The sheep ran huddling together against
the hurdles, blowing out thin nostrils and stamping
with delicate fore-feet, their heads thrown back and
a light steam rising from the crowded sheep-pen into
the frosty air, as the two animals hastened by in
high spirits, with much chatter and laughter.
They were returning across country after a long day’s
outing with Otter, hunting and exploring on the wide
uplands where certain streams tributary to their own
River had their first small beginnings; and the shades
of the short winter day were closing in on them, and
they had still some distance to go. Plodding
at random across the plough, they had heard the sheep
and had made for them; and now, leading from the sheep-pen,
they found a beaten track that made walking a lighter
business, and responded, moreover, to that small inquiring
something which all animals carry inside them, saying
unmistakably, ’Yes, quite right; this leads
home!’
‘It looks as if we were coming
to a village,’ said the Mole somewhat dubiously,
slackening his pace, as the track, that had in time
become a path and then had developed into a lane,
now handed them over to the charge of a well-metalled
road. The animals did not hold with villages,
and their own highways, thickly frequented as they
were, took an independent course, regardless of church,
post office, or public-house.
‘Oh, never mind!’ said
the Rat. ’At this season of the year they’re
all safe indoors by this time, sitting round the fire;
men, women, and children, dogs and cats and all.
We shall slip through all right, without any bother
or unpleasantness, and we can have a look at them
through their windows if you like, and see what they’re
doing.’
The rapid nightfall of mid-December
had quite beset the little village as they approached
it on soft feet over a first thin fall of powdery
snow. Little was visible but squares of a dusky
orange-red on either side of the street, where the
firelight or lamplight of each cottage overflowed
through the casements into the dark world without.
Most of the low latticed windows were innocent of
blinds, and to the lookers-in from outside, the inmates,
gathered round the tea-table, absorbed in handiwork,
or talking with laughter and gesture, had each that
happy grace which is the last thing the skilled actor
shall capture the natural grace which goes
with perfect unconsciousness of observation.
Moving at will from one theatre to another, the two
spectators, so far from home themselves, had something
of wistfulness in their eyes as they watched a cat
being stroked, a sleepy child picked up and huddled
off to bed, or a tired man stretch and knock out his
pipe on the end of a smouldering log.
But it was from one little window,
with its blind drawn down, a mere blank transparency
on the night, that the sense of home and the little
curtained world within walls the larger
stressful world of outside Nature shut out and forgotten most
pulsated. Close against the white blind hung
a bird-cage, clearly silhouetted, every wire, perch,
and appurtenance distinct and recognisable, even to
yesterday’s dull-edged lump of sugar. On
the middle perch the fluffy occupant, head tucked well
into feathers, seemed so near to them as to be easily
stroked, had they tried; even the delicate tips of
his plumped-out plumage pencilled plainly on the illuminated
screen. As they looked, the sleepy little fellow
stirred uneasily, woke, shook himself, and raised his
head. They could see the gape of his tiny beak
as he yawned in a bored sort of way, looked round,
and then settled his head into his back again, while
the ruffled feathers gradually subsided into perfect
stillness. Then a gust of bitter wind took them
in the back of the neck, a small sting of frozen sleet
on the skin woke them as from a dream, and they knew
their toes to be cold and their legs tired, and their
own home distant a weary way.
Once beyond the village, where the
cottages ceased abruptly, on either side of the road
they could smell through the darkness the friendly
fields again; and they braced themselves for the last
long stretch, the home stretch, the stretch that we
know is bound to end, some time, in the rattle of
the door-latch, the sudden firelight, and the sight
of familiar things greeting us as long-absent travellers
from far over-sea. They plodded along steadily
and silently, each of them thinking his own thoughts.
The Mole’s ran a good deal on supper, as it was
pitch-dark, and it was all a strange country for him
as far as he knew, and he was following obediently
in the wake of the Rat, leaving the guidance entirely
to him. As for the Rat, he was walking a little
way ahead, as his habit was, his shoulders humped,
his eyes fixed on the straight grey road in front
of him; so he did not notice poor Mole when suddenly
the summons reached him, and took him like an electric
shock.
We others, who have long lost the
more subtle of the physical senses, have not even
proper terms to express an animal’s inter-communications
with his surroundings, living or otherwise, and have
only the word ‘smell,’ for instance, to
include the whole range of delicate thrills which
murmur in the nose of the animal night and day, summoning,
warning? inciting, repelling. It was one of these
mysterious fairy calls from out the void that suddenly
reached Mole in the darkness, making him tingle through
and through with its very familiar appeal, even while
yet he could not clearly remember what it was.
He stopped dead in his tracks, his nose searching
hither and thither in its efforts to recapture the
fine filament, the telegraphic current, that had so
strongly moved him. A moment, and he had caught
it again; and with it this time came recollection
in fullest flood.
Home! That was what they meant,
those caressing appeals, those soft touches wafted
through the air, those invisible little hands pulling
and tugging, all one way! Why, it must be quite
close by him at that moment, his old home that he
had hurriedly forsaken and never sought again, that
day when he first found the river! And now it
was sending out its scouts and its messengers to capture
him and bring him in. Since his escape on that
bright morning he had hardly given it a thought, so
absorbed had he been in his new life, in all its pleasures,
its surprises, its fresh and captivating experiences.
Now, with a rush of old memories, how clearly it stood
up before him, in the darkness! Shabby indeed,
and small and poorly furnished, and yet his, the home
he had made for himself, the home he had been so happy
to get back to after his day’s work. And
the home had been happy with him, too, evidently,
and was missing him, and wanted him back, and was
telling him so, through his nose, sorrowfully, reproachfully,
but with no bitterness or anger; only with plaintive
reminder that it was there, and wanted him.
The call was clear, the summons was
plain. He must obey it instantly, and go.
‘Ratty!’ he called, full of joyful excitement,
’hold on! Come back! I want you, quick!’
‘Oh, come along, Mole,
do!’ replied the Rat cheerfully, still plodding
along.
‘Please stop, Ratty!’
pleaded the poor Mole, in anguish of heart. ’You
don’t understand! It’s my home, my
old home! I’ve just come across the smell
of it, and it’s close by here, really quite close.
And I must go to it, I must, I must! Oh,
come back, Ratty! Please, please come back!’
The Rat was by this time very far
ahead, too far to hear clearly what the Mole was calling,
too far to catch the sharp note of painful appeal
in his voice. And he was much taken up with the
weather, for he too could smell something something
suspiciously like approaching snow.
‘Mole, we mustn’t stop
now, really!’ he called back. ’We’ll
come for it to-morrow, whatever it is you’ve
found. But I daren’t stop now it’s
late, and the snow’s coming on again, and I’m
not sure of the way! And I want your nose, Mole,
so come on quick, there’s a good fellow!’
And the Rat pressed forward on his way without waiting
for an answer.
Poor Mole stood alone in the road,
his heart torn asunder, and a big sob gathering, gathering,
somewhere low down inside him, to leap up to the surface
presently, he knew, in passionate escape. But
even under such a test as this his loyalty to his
friend stood firm. Never for a moment did he
dream of abandoning him. Meanwhile, the wafts
from his old home pleaded, whispered, conjured, and
finally claimed him imperiously. He dared not
tarry longer within their magic circle. With a
wrench that tore his very heartstrings he set his
face down the road and followed submissively in the
track of the Rat, while faint, thin little smells,
still dogging his retreating nose, reproached him for
his new friendship and his callous forgetfulness.
With an effort he caught up to the
unsuspecting Rat, who began chattering cheerfully
about what they would do when they got back, and how
jolly a fire of logs in the parlour would be, and what
a supper he meant to eat; never noticing his companion’s
silence and distressful state of mind. At last,
however, when they had gone some considerable way
further, and were passing some tree-stumps at the edge
of a copse that bordered the road, he stopped and
said kindly, ’Look here, Mole old chap, you
seem dead tired. No talk left in you, and your
feet dragging like lead. We’ll sit down
here for a minute and rest. The snow has held
off so far, and the best part of our journey is over.’
The Mole subsided forlornly on a tree-stump
and tried to control himself, for he felt it surely
coming. The sob he had fought with so long refused
to be beaten. Up and up, it forced its way to
the air, and then another, and another, and others
thick and fast; till poor Mole at last gave up the
struggle, and cried freely and helplessly and openly,
now that he knew it was all over and he had lost what
he could hardly be said to have found.
The Rat, astonished and dismayed at
the violence of Mole’s paroxysm of grief, did
not dare to speak for a while. At last he said,
very quietly and sympathetically, ’What is it,
old fellow? Whatever can be the matter?
Tell us your trouble, and let me see what I can do.’
Poor Mole found it difficult to get
any words out between the upheavals of his chest that
followed one upon another so quickly and held back
speech and choked it as it came. ’I know
it’s a shabby, dingy little place,’
he sobbed forth at last, brokenly: ’not
like your cosy quarters or Toad’s
beautiful hall or Badger’s great house but
it was my own little home and I was fond
of it and I went away and forgot all about
it and then I smelt it suddenly on
the road, when I called and you wouldn’t listen,
Rat and everything came back to me with
a rush and I wanted it! O
dear, O dear! and when you wouldn’t
turn back, Ratty and I had to leave it,
though I was smelling it all the time I
thought my heart would break. We might have
just gone and had one look at it, Ratty only
one look it was close by but
you wouldn’t turn back, Ratty, you wouldn’t
turn back! O dear, O dear!’
Recollection brought fresh waves of
sorrow, and sobs again took full charge of him, preventing
further speech.
The Rat stared straight in front of
him, saying nothing, only patting Mole gently on the
shoulder. After a time he muttered gloomily, ’I
see it all now! What a pig I have been!
A pig that’s me! Just a pig a
plain pig!’
He waited till Mole’s sobs became
gradually less stormy and more rhythmical; he waited
till at last sniffs were frequent and sobs only intermittent.
Then he rose from his seat, and, remarking carelessly,
‘Well, now we’d really better be getting
on, old chap!’ set off up the road again, over
the toilsome way they had come.
‘Wherever are you (hic) going
to (hic), Ratty?’ cried the tearful Mole, looking
up in alarm.
‘We’re going to find that
home of yours, old fellow,’ replied the Rat
pleasantly; ’so you had better come along, for
it will take some finding, and we shall want your
nose.’
‘Oh, come back, Ratty, do!’
cried the Mole, getting up and hurrying after him.
’It’s no good, I tell you! It’s
too late, and too dark, and the place is too far off,
and the snow’s coming! And and
I never meant to let you know I was feeling that way
about it it was all an accident and a mistake!
And think of River Bank, and your supper!’
‘Hang River Bank, and supper
too!’ said the Rat heartily. ’I tell
you, I’m going to find this place now, if I
stay out all night. So cheer up, old chap, and
take my arm, and we’ll very soon be back there
again.’
Still snuffling, pleading, and reluctant,
Mole suffered himself to be dragged back along the
road by his imperious companion, who by a flow of
cheerful talk and anecdote endeavoured to beguile his
spirits back and make the weary way seem shorter.
When at last it seemed to the Rat that they must be
nearing that part of the road where the Mole had been
’held up,’ he said, ’Now, no more
talking. Business! Use your nose, and give
your mind to it.’
They moved on in silence for some
little way, when suddenly the Rat was conscious, through
his arm that was linked in Mole’s, of a faint
sort of electric thrill that was passing down that
animal’s body. Instantly he disengaged
himself, fell back a pace, and waited, all attention.
The signals were coming through!
Mole stood a moment rigid, while his
uplifted nose, quivering slightly, felt the air.
Then a short, quick run forward a
fault a check a try back; and
then a slow, steady, confident advance.
The Rat, much excited, kept close
to his heels as the Mole, with something of the air
of a sleep-walker, crossed a dry ditch, scrambled
through a hedge, and nosed his way over a field open
and trackless and bare in the faint starlight.
Suddenly, without giving warning,
he dived; but the Rat was on the alert, and promptly
followed him down the tunnel to which his unerring
nose had faithfully led him.
It was close and airless, and the
earthy smell was strong, and it seemed a long time
to Rat ere the passage ended and he could stand erect
and stretch and shake himself. The Mole struck
a match, and by its light the Rat saw that they were
standing in an open space, neatly swept and sanded
underfoot, and directly facing them was Mole’s
little front door, with ‘Mole End’ painted,
in Gothic lettering, over the bell-pull at the side.
Mole reached down a lantern from a
nail on the wail and lit it, and the Rat, looking
round him, saw that they were in a sort of fore-court.
A garden-seat stood on one side of the door, and on
the other a roller; for the Mole, who was a tidy animal
when at home, could not stand having his ground kicked
up by other animals into little runs that ended in
earth-heaps. On the walls hung wire baskets with
ferns in them, alternating with brackets carrying
plaster statuary Garibaldi, and the infant
Samuel, and Queen Victoria, and other heroes of modern
Italy. Down on one side of the forecourt ran
a skittle-alley, with benches along it and little
wooden tables marked with rings that hinted at beer-mugs.
In the middle was a small round pond containing gold-fish
and surrounded by a cockle-shell border. Out
of the centre of the pond rose a fanciful erection
clothed in more cockle-shells and topped by a large
silvered glass ball that reflected everything all wrong
and had a very pleasing effect.
Mole’s face-beamed at the sight
of all these objects so dear to him, and he hurried
Rat through the door, lit a lamp in the hall, and took
one glance round his old home. He saw the dust
lying thick on everything, saw the cheerless, deserted
look of the long-neglected house, and its narrow,
meagre dimensions, its worn and shabby contents and
collapsed again on a hall-chair, his nose to his paws.
‘O Ratty!’ he cried dismally, ’why
ever did I do it? Why did I bring you to this
poor, cold little place, on a night like this, when
you might have been at River Bank by this time, toasting
your toes before a blazing fire, with all your own
nice things about you!’
The Rat paid no heed to his doleful
self-reproaches. He was running here and there,
opening doors, inspecting rooms and cupboards, and
lighting lamps and candles and sticking them, up everywhere.
’What a capital little house this is!’
he called out cheerily. ’So compact!
So well planned! Everything here and everything
in its place! We’ll make a jolly night
of it. The first thing we want is a good fire;
I’ll see to that I always know where
to find things. So this is the parlour? Splendid!
Your own idea, those little sleeping-bunks in the
wall? Capital! Now, I’ll fetch the
wood and the coals, and you get a duster, Mole you’ll
find one in the drawer of the kitchen table and
try and smarten things up a bit. Bustle about,
old chap!’
Encouraged by his inspiriting companion,
the Mole roused himself and dusted and polished with
energy and heartiness, while the Rat, running to and
fro with armfuls of fuel, soon had a cheerful blaze
roaring up the chimney. He hailed the Mole to
come and warm himself; but Mole promptly had another
fit of the blues, dropping down on a couch in dark
despair and burying his face in his duster. ‘Rat,’
he moaned, ’how about your supper, you poor,
cold, hungry, weary animal? I’ve nothing
to give you nothing not a crumb!’
‘What a fellow you are for giving
in!’ said the Rat reproachfully. ’Why,
only just now I saw a sardine-opener on the kitchen
dresser, quite distinctly; and everybody knows that
means there are sardines about somewhere in the neighbourhood.
Rouse yourself! pull yourself together, and come with
me and forage.’
They went and foraged accordingly,
hunting through every cupboard and turning out every
drawer. The result was not so very depressing
after all, though of course it might have been better;
a tin of sardines a box of captain’s
biscuits, nearly full and a German sausage
encased in silver paper.
‘There’s a banquet for
you!’ observed the Rat, as he arranged the table.
’I know some animals who would give their ears
to be sitting down to supper with us to-night!’
‘No bread!’ groaned the
Mole dolorously; ‘no butter, no ’
‘No pate de foie gras, no champagne!’
continued the Rat, grinning. ’And that
reminds me what’s that little door
at the end of the passage? Your cellar, of course!
Every luxury in this house! Just you wait a minute.’
He made for the cellar-door, and presently
reappeared, somewhat dusty, with a bottle of beer
in each paw and another under each arm, ‘Self-indulgent
beggar you seem to be, Mole,’ he observed.
’Deny yourself nothing. This is really
the jolliest little place I ever was in. Now,
wherever did you pick up those prints? Make the
place look so home-like, they do. No wonder you’re
so fond of it, Mole. Tell us all about it, and
how you came to make it what it is.’
Then, while the Rat busied himself
fetching plates, and knives and forks, and mustard
which he mixed in an egg-cup, the Mole, his bosom
still heaving with the stress of his recent emotion,
related somewhat shyly at first, but with
more freedom as he warmed to his subject how
this was planned, and how that was thought out, and
how this was got through a windfall from an aunt,
and that was a wonderful find and a bargain, and this
other thing was bought out of laborious savings and
a certain amount of ‘going without.’
His spirits finally quite restored, he must needs
go and caress his possessions, and take a lamp and
show off their points to his visitor and expatiate
on them, quite forgetful of the supper they both so
much needed; Rat, who was desperately hungry but strove
to conceal it, nodding seriously, examining with a
puckered brow, and saying, ‘wonderful,’
and ‘most remarkable,’ at intervals, when
the chance for an observation was given him.
At last the Rat succeeded in decoying
him to the table, and had just got seriously to work
with the sardine-opener when sounds were heard from
the fore-court without sounds like the scuffling
of small feet in the gravel and a confused murmur
of tiny voices, while broken sentences reached them ’Now,
all in a line hold the lantern up a bit,
Tommy clear your throats first no
coughing after I say one, two, three. Where’s
young Bill? Here, come on, do, we’re
all a-waiting ’
‘What’s up?’ inquired the Rat, pausing
in his labours.
‘I think it must be the field-mice,’
replied the Mole, with a touch of pride in his manner.
’They go round carol-singing regularly at this
time of the year. They’re quite an institution
in these parts. And they never pass me over they
come to Mole End last of all; and I used to give them
hot drinks, and supper too sometimes, when I could
afford it. It will be like old times to hear
them again.’
‘Let’s have a look at
them!’ cried the Rat, jumping up and running
to the door.
It was a pretty sight, and a seasonable
one, that met their eyes when they flung the door
open. In the fore-court, lit by the dim rays of
a horn lantern, some eight or ten little fieldmice
stood in a semicircle, red worsted comforters round
their throats, their fore-paws thrust deep into their
pockets, their feet jigging for warmth. With bright
beady eyes they glanced shyly at each other, sniggering
a little, sniffing and applying coat-sleeves a good
deal. As the door opened, one of the elder ones
that carried the lantern was just saying, ’Now
then, one, two, three!’ and forthwith their
shrill little voices uprose on the air, singing one
of the old-time carols that their forefathers composed
in fields that were fallow and held by frost, or when
snow-bound in chimney corners, and handed down to
be sung in the miry street to lamp-lit windows at
Yule-time.
Carol
Villagers all, this frosty
tide,
Let your doors swing open wide,
Though wind may follow, and snow beside,
Yet draw us in by your fire to bide;
Joy shall be yours in the morning!
Here we stand in the cold
and the sleet,
Blowing fingers and stamping feet,
Come from far away you to greet
You by the fire and we in the street
Bidding you joy in the morning!
For ere one half of the night
was gone,
Sudden a star has led us on,
Raining bliss and benison
Bliss to-morrow and more anon,
Joy for every morning!
Goodman Joseph toiled through
the snow
Saw the star o’er a stable low;
Mary she might not further go
Welcome thatch, and litter below!
Joy was hers in the morning!
And then they heard the angels
tell
’Who were the first to cry Nowell?
Animals all, as it befell,
In the stable where they did dwell!
Joy shall be theirs in the morning!’
The voices ceased, the singers, bashful
but smiling, exchanged sidelong glances, and silence
succeeded but for a moment only. Then,
from up above and far away, down the tunnel they had
so lately travelled was borne to their ears in a faint
musical hum the sound of distant bells ringing a joyful
and clangorous peal.
‘Very well sung, boys!’
cried the Rat heartily. ’And now come along
in, all of you, and warm yourselves by the fire, and
have something hot!’
‘Yes, come along, field-mice,’
cried the Mole eagerly. ’This is quite
like old times! Shut the door after you.
Pull up that settle to the fire. Now, you just
wait a minute, while we O, Ratty!’
he cried in despair, plumping down on a seat, with
tears impending. ’Whatever are we doing?
We’ve nothing to give them!’
‘You leave all that to me,’
said the masterful Rat. ’Here, you with
the lantern! Come over this way. I want
to talk to you. Now, tell me, are there any shops
open at this hour of the night?’
‘Why, certainly, sir,’
replied the field-mouse respectfully. ’At
this time of the year our shops keep open to all sorts
of hours.’
‘Then look here!’ said
the Rat. ’You go off at once, you and your
lantern, and you get me ’
Here much muttered conversation ensued,
and the Mole only heard bits of it, such as ’Fresh,
mind! no, a pound of that will do see
you get Buggins’s, for I won’t have any
other no, only the best if you
can’t get it there, try somewhere else yes,
of course, home-made, no tinned stuff well
then, do the best you can!’ Finally, there was
a chink of coin passing from paw to paw, the field-mouse
was provided with an ample basket for his purchases,
and off he hurried, he and his lantern.
The rest of the field-mice, perched
in a row on the settle, their small legs swinging,
gave themselves up to enjoyment of the fire, and toasted
their chilblains till they tingled; while the Mole,
failing to draw them into easy conversation, plunged
into family history and made each of them recite the
names of his numerous brothers, who were too young,
it appeared, to be allowed to go out a-carolling this
year, but looked forward very shortly to winning the
parental consent.
The Rat, meanwhile, was busy examining
the label on one of the beer-bottles. ‘I
perceive this to be Old Burton,’ he remarked
approvingly. ’Sensible Mole! The
very thing! Now we shall be able to mull some
ale! Get the things ready, Mole, while I draw
the corks.’
It did not take long to prepare the
brew and thrust the tin heater well into the red heart
of the fire; and soon every field-mouse was sipping
and coughing and choking (for a little mulled ale goes
a long way) and wiping his eyes and laughing and forgetting
he had ever been cold in all his life.
‘They act plays too, these fellows,’
the Mole explained to the Rat. ’Make them
up all by themselves, and act them afterwards.
And very well they do it, too! They gave us a
capital one last year, about a field-mouse who was
captured at sea by a Barbary corsair, and made to
row in a galley; and when he escaped and got home again,
his lady-love had gone into a convent. Here,
you! You were in it, I remember. Get
up and recite a bit.’
The field-mouse addressed got up on
his legs, giggled shyly, looked round the room, and
remained absolutely tongue-tied. His comrades
cheered him on, Mole coaxed and encouraged him, and
the Rat went so far as to take him by the shoulders
and shake him; but nothing could overcome his stage-fright.
They were all busily engaged on him like watermen
applying the Royal Humane Society’s regulations
to a case of long submersion, when the latch clicked,
the door opened, and the field-mouse with the lantern
reappeared, staggering under the weight of his basket.
There was no more talk of play-acting
once the very real and solid contents of the basket
had been tumbled out on the table. Under the
generalship of Rat, everybody was set to do something
or to fetch something. In a very few minutes
supper was ready, and Mole, as he took the head of
the table in a sort of a dream, saw a lately barren
board set thick with savoury comforts; saw his little
friends’ faces brighten and beam as they fell
to without delay; and then let himself loose for
he was famished indeed on the provender
so magically provided, thinking what a happy home-coming
this had turned out, after all. As they ate,
they talked of old times, and the field-mice gave him
the local gossip up to date, and answered as well
as they could the hundred questions he had to ask
them. The Rat said little or nothing, only taking
care that each guest had what he wanted, and plenty
of it, and that Mole had no trouble or anxiety about
anything.
They clattered off at last, very grateful
and showering wishes of the season, with their jacket
pockets stuffed with remembrances for the small brothers
and sisters at home. When the door had closed
on the last of them and the chink of the lanterns
had died away, Mole and Rat kicked the fire up, drew
their chairs in, brewed themselves a last nightcap
of mulled ale, and discussed the events of the long
day. At last the Rat, with a tremendous yawn,
said, ’Mole, old chap, I’m ready to drop.
Sleepy is simply not the word. That your own
bunk over on that side? Very well, then, I’ll
take this. What a ripping little house this is!
Everything so handy!’
He clambered into his bunk and rolled
himself well up in the blankets, and slumber gathered
him forthwith, as a swathe of barley is folded into
the arms of the reaping machine.
The weary Mole also was glad to turn
in without delay, and soon had his head on his pillow,
in great joy and contentment. But ere he closed
his eyes he let them wander round his old room, mellow
in the glow of the firelight that played or rested
on familiar and friendly things which had long been
unconsciously a part of him, and now smilingly received
him back, without rancour. He was now in just
the frame of mind that the tactful Rat had quietly
worked to bring about in him. He saw clearly how
plain and simple how narrow, even it
all was; but clearly, too, how much it all meant to
him, and the special value of some such anchorage
in one’s existence. He did not at all want
to abandon the new life and its splendid spaces, to
turn his back on sun and air and all they offered
him and creep home and stay there; the upper world
was all too strong, it called to him still, even down
there, and he knew he must return to the larger stage.
But it was good to think he had this to come back
to; this place which was all his own, these things
which were so glad to see him again and could always
be counted upon for the same simple welcome.