Hinton had left the Harmans’
house, after his strange interview with Charlotte,
with a stunned feeling. It is not too much to
say of this young man that he utterly failed to realize
what had befallen him. He walked like one in
a dream, and when he reached his lodgings in Jermyn
Street, and sat down at last by his hearth, he thought
of himself in a queer way, as if he were some one
else; a trouble had come to some one else; that some
one was a friend of his so he was called on to pity
him. Gradually, however, it dawned upon him that
the friend was unpleasantly close, that the some one
else reigned as lord of his bosom. It was he he
himself he was called on to pity. It was on his
hitherto so prosperous, young head that the storm
had burst. Next Tuesday was to have been his
wedding-day. There was to be no wedding.
On next Tuesday he was to have won a bride, a wife;
that other one dearer than himself was to give herself
to him absolutely. In addition to this he was
to obtain fortune: and fortune was to lead to
far dearer, far nobler fame. But now all this
was at an end; Tuesday was to pass as any other day gray,
neutral-tinted, indifferent, it was to go over his
head. And why? This was what caused the
sharpest sting of the anguish. There seemed no
reason for it all. Charlotte’s excuse was
a poor one; it had not the ring of the true metal
about it. Unaccustomed to deceive, she had played
her part badly. She had given an excuse; but it
was no excuse. In this Hinton was not blinded,
even for a moment. His Charlotte! There,
seemed a flaw in the perfect creature. His Charlotte
had a second time turned away her confidence from him.
Yes, here was the sting; in her trouble she would
not let him comfort her. What was the matter?
What was the mystery? What was the hidden wrong?
Hinton roused himself now. As
thought and clearness of judgment came more vividly
back to him, his anger grew and his pity lessened.
His mind was brought to bear upon a secret, for there
was a hidden secret. His remembrance travelled
back to all that had happened since the day their
marriage was fixed since the day when he
first saw a troubled look on Charlotte’s face and
she had told him, though unwillingly, that queer story
of Mrs. Home’s. Yes, of course, he knew
there was a mystery a strange and dark
mystery; like a coward he had turned away from investigating
it. He had seen Uncle Jasper’s nervous fear;
he had seen Mrs. Home’s poverty; he had witnessed
Mr. Harman’s ill-concealed disquietude all
this he had seen, all this he had known. But for
Charlotte’s sake, he had shut his eyes; Charlotte’s
sake he had forbidden his brain to think or his hands
to work.
And now now ah!
light was dawning. Charlotte had fathomed what
he had feared to look at. Charlotte had seen
the dread reality. The secret was disgraceful.
Nothing else could so have changed his one love.
Nothing but disgrace, the disgrace of the one nearest
to her, could bring that look to her face. Scarcely
had he thought this before a memory came to him.
He started to his feet as it came back. Charlotte
had said, “Before our wedding-day I will read
my grandfather’s will.” Suppose she
had done so, and her grandfather’s will had
been what? Hinton began to see reason
now in her unaccountable determination not to see Webster.
She had doubtless resolved on that very day to go
to Somerset House and read that fatal document.
Having made up her mind she would not swerve from
her purpose. Then, though she was firm in her
determination, her face had been bright, her brow
unfurrowed, she had still been his own dear and happy
Charlotte. He had not seen her again until she
knew all. She knew all, and her heart and spirit
were alike broken. As this fact became clear
to Hinton, a sense of relief and peace came over him;
he began once more to understand the woman he loved.
Beside the darkness of misunderstanding her,
all other misunderstandings seemed light. She
was still his love, his life; she was still true to
herself, to the beautiful ideal he had enthroned in
his heart of hearts. Poor darling! she would
suffer; but he must escape. Loving him as deeply,
as devotedly as ever, she yet would give him up, rather
than that he should share in the downfall of her house.
Ah! she did not know him. She could be great;
but so also could he. Charlotte should see that
her love was no light thing for any man to relinquish:
she would find that it weighed heavier in the balance
than riches, than fame; that disgrace even could not
crush it down. Knowing all, he would go to her;
she should not be alone in her great, great trouble;
she should find out in her hour of need the kind of
man whose heart she had won. His depression left
him as he came to this resolve, and he scarcely spent
even an anxious night. On the next day, however,
he did not go to Charlotte; but about noon he sat
down and wrote her the following letter:
MY DARLING:
You gave me up yesterday. I was I
don’t mind telling you this now stunned,
surprised, pained. Since then, however, I have
thought much; all my thought has been about you.
Thought sometimes leads to light, and light has
come to me. Charlotte, a contract entered
into by two takes two to undo. I refuse to undo
this contract. Charlotte, I refuse to give
you up. You are my promised wife; our banns
have been read twice in church already. Have you
forgotten this? In the eyes of both God and
man you are almost mine. To break off this
engagement, unless I, too, wished it, would be,
whatever your motive, a sin. Charlotte,
the time has come, when we may ruin all the happiness
of both our lives, unless very plain words pass
between us. I use very plain words when I tell
you that I most absolutely refuse to give you
up. That being so, whatever your
motive, you are committing a sin in refusing to give
yourself to me. My darling, it is you I want,
not your money you not not But
I will add no more, except one thing. Charlotte,
I went this morning to Somerset House, and I read
your grandfather’s will.
Now, what hour shall I come to you?
Any hour you name I will fly to you. It
is impossible for you to refuse what I demand as a
right. But know that, if you do refuse, I
will come notwithstanding.
Yours ever,
JOHN HINTON.
This letter, being directed, was quickly
posted, and in due time reached its address at Prince’s
Gate.
Then a strange thing happened to it.
Jasper Harman, passing through the hall, saw the solitary
letter waiting for his niece. It was his habit
to examine every letter that came within his reach;
he took up this one for no particular reason, but
simply from the force of this long established habit.
But having taken it in his hand, he knew the writing.
The letter was from Hinton, and Charlotte had told
him had just told him that her
engagement with Hinton was broken off, that her wedding
was not to be. Old Jasper was beset just now by
a thousand fears, and Charlotte’s manner and
Charlotte’s words had considerably added to
his alarm. There was a mystery; Charlotte could
not deny that fact. This letter might elucidate
it might throw light where so much was
needed. Jasper Harman felt that the contents of
Hinton’s letter might do him good and ease his
mind. Without giving himself an instant’s
time for reflection, he took the letter into the dining-room,
and, opening it, read what was meant for another.
He had scarcely done so before Charlotte unexpectedly
entered the room. To save himself from discovery,
when he heard her step, he dropped the letter into
the fire. Thus Charlotte never got her lover’s
letter.
Hinton, bravely as he had spoken,
was, nevertheless, pained at her silence. After
waiting for twenty-four hours he, however, resolved
to be true to his word. He had said to Charlotte,
“If you refuse what I demand as a right, nevertheless
I shall exercise my right. I will come to you.”
But he went with a strange sinking of heart, and when
he got to Prince’s Gate and was not admitted
he scarcely felt surprised.