The Willow-Wren was twittering his
thin little song, hidden himself in the dark selvedge
of the river bank. Though it was past ten o’clock
at night, the sky still clung to and retained some
lingering skirts of light from the departed day; and
the sullen heats of the torrid afternoon broke up
and rolled away at the dispersing touch of the cool
fingers of the short midsummer night. Mole lay
stretched on the bank, still panting from the stress
of the fierce day that had been cloudless from dawn
to late sunset, and waited for his friend to return.
He had been on the river with some companions, leaving
the Water Rat free to keep a engagement of long standing
with Otter; and he had come back to find the house
dark and deserted, and no sign of Rat, who was doubtless
keeping it up late with his old comrade. It was
still too hot to think of staying indoors, so he lay
on some cool dock-leaves, and thought over the past
day and its doings, and how very good they all had
been.
The Rat’s light footfall was
presently heard approaching over the parched grass.
‘O, the blessed coolness!’ he said, and
sat down, gazing thoughtfully into the river, silent
and pre-occupied.
‘You stayed to supper, of course?’
said the Mole presently.
‘Simply had to,’ said
the Rat. ’They wouldn’t hear of my
going before. You know how kind they always are.
And they made things as jolly for me as ever they
could, right up to the moment I left. But I felt
a brute all the time, as it was clear to me they were
very unhappy, though they tried to hide it. Mole,
I’m afraid they’re in trouble. Little
Portly is missing again; and you know what a lot his
father thinks of him, though he never says much about
it.’
‘What, that child?’ said
the Mole lightly. ’Well, suppose he is;
why worry about it? He’s always straying
off and getting lost, and turning up again; he’s
so adventurous. But no harm ever happens to him.
Everybody hereabouts knows him and likes him, just
as they do old Otter, and you may be sure some animal
or other will come across him and bring him back again
all right. Why, we’ve found him ourselves,
miles from home, and quite self-possessed and cheerful!’
‘Yes; but this time it’s
more serious,’ said the Rat gravely. ’He’s
been missing for some days now, and the Otters have
hunted everywhere, high and low, without finding the
slightest trace. And they’ve asked every
animal, too, for miles around, and no one knows anything
about him. Otter’s evidently more anxious
than he’ll admit. I got out of him that
young Portly hasn’t learnt to swim very well
yet, and I can see he’s thinking of the weir.
There’s a lot of water coming down still, considering
the time of the year, and the place always had a fascination
for the child. And then there are well,
traps and things you know. Otter’s
not the fellow to be nervous about any son of his before
it’s time. And now he is nervous.
When I left, he came out with me said he
wanted some air, and talked about stretching his legs.
But I could see it wasn’t that, so I drew him
out and pumped him, and got it all from him at last.
He was going to spend the night watching by the ford.
You know the place where the old ford used to be,
in by-gone days before they built the bridge?’
‘I know it well,’ said
the Mole. ’But why should Otter choose to
watch there?’
’Well, it seems that it was
there he gave Portly his first swimming-lesson,’
continued the Rat. ’From that shallow, gravelly
spit near the bank. And it was there he used
to teach him fishing, and there young Portly caught
his first fish, of which he was so very proud.
The child loved the spot, and Otter thinks that if
he came wandering back from wherever he is if
he is anywhere by this time, poor little chap he
might make for the ford he was so fond of; or if he
came across it he’d remember it well, and stop
there and play, perhaps. So Otter goes there
every night and watches on the chance, you
know, just on the chance!’
They were silent for a time, both
thinking of the same thing the lonely,
heart-sore animal, crouched by the ford, watching and
waiting, the long night through on the
chance.
‘Well, well,’ said the
Rat presently, ’I suppose we ought to be thinking
about turning in.’ But he never offered
to move.
‘Rat,’ said the Mole,
’I simply can’t go and turn in, and go
to sleep, and do nothing, even though there doesn’t
seem to be anything to be done. We’ll get
the boat out, and paddle up stream. The moon will
be up in an hour or so, and then we will search as
well as we can anyhow, it will be better
than going to bed and doing nothing.’
‘Just what I was thinking myself,’
said the Rat. ’It’s not the sort of
night for bed anyhow; and daybreak is not so very far
off, and then we may pick up some news of him from
early risers as we go along.’
They got the boat out, and the Rat
took the sculls, paddling with caution. Out in
midstream, there was a clear, narrow track that faintly
reflected the sky; but wherever shadows fell on the
water from bank, bush, or tree, they were as solid
to all appearance as the banks themselves, and the
Mole had to steer with judgment accordingly. Dark
and deserted as it was, the night was full of small
noises, song and chatter and rustling, telling of
the busy little population who were up and about,
plying their trades and vocations through the night
till sunshine should fall on them at last and send
them off to their well-earned repose. The water’s
own noises, too, were more apparent than by day, its
gurglings and ‘cloops’ more unexpected
and near at hand; and constantly they started at what
seemed a sudden clear call from an actual articulate
voice.
The line of the horizon was clear
and hard against the sky, and in one particular quarter
it showed black against a silvery climbing phosphorescence
that grew and grew. At last, over the rim of the
waiting earth the moon lifted with slow majesty till
it swung clear of the horizon and rode off, free of
moorings; and once more they began to see surfaces meadows
wide-spread, and quiet gardens, and the river itself
from bank to bank, all softly disclosed, all washed
clean of mystery and terror, all radiant again as
by day, but with a difference that was tremendous.
Their old haunts greeted them again in other raiment,
as if they had slipped away and put on this pure new
apparel and come quietly back, smiling as they shyly
waited to see if they would be recognised again under
it.
Fastening their boat to a willow,
the friends landed in this silent, silver kingdom,
and patiently explored the hedges, the hollow trees,
the runnels and their little culverts, the ditches
and dry water-ways. Embarking again and crossing
over, they worked their way up the stream in this
manner, while the moon, serene and detached in a cloudless
sky, did what she could, though so far off, to help
them in their quest; till her hour came and she sank
earthwards reluctantly, and left them, and mystery
once more held field and river.
Then a change began slowly to declare
itself. The horizon became clearer, field and
tree came more into sight, and somehow with a different
look; the mystery began to drop away from them.
A bird piped suddenly, and was still; and a light
breeze sprang up and set the reeds and bulrushes rustling.
Rat, who was in the stern of the boat, while Mole
sculled, sat up suddenly and listened with a passionate
intentness. Mole, who with gentle strokes was
just keeping the boat moving while he scanned the
banks with care, looked at him with curiosity.
‘It’s gone!’ sighed
the Rat, sinking back in his seat again. ’So
beautiful and strange and new. Since it was to
end so soon, I almost wish I had never heard it.
For it has roused a longing in me that is pain, and
nothing seems worth while but just to hear that sound
once more and go on listening to it for ever.
No! There it is again!’ he cried, alert
once more. Entranced, he was silent for a long
space, spellbound.
‘Now it passes on and I begin
to lose it,’ he said presently. ’O
Mole! the beauty of it! The merry bubble and
joy, the thin, clear, happy call of the distant piping!
Such music I never dreamed of, and the call in it
is stronger even than the music is sweet! Row
on, Mole, row! For the music and the call must
be for us.’
The Mole, greatly wondering, obeyed.
‘I hear nothing myself,’ he said, ‘but
the wind playing in the reeds and rushes and osiers.’
The Rat never answered, if indeed
he heard. Rapt, transported, trembling, he was
possessed in all his senses by this new divine thing
that caught up his helpless soul and swung and dandled
it, a powerless but happy infant in a strong sustaining
grasp.
In silence Mole rowed steadily, and
soon they came to a point where the river divided,
a long backwater branching off to one side. With
a slight movement of his head Rat, who had long dropped
the rudder-lines, directed the rower to take the backwater.
The creeping tide of light gained and gained, and
now they could see the colour of the flowers that
gemmed the water’s edge.
‘Clearer and nearer still,’
cried the Rat joyously. ’Now you must surely
hear it! Ah at last I see
you do!’
Breathless and transfixed the Mole
stopped rowing as the liquid run of that glad piping
broke on him like a wave, caught him up, and possessed
him utterly. He saw the tears on his comrade’s
cheeks, and bowed his head and understood. For
a space they hung there, brushed by the purple loose-strife
that fringed the bank; then the clear imperious summons
that marched hand-in-hand with the intoxicating melody
imposed its will on Mole, and mechanically he bent
to his oars again. And the light grew steadily
stronger, but no birds sang as they were wont to do
at the approach of dawn; and but for the heavenly
music all was marvellously still.
On either side of them, as they glided
onwards, the rich meadow-grass seemed that morning
of a freshness and a greenness unsurpassable.
Never had they noticed the roses so vivid, the willow-herb
so riotous, the meadow-sweet so odorous and pervading.
Then the murmur of the approaching weir began to hold
the air, and they felt a consciousness that they were
nearing the end, whatever it might be, that surely
awaited their expedition.
A wide half-circle of foam and glinting
lights and shining shoulders of green water, the great
weir closed the backwater from bank to bank, troubled
all the quiet surface with twirling eddies and floating
foam-streaks, and deadened all other sounds with its
solemn and soothing rumble. In midmost of the
stream, embraced in the weir’s shimmering arm-spread,
a small island lay anchored, fringed close with willow
and silver birch and alder. Reserved, shy, but
full of significance, it hid whatever it might hold
behind a veil, keeping it till the hour should come,
and, with the hour, those who were called and chosen.
Slowly, but with no doubt or hesitation
whatever, and in something of a solemn expectancy,
the two animals passed through the broken tumultuous
water and moored their boat at the flowery margin of
the island. In silence they landed, and pushed
through the blossom and scented herbage and undergrowth
that led up to the level ground, till they stood on
a little lawn of a marvellous green, set round with
Nature’s own orchard-trees crab-apple,
wild cherry, and sloe.
‘This is the place of my song-dream,
the place the music played to me,’ whispered
the Rat, as if in a trance. ’Here, in this
holy place, here if anywhere, surely we shall find
Him!’
Then suddenly the Mole felt a great
Awe fall upon him, an awe that turned his muscles
to water, bowed his head, and rooted his feet to the
ground. It was no panic terror indeed
he felt wonderfully at peace and happy but
it was an awe that smote and held him and, without
seeing, he knew it could only mean that some august
Presence was very, very near. With difficulty
he turned to look for his friend and saw him at his
side cowed, stricken, and trembling violently.
And still there was utter silence in the populous
bird-haunted branches around them; and still the light
grew and grew.
Perhaps he would never have dared
to raise his eyes, but that, though the piping was
now hushed, the call and the summons seemed still
dominant and imperious. He might not refuse, were
Death himself waiting to strike him instantly, once
he had looked with mortal eye on things rightly kept
hidden. Trembling he obeyed, and raised his humble
head; and then, in that utter clearness of the imminent
dawn, while Nature, flushed with fullness of incredible
colour, seemed to hold her breath for the event, he
looked in the very eyes of the Friend and Helper;
saw the backward sweep of the curved horns, gleaming
in the growing daylight; saw the stern, hooked nose
between the kindly eyes that were looking down on
them humourously, while the bearded mouth broke into
a half-smile at the corners; saw the rippling muscles
on the arm that lay across the broad chest, the long
supple hand still holding the pan-pipes only just
fallen away from the parted lips; saw the splendid
curves of the shaggy limbs disposed in majestic ease
on the sward; saw, last of all, nestling between his
very hooves, sleeping soundly in entire peace and
contentment, the little, round, podgy, childish form
of the baby otter. All this he saw, for one moment
breathless and intense, vivid on the morning sky;
and still, as he looked, he lived; and still, as he
lived, he wondered.
‘Rat!’ he found breath
to whisper, shaking. ‘Are you afraid?’
‘Afraid?’ murmured the
Rat, his eyes shining with unutterable love.
’Afraid! Of him? O, never, never!
And yet and yet O, Mole, I am
afraid!’
Then the two animals, crouching to
the earth, bowed their heads and did worship.
Sudden and magnificent, the sun’s
broad golden disc showed itself over the horizon facing
them; and the first rays, shooting across the level
water-meadows, took the animals full in the eyes and
dazzled them. When they were able to look once
more, the Vision had vanished, and the air was full
of the carol of birds that hailed the dawn.
As they stared blankly in dumb misery
deepening as they slowly realised all they had seen
and all they had lost, a capricious little breeze,
dancing up from the surface of the water, tossed the
aspens, shook the dewy roses and blew lightly and
caressingly in their faces; and with its soft touch
came instant oblivion. For this is the last best
gift that the kindly demi-god is careful to bestow
on those to whom he has revealed himself in their
helping: the gift of forgetfulness. Lest
the awful remembrance should remain and grow, and overshadow
mirth and pleasure, and the great haunting memory
should spoil all the after-lives of little animals
helped out of difficulties, in order that they should
be happy and lighthearted as before.
Mole rubbed his eyes and stared at
Rat, who was looking about him in a puzzled sort of
way. ‘I beg your pardon; what did you say,
Rat?’ he asked.
‘I think I was only remarking,’
said Rat slowly, ’that this was the right sort
of place, and that here, if anywhere, we should find
him. And look! Why, there he is, the little
fellow!’ And with a cry of delight he ran towards
the slumbering Portly.
But Mole stood still a moment, held
in thought. As one wakened suddenly from a beautiful
dream, who struggles to recall it, and can re-capture
nothing but a dim sense of the beauty of it, the beauty!
Till that, too, fades away in its turn, and the dreamer
bitterly accepts the hard, cold waking and all its
penalties; so Mole, after struggling with his memory
for a brief space, shook his head sadly and followed
the Rat.
Portly woke up with a joyous squeak,
and wriggled with pleasure at the sight of his father’s
friends, who had played with him so often in past
days. In a moment, however, his face grew blank,
and he fell to hunting round in a circle with pleading
whine. As a child that has fallen happily asleep
in its nurse’s arms, and wakes to find itself
alone and laid in a strange place, and searches corners
and cupboards, and runs from room to room, despair
growing silently in its heart, even so Portly searched
the island and searched, dogged and unwearying, till
at last the black moment came for giving it up, and
sitting down and crying bitterly.
The Mole ran quickly to comfort the
little animal; but Rat, lingering, looked long and
doubtfully at certain hoof-marks deep in the sward.
‘Some great animal has
been here,’ he murmured slowly and thoughtfully;
and stood musing, musing; his mind strangely stirred.
‘Come along, Rat!’ called
the Mole. ’Think of poor Otter, waiting
up there by the ford!’
Portly had soon been comforted by
the promise of a treat a jaunt on the river
in Mr. Rat’s real boat; and the two animals conducted
him to the water’s side, placed him securely
between them in the bottom of the boat, and paddled
off down the backwater. The sun was fully up by
now, and hot on them, birds sang lustily and without
restraint, and flowers smiled and nodded from either
bank, but somehow so thought the animals with
less of richness and blaze of colour than they seemed
to remember seeing quite recently somewhere they
wondered where.
The main river reached again, they
turned the boat’s head upstream, towards the
point where they knew their friend was keeping his
lonely vigil. As they drew near the familiar
ford, the Mole took the boat in to the bank, and they
lifted Portly out and set him on his legs on the tow-path,
gave him his marching orders and a friendly farewell
pat on the back, and shoved out into mid-stream.
They watched the little animal as he waddled along
the path contentedly and with importance; watched
him till they saw his muzzle suddenly lift and his
waddle break into a clumsy amble as he quickened his
pace with shrill whines and wriggles of recognition.
Looking up the river, they could see Otter start up,
tense and rigid, from out of the shallows where he
crouched in dumb patience, and could hear his amazed
and joyous bark as he bounded up through the osiers
on to the path. Then the Mole, with a strong pull
on one oar, swung the boat round and let the full
stream bear them down again whither it would, their
quest now happily ended.
‘I feel strangely tired, Rat,’
said the Mole, leaning wearily over his oars as the
boat drifted. ’It’s being up all night,
you’ll say, perhaps; but that’s nothing.
We do as much half the nights of the week, at this
time of the year. No; I feel as if I had been
through something very exciting and rather terrible,
and it was just over; and yet nothing particular has
happened.’
‘Or something very surprising
and splendid and beautiful,’ murmured the Rat,
leaning back and closing his eyes. ’I feel
just as you do, Mole; simply dead tired, though not
body tired. It’s lucky we’ve got the
stream with us, to take us home. Isn’t it
jolly to feel the sun again, soaking into one’s
bones! And hark to the wind playing in the reeds!’
‘It’s like music far
away music,’ said the Mole nodding drowsily.
‘So I was thinking,’ murmured
the Rat, dreamful and languid. ’Dance-music the
lilting sort that runs on without a stop but
with words in it, too it passes into words
and out of them again I catch them at intervals then
it is dance-music once more, and then nothing but
the reeds’ soft thin whispering.’
‘You hear better than I,’
said the Mole sadly. ’I cannot catch the
words.’
‘Let me try and give you them,’
said the Rat softly, his eyes still closed. ’Now
it is turning into words again faint but
clear Lest the awe should dwell And
turn your frolic to fret You shall look
on my power at the helping hour But then
you shall forget! Now the reeds take it up forget,
forget, they sigh, and it dies away in a rustle and
a whisper. Then the voice returns
’Lest limbs be reddened and
rent I spring the trap that is set As
I loose the snare you may glimpse me there For
surely you shall forget! Row nearer, Mole, nearer
to the reeds! It is hard to catch, and grows
each minute fainter.
’Helper and healer, I cheer Small
waifs in the woodland wet Strays I find
in it, wounds I bind in it Bidding them
all forget! Nearer, Mole, nearer! No, it
is no good; the song has died away into reed-talk.’
‘But what do the words mean?’ asked the
wondering Mole.
‘That I do not know,’
said the Rat simply. ’I passed them on to
you as they reached me. Ah! now they return again,
and this time full and clear! This time, at last,
it is the real, the unmistakable thing, simple passionate perfect ’
‘Well, let’s have it,
then,’ said the Mole, after he had waited patiently
for a few minutes, half-dozing in the hot sun.
But no answer came. He looked,
and understood the silence. With a smile of much
happiness on his face, and something of a listening
look still lingering there, the weary Rat was fast
asleep.