All the roads of our neighbourhood
were cheerful and friendly, having each of them pleasant
qualities of their own; but this one seemed different
from the others in its masterful suggestion of a serious
purpose, speeding you along with a strange uplifting
of the heart. The others tempted chiefly with
their treasures of hedge and ditch; the rapt surprise
of the first lords-and-ladies, the rustle of a field-mouse,
splash of a frog; while cool noses of brother-beasts
were pushed at you through gate or gap. A loiterer
you had need to be, did you choose one of them, so
many were the tiny hands thrust out to detain you,
from this side and that. But this other was of
a sterner sort, and even in its shedding off of bank
and hedgerow as it marched straight and full for the
open downs, it seemed to declare its contempt for adventitious
trappings to catch the shallow-pated. When the
sense of injustice or disappointment was heavy on
me, and things were very black within, as on this
particular day, the road of character was my choice
for that solitary ramble, when I turned my back for
an afternoon on a world that had unaccountably declared
itself against me.
“The Knights’ Road,”
we children had named it, from a sort of feeling that,
if from any quarter at all, it would be down this track
we might some day see Lancelot and his peers come
pacing on their great war-horses, supposing
that any of the stout band still survived, in nooks
and unexplored places. Grown-up people sometimes
spoke of it as the “Pilgrims’ Way”;
but I didn’t know much about pilgrims, except
Walter in the Horselberg story. Him I sometimes
saw, breaking with haggard eyes out of yonder copse,
and calling to the pilgrims as they hurried along
on their desperate march to the Holy City, where peace
and pardon were awaiting them. “All roads
lead to Rome,” I had once heard somebody say;
and I had taken the remark very seriously, of course,
and puzzled over it many days. There must have
been some mistake, I concluded at last; but of one
road at least I intuitively felt it to be true.
And my belief was clinched by something that fell from
Miss Smedley during a history lesson, about a strange
road that ran right down the middle of England till
it reached the coast, and then began again in France,
just opposite, and so on undeviating, through city
and vineyard, right from the misty Highlands to the
Eternal City. Uncorroborated, any statement of
Miss Smedley’s usually fell on incredulous ears;
but here, with the road itself in evidence, she seemed,
once, in a way, to have strayed into truth.
Rome! It was fascinating to think
that it lay at the other end of this white ribbon
that rolled itself off from my feet over the distant
downs. I was not quite so uninstructed as to
imagine l could reach it that afternoon; but some
day, I thought, if things went on being as unpleasant
as they were now, some day, when Aunt Eliza
had gone on a visit, we would see.
I tried to imagine what it would be
like when I got there. The Coliseum I knew, of
course, from a woodcut in the history-book: so
to begin with I plumped that down in the middle.
The rest had to be patched up from the little grey
market-town where twice a year we went to have our
hair cut; hence, in the result, Vespasian’s
amphitheatre was approached by muddy little streets,
wherein the Red Lion and the Blue Boar, with Somebody’s
Entire along their front, and “Commercial Room”
on their windows; the doctor’s house, of substantial
red-brick; and the façade of the New Wesleyan Chapel,
which we thought very fine, were the chief architectural
ornaments: while the Roman populace pottered about
in smocks and corduroys, twisting the tails of Roman
calves and inviting each other to beer in musical
Wessex. From Rome I drifted on to other cities,
dimly heard of Damascus, Brighton (Aunt
Eliza’s ideal), Athens, and Glasgow, whose glories
the gardener sang; but there was a certain sameness
in my conception of all of them: that Wesleyan
chapel would keep cropping up everywhere. It
was easier to go a-building among those dream-cities
where no limitations were imposed, and one was sole
architect, with a free hand. Down a delectable
street of cloud-built palaces I was mentally pacing,
when I happened upon the Artist.
He was seated at work by the roadside,
at a point whence the cool large spaces of the downs,
juniper-studded, swept grandly westwards. His
attributes proclaimed him of the artist tribe:
besides, he wore knickerbockers like myself, a
garb confined, I was aware, to boys and artists.
I knew I was not to bother him with questions, nor
look over his shoulder and breathe in his ear they
didn’t like it, this genus irritabile;
but there was nothing about staring in my code of
instructions, the point having somehow been overlooked:
so, squatting down on the grass, I devoted myself
to a passionate absorbing of every detail. At
the end of five minutes there was not a button on him
that I could not have passed an examination in; and
the wearer himself of that homespun suit was probably
less familiar with its pattern and texture than I
was. Once he looked up, nodded, half held out
his tobacco pouch, mechanically, as it
were, then, returning it to his pocket,
resumed his work, and I my mental photography.
After another five minutes or so had
passed he remarked, without looking my way: “Fine
afternoon we’re having: going far to-day?”
“No, I’m not going any
farther than this,” I replied; “I was
thinking of going on to Rome but I’ve put it
off.”
“Pleasant place, Rome,”
he murmured; “you’ll like it.”
It was some minutes later that he added: “But
I wouldn’t go just now, if I were you, too
jolly hot.”
“You haven’t been to Rome, have you?”
I inquired.
“Rather,” he replied, briefly; “I
live there.”
This was too much, and my jaw dropped
as I struggled to grasp the fact that I was sitting
there talking to a fellow who lived in Rome. Speech
was out of the question: besides, I had other
things to do. Ten solid minutes had I already
spent in an examination of him as a mere stranger
and artist; and now the whole thing had to be done
over again, from the changed point of view. So
I began afresh, at the crown of his soft hat, and
worked down to his solid British shoes, this time investing
everything with the new Roman halo; and at last I managed
to get out: “But you don’t really
live there, do you?” never doubting the fact,
but wanting to hear it repeated.
“Well,” he said, good-naturedly
overlooking the slight rudeness of my query, “I
live there as much as l live anywhere, about
half the year sometimes. I’ve got a sort
of a shanty there. You must come and see it some
day.”
“But do you live anywhere else
as well?” I went on, feeling the forbidden tide
of questions surging up within me.
“O yes, all over the place,”
was his vague reply. “And I’ve got
a diggings somewhere off Piccadilly.”
“Where’s that?” I inquired.
“Where’s what?” said he. “Oh,
Piccadilly! It’s in London.”
“Have you a large garden?” I asked; “and
how many pigs have you got?”
“I’ve no garden at all,”
he replied, sadly, “and they don’t allow
me to keep pigs, though I’d like to, awfully.
It’s very hard.”
“But what do you do all day,
then,” I cried, “and where do you go and
play, without any garden, or pigs, or things?”
“When I want to play,”
he said, gravely, “I have to go and play in the
street; but it’s poor fun, I grant you.
There’s a goat, though, not far off, and sometimes
I talk to him when I’m feeling lonely; but he’s
very proud.”
“Goats are proud,”
I admitted. “There’s one lives near
here, and if you say anything to him at all, he hits
you in the wind with his head. You know what
it feels like when a fellow hits you in the wind?”
“I do, well,” he replied,
in a tone of proper melancholy, and painted on.
“And have you been to any other
places,” I began again, presently, “besides
Rome and Piccy-what’s-his-name?”
“Heaps,” he said.
“I’m a sort of Ulysses seen
men and cities, you know. In fact, about the
only place I never got to was the Fortunate Island.”
I began to like this man. He
answered your questions briefly and to the point,
and never tried to be funny. I felt I could be
confidential with him.
“Wouldn’t you like,”
I inquired, “to find a city without any people
in it at all?”
He looked puzzled. “I’m
afraid I don’t quite understand,” said
he.
“I mean,” I went on eagerly,
“a city where you walk in at the gates, and
the shops are all full of beautiful things, and the
houses furnished as grand as can be, and there isn’t
anybody there whatever! And you go into the shops,
and take anything you want chocolates and
magic lanterns and injirubber balls and
there’s nothing to pay; and you choose your own
house and live there and do just as you like, and never
go to bed unless you want to!”
The artist laid down his brush.
“That would be a nice city,” he said.
“Better than Rome. You can’t do that
sort of thing in Rome, or in Piccadilly
either. But I fear it’s one of the places
I’ve never been to.”
“And you’d ask your friends,”
I went on, warming to my subject, “only
those you really like, of course, and they’d
each have a house to themselves, there’d
be lots of houses, and no relations at all,
unless they promised they’d be pleasant, and
if they weren’t they’d have to go.”
“So you wouldn’t have
any relations?” said the artist. “Well,
perhaps you’re right. We have tastes in
common, I see.”
“I’d have Harold,”
I said, reflectively, “and Charlotte. They’d
like it awfully. The others are getting too old.
Oh, and Martha I’d have Martha, to
cook and wash up and do things. You’d like
Martha. She’s ever so much nicer than Aunt
Eliza. She’s my idea of a real lady.”
“Then I’m sure I should
like her,” he replied, heartily, “and when
I come to what do you call this city of
yours? Nephelo something, did you
say?”
“I I don’t
know,” I replied, timidly. “I’m
afraid it hasn’t got a name yet.”
The artist gazed out over the downs.
“’The poet says, dear city of Cecrops;’”
he said, softly, to himself, “’and wilt
not thou say, dear city of Zeus?’ That’s
from Marcus Aurelius,” he went on, turning again
to his work. “You don’t know him,
I suppose; you will some day.”
“Who’s he?” I inquired.
“Oh, just another fellow who lived in Rome,”
he replied, dabbing away.
“O dear!” I cried, disconsolately.
“What a lot of people seem to live at Rome,
and I’ve never even been there! But I think
I’d like my city best.”
“And so would I,” he replied
with unction. “But Marcus Aurelius wouldn’t,
you know.”
“Then we won’t invite him,” I said,
“will we?”
“I won’t if you
won’t,” said he. And that point being
settled, we were silent for a while.
“Do you know,” he said,
presently, “I’ve met one or two fellows
from time to time who have been to a city like yours, perhaps
it was the same one. They won’t talk much
about it only broken hints, now and then;
but they’ve been there sure enough. They
don’t seem to care about anything in particular and
every thing’s the same to them, rough or smooth;
and sooner or later they slip off and disappear; and
you never see them again. Gone back, I suppose.”
“Of course,” said I.
“Don’t see what they ever came away for;
I wouldn’t, to be told you’ve
broken things when you haven’t, and stopped
having tea with the servants in the kitchen, and not
allowed to have a dog to sleep with you. But
I’ve known people, too, who’ve gone
there.”
The artist stared, but without incivility.
“Well, there’s Lancelot,”
I went on. “The book says he died, but it
never seemed to read right, somehow. He just went
away, like Arthur. And Crusoe, when he got tired
of wearing clothes and being respectable. And
all the nice men in the stones who don’t marry
the Princess, ’cos only one man ever gets married
in a book, you know. They’ll be there!”
“And the men who never come
off,” he said, “who try like the rest,
but get knocked out, or somehow miss, or
break down or get bowled over in the melee, and
get no Princess, nor even a second-class kingdom, some
of them’ll be there, I hope?”
“Yes, if you like,” I
replied, not quite understanding him; “if they’re
friends of yours, we’ll ask ’em, of course.”
“What a time we shall have!”
said the artist, reflectively; “and how shocked
old Marcus Aurelius will be!”
The shadows had lengthened uncannily,
a tide of golden haze was flooding the grey-green
surface of the downs, and the artist began to put his
traps together, preparatory to a move. I felt
very low; we would have to part, it seemed, just as
we were getting on so well together. Then he
stood up, and he was very straight and tall, and the
sunset was in his hair and beard as he stood there,
high over me. He took my hand like an equal.
“I’ve enjoyed our conversation very much,”
he said. “That was an interesting subject
you started, and we haven’t half exhausted it.
We shall meet again, I hope.”
“Of course we shall,”
I replied, surprised that there should be any doubt
about it.
“In Rome, perhaps?” said he.
“Yes, in Rome,” I answered, “or
Piccy-the-other-place, or somewhere.”
“Or else,” said he, “in
that other city, when we’ve found
the way there. And I’ll look out for you,
and you’ll sing out as soon as you see me.
And we’ll go down the street arm-in-arm, and
into all the shops, and then I’ll choose my
house, and you’ll choose your house, and we’ll
live there like princes and good fellows.”
“Oh, but you’ll stay in
my house, won’t you?” I cried; “wouldn’t
ask everybody; but I’ll ask you.”
He affected to consider a moment;
then “Right!” he said: “I believe
you mean it, and I will come and stay with you.
I won’t go to anybody else, if they ask me ever
so much. And I’ll stay quite a long time,
too, and I won’t be any trouble.”
Upon this compact we parted, and I
went down-heartedly from the man who understood me,
back to the house where I never could do anything right.
How was it that everything seemed natural and sensible
to him, which these uncles, vicars, and other grown-up
men took for the merest tomfoolery? Well, he
would explain this, and many another thing, when we
met again. The Knights’ Road! How it
always brought consolation! Was he possibly one
of those vanished knights I had been looking for so
long? Perhaps he would be in armour next time, why
not? He would look well in armour, I thought.
And I would take care to get there first, and see the
sunlight flash and play on his helmet and shield, as
he rode up the High Street of the Golden City.
Meantime, there only remained the
finding it, an easy matter.