“There is your breakfast,”
said Mrs. Horton, looking at Rosanna with her steely
eyes. “Bread and water will be part of your
punishment.”
“I am not hungry,” said Rosanna in a low
tone.
“Then you may leave it there
until you are,” said her grandmother. “Bread
and water will be your fare until you have apologized
to me and have proved that you regret your disgraceful
conduct while I was away.”
“I don’t think that I
did anything that was disgraceful, grandmother,”
said Rosanna gently.
“You will when I get through
with you,” said her grandmother grimly.
“I hope I may be able to bring you to your senses.
I am only sorry you are too big a girl to punish as
I would like to punish you.”
“Have you seen Mrs. Hargrave?” asked Rosanna.
“She is away. I suppose that is one reason
that you went wild.”
“I did nothing without asking
her if it would be all right,” said Rosanna.
“That seems impossible,” said Mrs. Horton.
“It is true,” asserted Rosanna.
“Rosanna, be careful what you say!” exclaimed
her grandmother angrily.
Remembering what Minnie had advised, Rosanna said
nothing.
Her grandmother continued, “I
have thought this all over and you know as well as
I do what you have done, and how you have offended
me, and I see no use in talking about it at all.
You will stay here on a diet of bread and water until
you are in a different frame of mind. I don’t
need to have you tell me how you feel, or what you
think. A look at your face is quite sufficient.
You are stubborn and unrepentant. Perhaps after
a week or two spent thinking, you will see things
in a different light. You will not be allowed
any privileges at all. You will not even have
your lessons. When your Uncle Robert comes home,
you will not see him unless you have repented enough
to be allowed to come down to your meals. Do
you understand?”
Something queer and hard and grown-up
came into Rosanna’s soul. She looked her
angry grandmother straight in the eye.
“Grandmother,” she said
very gently, “I hope you will not say anything
that you will be sorry for.”
“Don’t be impertinent!” said Mrs.
Horton.
“I don’t mean to be,” said Rosanna.
“You are!” said Mrs. Horton.
Rosanna turned around. “Oh, grandmother!”
she commenced, then stopped.
“Oh, grandmother what?” asked Mrs. Horton.
“Nothing. Excuse me,” said Rosanna.
“Then that’s all,” said Mrs. Horton.
“You understand me?”
“I think I do,” said Rosanna.
She did not look up, and Mrs. Horton, unable to catch
her eye, left the room.
Lunch time came, and with it her grandmother
with a fresh glass of water and another slice of bread.
Immediately after, Hannah appeared with a tray of
luncheon.
Rosanna was really not hungry, but
she was wise enough to know that it was a very bad
thing to go without eating, especially when one has
decided on a very serious and terrifying step.
The afternoon dragged away.
At five her grandmother came in and
offered her still another glass of water and slice
of bread. Rosanna thanked her.
“Have you anything to say to me?” asked
Mrs. Horton.
“No, grandmother,” replied
Rosanna, “only that I am very sorry that you
are angry with me, and I hope some day you will be
sorry too that you did not love me when I was here
to love.”
“Do you think of leaving?”
said Mrs. Horton sneeringly. “You had better
tell me where you are going so I can send your clothes.
I believe that is the way they do with the sort of
people you have been making friends with.”
Rosanna did not reply:
“Let me catch you leaving this
room!” said Mrs. Horton. She went out and
closed the door. Rosanna nodded her head.
Her mind was made up. She crossed to the dainty
dresser, and switching on the lights did something
she had never done in her life. Rosanna was not
vain in the least, but if you could have seen her
then, turning this way and that, lifting her long,
heavy curls, wadding them on top of her head, or trying
them in a long braid, you would have said that she
seemed to be a very vain little girl indeed.
She appeared satisfied at last with
what she saw in the glass, and noticed that it was
growing quite dark.
She went over to her little bed, and knelt.
“Please, dear Lord,” she
whispered, “I don’t want to do anything
wrong. Please help me because I am so afraid.
And now that Minnie is gone and Helen, please give
me somebody to love me. Amen.”
She felt better after that, and sat
down by the window. It was almost dark....
When Mrs. Horton left Rosanna, she
went down to the big, dim library and, seating herself
at her desk, commenced to write letters. She found
it difficult to collect her thoughts and there was
a bad feeling in her heart, as though she was wrong,
as though she was doing something unwise, unkind,
and perhaps really wicked. But she thrust it out
of her thoughts because she didn’t think that
she ever could do anything really wrong.
Something pressed hard on her heart,
and she grew very restless. Some impulse led
her to go to the telephone and call Mrs. Hargrave on
the long distance line.
Mrs. Hargrave, who was very much bored
by Cousin Hendy, was delighted to hear her old friend’s
voice. She did not let Mrs. Horton get a word
in edgewise for the first two minutes. She seemed
to think Mrs. Horton didn’t care how much that
telephone call was going to cost. She asked how
she was, and how Robert was, and had he found his lost
friend, and she certainly hoped he had, and when had
they returned, and oh, wasn’t it too bad Robert
had been unable to come with his mother?
Then like a person who saves the best
to the last, she asked with a note of triumph in her
voice:
“Well, how do you think your
darling Rosanna looks? I suppose you know she
has gained five pounds while you were away. I
think she is vastly improved. And so happy!
My dear, of course, it is hard for us to realize it,
but I think once in awhile it is a good thing to get
right out and let the home people do for themselves
and learn to depend on themselves a little. Don’t
you?”
Mrs. Horton smiled grimly. “It
has certainly not worked out here to any great advantage,
during my absence,” she said.
“What?” asked Mrs. Hargrave.
“I don’t believe I hear you.”
Mrs. Horton spoke into the telephone
with careful distinctness. “If you do not
know what has happened during my absence,” she
said, “I will tell you the state of affairs
existing here in my home now, and you may be able
to guess that something serious has occurred.
In the first place Rosanna is in her room on a diet
of bread and water. My chauffeur, with his pushing
wife and ordinary child, has been discharged, and told
to vacate to-morrow. Rosanna’s maid, Minnie,
had been discharged and is gone. All the servants
have had severe scoldings.”
There was a long silence, then Mrs.
Hargrave said, “Are you crazy?”
“Not at all!” said Mrs. Horton.
“I will be home to-morrow morning,”
said Mrs. Hargrave. “I’ll have to
get there as soon as I can to keep you from making
more of your dreadful mistakes. In the meantime,
I am ashamed of you. Don’t you go near
Rosanna with your cutting speeches until I see you.
Oh, I can’t talk to you! Good-night!”
She rang off and Mrs. Horton slowly
replaced the receiver. No, she did not intend
to go near Rosanna. Rosanna was settled for the
night so far as she was concerned. On her way
up to bed, she opened the door of Rosanna’s
room, and listened. The child was sleeping so
calmly that her grandmother could not even hear her
breathe. She could see the little mound that
Rosanna’s body made on the bed, but she did not
go into the room. She went on to her own room
and sat down to think. The light was dim; just
one small night light burning, and Mrs. Horton sat
down in her favorite lounging chair and gave herself
up to her unhappy thoughts. She was conscious
of a feeling of wrongdoing yet she did not recognize
it as such. Instead, she was sure that she had
been very deeply wronged. After all her teaching,
after all the years she had spent guarding Rosanna,
on the first chance the child had slipped away from
all she had been told. She shuddered when she
thought of it, remembering her own young sister and
her unhappy fate. She did not realize that she
was judging all humanity by the commonplace young
scamp her sister had unfortunately married. It
did not occur to her to ask herself if all the fine
young men and women her son knew were also of that
type.
The next thing she knew, the cold
woke her. It was dawn, and she had slept in her
chair all night. She was chilled to the bone.
She slowly undressed, and feeling sore and stiff,
took a hot bath and wrapped up in a warm kimono.
She was about to lie down and finish the night when
she thought of Rosanna.
Mrs. Horton stepped into a pair of
slippers and crossed the room. As she passed
her desk, she looked up full at the picture of her
dead son and his wife, Rosanna’s father and
mother. She stopped. Somehow those faces
would not let her pass. They held her with sad,
questioning eyes.
“What are you doing with our
little child?” they seemed to say. “Have
you loved her, mother? Have you been tender with
her? Have you tried to understand her? Have
you remembered that she is just a baby?”
Mrs. Horton thought of Rosanna in
her beautiful, lonely room way down the corridor.
She commenced to have a very guilty feeling.
“Have you loved her?”
asked the two sad faces. “Have you been
tender with her, mother?”
“I have done my duty by the
child,” answered Mrs. Horton. She went down
the corridor to Rosanna’s room, her head held
high. The cold, pallid light of the hour just
before day filled the house.
Mrs. Horton opened Rosanna’s
door and went in. She looked long at the little
bed as though she could not believe her eyes.
Then crossing, she opened the bathroom door, and then
the clothespress, calling Rosanna’s name sharply.
There was no reply. The little dog followed her
into the room and went sniffing and whining about.
Mrs. Horton rushed back to the bed and saw that the
little mound she had thought in the dark the night
before was Rosanna was only a neat pile of little dresses.
Rosanna was gone!
Mrs. Horton remembered that the child
was very fond of a wide seat in the library.
She hurried down the broad stairs, expecting to find
that the lonely child had crept down there to sit
awhile and, like herself, had dropped to sleep, but
the big room was empty. Mrs. Horton’s heart
commenced to hammer in a very strange way. Of
course Rosanna must be in the house somewhere, and
although she felt it was a very undignified thing
to do, she went from room to room making a close and
careful search of every nook where a child could hide.
There was not a single sign of the little girl.
Mrs. Horton had hoped to find Rosanna without calling
the servants, but as she looked and looked, and the
knowledge came to her that perhaps Rosanna was not
in the house at all, she was filled with terror.
She commenced to press the electric buttons frantically
and, wide-eyed and half dressed, the household commenced
to gather from the servants’ wing.
She managed somehow to let them know
that Rosanna had disappeared, and everyone commenced
a search that stretched to the playhouse, the pony
stable and the garden.
She staggered up to her room and with
shaking hands commenced to dress herself. The
two sad faces on the wall stared at her.
“Oh, mother, mother, where is our baby?”
they asked.
“Gone gone ” said
Mrs. Horton.