It was a week after; the very day,
in fact, on which Hinton was to give up his present
most comfortable quarters for the chances and changes
of Mrs. Home’s poor little dwelling. That
anxious young wife and mother, having completed her
usual morning duties, set off to Regent’s Park
to meet Miss Harman. It was nearly March now,
and the days, even in the afternoon, were stretching,
and though it was turning cold the feeling of coming
spring was more decidedly getting into the air.
Mrs. Home had told her children that
she was going to meet their pretty lady, and Harold
had begged hard to come too. His mother would
have taken him, but he had a cold, and looked heavy,
so she started off for her long walk alone. Won
by her husband’s gentler and more Christ-like
spirit, Mrs. Home had written to Miss Harman to propose
this meeting; but in agreeing to an interview with
her kinswoman she had effected a compromise with her
own feelings. She would neither go to her nor
ask her to come to the little house in Kentish Town.
The fact was she wanted to meet this young woman on
some neutral ground. There were certain unwritten,
but still most stringent, laws of courtesy which each
must observe in her own home to the other. Charlotte
Home intended, as she went to meet Miss Harman on
this day of early spring, that very plain words indeed
should pass between them.
By this it will be seen that she was
still very far behind her husband, and that much of
a sore and angry sensation was still lingering in her
heart.
“Miss Harman will, of course,
keep me waiting,” she said to herself, as she
entered the park, and walked quickly towards the certain
part where they had agreed to meet. She gave
a slight start therefore, when she saw that young
woman slowly pacing up and down, with the very quiet
and meditative air of one who had been doing so for
some little time. Miss Harman was dressed with
almost studied plainness and simplicity. All the
rich furs which the children had admired were put away.
When she saw Mrs. Home she quickened her slow steps
into almost a run of welcome, and clasped her toil-worn
and badly gloved hands in both her own.
“How glad I am to see you!
You did not hurry, I hope. You are quite out
of breath. Why did you walk so fast?”
“I did not walk fast until I
saw you under the trees, Miss Harman. I thought
I should have time enough, for I imagined I should
have to wait for you.”
“What an unreasonable thing
to suppose of me! I am the idle one, you the
busy. No: I respect wives and mothers too
much to treat them in that fashion.” Miss
Harman smiled as she spoke.
Mrs. Home did not outwardly respond
to the smile, though the gracious bearing, the loving,
sweet face were beginning very slowly to effect a
thaw, for some hard little ice lumps in her heart were
melting. The immediate effect of this was, however,
so strong a desire to cry that, to steel herself against
these untimely tears, she became in manner harder
than ever.
“And now what shall we do?”
said Charlotte Harman. “The carriage is
waiting for us at the next gate; shall we go for a
drive, or shall we walk about here?”
“I would rather walk here,” said Mrs.
Home.
“Very well. Charlotte, I am glad to see
you. And how are your children?”
“Harold has a cold. The other two are very
well.”
“I never saw sweeter children
in my life. And do you know I met your husband?
He and your children both spoke to me in the park.
It was the day before I came to your house. Mr.
Home gave me a very short sermon to think over.
I shall never forget it.”
“He saw you and liked you,”
answered Mrs. Home. “He told me of that
meeting.”
“And I want another meeting.
Such a man as that has never come into my life before.
I want to see more of him. Charlotte, why did
you propose that we should meet here? Why not
in my house, or in yours? I wanted to come to
you again. I was much disappointed when I got
your note.”
“I am sorry to have disappointed
you; but I thought it best that we should meet here.”
“But why? I don’t understand.”
“They say that rich people are
obtuse. I did not want to see your riches, nor
for you to behold the poverty of my land.”
“Charlotte!”
“Please don’t think me
very hard, but I would rather you did not say Charlotte.”
“You would rather I did not say Charlotte?”
Two large tears of surprise and pain
filled Miss Harman’s gray eyes. But such
a great flood of weeping was so near the surface with
the other woman that she dared not look at her.
“I would rather you did not
say Charlotte,” she repeated, “for we call
those whom we love and are friendly with by their Christian
names.”
“I thought you loved me.
You said so. You can’t take back your own
words.”
“I don’t want to.
I do love you in my heart. I feel I could love
you devotedly; but for all that we can never be friends.”
Miss Harman was silent for a moment
or two, then she said slowly, but with growing passion
in her voice, “Ah! you are thinking of that
wretched money. I thought love ranked higher than
gold all the world over.”
“So it does, or appears to do,
for those who all their lives have had plenty; but
it is just possible, just possible, I say, that those
who are poor, poor enough to know what hunger and
cold mean, and have seen their dearest wanting the
comforts that money can buy, it is possible that such
people may prefer their money rights to the profession
of empty love.”
“Empty love!” repeated
Miss Harman. The words stung her. She was
growing angry, and the anger became this stately creature
well. With cheeks and eyes both glowing she turned
to her companion. “If you and I are not
to part at once, and never meet again, there must
be very plain words between us. Shall I speak
those words?” she asked.
“I came here that our words
might be very plain,” answered Mrs. Home.
“They shall be,” said Charlotte Harman.
They were in a very quiet part of
the park. Even the nurses and children were out
of sight. Now they ceased walking, and turned
and faced each other.
They were both tall, and both the
poor and the rich young woman had considerable dignity
of bearing; but Charlotte Home was now the composed
one. Charlotte Harman felt herself quivering with
suppressed anger. Injustice was being dealt out
to her, and injustice to the child of affluence and
luxury was a new sensation.
“You came to me the other day,”
she began, “I had never seen you before, never
before in all my life ever heard your name. You,
however, knew me, and you told me a story. It
was a painful and very strange story. It made
you not only my very nearest kin, but also made you
the victim of a great wrong. The wrong was a
large one, and the victim was to be pitied; but the
sting of it all lay, to me, not in either of the facts,
but in this, that you gave me to understand that he
who had dealt you such a blow was my father.
My father, one of the most noble, upright, and righteous
of men, you made out to me, to me, his only child,
to be no better than a common thief. I did not
turn you from my doors for your base words. I
pitied you. In spite of myself I liked you; in
spite of myself I believed you. You went
away, and in the agony of mind which followed during
the next few hours I could have gladly fled for ever
from the sight of all the wide world. I had been
the very happiest of women. You came. You
went. I was one of the most miserable. I
am engaged to be married, and the man I am engaged
to came into the room. I felt guilty before him.
I could not raise my eyes to his, for, again I tell
you, I believed your tale, and my father’s bitter
shame was mine. I could not rest. Happen
what would I must learn the truth at once. I have
an uncle, my father’s brother; he must know all.
I sent my lover away and went to this uncle.
I asked to have an interview with him, and in that
interview I told him all you had told to me. He
was not surprised. He acknowledged at once the
true and real relationship between us; but he also
explained away the base doubts you had put into my
head. My father, my own beloved father, is all,
and more than all, I have ever thought him. He
would scorn to be unjust, to rob any one. You
have been unfortunate; you have been treated cruelly;
but the injustice, the cruelty have been penetrated
by one long years now in his grave. In short,
your father has been the wicked man, not mine.”
Here Mrs. Home tried to speak, but
Miss Harman held up her hand.
“You must hear me out,”
she said. “I am convinced, but I do not
expect you to be. After my uncle had done speaking,
and I had time to realize all the relief those words
of his had given me, I said, still an injustice has
been done. We have no right to our wealth while
she suffers from such poverty. Be my grandfather’s
will what it may, we must alter it. We must so
act as if he had left money to his youngest child.
My uncle agreed with me; perhaps not so fully as I
could wish, still he did agree; but he made one proviso.
My father is ill, I fear. I fear he is very ill.
The one dark cloud hanging over his whole life lay
in those years when he was estranged from his own
father. To speak of you I must bring back those
years to his memory. Any excitement is bad for
him now. My uncle said, ’Wait until your
father is better, then we will do something for Mrs.
Home.’ To this I agreed. Was I very
unreasonable to agree to this delay for my father’s
sake?”
Here Charlotte Harman paused and looked
straight at her companion. Mrs. Home’s
full gaze met hers. Again, the innocent candor
of the one pair of eyes appealed straight to the heart
lying beneath the other. Unconvinced she was
still. Still to her, her own story held good:
but she was softened, and she held out her hand.
“There is no unreasonableness
in you, Charlotte,” she said.
“Ah! then you will call me Charlotte?”
said the other, her face glowing with delight.
“I call you so now. I won’t answer
for the future.”
“We will accept the pleasant
present. I don’t fear the future. I
shall win your whole heart yet. Now let us drop
all disagreeables and talk about those we both love.
Charlotte, what a baby you have got! Your baby
must be an angel to you.”
“All my children are that to
me. When I look at them I think God has sent
to me three angels to dwell with me.”
“Ah! what a happy thought, and
what a happy woman. Then your husband, he must
be like the archangel Gabriel, so just, so righteous,
so noble. I love him already: but I think
I should be a little afraid of him. He is so so
very unearthly. Now you, Mrs. Home, let me tell
you, are very earthly, very human indeed.”
Mrs. Home smiled, for this praise
of her best beloved could not but be pleasant to her.
She told Miss Harman a little more about her husband
and her children, and Miss Harman listened with that
appreciation which is the sweetest flattery in the
world. After a time she said,
“I am not going to marry any
one the least bit unearthly, but I see you are a model
wife, and I want to be likewise. For did
I not tell you? I am to be married in exactly
two months from now.”
“Are you really? Are you indeed?”
Was it possible after this piece of
confidence for these two young women not to be friends?
Charlotte Home, though so poor, felt
suddenly, in experience, in all true womanly knowledge,
rich beside her companion. Charlotte Harman, for
all her five and twenty years, was but a child beside
this earnest wife and mother.
They talked; the one relating her
happy experience, the other listening, as though on
her wedding-day she was certainly to step into the
land of Beulah. It was the old, old story, repeated
again, as those two paced up and down in the gray
March afternoon. When at last they parted there
was no need to say that they were friends.
And yet as she hurried home the poor
Charlotte could not help reflecting that whatever
her cause she had done nothing for it. Charlotte
Harman might be very sweet. It might be impossible
not to admire her, to love her, to take her to her
heart of hearts. But would that love bring back
her just rights? would that help her children by and
by? She reached her hall door to find her husband
standing there.
“Lottie, where have you been?
I waited for you, for I did not like to go out and
leave him. Harold is ill, and the doctor has just
left.”