INTRODUCTION.
In the following narrative, I have
endeavoured to give as nearly as possible the ipsissima
verba of the valued friend from whom I received it,
conscious that any aberration from her mode of
telling the tale of her own life would at once impair
its accuracy and its effect.
Would that, with her words, I could
also bring before you her animated gesture, her expressive
countenance, the solemn and thrilling air and accent
with which she related the dark passages in her strange
story; and, above all, that I could communicate the
impressive consciousness that the narrator had seen
with her own eyes, and personally acted in the scenes
which she described; these accompaniments, taken with
the additional circumstance that she who told the
tale was one far too deeply and sadly impressed with
religious principle to misrepresent or fabricate what
she repeated as fact, gave to the tale a depth of
interest which the events recorded could hardly, themselves,
have produced.
I became acquainted with the lady
from whose lips I heard this narrative nearly twenty
years since, and the story struck my fancy so much
that I committed it to paper while it was still fresh
in my mind; and should its perusal afford you entertainment
for a listless half hour, my labour shall not have
been bestowed in vain.
I find that I have taken the story
down as she told it, in the first person, and perhaps
this is as it should be.
She began as follows:
My maiden name was Richardsonthe designation of a family of some distinction in
the county of Tyrone. I was the younger of two
daughters and we were the only children. There
was a difference in our ages of nearly six years
so that I did not in my childhood enjoy that close
companionship which sisterhood in other circumstances
necessarily involves; and while I was still a child
my sister was married.
> I have carefully altered the names
as they appear in the original mss. for
the reader will see that some of the circumstances
recorded are not of a kind to reflect honour upon
those involved in them; and as many are still living
in every way honoured and honourable who stand
in close relation to the principal actors in
this drama the reader will see the necessity
of the course which we have adopted.
The person upon whom she bestowed
her hand was a Mr. Carew, a gentleman of property
and consideration in the north of England.
I remember well the eventful day of
the wedding; the thronging carriages, the noisy menials,
the loud laughter, the merry faces, and the gay dresses.
Such sights were then new to me, and harmonised ill
with the sorrowful feelings with which I regarded the
event which was to separate me, as it turned out,
for ever from a sister whose tenderness alone had
hitherto more than supplied all that I wanted in my
mother’s affection.
The day soon arrived which was to
remove the happy couple from Ashtown House. The
carriage stood at the hall-door, and my poor sister
kissed me again and again, telling me that I should
see her soon.
The carriage drove away, and I gazed
after it until my eyes filled with tears, and, returning
slowly to my chamber, I wept more bitterly and, so
to speak, more desolately, than ever I had done before.
My father had never seemed to love
or to take an interest in me. He had desired
a son, and I think he never thoroughly forgave me my
unfortunate sex.
My having come into the world at all
as his child he regarded as a kind of fraudulent intrusion,
and as his antipathy to me had its origin in an imperfection
of mine, too radical for removal, I never even hoped
to stand high in his good graces.
My mother was, I dare say, as fond
of me as she was of anyone; but she was a woman of
a masculine and a worldly cast of mind. She had
no tenderness or sympathy for the weaknesses, or even
for the affections, of woman’s nature and her
demeanour towards me was peremptory, and often even
harsh.
It is not to be supposed, then, that
I found in the society of my parents much to supply
the loss of my sister. About a year after her
marriage, we received letters from Mr. Carew, containing
accounts of my sister’s health, which, though
not actually alarming, were calculated to make us
seriously uneasy. The symptoms most dwelt upon
were loss of appetite and cough.
The letters concluded by intimating
that he would avail himself of my father and mother’s
repeated invitation to spend some time at Ashtown,
particularly as the physician who had been consulted
as to my sister’s health had strongly advised
a removal to her native air.
There were added repeated assurances
that nothing serious was apprehended, as it was supposed
that a deranged state of the liver was the only source
of the symptoms which at first had seemed to intimate
consumption.
In accordance with this announcement,
my sister and Mr. Carew arrived in Dublin, where one
of my father’s carriages awaited them, in readiness
to start upon whatever day or hour they might choose
for their departure.
It was arranged that Mr. Carew was,
as soon as the day upon which they were to leave Dublin
was definitely fixed, to write to my father, who intended
that the two last stages should be performed by his
own horses, upon whose speed and safety far more reliance
might be placed than upon those of the ordinary post-horses,
which were at that time, almost without exception,
of the very worst order. The journey, one of about
ninety miles, was to be divided; the larger portion
being reserved for the second day.
On Sunday a letter reached us, stating
that the party would leave Dublin on Monday, and,
in due course, reach Ashtown upon Tuesday evening.
Tuesday came the evening closed in,
and yet no carriage; darkness came on, and still no
sign of our expected visitors.
Hour after hour passed away, and it
was now past twelve; the night was remarkably calm,
scarce a breath stirring, so that any sound, such
as that produced by the rapid movement of a vehicle,
would have been audible at a considerable distance.
For some such sound I was feverishly listening.
It was, however, my father’s
rule to close the house at nightfall, and the window-shutters
being fastened, I was unable to reconnoitre the avenue
as I would have wished. It was nearly one o’clock,
and we began almost to despair of seeing them upon
that night, when I thought I distinguished the sound
of wheels, but so remote and faint as to make me at
first very uncertain. The noise approached; it
became louder and clearer; it stopped for a moment.
I now heard the shrill screaming of
the rusty iron, as the avenue-gate revolved on its
hinges; again came the sound of wheels in rapid motion.
‘It is they,’ said I,
starting up; ‘the carriage is in the avenue.’
We all stood for a few moments breathlessly
listening. On thundered the vehicle with the
speed of a whirlwind; crack went the whip, and clatter
went the wheels, as it rattled over the uneven pavement
of the court. A general and furious barking from
all the dogs about the house, hailed its arrival.
We hurried to the hall in time to
hear the steps let down with the sharp clanging noise
peculiar to the operation, and the hum of voices exerted
in the bustle of arrival. The hall-door was now
thrown open, and we all stepped forth to greet our
visitors.
The court was perfectly empty; the
moon was shining broadly and brightly upon all around;
nothing was to be seen but the tall trees with their
long spectral shadows, now wet with the dews of midnight.
We stood gazing from right to left,
as if suddenly awakened from a dream; the dogs walked
suspiciously, growling and snuffing about the court,
and by totally and suddenly ceasing their former loud
barking, expressing the predominance of fear.
We stared one upon another in perplexity
and dismay, and I think I never beheld more pale faces
assembled. By my father’s direction, we
looked about to find anything which might indicate
or account for the noise which we had heard; but no
such thing was to be seen — even the mire
which lay upon the avenue was undisturbed. We
returned to the house, more panic-struck than I can
describe.
On the next day we learned by a messenger
who had ridden hard the greater part of the night
that my sister was dead. On Sunday evening she
had retired to bed rather unwell and on Monday her
indisposition declared itself unequivocally to be
malignant fever. She became hourly worse and
on Tuesday night a little after midnight she expired.
>The residuary legatee of the late
Frances Purcell who has the honour of selecting
such of his lamented old friend’s manuscripts
as may appear fit for publication in order that
the lore which they contain may reach the world before
scepticism and utility have robbed our species of the
precious gift of credulity and scornfully kicked
before them or trampled into annihilation those
harmless fragments of picturesque superstition
which it is our object to preserve has been
subjected to the charge of dealing too largely
in the marvellous; and it has been half insinuated
that such is his love for diablerie that he is
content to wander a mile out of his way in order
to meet a fiend or a goblin and thus to sacrifice
all regard for truth and accuracy to the idle
hope of affrighting the imagination and thus
pandering to the bad taste of his reader. He begs
leave then to take this opportunity of asserting
his perfect innocence of all the crimes laid
to his charge and to assure his reader that
he never pandered to his bad taste
nor went one inch out of his way to introduce witch
fairy devil ghost or any other of the grim
fraternity of the redoubted Raw-head-and-bloody-bones.
His province touching these tales has been
attended with no difficulty and little responsibility;
indeed he is accountable for nothing more than
an alteration in the names of persons mentioned
therein when such a step seemed necessary and for
an occasional note whenever he conceived it possible
innocently to edge in a word. These tales
have been written down as the heading
of each announces by the Rev. Francis Purcell
P.P. of Drumcoolagh; and in all the instances which
are many in which the present writer has had an opportunity
of comparing the manuscript of his departed friend
with the actual traditions which are current amongst
the families whose fortunes they pretend to illustrate
he has uniformly found that whatever of supernatural
occurred in the story so far from having been
exaggerated by him had been rather softened
down and wherever it could be attempted accounted
for.
I mention this circumstance, because
it was one upon which a thousand wild and fantastical
reports were founded, though one would have thought
that the truth scarcely required to be improved upon;
and again, because it produced a strong and lasting
effect upon my spirits, and indeed, I am inclined
to think, upon my character.
I was, for several years after this
occurrence, long after the violence of my grief subsided,
so wretchedly low-spirited and nervous, that I could
scarcely be said to live; and during this time, habits
of indecision, arising out of a listless acquiescence
in the will of others, a fear of encountering even
the slightest opposition, and a disposition to shrink
from what are commonly called amusements, grew upon
me so strongly, that I have scarcely even yet altogether
overcome them.
We saw nothing more of Mr. Carew.
He returned to England as soon as the melancholy rites
attendant upon the event which I have just mentioned
were performed; and not being altogether inconsolable,
he married again within two years; after which, owing
to the remoteness of our relative situations, and
other circumstances, we gradually lost sight of him.
I was now an only child; and, as my
elder sister had died without issue, it was evident
that, in the ordinary course of things, my father’s
property, which was altogether in his power, would
go to me; and the consequence was, that before I was
fourteen, Ashtown House was besieged by a host of
suitors. However, whether it was that I was too
young, or that none of the aspirants to my hand stood
sufficiently high in rank or wealth, I was suffered
by both parents to do exactly as I pleased; and well
was it for me, as I afterwards found, that fortune,
or rather Providence, had so ordained it, that I had
not suffered my affections to become in any degree
engaged, for my mother would never have suffered any
silly fancy of mine, as she was in the habit
of styling an attachment, to stand in the way of her
ambitious views — views which she was determined
to carry into effect, in defiance of every obstacle,
and in order to accomplish which she would not have
hesitated to sacrifice anything so unreasonable and
contemptible as a girlish passion.
When I reached the age of sixteen,
my mother’s plans began to develop themselves;
and, at her suggestion, we moved to Dublin to sojourn
for the winter, in order that no time might be lost
in disposing of me to the best advantage.
I had been too long accustomed to
consider myself as of no importance whatever, to believe
for a moment that I was in reality the cause of all
the bustle and preparation which surrounded me, and
being thus relieved from the pain which a consciousness
of my real situation would have inflicted, I journeyed
towards the capital with a feeling of total indifference.
My father’s wealth and connection
had established him in the best society, and, consequently,
upon our arrival in the metropolis we commanded whatever
enjoyment or advantages its gaieties afforded.
The tumult and novelty of the scenes
in which I was involved did not fail considerably
to amuse me, and my mind gradually recovered its tone,
which was naturally cheerful.
It was almost immediately known and
reported that I was an heiress, and of course my attractions
were pretty generally acknowledged.
Among the many gentlemen whom it was
my fortune to please, one, ere long, established himself
in my mother’s good graces, to the exclusion
of all less important aspirants. However, I had
not understood or even remarked his attentions, nor
in the slightest degree suspected his or my mother’s
plans respecting me, when I was made aware of them
rather abruptly by my mother herself.
We had attended a splendid ball, given
by Lord M — , at his residence in
Stephen’s Green, and I was, with the assistance
of my waiting-maid, employed in rapidly divesting
myself of the rich ornaments which, in profuseness
and value, could scarcely have found their equals in
any private family in Ireland.
I had thrown myself into a lounging-chair
beside the fire, listless and exhausted, after the
fatigues of the evening, when I was aroused from the
reverie into which I had fallen by the sound of footsteps
approaching my chamber, and my mother entered.
‘Fanny, my dear,’ said
she, in her softest tone, ’I wish to say a word
or two with you before I go to rest. You are not
fatigued, love, I hope?’
‘No, no, madam, I thank you,’
said I, rising at the same time from my seat, with
the formal respect so little practised now.
‘Sit down, my dear,’ said
she, placing herself upon a chair beside me; ‘I
must chat with you for a quarter of an hour or so.
Saunders’ (to the maid) ’you may leave
the room; do not close the room-door, but shut that
of the lobby.’
This precaution against curious ears
having been taken as directed, my mother proceeded.
’You have observed, I should
suppose, my dearest Fanny — indeed, you must
have observed Lord Glenfallen’s marked attentions
to you?’
‘I assure you, madam — ’
I began.
‘Well, well, that is all right,’
interrupted my mother; ’of course you must be
modest upon the matter; but listen to me for a few
moments, my love, and I will prove to your satisfaction
that your modesty is quite unnecessary in this case.
You have done better than we could have hoped, at
least so very soon. Lord Glenfallen is in love
with you. I give you joy of your conquest;’
and saying this, my mother kissed my forehead.
‘In love with me!’ I exclaimed,
in unfeigned astonishment.
‘Yes, in love with you,’
repeated my mother; ’devotedly, distractedly
in love with you. Why, my dear, what is there
wonderful in it? Look in the glass, and look
at these,’ she continued, pointing with a smile
to the jewels which I had just removed from my person,
and which now lay a glittering heap upon the table.
‘May there not,’ said
I, hesitating between confusion and real alarm — ’is
it not possible that some mistake may be at the bottom
of all this?’
‘Mistake, dearest! none,’
said my mother. ’None; none in the world.
Judge for yourself; read this, my love.’
And she placed in my hand a letter, addressed to herself,
the seal of which was broken. I read it through
with no small surprise. After some very fine complimentary
flourishes upon my beauty and perfections, as also
upon the antiquity and high reputation of our family,
it went on to make a formal proposal of marriage,
to be communicated or not to me at present, as my mother
should deem expedient; and the letter wound up by a
request that the writer might be permitted, upon our
return to Ashtown House, which was soon to take place,
as the spring was now tolerably advanced, to visit
us for a few days, in case his suit was approved.
‘Well, well, my dear,’
said my mother, impatiently; ’do you know who
Lord Glenfallen is?’
‘I do, madam,’ said I
rather timidly, for I dreaded an altercation with
my mother.
‘Well, dear, and what frightens
you?’ continued she. ’Are you afraid
of a title? What has he done to alarm you? he
is neither old nor ugly.’
I was silent, though I might have
said, ’He is neither young nor handsome.’
‘My dear Fanny,’ continued
my mother, ’in sober seriousness you have been
most fortunate in engaging the affections of a nobleman
such as Lord Glenfallen, young and wealthy, with first-rate — yes,
acknowledged first-rate abilities, and of
a family whose influence is not exceeded by that of
any in Ireland. Of course you see the offer in
the same light that I do — indeed I think
you must.’
This was uttered in no very dubious
tone. I was so much astonished by the suddenness
of the whole communication that I literally did not
know what to say.
‘You are not in love?’
said my mother, turning sharply, and fixing her dark
eyes upon me with severe scrutiny.
‘No, madam,’ said I, promptly;
horrified, as what young lady would not have been,
at such a query.
‘I’m glad to hear it,’
said my mother, drily. ’Once, nearly twenty
years ago, a friend of mine consulted me as to how
he should deal with a daughter who had made what they
call a love-match — beggared herself, and
disgraced her family; and I said, without hesitation,
take no care for her, but cast her off. Such
punishment I awarded for an offence committed against
the reputation of a family not my own; and what I
advised respecting the child of another, with full
as small compunction I would do with mine.
I cannot conceive anything more unreasonable or intolerable
than that the fortune and the character of a family
should be marred by the idle caprices of a girl.’
She spoke this with great severity,
and paused as if she expected some observation from
me.
I, however, said nothing.
‘But I need not explain to you,
my dear Fanny,’ she continued, ’my views
upon this subject; you have always known them well,
and I have never yet had reason to believe you likely,
voluntarily, to offend me, or to abuse or neglect
any of those advantages which reason and duty tell
you should be improved. Come hither, my dear;
kiss me, and do not look so frightened. Well,
now, about this letter, you need not answer it yet;
of course you must be allowed time to make up your
mind. In the meantime I will write to his lordship
to give him my permission to visit us at Ashtown.
Good-night, my love.’
And thus ended one of the most disagreeable,
not to say astounding, conversations I had ever had.
It would not be easy to describe exactly what were
my feelings towards Lord Glenfallen; — whatever
might have been my mother’s suspicions, my heart
was perfectly disengaged — and hitherto,
although I had not been made in the slightest degree
acquainted with his real views, I had liked him very
much, as an agreeable, well-informed man, whom I was
always glad to meet in society. He had served
in the navy in early life, and the polish which his
manners received in his after intercourse with courts
and cities had not served to obliterate that frankness
of manner which belongs proverbially to the sailor.
Whether this apparent candour went
deeper than the outward bearing, I was yet to learn.
However, there was no doubt that, as far as I had seen
of Lord Glenfallen, he was, though perhaps not so young
as might have been desired in a lover, a singularly
pleasing man; and whatever feeling unfavourable to
him had found its way into my mind, arose altogether
from the dread, not an unreasonable one, that constraint
might be practised upon my inclinations. I reflected,
however, that Lord Glenfallen was a wealthy man, and
one highly thought of; and although I could never
expect to love him in the romantic sense of the term,
yet I had no doubt but that, all things considered,
I might be more happy with him than I could hope to
be at home.
When next I met him it was with no
small embarrassment, his tact and good breeding, however,
soon reassured me, and effectually prevented my awkwardness
being remarked upon. And I had the satisfaction
of leaving Dublin for the country with the full conviction
that nobody, not even those most intimate with me,
even suspected the fact of Lord Glenfallen’s
having made me a formal proposal.
This was to me a very serious subject
of self-gratulation, for, besides my instinctive dread
of becoming the topic of the speculations of gossip,
I felt that if the situation which I occupied in relation
to him were made publicly known, I should stand committed
in a manner which would scarcely leave me the power
of retraction.
The period at which Lord Glenfallen
had arranged to visit Ashtown House was now fast approaching,
and it became my mother’s wish to form me thoroughly
to her will, and to obtain my consent to the proposed
marriage before his arrival, so that all things might
proceed smoothly, without apparent opposition or objection
upon my part. Whatever objections, therefore,
I had entertained were to be subdued; whatever disposition
to resistance I had exhibited or had been supposed
to feel, were to be completely eradicated before he
made his appearance; and my mother addressed herself
to the task with a decision and energy against which
even the barriers, which her imagination had created,
could hardly have stood.
If she had, however, expected any
determined opposition from me, she was agreeably disappointed.
My heart was perfectly free, and all my feelings of
liking and preference were in favour of Lord Glenfallen;
and I well knew that in case I refused to dispose
of myself as I was desired, my mother had alike the
power and the will to render my existence as utterly
miserable as even the most ill-assorted marriage could
possibly have done.
You will remember, my good friend,
that I was very young and very completely under the
control of my parents, both of whom, my mother particularly,
were unscrupulously determined in matters of this kind,
and willing, when voluntary obedience on the part of
those within their power was withheld, to compel a
forced acquiescence by an unsparing use of all the
engines of the most stern and rigorous domestic discipline.
All these combined, not unnaturally,
induced me to resolve upon yielding at once, and without
useless opposition, to what appeared almost to be
my fate.
The appointed time was come, and my
now accepted suitor arrived; he was in high spirits,
and, if possible, more entertaining than ever.
I was not, however, quite in the mood
to enjoy his sprightliness; but whatever I wanted
in gaiety was amply made up in the triumphant and
gracious good-humour of my mother, whose smiles of
benevolence and exultation were showered around as
bountifully as the summer sunshine.
I will not weary you with unnecessary
prolixity. Let it suffice to say, that I was
married to Lord Glenfallen with all the attendant pomp
and circumstance of wealth, rank, and grandeur.
According to the usage of the times, now humanely
reformed, the ceremony was made, until long past midnight,
the season of wild, uproarious, and promiscuous feasting
and revelry.
Of all this I have a painfully vivid
recollection, and particularly of the little annoyances
inflicted upon me by the dull and coarse jokes of
the wits and wags who abound in all such places, and
upon all such occasions.
I was not sorry when, after a few
days, Lord Glenfallen’s carriage appeared at
the door to convey us both from Ashtown; for any change
would have been a relief from the irksomeness of ceremonial
and formality which the visits received in honour
of my newly-acquired titles hourly entailed upon me.
It was arranged that we were to proceed
to Cahergillagh, one of the Glenfallen estates, lying,
however, in a southern county, so that, owing to the
difficulty of the roads at the time, a tedious journey
of three days intervened.
I set forth with my noble companion,
followed by the regrets of some, and by the envy of
many; though God knows I little deserved the latter.
The three days of travel were now almost spent, when,
passing the brow of a wild heathy hill, the domain
of Cahergillagh opened suddenly upon our view.
It formed a striking and a beautiful
scene. A lake of considerable extent stretching
away towards the west, and reflecting from its broad,
smooth waters, the rich glow of the setting sun, was
overhung by steep hills, covered by a rich mantle
of velvet sward, broken here and there by the grey
front of some old rock, and exhibiting on their shelving
sides, their slopes and hollows, every variety of light
and shade; a thick wood of dwarf oak, birch, and hazel
skirted these hills, and clothed the shores of the
lake, running out in rich luxuriance upon every promontory,
and spreading upward considerably upon the side of
the hills.
‘There lies the enchanted castle,’
said Lord Glenfallen, pointing towards a considerable
level space intervening between two of the picturesque
hills, which rose dimly around the lake.
This little plain was chiefly occupied
by the same low, wild wood which covered the other
parts of the domain; but towards the centre a mass
of taller and statelier forest trees stood darkly grouped
together, and among them stood an ancient square tower,
with many buildings of a humbler character, forming
together the manorhouse, or, as it was more usually
called, the Court of Cahergillagh.
As we approached the level upon which
the mansion stood, the winding road gave us many glimpses
of the time-worn castle and its surrounding buildings;
and seen as it was through the long vistas of the fine
old trees, and with the rich glow of evening upon
it, I have seldom beheld an object more picturesquely
striking.
I was glad to perceive, too, that
here and there the blue curling smoke ascended from
stacks of chimneys now hidden by the rich, dark ivy
which, in a great measure, covered the building.
Other indications of comfort made themselves manifest
as we approached; and indeed, though the place was
evidently one of considerable antiquity, it had nothing
whatever of the gloom of decay about it.
‘You must not, my love,’
said Lord Glenfallen, ’imagine this place worse
than it is. I have no taste for antiquity — at
least I should not choose a house to reside in because
it is old. Indeed I do not recollect that I was
even so romantic as to overcome my aversion to rats
and rheumatism, those faithful attendants upon your
noble relics of feudalism; and I much prefer a snug,
modern, unmysterious bedroom, with well-aired sheets,
to the waving tapestry, mildewed cushions, and all
the other interesting appliances of romance.
However, though I cannot promise you all the discomfort
generally belonging to an old castle, you will find
legends and ghostly lore enough to claim your respect;
and if old Martha be still to the fore, as I trust
she is, you will soon have a supernatural and appropriate
anecdote for every closet and corner of the mansion;
but here we are — so, without more ado, welcome
to Cahergillagh!’
We now entered the hall of the castle,
and while the domestics were employed in conveying
our trunks and other luggage which we had brought
with us for immediate use to the apartments which Lord
Glenfallen had selected for himself and me, I went
with him into a spacious sitting-room, wainscoted
with finely polished black oak, and hung round with
the portraits of various worthies of the Glenfallen
family.
This room looked out upon an extensive
level covered with the softest green sward, and irregularly
bounded by the wild wood I have before mentioned,
through the leafy arcade formed by whose boughs and
trunks the level beams of the setting sun were pouring.
In the distance a group of dairymaids were plying
their task, which they accompanied throughout with
snatches of Irish songs which, mellowed by the distance,
floated not unpleasingly to the ear; and beside them
sat or lay, with all the grave importance of conscious
protection, six or seven large dogs of various kinds.
Farther in the distance, and through the cloisters
of the arching wood, two or three ragged urchins were
employed in driving such stray kine as had wandered
farther than the rest to join their fellows.
As I looked upon this scene which
I have described, a feeling of tranquillity and happiness
came upon me, which I have never experienced in so
strong a degree; and so strange to me was the sensation
that my eyes filled with tears.
Lord Glenfallen mistook the cause
of my emotion, and taking me kindly and tenderly by
the hand, he said:
’Do not suppose, my love, that
it is my intention to settle here. Whenever
you desire to leave this, you have only to let me know
your wish, and it shall be complied with; so I must
entreat of you not to suffer any circumstances which
I can control to give you one moment’s uneasiness.
But here is old Martha; you must be introduced to her,
one of the heirlooms of our family.’
A hale, good-humoured, erect old woman
was Martha, and an agreeable contrast to the grim,
decrepid hag which my fancy had conjured up, as the
depository of all the horrible tales in which I doubted
not this old place was most fruitful.
She welcomed me and her master with
a profusion of gratulations, alternately kissing our
hands and apologising for the liberty, until at length
Lord Glenfallen put an end to this somewhat fatiguing
ceremonial by requesting her to conduct me to my chamber
if it were prepared for my reception.
I followed Martha up an old-fashioned
oak staircase into a long, dim passage, at the end
of which lay the door which communicated with the
apartments which had been selected for our use; here
the old woman stopped, and respectfully requested
me to proceed.
I accordingly opened the door, and
was about to enter, when something like a mass of
black tapestry, as it appeared, disturbed by my sudden
approach, fell from above the door, so as completely
to screen the aperture; the startling unexpectedness
of the occurrence, and the rustling noise which the
drapery made in its descent, caused me involuntarily
to step two or three paces backwards. I turned,
smiling and half-ashamed, to the old servant, and
said:
‘You see what a coward I am.’
The woman looked puzzled, and, without
saying any more, I was about to draw aside the curtain
and enter the room, when, upon turning to do so, I
was surprised to find that nothing whatever interposed
to obstruct the passage.
I went into the room, followed by
the servant-woman, and was amazed to find that it,
like the one below, was wainscoted, and that nothing
like drapery was to be found near the door.
‘Where is it?’ said I; ‘what has
become of it?’
‘What does your ladyship wish to know?’
said the old woman.
’Where is the black curtain
that fell across the door, when I attempted first
to come to my chamber?’ answered I.
‘The cross of Christ about us!’
said the old woman, turning suddenly pale.
‘What is the matter, my good
friend?’ said I; ‘you seem frightened.’
‘Oh no, no, your ladyship,’
said the old woman, endeavouring to conceal her agitation;
but in vain, for tottering towards a chair, she sank
into it, looking so deadly pale and horror-struck
that I thought every moment she would faint.
‘Merciful God, keep us from
harm and danger!’ muttered she at length.
‘What can have terrified you
so?’ said I, beginning to fear that she had
seen something more than had met my eye. ’You
appear ill, my poor woman!’
‘Nothing, nothing, my lady,’
said she, rising. ’I beg your ladyship’s
pardon for making so bold. May the great God defend
us from misfortune!’
‘Martha,’ said I, ’something
has frightened you very much, and I insist on
knowing what it is; your keeping me in the dark upon
the subject will make me much more uneasy than anything
you could tell me. I desire you, therefore, to
let me know what agitates you; I command you to tell
me.’
’Your ladyship said you saw
a black curtain falling across the door when you were
coming into the room,’ said the old woman.
‘I did,’ said I; ’but
though the whole thing appears somewhat strange, I
cannot see anything in the matter to agitate you so
excessively.’
‘It’s for no good you
saw that, my lady,’ said the crone; ’something
terrible is coming. It’s a sign, my lady — a
sign that never fails.’
‘Explain, explain what you mean,
my good woman,’ said I, in spite of myself,
catching more than I could account for, of her superstitious
terror.
’Whenever something — something
bad is going to happen to the Glenfallen family,
some one that belongs to them sees a black handkerchief
or curtain just waved or falling before their faces.
I saw it myself,’ continued she, lowering her
voice, ’when I was only a little girl, and I’ll
never forget it. I often heard of it before, though
I never saw it till then, nor since, praised be God.
But I was going into Lady Jane’s room to waken
her in the morning; and sure enough when I got first
to the bed and began to draw the curtain, something
dark was waved across the division, but only for a
moment; and when I saw rightly into the bed, there
was she lying cold and dead, God be merciful to me!
So, my lady, there is small blame to me to be daunted
when any one of the family sees it; for it’s
many’s the story I heard of it, though I saw
it but once.’
I was not of a superstitious turn
of mind, yet I could not resist a feeling of awe very
nearly allied to the fear which my companion had so
unreservedly expressed; and when you consider my situation,
the loneliness, antiquity, and gloom of the place,
you will allow that the weakness was not without excuse.
In spite of old Martha’s boding
predictions, however, time flowed on in an unruffled
course. One little incident however, though trifling
in itself, I must relate, as it serves to make what
follows more intelligible.
Upon the day after my arrival, Lord
Glenfallen of course desired to make me acquainted
with the house and domain; and accordingly we set forth
upon our ramble. When returning, he became for
some time silent and moody, a state so unusual with
him as considerably to excite my surprise.
I endeavoured by observations and
questions to arouse him — but in vain.
At length, as we approached the house, he said, as
if speaking to himself:
‘’Twere madness — madness — madness,’
repeating the words bitterly — ’sure
and speedy ruin.’
There was here a long pause; and at
length, turning sharply towards me, in a tone very
unlike that in which he had hitherto addressed me,
he said:
‘Do you think it possible that
a woman can keep a secret?’
‘I am sure,’ said I, ’that
women are very much belied upon the score of talkativeness,
and that I may answer your question with the same
directness with which you put it — I reply
that I do think a woman can keep a secret.’
‘But I do not,’ said he, drily.
We walked on in silence for a time.
I was much astonished at his unwonted abruptness — I
had almost said rudeness.
After a considerable pause he seemed
to recollect himself, and with an effort resuming
his sprightly manner, he said:
’Well, well, the next thing
to keeping a secret well is, not to desire to possess
one — talkativeness and curiosity generally
go together. Now I shall make test of you, in
the first place, respecting the latter of these qualities.
I shall be your bluebeard — tush, why
do I trifle thus? Listen to me, my dear Fanny;
I speak now in solemn earnest. What I desire
is intimately, inseparably, connected with your happiness
and honour as well as my own; and your compliance
with my request will not be difficult. It will
impose upon you a very trifling restraint during your
sojourn here, which certain events which have occurred
since our arrival have determined me shall not be
a long one. You must promise me, upon your sacred
honour, that you will visit only that part of
the castle which can be reached from the front entrance,
leaving the back entrance and the part of the building
commanded immediately by it to the menials, as also
the small garden whose high wall you see yonder; and
never at any time seek to pry or peep into them, nor
to open the door which communicates from the front
part of the house through the corridor with the back.
I do not urge this in jest or in caprice, but from
a solemn conviction that danger and misery will be
the certain consequences of your not observing what
I prescribe. I cannot explain myself further
at present. Promise me, then, these things, as
you hope for peace here, and for mercy hereafter.’
I did make the promise as desired,
and he appeared relieved; his manner recovered all
its gaiety and elasticity: but the recollection
of the strange scene which I have just described dwelt
painfully upon my mind.
More than a month passed away without
any occurrence worth recording; but I was not destined
to leave Cahergillagh without further adventure.
One day, intending to enjoy the pleasant sunshine in
a ramble through the woods, I ran up to my room to
procure my bonnet and shawl. Upon entering the
chamber, I was surprised and somewhat startled to find
it occupied. Beside the fireplace, and nearly
opposite the door, seated in a large, old-fashioned
elbow-chair, was placed the figure of a lady.
She appeared to be nearer fifty than forty, and was
dressed suitably to her age, in a handsome suit of
flowered silk; she had a profusion of trinkets and
jewellery about her person, and many rings upon her
fingers. But although very rich, her dress was
not gaudy or in ill taste. But what was remarkable
in the lady was, that although her features were handsome,
and upon the whole pleasing, the pupil of each eye
was dimmed with the whiteness of cataract, and she
was evidently stone-blind. I was for some seconds
so surprised at this unaccountable apparition, that
I could not find words to address her.
‘Madam,’ said I, ’there
must be some mistake here — this is my bed-chamber.’
‘Marry come up,’ said
the lady, sharply; ’your chamber! Where
is Lord Glenfallen?’
‘He is below, madam,’
replied I; ’and I am convinced he will be not
a little surprised to find you here.’
‘I do not think he will,’
said she; ’with your good leave, talk of what
you know something about. Tell him I want him.
Why does the minx dilly-dally so?’
In spite of the awe which this grim
lady inspired, there was something in her air of confident
superiority which, when I considered our relative
situations, was not a little irritating.
‘Do you know, madam, to whom you speak?’
said I.
‘I neither know nor care,’
said she; ’but I presume that you are some one
about the house, so again I desire you, if you wish
to continue here, to bring your master hither forthwith.’
‘I must tell you, madam,’
said I, ‘that I am Lady Glenfallen.’
‘What’s that?’ said the stranger,
rapidly.
‘I say, madam,’ I repeated,
approaching her that I might be more distinctly heard,
‘that I am Lady Glenfallen.’
‘It’s a lie, you trull!’
cried she, in an accent which made me start, and at
the same time, springing forward, she seized me in
her grasp, and shook me violently, repeating, ‘It’s
a lie — it’s a lie!’ with a rapidity
and vehemence which swelled every vein of her face.
The violence of her action, and the fury which convulsed
her face, effectually terrified me, and disengaging
myself from her grasp, I screamed as loud as I could
for help. The blind woman continued to pour out
a torrent of abuse upon me, foaming at the mouth with
rage, and impotently shaking her clenched fists towards
me.
I heard Lord Glenfallen’s step
upon the stairs, and I instantly ran out; as I passed
him I perceived that he was deadly pale, and just caught
the words: ‘I hope that demon has not hurt
you?’
I made some answer, I forget what,
and he entered the chamber, the door of which he locked
upon the inside. What passed within I know not;
but I heard the voices of the two speakers raised
in loud and angry altercation.
I thought I heard the shrill accents
of the woman repeat the words, ‘Let her look
to herself;’ but I could not be quite sure.
This short sentence, however, was, to my alarmed imagination,
pregnant with fearful meaning.
The storm at length subsided, though
not until after a conference of more than two long
hours. Lord Glenfallen then returned, pale and
agitated.
‘That unfortunate woman,’
said he, ’is out of her mind. I daresay
she treated you to some of her ravings; but you need
not dread any further interruption from her:
I have brought her so far to reason. She did not
hurt you, I trust.’
‘No, no,’ said I; ‘but she terrified
me beyond measure.’
‘Well,’ said he, ’she
is likely to behave better for the future; and I dare
swear that neither you nor she would desire, after
what has passed, to meet again.’
This occurrence, so startling and
unpleasant, so involved in mystery, and giving rise
to so many painful surmises, afforded me no very agreeable
food for rumination.
All attempts on my part to arrive
at the truth were baffled; Lord Glenfallen evaded
all my inquiries, and at length peremptorily forbid
any further allusion to the matter. I was thus
obliged to rest satisfied with what I had actually
seen, and to trust to time to resolve the perplexities
in which the whole transaction had involved me.
Lord Glenfallen’s temper and
spirits gradually underwent a complete and most painful
change; he became silent and abstracted, his manner
to me was abrupt and often harsh, some grievous anxiety
seemed ever present to his mind; and under its influence
his spirits sunk and his temper became soured.
I soon perceived that his gaiety was
rather that which the stir and excitement of society
produce, than the result of a healthy habit of mind;
every day confirmed me in the opinion, that the considerate
good-nature which I had so much admired in him was
little more than a mere manner; and to my infinite
grief and surprise, the gay, kind, open-hearted nobleman
who had for months followed and flattered me, was
rapidly assuming the form of a gloomy, morose, and
singularly selfish man. This was a bitter discovery,
and I strove to conceal it from myself as long as
I could; but the truth was not to be denied, and I
was forced to believe that Lord Glenfallen no longer
loved me, and that he was at little pains to conceal
the alteration in his sentiments.
One morning after breakfast, Lord
Glenfallen had been for some time walking silently
up and down the room, buried in his moody reflections,
when pausing suddenly, and turning towards me, he exclaimed:
’I have it — I have
it! We must go abroad, and stay there too; and
if that does not answer, why — why, we must
try some more effectual expedient. Lady Glenfallen,
I have become involved in heavy embarrassments.
A wife, you know, must share the fortunes of her husband,
for better for worse; but I will waive my right if
you prefer remaining here — here at Cahergillagh.
For I would not have you seen elsewhere without the
state to which your rank entitles you; besides, it
would break your poor mother’s heart,’
he added, with sneering gravity. ’So make
up your mind — Cahergillagh or France.
I will start if possible in a week, so determine between
this and then.’
He left the room, and in a few moments
I saw him ride past the window, followed by a mounted
servant. He had directed a domestic to inform
me that he should not be back until the next day.
I was in very great doubt as to what
course of conduct I should pursue, as to accompanying
him in the continental tour so suddenly determined
upon. I felt that it would be a hazard too great
to encounter; for at Cahergillagh I had always the
consciousness to sustain me, that if his temper at
any time led him into violent or unwarrantable treatment
of me, I had a remedy within reach, in the protection
and support of my own family, from all useful and
effective communication with whom, if once in France,
I should be entirely debarred.
As to remaining at Cahergillagh in
solitude, and, for aught I knew, exposed to hidden
dangers, it appeared to me scarcely less objectionable
than the former proposition; and yet I feared that
with one or other I must comply, unless I was prepared
to come to an actual breach with Lord Glenfallen.
Full of these unpleasing doubts and perplexities, I
retired to rest.
I was wakened, after having slept
uneasily for some hours, by some person shaking me
rudely by the shoulder; a small lamp burned in my
room, and by its light, to my horror and amazement,
I discovered that my visitant was the self-same blind
old lady who had so terrified me a few weeks before.
I started up in the bed, with a view
to ring the bell, and alarm the domestics; but she
instantly anticipated me by saying:
’Do not be frightened, silly
girl! If I had wished to harm you I could have
done it while you were sleeping; I need not have wakened
you. Listen to me, now, attentively and fearlessly,
for what I have to say interests you to the full as
much as it does me. Tell me here, in the presence
of God, did Lord Glenfallen marry you — actually
marry you? Speak the truth, woman.’
‘As surely as I live and speak,’
I replied, ’did Lord Glenfallen marry me, in
presence of more than a hundred witnesses.’
‘Well,’ continued she,
’he should have told you then, before you
married him, that he had a wife living, which wife
I am. I feel you tremble — tush! do
not be frightened. I do not mean to harm you.
Mark me now — you are not his wife.
When I make my story known you will be so neither
in the eye of God nor of man. You must leave this
house upon to-morrow. Let the world know that
your husband has another wife living; go you into
retirement, and leave him to justice, which will surely
overtake him. If you remain in this house after
to-morrow you will reap the bitter fruits of your
sin.’
So saying, she quitted the room, leaving
me very little disposed to sleep.
Here was food for my very worst and
most terrible suspicions; still there was not enough
to remove all doubt. I had no proof of the truth
of this woman’s statement.
Taken by itself, there was nothing
to induce me to attach weight to it; but when I viewed
it in connection with the extraordinary mystery of
some of Lord Glenfallen’s proceedings, his strange
anxiety to exclude me from certain portions of the
mansion, doubtless lest I should encounter this person — the
strong influence, nay, command which she possessed
over him, a circumstance clearly established by the
very fact of her residing in the very place where,
of all others, he should least have desired to find
her — her thus acting, and continuing to act
in direct contradiction to his wishes; when, I say,
I viewed her disclosure in connection with all these
circumstances, I could not help feeling that there
was at least a fearful verisimilitude in the allegations
which she had made.
Still I was not satisfied, nor nearly
so. Young minds have a reluctance almost insurmountable
to believing, upon anything short of unquestionable
proof, the existence of premeditated guilt in anyone
whom they have ever trusted; and in support of this
feeling I was assured that if the assertion of Lord
Glenfallen, which nothing in this woman’s manner
had led me to disbelieve, were true, namely that her
mind was unsound, the whole fabric of my doubts and
fears must fall to the ground.
I determined to state to Lord Glenfallen
freely and accurately the substance of the communication
which I had just heard, and in his words and looks
to seek for its proof or refutation. Full of these
thoughts, I remained wakeful and excited all night,
every moment fancying that I heard the step or saw
the figure of my recent visitor, towards whom I felt
a species of horror and dread which I can hardly describe.
There was something in her face, though
her features had evidently been handsome, and were
not, at first sight, unpleasing, which, upon a nearer
inspection, seemed to indicate the habitual prevalence
and indulgence of evil passions, and a power of expressing
mere animal anger, with an intenseness that I have
seldom seen equalled, and to which an almost unearthly
effect was given by the convulsive quivering of the
sightless eyes.
You may easily suppose that it was
no very pleasing reflection to me to consider that,
whenever caprice might induce her to return, I was
within the reach of this violent and, for aught I
knew, insane woman, who had, upon that very night,
spoken to me in a tone of menace, of which her mere
words, divested of the manner and look with which she
uttered them, can convey but a faint idea.
Will you believe me when I tell you
that I was actually afraid to leave my bed in order
to secure the door, lest I should again encounter
the dreadful object lurking in some corner or peeping
from behind the window-curtains, so very a child was
I in my fears.
The morning came, and with it Lord
Glenfallen. I knew not, and indeed I cared not,
where he might have been; my thoughts were wholly engrossed
by the terrible fears and suspicions which my last
night’s conference had suggested to me.
He was, as usual, gloomy and abstracted, and I feared
in no very fitting mood to hear what I had to say with
patience, whether the charges were true or false.
I was, however, determined not to
suffer the opportunity to pass, or Lord Glenfallen
to leave the room, until, at all hazards, I had unburdened
my mind.
‘My lord,’ said I, after
a long silence, summoning up all my firmness — ’my
lord, I wish to say a few words to you upon a matter
of very great importance, of very deep concernment
to you and to me.’
I fixed my eyes upon him to discern,
if possible, whether the announcement caused him any
uneasiness; but no symptom of any such feeling was
perceptible.
‘Well, my dear,’ said
he, ’this is no doubt a very grave preface, and
portends, I have no doubt, something extraordinary.
Pray let us have it without more ado.’
He took a chair, and seated himself
nearly opposite to me.
‘My lord,’ said I, ’I
have seen the person who alarmed me so much a short
time since, the blind lady, again, upon last night.’
His face, upon which my eyes were fixed, turned pale;
he hesitated for a moment, and then said:
’And did you, pray, madam, so
totally forget or spurn my express command, as to
enter that portion of the house from which your promise,
I might say your oath, excluded you? — answer
me that!’ he added fiercely.
‘My lord,’ said I, ’I
have neither forgotten your commands, since such
they were, nor disobeyed them. I was, last night,
wakened from my sleep, as I lay in my own chamber,
and accosted by the person whom I have mentioned.
How she found access to the room I cannot pretend to
say.’
‘Ha! this must be looked to,’
said he, half reflectively; ‘and pray,’
added he, quickly, while in turn he fixed his eyes
upon me, ’what did this person say? since some
comment upon her communication forms, no doubt, the
sequel to your preface.’
‘Your lordship is not mistaken,’
said I; ’her statement was so extraordinary
that I could not think of withholding it from you.
She told me, my lord, that you had a wife living at
the time you married me, and that she was that wife.’
Lord Glenfallen became ashy pale,
almost livid; he made two or three efforts to clear
his voice to speak, but in vain, and turning suddenly
from me, he walked to the window. The horror and
dismay which, in the olden time, overwhelmed the woman
of Endor when her spells unexpectedly conjured the
dead into her presence, were but types of what I felt
when thus presented with what appeared to be almost
unequivocal evidence of the guilt whose existence
I had before so strongly doubted.
There was a silence of some moments,
during which it were hard to conjecture whether I
or my companion suffered most.
Lord Glenfallen soon recovered his
self-command; he returned to the table, again sat
down and said:
’What you have told me has so
astonished me, has unfolded such a tissue of motiveless
guilt, and in a quarter from which I had so little
reason to look for ingratitude or treachery, that
your announcement almost deprived me of speech; the
person in question, however, has one excuse, her mind
is, as I told you before, unsettled. You should
have remembered that, and hesitated to receive as
unexceptionable evidence against the honour of your
husband, the ravings of a lunatic. I now tell
you that this is the last time I shall speak to you
upon this subject, and, in the presence of the God
who is to judge me, and as I hope for mercy in the
day of judgment, I swear that the charge thus brought
against me is utterly false, unfounded, and ridiculous;
I defy the world in any point to taint my honour;
and, as I have never taken the opinion of madmen touching
your character or morals, I think it but fair to require
that you will evince a like tenderness for me; and
now, once for all, never again dare to repeat to me
your insulting suspicions, or the clumsy and infamous
calumnies of fools. I shall instantly let the
worthy lady who contrived this somewhat original device,
understand fully my opinion upon the matter.
Good morning;’ and with these words he left me
again in doubt, and involved in all horrors of the
most agonising suspense.
I had reason to think that Lord Glenfallen
wreaked his vengeance upon the author of the strange
story which I had heard, with a violence which was
not satisfied with mere words, for old Martha, with
whom I was a great favourite, while attending me in
my room, told me that she feared her master had ill-used
the poor blind Dutch woman, for that she had heard
her scream as if the very life were leaving her, but
added a request that I should not speak of what she
had told me to any one, particularly to the master.
‘How do you know that she is
a Dutch woman?’ inquired I, anxious to learn
anything whatever that might throw a light upon the
history of this person, who seemed to have resolved
to mix herself up in my fortunes.
‘Why, my lady,’ answered
Martha, ’the master often calls her the Dutch
hag, and other names you would not like to hear, and
I am sure she is neither English nor Irish; for, whenever
they talk together, they speak some queer foreign
lingo, and fast enough, I’ll be bound. But
I ought not to talk about her at all; it might be
as much as my place is worth to mention her — only
you saw her first yourself, so there can be no great
harm in speaking of her now.’
‘How long has this lady been here?’ continued
I.
‘She came early on the morning
after your ladyship’s arrival,’ answered
she; ’but do not ask me any more, for the master
would think nothing of turning me out of doors for
daring to speak of her at all, much less to you, my
lady.’
I did not like to press the poor woman
further, for her reluctance to speak on this topic
was evident and strong.
You will readily believe that upon
the very slight grounds which my information afforded,
contradicted as it was by the solemn oath of my husband,
and derived from what was, at best, a very questionable
source, I could not take any very decisive measure
whatever; and as to the menace of the strange woman
who had thus unaccountably twice intruded herself
into my chamber, although, at the moment, it occasioned
me some uneasiness, it was not, even in my eyes, sufficiently
formidable to induce my departure from Cahergillagh.
A few nights after the scene which
I have just mentioned, Lord Glenfallen having, as
usual, early retired to his study, I was left alone
in the parlour to amuse myself as best I might.
It was not strange that my thoughts
should often recur to the agitating scenes in which
I had recently taken a part.
The subject of my reflections, the
solitude, the silence, and the lateness of the hour,
as also the depression of spirits to which I had of
late been a constant prey, tended to produce that nervous
excitement which places us wholly at the mercy of
the imagination.
In order to calm my spirits I was
endeavouring to direct my thoughts into some more
pleasing channel, when I heard, or thought I heard,
uttered, within a few yards of me, in an odd, half-sneering
tone, the words,
‘There is blood upon your ladyship’s throat.’
So vivid was the impression that I
started to my feet, and involuntarily placed my hand
upon my neck.
I looked around the room for the speaker, but in vain.
I went then to the room-door, which
I opened, and peered into the passage, nearly faint
with horror lest some leering, shapeless thing should
greet me upon the threshold.
When I had gazed long enough to assure
myself that no strange object was within sight, ’I
have been too much of a rake lately; I am racking out
my nerves,’ said I, speaking aloud, with a view
to reassure myself.
I rang the bell, and, attended by
old Martha, I retired to settle for the night.
While the servant was — as
was her custom — arranging the lamp which
I have already stated always burned during the night
in my chamber, I was employed in undressing, and,
in doing so, I had recourse to a large looking-glass
which occupied a considerable portion of the wall in
which it was fixed, rising from the ground to a height
of about six feet — this mirror filled the
space of a large panel in the wainscoting opposite
the foot of the bed.
I had hardly been before it for the
lapse of a minute when something like a black pall
was slowly waved between me and it.
‘Oh, God! there it is,’
I exclaimed, wildly. ’I have seen it again,
Martha — the black cloth.’
‘God be merciful to us, then!’
answered she, tremulously crossing herself. ‘Some
misfortune is over us.’
‘No, no, Martha,’ said
I, almost instantly recovering my collectedness; for,
although of a nervous temperament, I had never been
superstitious. ’I do not believe in omens.
You know I saw, or fancied I saw, this thing before,
and nothing followed.’
‘The Dutch lady came the next morning,’
replied she.
‘But surely her coming scarcely
deserved such a dreadful warning,’ I replied.
‘She is a strange woman, my
lady,’ said Martha; ’and she is not gone
yet — mark my words.’
‘Well, well, Martha,’
said I, ’I have not wit enough to change your
opinions, nor inclination to alter mine; so I will
talk no more of the matter. Good-night,’
and so I was left to my reflections.
After lying for about an hour awake,
I at length fell into a kind of doze; but my imagination
was still busy, for I was startled from this unrefreshing
sleep by fancying that I heard a voice close to my
face exclaim as before:
‘There is blood upon your ladyship’s throat.’
The words were instantly followed by a loud burst
of laughter.
Quaking with horror, I awakened, and heard my husband
enter the room.
Even this was it relief.
Scared as I was, however, by the tricks
which my imagination had played me, I preferred remaining
silent, and pretending to sleep, to attempting to
engage my husband in conversation, for I well knew
that his mood was such, that his words would not,
in all probability, convey anything that had not better
be unsaid and unheard.
Lord Glenfallen went into his dressing-room,
which lay upon the right-hand side of the bed.
The door lying open, I could see him by himself, at
full length upon a sofa, and, in about half an hour,
I became aware, by his deep and regularly drawn respiration,
that he was fast asleep.
When slumber refuses to visit one,
there is something peculiarly irritating, not to the
temper, but to the nerves, in the consciousness that
some one is in your immediate presence, actually enjoying
the boon which you are seeking in vain; at least,
I have always found it so, and never more than upon
the present occasion.
A thousand annoying imaginations harassed
and excited me; every object which I looked upon,
though ever so familiar, seemed to have acquired a
strange phantom-like character, the varying shadows
thrown by the flickering of the lamplight, seemed
shaping themselves into grotesque and unearthly forms,
and whenever my eyes wandered to the sleeping figure
of my husband, his features appeared to undergo the
strangest and most demoniacal contortions.
Hour after hour was told by the old
clock, and each succeeding one found me, if possible,
less inclined to sleep than its predecessor.
It was now considerably past three;
my eyes, in their involuntary wanderings, happened
to alight upon the large mirror which was, as I have
said, fixed in the wall opposite the foot of the bed.
A view of it was commanded from where I lay, through
the curtains. As I gazed fixedly upon it, I thought
I perceived the broad sheet of glass shifting its
position in relation to the bed; I riveted my eyes
upon it with intense scrutiny; it was no deception,
the mirror, as if acting of its own impulse, moved
slowly aside, and disclosed a dark aperture in the
wall, nearly as large as an ordinary door; a figure
evidently stood in this, but the light was too dim
to define it accurately.
It stepped cautiously into the chamber,
and with so little noise, that had I not actually
seen it, I do not think I should have been aware of
its presence. It was arrayed in a kind of woollen
night-dress, and a white handkerchief or cloth was
bound tightly about the head; I had no difficulty,
spite of the strangeness of the attire, in recognising
the blind woman whom I so much dreaded.
She stooped down, bringing her head
nearly to the ground, and in that attitude she remained
motionless for some moments, no doubt in order to
ascertain if any suspicious sound were stirring.
She was apparently satisfied by her
observations, for she immediately recommenced her
silent progress towards a ponderous mahogany dressing-table
of my husband’s. When she had reached it,
she paused again, and appeared to listen attentively
for some minutes; she then noiselessly opened one
of the drawers, from which, having groped for some
time, she took something, which I soon perceived to
be a case of razors. She opened it, and tried
the edge of each of the two instruments upon the skin
of her hand; she quickly selected one, which she fixed
firmly in her grasp. She now stooped down as before,
and having listened for a time, she, with the hand
that was disengaged, groped her way into the dressing-room
where Lord Glenfallen lay fast asleep.
I was fixed as if in the tremendous
spell of a nightmare. I could not stir even a
finger; I could not lift my voice; I could not even
breathe; and though I expected every moment to see
the sleeping man murdered, I could not even close
my eyes to shut out the horrible spectacle, which I
had not the power to avert.
I saw the woman approach the sleeping
figure, she laid the unoccupied hand lightly along
his clothes, and having thus ascertained his identity,
she, after a brief interval, turned back and again
entered my chamber; here she bent down again to listen.
I had now not a doubt but that the
razor was intended for my throat; yet the terrific
fascination which had locked all my powers so long,
still continued to bind me fast.
I felt that my life depended upon
the slightest ordinary exertion, and yet I could not
stir one joint from the position in which I lay, nor
even make noise enough to waken Lord Glenfallen.
The murderous woman now, with long,
silent steps, approached the bed; my very heart seemed
turning to ice; her left hand, that which was disengaged,
was upon the pillow; she gradually slid it forward
towards my head, and in an instant, with the speed
of lightning, it was clutched in my hair, while, with
the other hand, she dashed the razor at my throat.
A slight inaccuracy saved me from
instant death; the blow fell short, the point of the
razor grazing my throat. In a moment, I know not
how, I found myself at the other side of the bed,
uttering shriek after shriek; the wretch was, however,
determined if possible to murder me.
Scrambling along by the curtains,
she rushed round the bed towards me; I seized the
handle of the door to make my escape. It was,
however, fastened. At all events, I could not
open it. From the mere instinct of recoiling
terror, I shrunk back into a corner. She was now
within a yard of me. Her hand was upon my face.
I closed my eyes fast, expecting never
to open them again, when a blow, inflicted from behind
by a strong arm, stretched the monster senseless at
my feet. At the same moment the door opened, and
several domestics, alarmed by my cries, entered the
apartment.
I do not recollect what followed,
for I fainted. One swoon succeeded another, so
long and death-like, that my life was considered very
doubtful.
At about ten o’clock, however,
I sunk into a deep and refreshing sleep, from which
I was awakened at about two, that I might swear my
deposition before a magistrate, who attended for that
purpose.
I accordingly did so, as did also
Lord Glenfallen, and the woman was fully committed
to stand her trial at the ensuing assizes.
I shall never forget the scene which
the examination of the blind woman and of the other
parties afforded.
She was brought into the room in the
custody of two servants. She wore a kind of flannel
wrapper which had not been changed since the night
before. It was torn and soiled, and here and there
smeared with blood, which had flowed in large quantities
from a wound in her head. The white handkerchief
had fallen off in the scuffle, and her grizzled hair
fell in masses about her wild and deadly pale countenance.
She appeared perfectly composed, however,
and the only regret she expressed throughout, was
at not having succeeded in her attempt, the object
of which she did not pretend to conceal.
On being asked her name, she called
herself the Countess Glenfallen, and refused to give
any other title.
‘The woman’s name is Flora
Van-Kemp,’ said Lord Glenfallen.
‘It was, it was, you
perjured traitor and cheat!’ screamed the woman;
and then there followed a volley of words in some foreign
language. ‘Is there a magistrate here?’
she resumed; ’I am Lord Glenfallen’s wife — I’ll
prove it — write down my words. I am
willing to be hanged or burned, so he meets his
deserts. I did try to kill that doll of his; but
it was he who put it into my head to do it — two
wives were too many; I was to murder her, or she was
to hang me; listen to all I have to say.’
Here Lord Glenfallen interrupted.
‘I think, sir,’ said he,
addressing the magistrate, ’that we had better
proceed to business; this unhappy woman’s furious
recriminations but waste our time. If she refuses
to answer your questions, you had better, I presume,
take my depositions.’
‘And are you going to swear
away my life, you black-perjured murderer?’
shrieked the woman. ‘Sir, sir, sir, you
must hear me,’ she continued, addressing the
magistrate; ’I can convict him — he
bid me murder that girl, and then, when I failed,
he came behind me, and struck me down, and now he
wants to swear away my life. Take down all I say.’
‘If it is your intention,’
said the magistrate, ’to confess the crime with
which you stand charged, you may, upon producing sufficient
evidence, criminate whom you please.’
‘Evidence! — I have
no evidence but myself,’ said the woman.
’I will swear it all — write down my
testimony — write it down, I say — we
shall hang side by side, my brave lord — all
your own handy-work, my gentle husband.’
This was followed by a low, insolent,
and sneering laugh, which, from one in her situation,
was sufficiently horrible.
‘I will not at present hear
anything,’ replied he, ’but distinct answers
to the questions which I shall put to you upon this
matter.’
‘Then you shall hear nothing,’
replied she sullenly, and no inducement or intimidation
could bring her to speak again.
Lord Glenfallen’s deposition
and mine were then given, as also those of the servants
who had entered the room at the moment of my rescue.
The magistrate then intimated that
she was committed, and must proceed directly to gaol,
whither she was brought in a carriage; of Lord Glenfallen’s,
for his lordship was naturally by no means indifferent
to the effect which her vehement accusations against
himself might produce, if uttered before every chance
hearer whom she might meet with between Cahergillagh
and the place of confinement whither she was despatched.
During the time which intervened between
the committal and the trial of the prisoner, Lord
Glenfallen seemed to suffer agonies of mind which
baffle all description; he hardly ever slept, and when
he did, his slumbers seemed but the instruments of
new tortures, and his waking hours were, if possible,
exceeded in intensity of terrors by the dreams which
disturbed his sleep.
Lord Glenfallen rested, if to lie
in the mere attitude of repose were to do so, in his
dressing-room, and thus I had an opportunity of witnessing,
far oftener than I wished it, the fearful workings
of his mind. His agony often broke out into such
fearful paroxysms that delirium and total loss of
reason appeared to be impending. He frequently
spoke of flying from the country, and bringing with
him all the witnesses of the appalling scene upon
which the prosecution was founded; then, again, he
would fiercely lament that the blow which he had inflicted
had not ended all.
The assizes arrived, however, and
upon the day appointed Lord Glenfallen and I attended
in order to give our evidence.
The cause was called on, and the prisoner
appeared at the bar.
Great curiosity and interest were
felt respecting the trial, so that the court was crowded
to excess.
The prisoner, however, without appearing
to take the trouble of listening to the indictment,
pleaded guilty, and no representations on the part
of the court availed to induce her to retract her plea.
After much time had been wasted in
a fruitless attempt to prevail upon her to reconsider
her words, the court proceeded, according to the usual
form, to pass sentence.
This having been done, the prisoner
was about to be removed, when she said, in a low,
distinct voice:
‘A word — a word, my
lord! — Is Lord Glenfallen here in the court?’
On being told that he was, she raised
her voice to a tone of loud menace, and continued:
’Hardress, Earl of Glenfallen,
I accuse you here in this court of justice of two
crimes, — first, that you married a second
wife, while the first was living; and again, that
you prompted me to the murder, for attempting which
I am to die. Secure him — chain him — bring
him here.’
There was a laugh through the court
at these words, which were naturally treated by the
judge as a violent extemporary recrimination, and the
woman was desired to be silent.
‘You won’t take him, then?’
she said; ’you won’t try him? You’ll
let him go free?’
It was intimated by the court that
he would certainly be allowed ’to go free,’
and she was ordered again to be removed.
Before, however, the mandate was executed,
she threw her arms wildly into the air, and uttered
one piercing shriek so full of preternatural rage
and despair, that it might fitly have ushered a soul
into those realms where hope can come no more.
The sound still rang in my ears, months
after the voice that had uttered it was for ever silent.
The wretched woman was executed in
accordance with the sentence which had been pronounced.
For some time after this event, Lord
Glenfallen appeared, if possible, to suffer more than
he had done before, and altogether his language, which
often amounted to half confessions of the guilt imputed
to him, and all the circumstances connected with the
late occurrences, formed a mass of evidence so convincing
that I wrote to my father, detailing the grounds of
my fears, and imploring him to come to Cahergillagh
without delay, in order to remove me from my husband’s
control, previously to taking legal steps for a final
separation.
Circumstanced as I was, my existence
was little short of intolerable, for, besides the
fearful suspicions which attached to my husband, I
plainly perceived that if Lord Glenfallen were not
relieved, and that speedily, insanity must supervene.
I therefore expected my father’s arrival, or
at least a letter to announce it, with indescribable
impatience.
About a week after the execution had
taken place, Lord Glenfallen one morning met me with
an unusually sprightly air.
‘Fanny,’ said he, ’I
have it now for the first time in my power to explain
to your satisfaction everything which has hitherto
appeared suspicious or mysterious in my conduct.
After breakfast come with me to my study, and I shall,
I hope, make all things clear.’
This invitation afforded me more real
pleasure than I had experienced for months. Something
had certainly occurred to tranquillize my husband’s
mind in no ordinary degree, and I thought it by no
means impossible that he would, in the proposed interview,
prove himself the most injured and innocent of men.
Full of this hope, I repaired to his
study at the appointed hour. He was writing busily
when I entered the room, and just raising his eyes,
he requested me to be seated.
I took a chair as he desired, and
remained silently awaiting his leisure, while he finished,
folded, directed, and sealed his letter. Laying
it then upon the table with the address downward, he
said,
’My dearest Fanny, I know I
must have appeared very strange to you and very unkind — often
even cruel. Before the end of this week I will
show you the necessity of my conduct — how
impossible it was that I should have seemed otherwise.
I am conscious that many acts of mine must have inevitably
given rise to painful suspicions — suspicions
which, indeed, upon one occasion, you very properly
communicated to me. I have got two letters from
a quarter which commands respect, containing information
as to the course by which I may be enabled to prove
the negative of all the crimes which even the most
credulous suspicion could lay to my charge. I
expected a third by this morning’s post, containing
documents which will set the matter for ever at rest,
but owing, no doubt, to some neglect, or, perhaps,
to some difficulty in collecting the papers, some
inevitable delay, it has not come to hand this morning,
according to my expectation. I was finishing
one to the very same quarter when you came in, and
if a sound rousing be worth anything, I think I shall
have a special messenger before two days have passed.
I have been anxiously considering with myself, as
to whether I had better imperfectly clear up your
doubts by submitting to your inspection the two letters
which I have already received, or wait till I can
triumphantly vindicate myself by the production of
the documents which I have already mentioned, and I
have, I think, not unnaturally decided upon the latter
course. However, there is a person in the next
room whose testimony is not without its value excuse
me for one moment.’
So saying, he arose and went to the
door of a closet which opened from the study; this
he unlocked, and half opening the door, he said, ’It
is only I,’ and then slipped into the room and
carefully closed and locked the door behind him.
I immediately heard his voice in animated
conversation. My curiosity upon the subject of
the letter was naturally great, so, smothering any
little scruples which I might have felt, I resolved
to look at the address of the letter which lay, as
my husband had left it, with its face upon the table.
I accordingly drew it over to me and turned up the
direction.
For two or three moments I could scarce
believe my eyes, but there could be no mistake — in
large characters were traced the words, ’To the
Archangel Gabriel in Heaven.’
I had scarcely returned the letter
to its original position, and in some degree recovered
the shock which this unequivocal proof of insanity
produced, when the closet door was unlocked, and Lord
Glenfallen re-entered the study, carefully closing
and locking the door again upon the outside.
‘Whom have you there?’
inquired I, making a strong effort to appear calm.
‘Perhaps,’ said he, musingly,
’you might have some objection to seeing her,
at least for a time.’
‘Who is it?’ repeated I.
‘Why,’ said he, ’I
see no use in hiding it — the blind Dutchwoman.
I have been with her the whole morning. She is
very anxious to get out of that closet; but you know
she is odd, she is scarcely to be trusted.’
A heavy gust of wind shook the door
at this moment with a sound as if something more substantial
were pushing against it.
‘Ha, ha, ha! — do you
hear her?’ said he, with an obstreperous burst
of laughter.
The wind died away in a long howl,
and Lord Glenfallen, suddenly checking his merriment,
shrugged his shoulders, and muttered:
‘Poor devil, she has been hardly used.’
‘We had better not tease her
at present with questions,’ said I, in as unconcerned
a tone as I could assume, although I felt every moment
as if I should faint.
‘Humph! may be so,’ said
he. ’Well, come back in an hour or two,
or when you please, and you will find us here.’
He again unlocked the door, and entered
with the same precautions which he had adopted before,
locking the door upon the inside; and as I hurried
from the room, I heard his voice again exerted as if
in eager parley.
I can hardly describe my emotions;
my hopes had been raised to the highest, and now,
in an instant, all was gone — the dreadful
consummation was accomplished — the fearful
retribution had fallen upon the guilty man — the
mind was destroyed — the power to repent was
gone.
The agony of the hours which followed
what I would still call my awful interview with
Lord Glenfallen, I cannot describe; my solitude was,
however, broken in upon by Martha, who came to inform
me of the arrival of a gentleman, who expected me
in the parlour.
I accordingly descended, and, to my
great joy, found my father seated by the fire.
This expedition upon his part was
easily accounted for: my communications had touched
the honour of the family. I speedily informed
him of the dreadful malady which had fallen upon the
wretched man.
My father suggested the necessity
of placing some person to watch him, to prevent his
injuring himself or others.
I rang the bell, and desired that
one Edward Cooke, an attached servant of the family,
should be sent to me.
I told him distinctly and briefly
the nature of the service required of him, and, attended
by him, my father and I proceeded at once to the study.
The door of the inner room was still closed, and everything
in the outer chamber remained in the same order in
which I had left it.
We then advanced to the closet-door,
at which we knocked, but without receiving any answer.
We next tried to open the door, but
in vain — it was locked upon the inside.
We knocked more loudly, but in vain.
Seriously alarmed, I desired the servant
to force the door, which was, after several violent
efforts, accomplished, and we entered the closet.
Lord Glenfallen was lying on his face upon a sofa.
‘Hush!’ said I, ‘he is asleep.’
We paused for a moment.
‘He is too still for that,’ said my father.
We all of us felt a strong reluctance to approach
the figure.
‘Edward,’ said I, ‘try whether your
master sleeps.’
The servant approached the sofa where
Lord Glenfallen lay. He leant his ear towards
the head of the recumbent figure, to ascertain whether
the sound of breathing was audible. He turned
towards us, and said:
‘My lady, you had better not wait here; I am
sure he is dead!’
‘Let me see the face,’ said I, terribly
agitated; ‘you may be mistaken.’
The man then, in obedience to my command,
turned the body round, and, gracious God! what a sight
met my view. He was, indeed, perfectly dead.
The whole breast of the shirt, with
its lace frill, was drenched with gore, as was the
couch underneath the spot where he lay.
The head hung back, as it seemed,
almost severed from the body by a frightful gash,
which yawned across the throat. The instrument
which had inflicted it was found under his body.
All, then, was over; I was never to
learn the history in whose termination I had been
so deeply and so tragically involved.
The severe discipline which my mind
had undergone was not bestowed in vain. I directed
my thoughts and my hopes to that place where there
is no more sin, nor danger, nor sorrow.
Thus ends a brief tale whose prominent
incidents many will recognise as having marked the
history of a distinguished family; and though it refers
to a somewhat distant date, we shall be found not to
have taken, upon that account, any liberties with
the facts, but in our statement of all the incidents
to have rigorously and faithfully adhered to the truth.