So many people had been invited to
the Cavendish ball that there was scarce room to dance.
Myra caught sight of Don Carlos several times, and
her heart beat a trifle fast when at last she saw him
making his way through the crowd towards her during
an interval.
“May I have the pleasure and
honour of dancing the next with you, Miss Rostrevor?”
he inquired, with his usual courtly bow. “The
floor is becoming less crowded now the news has gone
round that supper is being served.”
Myra’s first impulse was to
snub him, but she refrained, rose without a word as
the music re-started, and they glided round together
to the lilting refrain of the band. Both were
extremely graceful and accomplished dancers, and several
other couples ceased dancing to watch them, giving
them the centre of the floor.
“Are you afraid to look at me,
cara mia?” whispered Don Carlos, after
a few minutes. “I want to look deep into
your dear blue eyes and try to read what is in your
heart.”
“I am afraid the result would
be a shock to your overweening vanity, Don Carlos,”
responded Myra coldly, still avoiding his eyes.
“I am very angry with you, and I am surprised
you should have had the audacity to ask me to dance
with you before even attempting to offer any apology
for your outrageous behaviour of this afternoon.”
“Dear, darling, delicious, delectable
lady, why should I apologise for taking up your challenge
and redeeming my promise?” Don Carlos asked.
“Why profess to be offended with the man who
loves you so passionately for taking a few of the
kisses for which he was craving and hungering?
What is it your great Shakespeare wrote that fits our
case? ... Ah! I have it! ...”
He sang the words softly, fitting
them to the rhythm of the air the dance-band was playing:
“’A thousand kisses buys
my heart from me;
And pay them at your leisure,
one by one.
What are ten hundred touches unto thee?
Are they not quickly told
and quickly gone?
Say for non-payment that the debt should
double;
Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?’”
“Oh, you are an utterly outrageous
and impossible man!” exclaimed Myra, half-annoyed,
half-amused, and at heart a little fascinated withal.
“Even if I did flirt with you at Auchinleven
to amuse myself, you had no right to take my teasing
seriously you, who are such an experienced
flirt and philanderer, and who do not expect women
to take your love-making seriously and laugh at them
if they do.”
“I expect you to take my love-making
seriously, Myra,” he answered.
“Your expectations will not
be realised, Don Carlos, and if you attempt to repeat
your conduct of to-day there will be trouble,”
said Myra, forcing herself to meet his ardent eyes
unflinchingly. “It is unsportsmanlike
to try to excuse yourself by throwing the blame on
me, pleading, like Adam, ‘The woman tempted
me.’ You might at least express regret
for your conduct.”
“I have no regrets, Myra,”
murmured Don Carlos. “I have tasted the
nectar of your lips, and now I hunger for a banquet
of love.”
“In that case you will surely
die of starvation,” said Myra, with a light
laugh.
“Dios! how you torture
me, Myra!” muttered Don Carlos frowningly.
“I hoped you would tell me you had found your
heart, that my kisses had at last awakened it.
I love you, love you with every fibre of my being,
and you you love, yet you refrain.”
“Quoting Henley, aren’t
you, Don Carlos, and trying the effect of pathos by
way of a change?” retorted Myra. “How
amusing! As far as I am concerned, you can ’break
your heart on my hard unfaith and break your heart
in vain...’ Don’t grip my hand so
tightly. You are hurting me.”
“I will hurt you if you are
trifling with me and making mock of my love,”
said Don Carlos quickly, through clenched teeth.
“Don’t try me too far, Myra. Beware
lest my love turns to hate!”
“Beware lest my love turns to
hate!” mimicked Myra, and trilled out a laugh.
“You are talking like a character in an old-fashioned
melodrama. Should I play up to you by crying,
‘Unhand me, villain,’ turning deathly
pale, and screaming for help. Don’t be
absurd! ... We won’t dance the encore.
But if you will promise to be sensible and refrain
from talking extravagant nonsense, you may take me
in to supper.”
She felt certain that she had both
hurt and puzzled Don Carlos, and she gloried in the
thought, flattering herself that she was really taking
her revenge. She was completely mistress of herself
again, sure of her own powers, and during supper she
laid herself out to be “nice,” with almost
devastating effect, playing on the emotions of the
Spaniard like a skilled musician on a sensitive instrument.
Deliberately she encouraged him, only to rebuff him
when she had inflamed his ardour, deliberately she
set herself to excite his passions, only to reward
him with a cold douche of ridicule.
“I believe the man is actually
in love with me,” Myra soliloquised, smiling
in self-satisfied fashion at her reflection in the
mirror as she undressed that night. “He
was grinding his teeth in sheer mortification and
looking quite murderous when I told him he was boring
me, and I went off with Tony. Yes, I think I
am taking my revenge. What a triumph if I find
myself able to twist round my little finger, so to
speak, the man who boasted no woman could resist him!”
Yet when she fell asleep she dreamed
that she was again in the arms of Don Carlos with
his lips crushed on her own, and that she was returning
his passionate kisses with fervour and straining the
Spaniard close to her heart although Tony (in her
dream) was looking on, feebly begging her to desist
and to kiss him instead, and Lady Fermanagh was standing
by protesting in solemn tones that she was “playing
with fire.”
“What an utterly absurd dream!”
Myra reflected, when she woke with her heart thrilling
queerly. “I wonder what particular and
peculiar kink in my mental outfit made me enjoy kisses
in my dreams which I hated while I was awake?
How flattered Don Carlos would be if he knew!”
An hour or so later she chanced to
encounter Don Carlos while she was taking her morning
gallop in the Row, and he brought his horse abreast
of hers, saluting in his usual gallant manner.
“You tortured me last night,
Myra, but in my dreams I got full recompense,”
he said, after formal greetings.
“Really! How fortunate
for you!” drawled Myra, with well-feigned lack
of interest. “Do you flatter yourself even
when you are asleep?”
“It was an extremely vivid dream,
Myra,” continued Don Carlos, ignoring the jocular
question. “I dreamed you were in my arms,
straining me close to your breast, and returning my
hungry kisses with passionate ardour. We were
drinking Love’s cup of rapture together, my beloved
and I, giving and taking all.”
With her own dream still vivid in
her memory; Myra was startled. Her heart seemed
to miss a beat, she felt the hot colour rush to her
face, and she bent forward to stroke her horse’s
neck lest her expression might betray her if she met
Don Carlos’s eyes.
“How utterly preposterous!”
she commented. “However, it is said that
dreams are contrary. Incidentally, I meant what
I said when I told you I should refuse to talk to
you if you persisted in being sentimental. Good
morning!”
Being Irish, Myra Rostrevor was by
nature more than a little superstitious and inclined
to attach some importance to dreams and omens, and
she rode away feeling just a tiny bit scared at heart,
and wondering uneasily if perchance Don Carlos de
Ruiz was a thought-reader.
“Sure, and I don’t know
what to make of you, Myra,” she whispered to
her own reflection in the mirror, as she changed from
her riding costume into a morning frock. “I
don’t know what to make of you at all, at all!
And I don’t know what to make of Don Carlos,
either. I don’t know if you are in love
with him or not, and I’m not sure but what if
he kissed you again you might make a fool of yourself
and give up the idea of making a fool of him....
Oh, if only I knew whether he is in earnest or not!”
Myra was almost afraid to attempt
to analyse her own feelings and emotions, and could
come to no decision concerning either herself or Don
Carlos. She continued to “blow hot, blow
cold” every time they met, sometimes treating
him with studied coldness, at other times flirting
with him beguilingly, but always taking precautions
against giving him any opportunity to kiss her again.
Meanwhile Tony Standish had taken
Lady Fermanagh’s advice, and he was wooing Myra
with all the fervour and passion of which his somewhat
phlegmatic nature was capable, wooing her as if their
betrothal was yet to be, instead of an accomplished
fact. Hardly a day passed but he brought or
sent some expensive trifle, together with flowers,
chocolates, or cigarettes, with assurances of his undying
affection.
His tributes of devotion made Myra
feel just a trifle guilty, made her wonder, too, if
Tony had decided that the love-making of Don Carlos
was something more than make-believe, and he was trying
to make sure of her.
“Oh, Tony, dear, you make me
feel as if you were buying me!” she exclaimed
one afternoon, when her lover presented her with a
diamond pendant. “Why have you given me
such lots of presents lately, you extravagant old
thing?”
“Well, darling, I want to show
you how much in love with you I am,” answered
Tony, looking quite bashful. “I am tremendously
in love with you, Myra, honour bright, and I’d
do anything to prove it. I’d I’d
give my life for you, sweetheart. Honestly, it
would break my heart if I lost you.”
“Tony, what makes you talk of
losing me?” Myra asked quickly.
“Oh er nothing,
really, but er well, you’re
so beautiful, and fascinating, and attractive, and
all the rest of it, and I know there are several men
who are in love with you and would like to cut me out
if they could,” explained Tony. “I
say, dear, I don’t mean that I think you’d
let me down and go back on your promise to marry me.
Er you weren’t in earnest, were you,
darling, when you talked about letting Don Carlos
fall in love with you at Auchinleven, and making me
jealous? Please don’t mind my asking, but
I’m rather worried, to tell the truth.”
“Worried because you think I
may be in love with Don Carlos?”
“No, Myra, not exactly, but
because I know he is in love with you. He told
me so himself last night.”
“He told you so himself!” exclaimed Myra,
startled.
“Yes. Placed me in a rather
difficult position. I suppose it was really
rather sporty of him. I don’t know if I
should tell you. He called on me and said he
was afraid he’d have to ask me to release him
from his promise to be my guest on the yachting tour.
Naturally I asked him why, and he told me frankly
that he had fallen in love with you.”
Myra’s heart beat a trifle faster as she listened.
“Said he thought it was only
right I should know, and that he supposed it wouldn’t
be playing the game according to English ideas if he
made love to you and tried to win you from me while
he was my guest,” continued Tony. “I
didn’t know quite what to say, except that I
was sorry.”
He looked at Myra expectantly and
a little anxiously as he paused, and Myra laughed
involuntarily. But her heart was still behaving
rather oddly and she felt her face flushing.
“How absurd, Tony!” she
exclaimed. “Do you think he was in earnest?”
“Oh, yes, he seemed to be in
deadly earnest,” replied Tony. “Er I
didn’t quite know what to do about it, as I said
before, but it suddenly occurred to me that if I let
Don Carlos withdraw his acceptance of my invitation
it might seem like an admission that I had not complete
faith in you and was afraid of losing you. You
see what I mean, Myra?”
“More or less,” said Myra,
rather bewildered. “But surely you don’t
mean that you pressed him to come, knowing he would
go on making love to me?”
“I didn’t exactly press
him, but I told him that if he felt he must decline
my invitation because he was in love with you, we should
naturally have to decline his invitation to Spain for
the same reason,” responded Tony. “I
told him he ought to have known you were only amusing
yourself to pay him out, and that he should have known
better than lose his heart after you had objected
to his attempting to make love to you. So eventually
he laughed and said if I wasn’t afraid of him
as a rival he would come. I hope you don’t
mind, darling. I told him he hadn’t an
earthly hope.”
“It is nice to know you are
so sure of me that you have no fear of a rival,”
commented Myra drily, after a momentary pause.
“I say, Myra, do you mean that,
or are you being sarcastic?” asked Tony.
“What could I do in the circumstances?
Perhaps I shouldn’t have mentioned the matter
to you at all, but er I thought
you might feel rather flattered to know that you have
made another conquest, and you know you said you weren’t
in the least afraid of Don Carlos. I thought,
too, that you’d take it rather as a compliment
if I showed I had complete faith in you. You
didn’t really want me to display jealousy, did
you?”
“I don’t know, Tony,”
replied Myra evasively. “If the positions
were reversed and I were engaged to Don Carlos and
you had been making love to me, I expect he would
have killed you by now, and perhaps strangled me into
the bargain.”
“Englishmen don’t do that
sort of thing,” remarked Tony, looking hurt.
“If you mean you would prefer me to behave like
an emotional foreigner ”
“Oh, Tony, dear, don’t
be absurd!” interrupted Myra, her mood changing.
“I see how you looked at the matter, and I know
I should be glad you have such faith in me.
But don’t you think Don Carlos may regard your
indifference to his rivalry as being almost in the
nature of a challenge?”
“I hadn’t thought of it
that way, Myra, but in any case I know you’ll
be able to keep Don Carlos at a distance if he should
try to make love to you again,” answered Tony.
“Sure you’re not vexed with me, dear?”
“I don’t know whether
I’m vexed or pleased, amused or scared, but I
am certainly thrilled,” said Myra. “To
think that Don Carlos, who boasted that no woman could
resist him, should confess to you, that he has lost
his heart to me!”
“I couldn’t help feeling
rather sorry for the poor chap,” remarked Tony.
“I should feel ghastly if I had fallen in love
with you after you had become engaged to another man,
and knew there was no hope.”
“Don’t be too sure there
is no hope for Don Carlos,” said Myra provocatively;
but Tony’s look of piteous dismay caused her
to relent almost instantly, and she kissed him.
Long after Tony had gone, Myra sat
lost in thought, her heart still thrilling.
Don Carlos’s confession was, of course, a compliment
and tribute to her powers of fascination, and naturally
Myra was flattered; but she was also more than a little
puzzled.
She could not quite fathom Don Carlos’s
motive for telling Tony Standish he was in love with
her, and she realised that Tony had been cleverer
than he knew. By telling her of Don Carlos’s
confession and assuring her that he had complete faith
in her he had, as it were, placed her on her honour
not to forsake him.
“I wonder what wise Aunt Clarissa
would advise?” mused Myra. “I must
tell her that although she said I was playing with
fire it is Don Carlos, apparently, who has got burnt.”
“You certainly appear to have
reason to flatter yourself on your success as a coquette,
Myra,” commented Lady Fermanagh drily, after
listening attentively to Myra’s story of Don
Carlos’s confession to Tony, and, incidentally,
without making any mention of the fact that she had
already heard the story from Tony himself over the
telephone. “You have the laugh on Don Carlos
de Ruiz now, my dear, but don’t forget the old
proverb that he who laughs last laughs best.
Actually, it is not a laughing matter at all, but
a crime to break a man’s heart in jest.”
“You don’t really suppose
that Don Carlos is heart-broken, do you, Aunt?”
asked Myra.
“Frankly, I do not,” responded
Lady Fermanagh. “I don’t quite know
what to make of it. My idea is that Don Carlos
probably guessed you had boasted you would make him
fall in love with you, and he may either be pandering
to your vanity by leading you to believe you have
succeeded in your object, or else trying to make a
fool of you. Be careful, my dear! It isn’t
safe to trifle with men of the type of Don Carlos
de Ruiz, as I have told you before.”
“Pouf! If he has actually
fallen in love with me, he is more likely to make
a fool of himself than of me,” Myra exclaimed.
“One never knows,” Lady
Fermanagh responded. “I believe you are
half in love with him as it is, Myra, and if he cared
to exercise all his powers he might be able to induce
you to break with Tony.”
Myra shook her red-gold head, but
at heart she knew her aunt might be right.
“Your idea, as you have admitted,
was to make Don Carlos fall in love with you in earnest,
because he had made love to you in jest,” continued
Lady Fermanagh. “You wanted to have the
satisfaction of ’turning him down’ to
use the ultra-modern expression and laughing
at him for losing his heart. Take care, my dear
Myra, that he does not turn the tables on you again.”
“How could he?” asked Myra, feeling somewhat
piqued.
“Well, it might amuse him to
protest that he is heart-broken, to persuade you to
take pity on him and forsake Tony, to confess yourself
in love with him, and then in the end to remind you
of his boast that no woman could resist him, and explain
that he did not want you, had merely been testing
his powers and taking revenge for your coquetry.”
“Surely, he wouldn’t be such a beast!”
“He might and more
particularly if he is in earnest,” said Lady
Fermanagh gravely. “No man likes being
laughed at, except when he is appearing on the stage
as a comedian. A man in love is particularly
sensitive to ridicule. I wonder how many murders
have been committed in Spain as a result of girls
inducing men to make fools of themselves?”
“Oh, Aunt, don’t be absurd!”
interposed Myra. “Are you suggesting that
Don Carlos may murder me? Do you anticipate his
plunging a stiletto or some sort of Spanish dagger
into my heart, or committing suicide on our nice clean
doorstep, because I do not reciprocate his passion?”
She trilled out a laugh and her aunt
had, perforce, to smile.
“One never knows,” she
said again. “My advice to you is not to
take any further risks, and not to attempt to gloat
over Don Carlos. And I think you should fix
the date for your marriage to Tony Standish and make
a good resolution to break no more hearts.”
“And join a Dorcas society,
and wear flannel next the skin, and woollen stockings
and flat-heeled shoes!” Myra added frivolously.
“Thank you so much, Aunt Clarissa!”