How the time did fly! The days
were not long enough for all the two girls crowded
into them.
In a few weeks Helen would be going
away to a Scout camp where dozens of girls would live
in tents and row and swim and fish and cook and listen
to wise and sympathetic talks from their leaders.
Helen knew all about it from past trips, and she spent
hours while they sat working on their presents for
Mrs. Hargrave, whose birthday was rapidly approaching,
telling Rosanna all about their good times. Rosanna
felt that she never could bear it if she couldn’t
be a Girl Scout. Helen, not knowing Mrs. Horton,
did not see how any grown person could refuse such
a request and she told Rosanna so.
They had made a great many plans for
Mrs. Hargrave’s birthday. She was coming
to take dinner with them.
Mrs. Hargrave never looked more beautiful
nor more imposing than when she arrived. The
two girls were overcome with pride as they saw their
guest descend from her little carriage and, laying
her hand on the arm of the old colored man who attended
her, walk slowly up the steps.
When dinner was served, it was perfectly
splendid to hear Mrs. Hargrave exclaim over the flowers
and the favors and everything.
During the meal the children told
Mrs. Hargrave what they hoped to be.
Rosanna wanted to be an artist.
Helen said she intended to grow up and marry and be
the mother of a family.
“Bless my soul!” said
Mrs. Hargrave, staring at her. “What put
that in your head?”
“Something mother learned in
college,” said Helen simply. “She
believes it, and of course so do I. There was a teacher
in college who was very wise, mother says, and he
warned them and warned them against what he called
popular complaints. He said they must always be
careful before they joined anything and promised to
uphold it to understand exactly what it was
and how far it would lead them. He said it didn’t
matter whether they were thinking of going into a
nunnery or joining the Salvation Army or the Suffragets
or what else, they wanted to ask themselves could
they lift themselves and help humanity by doing that
thing. And he said in this day and age when there
were so many dissatisfied people everywhere, he thought
the most important thing in the world was to teach
everyone, and especially children, the love of country.”
“Wise man,” said Mrs. Hargrave, nodding.
“What else?”
“He told them that love of country
was not boasting about where you came from, and telling
everybody how high the corn grows in New York, or how
blue the grass is in Kentucky or things about places
like that. He says that is nothing but bragging.
But he said what people needed was to love all their
country, east and west and south and north, to try
to understand one another and to pull together for
the United States.
“And he said that if every one
of those girls who married and had children would
teach them this as hard as ever they could, some day
the states would really be united, and wiser laws
would be made, and all the young Americans would love
their country and be willing to live for her.
He said it is harder to live faithfully for anything
than to die for it because it takes so much longer.”
“Bless my soul!” said Mrs. Hargrave again.
“Go on!”
“That’s all,” said
Helen. “I don’t see what else I can
do except teach some children of my own about it,
do you, Mrs. Hargrave?”
“I think that would be the finest
thing you could do,” said the childless old
lady. “Quite the finest! Are you going
to college?”
“I want to,” said Helen,
“if we can afford it. We are saving up for
it all the time.”
“How do you save?” asked
Mrs. Hargrave. She was certainly a curious old
lady.
“Well,” said Helen, “I
wear my hair docked, and that saves a lot in hair
ribbons, only this fall mother says I must let it grow.
When mother takes me to buy a coat, we look at two
good ones that will last two winters, but perhaps
one has pretty braid or something on it, that makes
it cost more. Then if one of us looks as though
we wanted it the other one whispers, ‘Rah rah
rah, college ah,’ which is our own college yell,
and we take the plain one.
“Lots of ways it looks to be
harder on mother than it is on me. I know she
goes without so many things she would love lectures
and concerts and all that. I just hate
that part!”
“I am glad you do,” said Mrs. Hargrave.
“Helen and I are hoping that
we can go to college together,” said Rosanna.
“Rosanna is so dear,”
said Helen. “She wants to help me save,
but of course that won’t do.”
“I don’t see why not,”
said Rosanna. They had talked this over many
times. “Do you see, Mrs. Hargrave?
I never spend my allowance.”
“No,” said Mrs. Hargrave,
“it wouldn’t do at all. In the first
place Helen is earning her education in a lovely way,
and your allowance is given you. It is no effort
for you to get it, so it does not benefit you, my
little dear. Helen must go on herself. Her
help could only come from a fairy godmother.”
“There are no fairy godmothers,” said
Rosanna bitterly.
“I was beginning to think there might be,”
said Mrs. Hargrave.
“No,” said Rosanna.
“If there was a fairy godmother, just one in
all the world, she would come and make my grandmother
let me go out of the garden and know lots of little
girls and go to school and be a Girl Scout.”
Mrs. Hargrave sat thinking as she
tasted her ice. Then she asked, “What are
these Girl Scouts?”
“I have all the books,”
said Helen eagerly. “May I bring them around
to show you? Then you can see just why Rosanna
wants to be one. I am sure Rosanna could not
be hurt by knowing a lot of little girls and learning
all the things that are required of the Girl Scouts.”
“Why should she be hurt?” said Mrs. Hargrave.
“Why, grandmother thinks I should not go out
of my class.”
“Class is all right,”
said Mrs. Hargrave. “It is very necessary,
but what you want to look for, Rosanna, is worth.
Suppose Helen here was not in your own class.
Suppose her father was a laboring man of some sort,
and she lived away from this part of town, that wouldn’t
change Helen.”
Helen looked up in amazement. “But my father
is ”
Mrs. Hargrave interrupted. “I
will tell you what I will do, Rosanna, I will talk
to your grandmother myself if she makes any objections
to your going to school and all the rest.”
She rose as she spoke, and they wandered out to the
rose garden where coffee was served for Mrs. Hargrave
and where the children offered their gifts.
When she went home at last, she put
an arm around each child. “This is the
happiest birthday I have had. Good-night, and
thank you! I will help you all I can, Rosanna,
and I feel very sure, Helen, that your savings or
the fairy godmother will take you to college with Rosanna.
Two little girls as nice and sweet and well-bred as
you ought to be friends all your lives.”
She kissed them both and, carrying
her presents, went down the steps leaning on the arm
of her servant.
“I feel full of a happy sadness,”
Rosanna sighed. “I don’t see why,
do you?”
“No,” said Helen, “only
that she is so perfectly lovely. She is just as
though there was two parts to her. The outside
pretty, but old and wrinkled and kind of high and
grand, while there is somebody just too sweet, and
real young and dancy and loving on the inside.
And the inside one can never grow old at all, but
will go right on understanding how you feel, and when
the outside gets too old to last any longer, why, she
will just go and be a young, young angel.”
“I guess that’s it,”
said Rosanna. “But what a fuss there is
about class and position and where you were born,
isn’t there?”
“Yes,” said Helen.
“When she was talking about workingmen I tried
to tell her about my father working for your grandmother.”
“Yes, she interrupted you,”
said Rosanna. “I don’t see as it makes
any difference what he does. No matter what anybody
thinks, Helen, we are going to be friends? You
promised me that.”
“Of course,” said Helen.
“Well, it was a nice party,
wasn’t it, Helen? I think Mrs. Hargrave
did truly have a good time.”
When Helen went home that night she
was very quiet. Her mother thought she was tired,
but Helen was thinking. She loved Mrs. Hargrave
dearly, and she wanted her to know some things that
she evidently was all mixed up about.
The following morning she did not
go over to see Rosanna. Instead she dressed with
even greater care than usual and went slowly around
to Mrs. Hargrave’s, where she found her in a
bright little morning room, sitting before a large
desk.
“I wanted to tell you something,”
said Helen, “and I am going to get it all mixed
up. I sort of have the feeling that everything
is mixed up and that I am doing something that is
not quite right. So I came over to you.
I didn’t even tell mother because I was afraid
it would worry her. You see she doesn’t
understand either.”
“Dear me, how mysterious!” said Mrs. Hargrave.
“It is like this,” said
Helen, plunging into the middle. “You have
been so good to me that I want to tell you that I
am not one of the Culvers of Lee County or any other
county. I am just the plainest sort of a little
girl. I have the nicest father and mother in the
whole world, but they are poor, and my father does
work. He works for Mrs. Horton; he is her chauffeur,
and we live in the apartment over the garage.
“What will she say, Mrs. Hargrave,
when she knows what a plain little girl I am?
I thought I would come and tell you about it.
I don’t see what difference being poor makes
if one tries to be nice inside, do you?”
“No,” cried Mrs. Hargrave.
“It makes no difference at all. Don’t
let anyone make you think that. And your coming
to tell me this shows me just what sort of a child
you are,” and she kissed Helen.
“Now, let’s get this thing
all straight as far as you understand it, my dear,
and then I will tell you what I think about it.”
So for a long time they sat together,
Helen’s hand in Mrs. Hargrave’s while
Helen told all about herself and her friendship with
Rosanna, and Mrs. Hargrave chuckled when she thought
of her letters to Mrs. Horton and how she had innocently
misled her.