The Water Rat was restless, and he
did not exactly know why. To all appearance the
summer’s pomp was still at fullest height, and
although in the tilled acres green had given way to
gold, though rowans were reddening, and the woods
were dashed here and there with a tawny fierceness,
yet light and warmth and colour were still present
in undiminished measure, clean of any chilly premonitions
of the passing year. But the constant chorus
of the orchards and hedges had shrunk to a casual
evensong from a few yet unwearied performers; the robin
was beginning to assert himself once more; and there
was a feeling in the air of change and departure.
The cuckoo, of course, had long been silent; but many
another feathered friend, for months a part of the
familiar landscape and its small society, was missing
too and it seemed that the ranks thinned steadily
day by day. Rat, ever observant of all winged
movement, saw that it was taking daily a southing tendency;
and even as he lay in bed at night he thought he could
make out, passing in the darkness overhead, the beat
and quiver of impatient pinions, obedient to the peremptory
call.
Nature’s Grand Hotel has its
Season, like the others. As the guests one by
one pack, pay, and depart, and the seats at the table-d’hote
shrink pitifully at each succeeding meal; as suites
of rooms are closed, carpets taken up, and waiters
sent away; those boarders who are staying on, en pension,
until the next year’s full re-opening, cannot
help being somewhat affected by all these flittings
and farewells, this eager discussion of plans, routes,
and fresh quarters, this daily shrinkage in the stream
of comradeship. One gets unsettled, depressed,
and inclined to be querulous. Why this craving
for change? Why not stay on quietly here, like
us, and be jolly? You don’t know this hotel
out of the season, and what fun we have among ourselves,
we fellows who remain and see the whole interesting
year out. All very true, no doubt the others
always reply; we quite envy you and some
other year perhaps but just now we have
engagements and there’s the bus at
the door our time is up! So they depart,
with a smile and a nod, and we miss them, and feel
resentful. The Rat was a self-sufficing sort of
animal, rooted to the land, and, whoever went, he
stayed; still, he could not help noticing what was
in the air, and feeling some of its influence in his
bones.
It was difficult to settle down to
anything seriously, with all this flitting going on.
Leaving the water-side, where rushes stood thick and
tall in a stream that was becoming sluggish and low,
he wandered country-wards, crossed a field or two
of pasturage already looking dusty and parched, and
thrust into the great sea of wheat, yellow, wavy, and
murmurous, full of quiet motion and small whisperings.
Here he often loved to wander, through the forest
of stiff strong stalks that carried their own golden
sky away over his head a sky that was always
dancing, shimmering, softly talking; or swaying strongly
to the passing wind and recovering itself with a toss
and a merry laugh. Here, too, he had many small
friends, a society complete in itself, leading full
and busy lives, but always with a spare moment to
gossip, and exchange news with a visitor. Today,
however, though they were civil enough, the field-mice
and harvest-mice seemed preoccupied. Many were
digging and tunnelling busily; others, gathered together
in small groups, examined plans and drawings of small
flats, stated to be desirable and compact, and situated
conveniently near the Stores. Some were hauling
out dusty trunks and dress-baskets, others were already
elbow-deep packing their belongings; while everywhere
piles and bundles of wheat, oats, barley, beech-mast
and nuts, lay about ready for transport.
‘Here’s old Ratty!’
they cried as soon as they saw him. ’Come
and bear a hand, Rat, and don’t stand about
idle!’
‘What sort of games are you
up to?’ said the Water Rat severely. ’You
know it isn’t time to be thinking of winter quarters
yet, by a long way!’
‘O yes, we know that,’
explained a field-mouse rather shamefacedly; ’but
it’s always as well to be in good time, isn’t
it? We really must get all the furniture
and baggage and stores moved out of this before those
horrid machines begin clicking round the fields; and
then, you know, the best flats get picked up so quickly
nowadays, and if you’re late you have to put
up with anything; and they want such a lot of
doing up, too, before they’re fit to move into.
Of course, we’re early, we know that; but we’re
only just making a start.’
‘O, bother starts,’
said the Rat. ’It’s a splendid day.
Come for a row, or a stroll along the hedges, or a
picnic in the woods, or something.’
‘Well, I think not to-day,
thank you,’ replied the field-mouse hurriedly.
‘Perhaps some other day when
we’ve more time ’
The Rat, with a snort of contempt,
swung round to go, tripped over a hat-box, and fell,
with undignified remarks.
‘If people would be more careful,’
said a field-mouse rather stiffly, ’and look
where they’re going, people wouldn’t hurt
themselves and forget themselves.
Mind that hold-all, Rat! You’d better sit
down somewhere. In an hour or two we may be more
free to attend to you.’
’You won’t be “free”
as you call it much this side of Christmas, I can
see that,’ retorted the Rat grumpily, as he picked
his way out of the field.
He returned somewhat despondently
to his river again his faithful, steady-going
old river, which never packed up, flitted, or went
into winter quarters.
In the osiers which fringed the
bank he spied a swallow sitting. Presently it
was joined by another, and then by a third; and the
birds, fidgeting restlessly on their bough, talked
together earnestly and low.
‘What, already,’
said the Rat, strolling up to them. ’What’s
the hurry? I call it simply ridiculous.’
‘O, we’re not off yet,
if that’s what you mean,’ replied the first
swallow. ’We’re only making plans
and arranging things. Talking it over, you know what
route we’re taking this year, and where we’ll
stop, and so on. That’s half the fun!’
‘Fun?’ said the Rat; ’now
that’s just what I don’t understand.
If you’ve got to leave this pleasant place,
and your friends who will miss you, and your snug
homes that you’ve just settled into, why, when
the hour strikes I’ve no doubt you’ll
go bravely, and face all the trouble and discomfort
and change and newness, and make believe that you’re
not very unhappy. But to want to talk about it,
or even think about it, till you really need ’
‘No, you don’t understand,
naturally,’ said the second swallow. ’First,
we feel it stirring within us, a sweet unrest; then
back come the recollections one by one, like homing
pigeons. They flutter through our dreams at night,
they fly with us in our wheelings and circlings by
day. We hunger to inquire of each other, to compare
notes and assure ourselves that it was all really
true, as one by one the scents and sounds and names
of long-forgotten places come gradually back and beckon
to us.’
‘Couldn’t you stop on
for just this year?’ suggested the Water Rat,
wistfully. ’We’ll all do our best
to make you feel at home. You’ve no idea
what good times we have here, while you are far away.’
‘I tried “stopping on”
one year,’ said the third swallow. ’I
had grown so fond of the place that when the time
came I hung back and let the others go on without
me. For a few weeks it was all well enough, but
afterwards, O the weary length of the nights!
The shivering, sunless days! The air so clammy
and chill, and not an insect in an acre of it!
No, it was no good; my courage broke down, and one
cold, stormy night I took wing, flying well inland
on account of the strong easterly gales. It was
snowing hard as I beat through the passes of the great
mountains, and I had a stiff fight to win through;
but never shall I forget the blissful feeling of the
hot sun again on my back as I sped down to the lakes
that lay so blue and placid below me, and the taste
of my first fat insect! The past was like a bad
dream; the future was all happy holiday as I moved
southwards week by week, easily, lazily, lingering
as long as I dared, but always heeding the call!
No, I had had my warning; never again did I think
of disobedience.’
‘Ah, yes, the call of the South,
of the South!’ twittered the other two dreamily.
‘Its songs its hues, its radiant air! O,
do you remember ’ and, forgetting
the Rat, they slid into passionate reminiscence, while
he listened fascinated, and his heart burned within
him. In himself, too, he knew that it was vibrating
at last, that chord hitherto dormant and unsuspected.
The mere chatter of these southern-bound birds, their
pale and second-hand reports, had yet power to awaken
this wild new sensation and thrill him through and
through with it; what would one moment of the real
thing work in him one passionate touch of
the real southern sun, one waft of the authentic odor?
With closed eyes he dared to dream a moment in full
abandonment, and when he looked again the river seemed
steely and chill, the green fields grey and lightless.
Then his loyal heart seemed to cry out on his weaker
self for its treachery.
‘Why do you ever come back,
then, at all?’ he demanded of the swallows jealously.
’What do you find to attract you in this poor
drab little country?’
‘And do you think,’ said
the first swallow, ’that the other call is not
for us too, in its due season? The call of lush
meadow-grass, wet orchards, warm, insect-haunted ponds,
of browsing cattle, of haymaking, and all the farm-buildings
clustering round the House of the perfect Eaves?’
‘Do you suppose,’ asked
the second one, that you are the only living thing
that craves with a hungry longing to hear the cuckoo’s
note again?’
‘In due time,’ said the
third, ’we shall be home-sick once more for
quiet water-lilies swaying on the surface of an English
stream. But to-day all that seems pale and thin
and very far away. Just now our blood dances
to other music.’
They fell a-twittering among themselves
once more, and this time their intoxicating babble
was of violet seas, tawny sands, and lizard-haunted
walls.
Restlessly the Rat wandered off once
more, climbed the slope that rose gently from the
north bank of the river, and lay looking out towards
the great ring of Downs that barred his vision further
southwards his simple horizon hitherto,
his Mountains of the Moon, his limit behind which
lay nothing he had cared to see or to know. To-day,
to him gazing South with a new-born need stirring
in his heart, the clear sky over their long low outline
seemed to pulsate with promise; to-day, the unseen
was everything, the unknown the only real fact of life.
On this side of the hills was now the real blank,
on the other lay the crowded and coloured panorama
that his inner eye was seeing so clearly. What
seas lay beyond, green, leaping, and crested!
What sun-bathed coasts, along which the white villas
glittered against the olive woods! What quiet
harbours, thronged with gallant shipping bound for
purple islands of wine and spice, islands set low
in languorous waters!
He rose and descended river-wards
once more; then changed his mind and sought the side
of the dusty lane. There, lying half-buried in
the thick, cool under-hedge tangle that bordered it,
he could muse on the metalled road and all the wondrous
world that it led to; on all the wayfarers, too, that
might have trodden it, and the fortunes and adventures
they had gone to seek or found unseeking out
there, beyond beyond!
Footsteps fell on his ear, and the
figure of one that walked somewhat wearily came into
view; and he saw that it was a Rat, and a very dusty
one. The wayfarer, as he reached him, saluted
with a gesture of courtesy that had something foreign
about it hesitated a moment then
with a pleasant smile turned from the track and sat
down by his side in the cool herbage. He seemed
tired, and the Rat let him rest unquestioned, understanding
something of what was in his thoughts; knowing, too,
the value all animals attach at times to mere silent
companionship, when the weary muscles slacken and
the mind marks time.
The wayfarer was lean and keen-featured,
and somewhat bowed at the shoulders; his paws were
thin and long, his eyes much wrinkled at the corners,
and he wore small gold ear rings in his neatly-set
well-shaped ears. His knitted jersey was of a
faded blue, his breeches, patched and stained, were
based on a blue foundation, and his small belongings
that he carried were tied up in a blue cotton handkerchief.
When he had rested awhile the stranger
sighed, snuffed the air, and looked about him.
‘That was clover, that warm
whiff on the breeze,’ he remarked; ’and
those are cows we hear cropping the grass behind us
and blowing softly between mouthfuls. There is
a sound of distant reapers, and yonder rises a blue
line of cottage smoke against the woodland. The
river runs somewhere close by, for I hear the call
of a moorhen, and I see by your build that you’re
a freshwater mariner. Everything seems asleep,
and yet going on all the time. It is a goodly
life that you lead, friend; no doubt the best in the
world, if only you are strong enough to lead it!’
‘Yes, it’s the life,
the only life, to live,’ responded the Water
Rat dreamily, and without his usual whole-hearted
conviction.
‘I did not say exactly that,’
replied the stranger cautiously; ’but no doubt
it’s the best. I’ve tried it, and
I know. And because I’ve just tried it six
months of it and know it’s the best,
here am I, footsore and hungry, tramping away from
it, tramping southward, following the old call, back
to the old life, the life which is mine and which
will not let me go.’
‘Is this, then, yet another
of them?’ mused the Rat. ’And where
have you just come from?’ he asked. He
hardly dared to ask where he was bound for; he seemed
to know the answer only too well.
‘Nice little farm,’ replied
the wayfarer, briefly. ’Upalong in that
direction’ he nodded northwards.
’Never mind about it. I had everything
I could want everything I had any right
to expect of life, and more; and here I am! Glad
to be here all the same, though, glad to be here!
So many miles further on the road, so many hours nearer
to my heart’s desire!’
His shining eyes held fast to the
horizon, and he seemed to be listening for some sound
that was wanting from that inland acreage, vocal as
it was with the cheerful music of pasturage and farmyard.
‘You are not one of us,’
said the Water Rat, ’nor yet a farmer; nor even,
I should judge, of this country.’
‘Right,’ replied the stranger.
’I’m a seafaring rat, I am, and the port
I originally hail from is Constantinople, though I’m
a sort of a foreigner there too, in a manner of speaking.
You will have heard of Constantinople, friend?
A fair city, and an ancient and glorious one.
And you may have heard, too, of Sigurd, King of Norway,
and how he sailed thither with sixty ships, and how
he and his men rode up through streets all canopied
in their honour with purple and gold; and how the
Emperor and Empress came down and banqueted with him
on board his ship. When Sigurd returned home,
many of his Northmen remained behind and entered the
Emperor’s body-guard, and my ancestor, a Norwegian
born, stayed behind too, with the ships that Sigurd
gave the Emperor. Seafarers we have ever been,
and no wonder; as for me, the city of my birth is
no more my home than any pleasant port between there
and the London River. I know them all, and they
know me. Set me down on any of their quays or
foreshores, and I am home again.’
‘I suppose you go great voyages,’
said the Water Rat with growing interest. ’Months
and months out of sight of land, and provisions running
short, and allowanced as to water, and your mind communing
with the mighty ocean, and all that sort of thing?’
‘By no means,’ said the
Sea Rat frankly. ’Such a life as you describe
would not suit me at all. I’m in the coasting
trade, and rarely out of sight of land. It’s
the jolly times on shore that appeal to me, as much
as any seafaring. O, those southern seaports!
The smell of them, the riding-lights at night, the
glamour!’
‘Well, perhaps you have chosen
the better way,’ said the Water Rat, but rather
doubtfully. ’Tell me something of your coasting,
then, if you have a mind to, and what sort of harvest
an animal of spirit might hope to bring home from
it to warm his latter days with gallant memories by
the fireside; for my life, I confess to you, feels
to me to-day somewhat narrow and circumscribed.’
‘My last voyage,’ began
the Sea Rat, ’that landed me eventually in this
country, bound with high hopes for my inland farm,
will serve as a good example of any of them, and,
indeed, as an epitome of my highly-coloured life.
Family troubles, as usual, began it. The domestic
storm-cone was hoisted, and I shipped myself on board
a small trading vessel bound from Constantinople,
by classic seas whose every wave throbs with a deathless
memory, to the Grecian Islands and the Levant.
Those were golden days and balmy nights! In and
out of harbour all the time old friends
everywhere sleeping in some cool temple
or ruined cistern during the heat of the day feasting
and song after sundown, under great stars set in a
velvet sky! Thence we turned and coasted up the
Adriatic, its shores swimming in an atmosphere of
amber, rose, and aquamarine; we lay in wide land-locked
harbours, we roamed through ancient and noble cities,
until at last one morning, as the sun rose royally
behind us, we rode into Venice down a path of gold.
O, Venice is a fine city, wherein a rat can wander
at his ease and take his pleasure! Or, when weary
of wandering, can sit at the edge of the Grand Canal
at night, feasting with his friends, when the air
is full of music and the sky full of stars, and the
lights flash and shimmer on the polished steel prows
of the swaying gondolas, packed so that you could
walk across the canal on them from side to side!
And then the food do you like shellfish?
Well, well, we won’t linger over that now.’
He was silent for a time; and the
Water Rat, silent too and enthralled, floated on dream-canals
and heard a phantom song pealing high between vaporous
grey wave-lapped walls.
‘Southwards we sailed again
at last,’ continued the Sea Rat, ’coasting
down the Italian shore, till finally we made Palermo,
and there I quitted for a long, happy spell on shore.
I never stick too long to one ship; one gets narrow-minded
and prejudiced. Besides, Sicily is one of my
happy hunting-grounds. I know everybody there,
and their ways just suit me. I spent many jolly
weeks in the island, staying with friends up country.
When I grew restless again I took advantage of a ship
that was trading to Sardinia and Corsica; and very
glad I was to feel the fresh breeze and the sea-spray
in my face once more.’
’But isn’t it very hot
and stuffy, down in the hold, I think you
call it?’ asked the Water Rat.
The seafarer looked at him with the
suspicion go a wink. ’I’m an old
hand,’ he remarked with much simplicity.
’The captain’s cabin’s good enough
for me.’
‘It’s a hard life, by
all accounts,’ murmured the Rat, sunk in deep
thought.
‘For the crew it is,’
replied the seafarer gravely, again with the ghost
of a wink.
‘From Corsica,’ he went
on, ’I made use of a ship that was taking wine
to the mainland. We made Alassio in the evening,
lay to, hauled up our wine-casks, and hove them overboard,
tied one to the other by a long line. Then the
crew took to the boats and rowed shorewards, singing
as they went, and drawing after them the long bobbing
procession of casks, like a mile of porpoises.
On the sands they had horses waiting, which dragged
the casks up the steep street of the little town with
a fine rush and clatter and scramble. When the
last cask was in, we went and refreshed and rested,
and sat late into the night, drinking with our friends,
and next morning I took to the great olive-woods for
a spell and a rest. For now I had done with islands
for the time, and ports and shipping were plentiful;
so I led a lazy life among the peasants, lying and
watching them work, or stretched high on the hillside
with the blue Mediterranean far below me. And
so at length, by easy stages, and partly on foot,
partly by sea, to Marseilles, and the meeting of old
shipmates, and the visiting of great ocean-bound vessels,
and feasting once more. Talk of shell-fish!
Why, sometimes I dream of the shell-fish of Marseilles,
and wake up crying!’
‘That reminds me,’ said
the polite Water Rat; ’you happened to mention
that you were hungry, and I ought to have spoken earlier.
Of course, you will stop and take your midday meal
with me? My hole is close by; it is some time
past noon, and you are very welcome to whatever there
is.’
‘Now I call that kind and brotherly
of you,’ said the Sea Rat. ’I was
indeed hungry when I sat down, and ever since I inadvertently
happened to mention shell-fish, my pangs have been
extreme. But couldn’t you fetch it along
out here? I am none too fond of going under hatches,
unless I’m obliged to; and then, while we eat,
I could tell you more concerning my voyages and the
pleasant life I lead at least, it is very
pleasant to me, and by your attention I judge it commends
itself to you; whereas if we go indoors it is a hundred
to one that I shall presently fall asleep.’
‘That is indeed an excellent
suggestion,’ said the Water Rat, and hurried
off home. There he got out the luncheon-basket
and packed a simple meal, in which, remembering the
stranger’s origin and preferences, he took care
to include a yard of long French bread, a sausage
out of which the garlic sang, some cheese which lay
down and cried, and a long-necked straw-covered flask
wherein lay bottled sunshine shed and garnered on
far Southern slopes. Thus laden, he returned
with all speed, and blushed for pleasure at the old
seaman’s commendations of his taste and judgment,
as together they unpacked the basket and laid out
the contents on the grass by the roadside.
The Sea Rat, as soon as his hunger
was somewhat assuaged, continued the history of his
latest voyage, conducting his simple hearer from port
to port of Spain, landing him at Lisbon, Oporto, and
Bordeaux, introducing him to the pleasant harbours
of Cornwall and Devon, and so up the Channel to that
final quayside, where, landing after winds long contrary,
storm-driven and weather-beaten, he had caught the
first magical hints and heraldings of another Spring,
and, fired by these, had sped on a long tramp inland,
hungry for the experiment of life on some quiet farmstead,
very far from the weary beating of any sea.
Spell-bound and quivering with excitement,
the Water Rat followed the Adventurer league by league,
over stormy bays, through crowded roadsteads, across
harbour bars on a racing tide, up winding rivers that
hid their busy little towns round a sudden turn; and
left him with a regretful sigh planted at his dull
inland farm, about which he desired to hear nothing.
By this time their meal was over,
and the Seafarer, refreshed and strengthened, his
voice more vibrant, his eye lit with a brightness that
seemed caught from some far-away sea-beacon, filled
his glass with the red and glowing vintage of the
South, and, leaning towards the Water Rat, compelled
his gaze and held him, body and soul, while he talked.
Those eyes were of the changing foam-streaked grey-green
of leaping Northern seas; in the glass shone a hot
ruby that seemed the very heart of the South, beating
for him who had courage to respond to its pulsation.
The twin lights, the shifting grey and the steadfast
red, mastered the Water Rat and held him bound, fascinated,
powerless. The quiet world outside their rays
receded far away and ceased to be. And the talk,
the wonderful talk flowed on or was it speech
entirely, or did it pass at times into song chanty
of the sailors weighing the dripping anchor, sonorous
hum of the shrouds in a tearing North-Easter, ballad
of the fisherman hauling his nets at sundown against
an apricot sky, chords of guitar and mandoline
from gondola or caïque? Did it change into
the cry of the wind, plaintive at first, angrily shrill
as it freshened, rising to a tearing whistle, sinking
to a musical trickle of air from the leech of the
bellying sail? All these sounds the spell-bound
listener seemed to hear, and with them the hungry complaint
of the gulls and the sea-mews, the soft thunder of
the breaking wave, the cry of the protesting shingle.
Back into speech again it passed, and with beating
heart he was following the adventures of a dozen seaports,
the fights, the escapes, the rallies, the comradeships,
the gallant undertakings; or he searched islands for
treasure, fished in still lagoons and dozed day-long
on warm white sand. Of deep-sea fishings he heard
tell, and mighty silver gatherings of the mile-long
net; of sudden perils, noise of breakers on a moonless
night, or the tall bows of the great liner taking
shape overhead through the fog; of the merry home-coming,
the headland rounded, the harbour lights opened out;
the groups seen dimly on the quay, the cheery hail,
the splash of the hawser; the trudge up the steep
little street towards the comforting glow of red-curtained
windows.
Lastly, in his waking dream it seemed
to him that the Adventurer had risen to his feet,
but was still speaking, still holding him fast with
his sea-grey eyes.
‘And now,’ he was softly
saying, ’I take to the road again, holding on
southwestwards for many a long and dusty day; till
at last I reach the little grey sea town I know so
well, that clings along one steep side of the harbour.
There through dark doorways you look down flights of
stone steps, overhung by great pink tufts of valerian
and ending in a patch of sparkling blue water.
The little boats that lie tethered to the rings and
stanchions of the old sea-wall are gaily painted as
those I clambered in and out of in my own childhood;
the salmon leap on the flood tide, schools of mackerel
flash and play past quay-sides and foreshores, and
by the windows the great vessels glide, night and day,
up to their moorings or forth to the open sea.
There, sooner or later, the ships of all seafaring
nations arrive; and there, at its destined hour, the
ship of my choice will let go its anchor. I shall
take my time, I shall tarry and bide, till at last
the right one lies waiting for me, warped out into
midstream, loaded low, her bowsprit pointing down
harbour. I shall slip on board, by boat or along
hawser; and then one morning I shall wake to the song
and tramp of the sailors, the clink of the capstan,
and the rattle of the anchor-chain coming merrily in.
We shall break out the jib and the foresail, the white
houses on the harbour side will glide slowly past
us as she gathers steering-way, and the voyage will
have begun! As she forges towards the headland
she will clothe herself with canvas; and then, once
outside, the sounding slap of great green seas as
she heels to the wind, pointing South!
’And you, you will come too,
young brother; for the days pass, and never return,
and the South still waits for you. Take the Adventure,
heed the call, now ere the irrevocable moment passes!’
’Tis but a banging of the door behind you, a
blithesome step forward, and you are out of the old
life and into the new! Then some day, some day
long hence, jog home here if you will, when the cup
has been drained and the play has been played, and
sit down by your quiet river with a store of goodly
memories for company. You can easily overtake
me on the road, for you are young, and I am ageing
and go softly. I will linger, and look back; and
at last I will surely see you coming, eager and light-hearted,
with all the South in your face!’
The voice died away and ceased as
an insect’s tiny trumpet dwindles swiftly into
silence; and the Water Rat, paralysed and staring,
saw at last but a distant speck on the white surface
of the road.
Mechanically he rose and proceeded
to repack the luncheon-basket, carefully and without
haste. Mechanically he returned home, gathered
together a few small necessaries and special treasures
he was fond of, and put them in a satchel; acting
with slow deliberation, moving about the room like
a sleep-walker; listening ever with parted lips.
He swung the satchel over his shoulder, carefully
selected a stout stick for his wayfaring, and with
no haste, but with no hesitation at all, he stepped
across the threshold just as the Mole appeared at the
door.
‘Why, where are you off to,
Ratty?’ asked the Mole in great surprise, grasping
him by the arm.
‘Going South, with the rest
of them,’ murmured the Rat in a dreamy monotone,
never looking at him. ’Seawards first and
then on shipboard, and so to the shores that are calling
me!’
He pressed resolutely forward, still
without haste, but with dogged fixity of purpose;
but the Mole, now thoroughly alarmed, placed himself
in front of him, and looking into his eyes saw that
they were glazed and set and turned a streaked and
shifting grey not his friend’s eyes,
but the eyes of some other animal! Grappling
with him strongly he dragged him inside, threw him
down, and held him.
The Rat struggled desperately for
a few moments, and then his strength seemed suddenly
to leave him, and he lay still and exhausted, with
closed eyes, trembling. Presently the Mole assisted
him to rise and placed him in a chair, where he sat
collapsed and shrunken into himself, his body shaken
by a violent shivering, passing in time into an hysterical
fit of dry sobbing. Mole made the door fast, threw
the satchel into a drawer and locked it, and sat down
quietly on the table by his friend, waiting for the
strange seizure to pass. Gradually the Rat sank
into a troubled doze, broken by starts and confused
murmurings of things strange and wild and foreign
to the unenlightened Mole; and from that he passed
into a deep slumber.
Very anxious in mind, the Mole left
him for a time and busied himself with household matters;
and it was getting dark when he returned to the parlour
and found the Rat where he had left him, wide awake
indeed, but listless, silent, and dejected. He
took one hasty glance at his eyes; found them, to
his great gratification, clear and dark and brown again
as before; and then sat down and tried to cheer him
up and help him to relate what had happened to him.
Poor Ratty did his best, by degrees,
to explain things; but how could he put into cold
words what had mostly been suggestion? How recall,
for another’s benefit, the haunting sea voices
that had sung to him, how reproduce at second-hand
the magic of the Seafarer’s hundred reminiscences?
Even to himself, now the spell was broken and the glamour
gone, he found it difficult to account for what had
seemed, some hours ago, the inevitable and only thing.
It is not surprising, then, that he failed to convey
to the Mole any clear idea of what he had been through
that day.
To the Mole this much was plain:
the fit, or attack, had passed away, and had left
him sane again, though shaken and cast down by the
reaction. But he seemed to have lost all interest
for the time in the things that went to make up his
daily life, as well as in all pleasant forecastings
of the altered days and doings that the changing season
was surely bringing.
Casually, then, and with seeming indifference,
the Mole turned his talk to the harvest that was being
gathered in, the towering wagons and their straining
teams, the growing ricks, and the large moon rising
over bare acres dotted with sheaves. He talked
of the reddening apples around, of the browning nuts,
of jams and preserves and the distilling of cordials;
till by easy stages such as these he reached midwinter,
its hearty joys and its snug home life, and then he
became simply lyrical.
By degrees the Rat began to sit up
and to join in. His dull eye brightened, and
he lost some of his listening air.
Presently the tactful Mole slipped
away and returned with a pencil and a few half-sheets
of paper, which he placed on the table at his friend’s
elbow.
‘It’s quite a long time
since you did any poetry,’ he remarked.
’You might have a try at it this evening, instead
of well, brooding over things so much.
I’ve an idea that you’ll feel a lot better
when you’ve got something jotted down if
it’s only just the rhymes.’
The Rat pushed the paper away from
him wearily, but the discreet Mole took occasion to
leave the room, and when he peeped in again some time
later, the Rat was absorbed and deaf to the world;
alternately scribbling and sucking the top of his
pencil. It is true that he sucked a good deal
more than he scribbled; but it was joy to the Mole
to know that the cure had at least begun.