The masterful wind was up and out,
shouting and chasing, the lord of the morning.
Poplars swayed and tossed with a roaring swish; dead
leaves sprang aloft, and whirled into space; and all
the clear-swept heaven seemed to thrill with sound
like a great harp.
It was one of the first awakenings
of the year. The earth stretched herself, smiling
in her sleep; and everything leapt and pulsed to the
stir of the giant’s movement. With us it
was a whole holiday; the occasion a birthday it
matters not whose. Some one of us had had presents,
and pretty conventional speeches, and had glowed with
that sense of heroism which is no less sweet that
nothing has been done to deserve it. But the
holiday was for all, the rapture of awakening Nature
for all, the various outdoor joys of puddles and sun
and hedge-breaking for all. Colt-like I ran through
the meadows, frisking happy heels in the face of Nature
laughing responsive. Above, the sky was bluest
of the blue; wide pools left by the winter’s
floods flashed the colour back, true and brilliant;
and the soft air thrilled with the germinating touch
that seemed to kindle something in my own small person
as well as in the rash primrose already lurking in
sheltered haunts. Out into the brimming sun-bathed
world I sped, free of lessons, free of discipline and
correction, for one day at least. My legs ran
of themselves, and though I heard my name called faint
and shrill behind, there was no stopping for me.
It was only Harold, I concluded, and his legs, though
shorter than mine, were good for a longer spurt than
this. Then I heard it called again, but this
time more faintly, with a pathetic break in the middle;
and I pulled up short, recognising Charlotte’s
plaintive note.
She panted up anon, and dropped on
the turf beside me. Neither had any desire for
talk; the glow and the glory of existing on this perfect
morning were satisfaction full and sufficient.
“Where’s Harold;” I asked presently.
“Oh, he’s just playin’
muffin-man, as usual,” said Charlotte with petulance.
“Fancy wanting to be a muffin-man on a whole
holiday!”
It was a strange craze, certainly;
but Harold, who invented his own games and played
them without assistance, always stuck staunchly to
a new fad, till he had worn it quite out. Just
at present he was a muffin-man, and day and night
he went through passages and up and down staircases,
ringing a noiseless bell and offering phantom muffins
to invisible wayfarers. It sounds a poor sort
of sport; and yet to pass along busy streets
of your own building, for ever ringing an imaginary
bell and offering airy muffins of your own make to
a bustling thronging crowd of your own creation there
were points about the game, it cannot be denied, though
it seemed scarce in harmony with this radiant wind-swept
morning!
“And Edward, where is he?” I questioned
again.
“He’s coming along by
the road,” said Charlotte. “He’ll
be crouching in the ditch when we get there, and he’s
going to be a grizzly bear and spring out on us, only
you mustn’t say I told you, ’cos it’s
to be a surprise.”
“All right,” I said magnanimously.
“Come on and let’s be surprised.”
But I could not help feeling that on this day of days
even a grizzly felt misplaced and common.
Sure enough an undeniable bear sprang
out on us as we dropped into the road; then ensued
shrieks, growlings, revolver-shots, and unrecorded
heroisms, till Edward condescended at last to roll
over and die, bulking large and grim, an unmitigated
grizzly. It was an understood thing, that whoever
took upon himself to be a bear must eventually die,
sooner or later, even if he were the eldest born;
else, life would have been all strife and carnage,
and the Age of Acorns have displaced our hard-won
civilisation. This little affair concluded with
satisfaction to all parties concerned, we rambled
along the road, picking up the defaulting Harold by
the way, muffinless now and in his right and social
mind.
“What would you do?” asked
Charlotte presently, the book of the moment
always dominating her thoughts until it was sucked
dry and cast aside, “what would you
do if you saw two lions in the road, one on each side,
and you didn’t know if they was loose or if they
was chained up?”
“Do?” shouted Edward,
valiantly, “I should I should I
should ”
His boastful accents died away into
a mumble: “Dunno what I should do.”
“Shouldn’t do anything,”
I observed after consideration; and really it would
be difficult to arrive at a wiser conclusion.
“If it came to doing,”
remarked Harold, reflectively, “the lions would
do all the doing there was to do, wouldn’t they?”
“But if they was good lions,”
rejoined Charlotte, “they would do as they would
be done by.”
“Ah, but how are you to know
a good lion from a bad one?” said Edward.
“The books don’t tell you at all, and the
lions ain’t marked any different.”
“Why, there aren’t any good lions,”
said Harold, hastily.
“Oh yes, there are, heaps and
heaps,” contradicted Edward. “Nearly
all the lions in the story-books are good lions.
There was Androcles’ lion, and St. Jerome’s
lion, and and the Lion and the
Unicorn ”
“He beat the Unicorn,”
observed Harold, dubiously, “all round the town.”
“That proves he was a good
lion,” cried Edwards triumphantly. “But
the question is, how are you to tell ’em when
you see ’em?”
“I should ask Martha,” said Harold
of the simple creed.
Edward snorted contemptuously, then
turned to Charlotte. “Look here,”
he said; “let’s play at lions, anyhow,
and I’ll run on to that corner and be a lion, I’ll
be two lions, one on each side of the road, and
you’ll come along, and you won’t know whether
I’m chained up or not, and that’ll be
the fun!”
“No, thank you,” said
Charlotte, firmly; “you’ll be chained up
till I’m quite close to you, and then you’ll
be loose, and you’ll tear me in pieces, and
make my frock all dirty, and p’raps you’ll
hurt me as well. I know your lions!”
“No, I won’t; I swear
I won’t,” protested Edward. “I’ll
be quite a new lion this time, something
you can’t even imagine.” And he raced
off to his post. Charlotte hesitated; then she
went timidly on, at each step growing less Charlotte,
the mummer of a minute, and more the anxious Pilgrim
of all time. The lion’s wrath waxed terrible
at her approach; his roaring filled the startled air.
I waited until they were both thoroughly absorbed,
and then I slipped through the hedge out of the trodden
highway, into the vacant meadow spaces. It was
not that I was unsociable, nor that I knew Edward’s
lions to the point of satiety; but the passion and
the call of the divine morning were high in my blood.
Earth to earth! That was the
frank note, the joyous summons of the day; and they
could not but jar and seem artificial, these human
discussions and pretences, when boon Nature, reticent
no more, was singing that full-throated song of hers
that thrills and claims control of every fibre.
The air was wine; the moist earth-smell, wine; the
lark’s song, the wafts from the cow-shed at
top of the field, the pant and smoke of a distant
train, all were wine, or song,
was it? or odour, this unity they all blended into?
I had no words then to describe it, that earth-effluence
of which I was so conscious; nor, indeed, have I found
words since. I ran sideways, shouting; I dug glad
heels into the squelching soil; I splashed diamond
showers from puddles with a stick; I hurled clods
skywards at random, and presently I somehow found myself
singing. The words were mere nonsense, irresponsible
babble; the tune was an improvisation, a weary, unrhythmic
thing of rise and fall: and yet it seemed to
me a genuine utterance, and just at that moment the
one thing fitting and right and perfect. Humanity
would have rejected it with scorn, Nature, everywhere
singing in the same key, recognised and accepted it
without a flicker of dissent.
All the time the hearty wind was calling
to me companionably from where he swung and bellowed
in the tree-tops. “Take me for guide to-day,”
he seemed to plead. “Other holidays you
have tramped it in the track of the stolid, unswerving
sun; a belated truant, you have dragged a weary foot
homeward with only a pale, expressionless moon for
company. To-day why not I, the trickster, the
hypocrite? I, who whip round corners and bluster,
relapse and evade, then rally and pursue! I can
lead you the best and rarest dance of any; for I am
the strong capricious one, the lord of misrule, and
I alone am irresponsible and unprincipled, and obey
no law.” And for me, I was ready enough
to fall in with the fellow’s humour; was not
this a whole holiday? So we sheered off together,
arm-in-arm, so to speak; and with fullest confidence
I took the jigging, thwartwise course my chainless
pilot laid for me.
A whimsical comrade I found him, ere
he had done with me. Was it in jest, or with
some serious purpose of his own, that he brought me
plump upon a pair of lovers, silent, face to face
o’er a discreet unwinking stile? As a rule
this sort of thing struck me as the most pitiful tomfoolery.
Two calves rubbing noses through a gate were natural
and right and within the order of things; but that
human beings, with salient interests and active pursuits
beckoning them on from every side, could thus !
Well, it was a thing to hurry past, shamed of face,
and think on no more. But this morning everything
I met seemed to be accounted for and set in tune by
that same magical touch in the air; and it was with
a certain surprise that I found myself regarding these
fatuous ones with kindliness instead of contempt, as
I rambled by, unheeded of them. There was indeed
some reconciling influence abroad, which could bring
the like antics into harmony with bud and growth and
the frolic air.
A puff on the right cheek from my
wilful companion sent me off at a fresh angle, and
presently I came in sight of the village church, sitting
solitary within its circle of elms. From forth
the vestry window projected two small legs, gyrating,
hungry for foothold, with larceny not to
say sacrilege in their every wriggle:
a godless sight for a supporter of the Establishment.
Though the rest was hidden, I knew the legs well enough;
they were usually attached to the body of Bill Saunders,
the peerless bad boy of the village. Bill’s
coveted booty, too, I could easily guess at that;
it came from the Vicar’s store of biscuits,
kept (as I knew) in a cupboard along with his official
trappings.
For a moment I hesitated; then I passed
on my way. I protest I was not on Bill’s
side; but then, neither was I on the Vicar’s,
and there was something in this immoral morning which
seemed to say that perhaps, after all, Bill had as
much right to the biscuits as the Vicar, and would
certainly enjoy them better; and anyhow it was a disputable
point, and no business of mine. Nature, who had
accepted me for ally, cared little who had the world’s
biscuits, and assuredly was not going to let any friend
of hers waste his time in playing policeman for Society.
He was tugging at me anew, my insistent
guide; and I felt sure, as I rambled off in his wake,
that he had more holiday matter to show me. And
so, indeed, he had; and all of it was to the same lawless
tune. Like a black pirate flag on the blue ocean
of air, a hawk hung ominous; then, plummet-wise, dropped
to the hedgerow, whence there rose, thin and shrill,
a piteous voice of squealing.
By the time I got there a whisk of
feathers on the turf like scattered playbills was
all that remained to tell of the tragedy just enacted.
Yet Nature smiled and sang on, pitiless, gay, impartial.
To her, who took no sides, there was every bit as
much to be said for the hawk as for the chaffinch.
Both were her children, and she would show no preferences.
Further on, a hedgehog lay dead athwart
the path nay, more than dead; decadent,
distinctly; a sorry sight for one that had known the
fellow in more bustling circumstances. Nature
might at least have paused to shed one tear over this
rough jacketed little son of hers, for his wasted
aims, his cancelled ambitions, his whole career of
usefulness cut suddenly short. But not a bit
of it! Jubilant as ever, her song went bubbling
on, and “Death-in-Life,” and again, “Life-in-Death,”
were its alternate burdens. And looking round,
and seeing the sheep-nibbled heels of turnips that
dotted the ground, their hearts eaten out of them in
frost-bound days now over and done, I seemed to discern,
faintly, a something of the stern meaning in her valorous
chant.
My invisible companion was singing
also, and seemed at times to be chuckling softly to
himself, doubtless at thought of the strange new lessons
he was teaching me; perhaps, too, at a special bit
of waggishness he had still in store. For when
at last he grew weary of such insignificant earthbound
company, he deserted me at a certain spot I knew;
then dropped, subsided, and slunk away into nothingness.
I raised my eyes, and before me, grim and lichened,
stood the ancient whipping-post of the village; its
sides fretted with the initials of a generation that
scorned its mute lesson, but still clipped by the stout
rusty shackles that had tethered the wrists of such
of that generation’s ancestors as had dared
to mock at order and law. Had I been an infant
Sterne, here was a grand chance for sentimental output!
As things were, I could only hurry homewards, my moral
tail well between my legs, with an uneasy feeling,
as I glanced back over my shoulder, that there was
more in this chance than met the eye.
And outside our gate I found Charlotte,
alone and crying. Edward, it seemed, had persuaded
her to hide, in the full expectation of being duly
found and ecstatically pounced upon; then he had caught
sight of the butcher’s cart, and, forgetting
his obligations, had rushed off for a ride. Harold,
it further appeared, greatly coveting tadpoles, and
top-heavy with the eagerness of possession, had fallen
into the pond. This, in itself, was nothing;
but on attempting to sneak in by the back-door, he
had rendered up his duckweed-bedabbled person into
the hands of an aunt, and had been promptly sent off
to bed; and this, on a holiday, was very much.
The moral of the whipping-post was working itself
out; and I was not in the least surprised when, on
reaching home, I was seized upon and accused of doing
something I had never even thought of. And my
frame of mind was such, that I could only wish most
heartily that I had done it.