“Mother, mother, mother!”
“And look! oh, do
look at what I have got!” were the words that
greeted Mrs. Home, when, very tired, after a day of
hard nursing with one of her husband’s sick
parishioners, she came back.
The children ought to have been in
bed, the baby fast asleep, the little parlor-table
tidily laid for tea: instead of which, the baby
wailed unceasingly up in the distant nursery, and
Harold and Daisy, having nearly finished Charlotte’s
sweeties, and made themselves very uncomfortable by
repeated attacks on the rich plum-cake, were now, with
very flushed cheeks, alternately playing with their
toys and poking their small fingers into the still
unopened brown-paper parcels. They had positively
refused to go up to the nursery, and, though the gas
was lit and the blinds were pulled down, the spirit
of disorder had most manifestly got into the little
parlor.
“Oh, mother! what
do you think? The lovely lady! the
lady we met in the park yesterday! she
has been, and she brought us lots of things toys,
and sweeties, and cakes, and oh, mother,
do look!”
Daisy presented her doll, and Harold
blew some very shrill blasts from his trumpet right
up into his mother’s eyes.
“My dear children,” said
Mrs. Home, “whom do you mean? where did you get
all these things? who has come here? Why aren’t
you both in bed? It is long past your usual hour.”
This string of questions met with
an unintelligible chorus of replies, in which the
words “pretty lady,” “Regent’s
Park,” “father knew her,” “we
had to sit up,” so completely puzzled
Mrs. Home, that had not her eyes suddenly rested on
the little note waiting for her on the mantelpiece
she would have been afraid her children had taken leave
of their senses.
“Oh, yes; she told us to give
you that,” said Harold when he saw his mother
take it up.
I have said the note was very short.
Charlotte Home read it in a moment.
“Mother, mother! what does she
tell you, and what are in the other parcels?
She said we weren’t to open them until you came
home. Oh, do tell us what she said, and
let us see the rest of the pretty things!”
“Do, do mother; we have been
so patient ’bout it!” repeated little
Daisy.
Harold now ran for the largest of
the parcels, and raised it for his mother to take.
Both children clung to her skirts. Mrs. Home put
the large parcel on a shelf out of reach, then she
put aside the hot and eager little hands. At
last she spoke.
“My little children must have
some more patience, for mother can tell them nothing
more to-night. Yes, yes, the lady is very pretty
and very kind, but we can talk no more about anything
until the morning. Now, Harold and Daisy, come
upstairs at once.”
They were an obedient, well-trained
little pair. They just looked at one another,
and from each dimpled mouth came a short, impatient
sigh; then they gave their hands to mother, and went
gravely up to the nursery. Charlotte stayed with
her children until they were undressed. She saw
them comfortably washed, their baby prayers said, and
each little head at rest on its pillow, then kissing
the baby, who was also by this time fast asleep, she
went softly downstairs.
Anne, the little maid, was flying
about, trying to get the tea ready and some order
restored, but when she saw her mistress she could not
refrain from standing still to pour out her excited
tale.
“Ef you please, ’em, it
come on me hall on a ’eap. She come in that
free and that bounteous, and seemed as if she could
eat all the children up wid love; and she give ’em
a lot, and left a lot more fur you, ’em.
And when she wor goin’ away she put half-a-crown
in my hand. I never seed the like never,
’em never! She wor dressed as
grand as Queen Victory herself, and she come in a
carriage and two spanking hosses; and, please, ’em,
I heard of her telling the children as she wos own
cousin to you, ’em.”
“Yes, I know the young lady,”
replied Mrs. Home. “She is, as you say,
very nice and kind. But now, Anne, we must not
talk any more. Your master won’t be in
for an hour, but I shan’t wait tea for him; we
will have some fresh made later. Please bring
me in a cup at once, for I am very tired.”
Anne gazed at her mistress in open-eyed
astonishment. Any one any one as poor
as she well knew missis to be who could
take the fact of being cousin to so beautiful and
rich a young lady with such coolness and apparent
indifference quite passed Anne’s powers of comprehension.
“It beats me holler that
it do!” she said to herself; then, with a start,
she ran off to her kitchen.
Mrs. Home had taken her first cup
of tea, and had even eaten a piece of bread and butter,
before she again drew Charlotte Harman’s little
note out of her pocket. This is what her eyes
had already briefly glanced over:
DEAR FRIEND AND SISTER for
you must let me call you so I have come
to see you, and finding you out asked to see your children.
I have lost my heart to your beautiful and lovely
children. They are very sweet! Your
baby is more like an angel than any earthly creature
my eyes have ever rested on. Charlotte, I brought
your children a few toys, and one or two other
little things. You won’t be too proud
to accept them. When I bought them I did not love
your children, but I loved you. You are
my near kinswoman. You won’t take
away the pleasure I felt when I bought those things.
Dear Sister Charlotte, when shall we meet again?
Send me a line, and I will come to you at any
time. Yours,
“CHARLOTTE HARMAN.”
It is to be regretted that Charlotte
Home by no means received this sweet and loving little
note in the spirit in which it was written. Her
pale, thin face flushed, and her eyes burnt with an
angry light. This burst of excited feeling was
but the outcome of all she had undergone mentally
since she had left Miss Harman’s house a few
days ago. She had said then, and truly, that
she loved this young lady. The pride, the stately
bearing, the very look of open frankness in Charlotte’s
eyes had warmed and touched her heart. She had
not meant to tell to those ears, so unaccustomed to
sin and shame, this tale of long-past wrong. It
had been in a manner forced from her, and she had
seen a flush of perplexity, then of horror, color
the cheeks and fill the fine brave eyes. She
had come away with her heart sympathies so moved by
this girl, so touched, so shocked with what she herself
had revealed, that she would almost rather, could
her father’s money now be hers, relinquish it,
than cause any further pain or shame to Charlotte Harman.
She came home and confided what she
had done to her husband. It is not too much to
say that he was displeased that he was much
hurt. The Charlotte who in her too eagerness
for money could so act was scarcely the Charlotte
he had pictured to himself as his wife. Charlotte
was lowered in the eyes of the unworldly man.
But just because her husband was so unworldly, so
unpractical, Charlotte’s own more everyday nature
began to reassert itself. She had really done
no harm. She had but told a tale of wrong.
Those who committed the wrong were the ones to blame.
She, the sufferer who could put sin at her
door? Her sympathy for Charlotte grew less, her
sorrow for herself and her children more. She
felt more sure than ever that injustice had been committed that
she and her mother had been robbed; she seemed to
read the fact in Charlotte Harman’s innocent
eyes, Charlotte, in spite of herself, even though her
own father was the one accused, believed her agreed
with her.
All that night she spent in a sort
of feverish dream, in which she saw herself wealthy,
her husband happy, her children cared for as they ought
to be. The ugly, ugly poverty of her life and
her surroundings had all passed away like a dream
that is told.
She got up in a state of excitement
and expectation, for what might not Charlotte Harman
do for her? She would tell the tale to her father,
and that father, seeing that his sin was found out,
would restore her to her rights. Of course, this
must be the natural consequence. Charlotte was
not low and mean; she would see that she had her own
again. Mrs. Home made no allowance for any subsequent
event for any influence other than her
own being brought to bear on the young lady. All
that day she watched the post; she watched for the
possibility of a visit. Neither letter nor visit
came, but Mrs. Home was not discouraged. That
day was too soon to hear; she must wait with patience
for the morrow.
On the morrow her husband, who had
almost forgotten her story, asked her to come and
help him in the care of a sick woman at some distance
away. Charlotte was a capital sick-nurse, and
had often before given similar aid to Mr. Home in
parish work.
She went, spent her day away, and
returned to find that Charlotte had come that
so far her dream was true. Yes, but only so far,
for Charlotte had come, not in shame, but in the plenitude
of a generous benefactor. She had come laden
with gifts, and had gone away with the hearts of the
children and the little maid. Charlotte Home felt
a great wave of anger and pain stealing over her heart.
In her pain and disappointment she was unjust.
“She is a coward after all.
She dare not tell her father. She believes my
tale, but she is not brave enough to see justice done
to me and mine; so she tries to make up for it; she
tries to salve her conscience and bribe me with gifts gifts
and flattery. I will have none of it. My
rights my true and just rights, or nothing!
These parcels shall go back unopened to-morrow.”
She rose from her seat, and put them all tidily away
on a side-table. She had scarcely done so before
her husband’s latch-key was heard in the hall-door.
He came in with the weary look which was habitual
to his thin face. “Oh, Angus, how badly
you do want your tea!” said the poor wife.
She was almost alarmed at her husband’s pallor,
and forgot Charlotte while attending to his comfort.
“What are those parcels, Lottie?”
he said, noticing the heaped-up things on the side-table.
“Never mind. Eat your supper first,”
she said to him.
“I can eat, and yet know what
is in them. They give quite a Christmas and festive
character to the place. And what is that I see
lying on that chair a new doll for Daisy?
Why, has my careful little woman been so extravagant
as to buy the child another doll?”
Mr. Home smiled as he spoke.
His wife looked at him gravely. She picked up
the very pretty doll and laid it with the other parcels
on the side-table.
“I will tell you about the parcels
and the doll if you wish it,” she answered.
“Miss Harman called when I was out, and brought
cakes, and sweeties, and toys to the children.
She also brought those parcels. I do not know
what they contain, for I have not opened them.
And she left a note for me. I cannot help the
sweeties and cakes, for Harold and Daisy have eaten
them; but the toys and those parcels shall go back
to-morrow.”
Mrs. Home looked very proud and defiant
as she spoke. Her husband glanced at her face;
then, with a slight sigh, he pushed his supper aside.
“No, I am not hungry, dear.
I am just a little overtired. May I see Miss
Harman’s note?”
Charlotte put it at once into his hand.
He read it carefully once twice.
His own spirit was very loving and Christ-like; consequently
the real love and true human feeling in the little
note touched him.
“Lottie,” he said, as
he gave it back to his wife, “why do you want
to pain that sweet creature?”
Mrs. Home took the note, and flung it into the fire.
“There!” she said, an
angry spot on each cheek. “She and hers
have injured me and mine. I don’t want
gifts from her. I want my rights!”
To this burst of excited feeling Mr.
Home answered nothing. After a moment or two
of silence he rang the bell, and when Anne appeared
asked her to take away the tea-things. After
this followed an hour of perfect quiet. Mrs.
Home took out her great basket of mending. Mr.
Home sat still, and apparently idle, by the fire.
After a time he left the room to go for a moment to
his own. Passing the nursery, he heard a little
movement, and, entering softly, saw Harold sitting
up in his little cot.
“Father, is that you?” he called through
the semi-light.
“Yes, my boy. Is anything the matter?
Why are you not asleep?”
“I couldn’t, father dear;
I’m so longing for to-morrow. I want to
blow my new trumpet again, and to see the rest of
the brown-paper parcels. Father, do come over
to me for a moment.”
Mr. Home came, and put his arm round the little neck.
“Did mother tell you that our
pretty lady came to-day, and brought such a splendid
lot of things?”
“Whose pretty lady, my boy?”
“Ours, father the
lady you, and I, and Daisy, and baby met in the park
yesterday. You said it was rude to kiss her, and
she did not mind. She gave me dozens and
dozens of kisses to-day.”
“She was very kind to you,”
said Mr. Home. Then, bidding the child lie down
and sleep, he left him and went on to his own room.
He was going to his room with a purpose. That
purpose was quickened into intensity by little Harold’s
words.
That frank, fearless, sweet-looking
girl was Miss Harman! That letter was, therefore,
not to be wondered at. It was the kind of letter
he would have expected such a woman to write.
What was the matter with his Lottie?
In his perplexity he knelt down; he
remained upon his knees for about ten minutes, then
he returned to the little parlor. The answer to
his earnest prayer was given to him almost directly.
His wife was no longer proud and cold. She looked
up the moment he entered, and said,
“You are angry with me, Angus.”
“No, my darling,” he answered, “not
angry, but very sorry for you.”
“You must not be sorry for me.
You have anxieties enough. I must not add to
them. Not all the Miss Harmans that ever breathe
shall bring a cloud between you and me. Angus,
may I put out the gas and then sit close to you?
You shall talk me out of this feeling, for I do feel
bad.”
“I will talk all night if it
makes you better, my own Lottie. Now, what is
troubling you?”
“In the first instance, you
don’t seem to believe this story about our money.”
“I neither believe it, nor the
reverse I simply don’t let it trouble
me.”
“But, Angus, that seems a little
hard; for if the money was left to me by my father
I ought to have it. Think what a difference it
would make to us all you, and me, and the
children?”
“We should be rich instead of
poor. It would make that difference, certainly.”
“Angus, you talk as if this difference was nothing.”
“Nothing! It is not quite
nothing; but I confess it does not weigh much with
me.”
“If not for yourself, it might
for the children’s sakes; think what a difference
money would make to our darlings.”
“My dear wife, you quite forgot
when speaking so, that they are God’s little
children as well as ours. He has said that not
a sparrow falls without His loving knowledge.
Is it likely when that is so, that He will see His
children and ours either gain or suffer from such a
paltry thing as money?”
“Then you will do nothing to get back our own?”
“If you mean that I will go
to law on the chance of our receiving some money which
may have been left to us, certainly I will not.
The fact is, Lottie you may think me very
eccentric but I cannot move in this matter.
It seems to me to be entirely God’s matter, not
ours. If Mr. Harman has committed the dreadful
sin you impute to him, God must bring it home to him.
Before that poor man who for years has hidden such
a sin in his heart, and lived such a life before his
fellow-men, is fit to go back to the arms of His father,
he must suffer dreadfully. I pray, from my heart
I pray, that if he committed the sin he may have the
suffering, for there is no other road to the Father;
but I cannot pray that this awful suffering may be
sent to give us a better house, and our children finer
clothes, and that richer food may be put on our table.”
Mrs. Home was silent for a moment, then she said,
“Angus, forgive me, I did not look at it in
that light.”
“No, my dearest, and because
I so pity her, if her father really is guilty, I do
not want you unnecessarily to pain Miss Harman.
You remember my telling you of that fine girl I met
in Regent’s Park yesterday, the girl who was
so kind and nice to our children. I have just
been up with Harold, and he tells me that your Miss
Harman and his pretty lady are one and the same.”
“Is that really so?” answered
Mrs. Home. “Yes. I know that Charlotte
Harman is very attractive. Did I not tell you,
Angus, that she had won my own heart? But I confess
when I saw those gifts and read her note I felt angry.
I thought after hearing my tale she should have done
more. These presents seemed to me in the light
of a bribe.”
“Charlotte!”
“Ah! I know you are shocked.
You cannot see the thing with my eyes; that is how
they really looked to me.”
“Then, my dear wife, may I give you a piece
of advice?”
“That is what I am hungering for, Angus.”
“Tell the whole story, as frankly more
frankly than you have told it to me, to God to-night.
Lay the whole matter in the loving hands of your Father,
then, Charlotte; after so praying, if in the morning
you still think Miss Harman was actuated by so mean
a spirit, treat her as she deserves. With your
own hands deal the punishment to her, send everything
back.”
Mrs. Home’s face flushed very
brightly, and she lowered her eyes to prevent her
husband seeing the look of shame which filled them.
The result of this conversation was the following
note written the next morning to Miss Harman.
I could not have thanked you last night
for what you have done, but I can to-day.
You have won my children’s little hearts.
Be thankful that you have made my dear little
ones so happy. You ask to see me again,
Miss Harman. I do not think I can come to you,
and I don’t ask you to come here.
Still I will see you; name some afternoon to
meet me in Regent’s Park and I will be there.
Yours,
CHARLOTTE HOME.
Thus the gifts were kept, and the
mother tried to pray away a certain soreness which
would remain notwithstanding all her husband’s
words. She was human after all, however, and
Charlotte Harman might have been rewarded had she
seen her face the following Sunday morning when she
brought her pretty children down to their father to
inspect them in their new clothes.
Harold went to church that morning,
with his mother, in a very picturesque hat; but no
one suspected quite how much it was worth, not even
those jealous mothers who saw it and remarked upon
it, and wondered who had left Mrs. Home a legacy,
for stowed carefully away under the lining was Charlotte
Harman’s bright, crisp, fifty-pound note.