The year was in its yellowing time,
and the face of Nature a study in old gold. “A
field or, semee, with garbs of the same:”
it may be false Heraldry Nature’s
generally is but it correctly blazons the
display that Edward and I considered from the rickyard
gate, Harold was not on in this scene, being stretched
upon the couch of pain; the special disorder stomachic,
as usual.
The evening before, Edward, in a fit
of unwonted amiability, had deigned to carve me out
a turnip lantern, an art-and-craft he was peculiarly
deft in; and Harold, as the interior of the turnip
flew out in scented fragments under the hollowing
knife, had eaten largely thereof: regarding all
such jetsam as his special perquisite. Now he
was dreeing his weird, with such assistance as the
chemist could afford. But Edward and I, knowing
that this particular field was to be carried to-day,
were revelling in the privilege of riding in the empty
waggons from the rickyard back to the sheaves, whence
we returned toilfully on foot, to career it again
over the billowy acres in these great galleys of a
stubble sea. It was the nearest approach to sailing
that we inland urchins might compass: and hence
it ensued, that such stirring scenes as Sir Richard
Grenville on the Revenge, the smoke-wreathed Battle
of the Nile, and the Death of Nelson, had all been
enacted in turn on these dusty quarter decks, as they
swayed and bumped afield.
Another waggon had shot its load,
and was jolting out through the rickyard gate, as
we swung ourselves in, shouting, over its tail.
Edward was the first up, and, as I
gained my feet, he clutched me in a death-grapple.
I was a privateersman, he proclaimed, and he the captain
of the British frigate Terpsichore, of I
forget the precise number of guns. Edward always
collared the best parts to himself; but I was holding
my own gallantly, when I suddenly discovered that the
floor we battled on was swarming with earwigs.
Shrieking, I hurled free of him, and rolled over the
tail-board on to the stubble. Edward executed
a war-dance of triumph on the deck of the retreating
galleon; but I cared little for that. I knew
he knew that I wasn’t afraid of him, but
that I was and terribly of earwigs,
“those mortal bugs o’ the field.”
So I let him disappear, shouting lustily for all hands
to repel boarders, while I strolled inland, down the
village.
There was a touch of adventure in
the expedition. This was not our own village,
but a foreign one, distant at least a mile. One
felt that sense of mingled distinction and insecurity
which is familiar to the traveller: distinction,
in that folk turned the head to note you curiously;
insecurity, by reason of the ever-present possibility
of missiles on the part of the more juvenile inhabitants,
a class eternally conservative. Elated with isolation,
I went even more nose-in-air than usual: and
“even so,” I mused, “might Mungo
Park have threaded the trackless African forest and...”
Here I plumped against a soft, but resisting body.
Recalled to my senses by the shock,
I fell back in the attitude every boy under these
circumstances instinctively adopts both
elbows well up over the ears. I found myself
facing a tall elderly man, clean-shaven, clad in well-worn
black a clergyman evidently; and I noted
at once a far-away look in his eyes, as if they were
used to another plane of vision, and could not instantly
focus things terrestrial, being suddenly recalled
thereto. His figure was bent in apologetic protest:
“I ask a thousand pardons, sir,” he said;
“I am really so very absent-minded. I trust
you will forgive me.”
Now most boys would have suspected
chaff under this courtly style of address. I
take infinite credit to myself for recognising at once
the natural attitude of a man to whom his fellows were
gentlemen all, neither Jew nor Gentile, clean nor
unclean. Of course, I took the blame on myself;
adding, that I was very absent-minded too, which
was indeed the case.
“I perceive,” he said
pleasantly, “that we have something in common.
I, an old man, dream dreams; you, a young one, see
visions. Your lot is the happier. And now ”
his hand had been resting all this time on a wicket-gate “you
are hot, it is easily seen; the day is advanced, Virgo
is the Zodiacal sign. Perhaps I may offer you
some poor refreshment, if your engagements will permit.”
My only engagement that afternoon
was an arithmetic lesson, and I had not intended to
keep it in any case; so I passed in, while he held
the gate open politely, murmuring “Venit Hesperus
ite, capellae: come, little kid!”
and then apologising abjectly for a familiarity which
(he said) was less his than the Roman poet’s.
A straight flagged walk led up to the cool-looking
old house, and my host, lingering in his progress at
this rose-tree and that, forgot all about me at least
twice, waking up and apologising humbly after each
lapse. During these intervals I put two and two
together, and identified him as the Rector: a
bachelor, eccentric, learned exceedingly, round whom
the crust of legend was already beginning to form;
to myself an object of special awe, in that he was
alleged to have written a real book. “Heaps
o’ books,” Martha, my informant, said;
but I knew the exact rate of discount applicable to
Martha’s statements.
We passed eventually through a dark
hall into a room which struck me at once as the ideal
I had dreamed but failed to find. None of your
feminine fripperies here! None of your chair-backs
and tidies! This man, it was seen, groaned under
no aunts. Stout volumes in calf and vellum lined
three sides; books sprawled or hunched themselves on
chairs and tables; books diffused the pleasant odour
of printers’ ink and bindings; topping all,
a faint aroma of tobacco cheered and heartened exceedingly,
as under foreign skies the flap and rustle over the
wayfarer’s head of the Union Jack the
old flag of emancipation! And in one corner,
book-piled like the rest of the furniture, stood a
piano.
This I hailed with a squeal of delight.
“Want to strum?” inquired my friend, as
if it was the most natural wish in the world his
eyes were already straying towards another corner,
where bits of writing-table peeped out from under
a sort of Alpine system of book and foolscap.
“O, but may I?” I asked
in doubt. “At home I’m not allowed
to only beastly exercises!”
“Well, you can strum here, at
all events,” he replied; and murmuring absently,
Age, dic Latinum, barbite, carmen, he made
his way, mechanically guided as it seemed, to the
irresistible writing-able. In ten seconds he
was out of sight and call. A great book open on
his knee, another propped up in front, a score or
so disposed within easy reach, he read and jotted
with an absorption almost passionate. I might
have been in Boeotia, for any consciousness he had
of me. So with a light heart I turned to and
strummed.
Those who painfully and with bleeding
feet have scaled the crags of mastery over musical
instruments have yet their loss in this, that
the wild joy of strumming has become a vanished sense.
Their happiness comes from the concord and the relative
value of the notes they handle: the pure, absolute
quality and nature of each note in itself are only
appreciated by the strummer. For some notes have
all the sea in them, and some cathedral bells; others
a woodland joyance and a smell of greenery; in some
fauns dance to the merry reed, and even the grave
centaurs peep out from their caves. Some bring
moonlight, and some the deep crimson of a rose’s
heart; some are blue, some red, and others will tell
of an army with silken standards and march-music.
And throughout all the sequence of suggestion, up
above the little white men leap and peep, and strive
against the imprisoning wires; and all the big rosewood
box hums as it were full of hiving bees.
Spent with the rapture, I paused a
moment and caught my friend’s eye over the edge
of a folio. “But as for these Germans,”
he began abruptly, as if we had been in the middle
of a discussion, “the scholarship is there,
I grant you; but the spark, the fine perception, the
happy intuition, where is it? They get it all
from us!”
“They get nothing whatever from
us,” I said decidedly: the word German
only suggesting Bands, to which Aunt Eliza was bitterly
hostile.
“You think not?” he rejoined,
doubtfully, getting up and walking about the room.
“Well, I applaud such fairness and temperance
in so young a critic. They are qualities in
youth as rare as they are pleasing.
But just look at Schrumpffius, for instance how
he struggles and wrestles with a simple {Greek
gar} in this very passage here!”
I peeped fearfully through the open
door, half-dreading to see some sinuous and snark-like
conflict in progress on the mat; but all was still.
I saw no trouble at all in the passage, and I said
so.
“Precisely,” he cried,
delighted. “To you, who possess the natural
scholar’s faculty in so happy a degree, there
is no difficulty at all. But to this Schrumpffius ”
But here, luckily for me, in came the housekeeper,
a clean-looking woman of staid aspect.
“Your tea is in the garden,”
she said, as if she were correcting a faulty emendation.
“I’ve put some cakes and things for the
little gentleman; and you’d better drink it
before it gets cold.”
He waved her off and continued his
stride, brandishing an aorist over my devoted head.
The housekeeper waited unmoved till there fell a moment’s
break in his descant; and then, “You’d
better drink it before it gets cold,” she observed
again, impassively. The wretched man cast a deprecating
look at me. “Perhaps a little tea would
be rather nice,” he observed, feebly; and to
my great relief he led the way into the garden.
I looked about for the little gentleman, but, failing
to discover him, I concluded he was absent-minded
too, and attacked the “cakes and things”
with no misgivings.
After a most successful and most learned
tea a something happened which, small as I was, never
quite shook itself out of my memory.
To us at parley in an arbour over
the high road, there entered, slouching into view,
a dingy tramp, satellited by a frowsy woman and a
pariah dog; and, catching sight of us, he set up his
professional whine; and I looked at my friend with
the heartiest compassion, for I knew well from Martha it
was common talk that at this time of day
he was certainly and surely penniless. Morn by
morn he started forth with pockets lined; and each
returning evening found him with never a sou.
All this he proceeded to explain at length to the tramp,
courteously and even shamefacedly, as one who was
in the wrong; and at last the gentleman of the road,
realising the hopelessness of his case, set to and
cursed him with gusto, vocabulary, and abandonment.
He reviled his eyes, his features, his limbs, his
profession, his relatives and surroundings; and then
slouched off, still oozing malice and filth. We
watched the party to a turn in the road, where the
woman, plainly weary, came to a stop. Her lord,
after some conventional expletives demanded of him
by his position, relieved her of her bundle, and caused
her to hang on his arm with a certain rough kindness
of tone, and in action even a dim approach to tenderness;
and the dingy dog crept up for one lick at her hand.
“See,” said my friend,
bearing somewhat on my shoulder, “how this strange
thing, this love of ours, lives and shines out in the
unlikeliest of places! You have been in the fields
in early morning? Barren acres, all! But
only stoop catch the light thwartwise and
all is a silver network of gossamer! So the fairy
filaments of this strange thing underrun and link
together the whole world. Yet it is not the old
imperious god of the fatal bow {Greek}not
that nor even the placid respectable {Greek} but
something still unnamed, perhaps more mysterious,
more divine! Only one must stoop to see it, old
fellow, one must stoop!”
The dew was falling, the dusk closing,
as I trotted briskly homewards down the road.
Lonely spaces everywhere, above and around. Only
Hesperus hung in the sky, solitary, pure, ineffably
far-drawn and remote; yet infinitely heartening, somehow,
in his valorous isolation.