There was once an old man, whose daughter
dying, left in his care two orphan children, a son
twelve years old, and little Nell, a younger girl.
The grandfather was now an old and feeble man, but
gathering himself together as best he could, he began
to trade;-in pictures first-and
then in curious ancient things, and from the Old Curiosity
Shop, as it was called, he was able to obtain a slender
income.
The boy grew into a wayward youth,
and soon quitted his grandfather’s home for
companions more suited to his taste, but sweet little
Nell remained, and grew so like her mother, that when
the old man had her on his knee, and looked into her
mild blue eyes, he felt as if his daughter had come
back, a child again.
The old man and little Nell dwelt
alone,-he loving her with a passionate
devotion, and haunted with a fearful dread lest she
should be left to a life of poverty and want, when
he should be called to leave her. This fear so
overmastered him that it led him to the gaming-table,
and-for her sake-he became a
professional gambler, hoping to lay by a vast fortune
for her future use. But he lost heavily and constantly,
until his slender resources were exhausted, and he
was obliged to borrow money from the rich little dwarf
money-lender, Quilp, pledging his stock as security
for the loans.
But of all this Little Nell knew nothing,
or she would have implored him to give up the dangerous
practice. She only knew that, after her monotonous
days, uncheckered by variety and uncheered by pleasant
companionship, the old man, who seemed always agitated
by some hidden care, and weak and wandering in his
mind, taking his cloak and hat and stick, would pass
from the house, leaving her alone through the dreary
evenings and long solitary nights.
It was not the absence of such pleasures
as make young hearts beat high, that brought tears
to Nell’s eyes. It was the sight of the
old man’s feeble state of mind and body, and
the fear that some night he should fail to come home,
having been overtaken by illness or sudden death.
Such fears as these drove the roses from her smooth
young cheeks, and stilled the songs which before had
rung through the dim old shop, while the gay, lightsome
step passed among the dusty treasures. Now she
seldom smiled or sang, and among the few bits of comedy
in her sad days, were the visits of Kit Nubbles, her
grandfather’s errand boy, a shock-headed, shambling,
comical lad, whose devotion to the beautiful child
verged on worship. Appreciating Nell’s
loneliness, Kit visited the shop as often as possible,
and the exquisite oddity and awkwardness of his manner
so amused her that at sight of him she would give
way to genuine merriment. Kit himself, being
always flattered by the sensation he produced, would
often burst into a loud roar, and stand with his mouth
wide open, and his eyes nearly shut, laughing violently.
Twice every week Nell gave the lad
a writing lesson, to the great mirth and enjoyment
of them both, and each time Kit tucked up his sleeves,
squared his elbows, and put his face very close to
the copy-book, squinting horribly at the lines, fairly
wallowing in blots, and daubing himself with ink up
to the roots of his hair,-and if he did
by accident form a letter properly, he immediately
smeared it out again with his arm-and at
every fresh mistake there was a fresh burst of merriment
from the child and from poor Kit himself.
But of such happy times sweet Nell
had few, and she became more anxious about her grandfather’s
health, as he became daily more worried over the secret
which he would not share with her, and which preyed
upon his mind and body with increasing ravages.
Fortune did not favor his ventures,
and Quilp, having discovered for what purpose he borrowed
such large sums, refused him further loans. In
an agony of apprehension for the future, the old man
told Nell that he had had heavy losses, that they
would soon be beggars.
“What if we are?” said
the child boldly. “Let us be beggars, and
be happy.”
“Beggars-and happy!” said the
old man. “Poor child!”
“Dear grandfather,” cried
the girl, with an energy which shone in her flushed
face, trembling voice, and impassioned, gestures, “O,
hear me pray that we may beg, or work in open roads
or fields, to earn a scanty living, rather than live
as we do now.”
“Nelly!” said the old man.
“Yes, yes, rather than live
as we do now,” the child repeated, “do
not let me see such change in you, and not know why,
or I shall break my heart and die. Dear grandfather,
let us leave this sad place to-morrow, and beg our
way from door to door.”
The old man covered his face with
his hands, as the child added, “Let us be beggars.
I have no fear but we shall have enough: I’m
sure we shall. Let us walk through country places,
and never think of money again, or anything that can
make you sad, but rest at nights, and have the sun
and wind on our faces in the day, and thank God together!
Let us never set foot in dark rooms or melancholy
houses any more, but wander up and down wherever we
like to go, and when you are tired, you shall stop
to rest in the pleasantest places we can find, and
I will go and beg for both.”
The child’s voice was lost in
sobs as she dropped upon the old man’s neck;
nor did she weep alone.
That very day news came that the Old
Curiosity Shop and its contents would at once pass
into Quilp’s hands, in payment of the old man’s
debts. In vain he pleaded for one more chance
to redeem himself-for one more loan-Quilp
was firm in his refusal of further help, and little
Nell found the old man, overcome by the news, lying
upon the floor of his room, alarmingly ill. For
weeks he lay raving in the delirium of fever, little
Nell alone beside him, nursing him with a single-hearted
devotion. The house was no longer theirs; even
the sick chamber they retained by special favor until
such time as the old man could be removed. Meanwhile,
Mr. Quilp had taken formal possession of the premises,
and to make sure that no more business was transacted
in the shop, was encamped in the back parlor.
So keen was Nell’s dread of even the sound of
the dwarfs voice, that she lived in continual apprehension
of meeting him on the stairs, or in the passage, and
seldom stirred from her grandfather’s room.
At length the old man began to mend-he
was patient and quiet, easily amused, and made no
complaint, but his mind was forever weakened, and he
seemed to have only a dazed recollection of what had
happened. Even when Quilp told him that in two
days he must be moved out of the shop, he seemed not
to take it to heart, wandering around the house, a
very child in act and thought. But a change came
over him on the second evening; as he and little Nell
sat silently together. He was moved-shed
tears-begged Nell’s forgiveness for
what he had made her suffer-seemed like
one coming out of a dream-and urged her
to help him in acting upon what they had talked of
doing long before.
“We will not stop here another
day,” he said, “we will go far away from
here. We will travel afoot through the fields
and woods, and by the side of rivers, and trust ourselves
to God in the places where He dwells. It is far
better to lie down at night beneath an open sky than
to rest in close rooms, which are always full of care
and weary dreams. Thou and I together, Nell,
may be cheerful and happy yet, and learn to forget
this time, as if it had never been.”
“We will be happy,” cried
the child. “We never can be, here!”
“No, we never can again-never
again-that’s truly said,” rejoined
the old man. “Let us steal away to-morrow
morning, early and softly, that we may not be seen
or heard-and leave no trace or track for
them to follow by. Poor Nell! Thy cheek
is pale, and thy eyes are heavy with watching and
weeping for me; but thou wilt be well again, and merry
too, when we are far away. To-morrow morning,
dear, we will turn our faces from this scene of sorrow,
and be as free and happy as the birds.”
The child’s heart beat high
with hope and confidence. She had no thought
of hunger or cold, or thirst, or suffering. She
saw in this a relief from the gloomy solitude in which
she had lived, an escape from the heartless people
by whom she had been surrounded in her late time of
trial, the restoration of the old man’s health
and peace, and a life of tranquil happiness.
Sun, and stream, and meadow, and summer days shone
brightly in her view, and there was no dark tint in
all the sparkling picture.
The old man had slept for some hours
soundly, and she was yet busily engaged in preparing
for their flight. There were a few articles of
clothing for herself to carry, and a few for him, and
a staff to support his feeble steps. But this
was not all her task, for now she must say farewell
to her own little room, where she had so often knelt
down and prayed at night-prayed for the
time which she hoped was dawning now! There were
some trifles there, which she would have liked to take
away, but that was impossible. She wept bitterly
to leave her poor bird behind, until the idea occurred
to her that it might fall into the hands of Kit, who
would keep and cherish it for her sake. She was
calmed and comforted by this thought, and went to
rest with a lighter heart.
At length the day began to glimmer,
when she arose and dressed herself for the journey,
and with the old man, trod lightly down the stairs.
At last they reached the ground-floor, got the door
open without noise, and passing into the street, stood
still.
“Which way?” said the child.
The old man looked irresolutely and
helplessly to the right and left, then at her, and
shook his head. It was plain that she was henceforth
his guide and leader. The child felt it, but had
no doubts or misgivings, and putting her hand in his,
led him gently away.
It was the beginning of a day in June;
the deep blue sky unsullied by a cloud, and teeming
with brilliant light. The streets were as yet
free of passengers, the houses and shops were closed,
and the healthy air of morning fell like breath from
angels on the sleeping town.
The old man and the child passed on
through the glad silence, elate with hope and pleasure.
Every object was bright and fresh; nothing reminded
them, otherwise than by contrast, of the monotony and
restraint they had left behind.
Forth from the city, while it yet
slumbered, went the two poor adventurers, wandering
they knew not whither, often pressing each other’s
hands, or exchanging a smile, as they pursued their
way through the city streets, through the haunts of
traffic and great commerce, where business was already
rife. The old man looked about him with a bewildered
gaze, for these were places that he hoped to shun,
nor did he seem at ease until at last they felt that
they were clear of London, and sat down to rest, and
eat their frugal breakfast from little Nell’s
basket.
The freshness of the day, the singing
of the birds, the beauty of the waving grass, the
wild flowers, and the thousand exquisite scents and
sounds that floated in the air, sunk into their breasts,
and made them very glad. The child had repeated
her artless prayers once that morning, more earnestly,
perhaps, than she had ever done in her life; but as
she felt all this, they rose to her lips again.
The old man took off his hat-he had no
memory for the words-but he said Amen, and
that they were very good.
“Are you tired?” asked
the child. “Are you sure you don’t
feel ill from this long walk?”
“I shall never feel ill again,
now that we are once away,” was his reply.
“Let us be stirring, Nell. We are too near
to stop and be at rest. Come!”
They were now in the open country,
through which they walked all day, and slept that
night at a cottage where beds were let to travellers.
Next morning they were afoot again, and still kept
on until nearly five o’clock in the afternoon,
when they stopped at a laborer’s hut, asking
permission to rest awhile and buy a draught of milk.
The request was granted, and after having some refreshments
and rest, Nell yielded to the old man’s fretful
demand to travel on again, and they trudged forward
for another mile, thankful for a lift given them by
a kindly driver going their way, for they could scarcely
crawl along. To them the jolting cart was a luxurious
carriage, and the ride the most delicious in the world.
Nell had scarcely settled herself in one corner of
the cart when she fell fast asleep, and was only awakened
by its stopping when their ways parted. The driver
pointing out the town in the near distance, directed
them to take the path leading through the churchyard.
Accordingly, to this spot they directed their weary
steps, and presently came upon two men who were seated
upon the grass. It was not difficult to divine
that they were itinerant showmen-exhibitors
of the freaks of Punch-for, perched cross-legged
upon a tombstone behind them, was a figure of that
hero himself, his nose and chin as hooked, and his
face as beaming as usual; while scattered upon the
ground, and jumbled together in a long box, were the
other persons of the drama. The hero’s
wife and one child, the hobby-horse, the doctor, the
foreign gentleman, the executioner, and the devil,
all were here. Their owners had evidently come
to that spot to make some needful repairs in their
stock, for one of them was engaged in binding together
a small gallows with thread, while the other was intent
upon fixing a new black wig.
They greeted the strangers with a
nod, and the old man sitting down beside them, and
looking at the figures with extreme delight, began
to talk. While they chatted, Mr. Short, a little
merry, red-faced man with twinkling eyes, turning
over the figures in the box, drew one forth, saying
ruefully to his companion, Codlin by name: “Look
here, here’s all this Judy’s clothes falling
to pieces again. You haven’t got needle
and thread, I suppose?”
The little man shook his head, and
seeing that they were at a loss, Nell said timidly:
“I have a needle, sir, in my
basket, and thread too. Will you let me try to
mend it for you? I think I could do it neater
than you could.”
As Mr. Codlin had nothing to urge
against a proposal so seasonable, Nelly was soon busily
engaged in her task, and accomplishing it to a miracle.
While she was thus engaged, the merry little man looked
at her with an interest which did not appear to be
diminished when he glanced at her helpless companion.
When she had finished her work, he thanked her, and
inquired whither they were travelling.
“N-no further to-night, I think,”
said the child, looking toward her grandfather.
“If you’re wanting a place
to stop at,” the man remarked, “I should
advise you to take up at the same house with us.
The long, low, white house there. It’s
very cheap.”
The old man, who would have remained
in the churchyard all night if his new acquaintances
had stayed there too, yielded to this suggestion a
ready and rapturous assent, and they all rose and walked
away together to the public house, where, after witnessing
an exhibition of the show, they had a good supper,
but Nell was too tired to eat, and was grateful when
they retired to the loft where they were to rest.
The old man was uneasy when he had lain down, and
begged that Nell would come and sit at his bedside
as she had done for so many nights. She sat there
till he slept, then went to her own room and sat thinking
of the life that was before them.
She had a little money, but it was
very little, and when that was gone, they must begin
to beg. There was one piece of gold among it,
and an emergency might come when its worth to them
might be increased a hundredfold. It would be
best to hide this coin, and never produce it unless
their case was absolutely desperate. Her resolution
taken, she sewed the piece of gold into her dress,
and going to bed with a lighter heart, sunk into a
deep slumber.
On the following morning, Mr. Short
asked Nell, “And where are you going to-day?”
“Indeed I hardly know,” replied the child.
“We’re going on to the
races,” said the little man. “If you’d
like to have us for company, let us travel together.”
“Well go with you,” said
the old man eagerly. “Nell-with
them, with them.”
The child considered for a moment,
and reflecting that she must soon beg, and could scarcely
do so at a better place, thanked the little man for
his offer, and said they would accompany him.
Presently they started off and made
a long day’s journey, and were yet upon the
road when night came on. Threatening clouds soon
gave place to a heavy rain, and the party took refuge
for the night in a roadside inn, where they found
a mighty fire blazing upon the hearth, and savory
smells coming from iron pots.
Furnished with slippers and dry garments,
and overpowered by the warmth and comfort of the room
and the fatigue they had undergone, Nelly and the
old man had not long taken seats in the warm chimney-corner
when they fell asleep.
“Who are they?” whispered the landlord.
Short and Codlin shook their heads.
“They’re no harm,” said Short.
“Depend upon that I tell you what-it’s
plain that the old man aren’t in his right mind-I
believe that he’s given his friends the slip
and persuaded this delicate young creature, all along
of her fondness for him, to be his guide and travelling
companion-where to, he knows no more than
the man in the moon. Now I’m not a-goin’
to stand that. I’m not a-goin’ to
see this fair young child a-falling into bad hands,
and getting among people that she’s no more
fit for, than they are to get among angels as their
ordinary chums. Therefore when they dewelop an
intention of parting company from us, I shall take
measures for detainin’ of ’em and restoring
them to their friends, who, I dare say, have had their
disconsolation pasted up on every wall in London by
this time.
“Short,” said Mr. Codlin,
“it’s possible there may be uncommon good
sense in what you’ve said. If there is,
and there should be a reward, Short, remember that
we are partners in everything!”
His companion had only time to nod
a brief assent to this proposition, for the child
awoke at the instant, as strange footsteps were heard
without, and fresh company entered.
These were no other than four very
dismal dogs, who came pattering in, headed by an old
bandy dog, who erected himself upon his hind legs,
and looked around at his companions, who immediately
stood upon their hind legs in a grave and melancholy
row. These dogs each wore a kind of little coat
of some gaudy color, trimmed with tarnished spangles,
and one of them had a cap upon his head, tied under
his chin, which had fallen down upon his nose, and
completely obscured one eye. Add to this, that
the gaudy coats were all wet through with rain, and
that the wearers were all splashed and dirty, and
some idea may be formed of the unusual appearance
of the new visitors to the inn. Jerry, the manager
of these dancing dogs, disencumbering himself of a
barrel-organ, and retaining in his hand a small whip,
came up to the fire and entered into conversation.
The landlord then busied himself in laying the cloth
for supper, which, being at length ready to serve,
little Nell ventured to say grace, and supper began.
At this juncture the poor dogs were
standing upon their hind legs quite surprisingly.
The child, having pity on them, was about to cast some
morsels of food to them before she tasted it herself,
hungry though she was, when their master interposed.
“No, my dear, no, not an atom
from anybody’s hand but mine, please. That
dog,” said Jerry, pointing out the old leader
of the troop, and speaking in a terrible voice, “lost
a half-penny to-day. He goes without his supper.”
The unfortunate creature dropped upon
his forelegs directly, wagged his tail, and looked
imploringly at his master.
“You must be more careful, sir,”
said Jerry, walking coolly to the chair where he had
placed the organ, and setting the stop. “Come
here. Now, sir, you play away at that while we
have supper, and leave off if you dare.”
The dog immediately began to grind
most mournful music. His master, having shown
him the whip, called up the others, who, at his directions,
formed in a row, standing upright as a file of soldiers.
“Now, gentlemen,” said
Jerry, looking at them attentively, “the dog
whose name is called, eats. Carlo!”
The lucky individual whose name was
called, snapped up the morsel thrown towards him,
but none of the others moved a muscle. Meanwhile
the dog in disgrace ground hard at the organ, sometimes
in quick time, sometimes in slow, but never leaving
off for an instant. When the knives and forks
rattled very much, or any of his fellows got an unusually
large piece of fat, he accompanied the music with
a short howl; but he immediately checked it on his
master looking around, and applied himself with increased
diligence to the Old Hundredth.
That night, from various conversations
in which Codlin and Short took pains to engage her,
little Nell began to have misgivings concerning their
protestations of friendship, and to suspect their motives.
These misgivings made the child anxious and uneasy,
as the party travelled on towards the town where the
races were to begin next day.
It was dark when they reached the
town, and there all was tumult and confusion.
The streets were filled with throngs of people, the
church-bells rang out their noisy peals, and flags
streamed from windows and house-tops, while shrill
flageolets and deafening drums added to the uproar.
Through this delirious scene, the
child, frightened and repelled by all she saw, led
on her bewildered charge, clinging close to her conductor,
and trembling lest she should be separated from him,
and left to find her way alone. Quickening their
steps they made for the racecourse, which was upon
an open heath. There were many people here, none
of the best-favored or best clad, busily erecting
tents, but the child felt it an escape from the town,
and drew her breath more freely. After a scanty
supper, she and the old man lay down to rest in a corner
of a tent, and slept, despite the busy preparations
that were going on around them all night long.
And now they had come to the time
when they must beg their bread. Soon after sunrise
in the morning Nell stole out, and plucked a few wild
roses and such humble flowers, to make into little
nosegays and offer to the ladies in the carriages
when the company arrived. Her thoughts were not
idle while she was thus employed. When she returned
and was seated beside the old man, tying her flowers
together, while Codlin and Short lay dozing in another
corner, she said in a low voice:
“Grandfather, don’t look
at those I talk of, and don’t seem as if I spoke
of anything but what I’m about. What was
that you told me before we left the old house?-that
if they knew what we were going to do, they would
say that you were mad, and part us?”
The old man turned to her with an
aspect of wild terror; but she checked him by a look,
adding, “Grandfather, these men suspect that
we have secretly left our friends, and mean to carry
us before some gentlemen, and have us taken care of,
and sent back. If you let your hand tremble so,
we can never get away from them, but if you’re
only quiet now, we shall do so easily.”
“How?” muttered the old
man. “Dear Nelly, how? They will shut
me up in a stone room, dark and cold, and chain me
to the wall, Nell-flog me with whips, and
never let me see thee more!”
“You’re trembling again!”
said the child. “Keep close to me all day.
I shall find a time when we can steal away. When
I do, mind you come with me, and do not stop or speak
a word. Hush! that’s all.”
“Halloa! what are you up to,
my dear?” said Mr. Codlin, raising his head
and yawning.
“Making some nosegays,”
the child replied; “I’m going to try to
sell some. Will you have one?-as a
present, I mean.” Mr. Codlin stuck it in
his buttonhole with an air of ineffable complacency,
and laid himself down again.
As the morning wore on, the tents
assumed a more brilliant appearance. Men, who
had lounged about in smock frocks and leather leggings,
came out in silken vests and hats and plumes, as jugglers
or mountebanks. Black-eyed gypsy girls, hooded
in showy handkerchiefs, sallied forth to tell fortunes.
The dancing dogs, the stilts, the little lady and the
tall man and all the other attractions, with organs
out of number, and bands innumerable, emerged from
the corners in which they had passed the night, and
flourished boldly in the sun.
Along the uncleared course, Short
led his party, sounding the brazen trumpet, and at
his heels went Thomas Codlin, bearing the show, and
keeping his eyes on Nelly and her grandfather, as they
rather lingered in the rear. The child bore upon
her arm the little basket with her flowers, and sometimes
stopped, with timid looks, to offer them at some gay
carriage, but, alas! there were many bolder beggars
there, adepts at their trade, and although some ladies
smiled gently as they shook their heads, and others
cried: “See, what a pretty face!”
they let the pretty face pass on, and never thought
that it looked tired or hungry, and among all that
gay throng, there was but one lady, who, taking her
flowers, put money in the child’s trembling hand.
At length, late in the day, Mr. Codlin
pitched the show in a convenient spot, and the spectators
were soon in the very triumph of the scene. The
child, sitting down with the old man close behind it,
was roused from her meditation by a loud laugh at
some witticism of Mr. Short.
If they were ever to get away unseen,
that was the very moment. Short and Codlin were
absorbed in giving the show, and in coaxing sixpences
from the people’s pockets, and the spectators
were looking on with laughing faces. That was
the moment for escape. They seized it and fled.
They made a path through booths, and
carriages, and throngs of people, and never once stopped
to look behind, but creeping under the brow of the
hill at a quick pace, made for the open fields, and
not until they were quite exhausted ventured to sit
down to rest upon the borders of a little wood, and
some time elapsed before the child could reassure her
trembling companion, or restore him to a state of moderate
tranquillity. His terrors affected her. Separation
from her grandfather was the greatest evil she could
dread; and feeling for the time, as though, go where
they would, they were to be hunted down, and could
never be safe in hiding, her heart failed her, and
her courage drooped. Then, remembering how weak
her companion was, and how destitute and helpless
he would be if she failed him, she was animated with
new strength and fortitude, and assured him that they
had nothing to fear. Luring him onward through
the woods with happy looks and smiles, the serenity
which she had at first assumed, stole into her breast
in earnest. The old man cast no longer fearful
looks behind, but felt at ease and cheerful, for the
further they passed into the deep green shade of the
woods, the more they felt that the tranquil mind of
God was there, and shed its peace on them.
At length the path brought them to
a public road which to their great joy at last led
into the centre of a small village. Uncertain
where to seek a lodging, they approached an old man
sitting in a garden before his cottage. He was
the schoolmaster, and had “School” written
over his window in black letters. He was a pale,
simple-looking man, and sat among his flowers and
beehives, taking no notice of the travellers, until
Nell approached him, dropping a curtsey, and asking
if he could direct them anywhere to obtain a shelter
for the night.
“You have been walking a long
way?” said the schoolmaster.
“A long way, sir,” the child replied.
“You’re a young traveller,
my child,” he said, laying his hand gently on
her head. “Your grandchild, friend?”
“Aye, sir,” cried the
old man, “and the stay and comfort of my life.”
“Come in,” said the schoolmaster.
Without further preface, he conducted
them into his little schoolroom, which was parlor
and kitchen likewise, and told them they were welcome
to remain till morning. Before they had done thanking
him, he spread the table, and besought them to eat
and drink.
After a sound night’s rest in
the little cottage, Nell rose early, and was attempting
to make the room in which she had supped last night
neat and comfortable, when their kind host came in.
She asked leave to prepare breakfast, and the three
soon partook of it together. While the meal was
in progress, their host remarked that the old man stood
in need of rest, and that he should be glad of their
company for another night. It required no great
persuasion to induce the child to answer that they
would remain. She was happy to show her gratitude
to the kind schoolmaster by performing such household
duties as his little cottage stood in need of.
When these were done, she took some needlework from
her basket, and sat down beside the lattice, where
the honeysuckle and woodbine filled the room with
their delicious breath. Her grandfather was basking
in the sun outside, breathing the perfume of the flowers,
and idly watching the clouds as they floated on before
the light summer wind. Presently the schoolmaster
took his seat behind his desk, and as he seemed pleased
to have little Nell beside him, she busied herself
with her work, entering into conversation with the
schoolmaster while the scholars conned their lessons,
and watching the boys with eager and attentive interest.
Upon the following morning there remained
for the travellers only to take leave of the poor
schoolmaster, and wander forth once more. With
a trembling and reluctant hand, the child held out
to their kind host the money which the lady had given
her at the races for her flowers, faltering in her
thanks, and blushing as she offered it. But he
bade her put it up, and kissing her cheek, wished
her good fortune and happiness, adding, “If
you ever pass this way again, you will not forget the
little village school?”
“We shall never forget it, sir,”
rejoined Nell, “nor ever forget to be grateful
to you for your kindness to us.”
They bade him farewell very many times,
often looking back, until they could see him no more.
They trudged onward now at a quicker pace, resolving
to keep the main road, and go wherever it might lead
them. The afternoon had worn away into a beautiful
evening when the road struck across a common.
On the border of this common, a caravan was drawn up
to rest.
It was not a shabby, dingy cart, but
a smart little house upon wheels, with white dimity
curtains festooning the windows, and window-shutters
of green picked out with panels of a staring red.
Neither was it a poor caravan drawn by a single donkey
or emaciated horse, for a pair of horses in pretty
good condition were released from the shafts, and
grazing upon the frowzy grass. Neither was it
a gypsy caravan, for at the open door (graced with
a bright brass knocker) sat a Christian lady, stout
and comfortable to look upon, who wore a large bonnet,
trembling with bows. And that it was not an unprovided
or destitute caravan, was clear from this lady’s
occupation, which was the very refreshing one of drinking
tea. The tea things were set forth upon a drum
covered with a napkin; and there sat this roving lady,
taking her tea and enjoying the prospect. As
she was in the act of setting down her cup, she beheld
an old man and a young child walking slowly by, and
glancing at her proceedings with eyes of modest but
hungry admiration.
“Hey!” cried the lady
of the caravan, “Yes, to be sure-Who
won the Helter-Skelter Plate?”
“Won what, ma’am?” asked Nell.
“The Helter-Skelter Plate at
the races, child. Can’t you say who won
the Helter-Skelter Plate when you’re asked a
question civilly?”
“I don’t know, ma’am.”
“Don’t know!” repeated
the lady of the caravan; “Why, you were there.
I saw you with my own eyes.”
Nell was not a little alarmed to hear
this, supposing that the lady might be intimately
acquainted with the firm of Short and Codlin; but
what followed tended to reassure her.
“And very sorry I was,”
said the lady of the caravan, “to see you in
company with a Punch-a low practical, wulgar
wretch, that people should scorn to look at.”
“I was not there by choice,”
rejoined the child; “we didn’t know our
way, and the two men were very kind to us, and let
us travel with them. Do you-do you
know them, ma’am?”
“Know ’em, child!”
cried the lady of the caravan in a sort of shriek.
“Know them! But you’re young and inexperienced,
and that’s your excuse for asking sich
a question. Do I look as if I know’d them?
Does this caravan look as if it know’d ’em?”
“No, ma’am, no,”
said the child, fearing that she had committed some
grievous fault, “I beg your pardon.”
It was granted immediately, and the
child then explained that they had left the races
on the first day, and were travelling to the next town,
and ventured to inquire how far it was. The stout
lady’s reply was rather discouraging, and Nell
could scarcely repress a tear at hearing that it was
eight miles off. Her grandfather made no complaint,
and the two were about to pass on, when the lady of
the caravan called to the child to return. Beckoning
to her to ascend the steps, she asked,-“Are
you hungry?”
“Not very, but we are tired, and it’s-it
is a long way.”
“Well, hungry or not, you had
better have some tea,” rejoined her new acquaintance.
“I suppose you’re agreeable to that, old
gentleman?”
The grandfather humbly pulled off
his hat, and thanked her, and sitting down, they made
a hearty meal, enjoying it to the utmost.
While they were thus engaged, the
lady of the caravan held a short conversation with
her driver, after which she informed Nell that she
and her grandfather were to go forward in the caravan
with her, for which kindness Nell thanked the lady
with unaffected earnestness. She helped with
great alacrity to put away the tea-things, and mounted
into the vehicle, followed by her delighted grandfather.
Their patroness then shut the door, and away they
went, with a great noise of flapping, and creaking,
and straining, and the bright brass knocker, knocking
one perpetual double knock of its own accord as they
jolted heavily along.
When they had travelled slowly forward
for some short distance, Nell looked around the caravan,
and observed it more closely. One half of it
was carpeted, with a sleeping place, after the fashion
of a berth on board ship, partitioned off at the farther
end, which was shaded with fair, white curtains, and
looked comfortable enough,-though by what
kind of gymnastic exercise the lady of the caravan
ever contrived to get into it,-was an unfathomable
mystery. The other half served for a kitchen,
and was fitted up with a stove, whose small chimney
passed through the roof. It held, also, a closet
or larder, and the necessary cooking utensils, which
latter necessaries hung upon the walls, which in the
other portion of the establishment were decorated with
a number of well-thumbed musical instruments.
Presently the old man fell asleep,
and the lady of the caravan invited Nell to come and
sit beside her.
“Well, child,” she said,
“how do you like this way of travelling?”
Nell replied that she thought that
it was very pleasant indeed. Instead of speaking
again, the lady of the caravan sat looking at the child
for a long time in silence, then getting up, brought
out a roll of canvas about a yard in width, which
she laid upon the floor, and spread open with her
foot until it nearly reached from one end of the caravan
to the other.
“There, child,” she said, “read
that.”
Nell walked down it, and read aloud,
in enormous black letters, the inscription, “Jarley’s
wax-work.”
“Read it again,” said the lady complacently.
“Jarley’s Wax-Work,” repeated Nell.
“That’s me,” said the lady.
“I am Mrs. Jarley.”
The lady of the caravan then unfolded
another scroll, whereon was the inscription, “One
hundred figures the full size of life,” then
several smaller ones with such inscriptions as, “The
genuine and only Jarley,” “Jarley is the
delight of the nobility and gentry,” “The
royal family are the patrons of Jarley.”
When she had exhibited these to the astonished child,
she brought forth hand-bills, some of which were couched
in the form of parodies on popular melodies, as, “Believe
me, if all Jarley’s Wax-Work so rare,”
“I saw thy show in youthful prime,” “Over
the water to Jarley.” While others were
composed with a view to the lighter and more facetious
spirits, as a parody on the favorite air of “If
I had a donkey,” beginning:
“If I know’d
a donkey what wouldn’t go
To see Mrs. Jarley’s
wax-work show,
Do you think I’d
acknowledge him?
Oh, no, no!
Then run to Jarley’s”-
besides other compositions in prose,
all having the same moral-namely, that
the reader must make haste to Jarley’s, and that
children and servants were admitted at half price,
Mrs. Jarley then rolled these testimonials up, and
having put them carefully away, sat down and looked
at the child in triumph.
“I never saw any wax-work, ma’am,”
said Nell. “Is it funnier than Punch?”
“Funnier!” said Mrs. Jarley,
in a shrill voice. “It is not funny at
all.”
“Oh!” said Nell, with all possible humility.
“It isn’t funny at all,”
repeated Mrs. Jarley. “It’s calm and
classical. No low beatings and knockings about,
no jokings and squeakings, like your precious Punches,
but always the same, with a constantly unchanging
air of coldness and gentility; and so life-like, that
if wax-work only spoke and walked about, you’d
hardly know the difference.”
“Is it here, ma’am?”
asked Nell, whose curiosity was awakened by this description.
“Is what here, child?”
“The wax-work, ma’am.”
“Why, bless you, child, what
are you thinking of? How could such a collection
be here? It’s gone on in the other wans
to the room where it’ll be exhibited the day
after to-morrow. You’re going to the same
town, and you’ll see it, I dare say.”
“I shall not be in the town, I think, ma’am,”
said the child.
This answer appeared to greatly astonish
Mrs. Jarley, who asked so many questions that Nell
was led to tell her some of the details concerning
their poverty and wanderings, after which the lady
of the caravan relapsed into a thoughtful silence.
At length she shook off her fit of meditation, and
held a long conversation with the driver, which conference
being concluded, she beckoned Nell to approach.
“And the old gentleman, too,”
said Mrs. Jarley. “I want to have a word
with him. Do you want a good situation for your
granddaughter, master? If you do, I can put her
in the way of getting one. What do you say?”
“I can’t leave her, ma’am,”
answered the old man. “What would become
of me without her?”
“I should have thought you were
old enough to take care of yourself, if you ever will
be,” retorted Mrs. Jarley sharply.
“But he never will be,”
whispered the child. “Pray do not speak
harshly to him. We are very thankful to you,”
she added aloud. “But neither of us could
part from the other, if all the wealth of the world
were halved between us.”
Mrs. Jarley was a little disconcerted
by this reception of her proposal, but presently she
addressed the grandfather again:
“If you’re really disposed
to employ yourself,” she said, “you could
help to dust the figures, and take the checks, and
so forth. What I want your granddaughter for
is to point ’em out to the company. It’s
not a common offer, bear in mind,” said the
lady. “It’s Jarley’s wax-work,
remember. The duties very light and genteel, the
company particularly select. There is none of
your open-air wagrancy at Jarley’s, recollect;
there is no tarpaulin and saw-dust at Jarley’s,
remember. Every expectation held out in the hand-bills
is realized to the utmost, and the whole forms an
effect of imposing brilliancy hitherto unrivalled in
this kingdom. Remember that the price of admission
is only sixpence, and that this is an opportunity
which may never occur again!”
Descending from the sublime to the
details of common life, when she had reached this
point, Mrs. Jarley remarked that she could pledge herself
to no specific salary until she had tested Nell’s
ability, but that she could promise both good board
and lodging for the child and her grandfather.
Her offer was thankfully accepted.
“And you’ll never be sorry
for it,” said Mrs. Jarley. “I’m
pretty sure of that. So, as that’s all
settled, let us have a bit of supper.”
In the mean while the caravan blundered
on, and came at last upon a town, near midnight.
As it was too late to repair to the exhibition rooms,
they drew up near to another caravan bearing the great
name of Jarley, which being empty, was assigned to
the old man as his sleeping-place. As for Nell
herself, she was to sleep in Mrs. Jarley’s own
travelling-carriage as a signal mark of that lady’s
favor.
On the following morning Nell was
put to work at once, helping to unpack the chests
and arrange the draperies in the exhibition rooms.
When this was accomplished, the stupendous collection
of figures was uncovered, standing more or less unsteadily
upon their legs, and all their countenances expressing
great surprise. All the gentlemen were very pigeon-breasted
and very blue about the beards, and all the ladies
were miraculous figures; and all the ladies and all
the gentlemen were looking intensely nowhere, and
staring with extraordinary earnestness at nothing.
When Nell had exhausted her first
raptures at this glorious sight, Mrs. Jarley ordered
the room to be cleared of all but herself and the child,
and was at great pains to instruct Nell in her duty.
“That,” said Mrs. Jarley,
in her exhibition tones, as Nell touched a figure,
“is an unfortunate maid-of-honor in the time
of Queen Elizabeth, who died from pricking her finger
in consequence of working upon a Sunday. Observe
the blood which is trickling from her finger; also
the gold-eyed needle of the period, with which she
is at work.”
All this Nell repeated twice or thrice,
pointing to the finger and the needle at the right
times, and then passed on to the next.
“That, ladies and gentlemen,”
said Mrs. Jarley, “is Jasper Packlemerton, who
courted and married fourteen wives, and destroyed them
all by tickling the soles of their feet when they
were sleeping in the consciousness of innocence and
virtue. On being brought to the scaffold, and
asked if he was sorry for what he had done, he replied
yes, he was sorry for having let ’em off so
easy, and hoped all Christian husbands would pardon
him the offence. Let this be a warning to all
young ladies to be particular in the character of
the gentlemen of their choice. Observe that his
fingers are curved, as if in the act of tickling, and
that his face is represented with a wink, as he appeared
when committing his barbarous murders.”
When Nell knew all about Mr. Packlemerton,
and could say it without faltering, Mrs. Jarley passed
on to the fat man, and then to the thin man, the tall
man, the short man, the old lady who died of dancing
at a hundred and thirty-two, the wild boy of the woods,
the woman who poisoned fourteen families with pickled
walnuts, and other historical characters, and interesting
but misguided individuals. So well did Nell profit
by her instructions, that at the end of a couple of
hours, she was in full possession of the history of
the whole establishment, and perfectly competent to
the enlightenment of visitors, and Mrs. Jarley was
not slow to express her admiration at this happy result.
In the midst of the various devices
used later for attracting visitors to the exhibition,
little Nell was not forgotten. The cart in which
the Brigand usually made his perambulations, being
gayly dressed with flags and streamers, and the Brigand
placed therein, Nell sat beside him, decorated with
artificial flowers, and rode slowly through the town
every morning, dispersing hand-bills from a basket
to the sound of drum and trumpet. The beauty
of the child, coupled with her gentle and timid bearing,
produced quite a sensation in the little country place:
the Brigand, became a mere secondary consideration,
and important only as part of the show of which she
was the chief attraction, Grown-up folks began to
be interested in the bright-eyed girl, and some score
of little boys fell desperately in love, and constantly
left inclosures of nuts and apples at the wax-work
door.
This desirable impression was not
lost on Mrs. Jarley, who, lest Nell should become
too cheap, sent the Brigand out alone again, and kept
her in the exhibition room, where she described the
figures every half-hour, to the great satisfaction
of admiring audiences.
Although her duties were sufficiently
laborious, Nell found the lady of the caravan a very
kind and considerate person indeed. As her popularity
procured her various little fees from the visitors,
on which her patroness never demanded any toll, and
as her grandfather too was well-treated and useful,
Nell had no cause for anxiety until one holiday evening,
when they went out together for a walk. They had
been closely confined for some days, and the weather
being warm, had strolled a long distance, when they
were caught in a most terrific thunder-shower, from
which they sought refuge in a roadside tavern, where
some men sat playing cards with a pile of silver money
between them. When the old man’s eye lighted
upon them, the child saw with alarm that his whole
appearance underwent a complete change. His face
was flushed and eager, his breath came short and quick,
and the hand he laid upon her arm trembled so violently,
that she shook beneath its grasp. To his frenzied
appeal for money, Nell repeated a firm refusal, but
he was insistent.
“Give me the money,” he
exclaimed-“I must have it. There
there-that’s my dear Nell. I’ll
right thee one day, child, never fear!”
She took from her pocket a little
purse. He seized it, and hastened to the other
side of the screen where the two men were playing.
Almost immediately they invited him to join their
game, whereupon, throwing Nell’s purse down
upon the table, he gathered up the cards as a miser
would clutch at gold. The child sat by and watched
the game in a perfect agony of fear, regardless of
the run of luck; and mindful only of the desperate
passion which had its hold upon her grandfather, losses
and gains were to her alike.
The storm had raged for full three
hours, when at length the play came to an end.
Nell’s little purse lay empty, and still the
old man sat poring over the cards until the child
laid her arm upon his shoulder, telling him that it
was near midnight.
Now Nell had still the piece of gold,
and considering the lateness of the hour, and into
what a state of consternation they would throw Mrs.
Jarley by knocking her up at that hour, proposed to
her grandfather that they stay where they were for
the night. As they would leave very early in
the morning, the child was anxious to pay for their
entertainment before they retired, but as she felt
the necessity of concealing her little hoard from
her grandfather, and had to change the piece of gold,
she took it out secretly, and following the landlord
into the bar, tendered it to him there. She was
returning, when she fancied she saw a figure gliding
in at the door. There was only a dark passage
between this door and the place where she had changed
the money, and being very certain that no person had
passed in or out while she stood there, she felt that
she had been watched. She was still thinking of
this, when a girl came to light her to bed.
It was a great gloomy house, which
the flaring candles seemed to make yet more gloomy,
and the child did not feel comfortable when she was
left alone. She could not help thinking of the
figure stealing through the passage downstairs.
At last a broken and fitful sleep stole upon her.
A deeper slumber followed this-and then-What!
That figure in the room! A figure was there,
it crouched and slunk along, stealing round the bed.
She had no voice to cry for help, no power to move,-on
it came-silently and stealthily to the
bed’s head. There it remained, motionless
as she. At length, it busied its hands in something,
and she heard the chink of money. Then it dropped
upon its hands and knees, and crawled away. It
reached the door at last, the steps creaked beneath
its noiseless tread, and it was gone.
The first impulse of the child was
not to be alone-and with no consciousness
of having moved, she gained the door. Once in
her grandfather’s room, she would be safe.
An idea flashed suddenly upon her-what
if the figure should enter there, and have a design
upon the old man’s life? She turned faint
and sick. She saw it creeping in front of her.
It went in. Not knowing what she meant to do,
but meaning to preserve him, or be killed herself,
she staggered forward and looked in.
What sight was that which met her view?
The bed was smooth and empty.
And at a table sat the old man himself-the
only living creature there-his white face
pinched and sharpened by the greediness which made
his eyes unnaturally bright-counting the
money of which his hands had robbed her.
With steps more unsteady than those
with which she had approached the room, the child
groped her way back into her own chamber. The
terror which she had lately felt was nothing compared
with that which now oppressed her. The grey-haired
old man, gliding like a ghost into her room, and acting
the thief, while he supposed her fast asleep, then
bearing off his prize, and hanging over it with the
ghastly exultation she had witnessed, was far more
dreadful than anything her wildest fancy could have
suggested. The feeling which beset her was one
of uncertain horror. She had no fear of the dear
old grandfather, but the man she had seen that night
seemed like another creature in his shape. She
could scarcely connect her own affectionate companion,
save by his loss, with this old man, so like yet so
unlike him. She had wept to see him dull and
quiet. How much greater cause she had for weeping
now!
She sat thinking of these things,
until she felt it would be a relief to hear his voice,
or if he were asleep, even to see him, and so she stole
down the passage again. Looking into the room,
she saw him lying calmly on his bed, fast asleep.
She had no fear as she looked upon his slumbering
features, but she had a deep and weighty sorrow, and
it found its relief in tears.
“God bless him,” said
the child, softly kissing his placid cheek. “I
see too well now that they would indeed part us if
they found us out, and shut him up from the light
of the sun and sky. He has only me. God
bless us both!”
Lighting her candle, she retreated
as silently as she had come, and gaining her own room
once more, sat up during the remainder of that long,
long miserable night. Upon searching her pocket
on the following morning she found her money was all
gone-not a sixpence remained.
“Grandfather,” she said
in a tremulous voice, after they had walked about
a mile on their road in silence, “Do you think
they are honest people at the house yonder? I
ask because I lost some money last night-out
of my bedroom, I am sure. Unless it was taken
by some one in jest-only in jest, dear
grandfather, which would make me laugh heartily if
I could but know it-”
“Who would take money in jest?”
returned the old man in a hurried manner. “Those
who take money, take it to keep. Don’t talk
of jest.”
“Then it was stolen out of my
room, dear,” said the child, whose last hope
was destroyed by the manner of this reply.
“But is there no more, Nell,”
said the old man-“no more anywhere?
Was it all taken-was there nothing left?”
“Nothing,” replied the child.
“We must get more,” said
the old man, “we must earn it, Nell-hoard
it up, scrape it together, come by it somehow.
Never mind this loss. Tell nobody of it, and
perhaps we may regain it. Don’t ask how-we
may regain it, and a great deal more, but tell nobody,
or trouble may come of it. And so they took it
out of thy room, when thou wert asleep!” He added
in a compassionate tone, very different from the secret,
cunning way in which he had spoken until now.
“Poor Nell, poor little Nell!”
The child hung down her head and wept.
It was not the lightest part of her sorrow that this
was done for her.
“Let me persuade you, dear grandfather,”
she said earnestly, “Oh, do let me persuade
you to think no more of gains or losses, and to try
no fortune but the fortune we pursue together.
Only remember what we have been since that bright
morning when we turned our backs upon that unhappy
house for the last time,” continued Nell.
“Think what beautiful things we have seen, and
how contented we have felt, and why was this blessed
change?”
He stopped her with a motion of his
hand, and bade her talk to him no more just then,
for he was busy. After a time he kissed her cheek,
and walked on, looking as if he were painfully trying
to collect his thoughts. Once she saw tears in
his eyes. When they had gone on thus for some
time, he took her hand in his, as he was accustomed
to do, with nothing of the violence or animation of
his late manner; and by degrees settled down into
his usual quiet way, and suffered her to lead him
where she would.
As Nell had anticipated, they found
Mrs. Jarley was not yet out of bed, and that although
she had suffered some uneasiness on their account,
she had felt sure that being overtaken by the storm,
they had sought the nearest shelter for the night.
And as they sat down to breakfast, she requested Nell
to go that morning to Miss Monflather’s Boarding
and Day School to present its principal with a parcel
of new bills, as her establishment had yet sent but
half-a-dozen representatives to see the stupendous
wax-work collection. Nell’s expedition met
with no success, to Mrs. Jarley’s great indignation,
and Nell would have been disappointed herself at its
failure, had she not had anxieties of a deeper kind
to occupy her thoughts.
That evening, as she had dreaded,
her grandfather stole away, and did not come back
until the night was far spent. Worn out as she
was, she sat up alone until he returned-penniless,
broken spirited, and wretched, but still hotly bent
upon his infatuation.
“Give me money,” he said
wildly, “I must have money, Nell. It shall
be paid thee back with gallant interest one day, but
all the money which comes into thy hands must be mine-not
for myself, but to use for thee. Remember, Nell,
to use for thee!”
What could the child do, with the
knowledge she had, but give him every penny that came
into her hands, lest he should be tempted on to rob
their benefactress? If she told the truth (so
thought the child) he would be treated as a madman;
if she did not supply him with money, he would supply
himself; supplying him, she fed the fire that burned
him, and put him perhaps beyond recovery. Distracted
by these thoughts, tortured by a crowd of apprehensions
whenever he was absent, and dreading alike his stay
and his return, the color forsook her cheek, her eyes
grew dim, and her heart was oppressed and heavy.
One evening, wandering alone not far
from home, the child came suddenly upon a gypsy camp,
and looking at the group of men around the fire saw
to her horror and dismay that one was her grandfather.
The others she recognized as the card-players at the
public-house on the eventful night of the storm.
Drawing near, where she could listen unseen, she heard
their conversation; heard them obtain her grandfather’s
promise to rob Mrs. Jarley of the tin box in which
she kept her savings-and to play a game
of cards with them, with its contents for stakes.
“God be merciful to us!”
cried the child, “and help us in this trying
hour! What shall I do to save him?”
The remainder of the conversation
related merely to the execution of their project,
after which the old man shook hands with his tempters,
and withdrew. Then Nell crept away, fled home
as quickly as she could, and threw herself upon her
bed, distracted. The first idea that flashed
upon her mind was instant flight. Then she remembered
that the crime was not to be committed until next
night, and there was time for resolving what to do.
Then she was distracted with a horrible fear that he
might be committing it at that moment. She stole
to the room where the money was, and looked in.
God be praised! he was not there, and Mrs. Jarley
was sleeping soundly. She went back to her own
room, and tried to prepare herself for bed, but who
could sleep-sleep! distracted by such terrors?
They came upon her more and more strongly yet.
Half-undressed, and with her hair in wild disorder,
she flew to the old man’s bedside, and roused
him from his sleep.
“What’s this?” he
cried, starting up in bed, and fixing his eyes upon
her spectral face.
“I have had a dreadful dream,”
said the child. “A dreadful, horrible dream!
I have had it once before. It is a dream of gray-haired
men like you, in darkened rooms by night, robbing
the sleepers of their gold. Up, up!” The
old man shook in every joint, and folded his hands
like one who prays.
“Not to me,” said the
child, “Not to me-to heaven, to save
us from such deeds! This dream is too real.
I cannot sleep-I cannot stay here-I
cannot leave you alone under the roof where such dreams
come. We must fly. There is no time to lose;”
said the child. “Up! and away with me!”
“To-night?” murmured the old man.
“Yes, to-night,” replied
the child. “To-morrow night will be too
late. Nothing but flight can save us. Up!”
The old man arose, his forehead bedewed
with the cold sweat of fear, and bending before the
child, as if she had been an angel messenger sent to
lead him where she would, made ready to follow her.
She took him by the hand and led him on. She
took him to her own chamber, and, still holding him
by the hand, as if she feared to lose him for an instant,
gathered together the little stock she had, and hung
her basket on her arm. The old man took his wallet
from her hands, his staff too, and then she led him
forth.
Through the streets their trembling
feet passed quickly, and at last the child looked
back upon the sleeping town, on the far-off river,
on the distant hills; and as she did so, she clasped
the hand she held less firmly, and bursting into tears,
fell upon the old man’s neck. Her momentary
weakness passed, she again summoned the resolution
to keep steadily in view the one idea that they were
flying from disgrace and crime, and that her grandfather’s
preservation depended solely on her firmness.
While he, subdued and abashed, seemed to shrink and
cower down before her, the child herself was sensible
of a new feeling within her which elevated her nature,
and inspired her with an energy and confidence she
had never known. “I have saved him,”
she thought, “in all distresses and dangers
I will remember that.”
At any other time the recollection
of having deserted the friend who had shown them so
much homely kindness, without a word of justification,
would have filled her with sorrow and regret.
But now, all other considerations were lost in the
new uncertainties and anxieties, and in the desperation
of their condition.
In the pale moonlight, which lent
a wanness of its own to the delicate face where thoughtful
care already mingled with a winning grace and loveliness
of youth, the too bright eye, the spiritual head, the
lips that pressed each other with such high resolve
and courage of the heart, the slight figure, firm
in its bearing, and yet so very weak, told their silent
tale; but told it only to the wind that rustled by.
The night crept on apace, the moon went down and when
the sun had climbed into the sky, and there was warmth
in its cheerful beams, they laid them down to sleep
upon a bank hard by some water.
But Nell retained her grasp upon the
old man’s arm, and long after he was slumbering
soundly, watched him with untiring eyes. Fatigue
stole over her at last; her grasp relaxed, and they
slept side by side. A confusion of voices, mingling
with her dreams, awoke her, and she discovered a man
of rough appearance standing over her, while his companions
were looking on from a canal-boat which had come close
to the bank while she was sleeping. The man spoke
to Nell, asking what was the matter, and where she
and her grandfather were going. Nell faltered,
pointing at hazard toward the west-and upon
the man inquiring if she meant a certain town which
he named, Nell, to avoid more questioning, said “Yes,
that was the place.” After asking some other
questions, he mounted one of the horses towing the
boat, which at once went on. Presently it stopped
again, and the man beckoned to Nell: “You
may go with us if you like,” he said. “We’re
going to the same place.”
The child hesitated for one moment.
Thinking that the men whom she had seen with her grandfather
might perhaps in their eagerness for the booty, follow
them, and regain their influence over him, and that
if they went on the canal-boat all traces of them
must be surely lost-accepted the offer.
Before she had any more time for consideration, she
and her grandfather were on board, gliding smoothly
down the canal, through the bright water.
They did not reach their destination
until the following morning, and Nell was glad indeed
when the trip was ended, for the noisy rugged fellows
on the boat were rough enough to make her heart palpitate
for fear, but though they quarrelled among themselves,
they were civil enough to their two passengers; and
at length the boat floated into its destination.
The men were occupied directly, and the child and her
grandfather, after waiting in vain to thank them, or
ask whither they should go, passed out into a crowded
noisy street of a manufacturing village, and stood,
in the pouring rain, distressed and confused.
Evening came on. They were still wandering up
and down, bewildered by the hurry they beheld, but
had no part in. Shivering with the cold and damp,
ill in body, and sick to death at heart, the child
needed her utmost resolution to creep along.
No prospect of relief appearing, they retraced their
steps to the wharf, hoping to be allowed to sleep on
board the boat that night. But here again they
were disappointed, for the gate was closed.
“Why did you bring me here?”
asked the old man fiercely, “I cannot bear these
close eternal streets. We came from a quiet part.
Why did you force me to leave it?”
“Because I must have that dream
I told you of, no more,” said the child, “and
we must live among poor people or it will come again.
Dear grandfather, you are old and weak, I know; but
look at me. I never will complain if you will
not, but I have some suffering indeed.”
“Ah! Poor, houseless, wandering,
motherless child!” cried the old man, gazing
as if for the first time upon her anxious face, her
travel-stained dress, and bruised and swollen feet.
“Has all my agony of care brought her to this
at last? Was I a happy man once, and have I lost
happiness and all I had, for this?”
Wandering on, they took shelter in
an old doorway from which the figure of a man came
forth, who, touched with the misery of their situation,
and with Nell’s drenched condition, offered them
such lodging as he had at his command, in the great
foundry where he was employed. He led them through
the bewildering sights and deafening sounds of the
huge building, to his furnace, and there spread Nell’s
little cloak upon a heap of ashes, and showing her
where to hang her outer clothes to dry, signed to
her and the old man to lie down and sleep. The
warmth of her bed, combined with her great fatigue,
caused the tumult of the place to lull the child to
sleep, and the old man was stretched beside her, as
she lay and dreamed. On the following morning
her friend shared his breakfast with the child and
her grandfather, and parting with them left in Nell’s
hand two battered smoke-encrusted penny pieces.
Who knows but they shone as brightly in the eyes of
angels as golden gifts that have been chronicled on
tombs?
With an intense longing for pure air
and open country, they toiled slowly on, the child
walking with extreme difficulty, for the pains that
racked her joints were of no common severity, and every
exertion increased them. But they wrung from
her no complaint, as the two proceeded slowly on,
clearing the town in course of time. They slept
that night with nothing between them and the sky, amid
the horrors of a manufacturing suburb, and who shall
tell the terrors of that night to the young wandering
child.
And yet she had no fear for herself,
for she was past it, but put up a prayer for the old
man. A penny loaf was all that they had had that
day. It was very little, but even hunger was
forgotten in the strange tranquillity that crept over
her senses. So very weak and spent she felt as
she lay down, so very calm and unresisting, that she
had no thought of any wants of her own, but prayed
that God would raise up some friend for him.
Morning came-much weaker, yet the child
made no complaint-she felt a hopelessness
of their ever being extricated together from that
forlorn place; a dull conviction that she was very
ill, perhaps dying; but no fear or anxiety. Objects
appeared more dim, the noise less, the path more uneven,
for sometimes she stumbled, and became roused, as it
were, in the effort to prevent herself from falling.
Poor child! The cause was in her tottering feet.
They were dragging themselves along
toward evening and the child felt that the time was
close at hand when she could bear no more. Before
them she saw a traveller reading from a book which
he carried.
It was not an easy matter to come
up with him, and beseech his aid, for he walked fast.
At length he stopped, to look more attentively at some
passage in his book. Animated with a ray of hope,
the child shot on before her grandfather, and going
close to the stranger without rousing him by the sound
of her footsteps, began faintly to implore his help.
He turned his head. Nell clapped
her hands together, uttered a wild shriek, and fell
senseless at his feet. It was no other than the
poor schoolmaster. Scarcely less moved and surprised
than the child herself, he stood for a moment, silent
and confounded by the unexpected apparition, without
even presence of mind to raise her from the ground.
But, quickly recovering his self-possession, and dropping
on one knee beside her, he endeavored to restore her
to herself.
“She is quite exhausted,”
he said, glancing upward into the old man’s
face. “You have taxed her powers too far,
friend.”
“She is perishing of want,”
rejoined the old man. “I never thought how
weak and ill she was, till now.”
Casting a look upon him, half-reproachful
and half-compassionate, the schoolmaster took the
child in his arms, and bore her away at his utmost
speed to a small inn within sight.
The landlady came running in, with
hot brandy and water, with which and other restoratives,
the child was so far recovered as to be able to thank
them in a faint voice. Without suffering her to
speak another word, the woman carried her off to bed,
and after having been made warm and comfortable, she
had a visit from the doctor himself, who ordered rest
and nourishment. As Nell evinced extraordinary
uneasiness on being apart from her grandfather, he
took his supper with her. Finding her still restless
on this head, they made him up a bed in an inner room,
to which he presently retired. The key of this
chamber happening to be on that side of the door which
was in Nell’s room; she turned it on him, when
the landlady had withdrawn, and crept to bed again
with a thankful heart.
In the morning the child was better,
but so weak that she would at least require a day’s
rest and careful nursing before she could proceed upon
her journey. The schoolmaster decided to remain
also, and that evening visited Nell in her room.
His frank kindness, and the affectionate earnestness
of his speech and manner, gave the child a confidence
in him. She told him all-that they
had no friend or relative-and that she
sought a home in some remote place, where the temptation
before which her grandfather had fallen would never
enter, and her late sorrows and distresses could have
no place.
The schoolmaster heard her with astonishment,
and with admiration for the heroism and patience of
one so young. He then told her that he had been
appointed clerk and schoolmaster to a village a long
way off, at five-and-thirty pounds a year, and that
he was on his way there now. He concluded by
saying that she and her grandfather must accompany
him, and that he would endeavor to find them some
occupation by which they could subsist.
Accordingly next evening they travelled
on, with Nell comfortably bestowed in a stage-wagon
among the softer packages, her grandfather and the
schoolmaster walking on beside the driver, and the
landlady and all the good folks of the inn screaming
out their good wishes and farewells.
It was a fine clear autumn morning,
when they came upon the village of their destination,
and every bit of scenery, and stick and stone looked
beautiful to the child who had passed through such
scenes of poverty and horror. Leaving Nell and
her grandfather upon the church porch, the schoolmaster
hurried off to present a letter, and to make inquiries
concerning his new position. After a long time
he appeared, jingling a bundle of rusty keys, and
quite breathless with pleasure and haste. As a
result of his exertions on their behalf, Nell and her
grandfather were to occupy a small house next to the
one apportioned to him. Having disburdened himself
of this great surprise, the schoolmaster then told
Nell that the house which was henceforth to be hers,
had been occupied by an old person who kept the keys
of the church, opened and closed it for the services,
and showed it to strangers; that she had died not many
weeks ago, and nobody having yet been found to fill
the office, he had made bold to ask for it for her
and her grandfather. As a result of his testimony
to their ability and honesty, they were already appointed
to the vacant post.
“There’s a small allowance
of money,” said the schoolmaster. “It
is not much, but enough to live upon in this retired
spot. By clubbing our funds together, we shall
do bravely; no fear of that.”
“Heaven bless and prosper you!” sobbed
the child.
“Amen, my dear,” returned
her friend cheerfully, “and all of us, as it
will, and has, in leading us through sorrow and trouble,
to this tranquil life. But we must look at my
house now. Come!”
To make their dwellings habitable,
and as full of comfort as they could, was now their
pleasant care, and in a short time each had a cheerful
fire crackling on the hearth. Nell, busily plying
her needle, repaired the tattered window-hangings,
and made them whole and decent. The schoolmaster
swept the ground before the door, trimmed the long
grass, trained the ivy and creeping plants, and gave
to the outer walls a cheery air of home. The
old man lent his aid to both, went here and there
on little patient services and was happy. Neighbors
too, proffered their help, or sent their children
with such small presents or loans as the strangers
needed most. It was a busy day, and night came
on all too soon.
They took their supper together, and
when they had finished it, drew round the fire and
discussed their future plans. Before they separated,
the schoolmaster read some prayers aloud; and then,
full of gratitude and happiness, they parted for the
night.
When every sound was hushed, and her
grandfather sleeping, the child lingered before the
dying embers, and thought of her past fortunes as if
they had been a dream, and the deep and thoughtful
feelings which absorbed her, gave her no sensation
of terror or alarm. A change had been gradually
stealing over her, in the time of her loneliness and
sorrow. With failing strength and heightened resolution,
there had sprung up a purified and altered mind; there
had grown in her bosom those blessed hopes and thoughts
which are the portion of few but the weak and drooping.
There were none to see the frail figure as it glided
from the fire and leaned pensively at the casement;
none but the stars to look into the upturned face
and read its history.
It was long before the child closed
the window, and approached her bed-but
when she did-it was to sink into a sleep
filled with sweet and happy dreams.
With the morning came the renewal
of yesterday’s labors, the revival of its pleasant
thoughts, the restoration of its energies, cheerfulness
and hope. They worked gayly until noon, and then
visited the clergyman, who received them kindly, and
at once showed an interest in Nell. The schoolmaster
had already told her story. They had no other
friends or home to leave, he said, and had come to
share his fortunes. He loved the child as though
she were his own.
“Well, well,” said the
clergyman. “Let it be as you desire, she
is very young.”
“Old in adversity and trial,
sir,” replied the schoolmaster.
“God help her. Let her
rest and forget them,” said the old gentleman.
“But an old church is a gloomy place for one
so young as you, my child.”
“Oh no, sir,” returned
Nell, “I have no such thoughts, indeed.”
“I would rather see her dancing
on the green at night,” said the old gentleman,
laying his hand upon her head, “than have her
sitting in the shadow of our mouldering arches.
You must look to this, and see that her heart does
not grow heavy among the solemn ruins.”
After more kind words, they withdrew,
and from that time Nell’s heart was filled with
a serene and peaceful joy, and she occupied herself
with such light tasks as were hers to accomplish,
and the peace of the simple village moved her deeply,
while more and more she grew to love the old and silent
chapel.
She sat down one day in this old and
silent place, among the stark figures on the tombs
and gazing round with a feeling of awe tempered with
calm delight, felt that now she was happy and at rest.
She took a Bible and read; then laying it down, thought
of the summer days and bright springtime that would
come-of the rays of sun that would fall
in aslant upon the sleeping forms-of the
song of birds, and growth of buds and blossoms out
of doors-What if the spot awakened thoughts
of death? Die who would, these sights and sounds
would still go on, as happily as ever. It would
be no pain to sleep amidst them.
She left the chapel, and climbed to
its turret-top. Oh! the glory of the sudden burst
of light; the freshness of the fields and woods, meeting
the bright blue sky; everything so beautiful and happy!
It was like passing from death to life; it was drawing
nearer heaven. And yet the dim old chapel had
for her a depth of fascination which the outer world
did not possess. Again that day, twice, she stole
back to the chapel, and read from the same book, or
indulged in the same quiet train of thought.
Even when night fell, she sat like one rooted to the
spot until they found her there and took her home.
She looked pale but very happy, but as the schoolmaster
stooped down to kiss her cheek, he thought he felt
a tear upon his face.
From a village bachelor, who took
great interest in the beautiful child, Nell soon learned
the histories connected with every tomb and gravestone,
with every gallery, wall, and crypt in the dim old
church. These she treasured in her mind, dwelling
on them often in her thoughts and repeating them to
those sightseers who cared to hear them. Her
duties were not arduous, but she did not regain her
strength, and in her grandfather’s mind sprang
up a solicitude about her which never left him.
From the time of his awakening to her weakness, never
did he have any care for himself, any thought of his
own comfort, which could distract his attention from
the gentle object of his love and care, He would follow
her up and down, waiting till she should tire, and
lean upon his arm-he would sit opposite
to her, content to watch and look, until she raised
her head and smiled upon him as of old-he
would discharge by stealth those household duties
which tasked her powers too heavily-he
would rise in the night to listen to her breathing
in her sleep. He who knows all, can only know
what hopes and fears and thoughts of deep affection
were in that one disordered brain, and what a change
had fallen upon the poor old man.
Weeks crept on-sometimes
the child, exhausted, would pass whole evenings on
a couch beside the fire. At such times, the schoolmaster
would read aloud to her, and seldom an evening passed
but the bachelor came in and took his turn at reading.
During the daytime the child was mostly out of doors,
and all the strangers who came to see the church,
praised the child’s beauty and sense, and all
the neighbors, and all the villagers, and the very
schoolboys grew to have a fondness for poor Nell.
Meanwhile, in that busy world which
Nell and her grandfather had left behind them so many
months before, there had appeared a stranger, who
gave up all his time and energy to endeavoring to trace
the wanderers. He was Nell’s grandfather’s
younger brother, who had for many years been a traveller
in distant lands, with almost no information of his
brother. His thoughts began to revert constantly
to the days when they were boys together, and obeying
the impulse which impelled him, he hastened home,
arriving one evening at his brother’s door, only
to find the wanderers gone.
By dint of ceaseless watchfulness
and vigilance, at last he gained a clue to their retreat,
and lost no time in following it up, taking with him
Kit Nubbles, the errand-boy at the Shop in old days,
who, though now in the employ of kind Mr. Garland,
was still loyal to the memory of his beloved Miss
Nelly-and only too grateful to be allowed
to go in search of her, with the stranger whom she
would not recognize. So together they journeyed
to the peaceful village, where Nell and her grandfather
were hidden, Kit carrying with him Nell’s bird
in his own cage. She would be glad to see it,
he knew, but alas for Kit-they found sweet
Nell in the sleep that knows no waking on this our
earth.
There, upon her little bed, she lay
at rest. The solemn stillness was no marvel now.
She was dead. No sleep so beautiful
and calm, so free from trace of pain, so fair to look
upon. She seemed a creature fresh from the hand
of God, and waiting for the breath of life; not one
who had lived and suffered death.
Her couch was dressed with here and
there some winter berries and green leaves, gathered
in a spot she had been used to favor. “When
I die, put near me something that has loved the light,
and had the sky above it always.” Those
were her words.
She was dead. Dear, gentle, patient,
noble Nell was dead. Her little bird-a
poor slight thing the pressure of a finger would have
crushed-was stirring nimbly in its cage;
and the strong heart of its child-mistress was mute
and motionless forever.
Where were the traces of her early
cares, her sufferings, and fatigues? All gone.
Sorrow was dead indeed in her, but peace and perfect
happiness were born-imaged in her tranquil
beauty and profound repose.
And still her former self lay there,
unaltered in this change. Yes. The old fireside
had smiled upon that same sweet face; it had passed,
like a dream, through haunts of misery and care; at
the door of the poor schoolmaster on the summer evening,
before the furnace fire upon the cold wet night, there
had been the same mild lovely look. So shall we
know the angels in their majesty, after death.
The old man had the small hand tight
folded to his breast for warmth. It was the hand
she had stretched out to him with her last smile-the
hand that had led him on through all their wanderings.
Ever and anon he pressed it to his lips; then hugged
it to his breast again, murmuring that it was warmer
now; and as he said it, he looked in agony to those
who stood around, as if imploring them to help her.
She was dead, and past all help, or
need of it The ancient rooms she had seemed to fill
with life, even while her own was waning fast-the
garden she had tended-the eyes she had
gladdened-the paths she had trodden, as
it were, but yesterday-could know her never
more.
She had been dead two days. She
died soon after daybreak. They had read and talked
to her in the earlier portion of the night, but as
the hours crept on she sunk to sleep. They could
tell, by what she faintly uttered in her dreams, that
they were of her journeyings with the old man; they
were of no painful scenes but of people who had helped
and used them kindly, for she often said, “God
bless you!” with great fervor. Waking,
she never wandered in her mind but once, and that was
of beautiful music which she said was in the air.
God knows. It may have been.
Opening her eyes at last, from a very
quiet sleep, she begged that they would kiss her once
again. That done, she turned to the old man with
a lovely smile upon her face-such, they
said, as they had never seen, and never could forget-and
clung with both arms about his neck. They did
not know that she was dead, at first.
She would like to see poor Kit, she
had often said of late. She wished there was
somebody to take her love to Kit. And even then,
she never thought or spoke about him but with something
of her old clear merry laugh.
For the rest, she had never murmured
or complained, but with a quiet mind, and manner quite
unaltered-save that she every day became
more earnest and more grateful to them-faded
like the light upon a summer’s evening.
They carried her to an old nook, where
she had many and many a time sat musing, and laid
their burden softly on the pavement. The light
streamed on it through the colored window-a
window where the boughs of trees were ever rustling
in the summer, and where the birds sang sweetly all
day long. With every breath of air that stirred
among those branches in the sunshine, some trembling
changing light would fall upon her grave.
One called to mind how he had seen
her sitting on that very spot, and how her book had
fallen on her lap, and she was gazing with a pensive
face upon the sky. Another told how she had loved
to linger in the church when all was quiet, and even
to climb the tower stair with no more light than that
of the moon’s rays stealing through the loopholes
in the thick old wall. A whisper went about among
the oldest that she had seen and talked with angels.
Then, when the dusk of evening had come on, with tranquil
and submissive hearts they turned away, and left the
child with God.
Oh, it is hard to take to heart the
lesson that such deaths will teach; but let no man
reject it, for it is a mighty, universal Truth.
When Death strikes down the innocent and young, for
every fragile form from which he lets the panting
spirit free, a hundred virtues rise, in shapes of
mercy, charity, and love, to walk the world, and bless
it. Of every tear that sorrowing mortals shed
on such green graves some good is born, some gentler
nature comes. In the Destroyer’s steps there
spring up bright creations to defy his power, and
his dark path becomes a way of light to heaven.