A returning flush upon the plain.
Streaks of color across a mangled landscape:
the gentle concealment of shell hole and trench.
This is what one saw, even in the summer of 1919.
For the sap was running, and a new invasion was occurring.
Legions of tender blades pushed over the haggard No
Man’s Land, while reckless poppies scattered
through the ranks of green, to be followed by the
shyer starry sisters in blue and white. Irrepressibly
these floral throngs advanced over the shell torn spaces,
crowding, mingling and bending together in a rainbow
riot beneath the winds that blew them. They were
the vanguard.
In the midst of the reviving fields
lay Noyon: Noyon, that gem of the Oise, whose
delicate outline of spires and soft tinted roofs had
graced the wide valley for centuries. Today the
little city lay blanched and shapeless between the
hills, as all towns were left that stood in the path
of the armies. The cathedral alone reared its
battered bulk in the midst; a resisting pile, its
two grim and blunted towers frowning into the sky.
Nobly Gothic through all the shattering, the great
church rose out of the wreckage, with flying buttresses
still outspread like brooding wings to the dead houses
that had sunk about her.
But Noyon was not dead. We of
the Red Cross knew that. We knew that in cellars
and nooks of this labyrinth of ruin already hundreds
of hearts were beating. On this calm September
morning the newly cleared streets resounded with the
healthful music of hammer and saw, and cartwheels
rattled over the cobblestones, while workmen called
to each other in resonant voices. Pregnant sounds,
these, the significance of which we could estimate.
For we had seen Noyon in the early months of the armistice:
tangled and monstrous in her attitude of falling, and
silent with the bleeding silence of desertion.
Then, one memorable day, the stillness had been broken
by the first clatter of sabots that
wooden noise, measured, unmistakable, approaching.
Two pairs of sabots and a long road. Two
broad backs bent under bulging loads; an infant’s
wail; a knock at the Red Cross Door but
that was nearly eight months before.
The Poste de Secours was closed
for the first time since Madame de Vigny and her three
young infirmieres had come to Noyon. Two
women stood without, one plump and bareheaded, the
other aged and bent, with a calico handkerchief tied
over her hair. They stared at the printed card
tacked upon the entrance of the large patched-up house
that served as Headquarters for the French Red Cross.
“Tiens! c’est ferme,”
exclaimed Madame Talon, shaking the rough board door
with all her meagre weight, “and I have walked
eight kilometers to get a jupon, and with rheumatism,
too.”
“Haven’t you heard the
news?” asked her companion with city-bred scorn.
“Ah? What news?”
The crisp old face crinkled with anticipation.
“Why, Mademoiselle Gaston is to be married today.”
“Tiens, tiens! est-ce possible?
What happiness for that good girl!” and Madame
Talon, forgetful of the loss of her jupon, smiled
a wrinkled smile till her nose nearly touched her
chin, and her eyes receding into well worn little
puckers, became two snapping black points.
“Is it really so? And the bridegroom who
is he?”
There followed that vivacious exchange
of questions and answers and speculations which accompanies
the announcement of a marriage the world over.
Mademoiselle Gaston was the daughter
of an ancient family of Noyon. But now, her ancestral
home was a heap of debris, a tomb for men of many
nations, which she did not like to visit. She
took me there once, and we walked through the old
tennis court where a little summer house remained
untouched, its jaunty frailty seeming to mock at the
desolation of all that is solid.
“Ah, I have had good times here,”
she said in the expressionless voice of one who has
endured too much.
For now she was alone. Tennis
tournaments for her were separated from the present
by a curtain of deaths, by the incomparable space of
those four years.
Mademoiselle Gaston had played her
part in it all. When the Germans were advancing
upon Noyon, she had stuck to her post and remained
in the hospital where she nursed her compatriots under
enemy rule during the first occupation of the city.
Something about her had made them treat her with respect,
although I have been told that the Prussian officers
were always vaguely uncomfortable in her presence.
There was, perhaps, not enough humility in her clear
eyes, and they worked her to the breaking point.
Yet so impeccable and businesslike was her conduct
that they could never convict her of any infringement
of rules. Little did these pompous invaders suspect
how this slender capable girl with the hazel eyes
was spicing the hours behind their backs, and drawing
with nimble and irreverent pencil portraits of her
captors, daring caricatures which she exhibited in
secret to the terrified delight of her patients.
Luckily for her this harmless vengeance had not been
discovered, for doubtless she would have paid dearly
for her Gallic audacity.
She was small of stature and very
thin. Not even the nurse’s flowing garb
could conceal the angularity of her figure. One
wondered how so fragile a frame could have survived
the crashings and shakings of war. What secret
of yielding and resisting was hers? The tension,
nevertheless, had left its mark upon her young face;
had drawn the skin over the aquiline profile, and
compressed the sensitive mouth in a line too rigid
for her years. This severity of feature she aggravated
by pinning her coiffe low over a forehead as
uncompromising as a nun’s. Not a relenting
suggestion of hair would she permit. Yet whatever
of tenderness or hope she strove thus to hood, nothing
could suppress the beauty of her luminous eyes; caressing
eyes that belied her austere manner. No sight
of blood nor weariness, no insult had hardened them.
Even when their greenish depths went dark and wide
with reminiscence, a light lurked at the bottom the
reflection of something dancing. Yes, everybody
loved Mademoiselle Gaston.
For weeks we had seen it coming.
She had told us of her engagement at breakfast one
Monday morning after a week-end visit to her married
sister in Paris. It had seemed a good business
proposition. She announced it as such, calmly,
with a frankness that astonished my American soul.
We were pleased. She would have a chateau and
money, and a de before her name. Best
of all she would have peace and companionship after
her lonely struggles. On the whole we were very
much pleased. Madame de Vigny and her gentle
niece were entirely delighted. Noyon was vociferous
in its approval and congratulations. I could have
wished but at least I did not thrust any
transatlantic notions into the general contentment.
And I soon saw no one could
fail to see the change that day by day
came over our reserved companion. The stern line
of her lips relaxed. In amazement one day we
heard her laugh. Then her laughter began to break
forth on all occasions; and we listened to her singing
above in her room, and we smiled at each other.
That tightness of her brow dissolved in a carefree
radiance. At work, she mixed up her faultless
card catalogues and laughed at her mistakes.
Once, during our busy hours of distribution, we caught
her blithely granting the request of fat Mere Copillet
for a cook stove and thereupon absently presenting
that jovial dame with a pair of sabots, much
too small for her portly foot, to the amusement of
all the good wives gathered in the Red Cross office.
They laughed loudly in a sympathetic crowd, and Mademoiselle
Gaston laughed also, and they loved her more than
ever. When they learned that she had chosen to
be married in the ruined cathedral of her native town,
their affection turned to adoration. Not a peasant
in the region but took this to be an honor to his
city and to himself. Gratitude and a nameless
hope filled the hearts of the people of Noyon.
The day was at hand. The poste
was closed, for within there was a feast to prepare
and a bride to adorn. In the early morning the
sun-browned peasant women brought flowers, masses of
goldenrod and asters. These we arranged in brass
shells, empty husks of death, till the bleak spaciousness
of our shattered house was gay. The rooms, still
elegant in proportion, lent themselves naturally to
adornment; and I found myself wondering what former
festivities they had sheltered, what other brides
had passed down this stately corridor before the bombs
let in the wind and the rain and the thieves; and
what remote luxuries had been reflected in the great
mirror of which only the carved gilt frame was left?
Today, goldenrod and asters bloomed against the mouldy
walls and one little tri-colored bouquet. Flowers
of France, in truth, sprung on the battle field and
offered by earth-stained fingers to her who had served.
From the kitchen came noises of snapping
wood, and a sizzling which tempted me to the door.
It was a fine old kitchen, though now the tiles were
mostly gone from the floor, and the cracked walls were
smeared with uncouth paintings, the work of some childish
soul some German mess sergeant, perhaps,
who had been installed there, but today Jeanne reigned
again, bending her philosophic face over the smoking
stove, and evoking with infallible arts aromatic and
genial vapors from her casseroles. At her side,
Therese, pink and cream in the abundance of her eighteen
years, fanned the fire, her eyes wide open with the
novel excitement of the occasion.
“La guerre est finie, Mademoiselle
Miss!” cried Jeanne with spoon dripping
in mid air. “Today I have butter to cook
with. Now you shall taste a French dinner comme
il faut!”
In the garage, Michel, all seriousness,
polished the Ford that was to carry away the bridal
pair. Recently demobilized, he wore the bizarre
combination of military and civilian clothes that all
over France symbolized the transition from war to
peace black coat encroaching upon stained
blue trousers, khaki puttees, evidence of international
intimacy and most brilliant emblem of freedom a
black and white checked cap, put on backwards.
His the ultimate responsibility at our wedding ceremony
and he looked to his tires and sparkplugs with passion.
The married sister, beautiful and
charming in her Paris gown, was superintending the
toilette; and when all was ready, we were called
up to examine and admire. The bride was sweet
and calm, smiling dreamily at us in the foggy fragment
of mirror. Below, somewhat portly and constrained
in his black coat and high collar, the bridegroom marched
with agitation back and forth in the corridor, clasping
and unclasping his hands in their gray suede gloves.
The Paris train was due. Relatives and friends
began to arrive; and little nieces and nephews, all
in their best clothes. Noyon had not seen anything
so gay in years. There was bustle and business
and running up and down stairs. The poste,
usually clamorous with the hoarse dialect of northern
France, hummed and rippled with polite conversation
and courtly greetings. The bride appeared.
The bridegroom’s face lost its perturbed expression
in his unaffected happiness at seeing her. Photographs
were taken; she, gracious and bending in a cloud of
tulle; he, stiffly upright but smiling resolutely.
They were off in a string of carriages sagging
old carriages resurrected from the dust while
a few of us hastened to the cathedral by a short cut
to take more pictures as they entered.
The vast nave engulfed us in its desolation.
The mutilated apse seemed to be far, far away, and
one looked at it fearfully. High above through
the broken vaulting shone the indestructible blue,
and through the hollow windows the breath of Heaven
wandered free. The little bride stepped bravely
between the piles of refuse, daintily gathering her
dress about her. A dirty sheet on the wall flapped
without warning, and we had a glimpse of a gaunt and
pallid crucifix, instantly shrouded again in a spasm
of wind. Passing under an arch we entered a less
demolished chapel. Here all Noyon was waiting.
Thin and quavering through the expectant
hush came the chords of a harmonium. Rustlings
and whisperings among the closely packed people as
the misty white figure advanced slowly into sight.
At the altar the silver-haired bishop turned his scholarly
face upon her, full of tenderness; and when he spoke,
his voice seemed an assurance of peace and purity.
The service was long. In France one listens to
a sermon when one is married, and the pretty bridesmaids
came round for three collections. The bishop
talked of her father, his friend, who had died under
cruel circumstances. Shoulders heaved in the congregation,
and in a dark corner a sob was stifled.
“You have suffered, my children.
There has been a mighty mowing and a winter of death,
and our mother the earth has lain barren. But
today stand up, O children, and listen and feel.
We are united in these ruins by more than sorrow.
What are these pulsations that beat this day upon
our soul?”
The words flowed on following the
ancient grooves of sermons, but the loving voice thrilled
us. It floated through the dim atmosphere into
our consciousness, holding us as in a dream, dovelike
and soothing.
My eyes trailed to the delicate bride
kneeling beside a great cracked column, and I thought
of the tiny blossom again by the road, and of those
stretches without the town, no longer gray, but brushed
with new color. I saw the daisies and the grasses
waving out on No Man’s Land: like heralding
banners of the triumph march they waved, leading out
of sight beyond the horizon. And as the priest
talked, my heart throbbed its own silent canticle:
“Joy in the new dawned day,
and in peace-awakened fields. Hope of the flower
that blooms again. Faith in the unfolding of petals,
gently, forever, and in season.”
“Soyez loue, Seigneur!”
the voice deepened and concluded.
Decisively, now, burst forth the reedlike
chords of music. A wave of movement throughout
the crowd. And the bowed form trembled a moment
within its sheathing veil, against the cold stone pillar.