Don Carlos took his leave a few minutes
later, leaving Myra and Tony alone together, and again
Myra could not make up her mind whether or not to
tell her fiance what had happened. It happened
that Tony, as soon as they were alone, became particularly
sentimental and wanted to kiss her a fact
which somehow seemed to make the situation still more
difficult and complicated.
“I don’t want to be kissed,
Tony,” Myra objected, when her lover tried to
embrace her. “I feel as if I never want
to be kissed again, and I don’t want any love-making.
Leave me alone!”
“You certainly are in a queer
mood to-day, Myra,” Tony commented. “What
has upset you, darling? You were quite rude to
poor old Don Carlos, and now you are snubbing me.
What’s the matter, old thing?”
“Oh, Tony, my dear, I I
don’t know just what is the matter with me,
and I don’t know what to do,” exclaimed
Myra, laughing tremulously and feeling inclined to
give way to tears. “I don’t understand
myself. Oh, why are you so stupid? Why
don’t you make love to me and force me to kiss
you? Why don’t you kiss and kiss me against
my will?”
“Why, hang it all, Myra, I’ve
just been trying to make love to you and asking you
to give me a kiss, and you wouldn’t. Now oh,
dash it all, I don’t know what to make of you,
my dear. You are a most puzzling girl!”
“And you are the most exasperatingly
dull man,” Myra retorted, still half-laughing,
half-crying. “Oh, Tony, my dear, take care
of me and love me terribly if you want to keep me.
Hold me fast and grapple me to you with hooks of
steel, or you will lose me.”
She almost hurled herself into Tony’s
arms, buried her face in his shoulder, and burst into
tears. Tony did not know what to make of it
at all, and he felt utterly helpless. Agitatedly
he patted her on the back and stroked her hair.
“Myra, for heaven’s sake
don’t cry,” he said, in what was intended
to be a soothing tone. “You make me feel
so bally awful. I’ve never seen you crying
before, and I can’t make out what is the matter.
What on earth has upset you, darling? You’re
quite hysterical. Hadn’t I better ring
for your maid, dear?”
Poor Tony did not realise how sadly
he was blundering, how sorely he was failing in an
emergency.
“Oh, why can’t you understand!”
burst out Myra passionately. “Why can’t
you love in the right way? Don’t pat my
head and my back as if I were a pet dog, you ninny!
Tony, I I oh, I can’t
bear it!”
She broke from him and rushed from
the room, banging the door behind her.
“Well I’m sunk!”
muttered Tony, distractedly running his fingers through
his sandy hair. “What on earth is a fellow
to do in these circumstances? I hope to goodness
Myra won’t carry on like this after we are married,
or I shall never know where I am. I wonder what
upset her?”
Troubled in mind, he took his departure,
and on his way to his Club he was fortunate enough
to meet Lady Fermanagh.
“My dear Tony, all women are
more or less creatures of impulse, liable to do the
most unexpected and quixotic things,” her worldly-wise
Ladyship told him, when he had explained what had happened
and asked her to advise him what to do. “That
is what makes us so interesting. We do not understand
ourselves, and if men understood us we should cease
to interest or attract them.”
“Yes, I suppose so, Lady Fermanagh,”
agreed Tony, with a disconsolate shake of his head.
“But it would be rather awful to marry a woman
who puzzled one all the time. I couldn’t
make Myra out at all to-day, and can’t think
what can have upset her.”
“Remember, dear boy, that Myra
is Irish and has the Celtic temperament,” said
Lady Fermanagh. “Probably someone, or something,
had upset her before you called, and you had to suffer
for it.”
“It wasn’t only I who
had to suffer,” remarked Tony. “Poor
old Carlos was there when I blew in, and Myra was
snubbing him unmercifully. Between ourselves,
Lady Fermanagh, Myra was positively insulting.
Don Carlos took it rather well, but I fancy he was
upset all the same.”
“H’m! So Don Carlos
is back?” commented her ladyship, with an inscrutable
smile. “That may explain matters.
Perhaps it was he who was responsible for Myra’s
tantrums. But don’t worry, Tony.
Myra will probably be particularly nice to you if
you see her to-night.”
“I’m not exactly worried,
Lady Fermanagh, but I’m very puzzled,”
said Standish. “I don’t suppose
Don Carlos had anything to do with the matter, really,
although he did say chaffingly that he had been making
love to Myra again and said she was afraid of him.
But after he had gone Myra seemed uncommonly annoyed
with me for some reason or other, and er well,
a fellow doesn’t know exactly what to do in the
circumstances, and I thought you’d be able to
give me advice.”
“My advice to you, Tony, is
to make ardent love to Myra, to woo her as if she
had not already promised to marry you,” Lady
Fermanagh responded. “It is just possible,
my dear Tony, if you will forgive my suggesting it,
that you have not been playing the part of devoted
lover wholeheartedly enough.”
“Perhaps so,” said Tony,
rather ruefully. “Er the difficulty
is that when I try to talk and make love like the
chaps do in novels and plays, Myra laughs at me and
tells me not to be sloppy. I say, Lady Fermanagh,
don’t tell Myra I’ve been talking to you
about her. She might be angry. But if
you can size things up and give me a hint later as
to why she was vexed with me this afternoon I’ll
be tremendously obliged.”
Lady Fermanagh had a very shrewd idea
that she could have told him there and then who was
the cause of the trouble, remembering well Myra’s
boast that she would make Don Carlos fall in love with
her, and her resentment at his lack of courtesy in
going off to Spain without a word of farewell.
“Yes, Tony, I’ll do my
best to ‘size things up,’ as you so gracefully
put it, and may be able to drop you a hint later,”
she said.
She did some hard thinking as she
drove home, where she arrived to find Myra seated
listlessly in an armchair by the fire, an unlighted
cigarette between her fingers, and a brooding expression
in her blue eyes.
“No, there’s nothing really
the matter, auntie, and I’m quite well,”
Myra said, in answer to her ladyship’s questions;
“but oh, I can’t explain, but
I feel fed up with everything. I don’t
think I shall go to the Cavendish’s dance to-night.”
“What, or who, has made you
suddenly feel ‘fed up with everything,’
as you put it?” inquired Lady Fermanagh.
“You seemed in quite good spirits at lunch-time.
I noticed Don Carlos de Ruiz’s card in the
salver in the hall as I came in. Was it he, by
any chance, who upset you, Myra?”
Myra’s fair face blushed hotly,
and she hesitated before replying. Then, impulsively,
she decided to tell her aunt everything, and did so.
Lady Fermanagh listened in grave almost
grim silence, and with a troubled look
in her fine eyes.
“My dear, do you realise that
you have brought this on yourself?” she asked
quietly, when she had heard Myra out. “I
warned you at Auchinleven that you would be playing
with fire, and that it was extremely dangerous to
trifle with a Spaniard. You deliberately set
yourself out to play the part of siren, to make Don
Carlos fall in love with you, and ”
“He had deliberately laid himself
out before that to make me fall in love with him,
and pleaded that he was only amusing himself when he
was challenged,” interrupted Myra. “That
was an insult, and I wanted my revenge. If he
did not expect me to take him seriously, he had no
right to take me seriously, no right to take advantage
and to kiss me as he did this afternoon. Now
you are throwing the blame on me, just as he did himself!
Why should there be one law for the man and another
for the woman? It isn’t fair!”
“My dear Myra, do try to preserve
some sense of proportion,” said Lady Fermanagh
gently. “Admittedly it was quite wrong
of Don Carlos to make passionate love to you, knowing
you were betrothed to Tony, but, as I have told you
repeatedly, he was probably only following the custom
of his race and did not expect to be taken seriously
in the first instance.”
“And is it an unheard-of thing
in Spain for a betrothed girl to play the part of
coquette, and to flirt with the men who make love to
her?” interposed Myra again.
“No, no, not at all, but I need
hardly remind you, Myra, that in England that sort
of thing simply ‘isn’t done.’
Besides, yours was no mere flirtation. You
set out to fascinate and captivate Don Carlos, to
make him fall madly in love with you, and you seem
to have succeeded. You admit you challenged him
to kiss you ”
“He had no right to take what
I said to Tony as a challenge, although I confess
I said it to tantalise him.”
“Humph! If I were your
age, as beautiful and attractive as you, and I had
dared a man to kiss me, I should feel slighted, to
say the least of it, and regard him as a poltroon,
if he failed to take up my challenge,” commented
Lady Fermanagh drily. “You can’t
mean to say you did not expect Don Carlos to carry
out the threat or promise he made in his note, particularly
as you made no protest against his having entered
your bedroom?”
“I er I
don’t know what I expected,” answered Myra,
rather weakly. “I mean, I did not intend
to give him the opportunity to carry out his threat.
And I thought it best to say nothing about the note,
because I was afraid to risk a scandal, and I was
somehow afraid that Don Carlos would turn the tables
on me. Now I have a good mind to tell Tony, and
to tell him what happened to-day, and leave him to
deal with Don Carlos.”
“Do, by all means, my dear if
you want to make shipwreck of your life,” retorted
Lady Fermanagh, sardonically. “Tony will
be flattered to find you were playing him off against
Don Carlos at Auchinleven. And perhaps not!
He may decide, on reflection, that a girl who makes
love to another man, or, if you prefer it, encourages
another man to make love to her, during her engagement
and in the house of her fiance, might do something
of the same sort after marriage in the house of her
husband.”
“Tony wouldn’t be such
a beast,” exclaimed Myra. “If he
dared to blame me, I’d break off my engagement
and marry Don Carlos, if only to spite him.”
“Humph! And supposing,
after breaking off your engagement, you found that
Don Carlos did not want to marry you, what a fool you’d
look and feel!” responded her aunt. “My
dear Myra, don’t you realise that if the facts
were known the world would condemn you for attempting
to play fast and loose with both Tony Standish and
Don Carlos de Ruiz, and the general verdict would
be that it served you right to be left in the lurch.
Tony would be quite justified in throwing you over,
and by the time the gossips had finished your reputation
would be well, rather the worse for wear.”
“Aunt Clarissa, you don’t
really think Tony would throw me over if he knew?”
asked Myra anxiously, after a thoughtful pause.
“Why, I told Tony at Auchinleven that I intended
to flirt with Don Carlos and make him fall in love
with me, but he would not take me seriously.
I told him I meant it and was in earnest, but he only
laughed. It is really all his fault. And
he was so obtuse this afternoon. Surely he might
have guessed what had happened.”
Lady Fermanagh sat silent for a full
minute, then suddenly she rose and laid her hands
on Myra’s shoulders.
“Myra Rostrevor, answer me truthfully,”
she commanded, with a searching glance. “Are
you, or are you not, in love with Don Carlos?”
“I I don’t
know,” Myra answered, shaking her head distractedly.
“I think I hate him, but if I could believe
he was really sincere and in earnest I think I should
love him. If I had been tempting, teasing, and
tantalising him to-day, as I did when we were at Auchinleven,
I could excuse him for losing his head and kissing
me. To-day I didn’t give him the slightest
encouragement. He had shown his indifference
by going away without even a word of farewell, and
I suppose he kissed me in cold blood merely to fulfil
his threat and his boast that he always keeps a promise.”
“Cold-blooded kisses can hardly
be very shocking, I should imagine,” remarked
Lady Fermanagh drily.
“They were not cold-blooded.
He kissed me ravenously, passionately, and almost
stifled me. I felt as if he were drinking the
heart out of me,” said Myra. “If
I was sure he is as frantically in love with me as
he professes to be, I could excuse him, and I might
find myself falling in love with him. It is
the thought that he may still only be amusing himself,
gratifying his vanity and trying to make good his boast
that no woman can resist him, that galls me.
If I confessed myself in love with him, and he then
told me he had merely been amusing himself and proving
his power, I should die of shame.”
“Why take the risk, Myra?
You have been playing with fire, and the dice are
loaded against you. That is an Irishism and a
mixed metaphor, I suppose, but you know what I mean.
If you lose your heart to Don Carlos de Ruiz, you
lose Antony Standish, and if you subsequently discover
Don Carlos is not in earnest you will be left broken-hearted,
humiliated, and with your matrimonial prospects ruined.”
“I have no intention of breaking
my heart about Don Carlos, and don’t intend
to make a fool of myself, if that is what you mean,”
said Myra, with a sudden change of manner. “I
said I’d fool Don Carlos to pay him out for
asserting he had only been amusing himself with me,
and I’ll do it yet if I have not
already done it. If he is actually in love with
me, I have the laugh on him now, in spite of what has
happened.”
“Myra, for goodness sake be
sensible!” counselled Lady Fermanagh. “If
Don Carlos is actually in love with you and you make
mock of him, his love may turn to hate. And
I warn you that the hatred of a Spaniard is even more
dangerous than his love.”
“Pooh! I’m not afraid
of him, and I don’t understand why I have been
upsetting myself so much,” exclaimed Myra, impulsively
starting to her feet. “I’ll get
even with him. I’ll go to the Cavendish’s
dance after all. Don Carlos is almost sure to
be there, and I may get an opportunity to punish him
for his impertinence.”
“Myra, I do wish you would drop
this folly,” said her aunt. “You
must realise you are running grave risks and imperilling
your own happiness. It seems to me, my dear,
that as well as trifling with Don Carlos, you are
trifling with your own heart, and you are not playing
fair with Tony.”
“I mean to get even with Don
Carlos,” Myra responded, stubbornly, with an
impatient toss of her red-gold head. “It
will be amusing to see the man who boasted that no
woman could resist him chagrined and broken-hearted
because Myra Rostrevor has laughed at him and made
his boasts seem foolish.”
“You have had your warning,”
exclaimed Lady Fermanagh abruptly. “Don’t
expect any sympathy from me if you get burnt as a result
of playing with fire.”
She swept out of the room, and as
the door closed Myra made a moue, flung herself
down in the armchair again, and lit her cigarette.
“Damn him!” she said fervently.