Meanwhile a little girl stood all
alone on one of the terrace walks at Meredith Manor.
Mrs. Cardew and Cicely would not arrive until rather
late for lunch, and Merry and her father were to partake
of it alone. Merry paced up and down very slowly.
What a lovely day it was, and how beautiful the place
looked with its long lines of stately trees, and its
background of woods, and its terraces of bright flowers
and green, green grass!
As far as the eye could reach the
land belonged to the Cardews, and yet Merry Cardew,
the joint-heiress with Cicely of all this wealth,
did not feel either happy or contented at that moment.
A girl had come into her life who had suddenly turned
her gold to gray, her sunshine to shadow. She
was a very nice girl, too exceedingly nice.
There was something about her which Merry found impossible
to define, for Merry had no acquaintances just then
in her sheltered life who possessed the all-important
and marvelous power of charm. Merry knew quite
well that Maggie Howland was neither rich nor beautiful.
She was just a little schoolgirl, and yet she could
not get Maggie out of her head. She sighed for
the girl’s companionship, and she sighed yet
more for the forbidden fruit which Maggie had placed
so enticingly before her mental vision: the school-life,
the good life, the energetic, purposeful life.
Music oh, how passionately Merry loved the
very little music she had ever heard! And art Merry
and Cicely had learned a little bit of art in their
own picture-gallery; but of all there was outside
they knew nothing. Then that delightful, wonderful
scheme of having an East End girl for your very own
to train, and help, and write to, and support; and
the companionship, and all the magical things which
the Tristrams had more or less enjoyed in foreign
schools, but which seemed to have reached a delicacy
of perfection at Aylmer House!
Yes, doubtless these were forbidden
fruits; but she could not help, as she paced alone
on the terrace, contrasting her mode of education with
that which was put within the reach of her friends
Molly and Isabel, and of Maggie herself. How
dull, after all, were her lessons! The daily
governess, who was always tired when she arrived, taught
her out of books which even Molly and Isabel declared
to be out of date; who yawned a good deal; who was
always quite, quite kind, but at the same time had
no enthusiasm; who said, “Yes, my dears; very
nicely done,” but never even punished; and who
only uttered just that mild phrase which was monotonous
by reason of its repetition. Where was the good
of reading Racine aloud to Miss Beverley day after
day, and not being able to talk French properly at
all? And where was the use of struggling through
German with the same instructress?
Then the drawing-master who came from
Warwick: he was better than Miss Beverley; but,
after all, he taught what Molly and Isabel said was
now quite exploded namely, freehand and
he only came once a week. Merry’s passion
was for music more than for drawing; it was Cicely
who pleased Mr. Vaughan, the drawing-master, best.
Then there was the music-master, Mr. Bennett; but
he never would allow her to sing a note, and he taught
very dull, old-fashioned pieces. How sick she
was of pieces, and of playing them religiously before
her father at least once a week! Her dancing
was better, for she had to go to Warwick to a dancing-class,
and there were other girls, and they made it exciting.
But compared to school, and in especial Mrs. Ward’s
school, Merry’s mode of instruction was very
dull. After all, Molly and Isabel, although they
would be quite poor girls, had a better time than she
and Cicely with all their wealth.
“A penny for your thoughts,
my love,” said her father at that moment, and
Merry turned her charming little face towards him.
“I ought not to tell them to
you, dad,” she said, “for they are I’m
ever so sorry they are discontented thoughts.”
“You discontented, my dear child!
I did feel that I had two little girls unacquainted
with the meaning of the word.”
“Well, I’ll just tell
you, and get it over, dad. I’ll be perfectly
all right once I have told you.”
“Then talk away my child; you
know I have your very best interests at heart.”
“Indeed I know that, my darling
father. The fact is this,” said Merry;
“I” She stopped; she
glanced at her father. He was a most determined
and yet a most absolutely kind man. Merry adored
him; nevertheless, she was a tiny little bit in awe
of him.
“What is the matter?”
he said, looking round at her. “Has your
companion, that nice little Miss Howland, been putting
silly thoughts into your head? If so, she mustn’t
come here again.”
“Oh father, don’t say
that! You’ll make me quite miserable.
And indeed she has not been putting silly thoughts
into my head.”
“Well, then, what are you so melancholy about?”
“The fact is there,
I will have it out,” said Merry “I’d
give anything in the world to go to school.”
“What?” said Mr. Cardew.
“Yes,” said Merry, gaining
courage as she spoke; “Molly and Isabel are
going, and Aneta Lysle is there, and Maggie Howland
is there, and I’d like to go, too, and I’m
sure Cicely would; and, oh, father! I know it
can’t be; but you asked me what was the
matter. Well, that’s the matter. I
do want most awfully to go to school!”
“Has that girl Miss Howland
been telling you that you ought to go to school?”
“Indeed no, she has not breathed
such a word. But I am always interested, as you
know or as perhaps you don’t know in
schools; and I have always asked and so
has Cicely Molly and Isabel to tell us
all about their lives at school.”
“I did not know it, my little Merry.”
“Well, yes, father, Cicely and
I have been curious; for, you see, the life is so
very different from ours. And so to-day, when
Maggie and I were in the picture-gallery, I asked
her to tell me about Aylmer House, and she she
did.”
“She made a glowing picture,
evidently,” said Mr. Cardew.
“Oh father, it must be so lovely!
Think of it, father to get the best music
and the best art, and to be under the influence of
a woman like Mrs. Ward. Oh, it must be good!
Do you know, father, that every girl in her school
has an East End girl to look after and help; so that
some of the riches of the West should be felt and appreciated
by those who live in the East. Oh father!
I could not help feeling a little jealous.”
“Yes, darling, I quite understand.
And you find your life with Miss Beverley and Mr.
Vaughan and Mr. Bennett a little monotonous compared
to the variety which a school-life affords?”
“That is it, father darling.”
“I don’t blame you in
the least, Merry not in the very least;
but the fact is, I have my own reasons for not approving
of school-life. I prefer girls who are trained
at home. If, indeed, you had to earn your living
it would be a different matter. But you will be
rich, dear, some day, and Well,
I am glad you’ve spoken to me. Don’t
think anything more about it. Come in to lunch
now.”
“I’ll try not to think
of it, father; and you’re not really angry?”
“Angry!” said Mr. Gardew.
“I’ll never be angry with you, Merry, when
you tell me all the thoughts of your heart.”
“And you won’t you
won’t,” said Merry in an anxious tone “vex
darling mother by talking to her about this?”
“I make no promises whatsoever
You have trusted me; you must continue to trust me.”
“I do; indeed I do! You
are not angry with dear, nice Miss Howland, are you,
father?”
“Angry with her! Why should
I be? Most certainly not. Now, come in to
lunch, love.”
At that meal Mr. Cardew did his very
utmost to be pleasant to Merry; and as there could
be no man more charming when he pleased, soon the
little girl was completely under his influence, and
forgot that fascinating picture of school-life which
Maggie had so delicately painted for her edification.
Soon after lunch Mrs. Cardew and Cicely
returned; and Merry, the moment she was with her sister,
felt her sudden fit of the blues departing, and ran
out gaily with Cicely into the garden. They were
seated comfortably in a little arbor, when Isabel’s
voice was heard calling them. She was hot and
panting. She had come up to tell them of the
proposed arrangements for the afternoon, and to beg
of them both to come immediately to the rectory.
“How more than delightful!”
said Merry. “Cicely, you stay still,
for you’re a little tired. I’ll run
up to the house at once and ask father and mother
if we may go.”
“Yes, please do,” said
Isabel; “and I’ll rest here for a little,
for really the walk up to your house is somewhat fatiguing.”
She mopped her hot forehead as she spoke. “You
might as well come back with me, both of you girls,”
she added. But she only spoke to Cicely, for Merry
had already vanished.
“Father! mother!” said
the young girl, bursting abruptly into their presence.
“Belle Tristram has just come up to ask us to
spend the afternoon at the rectory. Tea in the
hay-field, and all kinds of fun! May we go?”
“Of course you may, dears,”
said Mrs. Cardew at once. “We intended
motoring, but we can do that another day.”
Mr. Cardew looked dubious for a moment.
Then he said, “All right, only you must not
be out too late. I’ll send the pony-trap
down to the rectory for you at half-past eight o’clock.”
“Oh, but, father,” said Merry, “we
can walk home.”
“No dear; I will send the little
carriage. Now, go and enjoy yourself, my child.”
He looked at her with great affection,
and she felt herself reddening. Had she hurt
that most dear father after all? Oh! no school
that ever existed was worth that.