Mike Sheehan tossed awake in the moonlight.
The gulls were quiet, and there was no noise in the
night save the sound that had rocked his cradle the
Atlantic foaming up the narrow ravine before his door,
and withdrawing itself with a loud sucking noise.
The cabin was perched on a bleached hillside.
A stony, narrow path went by the door and climbed
the ravine to the world; a bed of slaty rock slanted
sheer below it to the white tossing water. A
dangerous place for any one to pass unless he had
his eyes and his wits well about him; but Mike Sheehan
was such a one, for he had the eye of the eagle over
Muckross, he could climb like the mountain goat, and
could carry his drink so well that no man ever saw
him less than clear-headed.
Mike, with his six-feet-six of manhood,
was well in request at the country gatherings.
But of late, said the folk, the man had turned queer:
in that melancholy, stately country by the sea, madness especially
of the quiet, melancholic kind is a thing
very common. A year ago a wrestling match between
him and Jack Kinsella had gathered two counties to
see it. No man could say which was the champion.
Now one was the victor, again the other. They
kept steady pace in their victories. Jack was
captain of the Kilsallagh team of hurlers, Mike of
the Clonegall. No one could say which captain
led his team oftenest to victory. The men had
begun by being friends, and their equality at first
had only made them genial laughter. The wrestling
was on Sunday, after mass, in a quiet green place
at the back of the churchyard. The backers of
the two champions took fire at the rivalry long before
the men themselves. That would be a great day
for the men and women of his following, when either
champion should decisively lead. But the day
seemed ever receding in the future, and no one could
say which was the better man. June came, when
not only the hurling, but the wrestling, had its thin
fringe of female spectators perched on the low wall
of the churchyard girls mainly, with little
shawls over their soft hair, and their little bare
feet tucked demurely under their petticoats.
The country people scarcely guessed
at the time their two champions became enemies.
Indeed, it was a secret locked in their own breasts,
scarcely acknowledged even when in his most hidden
moments each man looked at the desires of his heart.
It only showed itself in a new fierceness and determination
in their encounters. Each had sworn to himself
to conquer the other. The soreness between them
came about when by some sad mischance they fell in
love with the same girl. Worse luck, she wanted
neither of them, for she was vowed to the convent:
the last feminine creature on earth for these two great
fighters to think of, with her soft, pure eyes, her
slender height, and her pale cheeks. Any girl
in the country might have jumped at either man, and
she, who wanted neither, had their hearts at her feet.
She was shy and gentle, and never repelled them so
decisively as to make them give up hope. In the
long run one or the other might have tempted her to
an earthly bridal; but she made no choice between
them; and each man’s chance seemed about equal
when she slipped from them both into Kilbride churchyard.
When she lay there neither man could say she had distinguished
him by special kindness from the other. And their
rivalry waxed more furious with the woman in her grave.
But six months later, and their battles
still undecided, Jack Kinsella fell sick and followed
Ellen to Kilbride. Then Mike Sheehan was without
an equal for many miles. But little comfort it
was to him, with the girl of his heart dead, and the
one man he had desired to overthrow dead and unconquered.
He secluded himself from the sports and pastimes,
and lived lonely in his cabin among the gulls, eating
out his unsatisfied heart. Somehow it seemed to
him that at the last his rival had cheated him, slipping
into the kingdom of souls hard on the track of those
slender feet he had desired to make his own. At
times he hated him because he had died unconquered;
yet again, he had a hot desire upon him, not all ungenerous,
for the old days when he met those great thews and
sinews in heavy grips when the mighty hands
of the other had held him, the huge limbs embraced
him; and his eyes would grow full of the passion of
fight and the desire of battle. None other would
satisfy him to wrestle with but his dead rival, and
indeed he in common with the country people thought
that no other might be found fit for him to meet.
Kilbride churchyard is high on the
mainland, and lies dark within its four stone walls.
The road to it is by a tunnel of trees that make a
shade velvety black even when the moon is turning all
the sea silver. The churchyard is very old, and
has no monuments of importance: only green headstones
bent sideways and sunk to their neck and shoulders
in the earth. A postern gate, with a flight of
stone steps, opens from Kilbride Lane. Here every
night you may see the ghost of Cody the murderer,
climbing those steps with a rigid burden hanging from
his shoulder.
But as Mike Sheehan ascended the steps
out of the midnight dark he felt no fear. He
clanged the gate of the sacred quiet place in a way
that set the silence echoing. The moon was high
overhead, and was shining straight down on the square
enclosure with its little heaped mounds and ancient
stones. Some mad passion was on Mike Sheehan
surely, or he would not so have desecrated the quiet
resting-place of the dead. There by the ruined
gable of the old abbey was a fresh mound unusually
great in size. Mike Sheehan paused by it.
‘Jack!’ he cried in a thunderous voice,
hoarse with its passion. ’Come! let us once
for all see which is the better man. Come and
fight me, Jack, and if you throw me let Ellen be yours
now and for ever!’
The blood was in his eyes, and the
sea-mist curling in from sea. His challenge spoken,
he swayed dizzily a moment. Then his eyes saw.
The place seemed full of the sea-mist silvered through
with the moon. As he looked to right and left
substantial things vanished, but he saw all about
him in a ring long rows of shadowy faces watching him.
Many of them he knew. They were the boys and
girls, the men and women, of his own village who had
died in many years. Others were strange, but
he guessed them ghosts from Kilsallagh, beyond Roscarbery,
the village where Jack used to live. He looked
eagerly among the folk he remembered for Ellen’s
face. There was one who might be she, the ghost
of a woman veiled in her shadowy hair, whose eyes he
could not see. And then Jack was upon him.
That was a great wrestling in Kilbride
churchyard. The dead man wound about the living
with his clay-cold limbs, caught him in icy grips
that froze the terrified blood from his heart, and
breathed upon him soundlessly a chill breath of the
grave that seemed to wither him. Yet Mike fought
furiously, as one who fights not only to satisfy a
hate, but as one who fights to gain a love. He
had a dim knowledge of the fight he was making, a
dim premonition that the dead man was more than his
match. The ghostly spectators pressed round more
eagerly, their shadowy faces peered, their shadowy
forms swayed in the mist. The ghost had Mike
Sheehan in a death-grip. His arms were imprisoned,
his breath failed, his flesh crept, and his hair stood
up. He felt himself dying of the horror of this
unnatural combat, when there was a whisper at his
ear. Dimly he seemed to hear Ellen’s voice;
dimly turning his failing eyes he seemed to recognise
her eyes under the veil of ashen fair hair. ‘Draw
him to the left on the grass,’ said the voice,
‘and trip him.’ His old love and his
old jealousy surged up in Mike Sheehan. With
a tremendous effort he threw off those paralysing
arms. Forgetting his horror he furiously embraced
the dead, drew him to the left on the grass, slippery
as glass after the summer heats, for a second or two
swayed with him to and fro; then the two went down
together with a great violence, but Mike Sheehan was
uppermost, his knee on the dead man’s breast.
When he came to himself in the moonlight,
all was calm and peaceful. An owl hooted from
the ruined gable, and from far away came the bark
of a watch-dog, but the graveyard kept its everlasting
slumber. Mike Sheehan was drenched with the dews
as he stood up stiffly from Jack Kinsella’s
grave, upon which he had been lying. It was close
upon dawn, and the moon was very low. He looked
about him at the quietness. Another man might
have thought he had but dreamt it; not so Mike Sheehan.
He remembered with a fierce joy how he had flung the
ghost and how Ellen had been on his side. ‘You’re
mine now, asthoreen,’ he said in a passionate
apostrophe to her, ’and ’tis I could find
it in my heart to pity him that’s lying there
and has lost you. He was the fair fighter ever
and always, and now he’ll acknowledge me for
the better man.’ And then he added, as
if to himself, ’Poor Jack! I wish I’d
flung him on the broken ground and not on the slippery
grass. ’Tis then I’d feel myself
that I was the better man.’