compare it with La Clavel’s but with no better
than Pilar’s—was hardly more than
a rapid clumsy posturing. Where was the young
man now who could dance for two hours without stopping
on a spot scarcely bigger than the rim of his silk
hat?
Where, indeed, was the silk hat!
Even men’s clothes had suffered
in the common decline: black satin and gold,
nicely cut trousers, the propriety of pumps, had all
vanished. Charles Abbott recalled distinctly
the care with which he had assembled the clothing
to be taken to Cuba, the formal dress of evening,
with a plum-colored cape, and informal linens for the
tropical days. The shirt-maker had filled his
box with the finest procurable cambrics and tallest
stocks. Trivialities, yet they indicated what
had once been breeding; but now, incredibly, that was
regarded as trivial.
The Spanish Rhapsody had ceased, and
the sun was all but withdrawn from the street; twilight
was gathering, particularly in Charles Abbott’s
reception room. The gilded eagle of the old American
clock on the over-mantel seemed almost to flutter
its carved wings, the fragile rose mahogany spinet
held what light there was, but the pair of small brocaded
sofas had lost their severe definition. Charles
Abbott’s emotion, as well, subsided, its place
taken by a concentrated effort to put together the
details of a scene which had assumed, in his perplexity
about Howard, a present significance.
He heard, with a momentarily diverted
attention, the closing of the front door beyond, women’s
voices on the pavement and the changing gears of a
motor: Mrs. Vauxn and her daughter were going
out early for dinner. They lived together—the
girl had married into the navy—and it was
the former who played the piano. The street, after
their departure, was silent again. How different
it was from the clamorous gaiety of Havana.
Not actual sickness, Charles Abbott
proceeded, but the delicacy of his lungs, following
scarlet fever, had taken him south. A banking
associate of his father’s, recommending Cuba,
had, at the same time, pointedly qualified his suggestion;
and this secondary consideration had determined Charles
on Havana. The banker had added that Cuba was
the most healthful place he knew for anyone with no
political attachments. There political activity,
more than an indiscretion, was fatal. What did
he mean? Charles Abbott had asked; and the other
had replied with a single ominous word, Spain.
There was, it was brought out, a growing
and potent, but secretive, spirit of rebellion against
the Government, to which Seville was retaliating with
the utmost open violence. This was spread not
so much through the people, the country, at large,
as it was concentrated in the cities, in Santiago
de Cuba and Havana; and there it was practically limited
to the younger members of aristocratic families.
Every week boys—they were no more for all
their sounding pronunciamientos—were
being murdered in the fossés of Cabanas fortress.
Women of the greatest delicacy, suspected of sympathy
with nationalistic ideals, were thrown into the filthy
pens of town prostitutes. Everywhere a limitless
system of espionage was combating the gathering of
circles, tertulias, for the planning of a Cuba liberated
from a bloody and intolerable tyranny.
Were these men, Charles pressed his
query, really as young as himself? Younger, some
of them, by five and six years. And they were
shot by a file of soldiers’ muskets? Eight
students at the university had been executed at once
for a disproved charge that they had scrawled an insulting
phrase on the glass door of the tomb of a Cuban Volunteer.
At this the elder Abbott had looked so dubious that
Charles hastily abandoned his questioning. Enough
of that sort of thing had been shown; already his
mother was unalterably opposed to Cuba; and there
he intended at any price to go. But those tragedies
and reprisals, the champion of his determination insisted,
were limited, as he had begun by saying, to the politically
involved. No more engaging or safer city than
Havana existed for the delight of young travelling
Americans with an equal amount of money and good sense.
He had proceeded to indicate the temperate pleasures
of Havana; but, then, Charles Abbott had no ear for
sensuous enjoyment. His mind was filled by the
other vision of heroic youth dying for the ideal of
liberty.
He had never before given Cuba, under
Spanish rule, a thought; but at a chance sentence
it dominated him completely; all his being had been
tinder for the spark of its romantic spirit. This,
naturally, he had carefully concealed from his parents,
for, during the days that immediately followed, Cuba
as a possibility was continuously argued. Soon
his father, basing his decision on Charles’ gravity
of character, was in favor of the change; and in the
end his mother, at whose prescience he wondered, was
overborne.
Well, he was for Havana! His
cabin on the Morro Castle was secured, that notable
trunkful of personal effects packed; and his father,
greatly to Charles’ surprise, outside all women’s
knowledge, gave him a small derringer with a handle
of mother-of-pearl. He was, now, the elder told
him, almost a man; and, while it was inconceivable
that he would have a use for the pistol, he must accustom
himself to such responsibility. He wouldn’t
need it; but if he did, there, with its greased cartridges
in their short ugly chambers, it was. “Never
shoot in a passion,” the excellent advice went
on; “only a cool hand is steady, and remember
that it hasn’t much range.” It was
for desperate necessity at a very short distance.
With the derringer lying newly in
his grasp, his eyes steadily on his father’s
slightly anxious gaze, Charles asseverated that he
would faithfully attend every instruction. At
the identical moment of this commitment he pictured
himself firing into the braided tunic of a beastly
Spanish officer and supporting a youthful Cuban patriot,
dying pallidly of wounds, in his free arm. The
Morro Castle hadn’t left its New York dock before
he had determined just what part he would take in
the liberation of Cuba—he’d lead a
hopeless demonstration in the center of Havana, at
the hour when the city was its brightest and the band
playing most gaily; his voice, sharp like a shot, so
soon to be stilled in death, would stop the insolence
of music.
This was not a tableau of self-glorification
or irresponsible youth, he proceeded; it was more
significant than a spirit of adventure. His determination
rested on the abstraction of liberty for an oppressed
people; he saw Cuba as a place which, after great travail,
would become the haunt of perfect peace. That,
Charles felt, was not only a possibility but inevitable;
he saw the forces of life drawn up in such a manner—the
good on one side facing the bad on the other.
There was no mingling of the ranks, no grey; simply,
conveniently, black and white. And, in the end,
the white would completely triumph; it would be victorious
for the reason that heaven must reign over hell.
God was supreme.
Charles wasn’t at all religious,
he came of a blood which delegated to its women the
rites and responsibilities of the church; but there
was no question in his mind, no doubt, of the Protestant
theological map; augustness lay concretely behind
the sky; hell was no mere mediaeval fantasy.
He might ignore this in daily practice, yet it held
him within its potent if invisible barriers.
Charles Abbott believed it. The supremacy of
God, suspended above the wickedness of Spain, would
descend and crush it.
Ranged, therefore, squarely on the
side of the angels, mentally he swept forward in confidence,
sustained by the glitter of their invincible pinions.
The spending of his life, he thought, was a necessary
part of the consummation; somehow without that his
vision lost radiance. A great price would be required,
but the result—eternal happiness on that
island to which he was taking linen suits in winter!
Charles had a subconscious conception of the heroic
doctrine of the destruction of the body for the soul’s
salvation.
The Morro Castle, entering a wind
like the slashing of a stupendous dull grey sword,
slowly and uncomfortably steamed along her course.
Most of the passengers at once were seasick, and either
retired or collapsed in a leaden row under the lee
of the deck cabins. But this indisposition didn’t
touch Charles, and it pleased his sense of dignity.
He appeared, erect and capable, at breakfast, and through
the morning promenaded the unsteady deck. He
attended the gambling in the smoking saloon, and listened
gravely to the fragmentary hymns attempted on Sunday.
These human activities were all definitely
outside him; charged with a higher purpose, he watched
them comprehendingly, his lips bearing the shadow
of a saddened smile; essentially he was alone, isolated.
Or at least he was at the beginning of the four days’
journey—he kept colliding with the rotund
figure of a man wrapped to the eyes in a heavy cloak
until, finally, from progressing in opposite directions,
they fell into step together. To Charles’
delight, the other was a Cuban, Domingo Escobar, who
lived in Havana, on the Prado.
Charles Abbott learned this from the
flourishing card given in return for his own.
Escobar he found to be a man with a pleasant and considerate
disposition; indeed, he maintained a scrupulous courtesy
toward Charles far transcending any he would have had,
from a man so much older, at home. Domingo Escobar,
it developed, had a grown son, Vincente, twenty-eight
years old; a boy perhaps Charles’ own age—no,
Andres would be two, three, years younger; and Narcisa.
The latter, his daughter, Escobar, unashamed, described
as a budding white rose.
Charles wasn’t interested in
that, his thoughts were definitely turned from girls,
however flower-like; but he was engaged by Vincente
and Andres. He asked a great many questions about
them, all tending to discover, if possible, the activity
of their patriotism. This, though, was a subject
which Domingo Escobar resolutely ignored.
Once, when Charles put a direct query
with relation to Spain in Cuba, the older man, abruptly
replying at a tangent, ignored his question.
It would be necessary to ask Andres Escobar himself.
That he would have an opportunity to do this was assured,
for Andres’ parent, who knew the Abbotts’
banking friend intimately, had told Charles with flattering
sincerity how welcome he would be at the Escobar dwelling
on the Prado.
The Prado, it began to be clear, of
all the possible places of residence in Havana, was
the best; the Escobars went to Paris when they
willed; and, altogether, Charles told himself, he had
made a very fortunate beginning. He picked up,
from various sources on the steamer, useful tags of
knowledge about his destination:
The Inglaterra, to which he had
been directed, was a capital hotel, but outside the
walls. Still, the Calle del Prado,
the Paseo there, were quite gay; and before them
was the sweep of the Parque Isabel, where the band
played. At the Hotel St. Louis, next door, many
of the Spanish officers had their rooms, but at the
hour of dinner they gathered in the Cafe Dominica.
The Noble Havana was celebrated for its camarones—shrimps,
Charles learned—and the Tuileries, at the
juncture of Consulado and San Rafael Streets,
had a salon upstairs especially for women. Most
of his dinners, however, he would get at the Restaurant
Francais, excellently kept by Francois Garcon on Cuba
Street, number seventy-two.
There he would encounter the majority
of his young fellow countrymen in Havana; the Cafe
El Louvre would serve for sherbets after the theatre,
and the Aguila de Oro.... The Plaza de Toros,
of course, he would frequent: it was on Belascoin
Street near the sea. The afternoon fights only
were fashionable; the bulls killed in the morning were
no more than toro del aguadiente. And
the cockpit was at the Valla de Gallo.
There were other suggestions as well,
put mostly in the form of ribald inquiry; but toward
them Charles Abbott persisted in an attitude of uncommunicative
disdain. His mind, his whole determination, had
been singularly purified; he had a sensation of remoteness
from the flesh; his purpose killed earthly desire.
He thought of himself now as dedicated to that:
Charles reviewed the comfortable amount of his letter
of credit, his personal qualifications, the derringer
mounted in mother-of-pearl, in the light of one end.
It annoyed him that he couldn’t, at once, plunge
into this with Domingo Escobar; but, whenever he approached
that ordinarily responsive gentleman with anything
political, he grew morose and silent, or else, more
maddening still, deliberately put Charles’ interest
aside. The derringer, however, brought out an
unexpected and gratifying stir.
Escobar had stopped in Charles’
cabin, and the latter, with a studied air of the casual,
displayed the weapon on his berth. “You
must throw it away,” Escobar exclaimed dramatically;
“at once, now, through the porthole.”
“I can’t do that,”
Charles explained; “it was a gift from my father;
besides, I’m old enough for such things.”
“A gift from your father, perhaps,”
the other echoed; “but did he tell you, I wonder,
how you were going to get it into Cuba? Did he
explain what the Spanish officials would do if they
found you with a pistol? Dama de Caridad, do
you suppose Cuba is New York! The best you could
hope for would be deportation. Into the sea with
it.”
But this Charles Abbott refused to
do, though he would, he agreed, conceal it beyond
the ingenuity of Spain; and Escobar left him in a
muttering anger. Charles felt decidedly encouraged:
a palpable degree of excitement, of tense anticipation,
had been granted him.
Yet his first actual breath of the
tropics, of Cuba, was very different, charged and
surcharged with magical peace: the steamer was
enveloped in an evening of ineffable lovely blueness.
The sun faded from the world of water and left an
ultramarine undulating flood with depths of clear
black, the sky was a tender gauze of color which, as
night approached, was sewn with a glimmer that became
curiously apparent, seemingly nearby, stars.
The air that brushed Charles’ cheek was slow
and warm; its warmth was fuller, heavier with potency,
than any summer he had known. Accelerating his
imagination it dissipated his energies; he lounged
supine in his chair, long past midnight, lulled by
the slight rise and fall of the sea, gathered up benignly
into the beauty above him.
Later he had to stir himself into
the energy of packing, for the Morro Castle was docking
early in the morning. He closed his bag thoughtfully,
the derringer on a shelf. Escobar had spoken about
it, warning him, again; and it was apparent that no
obvious place of concealment would be sufficient.
At last he hit on an excellent expedient—he
would suspend it inside the leg of a trouser.
He fell asleep, still saturated with the placid blue
immensity without, and woke sharply, while it was
still dark. But it was past four, and he rose
and dressed. The deck was empty, deserted, and
the light in the pilot house showed a solitary intent
countenance under a glazed visor. There was,
of course, no sign of Cuba.
A wind freshened, it blew steadily
with no change of temperature, like none of the winds
with which he was familiar. It appeared to blow
the night away, astern. The caged light grew
dull, there were rifts in the darkness, gleams
over the tranquil sea, and the morning opened like
a flower sparkling in dew. The limitless reach
of the water flashed in silver planes; miniature rainbows
cascaded in the spray at the steamer’s bow;
a flight of sailing fish skittered by the side.
Far ahead there was a faint silhouette, like the print
of a tenuous green-grey cloud, on the sea. It
grew darker, bolder; and Charles Abbott realized that
it was an island.
Cuba came rapidly nearer; he could
see now that it wasn’t pale; its foliage was
heavy, glossy, almost sombre. The Morro Castle
bore to the left, but he was unable to make out an
opening, a possible city, on the coast. The water
regained its intense blue, at once transparent, clear,
and dyed with pigment. The other travellers were
all on deck: Charles moved toward Domingo Escobar,
but he eluded him. Undoubtedly Escobar had the
conjunction of the derringer and the Spanish customs
in mind. A general uneasiness permeated the small
throng; they conversed with a forced triviality, or,
sunk in thought, said nothing.
Then, with the sudden drama of a crash
of brass, of an abruptly lifting curtain, they swung
into Havana harbor. Charles was simultaneously
amazed at a great many things—the narrowness
of the entrance, the crowded ships in what was no
more than a rift of the sea, a long pink fortress
above him at the left, and the city, Havana itself,
immediately before him. His utmost desire was
satisfied by that first glimpse. Why, he cried
mentally, hadn’t he been told that it was a
city of white marble? That was the impression
it gave him—a miraculous whiteness, a dream
city, crowning the shining blue tide.
Every house was hung with balconies
on long shuttered windows, and everywhere were parks
and palms, tall palms with smooth pewter-like trunks
and short palms profusely leaved. Here, then,
white and green, was the place of his dedication;
he was a little dashed at its size and vigor and brilliancy.
The steamer was scarcely moving when
the customs officials came on board; and, as the drift
ceased, a swarm of boats like scows with awnings aft
clustered about them. Hotel runners clambered
up the sides, and in an instant there was a pandemonium
of Spanish and disjointed English. A man whose
cap bore the sign Hotel Telegrafo clutched
Charles Abbott’s arm, but he sharply drew away,
repeating the single word, “Inglaterra!”
The porter of that hotel soon discovered him, and,
with a fixed reassuring smile, got together all the
baggage for his guests.
Charles, instructed by Domingo Escobar,
ignored the demand for passports, and proceeded to
the boat indicated as the Inglaterra’s.
It was piled with luggage, practically awash; yet
the boatmen urged it ashore, to the custom house,
in a mad racing with the whole churning flotilla.
The rigor of the landing examination, Charles thought
impatiently, had been ridiculously exaggerated; but,
stepping into a hack, two men in finely striped linen,
carrying canes with green tassels, peremptorily stopped
him. Charles was unable to grasp the intent of
their rapid Spanish, when one ran his hands dexterously
over his body. He explored the pockets, tapped
Charles’ back, and then drew aside. When,
at last, he was seated in the hack, the position of
the derringer was awkward, and carefully he shifted
it.
An intimate view of Havana increased
rather than diminished its evident charms. The
heat, Charles found, though extreme, was less oppressive
than the dazzling light; the sun blazing on white walls,
on walls of primrose and cobalt, in the wide verdant
openings, positively blinded him. He passed narrow
streets over which awnings were hung from house to
house, statues, fountains, a broad way with files of
unfamiliar trees, and stopped with a clatter before
the Inglaterra.
It faced on a broad covered pavement,
an arcade, along which, farther down, were companies
of small iron tables and chairs; and it was so foreign
to Charles, so fascinating, that he stood lost in gazing.
A hotel servant in white, at his elbow, recalled the
necessity of immediate arrangements, and he went on
into a high cool corridor set with a marble flooring.
At the office he exchanged his passport for a solemn
printed warning and interminable succession of directions;
and then, climbing an impressive stair, he was ushered
into a room where the ceiling was so far above him
that once more he was overcome by strangeness and
surprise.
He unpacked slowly, with a gratifying
sense of the mature significance of his every gesture;
and, in the stone tub hidden by a curtain in a corner,
had a refreshing bath. There was a single window
rising from the tiled floor eight or ten feet, and
he opened double shutters, discovering a shallow iron-railed
balcony. Before him was a squat yellow building
with a wide complicated façade; it reached back for
a square, and Charles decided that it was the Tacon
Theatre. On the left was the Parque de Isabel,
with its grass plots and gravel walks, its trees and
iron settees, gathered about the statue of Isabel II.
Charles Abbott’s confidence
left him little by little; what had seemed so easy
in New York, so apparent, was uncertain with Havana
about him. The careless insolence of the inspectors
with the green-tasseled canes at once filled him with
indignation and depression. How was he to begin
his mission? Without a word of Spanish he couldn’t
even make it known. There was Andres Escobar
to consider: his father had told Charles that
he knew a few words of English. Meanwhile, hungry,
he went down to the eleven o’clock breakfast.
A ceremonious head waiter led him
to a small table by a long window on the Parque, where,
gazing hastily at the breakfasts around him, he managed,
with the assistance of his waiter’s limited English,
to repeat their principal features. These were
fruit and salads, coffee flavored with salt, and French
bread. Clear white curtains swung at the window
in a barely perceptible current of air, and he had
glimpses of the expanse without, now veiled and now
intolerably brilliant. His dissatisfaction, doubts,
vanished in an extraordinary sense of well-being,
or settled importance and elegance. There were
many people in the dining-room, it was filled with
the unfamiliar sound of Spanish; the men, dark, bearded
and brilliant-eyed, in white linens, with their excitable
hands, specially engaged his attention, for it was
to them he was addressed.
The women he glanced over with a detached
and indulgent manner: they were, on the whole,
a little fatter than necessary; but their voices were
soft and their dress and jewels, even so early in the
day, nicely elaborate. All his interest was directed
to the Cubans present; other travellers, like—or,
rather, unlike—himself, Americans, French
and English, planning in their loud several tongues
the day’s excursions, or breakfasting with gazes
fastened on Hingray’s English and Spanish Conversations,
Charles carefully ignored.
He felt, because of the depth of his
own implication, his passionate self-commitment, here,
infinitely superior to more casual, to blinder, journeyings.
He disliked the English arrogance, the American clothes,
and the suspicious parsimony of the French. Outside,
in the main corridor of the hotel, he paused undecided;
practically no one, he saw, in the Parque Isabel,
was walking; there was an unending broad stream of
single horse victorias for hire; but he couldn’t
ask any driver he saw to conduct him to the heart
of the Cuban party of liberty.
The strongest of all his recognitions
was the fact that he had no desire—but
a marked distaste—for sightseeing; he didn’t
want to be identified, in the eyes of Havana, with
the circulating throng of the superficially curious.
In the end he strolled away from the Inglaterra,
to the left, and discovered the Prado. It was
a wide avenue with the promenade in the center shaded
by rows of trees with small burnished leaves.
There, he remembered, was where the Escobars
lived, and he wondered which of the imposing dwellings,
blue or white, with sweeping pillars and carved balconies
and great iron-bound doors, was theirs. He passed
a fencing school and gymnasium; a dilapidated theatre
of wood pasted with old French playbills; fountains
with lions’ heads; and came to the sea.
It reached in an idyllic and unstirred blue away to
the flawless horizon, with, on the rocks of its shore,
a company of parti-colored bath-houses. There
was an old fort, a gate—which, he could
see, once formed part of the city wall—bearing
on its top a row of rusted and antiquated cannon.
Slopes of earth led down from the battery, and beyond
he entered a covered stone way with a parapet dropping
to the tranquil tide. After an open space, the
Maestranza, he came to a pretty walk; it was
the Paseo de Valdez, with trees, stone seats
and a rippling breeze.
Charles Abbott indolently examined
an arch, fallen into disrepair, erected, its tablet
informed him, by the corps of Royal Engineers.
He sat on a bench, saturated by the hot vivid peace;
before him reached the narrow entrance of the bay
with, on the farther hand, the long pink wall of the
Cabanas. A drift of military music came to him
from the fortress.... A great love for Havana
stirred in his heart; already, after only a few hours,
he was familiar, contented, there. It seemed
to Charles that he understood its spirit; the beauty
of palms and marble was what, in the bleak north,
all his life he had longed for. The constriction
of his breathing had vanished.
The necessity for an immediate and
violent action had lessened; he would, when the time
came, act; he was practically unlimited in days and
money. Charles decided, however, to begin at once
the study of Spanish; and he’d arrange for lessons
at the Fencing School. Both of those accomplishments
were imperative to his final intention. He lingered
on the beach without an inclination to move—he
had been lower physically than he realized. The
heat increased, the breeze and band stopped, and finally
he rose and returned to the Inglaterra.
There the high cool shadow of his room was so soothing
that he fell into a sound slumber and was waked only
by a pounding at his door past the middle of afternoon.
A servant tendered him a card that
bore engraved the name Andres Escobar. He would
see Mr. Escobar, he sent word, as soon as he could
be dressed. And, choosing his garb in a mingling
of haste and particular care, he was permeated by
an indefinable excitement. Facing Andres, he
had a sensation of his own clumsiness, his inept attitude;
for the other, younger than he in appearance, was faultless
in bearing: in immaculately ironed linen, a lavender
tie and sprig of mimosa, he was an impressive figure
of the best fashion. But Andres Escobar was far
more than that: his sensitive delicately modelled
dark face, the clear brown eyes and level lips, were
stamped with a superfine personality.
His English, as his father had said,
was halting, confined to the merest formal phrases,
but his tones were warm with hospitality.
“It was polite of you to come
so soon,” Charles replied; “and your father
was splendid to me on the steamer.”
“How do you like Havana?” Andres asked.
“I love it!” Charles Abbott
exclaimed, in a burst of enthusiasm, but of which,
immediately after, he was ashamed. “I was
thinking this morning,” he continued more stiffly,
“when I had hardly got here, how much at home
I felt. That’s funny, too; for it’s
entirely different from all I have known.”
“You like it!” Andres
Escobar reflected his unreserved tone. “That’s
good; I am very, very glad. You must come to our
house, Papa sends you this.” He smiled
delightfully.
They were standing, and Charles waved
toward the dining-room. “Suppose we go
in there and have a drink.” In Havana he
continually found himself in situations of the most
gratifying maturity—here he was, in the
dining-room of the Inglaterra Hotel, with
a tall rum punch before him, and a mature looking
cigar. He was a little doubtful about the latter,
its length was formidable; and he delayed lighting
it until Andres had partly eclipsed himself in smoke.
But, to his private satisfaction, Charles enjoyed
the cigar completely.
He liked his companion enormously,
noticing, as they sat in a comfortable silence, fresh
details: Andres’ hair, ink-black, grew in
a peak on his forehead; the silk case which held his
cigars was bound in gold; his narrow shoes were patent
leather with high heels. But what, above all
else, impressed Charles, was his evidently worldly
poise, the palpable air of experience that clung to
him. Andres was at once younger and much older
than himself.
“How are you interested?”
Andres asked, “in ... girls? I know some
very nice ones.”
“Not in the least,” Charles
Abbott replied decidedly; “the only thing I
care for is politics and the cause of justice and freedom.”
Andres Escobar gazed swiftly at the
occupied tables around them; not far away there was
a party of Spanish officers in loose short tunics
and blue trousers. Then, without commenting on
Charles’ assertion, he drank from his glass
of punch. “Some very nice girls,”
he repeated. Charles was overwhelmed with chagrin
at his indiscretion; Andres would think that he was
a babbling idiot. At the same time he was slightly
impatient: his faith in the dangers of Havana
had been shaken by the city’s aspect of profound
placidity, its air of unalloyed pleasure. “You
should know my friends,” Andres went on conversationally;
“Remigio Florez, they are great coffee planters,
and Jaime—Jaime Quintara—and
Tirso Labrador. They will welcome you, as I.”
Charles explained his intention of
learning Spanish, of fencing; and the other promised
his unreserved assistance. He would have a teacher
of languages sent to the hotel and himself take Charles
to the Fencing School. “Tomorrow,”
he promised. The drinks were finished, the cigars
consumed in long ashes, and Andres Escobar rose to
go. As they walked toward the Paseo the
Cuban said, “You must be very careful, liberty
is a dangerous word; it is discussed only in private;
in our tertulia you may speak.” He held
out a straight forward palm. “We shall be
friends.”
Again in his room, Charles dwelt on
Andres, conscious of the birth of a great liking,
the friendship the other had put into words. He
wanted to be like Andres, as slender and graceful,
with his hair in a peak and a worldly, contained manner.
Charles was thin, rather than slender, more awkward
than not; decidedly fragile in appearance. And
his experience of life had been less than nothing.
Yet he would make up for this lack by the fervor of
his attachment to the cause of Cuba. He recalled
all the stories he knew of foreign soldiers heroic
in an adopted cause; that was an even more ideal form
of service than the natural attachment to a land of
birth.
He moved a chair out on his balcony,
and sat above the extended irregular roof of the Tacon
Theatre, watching the dusk flood the white marble
ways. The lengthening shadows of the Parque blurred,
joined in one; the façades were golden and then dimly
violet; the Gate of Montserrat lost its boldness of
outline. Cries rose from the streets, “Cuidado!
Cuidado!” and “Narranjas, narranjas dulces.”
The evening news sheets were called in long falling
inflections.
What surprised him was that, although
he had more than an ordinary affection for his home,
his father and mother, now, here, they were of no
importance, no reality, to him. He never, except
by an objective effort, gave the north, the past,
a thought. He was carried above personal relationships
and familiar regard; at a blow his old ties had been
severed; the new held him in the grip of their infinite
possibilities. All the petty things of self were
obscured in the same way that the individual aspects
of the city below him were being merged into one dignity
of tone.
Yet, at the same time, his mood had
a charming reality—the suaveness of Andres
Escobar. His, Charles Abbott’s, would be
a select, an aristocratic, fate; the end, when it
overtook him, would find him in beautiful snowy linens,
dignified, exclusive, to the last. His would
be no pot-house brawling. That was his double
necessity, the highest form of good in circumstances
of the first breeding. One, perhaps, to his aesthetic
fibre, was as important as the other. And, dressing
for dinner, he spoiled three shirts in the exact right
fixing of his studs.
In the dining-room, he pressed a liberal
sum of American money on the head waiter, and was
conducted to the table he had occupied at breakfast.
Everyone, practically, except some unspeakable tourists,
was in formal clothes; and the conversations, the sparkling
light, were like the champagne everywhere evident.
Charles chose a Spanish wine, the Marquis de Riscal;
and prolonged his sitting over coffee and a cigar,
a Partagas, like those in Andres’ silk case.
He had never before tasted coffee with such a rich
thick savor, its fragrance alone, blending with the
blue smoke of his cigar, filled him with pleasure.
The room was long, tiled, and had,
against the far wall, a great mirror which held in
reverse the gay sweep of the tables, the heavily powdered
shoulders of women, the prismatic flashes of diamonds
and men’s animated faces. The reflections
were almost as fascinating as the reality, and Charles
gazed from one to the other.
Drinking, he saw, was universal, but
none of the Cubans were drunk; and for that reason
his attention was held by two men at the table next
to his: the waiter had left a bottle of brandy,
and the individual facing Charles, with a sallow face
from which depended, like a curtain, a square-cut
black beard, was filling and refilling his thimble-sized
glass. He was watching, with a shifting intentness
of gaze, all who entered; and suddenly, as Charles’
eyes were on him, he put down his half-lifted brandy
and a hand went under the fold of his coat.
Charles turned, involuntarily, and
saw a small immaculate Cuban with grey hair and a
ribband in his buttonhole advancing among the tables.
He was a man of distinguished appearance, important
it was evident, for a marked number of people bowed
as he passed. When he had gone on, the bearded
individual rose, swaying slightly, and, with his hand
still in his coat rapidly overtook the other.
Charles Abbott had an impulse to cry
out; but, oppressed by a sense of helpless dread,
impending disaster, without a sound or power of movement
he followed the course of the second figure. The
two were now at the end of the dining-room, close
to the mirror, when the man with the decoration stopped
and turned sharply. There was the sudden stabbing
report of a pistol, and, immediately following, a loud
splintering crash. Charles had the crazy illusion
that a man who had been shot was made of china, and
would be found in broken bits on the floor.
There was an instantaneous hysterical
uproar, dominated by the screams of women; in the
panic which rose there was a rush for the entrance,
a swirl of tearing satin and black dress coats.
Then, even before he heard the concerted derisive
amazement, Charles realized that, dazed by the brandy,
the intended murderer had fired at the reflection of
his mark in the glass.
What an utterly ridiculous error;
and yet his hands were wet and cold, his heart pounding.
Something of the masking gaiety, the appearance of
innocent high spirits, was stripped from the dining-room
of the Inglaterra, from Havana. There was
an imperative need for Andres Escobar’s
caution. Charles’ equanimity returned:
with a steady hand he poured out more coffee.
He was ashamed of his emotion; but, by heaven, that
was the first of such violence he had witnessed; he
knew that it happened, to a large degree its possibility
had brought him to Cuba; yet directly before him,
in a square beard and a decorating ribband!...
On the floor were the torn painted gauze and broken
ivory sticks of a woman’s fan.
The echo of that futile shot followed
Charles Abbott to the Escobars’, where,
because of the often repeated names of its principals,
he recognized that the affair was being minutely discussed.
The room in which they sat was octagonal, with the
high panels of its walls no more than frames for towering
glass doors set in dark wood; above were serrated
openings, Eastern in form, and the doors were supported
by paired columns of glacial white marble. It
was entered through a long corridor of pillars capped
in black onyx with wicker chairs, a tiling laid in
arabesques and potted palms; and opposite was
the balcony over the Prado. A chandelier of crystal,
hanging by a chain from the remote ceiling, with a
frosted sparkle like an illuminated wedding cake,
unaffected by prismatic green and red flashes, filled
the interior with a chilly brightness. The chairs
of pale gilt set in a circle, the marble pattern of
the floor, the dark heads of the Escobars, looked
as though they were bathed in a vitreous fluid preserving
them in a hard pallor forever.
But it was cool; the beginning constant
night breeze fluttered the window curtains and swayed
the pennants of smoke from the cigars. Domingo
Escobar finished what was evidently a satirical period
with a decisive clearing of his throat—a-ha!
He was a small rotund man with a gigantic moustache
laid without a brown hair misplaced over a mouth kindly
and petulant. His wife, Carmita, obese with indulgent
indolence, her placid expression faintly acid, waved
a little hand, like a blanched almond, indicative
of her endless surprise at the clamor of men.
Andres was silent, immobile, faultless in a severity
of black and white.
Charles had begun to admire him inordinately:
above everything, Andres possessed a simple warmness
of heart, a generosity of emotion, together with a
fastidious mind. Fortunate combination. And
his person, his gestures and flashing speech, his
brooding, were invested by an intangible quality of
romance; whatever he did was absorbing, dramatic and—and
fateful. He was a trifle aloof, in spite of his
impulsive humanity, a thought withdrawn as though by
a shadow that might have been but his unfailing dignity.
Charles’ gaze wandered from
him to Narcisa, who, Domingo Escobar had said, resembled
a flower bud. As she sat in pale yellow ruffles,
with her slim hands clasped and her composed face
framed in a wide dense stream of hair, she was decidedly
fetching. Or, rather, she gave promise of charm;
at present, she was too young to engage him in any
considerable degree. Narcisa, he concluded, was
fourteen. At very long intervals she looked up
and he caught a lustrous, momentary interrogation
of big black eyes. A very satisfactory sister
for Andres Escobar to have; and, wondering at the
absence of Vincente, the eldest son, Charles asked
Andres about his brother.
A marked constraint was immediately
visible in the family around him. Vincente, he
was informed abruptly, was out of Havana, he had had
to go to Matanzas. Later, on the balcony over
the Prado, Andres added an absorbing detail.
“Vincente, we think, is in the Party of Liberation.
But you must say nothing. I do not know, Vincente
will not speak; but mama has noticed the gendarmes
in front of the house, and when she drives.”
“I should like to talk to him,”
Charles Abbott declared; “you must arrange it
for me. Look here, there’s nobody around,
I might as well tell you that’s why I came to
Cuba, to fight the cursed Spanish. I’m—I’m
serious, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do;
and if I have to be killed, why, I am ready for that.
It’s all worked out in my head, except some
petty little details. Cuba ought to be free; this
oppression is horrible, like a spell on you—you’re
all afraid to more than whisper—that must
be broken. It must! I have a good little
bit of money and I can get more. You’ve
got to help me.”
Andres clasped his hand. “That
is wonderful!” His lowered exclamation vibrated
with feeling. “How can you have such nobility!
I am given to it, and Jaime and Remigio Florez and
Tirso. But we are going to wait, we think that
is better; Spain shall pay us when the time comes.
Those students, eight of them, who were shot, were
well known to us. They put them against a wall
by the prison and fired. You could hear it clearly.
But, when we are ready, the Spanish Volunteers—”
hatred closed his throat, drew him up rigidly.
“Not yet,” he insisted; “this shall
be different, forever. Perhaps your country will
help us then.”
Charles was increasingly impatient;
he couldn’t, he felt, wait, delay his gesture
for freedom. He conceived the idea that he might
kill the Captain-General of Spain in Cuba, shoot him
from the step of his carriage and cry that it was
a memorial of the innocent boys he had murdered.
Andres dissuaded him; it would, he said, only make
the conditions of living more difficult, harsh, put
off the other, the final, consummation.
Below, on the promenade, the rows
of gas lamps shone wanly through the close leaves
of the India laurels; there was a ceaseless sauntering
throng of men; then, from the Plaza de Armas, there
was the hollow rattat of drums, of tattoo. It
was nine o’clock. The night was magnificent,
and Charles Abbott was choked by his emotions; it seemed
to him that his heart must burst with its expanding
desire of heroic good. He had left the earth
for cloudy glories, his blood turned to a silver essence
distilled in ethereal honor; he was no longer a body,
but a vow, a purpose.
One thing, in a surpassing humility,
he decided, and turned to Andres. “Very
well, if you think the other is best. Listen to
me: I swear never to leave Cuba, never to have
a different thought or a hope, never to consider myself
at all, until you are free.”
The intent face of Andres Escobar,
dim in the gloom of the balcony, was like a holy seal
upon his dedication. A clatter of hoofs rose from
below—the passage of a squad of the gendarmes
on grey horses, their white coats a chalky glimmer
in the night. Andres and Charles watched them
until they vanished toward the Parque Isabel; then
Andres swore, softly.
Again in his room at the Inglaterra
Charles speculated about the complications of his
determination to stay in Cuba until it was liberated
from Spain. That, he began to realize, might require
years. Questions far more difficult rose than
any created by a mere immediate sacrifice; the attitude
of his father, for example; he, conceivably, would
try to force him home, shut off the supply of money.
Meanwhile, since the Inglaterra was quite expensive,
he would move to a less pretentious place. And,
in the morning, Charles installed himself at the Hotel
San Felipe, kept on Ancha del Norte Street,
near the bay, by a German woman.
His room was on the top floor, on,
really, a gallery leading to the open roof that was
much frequented after dinner in a cooling air which
bore the restrained masculine chords of guitars.
On the right he could see the flares of Morro Castle,
and, farther, the western coast lying black on the
sea. He had his room there, and the first breakfast,
but his formal breakfast and dinner he took at the
Restaurant Francais, the Aguila d’Oro, or the
Cafe Dominica. Late, with Andres and their circle,
their tertulia, Charles would idle at the El Louvre
over ice-cream or the sherbets called helados in Havana.
On such occasions they talked with a studied audible
care of the most frivolous things; while Charles cherished
close at heart the sensation of their dangerous secret
and patient wisdom, the assurance that some day their
sacred resolution would like lightning shatter their
pretence of docility.
Yet, in spite of the dark texture
of their minds, they were, at times, casually happy,
intent, together, on mundane affairs. They were,
all five, inseparable: Jaime Quintara, the eldest,
was even more of an exquisite than Andres; he imported
his lemon-colored gloves by the box from Paris, where
they were made to his measure; and in them, it was
the common jest, he went to bed. He was almost
fat, with absurdly small feet and a perceptible moustache.
In addition, he was in love with a public girl who
lived on Gloria Street; altogether he was a man of
the world. Remigio Florez was absolutely different:
the son of a great coffee estate in Pinar del
Rio, of limitless riches, he was still simple
and unaffected, short, with a round cheerful face and
innocent lips. Tirso Labrador was tall and heavy,
he had the carriage of a cavalry officer, a dragoon;
and, slow mentally, his chief characteristic was a
remarkable steadfastness, a loyalty of friendship,
admiration, for his more brilliant companions.
Tirso Labrador was very strong, and it was his boast,
when they were alone, that he intended to choke a
Spaniard slowly to death with his naked hands.
Except, however, for the evening,
Charles was rarely idle; upheld by his fervor he studied
Spanish with an instructor through most of the morning,
and rode or fenced in the sala in the afternoon.
His knowledge of Spanish, supplemented by his friends,
grew rapidly; he had, his teacher declared, a very
special aptitude for the language. Domingo Escobar
got great delight from throwing sentences, queries,
at him with inconceivable rapidity, and in pretending
that every reply Charles attempted was senseless.
Narcisa, when he was present, contrived
to sit with her gaze on her hands folded in her ruffled
lap and to lift her widely opened eyes for breathless
interrogations. She was, Charles was forced to
admit, notably pretty; in fact, for a little girl,
she was a beauty. Now if she had been thirty
he might have had a hopeless passion for her, hopeless
not because she failed to return it, but for the reason
that he was a man without a future—some
day, they both knew, he would desert love for stark
death.
They went, Charles and Andres, Tirso
and Remigio and Jaime, to the Tacon Theatre for every
play, where they occupied a box in the first row,
the primer piso, and lounged, between the
acts, on the velvet rail with their high silk hats
and canes and boutonnières. At times there
were capital troupes of players and dancers from Andalusia,
and the evening was well spent. They liked, too,
the zarzuelas, the operettas of one act, largely
improvised with local allusions. But they most
warmly applauded the dancers.
One, La Clavel, from Seville, had
been announced by posters all over the city; and,
at the moment she appeared on the Tacon stage, Tirso
had his heavy arm about Remigio’s shoulders,
Jaime’s gloved hands were draped over his cane,
and Charles was sitting in the rear of the box with
Andres. The orchestra began a sharply accented
dance measure—it was a jota—and
a lithe figure in a mantón of blazing silks and
a raked black felt hat made a sultry bow.
La Clavel was indolent; she tapped
a heel and sounded her castanets experimentally; a
reminiscent smile hovered on the sombre beauty of
her face. Suddenly Charles’ attention was
wholly captured by the dancer; he leaned forward,
gazing over Remigio’s shoulder, vaguely conscious
of the sound of guitars and suppressed drums, the insistent
ring of a triangle. She stamped her foot now,
and the castanets were sharp, exasperated. Then
slowly she began to dance.
She wove a design of simple grace
with her hips still and her arms lifted and swaying;
she leaned back, her eyes, under the slanted brim
of her hat, half closed; and her movements, the rhythm,
grew more pronounced. Through the music Charles
could hear the stamp of her heels, the augmented shrilling
of the castanets. Her fire increased; there were
great scarlet peonies on her shawl, and they fluttered
as though they were troubled by a rising wind.
La Clavel swept in a widening circle on her hips,
and her arms were now extended and now thrust down
rigidly behind her.
She dominated the cruel colors of
her shawl with a savage intensity that made them but
the expressions of her feelings—the scarlet
and magenta and burning orange and blue were her visible
moods, her capriciousness and contempt and variability
and searing passion. Her hat was flung across
the stage, and, with her bound hair shaking loose
from its high shell comb, she swept into an appalling
fury, a tormented human flame, of ecstasy. When
Charles Abbott felt that he could support it no longer,
suddenly she was, apparently, frozen in the immobility
of a stone; the knotted fringe of her mantón hung
without a quiver.
An uproar of applause rose from the
theatre, a confusion of cries, of Olé! Olé!
Anda! Anda! Chiquella! A flight of men’s
hats sailed like birds around her. Jaime Quintara
pounded his cane until it broke, and, with the others,
Charles shouted his unrestrained Spanish approbation.
They crowded into the front of the box, intent on every
movement, every aspect, of the dancer. Afterwards,
at the Tuileries, Andres expressed their concerted
feeling:
“The most magnificent woman alive!”
Jaime went across the cafe to speak
to a man who had a connection with the Tacon Theatre.
He returned with an assortment of information—La
Clavel was staying at the St. Louis; she would be in
Havana for a month; and she had been seen with Captain
Ceaza y Santacilla, of the regiment of Isabel II.
This latter fact cast them into a gloom; and Remigio
Florez so far broke the ban of sustained caution as
to swear, in the name of the Lady of Caridad, at Santacilla
and his kind.
Nothing, though, could reduce their
enthusiasm for La Clavel; they worshipped her severally
and together, discussing to the last shading her every
characteristic. She was young, but already the
greatest dancer the world had—would ever
have, Charles added. And Andres was instructed
to secure the box for her every appearance in Havana;
they must learn, they decided, if she were to dance
in Santiago de Cuba, in Mexico City, Rio de Janeiro,
Lima, in Cathay. They, if it were mortally possible,
would be present. Meanwhile none of them was to
take advantage of the others in the contingency that
she should miraculously come to love him. That
incredible happiness the individual must sacrifice
to his friendship, to his oath above all other oaths—Cuba.
The country’s name was not spoken, but it was
entirely understood.
They were seated on the lower floor,
by the stairs which led up to the salon for women;
and, sharply, Charles grasped Andres’ arm.
Passing them was a slender woman muffled in a black
silk capote, with no hat to cover the intricate mass
of her hair piled against a high comb. Behind
her strode a Spanish officer of cavalry, his burnished
scabbard hooked on his belt against its silver chain;
short, with a thick sanguine neck above the band of
his tunic, he had morose pale blue eyes and the red
hair of compounded but distinct bloods.
“La Clavel,” Charles whispered;
“and it must be that filthy captain, Santacilla,
with her.”
Seated on the roof of the Hotel San
Felipe, the night’s trade wind faintly vibrant
with steel strings, Charles Abbott thought at length
about La Clavel. Two weeks had passed since she
first danced at the Tacon Theatre; she had appeared
on the stage three times afterward; and she was a
great success, a prodigious favorite, in Havana.
Charles and Andres, Jaime and Remigio and Tirso Labrador,
had, frankly, become infatuated with her; and it was
this feeling which Charles, at present, was examining.
If it endangered the other, his dedication to an ordeal
of right, he had decided, he must resolutely put the
dancer wholly outside his consideration.
This, he hoped, would not be necessary:
his feeling for La Clavel lay in the realm of the
impersonal. It was, in fact, parallel with the
other supreme cause. La Clavel was a glittering
thing of beauty, the perfection of all that in a happier
world, an Elysium—life and romance might
be. He regarded her in a mood of decided melancholy
as something greatly desirable and never to be grasped.
When she danced his every sensibility was intensified;
life, for the moment, was immeasurably lovely, flooded
with lyrical splendor, vivid with gorgeous color and
aching happiness. Charles’ pleasure in every
circumstance of being was acutely expanded—his
affection for Andres, the charm of Havana, the dignity
of his impending fate.
Ordinarily he would not have been
content with this; he would have striven to turn such
abstractions into the concrete of an actual experience.
But now an unusual wisdom held him intent on the vision;
that, he recognized, was real; but what the reality,
the woman herself, was, who could be sure? No,
he wasn’t in love with La Clavel in the accepted
sense of that indefinite term; he was the slave of
the illusion, the emotions, she spun; he adored her
as the goddess of his youth and aspirations.
He tried to explain this, in halting
and inadequate Spanish, to his tertulia; and because
of his spirit rather than his words, his friends understood
him. They were standing by the marble statue of
Ferdinand VII in the Plaza de Armas, waiting for the
ceremony of Retrata, to begin in a few moments.
The square was made of four gardens, separated by
formal walks, with a circular glorieta; and
the gardens, the royal palms and banyans and flambeau
trees, were palely lighted by gas lamps which showed,
too, the circling procession of carriages about the
Plaza. The square itself was filled with sauntering
men, a shifting pattern of white linens, broad hats
and glimmering cigars, diversified by the uniforms
of Spain.
At eight o’clock a sergeant’s
guard and the band marched smartly into position before
the Governor-General’s palace, where they stood
at rest until the drums of the barracks announced
retreat. Then, at attention, the gun of El Morro
sounded, and the band swept into the strains of Philemon
et Baucis.
Jaime Quintara smiled sceptically
at Charles’ periods: Platonic sentiments
might satisfy Abbott, he declared, but for himself....
At this, Remigio insisted on their moving out to inspect
the carriages. They were, for the most part,
quitríns, drawn with two horses, one outside
the shafts ridden by a calesero in crimson velvet
laced with gold and a glazed hat. The quitríns
had two wheels, a leather hood strapped back, and
held three passengers by means of a small additional
seat, called, Andres explained, la nina bonita, where
the prettiest woman was invariably placed. None
of the women wore hats, but they were nearly all veiled,
and the carriages were burdened with seductive figures
in wide dresses of perfumed white waving slow fans.
There was, however, little conversation
between the men on foot and the women carefully cultivating
expressions of remote unconcern. Rarely, if she
were accompanied by a masculine member of her family,
a woman came to earth for a short stroll in the gardens.
Charles was absolutely inattentive to them, but his
companions, particularly Tirso and Jaime, noted and,
with dismaying freedom, commented on every feminine
detail that struck their fancy. It was Tirso who
excitedly called their attention to one of the new
volantas in which sat La Clavel. Ceaza y
Santacilla was not with her; the place at her side
was occupied by the man to whom Jaime had spoken about
the dancer in the Tuileries. Quintara, capturing
his attention, spoke in his profoundest manner.
There was a halt in the movement of carriages, and
La Clavel was directly before them.
She wore the high comb and a mantilla
of black lace falling in scalloped folds around the
vivid flower of her face—her beauty, at
least to Charles, was so extraordinary, her dark loveliness
was so flaming, that the scarlet camellia in her hair
seemed wan. They were, all four, presented to
the dancer; and four extreme bows, four fervid and
sonorous acknowledgments, rose to the grace, the divinity,
above. It seemed to Charles that, perhaps because
he was an American, La Clavel noticed him more than
the others: certainly she smiled at him and the
brilliancy of her gaze was veiled, made enigmatic,
by the lowering of her sweeping eyelashes.
The checked restlessness of the horses
was again released in a deliberate progress, but,
as La Clavel was carried on, the man with her added
that, after Retreta, they would stop at the El
Louvre for an ice cream, a mantecado. Remigio
Florez drew in a deep breath which he allowed to escape
in the form of a sigh; Jaime smoothed the wrists of
his bright yellow gloves; Tirso Labrador settled his
guardsman’s shoulders into his coat. “She
won’t get out of the volanta,” Charles
said thoughtfully; “and someone will have to
bring out her refresco. We’d better
get there early and stand at the door.”
“No hurry,” the suave
Jaime put in; “no one will leave here until
after tattoo.”
At nine o’clock the drums and
bugles sounded from various parts of the city.
There was one more tune played directly under the palace
windows, after which the band and its guards left briskly
to the measure of a quickstep. Charles led the
way through the crowd to the Prado and the Parque
Isabel. A number of carriages were there before
them, the occupants mostly eating ices, and the cafe
was being rapidly filled. Waiting keen-eyed at
the entrance, they saw the volante with La Clavel
before it drew up, and the calesero had scarcely
dismounted from his horse when the dancer was offered
her choice of the available sweets. She preferred,
rather than an ice, an orchata, and sipped it slowly
with an air of complete enjoyment. Her every movement,
Charles Abbott saw, the turn of the hand holding the
glass, her chin and throat against the black film
of lace, her slender body’s poise, was utterly
and strongly graceful: it was, more than any other
quality, the vigor of her beauty that impressed him.
It seemed as though she must be superbly young, and
dance magnificently, forever.
As Charles was considering this he
was unceremoniously thrust aside for the passage of
Captain Santacilla with another cavalry officer whose
cinnamon colored face was stamped with sultry ill-humor.
Santacilla addressed the dancer aggressively with the
query of why she misspent her evening with the cursed
Cuban negroes.
La Clavel made no reply, but tended
her empty glass to Andres; then she glanced indifferently
at the captains. “Their manners,”
she said, “are very pretty; and as for the negro—”
she shrugged her delectable shoulders.
“My blood is as pure, as Castilian,
as your own,” Tirso Labrador began hotly; but
Remigio stilled him with a hand on his arm. In
an uncolored voice he begged the dancer to excuse
them; and, sweeping off their hats, they were leaving
when Santacilla’s companion stepped forward in
a flash of ungoverned anger like an exposed knife:
“I’ve noticed you before,”
he addressed Tirso, “hanging and gabbling around
the cafes and theatres, and it’s my opinion you
are an insurrectionist. If the truth were known,
I dare say, it would be found you are a friend to
Cespedes. Anyhow, I’m tired of looking at
you; if you are not more retiring, you will find yourself
in the Cabanas.”
“Good evening,” Remigio
repeated in an even tone. With his hand still
on Tirso’s arm he tried to force him into the
cafe; but the other, dark with passion, broke away.
“You have dishonored my father
and the name of a heroic patriot,” he said to
the officer of cavalry. “In this I am alone.”
With a suspicious quickness he leaned forward and
his big hands shut about the Spaniard’s throat.
Charles, with a suppressed exclamation,
recalled Tirso’s determination to choke one
of the enemies of Cuba. The man in the gripping
fingers stiffened and then, grotesquely, lost his
aspect of a human form; suddenly he was no more than
a thing of limp flesh and gay fabrics. Instantly
an uproar, a surging passionate excitement grew, at
the heart of which Tirso Labrador was curiously still.
Heaving bodies, at once closing in and prudently scattering,
hid from Charles his friend. There was an onrush
of gendarmes, harsh exclamations and oaths; then,
at the flash of steel, a short agonized cry—Tirso’s
voice at once hoarse and inhuman with death.
Charles Abbott, hurrying away at Andres’
urgent insistence, caught a final glimpse of a big
young body sunk on the flagging of the Paseo;
he saw a leaden face and a bubbling tide of blood.
Beyond the Montserrat gate they halted, and he was
shocked to hear Remigio Florez curse Tirso as brutally
as any Spaniard. Andres, white and trembling,
agreed. “Here is what I warned you of,”
he turned to Charles; “it is fatal to lose your
temper. You think that what Tirso did ends with
him in purgatory ... ha! Perhaps he is best out
of it among us all. It might be better for you
to go back to America tomorrow and forget about Cuba.”
“Yes,” Remigio added,
“probably we are all ruined; and certainly the
police spies will be waiting for us at home.”
“It would have been better if
we had dissipated more,” Jaime added: “we
have been entirely too high-minded and unnatural.
Young men meet together only to conspire or find love—the
Spaniards know that and we were fools.”
“We haven’t been suspected
of anything,” Andres pointed out; “and
it may be said that Tirso was killed defending his
name. No, the trouble is to come; and it wasn’t
our fault. We must see less of each other, at
least in public, and be quite overcome about Tirso;
that is another account I charge to Spain: I
knew him when I was a child ... in the Vuelta Arriba—”
Andres Escobar began to cry wholly and unaffectedly;
he leaned against an angle of the gate, his head in
an arm, and prolonged sobs shook his body. Tears
were silently streaming over Jaime’s face, but
Charles Abbott’s eyes were dry. He was filled
by an ecstasy of horror and detestation at the brutal
murder of Tirso. Fear closed his throat and pinched
his heart with icy fingers; but he ignored, rose above,
himself, in a tremendous accession of his determination
to drive injustice—if not yet from the world—from
Cuba.
How little, he thought, anyone knew
him who advised a return to America. Before the
cold violent fact of death a great part of his early
melodramatic spirit evaporated; the last possible trace
of any self-glorification left him, the lingering
mock-heroics of boyhood were gone. His emotion,
now, was almost exultant; like a blaze of insuperable
white light it drowned all the individual colors of
his personality; it appeared to him almost that he
had left the earth, that he was above other men.
More than anything, he continued,
he would require wisdom, the wisdom of patience, maturity;
Tirso had been completely wasted. He was seated,
again, on the roof of his hotel, and again it was night:
the guitars were like a distant sounding of events
evolved in harmonies, and there was the gleam of moonlight
on the sea, a trace of the moon and the scent of mignonette
trees.
He was, he felt, very old, grave,
in deportment; this detachment from living must be
the mark of age. Charles had always been a little
removed from activity by sickness; and now his almost
solitary, dreaming habit of existence had deepened
in him. He thought, from time to time, of other
periods than his own, of ages when such service as
his had been, for gentlemen, the commonplace of living:
he saw, in imagination, before the altar of a little
chapel, under the glimmer of tall candles, a boyish
figure kneeling in armor throughout the night.
At morning, with a faint clashing of steel, the young
knight under a vow rode into black forests of enchanted
beasts and men and impure magic, from which he delivered
the innocent and the pure in heart.
Charles Abbott recalled the burning
of the Protestant Cranmer, and, as well, the execution
of John Felton for posting the Papal bull against
the Queen on the door of London House. They too,
like the knights of Arthurian legend, had conquered
the flesh for an ideal. He was carried in spirit
into a whole world of transcendent courage, into a
company who scorned ease and safety in the preservation
of an integrity, a devotion, above self. This
gave him a release, the sense that his body was immaterial,
that filled him with a calm serious fervor.
He was conscious, through this, of
the ceaseless playing of the guitars, strains of jotas
and malaguenas, laden with the seductiveness, the
fascination, of sensuous warm life. It was, in
its persistence, mocking; and finally it grew into
a bitter undertone to the elevation of his thought:
he wanted, like Savonarola, to bring to an end the
depravity of the city; he wanted to cleanse Havana
of everything but the blanched heavenly ardor of his
own dedication. The jotas continued and
the scent of mignonette increased. The moon, slipping
over the sea, shone with a vague brightness on the
leaves of the laurels below, on the whiteness of marble
walks, and in the liquid gleam of fountains.
A woman laughed with a note of uncertainty and passion....
It was all infinitely removed from him, not of the
slightest moment. What rose, dwelt, in Charles
was a breath of eternity, of infinitude; he was lost
in a vision of good beyond seasons, changeless, and
for all men whomsoever. It must come, he told
himself so tensely that he was certain he had cried
his conviction aloud. The music sustained its
burden of earthly desire to which the harsh whispering
rustle of the palm fronds added a sound like a scoffing
laughter.
At the Plaza de Toros, the following
Sunday afternoon, Charles saw La Clavel; she was seated
on an upper tier near the stand of the musicians,
over the entrance for the bulls; and, in an audience
composed almost entirely of men, she was brilliantly
conspicuous in a flaming green mantón embroidered
in white petals; her mantilla was white, and Charles
could distinguish the crimson blot of the flower by
her cheek. The brass horns and drums of the band
were making a rasping uproar, and the crowded wooden
amphitheatre was tense with excitement. Andres
Escobar, beside Charles, was being gradually won from
a settled melancholy; and, in an interested voice,
he spoke to Charles about the espada, Jose
Ponce, who had not yet killed a bull in Cuba,
but who was a great hero of the ring in Spain and
South America.
“There is La Clavel,”
Charles said by way of reply; “she is with Captain
Santacilla, and I think, but I can’t be sure,
the officer Tirso tried to choke to death. What
is his name—de Vaca, Gaspar Arco de Vaca.”
“Even that,” Andres answered,
“wasn’t accomplished. La Clavel’s
engagement in Havana is over; I suppose it will be
Buenos Aires next. Do you remember how we swore
to follow her all over the world, and how Tirso wanted
to drag her volanta in place of the horses?
At heart, it’s no doubt, she is Spanish, and
yet.... There’s the procession.”
The key bearer, splendid in velvet
and gold and silver, with a short cloak, rode into
the ring followed by the picadores on broken-down
horses: their legs were swathed in leather and
their jackets, of ruby and orange and emerald, were
set with expensive lace. They carried pikes with
iron points; while the banderilleros, on foot,
with hair long and knotted like a woman’s, hung
their bright cloaks over an arm and bore the darts
gay with paper rosettes.
The espada, Jose Ponce,
was greeted with a savage roar of approbation; he
was dressed in green velvet, his zouave jacket
heavy with gold bullion; and his lithe slender dark
grace recalled to Charles Abbott La Clavel. Charles
paid little attention to the bull fighting, for he
was far in the sky of his altruism; his presence at
the Plaza de Toros was merely mechanical, the
routine of his life in Havana. Across from him
the banked humanity in the cheaper seats a sol,
exposed to the full blaze of mid-afternoon, made a
pattern without individual significance; he heard
the quick bells of the mules that dragged out the
dead bulls; a thick revolting odor rose from the hot
sand soaked with the blood and entrails of horses.
At times, half turning, he saw the
brilliant shawl of the dancer, and more than once
he distinguished her voice in the applause following
a specially skilful or daring pass. He thought
of her with a passionate admiration unaffected by
the realization that she had brought them the worst
of luck: perhaps any touch of Spain was corrupting,
fatal. And the sudden desire seized him to talk
to La Clavel and make sure that her superb art was
unshadowed by the disturbing possibilities voiced
by Andres.
There were cries of fuego! fuego!
and Charles Abbott was conscious of a bull who had
proved indifferent to sport. A banderillero, fluttering
his cloak, stepped forward and planted in the beast’s
shoulder a dart that exploded loudly with a spurt
of flame and smoke; there was a smothered bellow,
and renewed activities went forward below. “What
a rotten show!” Charles said to Andres, and
the latter accused him of being a tender sentimentalist.
Jose Ponce, Andres pronounced with satisfaction, was
a great sword. The espada was about to kill:
he moved as gracefully as though he were in the figure
of a dance; his thrust, as direct as a flash of lightning,
went up to the hilt, and the vomiting bull fell in
crashing death at his feet.
“Suppose, for a change, we go
to the Aguila de Oro,” Andres suggested; “the
air is better there.” By that he meant that
the cafe was relatively free from Spaniards.
The throng moved shoulder to shoulder slowly to the
doors; but Charles managed to work his way constantly
nearer the conspicuous figure of La Clavel. He
despaired, however, of getting close to her, when
an unforeseen eddy of humanity separated the dancer
from her companions and threw her into Charles’
path. She recognized him immediately: but,
checking his formal salutation, she said, in a rapid
lowered voice, that she would very much like to see
him ... at the St. Louis late on the afternoon of tomorrow.
They were separated immediately, leaving in Charles
a sense of excited anticipation. He joined Andres
soon after and told him what had occurred.
“I suppose it is safe for you,”
Andres decided; “you are an American, no one
has yet connected you with the cause of Cuba.
But this woman—What do we know of her?—you’ll
have to be prudent!”
Andres Escobar had grown severe in
the last week, he had hardened remarkably; his concentration,
Charles felt, his bitterness, even excluded his friends.
Charles Abbott’s affection for him increased
daily; his love, really, for Andres was a part of all
that was highest in him. Unlike the love of any
woman, Andres made no demand on him, what only mattered
was what each intrinsically was: there were no
pretence, no weary protestations, nothing beside the
truth of their mutual regard, their friendship.
What Charles possessed belonged equally, without demand,
to Andres; they had, aside from their great preoccupation,
the same thoughts and prejudices, the same taste in
refrescos and beauty and clothes. They discovered
fresh identical tastes with a rush of happiness.
It was, like the absorbing rest, immaterial,
the negation of ordinary aims and ideas of comfort
and self-seeking. Charles would have died for
Andres, Andres for Charles, without of a moment’s
hesitation; indeed, the base of their feeling lay
in the full recognition of that fact. This they
admitted simply, with no accent of exaggeration or
boasting: on the present plane of their being
it was the most natural thing in the world.
At the Aguila de Oro, spinning the
paddle of a molinillo, and individual chocolate
mill, Andres informed Charles that Vincente was home.
“He has told me everything,” Andres Escobar
continued with pride. “We are now more
than Escobars—brother Cubans.
He has been both shot and sabred and he has a malaria.
But nearly all his friends are dead. Soon, he
says, we, Jaime and Remigio—and, I added,
you—will have to go out. He is to let
us know when and how.”
“Do the police know he is in Havana?”
“We think not; they haven’t
been about the house since the investigation of the
de Vaca affair, and our servants are not spies.
You must come and see Vincente this evening, for he
may leave at any hour. It seems that he is celebrated
for his bravery and the Spaniards have marked him
for special attention. Papa and mama are dreadfully
disturbed, and not only because of him; for if he
is discovered, all of us, yes, little Narcisa, will
be made to pay—to a horrible degree, I can
tell you.”
There was, apparently, nothing unusual
in the situation at the Escobars’ when
Charles called in the evening. The family, exactly
as he had known it, was assembled in the drawing-room,
conversing under the icy flood of the crystal chandelier.
He found a chair by Narcisa, and listened studiously
to the colloquial Spanish, running swiftly around
the circle, alternating with small thoughtful silences.
Soon, however, Charles Abbott could see that the atmosphere
was not normal—the vivacity palpably was
forced through the shadow of a secret apprehension.
Domingo Escobar made sudden seemingly irrelevant gestures,
Carmita sighed out of her rotundity. Only Narcisa
was beyond the general subdued gloom: in her
clear white dress, her clocked white silk stockings,
and the spread densely black curtain of her hair, she
was intent on a wondering thought of her own.
Her gaze, as usual, was lowered to her loosely clasped
hands; but, growing conscious of Charles’ regard,
she looked up quickly, and, holding his eyes, smiled
at him with an incomprehensible sweetness.
He regarded her with a gravity no
more than half actual—his mind was set
upon Vincente—and her even pallor was invaded
by a slow soft color. Charles nodded, entirely
friendly, and she turned away, so abruptly that her
hair swung out and momentarily hid her profile.
He forgot her immediately, for he had overheard, half
understood, an allusion to the Escobars’
elder son. With a growing impatience he interrogated
Andres, and the latter nodded a reassurance. Then
Andres Escobar rose, punctiliously facing his father—he
would, with permission, take Charles to the upper
balconies, the wide view from which he had never seen.
Domingo was plainly uneasy, displeased; but, after
a long frowning pause, gave his reluctant consent.
Charles Abbott was acutely aware of his heels striking
against the marble steps which, broad, imposing and
dark, led above. Vincente, it developed, without
actually being in hiding, was limited to the scope
of the upper hall, where, partly screened in growing
palms, its end formed a small salon.
There was a glimmer of light though
sword-like leaves, and a lamp on an alabaster table
set in ormolu cast up its illumination on a face from
which every emotion had been banished by a supreme
weariness. Undoubtedly at one time Vincente Escobar
had been as handsome as Andres; more arbitrary, perhaps,
with a touch of impatience resembling petulance; the
carriage, the air, of a youth spoiled by unrestrained
inclination and society. The ghost of this still
lingered over him, in the movement of his slender
hands, the sharp upflinging of his chin; but it was
no more than a memento of a gay and utterly lost past.
The weariness, Charles began to realize, was the result
of more than a spent physical and mental being—Vincente
was ill. He had acquired a fever, it was brought
out, in the jungles of Camagueey.
At first he was wholly indifferent
to Charles; at the end of Andres’ enthusiastic
introduction, after a flawless but perfunctory courtesy,
Vincente said:
“The United States is very important
to us; we have had to depend almost entirely on the
New York Junta for our life. We have hope, too,
in General Grant. Finally your country, that was
so successful in its liberation, will understand us
completely, and sweep Spain over the sea. But,
until that comes, we need only money and courage in
our, in Cuban, hearts. You are, I understand
from Andres, rich; and you are generous, you will
give?”
That direct question, together with
its hint at the personal unimportance of his attachment
to a cause of pure justice, filled Charles with both
resentment and discomfort. He replied stiffly,
in halting but adequate Spanish, that there had been
a misunderstanding: “I am not rich; the
money I have you would think nothing—it
might buy a stand or two of rifles, but no more.
What I had wanted to spend was myself, my belief in
Cuba. It seemed to me that might be worth something—”
he stopped, in the difficulty of giving expression
to his deep convictions; and Andres warmly grasped
his hand. He held Charles’ palm and addressed
his brother in a passionate flood of protest and assertion:
Charles Abbott, his dear friend, was as good a patriot
as any Escobar, and they should all embrace him in
gratitude and welcome; he was, if not the gold of
the United States, its unselfish and devoted heart;
his presence here, his belief in them, was an indication
of what must follow.
“If he were killed,” Andres
explained. “That alone would bring us an
army; the indignation of his land would fall like a
mountain on our enemies.”
This, giving Charles a fresh view
of his usefulness, slightly cooled his ardor; he was
willing to accept it, in his exalted state he would
make any sacrifice for the ideal that had possessed
him; but there was an acceptance of brutal unsentimental
fact in the Latin fibre of the Escobars foreign
to his own more romantic conceptions. Vincente
wasn’t much carried away by the possibility
Andres revealed.
“He’d be got out of the
way privately,” he explained in his drained
voice; “polite letters and no more, regrets,
would be exchanged. The politicians of Washington
are not different from those of Cuba. If he is
wise he will see Havana as an idler. Even you,
Andres, do not know yet what is waiting for you.
It is one thing to conspire in a balcony on the Prado
and another to lie in the marshes of Camagueey.
You cannot realize how desperate Spain is with the
debt left from her wars with Morocco and Chile and
Peru. Cuba, for a number of years, has been her
richest possession. While the Spaniards were paying
taxes of three dollars and twenty some cents, we,
in Cuba, were paying six dollars and sixty-nine.
After our declaration of independence at Manzanillo—”
an eloquent pause left his hearers to the contemplation
of what had followed.
“You know how it has gone with
us,” Vincente continued, almost exclusively
to the younger Escobar. “Carlos Cespedes
left his practice of the law at Bayamo for a desperate
effort with less than a hundred and thirty men.
But they were successful, and in a few weeks we had
fifteen thousand, with the constitution of a republican
government drawn. We ended slavery,” here,
for a breath, he addressed Charles Abbott. “But
in that,” he specified, “we were different
from you. In the United States slavery was considered
as only a moral wrong. Your Civil War was, after
all, an affair of philanthropy; while we freed the
slaves for economic reasons.
“Well, our struggle went on,”
he returned to Andres, “and we were victorious,
with, at the most, fifty thousand men against how many?
One, two, hundred thousand. And we began to be
recognized abroad, by Bolivia and Columbia and the
Mexican Congress. The best Cubans, those like
ourselves, were in sympathy with the insurrection.
Everything was bright, the climate, too, was fighting
for us; and then, Andres, we lost man after man, the
bravest, the youngest, first: they were murdered,
as I may be tonight, killed among the lianas,
overtaken in the villages, smothered in small detachments
by great forces, until now. And it is for that
I have said so much, when it is unnecessary to pronounce
a word. What do you think is our present situation?
What do you think I left of our splendid effort in
the interior? General Agramonte and thirty-five
men. That and no more!
“Their condition you may see
in me—wasted, hardly stronger than pigeons,
and less than half armed. What, do you think,
one boy from Pennsylvania is worth to that? Can
he live without food more than half the time, without
solid land under his feet, without protection against
the mosquitoes and heat and tropical rains? And
in Havana: but remember your friend, Tirso Labrador!
You, Andres, have no alternative; but your Charles
Abbott he would be a danger rather than an assistance.”
Charles, with a prodigious effort at a calm self-control,
answered him.
“You are very thoughtful, and
it is right to be cautious, but what you say is useless.
Andres understands! I’d never be satisfied
to be anything except a Cuban patriot. It isn’t
necessary for you to understand that in a minute,
an evening. I might be no good in Camagueey,
but I am not as young as Tirso; I am more bitter and
patient. By heaven, I will do something, I will
be a part of your bravery! Not only the soldiers
in the field, not only Agramonte, but sacrifice—”
Charles’ throat was closed,
his words stopped, by the intensity of his feeling;
his longing to be identified, lost, in the spirit of
General Agramonte and the faithful thirty-five burned
into a desperation of unhappiness. Vincente Escobar,
it was evident, thought that he wasn’t capable
of sustaining such a trust. Still there was nothing
to be gained by protests, hot asseverations; with
difficulty he suppressed his resentment, and sat,
to all appearances, calm, engaged with a cigar and
attending Vincente’s irregular vehement speech.
Andres was silent, dark and serious; but the gaze
he turned upon Charles was warm with affection and
admiration. Nothing, Vincente insisted, could
be done now; they must wait and draw into their cause
every possible ultimate assistance and understanding.
If the truth were known, he repeated again and again,
the world would be at their feet.
Finally, his enthusiasm, his power,
ebbed; his yellow pinched face sank forward:
he was so spent, so delivered to a loose indifference
of body, that he might well have been dead. Charles
rose with a formal Spanish period voicing the appreciation
of the honor that had been his.
“We are all worried about Vincente,”
Andres proceeded, as they were descending the vault-like
stairs; “there is a shadow on him like bad luck.
But it may be no more than the fever. Our mother
thinks he needs only her love and enough wine jelly.”
They were again in the drawing-room with the Escobars;
and Charles momentarily resumed the seat he had left
beside Narcisa.
Domingo and his wife were submerged
in gloomy reflection, and Andres sat with his gaze
fixed on the marble, patterned in white and black,
of the floor. Suddenly Narcisa raised her head
with an air of rebellion. “It’s always
like the church,” she declared incredibly.
“Everything has got so old that I can’t
bear it—Vincente as good as dead and Andres
resembling a Jesuit father! Must all my life go
on in this funeral march?” The elder Escobars
regarded her in a voiceless amazement; but Andres
said severely:
“You are too young to understand
the tragedy of Cuba or Vincente’s heroic spirit.
I am ashamed of you—before Charles Abbott.”
Narcisa rose and walked swiftly out
upon the balcony. They had been, it seemed to
Charles, rather ridiculous with her; it was hard on
Narcisa to have been thrust, at her age, into such
a serious affair. The Escobars, and particularly
Vincente, took their responsibility a little too ponderously.
Following a vague impulse, made up both of his own
slightly damaged pride and a sympathy for Narcisa,
he went out to the balcony where she stood with her
hands lightly resting on the railing. Veiled
in the night, her youth seemed more mysterious than
immature; he was conscious of an unsteady flutter at
her unformed breast; her face had an aspect of tears.
“You mustn’t mind them,”
he told her; “they are tremendously bothered
because they see a great deal farther than you can.
The danger to Vincente, too, in Havana, spies—”
She interrupted him, looking away
so that he could see only a trace of her cheek against
the fragment fall of her hair. “It isn’t
that, but what Andres said about you.”
This admission startled him, and he
studied Narcisa—her hands now tightly clasping
the iron railing—with a disturbed wonder.
Was it possible that she cared for him? At home,
ignored by a maturity such as his, she would have
been absorbed in the trivial activities of girls of
her own age. But Havana, the tropics, was different.
It was significant, as well, that he was permitted
to be with her, practically alone, beyond the sight
and hearing of her mother; the Escobars, he thought,
had hopes of such a consummation. It was useless,
he was solely wedded to Cuba; he had already pictured
the only dramatic accident of the heart that could
touch him. Not little Narcisa! She was turned
away from him completely: a lovely back, straight
and narrow, virginal—Domingo Escobar had
said this—as a white rose bud, yet with
an impalpable and seductive scent. In other circumstances,
a happier and more casual world, she would have been
an adorable fate. An increasing awkwardness seized
him, a conviction of impotence. “Narcisa,”
he whispered at her ear; but, before he could finish
his sentence, her face was close to his, her eyes were
shut and the tenderness of her lips unprotected.
Charles put an arm about her slim
shoulders and pressed his cheek against hers.
“Listen,” he went on, in his lowered voice,
patching the deficiencies of his Spanish with English
words clear in their feeling if not in sound, “nothing
could have shown me myself as well as you, for now
I know that I can never give up a thought to anything
outside what I have promised my life to. A great
many men are quite happy with a loving wife and children
and a home—a place to go back to always;
and, in a way, since I have known you, I envy them.
Their lives are full of happiness and usefulness and
specially peace; but, dearest Narcisa, I can’t
be like that, it isn’t for me. You see,
I have chosen to love a country; instead of being
devoted only to you, there are thousands of women,
rich and poor and black and white, I must give myself
for. I haven’t any existence, any rights,
of my own; I haven’t any money or time or security
to offer. I didn’t choose it, no, it chose
me—it’s exactly as though I had been
stopped on the street and conscripted. A bugle
was blown in my ear. Love, you must realize, is
selfish; it would be selfish to take you on a steamer,
for myself, and go north. If I did that, if I
forgot what I have sworn, I’d die. I should
seem to the world to be alive, and I’d walk about
and talk and go into the city on some business or
other; but, in reality, I should be as dead as dust.
“There are men like that everywhere,
Narcisa, perhaps the most of life is made up of them.
They look all right and are generally respected; yet,
at some time or other, they killed themselves, they
avoided what they should have met, tried to save something
not worth a thought. I don’t doubt a lot
never find it out, they think they are as good as
ever—they don’t remember how they
once felt. But others discover it, or the people
who love them discover it for them. And that would
happen to me, to us.”
In reply to all this she whispered
that she loved him. Her arm slipped up across
his shoulder and the tips of her fingers touched his
left cheek. A momentary dizziness enveloped him
at her immeasurable sweetness: it might be that
she was a part of what he was to find, to do, in Cuba;
and then his emotion perished in the bareness of his
heart to physical passion. Its place was taken
by a deep pride in his aloofness from the flesh; that
alone, he felt, dignified him, set him above the mischances
of self-betrayal.
Charles Abbott kissed her softly and
then took her hands. “You wouldn’t
want me, Narcisa,” he continued; “if I
failed in this, I should fail you absolutely.
If I were unfaithful now I could never be faithful
to you.”
She drew her hands sharply away.
“It’s you who are young and not I,”
she declared; “you talk like a boy, like Andres.
All you want is a kind of glory, like the gold lace
the officers of Isabella wear. Nothing could
be more selfish.”
“You don’t understand,” he replied
patiently.
Narcisa, he felt, could never grasp
what was such a profound part of his masculine necessity.
Abstractions, the liberty, for example, of an alien
people, would have little weight against her instinct
for the realities in her own heart. Her emotion
was tangible, compared with his it was deeply reasonable;
it moved in the direction of their immediate good,
of the happiness, the fullness, of their beings; while
all his desire, his hope, was cloudy, of the sky.
In the high silver radiance of his idealism, the warmer
green of earth, the promise of Narcisa’s delicate
charm, the young desire in his blood, were, he felt,
far away, dim ... below.
The conviction fastened upon him that
this chance realization would determine, where women
were concerned, the whole of his life. But that
space, he reminded himself, short at best, was, in
him, to terminate almost at once. All his philosophy
of resistance, of strength, was built upon the final
dignity of a supreme giving. His thoughts went
back to Narcisa as he sat in La Clavel’s room
in the St. Louis, watching a hairdresser skilfully
build up the complicated edifice of the dancer’s
hair. Soon, he grasped, it would be ready for
the camellia placed back of the lobe of an ear.
A towel was pinned about her naked shoulders, she
had on a black fringed petticoat and dangling slippers
of red morocco leather. La Clavel was faced away
from Charles, but, in the mirror before which she
sat, he could see her features and vivid changing
expressions.
The truth was that, close, he had
found her disconcerting, almost appalling. Climbing
the long stairs at the message that she would see
him in her room, he had surrendered himself to the
romantic devotion which had overwhelmed the small
select circle of his intimates. This had nothing
to do with the admirable sentiment of a practical
all-inclusive love; it was aesthetic rather than social.
They all worshipped La Clavel as a symbol of beauty,
as fortunately unattainable in a small immediate measure;
and, bowing inside the door of her chamber, he had
been positively abashed at the strange actuality of
her charm.
La Clavel was at once more essentially
feminine than any other woman he had encountered and
different from all the rest. A part of the impression
she created was the result of her pallor, the even
unnatural whiteness under the night of her hair.
Her face was white, but her lips—a carmine
stick lay close at her hands—were brutally
red. She hurt him, struck savagely at the idealism
of his image; indeed, in the room permeated with a
dry powdered scent, at the woman redolent of vital
flesh, he had been a little sickened. However,
that had gone; and he watched the supple hands in
the crisp coarse mass of her hair with a sense of
adventure lingering faintly from his earlier youth:
he was, in very correct clothes, holding his hat and
stick and gloves, idling through the toilet of a celebrated
dancer and beauty.
Or, rather, he saw himself objectively,
as he had been say a year ago, at which time his present
situation would have surpassed his most splendid worldly
hopes. It was strange, he thought, how life granted
one by one every desire ... when it was no longer valued:
the fragrance, the tender passion, of Narcisa, the
preference in La Clavel singling him out from a city
for her interest!
She smiled at him over her shoulder,
and, in return, he nodded seriously, busy with a cigarette;
maintaining, in a difficult pass, his complete air
of indifference, of experience. The hairdresser
must have pulled roughly at a strand for, with a sudden
harsh vulgarity, she described him as a blot on the
virginity of his mother; in an instant every atom
of her was charged with anger. It was, Charles
told himself, exactly as though a shock of dried grass
had caught fire; ignited gun powder rather than blood
seemed to fill her veins.
Her ill-temper, tempestuous in its
course, was over as quickly as it had flared into
being. She paid the hairdresser from a confusion
of silver and gold on her dressing-table and dismissed
him with a good nature flavored by a native proverb.
Then, bending above a drawer, she brought out the
vivid shawl in which she had danced. La Clavel
folded its dragging brilliancy squarely along its
length, laid it across her breast, brought the fringed
ends under and up over her arms, crossed them in a
swift twist, and she was wholly, magnificently, clothed.
She sat on the edge of a bed covered with gay oddments
of attire—fans and slippers with vermilion
heels, lace mantillas, a domino in silver tissue
lined in carnation and a knife with a narrow blade
and holder of silk.
Charles offered her his cigarette
case, but she declined in favor of the long pale cigars
Andres and he himself affected. With its smoke
drifting bluely across her pallid face, her eyes now
interrogating him, and now withdrawn in thought, she
asked him about Tirso Labrador. Charles Abbott
quickly gathered that his presence was for that sole
purpose.
“I heard all that was said,”
she warned him; “and I don’t want that
repeated. Why did he try to garotte de Vaca with
his hands? There was more in it than appeared.
But all Ceaza will say is that he was a cursed traitor
to the Crown. Signor American, I like Cuba, they
have been very good to me here; I like you and your
polite friends. But whenever I try to come closer
to you, to leave the stage, as it were, for the audience,
we are kept apart. The Spanish officers who take
up so much of my time warn me that I must have nothing
to do with disaffected Cubans; the Cubans, when I
reach out my arms to them, are only polite.
“Certainly I know that there
has been a rebellion; but it is stamped out, ended,
now; there are no signs of it in Havana, when I dance
the jota; so why isn’t everyone sensible and
social; why, if they are victorious, are not Gaspar
Arco de Vaca and Ceaza y Santacilla easier? If,
as it must be, Cuba is subjected, why doesn’t
it ignore the unpleasant and take what the days and
nights always offer? There can be no longer,
so late in the history of the world, a need for the
old Inquisition, the stabbers Philip commanded.”
Charles Abbott had an impulse to reply
that, far from being conquered, the spirit of liberty
in Cuba was higher than ever before; he wanted to
tell her, to cry out, that it was deathless; and that
no horrors of the black past were more appalling than
those practiced now by the Spanish soldiery.
Instead of this he watched a curl of smoke mount through
the height of the room to a small square window far
up on the wall where it was struck gold by a shaft
of sunlight.
“He was particularly a friend
of yours?” she insisted, returning to Tirso.
“You were always together, watching me dance
from your box in the Tacon Theatre, and eating ices
at the El Louvre or at the Tuileries.”
He spoke slowly, indifferently, keeping
his gaze elevated toward the ceiling. “Tirso
Labrador was a braggard, he was always boasting about
what he could do with his foolish muscles. What
happened to him was unavoidable. We weren’t
sorry—a thorough bully. As for the
others, that dandy, Quintara, and Remigio Florez,
who looks like a coffee berry from their plantation
at Vuelta Arriba, and Escobar, I am very much in their
debt—I bring the gold and they provide the
pleasures of Havana. They are my runners.
I haven’t the slightest interest in their politics;
if they support the Revolution or Madrid, they keep
all that out of my knowledge.”
A prolonged silence followed, a period
devoted to the two cigars. “That Escobar,”
La Clavel said, “is a very beautiful boy.
What you tell me is surprising; he, at any rate, seems
quite different. And I have seen you time after
time sitting together, the two or three or four of
you, with affectionate glances and arms. I am
sensitive to such things, and I think you are lying.”
An air of amused surprise appeared
on his countenance, “If you are so taken with
Andres Escobar,” he observed, “why did
you make this appointment with me? May I have
the pleasure of taking him a note from you? he is
very fond of intrigues.”
Leaning forward she laid a firm square
palm on his knee. “You have told me all
that I wanted—this Tirso, who was killed,
he was your dear friend and his death an agony; the
smaller, the coffee berry, you are devoted to his
goodness and simplicity; beneath Quintara’s
waistcoats you find a heart of gold. But Escobar—is
it Andres?—you love better than your life.
They care nothing for your American dollars; it is
evident they all have much more than you. What
is it, then, you are united by? I shall tell
you—Cuba. You are patriots, insurrectionists;
Santacilla was right. And neither is your rebellion
crushed, not with Agramonte alive.” She
leaned back with glimmering eyes and the cruel paint
of her mouth smiling at him.
She was, then, Charles Abbott reflected,
an agent of Spain’s; calmly he rehearsed all
they had said to each other, he examined every sentence,
every inflection of voice. He could not have been
more circumspect; the position he had taken, of a
pleasure-loving young American, was so natural that
it was inevitable. No, La Clavel knew nothing,
she was simply adopting another method in her task
of getting information for Santacilla. At this,
remembering the adoration of his circle for her, he
was brushed by a swift sorrow. For them she had
been the symbol, the embodiment, of beauty; the fire
and grace of her dancing had intensified, made richer,
their sense of life. She had been the utmost
flashing peak of their desire; and now it was clear
to him that she was rotten at the core, La Clavel
was merely a spy; what had engaged them was nothing
more than a brilliant flowery surface, a bright shawl.
“You are wasting your efforts,”
he assured her, with an appearance of complete comfort.
“Even if you were right, I mean about the others,
what, do you think, would make them confide in me,
almost a stranger? You understand this so much
better than I that, instead of questioning me, you
ought to explain the whole Cuban situation. Women
like yourself, with genius, know everything.”
She utterly disconcerted Charles by
enveloping him in a rapid gesture, her odorous lips
were pressed against his cheek. “You are
as sweet as a lime flower,” La Clavel declared.
“After the others—” her expression
of disgust was singularly valid. “That is
what I love about you,” she cried suddenly,
“your youth and freshness and courage. Tirso
Labrador dying so gallantly ... all your beardless
intent faces. The revolt in Cuba, I’ve
felt it ever since I landed at Havana, it’s in
the air like wine. I am sick of officers:
look, ever since I was a child the army has forced
itself upon me. I had to have their patronage
when I was dancing and their company when I went to
the cafes; and when it wasn’t the cavalry it
was the gentlemen. They were always superior,
condescending; and always, inside me, I hated them.
They thought, because I was peasant born, that their
attentions filled me with joy, that I should be grateful
for their aristocratic presences. But, because
I was what I was, I held them, with their ladies’
hands and sugared voices, in contempt. There isn’t
one of them with the entrails to demand my love.
“I tell you I was smothering
in the air about me. My dancing isn’t like
the posturing of the court, it’s the dancing
of the people, my people, passionate like a knife.
I am from the Morena, and there we are not the human
sheep who live in the valleys, along the empty rivers.
How shall I explain? But how can you explain yourself?
You are not a Cuban; this rebellion, in which you
may so easily be killed almost before you begin to
live, it isn’t yours. What drew you into
it? You must make it plain, for I, too, am caught.”
“Men are different from women,”
he replied, putting into words his newly acquired
wisdom; “whatever happened to me would be useless
for you, you couldn’t be helped by it.”
Yet he was forced to admit to himself that all she
had said was reasonable; at bottom it didn’t
contradict his generalization, for it was based on
a reality, on La Clavel’s long resentment, on
indignities to her pride, on, as she had said, the
innate freedom of the mountain spirit. If she
were honest, any possible attachment to Cuba might
result from her hatred of Spain, of Sevilla and Madrid.
Hers, then, would be the motive of revenge.
“You are right about the difference
in our experiences,” she agreed; “I was
dancing for a living at six; at ten I had another
accomplishment. I have lived in rooms inlaid with
gold, and in cellars with men where murder would have
been a gracious virtue. Yes, lime flower, there
is little you know that could be any assistance to
me. But the other, your purity, your effort of
nobility, that I must learn from you.”
He explained his meaning more fully
to her, and she listened intently. “You
think,” she interrupted, “that a woman
must be attached to something real, like your arm
or a pot of gold. You know them, and that at
your age, at any age, is a marvel enough in itself.
The wisest men in Europe have tried to understand
the first movement of my dancing—how, in
it, a race, the whole history of a nation, is expressed
in the stamp of a heel, the turn of a hip. They
wonder what, in me, had happened to the maternal instinct,
why I chose to reflect life, as though I were a mirror,
rather than experience it. And now, it seems,
you see everything, all is clear to you. You have
put a label, such as are in museums, on women; good!”
She smiled at him, mocking but not unkind.
“However,” he told her
crossly, “that is of very little importance.
How did we begin? I have forgotten already.”
“In this way,” she said
coolly; “I asked if it would be of any interest
to—let us say, your friends, to learn that
the United States, in spite of the Administration,
will not recognize a Republican Cuba. Fish is
unchangeably opposed to the insurgents. You may
expect no help there.”
“That might be important to
the insurgents,” he admitted; “but where
are they to be found—in the cabildos
of Los Egidos?”
“At least repeat what you have
heard to Escobar: is it Andres or Vincente?”
The name of Andres’ brother
was spoken so unexpectedly, the faintest knowledge
of Vincente on the part of the dancer of such grave
importance, that Charles Abbott momentarily lost his
composure. “Vincente!” he exclaimed
awkwardly. “Was that the other brother?
But he is dead.”
“Not yet,” she replied.
“It is planned for tonight, after dinner, when
he is smoking in the little upper salon.”
Agitated, at a loss for further protest,
he rose. He must go at once to the Escobars,
warn them. “You will admit now that I have
been of use,” La Clavel was standing beside
him. “And it is possible, if Vincente Escobar
isn’t found, and Ceaza discovers that you were
here, that—” she paused significantly.
“I am the victim of a madness,” she declared,
“of a Cuban fever.” But there was
no time now to analyse the processes of her mind and
sex.
“I’ll be going,” he said abruptly.
“Naturally,” she returned;
“but what about your coming back? That will
be more difficult, and yet it is necessary. Ah,
yes, you must pretend to be in love with me; it will
be hard, but what else is there? A dancer has
always a number of youths at her loose heels.
“You will be laughed at, of
course; the officers, Santacilla and Gaspar, will
be unbearable. You will have to play the infatuated
fool, and send me bouquets of gardenias and three-cornered
notes, and give me money. That won’t be
so hard, because we can use the same sum over and
over; but I shall have to read the notes to my protectors
in the army.”
“I’ll be going,”
he repeated, gathering his stick and gloves from the
floor. She asked, with a breath of wistfulness,
if he could manage a touch of affection for her?
Charles Abbott replied that this was not the hour
for such questions. “The young,” she
sighed, “are glacial.” But that,
she proceeded, was exactly what drew her to them.
They were like the pure wind along the eaves under
which she had been born. “I promise never
to kiss you again, or, if I must, solely as the mark
of brotherhood. And now go back to—to
Andres.”
She backed away from him, superb in
the shawl, and again she was rayed in the superlative
beauty of her first appearance. The woman was
lost in the dancer, the flesh in the vision, the art.
“You could be a goddess,”
Charles told her, “the shrine of thousands of
hearts.” The declaration of his entire secret
was on his lips; but, after all, it wasn’t his.
There was a possibility that she had lied about Vincente,
and at this second he might be dead, the Volunteers
waiting for him, Charles Abbott, below.
Hurrying through the Paseo Isabel
to the Prado, Charles, looking at his watch, found
that it was nearly six. Carmita Escobar and Narcisa,
and probably Domingo, were driving perhaps by the sea
or perhaps toward Los Molinos, the park of the Captain-General.
At any rate the women would be away from the house,
and that, in the situation which faced the Escobars,
was fortunate. If what La Clavel said were true,
and Charles Abbott now believed her implicitly, the
agents of the Crown would be already watching in the
Prado. Vincente must be smuggled away; how, he
didn’t yet see; but a consultation would result
in a plan for his escape. The servant who opened
the small door in the great iron-studded double gate,
though he knew Charles Abbott well, was uncommunicative
to the point of rudeness. He refused to say who
of the family were at home; he intimated that, in
any case, Charles would not be seen, and he attempted
to close him out.
Charles, however, ignoring the other’s
protests, forced his way into the arch on the patio.
He went up the wide stairs unceremoniously to the
suite of formal rooms along the street, where, to his
amazement, he found the Escobar family seated in the
sombreness of drawn curtains, and all of them with
their faces marked with tears. Surprised by his
abrupt appearance they showed no emotion other than
a dull indifference. Then Andres rose and put
his hand on Charles’ shoulder, speaking in a
level grave voice:
“My dear Abbott, Vincente, our
brother, has made the last sacrifice possible to men.
He died at noon, sitting in his chair, as a result
of the fever.”
This was tragic, but, with a deeper
knowledge of the dilemma facing them, Charles was
actually impatient. “What,” he demanded,
“are you going to do with the body?”
“It is placed in dignity on
a couch, and we have sent to Matanzas for a priest
we can trust. He’ll be here early in the
morning, and then, and then, we must forget our love.”
“You must do that now, without
a minute’s loss,” Charles urged them.
“You can wait for no priest. The Spanish
Government knows he is here; tonight, after dinner,
he was to have been taken. The house will be
stood on its roof, every inch investigated. You
spoke, once, of Narcisa, what might horribly swallow
you all. Well, it has almost come.”
Andres’ grip tightened; he was
pale but quiet. “You are right,” he
asserted; “but how did you find this out, and
save us?” That, Charles replied, was of no importance
now. What could they do with Vincente’s
body? Carmita, his mother, began to cry again,
noiselessly; Narcisa, as frigid as a statue in marble,
sat with her wide gaze fastened on Charles Abbott.
“What?” Domingo echoed desperately.
It was no longer a question of the dignity, the blessing,
of the dead, but of the salvation of the living.
Vincente’s corpse, revered a few minutes before,
now became a hideous menace; it seemed to have grown
to monumental proportions, a thing impossible to put
out of sight.
Undoubtedly soldiers were watching,
guarding the house: a number of men in nondescript
clothes were lounging persistently under the rows
of Indian laurels below. A hundred practical objections
immediately rose to confront every proposal.
Carmita and Narcisa had been sent from the room, and
a discussion was in progress of the possibility of
cutting the body into minute fragments. “If
that is decided on,” Domingo Escobar declared,
with sweat rolling over his forehead, “I must
do it; my darling and heroic son would approve; he
would wish me to be his butcher.”
Andres, harder, more mature, than
the elder, stopped such expressions of sentiment.
It would make such a mess, he reminded them; and then,
how far could the servants, the hysterical negroes,
be depended upon? They would soon discover the
progress of such an operation.
Charles suggested fire, but the Spanish
stoves, with shallow cups for charcoal, were useless,
and the ovens were cold; it would create suspicion
to set them to burning so late in the day. “Since
we can’t get rid of it,” Charles declared,
“we must accept it. The body is there,
but whose is it? Did you send a servant to Matanzas?”
Two had gone, riding, once they were
beyond Havana, furiously. A Jamaican negro, huge
and black, totally unlike Vincente, and a Cuban newly
in the city, a mestizo, brought in from the Escobars’
small sugar estate near Madriga. Andres at once
appropriated Charles’ idea. Their mother
and Narcisa, he proclaimed, must go out as usual for
their afternoon drive, and he would secure some clothes
that belonged to Juan Roman, the servant. No
one in the back of the house, luckily, had seen the
riders leave. Judged more faithful than the rest,
they had been sent away as secretly as possible.
“What,” Charles Abbott
asked, “caused his death?” Andres faced
him coldly. “This pig of a countryman I
killed,” he said. “The Spanish will
understand that. They have killed a multitude
of us, for nothing, for neglect in polishing the back
of a boot. It will be more difficult with the
servants,—they are used to kindness, consideration,
here; but they, too, in other places, have had their
lesson. And I was drunk.”
In spite of Charles’ insistence,
he was not permitted to assist in the carrying out
of the details that followed. He sat, walked about,
alone in the drawing-room. After an interminable
wait he heard the report, faint and muffled by walls,
of a pistol, and then running feet passed the door.
Domingo appeared first, a glass of brandy in his shaking
hand:
“He has gone, in a sack, to
be thrown into the sea ... the blood hid his face.
Ah, Jesu! But it was successful—a corporal
looked, with the hundred doblóns I pressed into
his hand. He kicked the body three times, thrust
a knife into it, and said that there, anyhow, was one
less Cuban.” Andres entered the room and,
without speech, embraced Charles, kissing him on either
cheek; and soon Carmita Escobar and Narcisa, with
their parasols and embroidered gloves, returned from
their drive.
They could do nothing but wait for
what impended, and Charles Abbott related to Andres
the entire scene with La Clavel. “I believe
in her,” he concluded. Andres agreed with
him. “Her plan is excellent,” he
pronounced; “it will be very hard on you, though.
You will be fed on insults.” That, Charles
protested, was nothing. “And, worse still,
it will end our companionship. You will be able
no longer to go about with Jaime and Remigio and me.
Yes, that, so soon, is over. What was left of
our happiness together has been taken away. We
are nothing now in ourselves. How quickly, Charles,
we have aged; when I look in the glass I half expect
to see grey hair. It is sad, this. Why did
you leave your comfort and safety and come to us?
But, thank God, you did. It was you who saved
us for the present. And that, now, is enough;
you must go back to the San Felipe. Put on your
best clothes, with a rose in your buttonhole, and
get drunk in all the cafes; tell anyone who will listen
that La Clavel is more superb than Helen of the Greeks,
and buy every Spanish officer you see what he may fancy.”
As Charles Abbott left the Escobar
dwelling a detachment of Cuban Volunteers on horse,
and a file of infantry, their uniform of brown drilling
dressed with red collars and cuffs, had gathered across
its face. “Quién vive?” a harsh
voice stopped him. “Forastero,”
Charles answered sullenly. He was subjected to
a long insolent scrutiny, a whangee cane smote him
sharply across the back. He regarded the men
about him stolidly; while an officer, who had some
English, advised him to keep away from suspected Cubans.
But, at last, he was released, directed to proceed
at once to Anche del Norte Street, where
his passport would be again examined. Charles
prepared slowly for dinner at the Dominica; and, when
he was ready to go out, he was the pattern of a fashionable
and idle young tourist. But what filled his mind
was the speculation whether or not the Escobars
would remember to prevent the return of Juan Roman
with the priest from Matanzas.
Nothing, considering the aspirations
of Charles Abbott, could have been more ironical than
the phase of life he entered upon the acceptance of
La Clavel into the party of independence. The
entire success of this dangerous arrangement depended
on his ability to create an impression, where he was
concerned, of unrelieved vapidity. He was supposed
to be infatuated with the dancer; and he lingered,
not wholly sober, about the fashionable resorts.
Charles sent her flowers; and, sitting in his room
on the roof of the San Felipe, he composed, in a cold
distaste, innumerable short variations on the theme
of a fluid and fatuous attachment. In reality,
he had been repelled by the actuality of La Clavel;
he had an unconquerable aversion for her room with
its tumbled vivid finery, the powdered scents mingling
with the odors of her body and of the brandy always
standing in a glass beside her. Yet the discrepancy
between the woman herself and the vision she had bred
continued to puzzle and disconcert him.
When they were together it was this
he preferred to talk about. At times she answered
his questioning with a like interest; but all, practically,
that she understood about herself, her dancing, had
been expressed in their first conversation upon that
topic. The rest, at best, was no more than a
childlike curiosity and vanity. She had an insatiable
appetite for compliment; and, sincere in his admiration
for her impersonal aspect, Charles was content to
gratify her; except when, in spite of her promise,
she kissed him ardently. This never failed to
seriously annoy him; and afterwards she would offer
him a mock apology. It detracted, he felt, from
his dignity, assaulted, insidiously, the elevation
of his purpose in life.
He cherished a dislike, part cultivated
and part subconscious, for women. All his thoughts
and emotions were celibate, chaste. Such a scene
had just ended, La Clavel was at her glass, busy with
a rouge pot and a scrap of soft leather; and Charles
was standing stiffly by the door. She had used,
in describing him, a Spanish word about the meaning
of which he was not quite clear, but he had an idea
that it bore a close resemblance to prig. That
specially upset him. At the moment his dislike
for her almost broke down his necessary diplomacy.
In an island of men desirous of her least favor—her
fame transcended seas and reached from coast to coast—he
only, thinking less than nothing of his privilege,
had an instant unchallenged access to her.
He knew, carefully watched, all her
various dependents: Calixto Sola, the hairdresser,
a creature with a sterile face constantly twisted
into painful grimaces; he was an employee in a barbering
shop on Neptune Street, too volatile for any convictions,
but because of a spiteful, injured disposition, not
to be trusted. Then there was La Clavel’s
maid, Jobaba, a girl with an alabaster beauty indefinitely
tainted by Africa. She was, Charles decided, the
most corrupt being he had ever encountered. Her
life away from the St. Louis was incredibly, wildly,
debauched. Among other things, she danced, as
the mulata, the rumba, an indescribable affair; and
she had connections with the rites of brujería,
the degraded black magic of the Carabale in Cuba.
She was beautiful, with a perfection of grace, except
for the direct gaze of her brown eyes, which revealed
an opacity, a dullness, like mud. She was, even
more than to La Clavel, the servant of Santacilla;
she reported, the dancer told Charles, every possible
act and speech of her mistress to the Spaniards, who,
in return, supplied her with a little money and a
load of biting curses.
The chambermaid who attended La Clavel’s
room had lost a lover with the forces of General Agramonte,
and was of use to Charles; without knowledge of the
hidden actuality she yet brought him, unread, communications
for the patriotic party; and she warned him of Santacilla’s
presence and uncertain humors. The laundress had
been, in her youth, an actress in the cheap local
theatres, and, when she was not sodden with drink,
showed an admirable devotion to her famous patron
by the most delicate feats imaginable in ironing.
She was almost purely Spanish and had only a contempt
for the Cubenos.
While Charles Abbott’s duty
was, on the surface, direct and easy, it was complicated
by the need for a constant watchfulness, a wit in countless
small details. Supporting, well enough, the boredom
of his public rôle, he had to manage with an unfailing
dexterity the transmission of the information that
came to the insurrectionists through La Clavel.
These facts she gathered through the unguarded moments
of Ceaza y Santacilla’s talk—he was
close to the Captain-General and had important connections
at Madrid—and, at prolonged parties, from
the conversation of his intimates. Charles put
these communications into contracted written English
sentences; in that way, even as against the accidental
chance of being, at any time, searched, he could better
convey their import; and gave them in carefully planned,
apparently incidental encounters, to any one of a
score of correctly gloved and boutonniered young men
he had come to know by adroitly managed assurances.
Charles had formed, as well, principally
in the Cafe Dominica, a superficial familiarity with
other Americans in Havana for banking or commercial
purposes. They, regarding him as immensely rich
and dissipated, were half contemptuous and half eager
for the associations, the pleasures, of his mode of
life. He went, as often as it seemed necessary,
to the United States Club on Virtudes Street, where,
together with his patriots, but different from them
in a hidden contempt, he gambled, moderately and successfully.
His luck became proverbial, and, coupled with La Clavel’s
name, his reputation soon grew into what he intrigued
for. Often, alone on the hotel roof, he regarded
himself with an objective amazement: everything
was precisely as he had planned, hoped for, on the
steamer Morro Castle—and entirely different.
It was probable that the death he
had not, in imagination, shrunk from, would crush
him at any unexpected moment, an unpredictable slip;
but how could he have foreseen the trivial guise he
would wear? Charles was forced, it seemed to
him, to ape every single quality he hated. The
spending of his money, as legitimately as though it
were exchanged for guns, on casual acquaintances and
rum punches, on gardenias that wilted and entertainment
that choked him by its vulgar banality, gradually
embittered him. The insincerity of the compliments
he paid, the lying compliments to which he listened
with an ingenuous smile and an entire comprehension
of their worthlessness, steadily robbed his ideal
of its radiant aloofness.
His enthusiasm, he discovered, his
high ardor, must be changed to patience and fortitude,
the qualities which belonged to his temperament and
years had to give place to those of an accomplished
maturity; the romance of his circumstance deserted
the surface to linger hidden, cherished, beneath all
the practical and immediate rest. He began to
perceive the inescapable disappointing difference
between an idea, a conception of the mind, and its
execution. The realization of that, he told himself,
the seduction of the lofty, the aerial, to earth,
constituted success, power. The spirit and the
flesh! And the flesh constantly betrayed the highest
determinations. How he resented, distrusted,
the mechanics, the traps and illusions, of an existence
on an animal plane!
His fervor, turned in upon itself,
began to assume an aspect of the religious; his imposed
revolt from the mundane world turned his thoughts
to an intangible heaven, a spotless and immaterial
hereafter. The white façades of Havana, intolerably
gold under the sun and glimmering in the tropical
nights, the procession and clamor of the Dia
des Reyes, the crowded theatres, the restaurants
where, with no appetite, he ate as little as possible—began
to appear vague, unsubstantial. What, so intently,
was on every hand being done he thought meaningless.
Where, originally, he had been absorbed in bringing
relief to countless specific Cubans, he now only dwelt
on a possible tranquility of souls, a state, like
that promised in the Bible, without corruption and
injustice and tears.
These considerations particularly
occupied Charles Abbott waiting inside the door of
Santa Clara Church for La Clavel, who was coming to
the eight o’clock morning mass. Outside,
the day was still and very hot, intolerably blazing,
but the darkened interior of the church, the air heavy
with incense, was cool. An intermittent stream
of people entered—the white and gilt of
a Spanish naval uniform was followed by gay silks,
a priest passed noiselessly, like a shadow; an old
woman with a rippling fire of jewels made her way
forward, across the wide stone floor, with the regular
subdued tap of a cane. The impending celebration
of the mass gathered its activity, its white and black
figures, about an altar. Suddenly Charles envied
the priests in their service of an ideal embodied
in a spiritual Trinity. Even Cuba vanished from
the foreground of his thoughts at the conception of
a devotion not alone to an island, a nation, but to
all the world of men. His interest, measured
with this, was merely temporal, limited.
Compared with the Protestant influences
of his birth and experience, the separation of religion
from society, the all-absorbing gesture and the mysticism
of the Roman church offered a complete escape, an
obliteration, of the individual. But, as he dwelt
upon this, he realized that, for him, it was an impossibility.
He might be a Franciscan, begging his way, in brown
bagging and sandals, through a callous world for which
he ceaselessly prayed; or one of the heroic Jesuits
of the early French occupation of the Mississippi Valley.
Yet these, as well, were no more than pictures, designs
in a kaleidoscope which, immediately turned, would
be destroyed in a fresh pattern. He was brought
back to reality by the swinging of the heavy curtain
at the door; a segment of day, like a white explosion
of powder, was visible, and La Clavel proceeded to
the font of holy water. As he joined her she
complained:
“You should have held it for
me in your palm; what barbarians the Americans and
English are.” She was, characteristically,
dressed as brightly as possible, in a mauve skirt
with an elaborately cut flounce swaying about yellow
silk stockings, a mantón of white crepe de Chine
embroidered with immense emerald green blossoms; her
hair piled about its tall comb was covered with a
mantilla falling in scallops across her brilliant
cheeks. In the church, that reduced so much, she
was startling in her bold color and presence.
A negro, whom Charles recognized as
a servant at the St. Louis, followed her with a heavy
roll and a small unpainted chair with a caned seat.
Before the altar, under the low pointed arches of the
transept, he spread out a deep-piled Persian rug—where
La Clavel promptly kneeled—and set the
chair conveniently for her. Her devotion at an
end, the dancer rose and disposed herself comfortably.
The constant flutter of a fan with sandal wood sticks
stirred the edge of her mantilla. After she had
scrutinized the worshippers about them, she turned
to Charles, speaking in a guarded voice.
He listened with an intense concentration,
in the careful preliminaries of a difficult act of
memory, asking her, when it could not be avoided,
to repeat facts or names. They were, now, concerned
with the New York Junta, involved tables of costs,
and La Clavel was palpably annoyed by the unaccustomed
necessity of a strict mental effort. She raised
her eyebrows, shot an inviting glance at an interested
man of middle age, and shut and opened her fan by
an irritable twist of the wrist. Watching, weighing,
her mood, Charles abruptly brought her recital to
an end.
“That is enough for the present,” he decided.
“My choice infant,” she
retorted, “your air of being my director is
comic. And I could wish you were not so immaculate,
so unworldly—you are tiresome more often
than not. I could scream with laughing when I
think you are supposed to be my servant of love.”
The striking of a silvery bell interrupted her with
the necessity for a reverence. The mutter of
prayer was instantly lost in echoless space.
The génuflexions of the priests and acolytes were
rapid. “This secrecy,” she went on,
“is against my disposition, unnatural.
I am a woman in whom the complete expression of every
feeling is not only a good but a necessity. There
are times when I must, it seems, give way to my hatred
of those perfumed captains. I sit beside Santacilla,
with his hand on my knee, and, hidden by my skirt,
my fingers are wedded to the knife in my stocking.
A turn, a sweep of the arm ... there is a tearing
cut I learned in the mountains.”
The prayers, the Latin invocations,
grew louder with the symbolized miracle of transubstantiation,
the turning back of the bread and wine into the humility
and forbearance of Christ.
Charles Abbott was still, pale and
remote; and the heat of La Clavel’s words died
before the vision of an eternal empire of souls irrevocably
judged. She sank forward again, the knotted fringe
of her mantón spread out beyond the rug, upon
the stone. After a little he told her that her
courage, her daring and patience, were magnificent.
But she replied that they were cold virtues.
“All virtues are cold,” Charles assured
her seriously. If that were so, La Clavel whispered,
her cheek close to his, she was lost to virtue.
Anyhow, she didn’t believe him, he could not,
at his age, know so much. Yet not, God comprehended,
that he wasn’t both virtuous and cold; any other
man in the world, not a heathen, would have flung
himself at her. Charles said wearily:
“We have been over this before,
and you know that I do not care for women. What
I was a few years ago—”
“A baby,” she informed him.
“What I was a few years ago,”
he repeated with dignity, “is no longer true
of me. I belong body and spirit to the cause of
which you are aware. And if I didn’t it
would be, in many respects, no different—science
and the liberation of a people are all one, selfless.”
“I left the knife out of my
present toilet,” she sighed. “It would
be a charity to free you from the shape you hate so
dearly.”
“I must go back to the San Felipe
and write what you told me,” he proceeded.
“I understand that Santacilla has gone out on
a slaughtering party, and I’ll have to take
you around in the evening. There are zarzuelas
in the Tacon Theatre this evening, and afterwards,
I suppose, dulces upstairs at the Tuileries.
It’s no good, though, expecting me for Retreta—I’ve
got to have some time to recover and sleep: four
o’clock last night, with a pack of imbéciles,
and three the night before. The smell of Jamaica
rum and limes makes me sick.”
The mass was over, the people scattering,
and, once more cheerful, she laughed at him.
“You might wear a hair shirt,” she suggested;
“they are splendid for the soul.”
He handed her, without reply, into the small victoria,
one of the first in Havana, which had taken the place
of her volanta. In the sun, her shawl, her
smile, were dazzling. A knot of men gathered,
gazing at her with longing, regarding Charles Abbott
with insolent resentment and wonder; how, their expressions
made clear the thought, could that insignificant and
colorless foreigner, that tepid American, engage and
hold La Clavel, the glory of Cuba and Spain?
She drove away, shielding her eyes
with the fan, and Charles returned slowly, on foot,
to the hotel, reaching it in time for the eleven o’clock
breakfast. Bolting his door, closing the high
shutters of his glassless window, he lay down tired
and feverish. The vendors of oranges cried, far
off, their naranjes, naranjes dulces. The
bed, which had no mattress, its sacking covered by
a single sheet, the pillow stuffed hard with cotton,
offered him little rest. His body, wet with sweat,
twisted and turned continually, and sleep evaded him;
its peace almost within his grasp, it fled before the
hot insistence of his thoughts. The uncomfortable
flesh mocked and dragged at the spirit. It occurred
to him suddenly, devastatingly, that he might fail
in his purpose; the armor of his conviction of invincibility
fell from him with the semblance of a loud ringing.
Of all the disturbing elements in
Charles Abbott’s present life the one which,
it had seemed, must prove most difficult, Santacilla
and his friends, troubled him least. There was,
in their jeering, a positive quality to be met; his
own necessary restraint furnished him with a sustaining
feeling of triumph, stability; in his control, the
sacrifice of his dignity, his actual pride, damaged
by La Clavel, was restored. He acted the part
of the infatuated, ubiquitous youth, he thought, with
entire success. It had been hardest at first—Santacilla,
who pretended to find Charles under his feet like
a dog, threatened, if he didn’t stay away from
the St. Louis, to fling him down the long flight of
stairs descending from the dancer’s room.
This, Charles wholly realized, was
not an idle boasting. Seated, it might be, quietly
against the wall, outside the immediate circle about
La Clavel, the officers, the Spanish grandees in Cuba
for pleasure or for the supervision of their copper
mines at Cobra, Charles would watch, study, Ceaza
y Santacilla, finding in him the epitome of the Spain
he himself hated. What, principally, was evident
about the officer with the heavy short neck, the surprising
red hair, and small restless blue eyes, was cruelty
of an extraordinary refined persistence. He had,
unexpectedly in his sheer brutal bulk, a tormenting
spirit, a mental abnormality, rather than the to-be-looked-for
mere insensate weight of his fist. He was, Charles
discovered, the victim of disordered nerves, his gaze,
his thick hands or shoulders, were never still, and
his lips had a trick of movement as if in the pronunciation
of soundless periods.
He spoke, even to La Clavel, abruptly,
mockingly; his tenderest words, addressed to her with
a sweeping disregard of whoever could overhear, were
hasty, introspective rather than generous. More
frequently he was silent, redly brooding. It was
evident to the most casual understanding that Santacilla
was, by birth, association and ideas, an aristocrat
of the absolute type fast disappearing. It was
his power that, in a world largely affected by the
ideal of Christianity, he was ruthless; in an era
of comparative humanity he was inhuman. There
was, about him, the smell of the slow fires of the
Inquisition, of languid murder, curious instruments
of pain. Charles recalled a story of the Spanish
occupation of Cuba—how the soldiers in
armor cut and stabbed their way through a village of
naked, unprepared and peaceable bodies.
That, until he had known Santacilla,
had been incomprehensible—a page of old
history; but now Charles understood: he could
see the heavy figure with a darkly suffused face hacking
with a sword. He was insane, Charles Abbott told
himself; in other circumstances he’d be soon
convicted of a sensational murder, quickly hanged or
put in an asylum. But in Havana, as an officer
of the Crown quartered on a people he held in less
esteem than the cattle whose slaughter he applauded
in the bull ring, nothing, practically, limited his
mad humors. Yes, here, in the West, he was Spain,
the old insufferable despotism, and Charles thought
of Santacilla’s necessary end as coldly as though
the soldier were no more than a figment of the doomed
old injustice.
La Clavel was seated with Charles
Abbott in the upper room of the Tuileries, when Santacilla
slid into an unoccupied chair beside them. They
were eating mantecados, frozen sweetened cream, and
Santacilla dropped a number of battered Cuban coins,
small in denomination, into Charles’ half consumed
ice.
“If you were a man,” he
said, “you could break them up with your teeth.”
The other quietly put the plate away
and lighted a cigarette. He smiled, as if in
appreciation of his humor, at the officer.
“But I’ll bet you twenty
doblóns you can’t break one,” he added.
Santacilla replied that he was considering
having Charles Abbott deported.
“You are so dangerous,”
he explained, with the grimace that served him as
a smile. “I often consult with our Captain-General.
‘This Abbott,’ he says; ’Agramonte
is nothing, but I am afraid of him. He is wise,
he is deep.’ And then we think what can
be done with you—a tap on the head, not
too hard and not far from the ear, would make you as
gentle as a kitten. I have had it done; really
it is a favor, since then you would forget all your
trouble, the problems of state. You’d cry
if I raised a finger at you.” La Clavel
interrupted him to swear at his degraded imagination.
“And the figure in the jota!” he turned
to her. “You know that the Spaniards of
birth have, as well as their own, the blood of the
Moriscos. What they were, what the East is, with
women, I beg you to remember.
“This new treatment of women
is very regrettable. I am a little late for absolute
happiness; too late, for example, to fasten your tongue
with a copper wire to the tongue across the table from
you. Lovers, you see, joined at last.”
He talked while he ate, in a manner wholly delicate,
minute fragile dulces, cakes, glazed in green
and pink, and ornamental confections of almond paste.
Unperturbed, La Clavel found him comparable to a number
of appalling objects and states. Coarse, was
all that he replied.
“You are a peasant, a beast,
and what you say is merely stupid. There this
Abbott is your superior—he has a trace,
a suspicion, of blood. I am wondering,”
he was addressing Charles again. “It seems
impossible that you are as dull as you appear; there
is more, perhaps, than meets the eye. Your friendship
with the Escobars broke up very suddenly; and
you never see Floret and Quintara with his borrowed
French airs. They are nothing, it is true, yet
they have a little Castilian, they are better than
the avaricious fools at the United States Club.
Of course, if you are in love with this cow gone mad,
a great deal is accounted for.” He wiped
his fingers first on a serviette and then on a sheer
web of linen marked with a coronet and his cipher.
“Pah!” he exclaimed, looking
at the dancer, “your neck is dirty again.”
Sick with disgust, his blood racing
with a passionate detestation, Charles Abbott laughed
loudly. But he was relieved that Santacilla’s
attention had been shifted from him. Another officer,
a major of the Isabel regiment, tall and dark and
melancholy, joined them. He ignored Charles completely,
and talked to La Clavel about her dances—the
Arragonese jota and those of the other provinces of
Spain. He had, it developed, written an opera
on the subject of de Gama and a fabulous Florida.
Santacilla grew restive at this and gazed about the
room maliciously. Then, suddenly, he rose and
walked to the table where a young Cuban exquisite
was sitting with a girl slender and darkly lovely.
Santacilla leaned over, with his hands planted on their
table, and made a remark that drove the blood in a
scarlet tide to the civilian’s face. Then
the Spaniard amazingly produced from his sleeve a
ball of lamb’s wool such as women use to powder
their faces, and touched the girl’s nose lightly.
He went to another table and repeated his act, to
another and another, brushing all the feminine noses,
and returned, unchallenged, to his place.
“If I had been with any of those
women,” he related comfortably, “and the
King had done that, there would have been a new king
and a new infanta.”
The musical Spaniard, inappropriately
in uniform, remonstrated, “A lot of them will
kill you some night in the Paseo de Valdez or
on the quays.”
Santacilla agreed with him. “No
doubt it will overtake me—if not here,
then on the Peninsula. A hundred deaths, all distressing,
have been sworn upon me.” Charles Abbott’s
expression was inane, but, correcting that statement,
he said to himself, “A hundred and one.”
La Clavel yawned, opening to their
fullest extent her lips on superb teeth and a healthy
throat.
“I have, at least, a sponge,
a basin of water,” she proclaimed indirectly.
Santacilla replied, “You think
nothing can cleanse me, and, in your chattering way,
you are right; except, it may be, that last twist of
steel or ounce of lead. Some of my soldiers are
planning to manage it; I know them well, and I gave
one an opportunity today: I stood with my back
to him in the parapet of the Twelve Apostles for three,
five, minutes, while he tramped and fiddled with his
musket, and then I put him in a hole in the stone
for a year.”
The other Spanish officer, Gaspar
Arco de Vaca, Santacilla’s closest companion,
observed toward Charles an air of profound civility,
and his pretence was more galling than Santacilla’s
morbid threats and exposed contempt. De Vaca
was, in temperament and appearance, purely Iberian:
he was of middle height, he carried his slender body
with an assured insulting grace, and had a narrow
high-boned face, a bigoted nose and a moustache like
a scrolling of India ink on a repressed and secretive
mouth. Charles often encountered him in the Fencing
School on the Prado, across from the Villa Nueva Theatre.
The officers of Isabella congregated there late in
the afternoon, where they occupied all the chairs
and filled the bare room with the soft stamp of their
heels and the harsh grinding of engaged buttoned steel.
The foils, however, were not always covered:
there had been some fatalities from duelling in the
sala de Armas since Charles Abbott had been in
Havana; a Cuban gentleman past sixty had been slain
by a subaltern of seventeen; two officers, quarreling
over a crillo girl, had sustained punctured lungs,
from which one had bled to death.
The Cubans, it was made evident, were
there by sufferance, and the fencing master, Galope
Hormiguero, an officer who had been retired from
a Castilian regiment under the shadow of an unprovoked
murder, made little effort to conceal his disdain
of the Islanders. Charles he regarded without
interest: he was a faithful student, and made
all the required passes, engaged the other beginning
students, with regularity; but even he saw that he
would never be notably skilful with the foil or rapier
or broadsword. Charles had a delicate sense of
touch, he bore himself firmly, his eye was true; he
had the appearance of mastery, but the essence of
it was not in him. His heart, Hormiguero
frequently told him, was like a sponge; he wasn’t
tempered to the commanding of death.
He agreed, silently, that he wasn’t
a butcher; and as for his heart—time would
show its material. Meanwhile he kept up the waist
and forearm exercises, the indicated breathing, gaining,
if not a different spirit, a harder and cured body.
The room was large, with the usual high windows on
a balcony, and strips of coco-matting over the tiled
floor. A light wooden partition provided dressing
space, the chairs were carried about hither and there,
and the racks of foils against the walls reflected
the brightness of day in sudden long shivers like
other and immaterial blades. It had been, originally,
a drawing-room, the cornice was elaborate, and painted
on the ceiling were flying cupids and azure and cornucopias
of spilling flowers.
At moments of rest, his chest laboring
and arms limp at his sides, Charles Abbott would stare
up at the remote pastoral of love and Venus and roses.
Then the clamor, the wicked scrape of steel, the sharp
breaths, the sibilant cries that accompanied the lunges,
would appear wholly incomprehensible to him, a business
in a mad-house; he’d want to tear the plastron,
with its scarlet heart sewn high on the left, from
his chest, and fling it, with his gauntlet and mask,
across the floor; he’d want to break all the
foils, and banish Galope Hormiguero to live
among the wild beasts he resembled. He was deep
in such a mood when de Vaca’s considerate tones
roused him. “Positively,” he said,
“you are like one of the heroes who held Mexico
on the point of his sword or who swept the coast of
Peru of its gold. And you are idle, for you see
no one who can hold the mat with you.”
“In reality,” Charles
replied, “I fence very awkwardly. But you
have often seen me, I haven’t any need to tell
you that.”
“That can never be established
without experience,” the Spaniard asserted;
“I should have to feel your wrist against mine.
If you will be patient, if you will wait for me, I’ll
risk a public humiliation.”
Charles Abbott said evenly: “I’d
be very glad to fence with you, of course.”
When de Vaca, flawlessly appointed,
returned, Charles rose steadily, and strapped on his
mask, tightened the leather of the plastron. A
murmur of subdued amusement followed their walking
out together onto an unoccupied strip—de
Vaca was a celebrated swordsman. Charles saluted
acceptably, but the wielding of the other’s gesture
of courtesy filled him with admiration. The foils
struck together, there was a conventional pass and
parry, and from that moment Charles Abbott lost control
of his steel. At a touch from de Vaca, scarcely
perceptible, his foil rose or fell, swept to one side
or the other; a lunge would end in the button describing
a whole arc, and pointing either to the matting or
the winged and cherubic cupids. The laughter
from the chairs grew louder, more unguarded, and then
settled into a constant stream of applause and merriment.
Disengaged, he said in tones which
he tried in vain to make steady, “You have a
beautiful hand.”
De Vaca, his eyes shining blackly
through wire mesh, thanked him in the politest language
known. He began, then, to make points, touches,
wherever he chose—with a remarkably timed
twist he tore the cloth heart from Charles’
wadding; he indicated, as though he were a teacher
with a pointer, anatomical facts and regions; de Vaca
seemed to be calling Charles’ attention, by
sharp premonitory taps, to what he might have been
saying. There were now a number of voices encouraging
and applauding him; he was begged not to be so hard
upon Gaspar; and it was hoped that he was not giving
way to the venting of a secret spite. A nerveless
parry in tierce brought out a tempestuous support—
His arm was as heavy, as numb, as
lead, the conventional period had been ignored, and
his torment went on and on. His chest, he thought,
must burst under the strapped plastron, and sweat poured
in a sheet across his eyes. The episode seemed
utterly meaningless, undemanded; the more remarkable
because of de Vaca’s indifference to him, to
all the trivialities of his Cuban duty. How yellow
the face was, the eyes were like jet, through the
mask. Then Charles Abbott grasped what, he was
certain, was the purpose of such an apparently disproportionate
attack. It was the result of a cold effort, a
set determination, to destroy what courage he had.
He gazed quickly about, and saw nothing but Spanish
faces; the fencing master was in the far end of the
room, intent upon a sheaf of foils. At any moment
de Vaca could have disarmed him, sent his steel flying
through air; but that he forebore to do. Instead
he opposed his skill, his finesse, his strength, in
the attack upon Charles Abbott’s fibre.
“If I collapse,” Charles
told himself, “it will be for eternity.”
Any sense of time was disintegrated
in a physical agony which required all his wasting
being to combat. But, even worse than that, far
more destructive, was the assault upon his mind.
If he crumbled ... he thought of himself as dust,
his brain a dry powder in his skull. The laughter
around him, which had seemed to retreat farther and
farther, had ceased, as though it had been lost in
the distance. The room, widening to an immensity
of space, was silent, charged with a malignant expectancy.
Soon, Charles felt, he would fall into unreckoned
depths of corrupt shadows, among the obscene figures
of the hideously lost.
The sweat streaming into his mouth
turned thick and salt—blood, from his nose.
There was a tumult in his head: his fencing now
was the mere waving of a reed. Again and again
the Spaniard’s foil, as cruelly and vitally
direct as at the first pass, struck within Charles’
guard. The face of wood, of yellow wood, the
eyes that were bits of coal, behind the mask, pursued
him into the back of his brain. It stirred, there,
a smothering instinct, a dormant memory, and Charles,
with a wrenching effort, in a voice thin like a trickle
of water from a spigot, said again, “—a
most beautiful hand.”
Sharply, incomprehensibly, it was
over. Drooping forward upon his knees, dropping
his foil from paralysed fingers, he saw de Vaca, with
his mask on an arm, frowning.
“Now,” Charles Abbott
thought luxuriously, “I can faint and be damned
to them.”
The cloud of darkness which flowed
over him was empty of the vileness of fear; rather,
like the beneficence of night, it was an utterly peaceful
remission of the flesh.
His physical exhaustion, the weariness
of his mind, continued in a settled lassitude through
the following day. He was to see Andres Escobar,
give him what information he had had from La Clavel,
the next morning at the baths of the Campos Eliseos;
and meanwhile he scarcely stirred from the San Felipe.
Charles, for the time, lacked the bravado necessary
for the sustaining of his pretence. His thoughts,
turned in upon his own acts and prospects, dwelt quietly
on his determination. He had changed appreciably
during his stay in Havana; even his physiognomy was
different how, he couldn’t say, but he was aware
that his expression had, well, hardened. The
cure which had been the principally hoped-for result
of Cuba was complete. In spite of his collapse
in the fencing school, he was more compactly strong
than ever before. It occurred to him that, now,
he might be described as a man.
This brought him a certain pleasure,
and, in keeping with that state, he tried to simplify,
to comprehend, the idealism which dominated him.
He didn’t want to grasp vainly at rosy clouds.
His first attitude, one of hardly more than boyish
excitement, had soon become a deep impersonal engagement—he
had promised himself to Cuba. That will was stronger
than ever; but the schooling of the past weeks, together
with the stiffening of his spirit, had bred a new
practicality in him, superior, he felt, to any sheer
heroics. He vastly preferred the latter, he hadn’t
totally lost the inspiring mental picture of a glorious
sacrifice; but he had come to the realization that
it was more important to stay alive. What, in
reality, he was trying to do was to see himself consecutively,
logically.
In this, he recognized, his mind was
different from the Escobars’, from the
blind fervor of the many Cuban patriots he knew.
He could see that reflected in their manner toward
him: no trace of Vincente’s aloofness remained,
they had come, forgetting his comparative youth, his
alien blood, to regard him with almost an anxiety of
respect. When it was possible, men of the widest
possible activities talked to him of their plans.
In short, Charles Abbott felt that he might become
a power; and this he coolly set himself to bring about.
His heritage was that of success; there were distinguished
men, who had carried alone heavy responsibilities
to their justified end, no more than two or three
generations behind him. His mother, he thought
gladly, surveying her in the clearness of a full detachment,
had an astonishing courage of spirit. Charles
told himself that he would have to become a politician;
his undiminished idealism, without which his validity
was nothing, must be shut into his heart, held purely
for the communication of its force and for his own
benefit.
The simple path of truth, of partisan
enthusiasm, must be put aside. The uncalculating
bravery of the men gathered about General Agramonte
was of indispensable value; but undirected, with no
brain to make secure, to put into operation, the fire
they created, that would come to little. He wished
that his connection, his duty, with La Clavel was
over, that he could delegate it elsewhere, but, obviously,
for the moment, that was impossible. It merely
remained for him, then, to take no unpondered chances,
never again to be drawn into such a situation as he
had faced with Gaspar Arco de Vaca.
Before such a sharp decision, a certain
amount of his sheer joy evaporated: it was less
inspiring to be cautious than daring. The Cubans
themselves, always excepting Andres, had lost an appreciable
amount of their glamour for him. They were, now,
units, elements, to be managed, to be tranquilized,
steadied, moved about. All this, of course, was
yet to come; the recognition of him was instinctive
rather than acknowledged. But, he repeated to
himself, it was forming, spreading. That, then,
was the shape, the actuality, of his vision—to
establish himself indispensably at the fore of a Cuban
liberty, incipient, dreamed of, and accomplished.
All his thoughts dropped, almost with the audible
smooth clicking of meshed steel gears, into place.
The last degree of joy was replaced by a fresh calm
maturity. He would never, it was obvious, be
a leader of soldiers, and he had no desire to become
the visible head of government; no, his intention was
other than that of Carlos de Cespedes. He viewed
his future self rather as a powerful source of advice
with a house on the Prado. It was curious how
coldly, exactly, he planned so much; and he stopped
to examine his ambition even more closely and to discover
if it were merely absurd.
It struck him that it might be he
had lost too much, that already he had become selfish,
ambitious for himself, and he recalled the religious
aspect so quickly gone. No, he decided, his effort
was to bridge that space, already recognized, between
desire and realization. Anyhow, he determined
to speak of this as well to Andres during their bath.
The April temporale lay in an even heat over
the city, and the end of the Paseo Isabel
was crowded by the quitríns of women, the caleseros,
in their brilliant livery, sleeping in whatever shade
offered. The Escobars had a private bath,
but Andres preferred the larger bano publico,
where it was possible to swim, and there Charles found
him. The basin had been hollowed from the coral
rock; it was perhaps eighteen or twenty feet square,
and the height of the water, with a passage for a
fresh circulation cut in the front wall, was level
with the calm reach of the sea.
The pool, as clear as slightly congealed
and cooled air, open to the horizon, was roofed, with
a railed ledge and steps descending into the water,
and Andres Escobar sat with his legs half immersed.
He greeted Charles conventionally, concealing the
pleasure which shone in his eyes.
“I stopped at your dressing-room,”
Charles Abbott told him; “anything might be
taken from the pockets of your coat.”
The converse of this possibility,
that something had been put into a pocket, he conveyed.
Andres nodded indifferently. The other slid into
the water, sinking and swimming beneath the surface
to the farther end. It was delicious. Swimming
was his only finished active accomplishment; and,
with a half concealed pride, he exhibited it in skilful
variations. Even the public bath, he felt, was
too contracted for the full expression of his ability.
In addition to this, it was necessary to talk confidentially
to Andres. And so, with a wave of his arm, he
indicated the freedom of the sea beyond.
Andres Escobar followed him over the
stone barrier, and together they swam steadily out
into the blue. Finally, they rested, floating,
and Charles diffidently related what was in his heart.
His friend, less secure in the water, listened with
a gravity occasionally marred by a mouthful of sea.
“You are right,” he agreed,
when Charles had finished. “Although you
have put it modestly, I think—many of us
admit—that you may be a strong man in Cuba.
Indeed, I have heard it said that you should go back
to America, and put more intensity into the Junta.
Naturally I should regret that, but we must all do
what, in the end, is best. Charles, there is
a great deal of water under and around us, and I should
feel better nearer the Campos Eliseos.”
“Wait,” Charles Abbott
replied with a touch of impatience; “you are
quite safe, there is no tide at present.”
Floating in the calm immensity, his arms outspread,
his face, at once burned by the sun and lapped by
water, turned to the opposed azure above, he drew in
accession after accession of a determination like peace.
Nothing should upset what he had planned. There
was a stir beside him—Andre Escobar was
returning to the shore, and lazily, thoughtfully, he
swam back. The Cuban left immediately, for breakfast;
but Charles lingered in the pool, lounging upon the
wooden grilling with a cigarette. One by one
the bathers went away. The sky, the sea, were
a blaze of blue. The clatter of hoofs, the caleseros’
departing cries, sounded from the Paseo.
“Charles Abbott,” he repeated his own name
aloud with an accent of surprise. What, whom,
did it describe? He gazed down over his drying
body. This, then, was he—the two legs,
thin but sufficiently muscular, the trunk in a swimming
suit, the arms and hands! His hidden brain, his
invisible mind, was himself as well; and, of the two,
the mind and the body, the unseen was overwhelmingly
the more important. He remembered how, fencing
with de Vaca, the body had failed him utterly; de
Vaca, attacking his will, was contemptuous of the other
... and his will had survived. Rising, he felt
that he commanded himself absolutely; he had no sympathy,
no patience, for frailty, for a failure through the
celebrated weaknesses of humanity: hardness was
the indispensable trait of success.
The whole of reasonably intelligent
life, Charles discovered, was disrupted by the ceaseless
clash of two utterly opposed ideas, emotions.
There was, first, the need in the individual to serve,
to justify, himself, to maintain his integrity; and,
as well, there was the duty—at least, it
was universally called a duty—of a self-sacrifice
for love. The failures of superior men came largely,
he was certain, in the breaking down of the first through
the second. A man, for example, put into motion
the accomplishment of his own demand, and then was
appalled by the incidental price, but more to others
than to himself. Yes, love betrayed men.
The Escobars were, inseparably, Cuba, they were
happily merged, lost, in one supreme cause; yet the
superiority of their hearts over the head endangered
their dearest preoccupation. They saw symbols
as realities, they wrongly valued emotion more highly
than reasoning.
And further, Charles returned to himself,
if he had consulted and listened to his parents, if
his love of home had outweighed his singular vision,
he would be nothing now but an unimportant drifting
figure. His parents had had more knowledge of
life than he; undoubtedly their counsel, in the main,
was correct, safe. That word, safe, was it specially.
The instinct of his mother was to preserve, to spare,
him; to win for him as smooth a passage through life
as was procurable. She had her particular feminine
idea of what, in her son, spelled solid accomplishment;
and, with all her spirit, it was material in so far
as it was visible: position in a settled community,
the money necessary for an existence both dignified
and ornamental, a “nice” wife—another
devoted sheltering soul such as herself—and
well-behaved handsome children. The inner qualities
she demanded for him were faith, honesty, and fidelity.
Her vision of a broad close-cut lawn
and grey stone house with pillars and a port-cochère,
his wife, in silks and chaste jewels, receiving a
polite company in the drawing-room, was admirable.
In it he would be gray-haired and, together with an
increasing stoutness, of an assured dignity.
His children would worship his wisdom and paternal
benevolence, and the world of affairs would listen
to him with attentive respect. It was, unquestionably,
an impressive conception. Every detail was excellent,
but he cared for, revered, none of them.
He didn’t want to be safe, to
decline softly to a soft old age, a death smothered
in feathers. More than anything else his desire
was to live intensely, to ride, upright, the crest
of a thunderous wave. He hated, now, every phase
of a decent suburban smugness. Someone else was
welcome to the girl designated, by his mother, to be
his wife. Someone other than himself might sit
across the dinner-table from her, week after week,
month after month, year after year, and watch her
stereotyped face beyond the cut flowers; another might
listen to the interminable gabble about servants and
neighbors and dresses and cards. The children
would be differently, more appropriately, fathered;
his, Charles Abbott’s, potential children were
gathered into an ideal that was, too, an idea.
It must be served, realized, within the dimensions
of his own bone and fibre; it was exclusively his,
his the danger, the penalty and the reward. Charles
would not have had it different, even if, although
none existed, he had any choice.
He must, however, prepare himself
against the betrayal he was able to trace so clearly
in others; there could be no faltering, no remorse;
he was cut off from the ordinary solaces, the comfortable
compactness, of general living. But, already,
temperamentally, he liked, preferred, this; alone,
never for a minute was he lonely. The inattention
to home, primarily the result of a new scene and of
exciting circumstances, had grown into an impersonal
fondness for his family; he failed to miss them, to
wish for their presence. The only element that
remained from the past was his love for Andres Escobar;
he confronted it valorously, deposed it from his mind,
but it clung around his heart. How fortunate
it was that Andres could not detach him from his resolve;
it was unthinkable that one should stand in the way
of the other.
These reflections occupied his mind
at various times and places: one day in the American
Consulate on Obispo Street; again at the steamship
office on Mercaderes; over his cigarette and cheese
and jelly at the Noble Havana; strolling along Ricla
Street where the principal shops were congregated;
at a dinner party in the Palace of the Conde de Santovernia.
He was aloof. All the activity that absorbed the
people among whom he went was to him trivial, utterly
of no consequence. Sometimes he would walk through
the stalls of the Mercado de Cristina, on the Plaza
Vieja, or in through the Honradez factory on Sol
Street, where a handful of cigars was courteously
given to any appreciative visitor. He would return
along the Paseo de Valdez to the park where he
had sat when he was first in Cuba, and, as then, the
strains of the military band of the Cabanas drifted
across the bay.
The dwelling of the Captain-General,
with the Royal Lottery on the ground floor, had before
it sentries in red and white; the Quay de Caballería,
reached through the Plaza of San Francisco, was tempered
and pleasant in the early dusk, and at the Quay de
Machina was a small garden with grotesque rosy
flamingoes and gold-fish in the fountain. He
sat, as well, lonely, considering and content, in the
Alameda de Paula, where, by the glorieta, it
was called the Salon O’Donnell. The moats,
filled with earth, truck gardens, the shore covered
with sugar pans, engaged his absent-minded interest.
With the improvement of his Spanish, he deserted the
better known cafes and restaurants, the insolence
of the Castilian officers, for modest Cuban places
of food, where he drank Catalan wine, and smoked the
Vegueros, the rough excellent plantation cigars.
This new mood, he was relieved to
find, gave his acquaintances as much amusement as
his public dissipation—it was ascribed to
the predicted collapse of his love affair with La
Clavel. She was, he was rallied, growing tired
of his attentions; and, in the United States Club,
he was requested not to drown himself, because of
the trouble it would cause his country. Captain
Santacilla, however, studied him with a growing ill-humor;
his peculiar threats and small brutalities had stopped,
but his temper, Charles recognized, was becoming dangerous.
He declared frankly, in the Cafe Dominica, that Charles
wasn’t the fool he appeared, and he repeated
his assertions of the need for a deportation or worse.
This was a condition which, sooner
or later, must be met, and for which Charles prepared
himself. Both Cubans and Spaniards occasionally
disappeared forever—the former summarily
shot by a file of muskets in a fosse, and the latter,
straying in the anonymous paths of dissipation, quieted
by a patriotic or vindictive knife. This, it
seemed to Charles Abbott, would be the wisest plan
with Santacilla; and he had another strange view of
himself considering and plotting a murder. The
officer, who had an extraordinary sense of intangible
surrounding feelings and pressures, spoke again to
Charles of the efforts to dispose of him.
“The man doesn’t draw
breath who will do it,” he proclaimed to Charles,
at the entrance to the Valla de Gallo. “It’s
a superstition, but I’d back it with my last
onza of gold. I’ve seen it in you very
lately, but give it up. Or don’t give it
up. Either way you are unimportant. I can’t
understand why you are still here, why I permit you
to live. If I remember it I’ll speak to
my sergeant, Javier Gua: he performs
such an errand to a nicety. I have taken a dislike
to you, very unreasonably, for you are no more than
a camarone. I believe, for all your appearance
of money, that La Clavel supports you; it is her doblóns,
I am certain, you gamble away and spend for food.”
Charles Abbott smiled at the insult:
“On one hand I hear that she
has thrown me over and then you say that she supports
me. Which, I wonder, is to be preferred?
But neither, fortunately, is true. I can still
buy her a bouquet of camellias and she will still
wear it. As for the money, I never lose at gambling,
Santacilla, I am always successful; the cards are in
my favor. If I bet on the black, it turns up;
and when I choose the red, affairs are red.”
Santacilla’s uneasy eyes shifted
over him suspiciously. “Blood and death,
that is what black and red are,” he said.
“But you are not the dispenser of fate.”
The peak of his cockaded hat threw a shadow over his
sanguine face to the chin. “A camarone,”
he repeated, “a stalk of celery. Gua,
and I’ll remember to tell him, will part you
from your conceit.” There was a metallic
crowing of roosters as the officer turned away.
La Clavel noticed a marked difference
in Charles, but proclaimed that it was no more than
an increase in his natural propensity for high-mindedness.
It fatigued her, she declared, to be with him, made
her dizzy to gaze up at his altitude of mind.
He was seated in her room, the hairdresser was sweating
in the attempt to produce an effect she was describing
to him with phrases as stinging as the whip of foils,
while Charles watched her with a degree of annoyance.
Her humors, where he was concerned, were unpredictable;
and lately she had found a special delight in attacks
on his dignity. She said and did things—an
air of innocence hiding her malice—indecently
ribald that shook his firmest efforts to appear, to
be, unconcerned.
At last, in a volatile rage, she dismissed
the servant with his tongs and pomatum and crimping
leads, and swore to Charles Abbott that she was going
to the Argentine by the first boat that offered passage.
“I am sick of Cuba, and I’ve
forgotten that I am an artist, and that is bad.
You are wrapped up in this liberty, and that is very
well for you, an ordinary person. You must have
something like that, outside you, to follow, for you’ve
very little within. But me, I am not an ordinary
person; I am La Clavel. I am more valuable to
the world than pumpkins or republics. I stamp
my heel,” she stamped her heel, a clear sharp
sound, and her body swept into a line passionate and
tense, “and I create a people, a history.”
La Clavel secured the castanets lying on her dressing-table—in
answer to their irritable rhythmic clinking she projected,
for an instant, a vision of all desire.
“I can make men forget; I can
draw them out of their sorrows and away from their
homes; I can put fever in their blood that will blind
them to memories and duty. Or I can be a drum,
and lead them out, without a regret, a fear, to death.
That is more than a naranjada or a cigar or an election.
And, because of what I have given you, I have put that
out of my life; I have been living like the mistress
of a bodega. To be clear, Charles, I am tired
of you and Cuba, and I have satisfied my hatred of
the officers with cologne on their handkerchiefs.”
“I understand that perfectly,”
Charles Abbott assured her; “and I cannot beg
you to stay. Whatever your motive was, your value
to us has been beyond any payment. If our movement
had a saint, you would fill that place.”
She laughed, “A strange saint
in a mantón and slippers with painted heels.”
“Much better,” Charles
replied, “than many of those in sanctified robes.
I had the feeling, too,” he proceeded, “that
our usefulness together was coming to an end.”
It seemed to him that again she had become the glorified
figure of the stage, his dislike for her actuality,
her flesh, vanished, leaving only profound admiration.
“I am amazed,” she said,
in a lingering half humorous resentment, “that
you never loved me, I never brought you a regret or
a longing or made any trouble in your heart.”
“That was because I put you
so high,” he explained. She raised her
shoulders and objected that it was late for compliments.
“Be honest—you didn’t
care for me. You ought to be very successful,
you have things surprising in the so young. Will
you,” she demanded suddenly, totally changing
the subject, “be my maid?” He hastened
to inform her, vehemently, that he would not.
“Jobaba hasn’t come today,” La Clavel
continued; “and she wasn’t here to dress
me for dinner last evening. That is unusual in
her: I have a feeling she is not coming back.”
“Perhaps she has been murdered
in one of the brujos cabildos,” Charles
suggested. “It is impossible to say where
that frenzy stops.” A happening quite different,
the dancer told him, was in her mind.
“I could never get into the
thoughts of Jobaba,” she admitted. “And
there is very little I miss. I suppose it’s
the negro. She is like cream, smooth and beautiful
to look at, but turned by thunder.” If she
were going away, Charles reminded her, there were a
number of things to be discussed and closed.
And she told Charles how a Cuban, ostensibly attached
to the national party, but in reality a Spanish secret
agent, had been sent into Camagueey. His name
was Rimblas.
Charles Abbott repeated that, and
memorized such characteristics as La Clavel knew.
There was an indefinite stir at the door, a short knock,
and he moved to the window as Santacilla entered unceremoniously.
The Spaniard was a model of politeness,
of consideration, and he listened, seated with his
hands folded about the head of his officer’s
cane, to La Clavel’s determination to go to South
America. It was an excellent plan, he agreed;
they would welcome her rapturously in Buenos Aires;
but hadn’t she put off her intention a little
too long? It was on account of the climate, the
season, he hastened to add. Although, of course,
they would open the opera house for her, the smart
world would come in from their estancias.
“But what will our young American
do?” he demanded. “How will he live
without his delight? But perhaps he is going to
the Argentine with you. He will have a busy time,
and a hatful of challenges there, where beauty is
appreciated to the full.”
Charles said, with an appearance of
sullenness, that he hadn’t been invited to go
farther south; and Santacilla replied that, as a matter
of fact, it might be necessary for him to remain, perhaps
forever, in Havana. He spoke cheerfully, gazing
amiably upon them, but a vague quality of his bearing,
his voice, was disturbing, mocking. His words
had the air of an underlying meaning different from
their sound. An uneasiness, as well, was communicated
to La Clavel: she watched Santacilla with an
indirect puzzled gaze.
“Jobaba has gone,” she announced abruptly.
The trace of a smile hovered about
the officer’s expression of regret. “A
personable clip of hell,” was his opinion of
the strayed maid. “Do you remember the
major who composed music?” he addressed La Clavel.
“Well, he was always a little touched in the
brain, and he caught this negro hysteria, he became
a brujos. He’d come home in the morning
with his body marked in yellow chalk, and wrung out
like a boatman’s sponge; and he let drop a fact
or two about your Jobaba screaming to an African drum
rubbed with the fingers. In that state, he said,
a great deal that was curious and valuable could be
dragged from her. We encouraged his madness,
at the Cabanas, for what it brought us. But it
was unfortunate for him—he ties bright rags
about his ankles and mumbles, when he thinks he is
alone.”
Charles Abbott’s mind, sifting
all that the other said, was abnormally active, sharp.
Something, he couldn’t quite grasp what, was
acutely, threateningly, wrong. He had a sense
of impending danger, a premonition of dashing sound,
of discord. And, whatever developed, he must
meet it, subdue and conquer it. Ceaza y Santacilla,
he saw, was not visibly armed; but, probably, he would
carry a small pistol. The one his father had
given him was in Charles’ pocket. The difficulty
was that, in the event of a disturbance, no matter
what the outcome here might happen to be, the dancer
and he would bear the weight of any Spanish fury.
And it was no part of his intention to be cut in half
by bullets behind a fortress wall.
He could only delay, discover as soon
as possible what was behind Santacilla’s deceiving
patience and good humor. Upon that he would have
to act without hesitation and with no chance of failure.
The regiment should, the dancer complained, send her
maid back to her. Manners were very much corrupted
beyond the western ocean—in Sevilla the
servant would have been dispatched in a bullock cart
deep in roses. That, he answered, reminded him
of another procession, a different cart; but it was
more French than Castilian—the tumbril.
He was seated against a wall at a
right angle from the door, and Charles left the vicinity
of the window, lounging across the room. La Clavel
said, “I know you so well, Ceaza, what is it;
what is it you are saying and saying without speaking
of? Your mind is like a locked metal box that
shows only the flashes on the surface. But you
must open it for us. It seems as though you were
threatening me, and that, you best should realize,
is useless.”
His flickering eyes rested first on
her and then upon Charles Abbott. “You
will never get to South America now,” he asserted;
“for you are a conspirator against your King.
Since you have shown such a love of Cuban soil you
are to become a part of it forever.”
Charles Abbott, now standing by the
door, shot in the bolt which secured it, and, by a
fortunate, a chance, twist, broke off the handle.
Santacilla, undisturbed, remained seated, smiling while
his fingers played with the plaited loop of his cane.
“This infatuation,” he
indicated them with a wave, “while it convinced
Havana, never entirely satisfied me. I have been
watching you, Jobaba has been listening, for days.
You were very cunning, but, in the end, you failed;
you were neither skilful nor patient enough. Yet,
at the last, all that you heard were fairy tales—the
spy that was sent to Camagueey, ha!”
La Clavel faced him calmly, but, Charles
saw, she was pale. He was revolving a hundred
impractical schemes: they had only one end, the
death of Santacilla, but how that was to be brought
about with safety to Cuba evaded him.
“I am not a traitor in the way
you mean,” she declared; “what your conceit
never allowed you to note was that, in Spain and here,
I have always detested you; and what I did was the
result of that. I struck at you and not at our
country, for the court and church and army are no
longer our strength—if we still have any
except the knife and cord—but our weakness.”
“Fools,” he asserted, unmoved.
“And now you are the fool,” she added.
“No, you are wrong; I am only
enjoying myself before the show is over. I wanted
to see you, and your young devotee, twist and turn
before the fact of death. I have killed, and
seen executed, a number of people, men and women;
but I was still curious—a great dancer and
a rich young American. That is an unusual day.”
It was best, Charles Abbott decided,
to bring about as much as possible with no more delay;
the prime necessary act accomplished, they could face
the problems of the immediate future steadily.
He quietly produced his pistol and levelled it.
The dry click which alone followed the pulling of
the trigger made the officer aware of the attempt
upon his life. A dark angry surge invaded his
face, and then receded. “No man will ever
kill me,” he repeated. “It is my star.”
A hand left the cane and produced a small gold whistle.
Charles stared dully at the useless
weapon, with its mounting of mother-of-pearl, which
he still held.
“The cartridges have been too
long in their barrels,” Santacilla explained;
“they have dried and shifted. You should
have greased them every week.”
La Clavel stood, lost in thought,
like a woman in a dream. Her hair, over which
she had spent such time and curses, was an elaborate
silhouette against the light. “Ceaza, Ceaza,”
she implored, going to him, “you must let me
go and dance in Buenos Aires, they have never seen
me there, it is necessary to my career.”
She was close beside him, when he rose suddenly, pushing
the chair between them.
“You Andalusian devil!”
he cried, and put the whistle to his lips. Before
he could blow, the dancer had flung herself on him,
with an arm bound about his neck, a hand dragging
at his throat. The whistle fell, the chair was
brushed aside, and the man and woman, in a straining
desperate grip, swayed into the middle of the floor.
Charles, driven by an inherited instinct
to protect La Clavel, to replace her in such a struggle,
caught at either of the locked shoulders; but, whirling
in the passion of their strife, they struck him aside.
He made another effort to pull Santacilla to the floor,
without success; and then, with a small stout chair
in his hands, he waited for an opportunity to bring
it crashing on the officer’s head. He was
appalled by the fury of the woman silently trying to
choke her enemy; her other hand, grasping the thin
glimmer of the knife always convenient in her stocking,
the officer held away from them. Her years of
dancing, her early hardening life in the mountains,
had given her a strength and litheness now tearing
at the weight, the masculinity, of Santacilla.
He was trying, in vain, to break her wrist, to close
his fingers into her throat; and, bending, the fragility
of her clothes ripped across her sinuous back.
Shifting and evading the thrust of his power, she
was sending the blood in purple waves over his neck
and thick cheeks. Neither of them cried out,
spoke; there was only the sound of hoarse breathing,
inarticulate expressions of unendurable strain.
Charles Abbott, raising, holding poised, the chair,
and lowering it, was choked with the grappling horror
before him.
La Clavel’s face was as blanched
as the officer’s was dark, her eyes were wide-open
and set, as though she were in a galvanic trance.
Again and again Santacilla tried to tear away her
arms, to release himself from the constriction at
his neck. His fingers dug red furrows through
her flesh, they tormented and outraged her. A
palm closed upon her countenance, and blood ran from
under it. But there was no weakening of her force,
no slackening in her superb body. She seemed curiously
impersonal; robbed of all traits of women; she was
like a symbolical fate, the figure from a shield,
from an emblem, dragging him to death.
Then, suddenly, in an inadequate muffled
voice burdened with a shuddering echo of fear, he
cried for her to release him. It was so unexpected,
he became so inexplicably limp, that La Clavel backed
away instinctively. Charles started forward,
the chair lifted high; but he was stopped by the expression,
the color, of Ceazy Santacilla’s face.
The officer turned, with his hands at his throat, toward
the window. He took an uncertain step, and then
stood wavering, strangely helpless, pathetically stricken.
“The air,” he whispered;
“hot as wine.” He pitched abruptly
face forward upon the floor.
La Clavel tried to speak against the
labored heaving of her breast, but what she attempted
to say was unintelligible. Charles, slipping
back the broken bolt with a finger in its orifice,
listened intently at the door. The Hotel St.
Louis was wrapped undisturbed in its siesta; no alarm
had been created. Santacilla lay as he had fallen,
an arm loosely outspread, a leg doubled unnaturally
under its fellow. He bore the laxness, the emptiness,
of death. He had spoken truly that it wasn’t
in his star to be killed by a man. Finding that
he was still holding the chair, Charles put it softly
down. “Well,” he said, “the
revolution is through with him.”
He glanced suddenly at La Clavel.
She was drooping, disheveled and hideous; her hair
lay on her bare shoulders in coarse strands; her face
was swollen with bruises. Now, he realized, she
would never see the Argentine; she would never again
hear the shouted olés that greeted, rewarded,
the brilliancy of her jota. His thoughts shifted
to Cuba and himself—if it were a crime
of passion that had been committed in her room, the
cause, there, would be freed from suspicion.
He had, as customary, come directly, unostentatiously,
to her room, and he was certain that he had not been
observed. A duty, hard in the extreme, was before
him.
“Why did you bring about Santacilla’s
death?” he demanded. She gazed at him dully,
uncomprehendingly. “It was because he was
jealous,” he proceeded; “you must hold
to that.” She nodded, dazed. “When
they come into the room and find him you must show
what he did to you. And, after all, you didn’t
kill him. Perhaps that will save you,” his
voice was without conviction. “They won’t
believe you, and they may try measures to get at the
truth; but you will be faithful. You will keep
your secret, and—and I must go. I shall
ask for you downstairs, make them send up a servant,
and shout as loudly as any.”
She held up her battered countenance
dumbly and, with a feeling of transcendent reverence,
he kissed her cut lips. Thrown across the end
of the bed, the shawl she had danced in, blazing with
gay color, cast the reflection of its carmines and
yellows on the calcimined wall. It was like a
burst of the music which accompanied her dancing.
The castanets lay on the floor. The blessed saint
of Cuban independence! Then the caution that
had become a part of his necessity rode uppermost:
he proceeded silently to the door, and, closing it
behind him, went, meeting no one, to the ground floor,
where he pulled irritably at the wire hanging from
a bell under the ceiling. The raw jangle brought
a servant, a rosy-cheeked Gallego boy, heavy with
sleep, who went stumbling up the stairs on Charles’
errand.
In his own room a wave of physical
horror swept over Charles Abbott; he was obliged to
sit down, and the chair, the floor, seemed to rock
at the giddy sickness of the memory of Santacilla,
stumbling with a wine-colored face toward the window
in a vain gasping for air, for life. He recovered
slowly: notwithstanding the death of Tirso Labrador,
the wasted shape of Andres’ brother, all the
tragedies he had heard reported, it was not until
now that he realized the entire grimness of the undertaking
against Spain. The last possibility of the spectacular
departed, leaving him with a new sense of the imminence
of death. He had considered this, under certain
circumstances welcoming it, or dismissing it with
a creditable calmness, many times before; but then
his attitude had been softened by the detachment, the
impersonality, of his view. But at last the feeling
of death was tangibly at his own throat; not today,
nor tomorrow, probably; but inescapably. Well,
he assured himself, he wouldn’t, at that intense
moment, fail an inner necessity; but his understanding
gave him an additional feeling of the accidental aspects
of life and of the Cuban revolution.
Until then he had, sub-consciously,
except for one short depression, been certain of the
ultimate triumph of right; he had thought it must
succeed through its mere rightness; and he had pictured
justice as a condition dropped beneficently from the
clouds, wrought with the thunder of angels’
wings. But accomplishment on earth, with men,
he now saw, was neither safe, easy nor assured.
It was the result of bitter struggle, a strife open
to the most appalling mischances. A necessity
of the spirit, it must be executed in the flesh, and
flesh was a treacherous, unstable substance; it was
capable not only of traitorous betrayals, but equally
of honest, and no less fatal, failures. With
this in his thoughts he went to the door, in answer
to a knock, and received a heavy carefully tied parcel.
He opened it, and, dripping in dazzling
color from the wrapping paper, was La Clavel’s
mantón, the one in which he had first seen her
insolently dancing the jota. Charles, with a stirred
heart, searched carefully for a note, a scrap of revealing
paper; but there was none. She had sent it to
him silently, before she had been taken away, in a
sentiment the delicacy of which deeply moved him.
He laid the shawl over the bed, where its cruel brilliancy
filled the white-walled room, darkened against the
heat, with flashes of magenta and orange and burning
blue. La Clavel had worn it dancing, where it
emphasized her grace and perversity and stark passion;
it had been, in Charles Abbott’s mind, synonymous
with her, with the vision she created; but, suddenly,
it lost that significance, and he saw it as the revealed
outspread pattern of his own existence.
The shawl was a map, a representation,
of the country of the spirit through which he passed;
such emotions, such heat, and such golden roses, all
had been, were, his against that background of perilous
endeavor. It seemed to float up from the bed and
to reach from coast to coast, from end to end, of
Cuba; its flowers took root and grew, casting about
splendor and perfume; the blue widened into the sky,
the tenderness of the clasping sea; the dark greens
were the shadows of the great ceiba trees, the gloom
of the jungles, the massed royal palms of the plains.
And not only was it the setting, the country, its
violent dissonances became cries, victorious or hopeless,
the sweep of reddened swords, the explosions of muskets.
There was the blood that had welled into the Laurel
Ditch of Cabanas; and, as well, the sultry mysterious
presence of Africa in the West—the buzzing
madness of the music of the danzon, the hysterics
of brujería.
Charles, at the heart of this, stood
enveloped, surrounded, by a drama like the sharp clash
of cymbals. It was easy to be overwhelmed, strangled,
blinded, by the savage color; briefly to be obliterated.
That possibility had been, lately, very much in his
mind; and he wondered, against all his recent change,
if, in the surrender of his idealism, he had lost
his amulet, his safety. While he had, to a large
extent, solved, for himself, the philosophy of conduct,
cleared the motives of his acts, a great deal was
inexplicable still. He saw, dimly, that there
could be little hope of justice on any island except
as the projection, the replica, of a fundamental universal
integrity of justice. Perfection like that couldn’t
begin on the rim of being and extend inward; it must
be at the center of all life, obscured, delayed, but,
in an end not computable in the span of human existence,
certain and inevitable. Charles Abbott now had
the feeling that, parallel with the maintaining of
his grasp on materialism, his recognition of the means
at his hand, there should be an allegiance to a supremacy
of the immeasurable whole.
That double vision, the acceptance
of a general good together with the possibility of
extreme ill to the individual, puzzled him. He
was required to put faith in a power seemingly indifferent
to him, to discharge a responsibility in return for
which nothing that he could weigh was promised.
Charles recalled what had overtaken the dancer, La
Clavel, in payment for a heroic effort against an insupportable
oppression. Disaster had met the body, the flesh;
what occurred in the spirit he was unable to grasp;
but this, suddenly, breathlessly, he saw:
La Clavel’s bitter defiance,
her mountain-born hatred of oppression, her beaten
but undefiled body, had communicated to him something
of her own valor. It was as though she had given
him a palm, a shielded flame, to add to his own fortitude.
In all probability she would, soon, be dead; Charles
correctly gauged the Spanish animosity; and yet she
was alive, strong, in him. She would be living;
it was Ceaza y Santacilla who had died, been vanquished;
his abnormal refinement dropping so easily into the
bestial, the measure of evil, in him, for which he
stood, had been slain, dissipated, ended. The
shawl contracted, became a thing magnificent but silk,
a mantón invested with a significance brave and
surprisingly tender. It was, now, the standard
of La Clavel, the mantle of the saintliness he had
proclaimed. His doubts, his questioning, were
resolved into the conviction that the act of the dancer
was her spirit made visible, created tangibly for
a tangible purpose, and that, there, she was indestructible.
With that conclusion to serve as a
stay and a belief, a philosophy of conduct, he returned
from the extra-mundane to the world. Charles
thought of La Clavel’s desire to dance in Buenos
Aires, for South America. He wondered how old
she was; he had never before considered her in any
connection with age; she had seemed neither old nor
young, but as invested with the timeless quality of
her art. She had spoken often of her girlhood,
but no picture of her as a girl had formed in his
mind. It was conceivable that, in more stable
circumstances, she would have grown old, become withered
with the peculiar ugliness of aged Spanish women;
but that, too, he could not realize. Somehow,
La Clavel’s being was her dancing, and what
had gone before, or what might have followed, were
irrelevant, unreal; they were not she. He understood,
now, her protest against being absorbed, involved,
in anything but her profession.
He became conscious of the sustained
gravity of his thoughts, how his activity had been
forced from the body to his mind; and that recalled
to him the necessity for a contrary appearance.
It would be wise for him to go to the Cafe Dominica
that evening, in an obvious facile excitement at his
connection, at once close and remote, with the death
of Santacilla in the dancer’s room. But,
beyond the fact that it was known he had dispatched
the servant upstairs, and the usual wild, thin speculations,
nothing had been allowed to appear. Santacilla,
it was announced, had died naturally. La Clavel
wasn’t mentioned. She had spoken to others
than Charles of her determination to go to the Argentine;
and it was probable, rumor said, principally in Spanish
mouths, that she would go quietly south. At the
United States Club, the idlers and gamblers surveyed
Charles with dubious looks; and, over a rum punch,
he adopted a sullen uncommunicative air. It would
not do to drop his widely advertised habits too suddenly;
he could not, in a day, change from a rake to a serious
student of such books as Machiavelli’s Prince;
and he prepared, with utter disgust, for his final
bow in the cloak of dissipation.
Purely by accident he met, at the
Plaza de Toros, Jaime Quintara, Remigio
Florez and Andres. It was so fortunately, evidently,
haphazard, that they continued together while Charles
related the circumstances of the tragedy in La Clavel’s
room. The others were filled with wonder, bravos,
at her strength and courage. Someday, Remigio
swore, when Cuba was free, he would put up a monument
to her in India Park. It would be of heroic size,
the bronze figure of a dancer, in a mantón, on
a block of stone, with an appropriate inscription.
“The trouble with that,”
Andres objected, “is if we should live and put
up a monument to everyone who deserved it, the parks
would be too crowded with bronzes for walking.
All of Cuba might have to be commemorated in metal.”
At Neptuno Street and the Paseo
Isabel they parted. Charles proceeded alone
toward the sea; and, with the knowledge that Andres
had not gone home, but would be evident in public
elsewhere, he stopped to see the other members of
the Escobar family. Carmita Escobar had faded
perceptibly since Vincente’s death; still riven
by sorrow she ceaselessly regretted the unhappy, the
blasphemous, necessity which made the wearing of mourning
for him inadmissible. Domingo Escobar, as well,
showed the effects of continuous strain; his vein of
humor was exhausted, he no longer provoked Charles’
inadequate Spanish; he avoided any direct reference
to Cuba. He was, he said, considering moving
to Paris, he was getting old and no one could complain,
now, since. He broke off, evidently at
the point of referring to Vincente and the Escobar
local patriotism.
But Narcisa, Charles was told, had
become promised to Hector Carmache, an admirable gentleman
with large sugar interests; luckily, for Narcisa,
unconnected with any political dreams.
“She will be very happy,” her mother proclaimed.
Narcisa narrowed her eyes. “He
lives on an estancia,” she added, “where
there will be banana trees and Haitians to watch; and
the conversation will be about the number of arrobas
the mill grinds.” She relapsed again into
silence; but, from her lowered countenance, he caught
a quick significant glance toward the balcony.
She rose, presently, and walked out. Charles
gazed at Domingo and Carmita Escobar; they were sunk
in thought, inattentive, and he quietly joined Narcisa.
“Andres has told me a great
deal about you,” she proceeded; “I made
him. He loves you too, and he says that you are
very strong and respected everywhere. I have
had to hear it like that, for you never come here
now. And I hear other things, too, but from my
maid, about the dancer, La Clavel. You gamble,
it seems, and drink as well.”
That, he replied, was no more than
half true; it was often necessary for him to appear
other than he was. He studied her at length:
she had grown more lovely, positively beautiful, in
the past month; the maturity of her engagement to
marry had already intensified her. Narcisa’s
skirt had been lowered and her hair, which had hung
like a black fan, was tied with a ribbon.
“How do you like me?”
she demanded. But when he told her very much,
she shook her head in denial. “I ought to
be ashamed,” she added, “but I am not.
Did you realize that, when we were out here before,
I made you a proposal? You ignored it, of course....
I am not ashamed of what I did then, either.
Afterwards, standing here, I wanted to throw myself
to the street; but, you see, I hadn’t the courage.
It’s better now, that time has gone—I’ll
get fat and frightful.”
“This Carmache,” Charles
Abbott asked, “don’t you like, no, love
him?” She answered:
“He is, perhaps, fifty—I
am fifteen—and quite deaf on one side, I
can never remember which; and he smells like bagasse.
I’ve only seen him once, for a minute, alone,
and then he wanted me to sit on his knees. I
said if he made me I’d kill him some night when
he was asleep. But he only laughed and tried
to catch me. You should have heard him breathing;
he couldn’t. He called me his Carmencita.
But, I suppose, I shall come to forget that, as well.
I wanted you to know all about it; so, when you hear
of my marriage, you will understand what to look for.”
“That is all very wrong!” Charles exclaimed.
In reply she said, hurriedly, “Kiss me.”
That was wrong, too, he repeated,
afterward. Her warmth and tender fragrance clung
to him like the touch of flower petals. She turned
away, standing at the front of the balcony, her arms,
bare under elbow ruffles, resting on the railing.
The flambeau trees in the Parque Isabel were like
conflagrations. Her head drooped on her slender
neck until it almost rested, despairingly, on the
support before her. “I hate your northern
way of living,” her voice was suppressed, disturbingly
mature; “I hate their bringing you into the house,
only to break my heart. Charles,” she laid
an appealing hand on his sleeve, “could you
do this—help me to run away? We have
cousins in New York who would receive me. If
you could just get me on a steamer!”
“No,” he said decidedly,
“I could not; I wouldn’t even if it were
possible. What would Andres, my friend, think?
It would ruin me here.”
“If you had,” she admitted,
after a little, “as soon as we reached the street,
I would have locked myself about your neck like my
crystal beads. Once when I was supposed to be
going with a servant to the sea baths, I had the quitrín
stop at the San Felipe, and I went up the stair, to
the roof, to your room, but you were out. You
see, I am a very evil girl.”
He agreed to the extent that she was
a very foolish girl. In turn she studied him
carefully.
“You seem to have no heart,”
she announced finally; “not because you don’t
love me, but in affairs generally; but I can tell you
a secret—you have! It’s as plain
as water. What you think you are—poof!”
She blew across the open palm of her hand.
“I hope not,” he returned
anxiously. “But you are too young, even
if you are to be married, to know about or to discuss
such things. As Andres’ best friend I must
caution you—”
“Why did you kiss me?” she interrupted.
He was, now, genuinely sorry that
he had, but he replied that it had been no more than
the salute of a brother. “You had better
go in,” he continued; “when they realize
we are out here there will be a stir, perhaps you
will be put to bed.”
“I might make a scandal,”
she deliberated, “throw myself on you and cry
as loudly as possible.” A smile appeared
upon her fresh charming lips at his expression of
dismay. “Then you would have to marry me.”
“I’d have to spank you,” he retorted.
“I shall never speak directly
to you again,” she concluded; “so you
must remember what I say, that you are not what you’d
like to be.”
She was, he thought, in spite of her
loveliness, a very disagreeable little girl.
That designation, ludicrously inadequate, he forced
upon himself. With a flutter of her skirts she
was gone. The afternoon was so still that he
could hear the drilling of soldiers by the shore, the
faint guttural commands and the concerted grounding
of muskets. Narcisa and her unpleasant prediction
faded from his mind. Standing on the balcony
he imagined a vast concourse gathered below with upturned
faces, waiting for him to speak. He heard the
round periods, the sonorous Spanish, he delivered,
welcoming, in the name of the people, their newly
gained independence, and extending to them the applause
and reassurances of the United States.
“You have won this for yourselves,”
he proclaimed, “by your valor and faith and
patience; and no alien, myself least of all, could
have been indispensable to you. What I was privileged
to do was merely to hold together some of the more
inglorious but necessary parts of your struggle; to
bring, perhaps, some understanding, some good will,
from the world outside. You have added Cuba to
the invaluable, the priceless, parts of the earth
where men are free; a deed wrought by the sacrifice
of the best among you. Liberty, as always, is
watered by blood—” he hesitated,
frowning, something was wrong about that last phrase,
of, yes—the watered with blood part; sprinkled,
nourished, given birth in? That last was the
correct, the inevitable, form. The hollow disembodied
voice of the drill sergeant floated up and then was
lost in the beginning afternoon procession of carriages.
With a larger boutonniere than he
would have cared to wear at home, a tea rose, he was
making his way through the El Louvre, when Gaspar
Arco de Vaca rose from a gay table and signalled for
him. It was after Retreta, the trade wind
was even more refreshing than customary, and the spirit
of Havana, in the parques and paseos and
restaurants, was high. The Louvre was crowded,
a dense mass of feminine color against the white linen
of the men, and an animated chatter, like the bubbles
of champagne made articulate, eddied about the tables
laden with dulces and the cold sweet brightness
of ices. He hesitated, but de Vaca was insistent,
and Charles approached the table.
“If you think you can remain
by yourself,” the Spaniard said pleasantly,
“you are mistaken. For women now, because
of the dancer, you are a figure of enormous interest.”
He presented Charles to a petulant
woman with a long nose, a seductive mouth, and black
hair low in the French manner; then to a small woman
in a dinner dress everywhere glittering with clear
glass beads, and eyes in which, as he gazed briefly
into them, Charles found bottomless wells of interrogation
and promise. He met a girl to whom, then, he
paid little attention, and a man past middle age with
cropped grey hair on a uniformly brown head and the
gilt floriations of a general. A place was made
for Charles into which, against his intention, he was
forced by a light insistence. It was, he discovered,
beside the girl; and, because of their proximity,
he turned to her.
At once he recognized that she was
unusual, strange: he had dismissed her as plain,
if not actually ugly, and that judgment he was forced
to recall. The truth was that she possessed a
rare fascination; but where, exactly, did it lie?
She was, he thought, even younger than Narcisa, yet,
at the same time, she had the balanced calm of absolute
maturity. Then he realized that a large part of
her enigmatic charm came from the fact that she was,
to a marked degree, Chinese. Her face, evenly,
opaquely, pale, was flat, an oval which held eyes with
full, ivory-like lids, narrow eye brows, a straight
small nose and lips heavily coated with a carmine
that failed utterly to disguise their level strength.
Her lustreless hair, which might have been soot metamorphosed
into straight broad strands, was drawn back severely,
without ornament or visible pins, over her shapely
skull. She wore no jewelry, no gold bands nor
rings nor pendants; and her dress, cut squarely open
at her slim round throat, was the fragile essence of
virginity. She attracted Charles, although he
could think of nothing in the world to say to her;
he was powerless to imagine what interested her; a
girl, she had no flavor of the conceits of her years;
feminine, she was without the slightest indication
of appropriate sentiments, little facile interests
or enthusiasms. From time to time she looked
at him, he caught a glimpse of eyes, blue, grey or
green, oblique and disturbing; she said nothing and
ate in infinitesimal amounts the frozen concoction
of sapote before her.
Charles Abbott hadn’t grasped
her name, and in reply to his further query, she told
him in a low voice that it was Pilar, Pilar de Lima.
Yes, she had been born in Peru. No, she had never
been to China, although she had traveled as far as
Portugal and London. His interest in her increased,
she was so wholly outside his—any conceivable—life;
and, without words, in a manner which defied his analysis,
she managed to convey to him the assurance that he
was not impossible to her.
He found, at intervals, fresh qualities
to engage him: she had unmistakably the ease
which came from the command of money; the pointed
grace of her hands—for an instant her palm
had sought his—hid an unexpected firmness;
she was contemptuous of the other vivacious women
at the table; and not a change of expression crossed
the placidity of a countenance no more than a mask
for what, mysterious and not placid, was back of it.
Then, in an undertone during a burst of conversation,
she said, “I like you.” She was half
turned from him, in profile, and her lips had not seemed
to move. Seen that way her nose was minute, the
upward twist of her eye emphasized, her mouth no more
than a painted sardonic curl. She was as slender
as a boy of a race unknown to Charles—without
warmth, without impulses, fashioned delicately for
rooms hung in peacock silks and courtyards of fretted
alabaster and burnished cedar.
He wanted to reply that he liked her,
but, in prospect, that seemed awkward, banal; and
a lull in the conversation discouraged him. Instead
he examined his feelings in regard to this Pilar from
Lima. It was obvious that she had nothing in
common with the women he had dismissed from his present
and future; she was more detached, even, than La Clavel
on the stage. And when, abruptly, she began to
talk to him, in an even flow of incomprehensible vowels
and sibilants, he was startled. Gaspar de Vaca
spoke to her in a peremptory tone, and then he addressed
Charles, “She’ll hardly say a word in a
Christian tongue, but, when it suits her, she will
sail on in Chinese for a quarter of an hour.
It may be her sense of humor, it may be a prayer, perhaps
what she says, if it could be understood, would blast
your brain, and perhaps she merely has a stomach ache.”
But his remonstrance had the effect designed; and
after an imperturbable silence, she said again that
she liked Charles Abbott.
The General regretfully pushed back
his chair, rose, and held out an arm in formal gallantry,
and Charles was left to follow with Pilar. She
lingered, while the others went on, and asked him if,
tomorrow, he would take her driving to Los Molinos.
He hesitated, uncertain of the wisdom of such a proceeding,
when her hand again stole into his. What, anyhow,
in the face of that direct request, could he do but
agree? They must have, she proceeded, since he
hadn’t a private equipage, the newest quitrín
he could procure, and a calesero more brilliant
than any they should pass on the Calzada de la Reina.
After all he would be but keeping up the useful pretence
of his worldliness; yet, looking forward to the drive
with her, an hour in the scented shade of the Captain-General’s
gardens, he was aware of an anticipated pleasure.
The need for caution was reduced to
a minimum, it shrank from existence; naturally he
wouldn’t talk to Pilar de Lima of politics, he
could not be drawn into the mention of his friends,
of any names connected in the slightest way with a
national independence. It was possible that she
had been selected, thrown with him, for that very
purpose; but there his intelligence, he thought, his
knowledge of intrigue, had been underestimated, insulted.
No—Pilar, de Vaca, Spain, would gain nothing,
and he would have a very pleasant, an oddly stimulating
and exciting, afternoon. The excitement came from
her extraordinary personality, an intensity tempered
with a remoteness, an indifference, which he specially
enjoyed after the last few tempestuous days.
Being with her resembled floating in a barge on a
fabulous Celestial river between banks of high green
bamboo. It had no ulterior significance.
She was positively inhuman.
He met her, with an impressive glittering
carriage and rider, according to her appointment,
at the end of the Paseo Tacon, past the
heat of afternoon. She was accompanied by a duenna
with rustling silk on a tall gaunt frame, and a harsh
countenance, the upper lip marred by a bluish shadow,
swathed in a heavy black mantilla. Pilar was
exactly the same as she had been the evening before.
The diminished but still bright day showed no flaw
on the evenness of her pallor, the artificial carmine
of her lips was like the applied petals of a geranium,
her narrow sexless body was upright in its film of
clear white.
The older woman was assisted into
the leather body of the quitrín, Pilar settled
lightly in the nina bonita, Charles mounted to the
third place, the calesero swung up on the horse
outside the shafts, and they rattled smartly into
the Queen’s Drive. From where he sat he
could see nothing but the sombre edge of the mantilla
beside him and Pilar’s erect back, her long
slim neck which gave her head, her densely arranged
hair, an appearance of too great weight. On either
side the fountains and glorietas, the files of
close-planted laurel trees, whirled behind them.
The statue of Carlos III gave way to the Jardin
Botanico.
There he commanded the carriage to
halt, and, in reply to Pilar’s surprise, explained
that he was following the established course.
“We leave the quitrín here, and it meets
us at the gates of the Quinta, and meanwhile
we walk. There are a great many paths and flowers.”
On the ground she admitted her ignorance of Havana,
and, followed at a conventional distance by her companion,
they entered the Gardens. There was a warm perfumed
steam of watered blossoming plants and exotic trees;
and Charles chose a way that brought them into an avenue
of palms, through which the fading sunlight fell in
diagonal bands, to a wide stone basin where water
lilies spread their curd-like whiteness. There
they paused, and Pilar sat on the edge of the pool,
with one hand dipping in the water. He saw that,
remarkably, she resembled a water lily bloom, she
was as still, as densely pale; and he told her this
in his best manner. But if it pleased her he was
unable to discover. A hundred feet away from them
the chaperone cast her replica on the unstirred surface
of the water, in the middle of which a fountain of
shells maintained a cool splashing.
“I should like one of those,”
she said, indicating a floating flower.
“It’s too far out,”
he responded, and she turned her slow scrutiny upon
him. Her eyes were neither blue nor gray but green,
the green of a stone.
“That you are agreeable is more
important than you know,” she said deliberately.
“And de Vaca—” she conveyed
a sense of disdain. “What is it that he
wants so much from you? How can it, on this little
island, a place with only two cities, be important?
I must tell you that I am not cheap; and when I was
brought here, to see a boy, it annoyed me. But
I am annoyed no longer,” her wet fingers swiftly
left their prints on his cheek. “Oporto
and the English Court—I understood that;
but to dig secrets from you, an innocent young American,”
she relapsed into silence as though he, the subject
she had introduced, were insufficient to excuse the
clatter of speech. So far as he was concerned,
he replied, he had no idea of her meaning.
“You see,” he went on
more volubly, “I was, to some extent, connected
with the death of Santacilla, an officer of the regiment
of Isabel, and they may still be looking for information
about that.”
She assured him he was wrong.
“It is Cuba that troubles them. It’s
in their heads you are close to powerful families
here and in North America, and that you are bringing
them together, pouring Northern gold into the empty
pockets of the Revolution. I saw at once, before
I met you, that I should waste my time, and I was
going away at once ... until you walked into the restaurant.
Now it will amuse me, and I shall take the doblóns
I get and buy you a present, a ruby, and, when you
see Captain de Vaca, you will wear it and smile and
he will know nothing.”
“You mustn’t buy me anything,”
Charles protested earnestly; “I can at least
understand that, how generous you are. If you
are unfamiliar with Cuba perhaps you will let me inform
you. I came to Havana, you see, for my lungs.
They were bad, and now they are good; and that is
my history here. There is no hole in them because
I have been careful to avoid the troubles on the street;
and the way to miss them is not to give them an admission.
The reason I am here with you is because you seemed
to me, in yourself, so far away from all that.
Your mind might be in China.” He went on
to make clear to her his distrust of women. “But
you are different; you are like a statue that has come
to life, a very lovely statue. What you really
are doesn’t matter, I don’t care, I shall
never know. But a water lily—that is
enough.”
“Are you wise or no deeper than
this?” she asked, indicating the shallow fountain.
“But don’t answer; how, as you say, can
it affect us? You are you and I am I. We might
even love each other with no more; that would be best—it
is the more that spoils love.”
“What do you know about that?”
But, relapsing into immobility, she
ignored his question. Beyond doubt his interest
in her had increased; it was an attraction without
name, yet none the less potent. Seated close
beside him she still seemed to be fashioned from a
vital material other than flesh and blood; she was
like a creation of sheer magic ... for what end?
They rose, leaving the Botanical Gardens, the spotted
orchids and air plants and oleanders, for the Quinta.
There they passed into a walk completely arched over
with the bushes of the Mar Pacifico, the rose of the
Pacific, a verdurous tunnel of leaves and broad fragrant
pink blooms, with a farther glimpse of a cascade over
mossy rocks.
The stream entered a canal, holding
some gaily painted and cushioned row boats, and a
green-gold flotilla of Mandarin ducks. There were
aviaries of doves, about which strollers were gathered,
and a distant somnolent military guard. It was
the first time for weeks that Charles had been consciously
relaxed, submerged in an unguarded pleasure of being.
Pilar might be honest about de Vaca and his purpose,
or she might be covering something infinitely more
cunning. It would bring her nothing! The
very simplicity of his relationship with her was a
complete protection; he had no impulse to be serious,
nothing in his conversation to guard.
Pilar seemed singularly young here,
engaged in staring at and fingering the flowers, reading
the sign boards that designated the various pleasances—the
Wood of the Princess, the Garden of San Antonio, the
Queen’s Glade. Her tactile curiosity was
insatiable, she trailed her sensitive hands over every
strange surface that offered. Then, with her
airy skirt momentarily caught on a spear of bearded
grass, he saw, below her knee, under the white stocking,
the impression of a blade, narrow and wicked.
La Clavel had carried a knife in that manner, many
women, he had no doubt, did; but in Pilar its stealthy
subdued gleam affected him unpleasantly. It presented
a sharp mocking contrast to all that, in connection
with her, had been running happily through his mind.
“I thought you were a moth,
soft and white,” he told her; “but it
appears that you are a wasp in disguise—I
hope it won’t occur to you to sting me.”
Serenely she resettled her skirt.
“Did you look for a scapular? Young men’s
eyes should be on the sky.” Then she put
an arm through his. “It was never there
for you ... a moth soft and white. But I don’t
care for that.” Her gliding magnetic touch
again passed, like the fall of a leaf, over his cheek.
Affecting not to notice it he lighted a thin cigar;
he’d have to watch Pilar de Lima. Or was
it himself who needed care? The feeling of detachment,
of security, was pierced by a more acute emotion,
a sensation that resembled the traced point of her
knife. She asked, nearing the place where they
were to meet the quitrín, when she might see
him again; and mechanically he suggested that evening,
after the music in the Plaza de Armas.
Returning to Ancha del Norte
Street, his face was grave, almost concerned, but
he was made happy by finding Andres Escobar in his
room. Andres, with the window shades lowered,
was lounging and smoking in his fine cambric shirt
sleeves. He had a business of routine to communicate,
and then he listened, censoriously, to Charles’
account of his afternoon.
“She is a little devil, of course,
with her gartered steel, but she amuses me. I
have the shadow of an idea that she was truthful about
de Vaca; and the ruby would be an excellent joke.”
“I cannot approve of any of
this,” Andres decided; “it has so many
hidden possibilities—the Spaniards are so
hellish cunning. To be candid with you, I can’t
understand why they have neglected you so long.
You are, Charles, fairly conspicuous. Perhaps
it is because they hope, in the end, to get information
from you. In that case, if we were in danger,
I would shoot you with my own hand. Drop this
Chinese water lily; their stems are always in the
mud.”
“On the contrary, you must see
her,” Charles Abbott insisted. “I’ve
explained that she can’t hurt us; and we may
get something floated the other way.” He
was aware of an indefinable resentment at Andres’
attitude: his love for him was all that prevented
the acerbity of a voiced irritation.
Yet, when the regimental band was
leaving to the diminishing strains of its quickstep,
Andres joined Charles and Pilar—who had
left her quitrín—strolling through
the Plaza. As usual she said practically nothing;
but, in the gloom, she was specially potent, like a
fascinating and ironic idol to innocence; and Charles
Abbott was pleased by Andres’ instant attention.
Pilar was reluctant, now, to return to the carriage,
and she lingered between the men, who, in turn, gazed
down addressing remarks to the smooth blackness of
her hair or to the immobile whiteness of her face.
Charles dropped behind, to light a cigar, and when
he came up to them again he had the illusive sense
of a rapid speech stopped at his approach. Andres
Escobar’s countenance was lowered, his brow
drawn together ... it had been Pilar de Lima, surprisingly,
who had talked. Charles recalled the manner in
which her low, even voice flowed from scarcely moving
lips, with never a shadow of emotion, of animation,
across her unstirred flattened features.
Some Cubans gathered about the table
when, later, they were eating ices; and, gaining Pilar’s
consent, he left with the indispensable polite regrets
and bows. He was vaguely and thoroughly disturbed,
uneasy, as though a grain of poison had entered him
and were circulating through all his being. It
was a condition he was unfamiliar with, disagreeable
in the extreme; and one which he determined to stamp
out. It hadn’t existed in his contact with
Pilar until the appearance of Andres; yes, it came
about from the conjunction of the girl, Andres and
himself; spilled into the clarity of their companionship,
Andres and his, her influence had already darkened
and slightly embittered it ... had affected it, Charles
added; she was powerless to touch him in the future;
he put her resolutely, completely, from his thoughts.
He was a little appalled at the suddenness
with which the poison had tainted him, infecting every
quality of superiority, of detachment, of reasoning,
he possessed. When he saw Andres again, after
the interval of a week, his heart was empty of everything
but crystal admiration, affection; but Andres was
obscured, his bearing even defiant. They were
at a reception given by a connection of the Cespedes
on the Cerro. Instinctively they had drawn aside,
behind a screen of pomegranate and mignonette trees
in the patio; but their privacy, Charles felt, had
been uncomfortably invaded. He spoke of this,
gravely, and Andres suddenly drooped in extreme dejection.
“Why did you ever bring us together!”
he exclaimed. “She, Pilar, has fastened
herself about me like one of those pale strangling
orchids. No other woman alive could have troubled
me, but, then, Pilar is not a woman.” Charles
Abbott explained his agreement with that.
“What is she?” Andres
cried. “She says nothing, she hardly ever
lifts her eyes from her hands, I can give you my word
kissing her is like tasting a sherbet; and yet I can’t
put her out of my mind. I get all my thoughts,
my feelings, from her as though they passed in a body
from her brain to mine. They are thoughts I detest.
Charles, when I am away from you, I doubt and question
you, and sink into an indifference toward all we are,
all we have been.”
“Something like that began to
happen to me,” Charles admitted; “it was
necessary to bring it to an end; just as you must.
Such things are not for us. Drop her, Andres,
on the Paseo, where she belongs.” The
other again slipped outside the bounds of their friendship.
“I must ask you to make no such allusion,”
he retorted stiffly. Charles laughed, “You
old idiot,” he said affectionately, “have
her and get over it, then, as soon as possible; I
won’t argue with you about such affairs, that’s
plain.” Andres laid a gripping hand on his
arm, avoiding, while he spoke, Charles’ searching
gaze.
“There is one thing you can
do for me,” he hurried on, “and—and
I beg you not to refuse. The mantón that
belonged to La Clavel! I described it to Pilar,
and she is mad to wear it to the danzon at the Tacon
Theatre. You see, it was embroidered by the Chinese,
and it is appropriate for her. Think of Pilar
in that shawl, Charles.”
“She can’t have it,” he answered
shortly.
Andres Escobar’s face
darkened. “It had occurred to me you might
refuse,” he replied. “Then there is
nothing for me to do. But it surprises me, when
I remember the circumstances, that you have such a
tender feeling for it. After all, it wasn’t
a souvenir of love; you never lost an opportunity
to say how worn you were with La Clavel.”
“No, Andres, it isn’t
a token of love, but a banner, yours even more than
mine, a charge we must keep above the earth.”
That, Andres observed satirically,
was very pretty; but a mantón, a woman’s
thing, had no relation to the cause of Cuban independence.
“Perhaps, but of course, you
are right,” Charles agreed. “Very
well, then it is only a superstition of mine.
I have the feeling that if we lower this—this
standard it will bring us bad luck, it will be disastrous.
What that Pilar, you may think, is to you, the mantón
has always been for me. It is in my blood;
I regard it as a sailor might a chart. And then,
Andres, remember—it protected Cuba.”
“I have to have it,” the
other whispered desperately; “she—she
wants it, for the danzon.”
Charles Abbott’s resentment
changed to pity, and then to a calm acceptance of
what had the aspect of undeviating fate. “Very
well,” he said quietly. “After all,
you are right, it is nothing but a shawl, and our
love for each other must not suffer. I’ll
give it to you freely, Andres: she will look
wonderful in it.”
The other grasped his hands.
“Be patient, Charles,” he begged.
“This will go and leave us as we were before,
as we shall always be. It hasn’t touched
what you know of, it is absolutely aside from that—a
little scene in front of the curtain between the acts
of the serious, the main, piece. I doubted her
honesty, as you described it, at first; but you were
right. She has no interest at all in our small
struggle; she is only anxious to return to Peru.”
“I wish she had never come from
there!” Charles declared; “whether she
is honest or dishonest is unimportant. She is
spoiled, like a bad lime.”
“If you had been more successful
with her—” Andres paused significantly.
“So that,” Charles returned,
“is what she said or hinted to you!” Andres
Escobar was gazing away into the massed and odorous
grey-blue mignonette. “Go away before I
get angry with you; you are more Spanish than any
Mendoza. The mantón you’ll find at
home tonight.”
He was, frankly, worried about Andres;
not fundamentally—Andres’ loyalty
was beyond any personal betrayal—but because
he was aware of the essential inflammability of all
tropical emotion. The other might get into a
rage with Pilar, who never, herself, could fall into
such an error, and pay the penalty exacted by a swift
gesture toward the hem of her skirt. Then he
recalled, still with a slight shudder of delight,
the soft dragging feel of her fingers on his cheek.
He tied the shawl up sombrely, oppressed by the conviction
of mischance he had expressed to Andres, and despatched
it.
Pilar de Lima might, possibly, depart
for Peru earlier even than she hoped; boats left not
infrequently for Mexico and South America—the
Argentine for which La Clavel had longed—and
she was welcome to try her mysterious arts upon the
seas away from Cuba and Andres. A sugar bag could
easily, at the appropriate moment, be slipped over
her head, and a bateau carry her out, with a sum of
gold, at night to a departing ship. There would
be no trouble, after she had been seen, in getting
her on board. And Charles Abbott thought of her,
in her silent whiteness, corrupting one by one the
officers and crew; a vague hatred would spread over
the deck, forward and aft; and through the cabins,
the hearts, her suggestions and breath of evil touched.
They would never see Mexico, he decided; but, on a
calm purple night in the Gulf, a sanguine and volcanic
inferno of blackened passion would burst around the
flicker of her blanched dress and face no colder in
death than in life.
Charles Abbott’s thoughts returned
continually to Andres; in the shadowy region of his
brain the latter was like a vividly and singly illuminated
figure. He remembered, too, the occasion of his
first seeing Andres, at the Hotel Inglaterra:
they had gone together into the restaurant, where,
over rum punches and cigars, the love he had for him
had been born at once. It was curious—that
feeling; a thing wholly immaterial, idealizing.
He had speculated about it before, but without coming
to the end of its possibilities, the bottom of its
meaning. There was no need to search for a reason
for the love of women; that, it might be, was no more
than mechanical, the allurement cast by nature about
its automatic purpose. It belonged to earth,
where it touched any sky was not Charles’ concern;
but his friendship for Andres Escobar had no relation
to material ends.
At first it had been upheld, vitalized,
by admiration, qualities perceptible to his mind,
to analysis; he had often reviewed them—Andres’
deep sense of honor, his allegiance to a conduct free
of self, his generosity, his slightly dramatic but
inflexible courage, the fastidious manners of his
person. His clothes, the sprig of mimosa he preferred,
the angle of his hat and the rake back, through an
elbow, of his malacca cane, were all satisfying, distinguished.
But Charles’ consciousness of these actual traits,
details, had vanished before an acceptance of Andres
as a whole, uncritically. What, once, had been
a process of thought had become an emotion integral
with his own subconscious being.
Something of his essential character
had entered Andres, and a part of Andres had become
bound into him. This, as soon as she had grown
into the slightest menace to it, had cast Pilar de
Lima from his consideration. It had been no effort,
at the moment necessary he had forgotten her; just
as Andres, faced with the truth, would put her away
from him. The bond between them, Charles told
himself, was forged from pure gold.
This was running through his head
on the night of the danzon. He was seated at
the entrance of the United States Club, where the sharp
Yankee accents of the gamblers within floated out and
were lost in the narrow walled darkness of Virtudes
Street. It was no more than eleven, the Tacon
Theatre would be empty yet.... Charles had no
intention of going to the danzon, but at the same
time he was the victim of a restless curiosity in
connection with it; he had an uncomfortable oppression
at the vision of Andres, with Pilar in the bright shawl,
on the floor crowded with the especial depravities
of Havana.
The Spanish officers had made it customary
for men of gentility to go into the criolla festivities;
they were always present, the young and careless,
the drunken and degenerate; and that, too, added to
Charles’ indefinable sense of possible disaster.
In a way, it might be an excellent thing for him to
attend, to watch, the danzon. If Andres were
infatuated he would be blind to the dangers, both the
political and those emanating from the mixture of
bloods. At this moment the game inside ended,
and a knot of men, sliding into their coats, awkwardly
grasping broad-brimmed hats, appeared, departing for
the Tacon Theatre. A perfunctory nodded invitation
for him to accompany them settled the indecision in
Charles Abbott’s mind. And, a half hour
later, he was seated in a palco of the second
tier, above the dance.
Familiar with them, he paid no attention
to the sheer fantastic spectacle; the two orchestras,
one taking up the burden of sound when the other paused,
produced not for him their rasping dislocated rhythm.
He was aware only of floating skirts, masks and dark
or light faces, cigars held seriously in serious mouths.
Charles soon saw that Andres and Pilar de Lima had
not yet arrived. As he leaned forward over the
railing of the box, Gaspar Arco de Vaca, sardonic and
observing, glanced up and saluted with his exaggerated
courtesy. He disappeared, there was a knock at
the closed door behind Charles, and de Vaca entered.
There was a general standing acknowledgement
of his appearance; the visor of his dress cap was
touched for every man present, and he took a vacated
chair at Charles’ side. “You weren’t
attracted to my white absinthe,” he said easily.
On the contrary, Charles replied, he had liked Pilar
very well, although she had annoyed him by foolish
tales of a Spanish interest in him.
“She is, of course, an agent,”
de Vaca admitted indifferently. “We almost
have to keep her in a cage, like a leopard from Tartary.
She has killed three officers of high rank; although
we do not prefer her as an assassin. She is valuable
as a drop of acid, here, there; and extraordinary
individuals often rave about her. We’ll
have to garrotte her some time, and that will
be a pity.”
There was a flash of color below,
of carmine and golden orange, and Charles recognized
Pilar wrapped, from her narrow shoulders to her delicate
ankles, in the mantón. Andres Escobar, with
a protruding lip and sullen eyes, was at her side.
Suddenly de Vaca utterly astounded Charles; with a
warning pressure of his hand he spoke at the younger
man’s ear:
“I am leaving at once for Madrid,
a promotion has fortunately lifted me from this stinking
black intrigue, and I have a memory ... from the sala
de Armas, the echo of a sufficiently spirited compliment.
As I say, I am off; what is necessary to you is necessary—a
death in Havana or a long life at home. Where
I am concerned you have bought your right to either.
You cannot swing the balance against Spain. And
I have this for you to consider. Your friend,
Escobar, has reached the end of his journey.
It will accomplish nothing to inform him; he is not
to walk from the theatre. Very well—if
you wish to hatch your seditious wren’s eggs
tomorrow, if you wish to wake tomorrow at all, stay
away from him. Anything else will do no good except,
perhaps, for us.”
Charles Abbott sat with a mechanical
gaze on the floor covered with revolving figures.
He realized instantly that Gaspar Arco de Vaca had
been truthful. The evidence of that lay in the
logic of his words, the ring of his voice. The
officer rose, saluted, and left. Andres had come
to the end of his journey! It was incredible.
He had not moved from the spot where Charles had first
seen him; he had taken off his hat, and his dark faultlessly
brushed hair held in a smooth gleam the reflection
of a light.
Andres turned with a chivalrous gesture
to Pilar, who, ignoring it completely, watched with
inscrutable eyes the passing men. The shawl,
on her, had lost its beauty; it was malevolent, screaming
in color; contrasted with it her face was marble.
How, Charles speculated desperately, was Andres to
be killed? And then he saw. A tall young
Spaniard with a jeering countenance, in the uniform
of a captain in a regiment not attached at Havana,
stopped squarely, with absolute impropriety, before
Pilar and asked her to dance. Andres Escobar,
for the moment, was too amazed for objection; and,
as Pilar was borne away, he made a gesture of denial
that was too late.
He glanced around, as though to see
if anyone had observed his humiliation; and Charles
Abbott instinctively drew back into the box.
As he did this he cursed himself with an utter loathing.
Every natural feeling impelled him below, to go blindly
to the support of Andres. There must be some
way—a quick shifting of masks and escape
through a side door—to get him safely out
of the hands of Spain. This, of course, would
involve, endanger, himself, but he would welcome the
necessity of that acceptance. Gaspar de Vaca had
indicated the price he might well pay for such a course—the
end, at the same time, of himself; not only the death
of his body but the ruin of his hopes and high plans.
Nothing, he had told himself a thousand times, should
be allowed to assail them. Indeed, he had discussed
just such a contingency as this with Andres.
Theoretically there had been no question of the propriety
of an utter seeming selfishness; the way, across a
restaurant table, had been clear.
In the box the other Americans maintained
a steady absorbed commenting on the whirling color
of the danzon. One, finally, attracted by the
mantón on Pilar de Lima, called the attention
of the others to her Chinese characteristics.
They all leaned forward, engaged by the total pallor
of her immobility above the blazing silk. They
exclaimed when she left the Spanish officer and resumed
her place by Andres Escobar’s side.
“Isn’t that peculiar?” Charles was
asked. “You are supposed to know all about
these dark affairs. Isn’t it understood
that the women keep to their own men? And that
Cuban, Abbott, you know him; we often used to see
you with him!”
“Yes,” Charles Abbott
acknowledged, “partners seldom leave each other.
That is Andres Escobar.”
He paid no more heed to the voices
about him, but sat with his gaze, his hopes and fears,
fastened on Andres and Pilar. Back again, she
was, as usual, silent, dragging her fingers through
the knotted magenta fringe of the shawl. Andres,
though, was speaking in short tense phrases that alternated
with concentrated angry pauses. She lifted her
arms to him, and they began to dance. They remained,
however, characteristic of the danzon, where they were,
turning slowly and reversing in a remarkably small
space. They were a notably graceful couple, and
they varied, with an intricate stepping, the general
monotony of the measure.
Charles had an insane impulse to call
down to Andres, to attract his attention, and to wave
him away from the inimical forces gathering about
him. Instead of this he lighted a cigarette, with
hands the reverse of steady, and concentrated all
his thoughts upon the fact of Cuban independence.
That, he told himself, was the only thing of importance
in his life, in the world. And it wasn’t
Cuba—alone, but the freedom of life at
large, that rested, in part at least, on the foundation
he might help to lay, the beginning solidity of human
liberty, superiority. He forced himself to gaze
with an air of indifference at the dancing below him;
but, it seemed, wherever he looked, the mantón
floated into his vision. He saw, now, nothing
else, neither Pilar nor Andres, but only the savage
challenging fire of silks. The shawl’s
old familiar significance had been entirely lost—here
he hated and feared it, it was synonymous with all
that threatened his success. It gathered into
its folded and draped square the evil of the danzon,
the spoiled mustiness of joined and debased bloods,
the license under a grotesque similitude of restraint.
This was obliterated by a wave of
affection for Andres so strong that it had the effect
of an intolerable physical pressure within his body:
his love had the aspect of a tangible power bound to
assert itself or to destroy him. With clenched
hands he fought it back, he drove it away before the
memory of the other. Voices addressed him, but
he paid no attention, the words were mere sounds from
a casual sphere with which he had nothing in common.
He must succeed in his endeavor, put into actuality
at this supreme moment his selfless projection of duty,
responsibility. For it was, in spite of his preoccupation
with its personal possibilities, an ideal to which
he, as an entity, was subordinated. He recalled
the increasing number of destinies in which he was
involved, that were being thrust upon him, and for
which, at best, he would become accountable.
So much more lay in the immediate future than was
promised—justified—in the present.
Here, too, Andres was at fault—precisely
the accident had happened to him that he was so strict
in facing for others. His absorption wouldn’t,
as an infatuation, continue; or, rather, it could not
have lasted ... long. But already it had been
long enough to finish, to kill, Andres. Charles
rose uncontrollably to his feet; he would save his
friend from the menace of the whole Spanish army.
But de Vaca, whose every accent carried conviction,
had been explicit: he particularly would not
have spoken under any other circumstance. He
had, in reality, been tremendously flattering in depending
to such a degree on Charles’ coolness and intellect.
Gaspar de Vaca would have taken no interest in a sentimentalist.
The officer without question had found in Charles
Abbott a strain of character, a resolution, which
he understood, approved; to a certain extent built
on. He had, in effect, concluded that Charles
and himself would act similarly in similar positions.
It was, Charles decided, at an end;
he must go on as he had begun. A strange numb
species of calm settled over him. The vast crowded
floor, the boxes on either hand, sweeping tier on
tier to the far hidden ceiling, surrounding the immense
chandelier glittering with crystal lustres, were all
removed, distant, from him. The Tacon Theatre
took on the appearance of a limitless pit into which
all human life had been poured, arbitrarily thrown
together, and, in the semblance of masquerading gaiety,
made to whirl in a time that had in its measure the
rattle of bones, a drumming on skulls. This conception
sickened him, he could, he felt, no longer breathe
in a closeness which he imagined as fetid; and Charles
realized that, at least, there was no need for him
to remain. Indeed, it would be better in every
way to avoid the impending, the immediate, catastrophe.
With a hasty incoherent remark he
secured his hat and left the box. Outside, in
the bare corridor, he paused and his lips automatically
formed the name Andres Escobar. In a flash he
saw the gathering disintegration of the Escobar family—Vincente
dead, his body dishonored; Narcisa, ineffable, flower-like,
sacrificed to dull ineptitude; Domingo, who had been
so cheerfully round, furrowed with care, his spirit
dead before his body; Carmita sorrowing; and Andres,
Andres the beautiful, the young and proud, betrayed,
murdered in a brawl at a negro dance. What disaster!
And where, in the power of accomplishment, they had
failed, where, fatally, they had been vulnerable,
was at their hearts, in their love each for the other,
or in the fallibility of such an emotion as Andres
felt for Pilar. He, Charles Abbott, must keep
free from that entanglement. This reassurance,
however, was not new; all the while it had supported
him.
He made his way down the broad shallow
steps, passing extraordinary figures—men
black and twisted like the carvings of roots in the
garb of holiday minstrels; women coffee-colored and
lovely like Jobaba, their faces pearly with rice powder,
in yellow satin or black or raw purple, their feet
in high-heeled white kid slippers. Where they
stood in his way he brushed them unceremoniously,
hastily, aside, and he was followed by low threatening
murmurs, witless laughter. A man, loyal to the
Cuban cause, attempted to stop him, to repeat something
which, he assured Charles, was of grave weight; but
he went on heedlessly.
His passage became, against his reasoning
mind, a flight; and he cursed, with an unbalanced
rage, in a minor frenzy, when he saw that he would
have to walk through a greater part of the body of
the theatre before he could escape. The dancers
had, momentarily, thinned out, and he went directly
across the floor. There was a flame before his
eye, the illusion of a shifting screen of blood; and
he found himself facing Pilar de Lima and Andres;
beyond, the Spanish officer, tall and lank and young,
was peering at them with an aggressive spite.
Charles turned aside, avoiding the tableau. Then
he heard Andres’ exasperated voice ordering
the girl to come with him to the promenade. Instead
of that her glimmering eyes, with lights like the
reflection of polished green stones, evading Andres,
sought and found the officer.
Charles Abbott’s legs were paralysed,
he was held stationary, as though he were helpless
in a dream. His heart pounded and burned, and
a great strangling impulse shook him like a flag in
the wind. “Andres!” he cried, “Andres,
let her go, she is nothing! Quickly, before it
is too late. Remember—” There
was a surging concentration so rapid that Charles
saw it as a constricting menace rather than the offensive
of a group of men. Pilar stooped, her hand at
her knee. Charles threw an arm about Andres,
but he was dragged, struggling, away. She was
icy in the hell of the mantón. There was
a suspension of breathing, of sound, through which
a fragile hand with a knife searched and searched.
Then a shocking blow fell on Charles Abbott’s
head and the Tacon Theatre rocked and collapsed in
darkness.
The sharp closing of a door brought
him, a man advanced in middle age, abruptly to his
feet. He was confused, and swayed dizzily, with
out-stretched arms as though he were grasping vainly
for the dissolving fragments of a shining mirage of
youth. They left him, forever, and he stood regaining
his strayed sense of immediacy. He was surprisingly
weary, in a gloom made evident by the indirect illumination
of an arc light across and farther up the street.
Fumbling over the wall he encountered the light switch,
and flooded his small drawing-room with brilliance.
The clock on the mantle, crowned by an eagle with
lifted gilded wings, pointed to the first quarter
past eleven: when he had sunk into his abstraction
from the present, wandered back into the sunlight
of Havana and his days of promise, it had been no
more than late afternoon; and now Mrs. Vauxn and her
daughter, his neighbors, had returned from their dinner
engagement. He wondered, momentarily, why that
hour and ceremony had passed unattended for him, and
then recalled that Bruton and his wife, who kept his
house, had gone to the funeral of a relative, leaving
on the dining-room table, carefully covered, some
cuts of cold meat, a salad of lettuce, bran bread
and fresh butter, and the coffee percolator with its
attachment for a plug in the floor.
To the rest, he had faithfully told
Mrs. Bruton, who was severe with him, he’d attend.
In place of that he had wandered into an amazing memory
of his beginning manhood. The beginning, he told
himself, and, in many ways the end—since
then he had done little or nothing. After the
ignominy of his deportation from Cuba—impending
satisfactory negotiations between the United States
and Spain, he gathered later, had preserved him from
the dignity of political martyrdom—a drabness
of life had caught him from which he could perceive
no escape. Not, he was bound to add, that he
had actively looked for one. No, his participation
in further events had been interfered with by a doubt,
his life had been drawn into an endless question.
If he had walked steadily past Andres Escobar, left
him to a murder which, after all, he, Charles Abbott,
had been powerless to stop, would he have gone on
to the triumph of his ideal?
In addition to this there was the
eternal speculation over the relation, in human destiny,
of the heart to the head—which, in the
end, would, must, triumph? There was no necessity
in his final philosophy for the optimism, where men
are concerned, that had been his first stay.
He wasn’t so sure now—but was he certain
of anything?—of the coming victory of right,
of the spreading, from land to land, of freedom.
Did life reach upward or down, or was it merely the
circling of a carrousel, the whirling of the danzon?
Nothing, for him, could be settled, definite.
He was inclined to the belief that the blow of the
scabbard on his head.... That, however, like the
rest, was indeterminate. He came back eternally
to the same query—had he, as for so long,
so wearily, he had insisted to himself, failed, proved
weak for the contentions of existence on a positive
plane? Had he become a part, a member, of the
nameless, the individually impotent, throng?
His sympathies were, by birth, aristocratic rather
than humane; he preferred strength to acquiescence;
but there were times now, perhaps, when he was aging,
when there was a relief in sinking into the sea of
humility.
Then his thoughts centered again on
Howard Gage; who, before leaving that afternoon, had
unpleasantly impressed Charles Abbott by his inelasticity,
the fixity of his gaze upon the ground. Howard
had been involved in a war of a magnitude that swamped
every vestige of the long-sustained Cuban struggle.
And he admitted his relation to this had been one
of bitter necessity:
“I had to go, we all did,”
Howard Gage had said. “There wasn’t
any music about it, any romance. It had to be
done, that was all, and it was. Don’t expect
me to be poetic.”
Yes, the youth of today were, to Charles’
way of thinking, badly off. Anyone who could
not be poetic, who wouldn’t be if he had the
chance, was unfortunate, limited, cramped. Visions,
ideals, were indispensable for youth. Why, damn
it, love was dependent on dreams, unreality. He
had never known it; but he was able to appreciate what
it might be in a man’s life. He no longer
scorned love, or the woman he was able to imagine—a
tender loveliness never out of a slightly formal beauty.
For her the service parts of the house would have no
existence; and, strangely, he gave no consideration
to children.
It wasn’t that he minded loneliness;
that was not an unmixed evil, especially for a man
whose existence was chiefly spun from memories, speculations,
and conditioned by the knowledge that he had had the
best of life, its fullest measure, at the beginning.
He had never again seen a woman like La Clavel, a
friend who could compare with Andres, wickedness such
as Pilar’s, days and players as brilliant as
those of Havana before, well—before he had
passed fifty. If the trade winds still blew,
tempering the magnificence of the Cuban nights, they
no longer blew for him. But Havana, as well, had
changed.
The piano next door took up, where
it had been dropped, the jota from Liszt’s Rhapsody
Espagnol. It rippled and sang for a moment and
then ended definitely for the night. Other dancers,
Charles reasonably supposed, continued the passionate
art of that lyric passage; he read of them, coming
from Spain to the United States for no other purpose.
He had no doubt about their capability, and no wish
to see them. They would do for Howard Gage.
What if he, instead of Charles Abbott, had been at
the Tacon Theatre the night Andres had died? That
was an interesting variation of the old question—what,
in his predicament, would Howard Gage have done?
Walked away, probably, holding his purpose undamaged!
But Andres could never have loved Howard Gage; Andres,
for his attachment, required warmth, intensity, the
ornamental forms of honor; poetry, briefly. That
lost romantic time, that day in immaculate white linen
with a spray of mimosa in its buttonhole!
There were some flowers, Charles recalled,
standing on the table in the hall, dahlias; and he
walked out and drew one into the lapel of his coat.
It was without scent, just as, now, life was unscented;
yet, surveying himself in the mirror over the vase,
he saw that the sombreness of his attire was lightened
by the spot of red. Nothing, though, could give
vividness to his countenance, that was dry and dull,
scored with lines that resembled traces of dust.
The moustache across his upper lip was faded and brittle.
It was of no account; if he had lacked ultimately
the courage, the stamina, to face and command life,
he was serene at the threat of death.
Suddenly hungry, he went into the
dining-room and removed the napkins, turned the electricity
into the percolator. Then, with a key from under
the edge of the cloth on a console-table, he opened
a door of the sideboard, and produced a tall dark
bottle of Marquis de Riscal wine, and methodically
drew the cork. Charles Abbott wiped the glass
throat and, seated, poured out a goblet full of the
translucent crimson liquid. It brought a slight
flush to his cheeks, a light in his eyes, and the
shadow of a vital humor, a past challenge, to his
lips. He had lifted many toasts in that vintage,
his glass striking with a clear vibration against
other eagerly held glasses. More often than not
they—Tirso, the guardsman in statue, Remigio,
Jaime, Andres and himself—had drunk to
La Clavel. He drank to her, probably the sole
repository of her memory, her splendor, on earth, now.
“La Clavel,” he said her name aloud.
And then, “Andres.”
A sharp gladness seized him that Andres
had, almost at the last, heard his voice, his shouted
warning and apprehension and love. If liberty,
justice, were to come, one life, two, could make no
difference; a hundred years, a hundred hundred, were
small measures of time. And if all were doomed,
impossible, open to the knife of a fateful Pilar,
why, then, they had had their companionship, their
warmth, a period of unalloyed fidelity to a need that
broke ideals like reeds. Perhaps what they had
found was, after all, within them, that for which they
had swept the sky.