“For mercy’s sakes, here
comes Shandon Waters!” said Jane Dinwoodie, of
the post-office, leaving her pigeonholes to peer through
the one small window of that unpretentious building.
“Mother, here’s Shandon Waters driving
into town with the baby!” breathed pretty Mary
Dickey, putting an awed face into the sitting-room.
“I declare that looks terrible like Shandon!”
ejaculated Johnnie Larabee, straightening up at her
wash-tubs and shading her eyes with her hand.
“Well, what on earth brought her up to town!”
said all Deaneville, crowding to the windows and doorways
and halting the march of the busy Monday morning to
watch a mud-spattered cart come bumping up and down
over the holes in the little main street.
The woman — or girl, rather,
for she was but twenty — who sat in the cart
was in no way remarkable to the eye. She had a
serious, even sullen face, and a magnificent figure,
buttoned just now into a tan ulster that looked curiously
out of keeping with her close, heavy widow’s
bonnet and hanging veil. Sprawled luxuriously
in her lap, with one fat, idle little hand playing
above her own gauntleted one on the reins, was a splendid
child something less than a year old, snugly coated
and capped against the cool air of a California February.
She watched him closely as she drove, not moving her
eyes from his little face even for a glance at the
village street.
Poor Dan Waters had been six months
in his grave, now, and this was the first glimpse
Deaneville had had of his widow. For an unbroken
half year she had not once left the solitude of the
big ranch down by the marsh, or spoken to any one
except her old Indian woman servant and the various
“hands” in her employ.
She had been, in the words of Deaneville,
“sorta nutty” since her husband’s
death. Indeed, poor Shandon had been “sorta
nutty” all her life. Motherless at six,
and allowed by her big, half civilized father to grow
up as wild as the pink mallow that fringed the home
marshes, she was regarded with mingled horror and
pity by the well-ordered Deaneville matrons.
Jane Dinwoodie and Mary Dickey could well remember
the day she was brought into the district school, her
mutinous black eyes gleaming under a shock of rough
hair, her clumsy little apron tripping her with its
unaccustomed strings. The lonely child had been
frantic for companionship, and her direct, even forceful
attempts at friendship had repelled and then amused
the Deaneville children. As unfortunate chance
would have it, it was shy, spoiled, adored little
Mary Dickey that Shandon instantly selected for especial
worship, and Mary, already bored by admiration, did
not like it. But the little people would have
adjusted matters in their own simple fashion presently
had they been allowed to do so. It was the well-meant
interference of the teacher that went amiss. Miss
Larks explained to the trembling little newcomer that
she mustn’t smile at Mary, that she mustn’t
leave her seat to sit with Mary: it was making
poor Mary cry.
Shandon listened to her with rising
emotion, a youthful titter or two from different parts
of the room pointing the moral. When the teacher
had finished, she rose with a sudden scream of rage,
flung her new slate violently in one direction, her
books in another, and departed, kicking the stove
over with a well-directed foot as she left. Thus
she became a byword to virtuous infancy, and as the
years went by, and her wild beauty and her father’s
wealth grew apace, Deaneville grew less and less charitable
in its judgment of her. Shandon lived in a houseful
of men, her father’s adored companion and greatly
admired by the rough cattle men who came yearly to
buy his famous stock.
When her father died, a little wave
of pity swept over Deaneville, and more than one kind-hearted
woman took the five-mile drive down to the Bell Ranch
ready to console and sympathize. But no one saw
her. The girl, eighteen now, clung more to her
solitude than ever, spending whole days and nights
in lonely roaming over the marsh and the low meadows,
like some frantic sick animal.
Only Johnnie Larabee, the warm-hearted
little wife of the village hotel keeper, persevered
and was rewarded by Shandon’s bitter confidence,
given while they rode up to the ridge to look up some
roaming steer, perhaps, or down by the peach-cutting
sheds, while Shandon supervised a hundred “hands.”
Shandon laughed now when she recounted the events of
those old unhappy childish days, but Johnnie did not
like the laughter. The girl always asked particularly
for Mary Dickey, her admirers, her clothes, her good
times.
“No wonder she acts as if there
wasn’t anybody else on earth but her!”
would be Shandon’s dry comment.
It was Johnnie who “talked straight”
to Shandon when big Dan Waters began to haunt the
Bell Ranch, and who was the only witness of their
little wedding, and the only woman to kiss the unbride-like
bride.
After that even, Johnnie lost sight
of her for the twelve happy months that Big Dan was
spared to her. Little Dan came, welcomed by no
more skillful hands than the gentle big ones of his
wondering father and the practised ones of the old
Indian. And Shandon bought hats that were laughed
at by all Deaneville, and was tremulously happy in
a clumsy, unused fashion.
And then came the accident that cost
Big Dan his life. It was all a hideous blur to
Shandon — a blur that enclosed the terrible,
swift trip to Sacramento, with the blinking little
baby in the hollow of her arm, and the long wait at
the strange hospital. It was young Doctor Lowell,
of Deaneville, who decided that only an operation could
save Dan, and Doctor Lowell who performed it.
And it was through him that Shandon learned, in the
chill dawn, that the gallant fight was lost. She
did not speak again, but, moving like a sleepwalker,
reached blindly for the baby, pushed aside the hands
that would have detained her, and went stumbling out
into the street. And since that day no one in
Deaneville had been able to get close enough to speak
to her. She did not go to Dan’s funeral,
and such sympathizers as tried to find her were rewarded
by only desolate glimpses of the tall figure flitting
along the edge of the marshes like a hunted bird.
A month old, little Danny accompanied his mother on
these restless wanderings, and many a time his little
mottled hand was strong enough to bring her safely
home when no other would have availed.
Her old Chinese “boy”
came into the village once a week, and paid certain
bills punctiliously from a little canvas bag that was
stuffed full of gold pieces; but Fong was not a communicative
person, and Deaneville languished for direct news.
Johnnie, discouraged by fruitless attempts to have
a talk with the forlorn young creature, had to content
herself with sending occasional delicacies from her
own kitchen and garden to Shandon, and only a week
before this bright February morning had ventured a
note, pinned to the napkin that wrapped a bowl of
cream cheese. The note read:
Don’t shorten Danny too early,
Shandy. Awful easy for babies to ketch cold this
weather.
Of all the loitering curious men and
women at doors and windows and in the street, Johnnie
was the only one who dared speak to her to-day.
Mrs. Larabee was dressed in the overalls and jersey
that simplified both the dressing and the labor of
busy Monday mornings; her sleek black hair arranged
fashionably in a “turban swirl.” She
ran out to the cart with a little cry of welcome,
a smile on her thin, brown face that well concealed
the trepidation this unheard-of circumstance caused
her. “Lord, make me say the right thing!”
prayed Johnnie, fervently. Mrs. Waters saw her
coming, stopped the big horse, and sat waiting.
Her eyes were wild with a sort of savage terror, and
she was trembling violently.
“Well, how do, Shandon?”
said Mrs. Larabee, cheerfully. Then her eyes
fell on the child, and she gave a dramatic start.
“Never you tell me this is Danny!” said
she, sure of her ground now. “Well, you — old — buster — you!
He’s immense, ain’t he, Shandon?”
“Isn’t he?” stammered Shandon, nervously.
“He’s about the biggest
feller for nine months I ever saw,” said Mrs.
Larabee, generously. “He could eat Thelma
for breakfast!”
“Johnnie — and he ain’t
quite seven yet!” protested Shandon, eagerly.
Mrs. Larabee gave her an astonished
look, puckered up her forehead, nodded profoundly.
“That’s right,”
she said. Then she dragged the wriggling small
body from Shandon’s lap and held the wondering,
soft little face against her own.
“You come to Aunt Johnnie a
minute,” said she, “you fat old muggins!
Look at him, Shandon. He knows I’m strange.
Yes, ’course you do! He wants to go back
to you, Shandy. Well, what do you know about that?
Say, dearie,” continued Mrs. Larabee, in a lower
tone, “you’ve got a terrible handsome
boy, and what’s more, he’s Dan’s
image.”
Mrs. Waters gathered the child close
to her heart. “He’s awful like Dan
when he smiles,” said she, simply. And for
the first time their eyes met. “Say, thank
you, for the redishes and the custard pie and that
cheese, Johnnie,” said Shandon, awkwardly, but
her eyes thanked this one friend for much more.
“Aw, shucks!” said Johnnie,
gently, as she dislodged a drying clod of mud from
the buggy robe. There was a moment’s constrained
silence, then Shandon said suddenly:
“Johnnie, what d’you mean by ‘shortening’
him?”
“Puttin’ him in short
clothes, dearie. Thelma’s been short since
Gran’ma Larabee come down at Christmas,”
explained the other, briskly.
“I never knew about that,”
said Mrs. Waters, humbly. “Danny’s
the first little kid I ever touched. Lizzie Tom
tells me what the Indians do, and for the rest I just
watch him. I toast his feet good at the fire every
night, becuz Dan said his mother useter toast his;
and whenever the sun comes out, I take his clothes
off and leave him sprawl in it, but I guess I miss
a good deal.” She finished with a wistful,
half-questioning inflection, and Mrs. Larabee did not
fail her.
“Don’t ask me, when he’s
as big and husky as any two of mine!” said she,
reassuringly. “I guess you do jest about
right. But, Shandy, you’ve got to shorten
him.”
“Well, what’ll I get?” asked Shandon.
Mrs. Larabee, in her element, considered.
“You’ll want about eight
good, strong calico rompers,” she began authoritatively.
Then suddenly she interrupted herself. “Say,
why don’t you come over to the hotel with me
now,” she suggested enthusiastically. “I’m
just finishing my wash, and while I wrench out the
last few things you can feed the baby; than I’ll
show you Thelma’s things, and we can have lunch.
Then him and Thel can take their naps, and you ‘n’
me’ll go over to Miss Bates’s and see what
we can git. You’ll want shoes for him,
an’ a good, strong hat — ”
“Oh, honest, Johnnie — ”
Shandon began to protest hurriedly, in her hunted
manner, and with a miserable glance toward the home
road. “Maybe I’ll come up next week,
now I know what you meant — ”
“Shucks! Next week nobody
can talk anything but wedding,” said Johnnie,
off guard.
“Whose wedding?” Shandon
asked, and Johnnie, who would have preferred to bite
her tongue out, had to answer, “Mary Dickey’s.”
“Who to?” said Shandon,
her face darkening. Johnnie’s voice was
very low.
“To the doc’, Shandy; to Arnold Lowell.”
“Oh!” said Shandon, quietly.
“Big wedding, I suppose, and white dresses,
and all the rest?”
“Sure,” said Johnnie,
relieved at her pleasant interest, and warming to
the subject. “There’ll be five generations
there. Parker’s making the cake in Sacramento.
Five of the girls’ll be bridesmaids — Mary
Bell and Carrie and Jane and the two Powell girls.
Poor Mrs. Dickey, she feels real bad. She — ”
“She don’t want to give
Mary up?” said Shandon, in a hard voice.
She began to twist the whip about in its socket.
“Well, some people have everything, it seems.
They’re pretty, and their folks are crazy about
’em, and they can stand up and make a fuss over
marrying a man who as good as killed some other woman’s
husband, — a woman who didn’t have any
one else either.”
“Shandy,” said Johnnie, sharply, “ain’t
you got Danny?”
Something like shame softened the
girl’s stern eyes. She dropped her face
until her lips rested upon the little fluffy fringe
that marked the dividing line between Danny’s
cap and Danny’s forehead.
“Sure I have,” she said
huskily. “But I’ve — I’ve
always sort of had it in for Mary Dickey, Johnnie,
I suppose becuz she is so perfect, and so cool,
and treats me like I was dirt — jest barely
sees me, that’s all!”
Johnnie answered at random, for she
was suddenly horrified to see Dr. Lowell and Mary
Dickey themselves come out of the post-office.
Before she could send them a frantic signal of warning,
the doctor came toward the cart.
“How do you do, Mrs. Waters?”
said he, holding out his hand.
Shandon brought her startled eyes
from little Danny’s face. The child, with
little eager grunts and frowning concentration, was
busy with the clasp of her pocketbook, and her big,
gentle hand had been guarding it from his little,
wild ones. The sight of the doctor’s face
brought back her bitterest memories with a sick rush,
at a moment when her endurance was strained to the
utmost. He had decreed that Dan should be
operated on, he had decided that she should not
be with him, he had come to tell her that the
big, protecting arm and heart were gone forever — and
now he had an early buttercup in his buttonhole, and
on his lips the last of the laughter that he had just
been sharing with Mary Dickey! And Mary, the
picture of complacent daintiness, was sauntering on,
waiting for him.
Shandon was not a reasonable creature.
With a sound between a snarl and a sob she caught
the light driving whip from its socket and brought
the lash fairly across the doctor’s smiling
face. As he started back, stung with intolerable
pain, she lashed in turn the nervous horse, and in
another moment the cart and its occupants were racketing
down the home road again.
“And now we never will
git no closer to Shandon Waters!” said Johnnie
Larabee, regretfully, for the hundredth time.
It was ten days later, and Mrs. Larabee and Mrs. Cass
Dinwoodie were high up on the wet hills, gathering
cream-colored wild iris for the Dickey wedding that
night.
“And serve her right, too!”
said Mrs. Dinwoodie, severely. “A great
girl like that lettin’ fly like a child.”
“She’s — she’s
jest the kind to go crazy, brooding as she does,”
Mrs. Larabee submitted, almost timidly. She had
been subtly pleading Shandon’s cause for the
past week, but it was no use. The last outrage
had apparently sealed her fate so far as Deaneville
was concerned. Now, straightening her cramped
back and looking off toward the valleys below them,
Mrs. Larabee said suddenly:
“That looks like Shandon down there now.”
Mrs. Dinwoodie’s eyes followed
the pointing finger. She could distinguish a
woman’s moving figure, a mere speck on the road
far below.
“Sure it is,” said she. “Carryin’
Dan, too.”
“My goo’ness,” said
Johnnie, uneasily, “I wish she wouldn’t
take them crazy walks. I don’t suppose
she’s walking up to town?”
“I don’t know why she
should,” said Mrs. Dinwoodie, dryly, “with
the horses she’s got. I don’t suppose
even Shandon would attempt to carry that great child
that far, cracked as she seems to be!”
“I don’t suppose we could
drive home down by the marsh road?” Johnnie
asked. Mrs. Dinwoodie looked horrified.
“Johnnie, are you crazy yourself?”
she demanded. “Why, child, Mary’s
going to be married at half-past seven, and there’s
the five-o’clock train now.”
The older matron made all haste to
“hitch up,” sending not even another look
into the already shadowy valley. But Johnnie’s
thoughts were there all through the drive home, and
even when she started with her beaming husband and
her four young children to the wedding she was still
thinking of Shandon Waters.
The Dickey home was all warmth, merriment,
and joyous confusion. Three or four young matrons,
their best silk gowns stretched to bursting over their
swelling bosoms, went busily in and out of the dining-room.
In the double parlors guests were gathering with the
laughter and kissing that marked any coming together
of these hard-working folk. Starched and awed
little children sat on the laps of mothers and aunts,
blinking at the lamps; the very small babies were
upstairs, some drowsily enjoying a late supper in
their mothers’ arms, others already deep in
sleep in Mrs. Dickey’s bed. The downstairs
rooms and the stairway were decorated with wilting
smilax and early fruit-blossoms.
To Deaneville it seemed quite natural
that Dr. Lowell, across whose face the scar of Shandon
Waters’ whip still showed a dull crimson, should
wait for his bride at the foot of the hall stairway,
and that Mary’s attendants should keep up a
continual coming and going between the room where
she was dressing and the top of the stairs, and should
have a great many remarks to make to the young men
below. Presently a little stir announced the
clergyman, and a moment later every one could hear
Mary Dickey’s thrilling young voice from the
upper hallway:
“Arnold, mother says was that Dr. Lacey?”
And every one could hear Dr. Lowell’s
honest, “Yes, dear, it was,” and Mary’s
fluttered, diminishing, “All right!”
Rain began to beat noisily on the
roof and the porches. Johnnie Larabee came downstairs
with Grandpa and Grandma Arnold, and Rosamund Dinwoodie
at the piano said audibly, “Now, Johnnie?”
There was expectant silence in the
parlors. The whole house was so silent in that
waiting moment that the sound of sudden feet on the
porch and the rough opening of the hall door were a
startlingly loud interruption.
It was Shandon Waters, who came in
with a bitter rush of storm and wet air. She
had little Dan in her arms. Drops of rain glittered
on her hanging braids and on the shawl with which
the child was wrapped, and beyond her the wind snarled
and screamed like a disappointed animal. She
went straight through the frightened, parting group
to Mrs. Larabee, and held out the child.
“Johnnie,” she said in
a voice of agony, utterly oblivious of her surroundings,
“Johnnie, you’ve always been my friend!
Danny’s sick!”
“Shandon, — for pity’s
sake!” ejaculated little Mrs. Larabee, reaching
out her arms for Danny, her face shocked and protesting
and pitying all at once, “Why, Shandy, you should
have waited for me over at the hotel,” she said,
in a lower tone, with a glance at the incongruous
scene. Then pity for the anguished face gained
mastery, and she added tenderly, “Well, you
poor child, you, was this where you was walking this
afternoon? My stars, if I’d only known!
Why on earth didn’t you drive?”
“I couldn’t wait!”
said Shandon, hoarsely. “We were out in
the woods, and Lizzie she gave Danny some mushrooms.
And when I looked he — his little mouth — ”
she choked. “And then he began to have sorta
cramps, and kinda doubled up, Johnnie, and he cried
so queer, and I jest started up here on a run.
He — Johnnie!” terror shook her
voice when she saw the other’s face, “Johnnie,
is he going to die?” she said.
“Mushrooms!” echoed Mrs.
Larabee, gravely, shaking her head. And a score
of other women looking over her shoulder at the child,
who lay breathing heavily with his eyes shut, shook
their heads, too.
“You’d better take him
right home with me, dearie,” Mrs. Larabee said
gently, with a significant glance at the watching circle.
“We oughtn’t to lose any time.”
Dr. Lowell stepped out beside her
and gently took Danny in his arms.
“I hope you’ll let me
carry him over there for you, Mrs. Waters,” said
he. “There’s no question that he’s
pretty sick. We’ve got a hard fight ahead.”
There was a little sensation in the
room, but Shandon only looked at him uncomprehendingly.
In her eyes there was the dumb thankfulness of the
dog who knows himself safe with friends. She wet
her lips and tried to speak. But before she could
do so, the doctor’s mother touched his arm half
timidly and said:
“Arnold, you can’t very
well — surely, it’s hardly fair to Mary — ”
“Mary ?” he answered
her quickly. He raised his eyes to where his
wife-to-be, in a startled group of white-clad attendants,
was standing halfway down the stairway.
She looked straight at Shandon, and
perhaps at no moment in their lives did the two women
show a more marked contrast; Shandon muddy, exhausted,
haggard, her sombre eyes sick with dread, Mary’s
always fragile beauty more ethereal than ever under
the veil her mother had just caught back with orange
blossoms. Shandon involuntarily flung out her
hand toward her in desperate appeal.
“Couldn’t you — could
you jest wait till he sees Danny?” she faltered.
Mary ran down the remaining steps
and laid her white hand on Shandon’s.
“If it was ten weddings, we’d
wait, Shandon!” said she, her voice thrilling
with the fellowship of wifehood and motherhood to come.
“Don’t worry, Shandon. Arnold will
fix him. Poor little Danny!” said Mary,
bending over him. “He’s not awful
sick, is he, Arnold? Mother,” she said,
turning, royally flushed, to her stupefied mother,
“every one’ll have to wait. Johnnie
and Arnold are going to fix up Shandon’s baby.”
“I don’t see the slightest
need of traipsing over to the hotel,” said Mrs.
Dickey, almost offended, as at a slight upon her hospitality.
“Take him right up to the spare room, Arnold.
There ain’t no noise there, it’s in the
wing. And one of you chil’ren run and tell
Aggie we want hot water, and — what else?
Well, go ahead and tell her that, anyway.”
“Leave me carry him up,”
said one big, gentle father, who had tucked his own
baby up only an hour ago. “I’ve got
a kimmoner in my bag,” old Mrs. Lowell said
to Shandon. “It’s a-plenty big enough
for you. You git dry and comfortable before you
hold him.” “Shucks! Lloydy ate
a green cherry when he wasn’t but four months
old,” said one consoling voice to Shandon.
“He’s got a lot of fight in him,”
said another. “My Olive got an inch screw
in her throat,” contributed a third. Mrs.
Larabee said in a low tone, with her hand tight upon
Shandon’s shaking one, “He’ll be
jest about fagged out when the doctor’s done
with him, dearie, and as hungry as a hunter.
Don’t you git excited, or he’ll be
sick all over again.”
Crowding solicitously about her, the
women got her upstairs and into dry clothing.
This was barely accomplished when Mary Dickey came
into the room, in a little blue cotton gown, to take
her to Danny.
“Arnold says he’s got
him crying, and that’s a good sign, Shandon,”
said Mary. “And he says that rough walk
pro’bly saved him.”
Shandon tried to speak again, but
failed again, and the two girls went out together.
Mary presently came back alone, and the lessened but
not uncheerful group downstairs settled down to a
vigil. Various reports drifted from the sick-room,
but it was almost midnight before Mrs. Larabee came
down with definite news.
“How is he?” echoed Johnnie,
sinking into a chair. “Give me a cup of
that coffee, Mary. That’s a good girl.
Well, say, it looks like you can’t kill no Deaneville
child with mushrooms. He’s asleep now.
But say, he was a pretty sick kid! Doc’
looks like something the cat brought home, and I’m
about dead, but Danny seems to feel real chipper.
And eat! And of course that poor girl looks
like she’d inherited the earth, as the Scriptures
say. The ice is what you might call broken between
the whole crowd of us and Shandon Waters. She’s
sitting there holding Danny and smiling softly at
any one who peeks in!” And, her voice thickening
suddenly with tears on the last words, Mrs. Larabee
burst out crying and fumbled in her unaccustomed grandeur
for a handkerchief.
Mary Dickey and Arnold Lowell were
married just twenty-four hours later than they had
planned, the guests laughing joyously at the wilted
decorations and stale sandwiches. After the ceremony
the bride and bridegroom went softly up stairs, and
the doctor had a last approving look at the convalescent
Danny.
Mary, almost oppressed by the sense
of her own blessedness on this day of good wishes
and affectionate demonstration, would have gently
detached her husband’s arm from her waist as
they went to the door, that Shandon might not be reminded
of her own loss and aloneness.
But the doctor, glancing back, knew
that in Shandon’s thoughts to-day there was
no room for sorrow. Her whole body was curved
about the child as he lay in her lap, and her adoring
look was intent upon him. Danny was smiling up
at his mother in a blissful interval, his soft little
hand lying upon her contented heart.