It was December, ten years later.
Carol had seen nine Christmas trees
lighted on her birthdays, one after another; nine
times she had assisted in the holiday festivities of
the household, though in her babyhood her share of
the gayeties was somewhat limited.
For five years, certainly, she had
hidden presents for Mamma and Papa in their own bureau
drawers, and harbored a number of secrets sufficiently
large to burst a baby brain, had it not been for the
relief gained by whispering them all to Mamma, at
night, when she was in her crib, a proceeding which
did not in the least lessen the value of a secret in
her innocent mind.
For five years she had heard “’Twas
the night before Christmas,” and hung up a scarlet
stocking many sizes too large for her, and pinned a
sprig of holly on her little white nightgown, to show
Santa Claus that she was a “truly” Christmas
child, and dreamed of fur-coated saints and toy-packs
and reindeer, and wished everybody a “Merry Christmas”
before it was light in the morning, and lent every
one of her new toys to the neighbors’ children
before noon, and eaten turkey and plum-pudding, and
gone to bed at night in a trance of happiness at the
day’s pleasures.
Donald was away at college now.
Paul and Hugh were great manly fellows, taller than
their mother. Papa Bird had gray hairs in his
whiskers; and Grandma, God bless her, had been four
Christmases in heaven.
But Christmas in the Birds’
Nest was scarcely as merry now as it used to be in
the bygone years, for the little child, that once brought
such an added blessing to the day, lay month after
month a patient, helpless invalid, in the room where
she was born. She had never been very strong
in body, and it was with a pang of terror her mother
and father noticed, soon after she was five years
old, that she began to limp, ever so slightly; to
complain too often of weariness, and to nestle close
to her mother, saying she “would rather not
go out to play, please.” The illness was
slight at first, and hope was always stirring in Mrs.
Bird’s heart. “Carol would feel stronger
in the summer-time;” or, “She would be
better when she had spent a year in the country;”
or, “She would outgrow it;” or, “They
would try a new physician;” but by and by it
came to be all too sure that no physician save One
could make Carol strong again, and that no “summer-time”
nor “country air,” unless it were the
everlasting summer-time in a heavenly country, could
bring back the little girl to health.
The cheeks and lips that were once
as red as holly-berries faded to faint pink; the star-like
eyes grew softer, for they often gleamed through tears;
and the gay child-laugh, that had been like a chime
of Christmas bells, gave place to a smile so lovely,
so touching, so tender and patient, that it filled
every corner of the house with a gentle radiance that
might have come from the face of the Christ-child himself.
Love could do nothing; and when we
have said that we have said all, for it is stronger
than anything else in the whole wide world. Mr.
and Mrs. Bird were talking it over one evening, when
all the children were asleep. A famous physician
had visited them that day, and told them that some
time, it might be in one year, it might be in more,
Carol would slip quietly off into heaven, whence she
came.
“It is no use to close our eyes
to it any longer,” said Mr. Bird, as he paced
up and down the library floor; “Carol will never
be well again. It almost seems as if I could
not bear it when I think of that loveliest child doomed
to lie there day after day, and, what is still more,
to suffer pain that we are helpless to keep away from
her. Merry Christmas, indeed; it gets to be the
saddest day in the year to me!” and poor Mr.
Bird sank into a chair by the table, and buried his
face in his hands to keep his wife from seeing the
tears that would come in spite of all his efforts.
“But, Donald, dear,” said
sweet Mrs. Bird, with trembling voice, “Christmas
Day may not be so merry with us as it used, but it
is very happy, and that is better, and very blessed,
and that is better yet. I suffer chiefly for
Carol’s sake, but I have almost given up being
sorrowful for my own. I am too happy in the child,
and I see too clearly what she has done for us and
the other children. Donald and Paul and Hugh
were three strong, willful, boisterous boys, but now
you seldom see such tenderness, devotion, thought
for others, and self-denial in lads of their years.
A quarrel or a hot word is almost unknown in this house,
and why? Carol would hear it, and it would distress
her, she is so full of love and goodness. The
boys study with all their might and main. Why?
Partly, at least, because they like to teach Carol,
and amuse her by telling her what they read.
When the seamstress comes, she likes to sew in Miss
Carol’s room, because there she forgets her own
troubles, which, Heaven knows, are sore enough!
And as for me, Donald, I am a better woman every day
for Carol’s sake; I have to be her eyes, ears,
feet, hands, her strength, her hope; and
she, my own little child, is my example!”
“I was wrong, dear heart,”
said Mr. Bird more cheerfully; “we will try
not to repine, but to rejoice instead, that we have
an ’angel of the house.’”
“And as for her future,”
Mrs. Bird went on, “I think we need not be over-anxious.
I feel as if she did not belong altogether to us, but
that when she has done what God sent her for, He will
take her back to Himself and it may not
be very long!” Here it was poor Mrs. Bird’s
turn to break down, and Mr. Bird’s turn to comfort
her.