When the Electoral Prince left his
father’s cabinet he found without the officers
and servants of the household arranged in solemn order.
They received him with a thrice-repeated cheer that
was loud enough to penetrate through the door into
the Electoral apartment, and to reach the Elector’s
ears in a manner by no means pleasant.
Affectionately and smilingly Frederick
William thanked them. He could call each one
of them by name, and charmed them all by recalling
little incidents of his earlier days in which they
had borne a part.
“I hope we shall always remain
good friends,” he said, when he had reached
the door of the long entrance hall, “and once
more I thank you for your friendly greeting.”
Old Jock, who stood next to the door,
and who looked quite grand in his artfully patched
livery of state old Jock had already just
opened his mouth for another thundering hurrah, when
the Electoral Prince laid his hand gently upon his
shoulder.
“Hush, Jock, hush! do not shout,”
he said, loud enough to be heard by everybody.
“It is enough that I read my welcome in your
eyes, and not necessary for your lips to pronounce
the words aloud. Our much-loved and gracious
father is sick and suffering, and we must not therefore
allow his rest to be disturbed by loud noises.
Be quiet and silent, therefore, and only believe me
when I say that I know I am welcome to you all!”
He gave them one more friendly nod,
and stepped out upon the long corridor, on the other
side of which lay his own apartments. Quickly
he went on, opened the door of the antechamber with
a vigorous pressure of his hand, and entered.
The trunks and other baggage lay in wild disorder,
heaped up in the outer hall, and old Dietrich, with
a few other servants and lackeys, was busied in untying
parcels and unpacking. The Electoral Prince went
hurriedly past, and entered his sleeping room.
Here, too, he found all in confusion; the dust lay
thick upon the unwieldy old furniture, whose cushions
were covered with faded and even here and there ragged
tapestry. From the walls, hung with discolored
papering, a few old ancestral portraits looked gravely
and gloomily down upon him, and their melancholy eyes
seemed to ask him what he wanted here, and why he had
come to awaken them from their repose, and disturb
the dust which had been collecting for years.
It seemed to the Prince as if he heard this inhospitable
question quite clearly uttered by the lips of his ancestor
Albert Achilles, before whose picture he was just passing,
and whose large, glittering eyes seemed to look out
in defiance. Frederick William stopped and looked
at his forefather with a sad smile. “I have
come much against my will, Elector Albert Achilles,”
he said. “I assure you, very much against
my will, and if I did not think of the future, I would
go away again and never come back. But
for the sake of the future the present must be endured;
therefore forgive me, my great, valiant ancestor,
and believe me I will do you honor!”
He nodded to the picture and strode
on, advancing into the next room, which was to be
his study. Here everything was still exactly as
he had left it almost four years ago. The old
furniture stood unmoved in its familiar places; there
was still the brown varnished writing table at which
he had formerly applied himself to his studies, in
company with his tutor Leuchtmar von Kalkhun; beside
it stood the simple, rude book shelves, and on them,
covered with dust and cobwebs, the old leather-bound
volumes from which he had drunk in knowledge and wisdom.
Before both windows hung, just as then, the dark red
silken curtains, only that the sun had partially deprived
them of their original coloring and interwoven sickly
streaks of yellow. The old sofa, too, was yet
in existence with its sleek brown leather covering,
and by its side stood the two leather armchairs, with
their high, straight backs and awkwardly turned feet.
No one had taken the trouble to repair these inroads
of dilapidation, and, long as they had been expecting
the Electoral Prince, no preparations whatever had
been made for his reception. Four years had passed
over these chambers without leaving any further trace
of their presence than dust and cobwebs, and faded
stripes on cushion and curtain. Sighing, the Electoral
Prince threw himself into one of the two armchairs.
The old piece of furniture creaked under him, as if
by this sound it would greet him and remind him of
the past. He leaned his head against the back,
whose leather cooled his temples as if a cold hand
had been laid upon the brow of him who had just come
home. Slowly his glance swept through the room,
and it seemed to him as if he saw the four last years
glide by like phantom shapes through the lonely, dreary,
and dusty chamber. They looked at him with wan
smiles and lusterless eyes, and hovered past shadowlike,
leaving behind for him nothing but dust, nothing but
a hardly cicatrized wound. Hardly cicatrized!
Sometimes it bled yet, this wound
of his past. Sometimes he thought that there
was no healing for it, that it would never close, and
that its pain would never cease.
Just so thought he as the shadows
of the four years floated by him through that gloomy,
dusty room. Just so thought he, when the youngest
of these phantoms paused beside him, threw back her
gray veil of mist, and under it disclosed to him a
beautiful, rosy female face, with flaming eyes, pouting
lips, and lovely smile, when she raised her hand and
beckoned to him, whispering: “Leave all
behind and come to me! I am waiting for you!
I love you! Oh, come to me!”
How sweetly enticing were these whispered
sounds, how burning was the pain in the wound but
barely healed! Again it began to bleed, again
tears rose to his eyes. He was not ashamed of
them, and yet, as he felt them flow burning down his
cheeks, he stretched out his hands deprecatingly to
the phantom with the rosy cheeks and fascinating smile,
to the shadow of the last year, and murmured:
“Away from me! Come not near me, to tempt
my heart! I may not follow you I may
not, and I will not.”
“And I will not!”
he repeated quite aloud, and jumped up from his easychair,
shaking his head defiantly and proudly, like a roused
lion.
“What will you not?” asked
a soft voice behind him, and when he turned round
he saw at his back Baron von Leuchtmar, who had just
entered, and whose mild, gentle glances rested upon
him with tender expression.
“Leuchtmar!” cried the
Prince, hastening to meet him with both hands outstretched.
“God be praised, that you are here, that you
come to me at this moment! Ah! would that you
had not left me at Spandow, but had remained at my
side!”
“No, my Prince! It was
proper that the eyes of the people should have greeted
you alone, and that the boy, whom they had seen go
off at the side of his tutor, should now appear to
them again as a bold and independent young man, who
relies upon his own powers only, and has no longer
any tutor at his side, but his own sense of duty and
his conscience. But why so sad, Prince Frederick
William? Your journey was verily a triumphal
procession; like a Roman imperator you entered your
father’s city, and now do I find you here, solitary,
with troubled countenance, with tears upon your cheeks?”
“With tears upon my cheeks?”
repeated the Prince; “with imprecations, with
wrath, and sorrow in my heart. Oh, friend, why
were you not with me? You would have saved me
perhaps from the bitterness of the last hour.
You would have stood by me, would have encouraged
me!”
“My God, what has happened then?”
“It has happened that I was
received as if I were some criminal returning after
a course of sin!” cried Frederick William, with
indignant pain. “It has happened that they
have treated me as if I were a rioter and inciter
of rebellion, who had come hither with criminal designs,
at the head of a mob, and as a captain of robbers,
who had attacked his Sovereign in his stronghold.
It has happened that they allowed me to sue for pardon
upon my knees without lifting me up that
they have treated me like an abandoned villain, from
whom they expected each hour to witness some new out-break.”
“But consider, my Prince, that
you had reason to expect that your reception would
be ungracious, and that it was your father from whom
these trials would come to you.”
“No, not from my father, but
from him that evil spirit who, with
his cold smile and mocking composure, stood at my
father’s side! He has poisoned my father’s
heart with jealousy and hate, he has filled it with
mistrust toward his only son, and sowed discord, that
he may himself reap a harvest from the hatred!
And he was witness of my humiliation, and I saw how
he looked down upon me with scornful superiority as
I knelt before my father and pleaded in vain for one
word of love from his lips! But he had
withered this word upon his lips, and only for him
were words of tenderness and veneration there!
Only for him acknowledgments, confidence, and
love! As he stood there with cold and haughty
face at the side of my poor father, who, stooping
and insignificant, cowered below him oh,
so far below him in his easychair I felt
it in every nerve of my heart, in every fiber of my
brain, that he and he alone is ruling lord here, the commander and
Sovereign; and that he who will not bow and cringe before him, will by him be
hurled into the dust and trodden upon! They all bow before him all! He
is like a magician, who by the magnetic glances of
his eyes subjects to his will all who approach him,
and makes the stoutest hearts soft and pliant, so
that like wax they allow themselves to be molded by
his forming hands. Even my mother, who is his
enemy, who has been battling against him for twenty
years, even she is conquered by him, and he has become
her master and forces her to his will. She knows
not at all that she has fallen within the circle of
his magic, yet is, like all the rest, a mere tool
in his hands. But she feels it not, and fancies
herself free, while she lies bound, and has no will
of her own in his presence. I have seen it, I
have felt it, and it has filled my heart with unutterable
woe, with raging anger. She felt not at all the
shame and humiliation under which I almost expired;
she came not to my aid, for the magician was there,
and in his presence my mother forgot her son so recently
come back to her, and he was the center around
which all turned, he was master of the situation,
and before him all shrank into wretched nothingness.
He charmed the hearts which had remained cold at my
reception, charmed them with the prospect of a fête,
which, as he said, he was to give in my honor, and
they believed the mockery, and allowed themselves
to be touched by that noble condescension, and felt
not the cruel boasting with which he solemnizes the
return of him who is a thorn in his flesh, a thorn
which he is firmly determined to pluck out, and tread
under foot! I came here humble, poor, and empty-handed,
and he solemnizes my return by offering presents
to my mother and my sisters! And they accept
them, feel not at all the degradation, and will appear
at the fête in clothes with which my enemy,
my adversary, my murderer has presented them!”
“Prince, you go too far. Your hatred carries
you away.”
“No, I do not go too far!”
cried the Prince, beside himself. His countenance
was deadly pale, his eyes flashed, and his whole being
seemed pervaded by the fire of wrath and hatred.
“No, I do not go too far, and my hatred does
not carry me away! He is the evil demon of my
house of my country! He is to blame
for all the disasters of the last twenty years, for
all the humiliation and shame by which my family has
been visited. The Mark is to be ruined that
is his end, that is his aim; the Electoral house of
Brandenburg must die out that is his hope;
and he will leave untried no means whereby this hope
may become reality. He has already tried once
to murder me, and he will try it again. A
dagger’s point lurks in each glance that he
fixes upon me, a drop of poison in each word that
he directs to me. If I stood alone with him upon
the summit of a tower, he would hurl me down, and
then afterward follow my coffin with a thousand tears!
And my father would lean upon him, and thank God that
only his son had been snatched from him, not his friend,
his favorite; and my mother would weep for me, and
yet go about in mourning which he had presented to
her, and she would esteem it a peculiar act of amiability
if he should exert himself to divert her mind and
raise her spirits. No voice would be raised against
him, and no one would venture to accuse him, for my
father himself would protect him, and the grace and
favor of the Emperor would speak him clear of any
suspicion. He is my master, my lord that
is what fills me with rage and indignation; and I will
surely die of this if the count does not succeed in
dispatching me first, and putting me out of the way.”
“He will not venture to attempt
that, for he knows public opinion would accuse and
denounce him as the murderer.”
What cares he for public opinion, what asks he about it he who has
power to repress it, he who stands so secure
that it can not touch him?”
“Nobody stands so high, Prince,
that public opinion can not reach him and dash him
into the depths below, for public opinion is the voice
of the nation, and the voice of the nation is the
voice of God! And believe me, Prince, this voice
will one day accuse and sentence him.”
“Yes, one day perhaps, when
he has thrust me out of the way and murdered me, when
my father has gone to his last home, when the Emperor
has pronounced the Mark of Brandenburg an unincumbered
fief, and bestowed it as an act of grace upon Count
Schwarzenberg or his son. Oh, I know all his
plans, and I know that no moment of my life is henceforth
secure know that I am a victim of death
if prudence and cunning do not save me! I thought
of all this during my long journey to this place.
I have weighed all, pondered all, and my whole future
lay before me like a white sheet of paper. I
saw a hand unroll it, and with bloody letters inscribe
the word ‘Death’; but I saw this word
blotted out by a cautious finger, and, ere it was
written to the end, replaced by the word ‘Life’
in characters small and hardly visible. Yes,
I will live, will reign, will
have fame, honor, and influence, will make
a name for myself! Leuchtmar, I have left behind
in Holland my youth, my hopes, my dreams, my heart!
I come here as a man, despite my eighteen years, as
a man who from the wreck of his youth will save only
this: the future and fame! A man, who has
suffered so much, that he can say of himself:
I defy pain, and it has no longer any power over me!
I defy life, and will conquer it! Yes,
Leuchtmar, I will conquer it; and although I
no longer love it, I do not mean to allow it to be
snatched away from me. Hear me, friend, for to-day
is the last time for a long while that I may speak
openly and candidly to you. I entreat you, guide
of my youth, to preserve for me your friendship and
your faith. I beseech you never to lose confidence
in me, and, if ever a doubt should intrude itself
with regard to me, to remember this hour, in which
I have laid bare to you my heart, and in which you
have been a witness to my indignation and grief, my
excitement and hatred! You are familiar with
my countenance, friend; impress it upon your memory,
in order that you may never forget it, even if you
should not see it for a long time again. Look
once more in my eyes, and read in my glances my love
and reverence for you!”
I do look into your eyes, son of my heart, said Leuchtmar,
deeply moved. I look through your eyes into your soul, into your heart,
and read therein great determination and heroic aims. Strive after them,
my favorite, and when the present seems to you dark and gloomy, then lift your
eye to the glittering star, which hovers over you and is your future. To
endure evil, and still to remain joyful and valiant, therein lies true heroism.
To turn from the dust of earthly needs, to step over it with head held
heavenward, thereby is true faith proved. God bless you, my son! Be
brave, be wise, be true! Trust in yourself, your friends, your people, and
your God; then is the future yours, and you will overcome all your foes, and
will triumph over the proud man who now thinks that he triumphs over you.
I said to you, be brave, be wise, be true. I forgot one thing, though,
which I shall now add be
circumspect! Remember that oftentimes it
is not the sword which carries off the victory, but
cunning; remember Brutus, who freed Rome.”
“Oh, my friend, you have spoken
truth,” exclaimed the Prince; “you have
read to the bottom of my soul, and understood my inmost
thoughts. Now am I glad and full of confidence,
for my friend and teacher will never doubt me.
And hear one thing more, my Leuchtmar. You must
accept a memento of this hour, a memento which I prepared
even before my departure from The Hague, and which
shall be to you a proof of my gratitude. I am
poor and powerless, and as I build all my hopes upon
the future, so must I do with my presents as well.
You must accept from me a gift of my future, friend.
I know full well that what you have done for me can
not be recompensed, but I would so gladly testify
my gratitude to you, and therefore I give you this
paper!”
He drew forth a paper from his pocketbook,
and handed it to Leuchtmar with a friendly smile.
“Take it and read,” he said.
Baron Leuchtmar von Kalkhun took the
paper, and fastened his eyes upon the words, which
were inscribed in large letters on the outside.
“A Deed of Expectancy!” he said, astonished.
The Electoral Prince nodded.
“A deed of expectancy, written with my own hand
and sealed with my own signet ring. Yes, yes,
my friend, I have nothing to give away but expectations;
yet if the Electoral Prince should ever become Elector,
he will convert these expectations into reality and
truth. Now unfold the paper, and see what manner
of expectation it holds out.”
“An act, donating the feudal
tenure of Neuenhof, lying within the territories of
Cleves!” cried Leuchtmar joyfully. “Oh,
my dear Prince, that is truly a princely gift!”
“Yet it is not the Prince, but
the grateful scholar who gives it to you,” said
Frederick William, “and in proof of this I have
written these words, which I will read to you myself.”
He bent over the paper, and read: “We have
voluntarily and with due consideration promised and
engaged to give to Baron Leuchtmar von Kalkhun this
estate of Neuenhof, out of the particular and friendly
affection which we bear to him. We also swear
that if we hereafter attain to power and authority,
and our much-esteemed Romilian von Leuchtmar be to
our sorrow cut off by death, we in the same way will
this estate to his eldest son, and grant him the enjoyment
of all that we assigned and destined for his father
in his lifetime."
“That is indeed to carry happiness
and reward beyond the grave!” cried Leuchtmar,
with tears in his eyes. “Oh, I thank you,
my Prince, thank you from my inmost soul, for myself
and my children!”
“You have nothing at all to
thank me for, friend,” said the Prince.
“I shall ever be much more in your debt.
If, however, I some day become a good Prince to my
country and a father to my people, then you must reflect
that this is the return I make to you, my teacher,
my educator! You see I hope in the future, and
think that I shall succeed in evading murderous designs
and fulfill my aims. But, indeed, your warning
I may never forget, and circumspect I must
be first of all. Wear a mask, as Brutus did!
Let me embrace you once more, friend Leuchtmar; look
me once more in the eye. And now I
hear some one coming! Farewell, Leuchtmar!
I put on my mask and not for a moment can I withdraw
it from my features.”