When Hinton at last left him, Mr.
Harman sat on for a long time by his study fire.
The fire burnt low but he did not replenish it, neither
did he touch the cold coffee which still remained
on his table. After an hour or so of musings,
during which the old face seemed each moment to grow
more sad and careworn, he stretched out his hand to
ring his bell.
Almost instantly was the summons answered a
tall footman stood before him.
“Dennis, has Mr. Jasper left?”
“Yes, sir. He said he was
going to his club. I can have him fetched, sir.”
“Do not do so. After Mr.
Hinton leaves, ask Miss Harman to come here.”
The footman answered softly in the
affirmative and withdrew, and Mr. Harman still sat
on alone. He had enough to think about. For
the first time to-day death had come and stared him
in the face; very close indeed his own death was looking
at him. He was a brave man, but the sight of
the cold, grim thing, brought so close, so inevitably
near, was scarcely to be endured with equanimity.
After a time, rising from his seat, he went to a bookcase
and took down, not a treatise on medicine or philosophy,
but an old Bible.
“Dying men are said to find
comfort here,” he said faintly to himself.
He put one of the candles on the table and opened the
book. It was an old Bible, but John Harman was
not very well acquainted with its contents.
“They tell me there is much
comfort here,” he said to himself. He turned
the old and yellow leaves.
“Vengeance is mine.
I will repay.” These were the words on which
his eyes fell.
Comfort! He closed the book with
a groan and returned it to the bookshelf. But
in returning it he chose the highest shelf of all and
pushed it far back and well out of sight.
He had scarcely done so before a light
quick step was heard at the door, and Charlotte, her
eyes and cheeks both bright, entered.
“My dearest, my darling,”
he said. He came to meet her, and folded her
in his arms. He was a dying man, and a sin-laden
one, but not the less sweet was that young embrace,
that smooth cheek, those bright, happy eyes.
“You are better, father; you
look better,” said his daughter.
“I have been rather weak and
low all the evening, Lottie; but I am much better
for seeing you. Come here and sit at my feet,
my dear love.”
“I am very happy this evening,”
said Charlotte, seating herself on her father’s
footstool, and laying her hand on his knee.
“I can guess the reason, my
child; your wedding-day is fixed.”
“This morning, father, I said
it should be the twentieth of June; John seemed quite
satisfied, and four months were not a bit too long
for our preparations; but to-night he has changed
his mind; he wants our wedding to be in April.
I have not given in not yet. Two months
seem so short.”
“You will have plenty of time
to prepare in two months, dear; and April is a nice
time of year. If I were you, I would not oppose
Hinton.”
Charlotte smiled. She knew in
her heart of hearts she should not oppose him.
But being a true woman, she laid hold of a futile excuse.
“My book will not be finished.
I like to do well what I do at all.”
Her father was very proud of this
coming book; but now, patting her hand, he said softly,
“The book can keep. Put
it out of your head for the present; you can get it
done later.”
“Then I shall leave you two
months sooner, father; does that not weigh with you
at all?”
“You are only going for your
honeymoon, darling; and the sooner you go the sooner
you will return.”
“Vanquished on all points,”
said Charlotte, smiling radiantly, and then she sat
still, looking into the fire.
Long, long afterwards, through much
of sorrow nay, even of tribulation did
her thoughts wander back to that golden evening of
her life.
“You remind me of my own mother
to-night,” said her father presently.
Charlotte and her father had many
times spoken of this dead mother. Now she said
softly,
“I want, I pray, I long to make
as good a wife as you tell me she did.”
“With praying, longing, and
striving, it will come Charlotte. That was how
she succeeded.”
“And there is another thing,”
continued Charlotte, suddenly changing her position
and raising her bright eyes to her old father’s
face. “You had a good wife and I had a
good mother. If ever I die, as my own mother
died, and leave behind me a little child, as she did,
I pray that my John may be as good a father to it
as you have been to me.”
But in answer to this little burst
of daughterly love, a strange thing happened.
Mr. Harman grew very white, so white that he gasped
for breath.
“Water, a little water,”
he said, feebly; and when Charlotte had brought it
to him and he raised it to his lips, and the color
and power to breathe had come back again, he said
slowly and with great pain,
“Never, never pray that your
husband may be like me, Charlotte. To be worthy
of you at all, he must be a much better and a very
different man.”