The girls downstairs wondered why
Maggie Howland did not appear. After an hour
of waiting Kathleen O’Donnell took the lead.
The accounts were left alone, but the tableaux vivants
were diligently rehearsed, the Tristrams and Jane
Burns being the three critics; Rosamond Dacre, Kathleen
O’Donnell, and Matty and Clara Roache the performers.
But, somehow, there was no life in the acting, for
the moving spirit was not there; the bright, quick
eye was missed, the eager words were lacking, with
the pointed and telling criticism. Then there
was the scene where Maggie herself was to take a part.
It was from The Talisman, and a night-scene,
which she was able to render with great precision
and even beauty, and the dun light would be in her
favor. It was to be the crowning one, and the
last of the tableaux. It was expected to bring
down the house. But Maggie was not there, and
the girls could not help feeling a little disconsolate
and a little surprised.
At supper that evening there were
eager inquiries with regard to Maggie Howland.
All the girls came up to ask Aneta where the other
queen was.
“She is not quite well, and
has gone to bed,” said Aneta. “She
does not wish to be disturbed until the morning.”
Aneta’s words had a curious
effect upon every one who heard her speak. It
was as though she had, for the first time in her life,
absolutely taken Maggie’s part. Her eyes,
when she spoke of Maggie, were full of affection.
The girls were puzzled; but Merry, as they turned away,
suddenly ran back to Aneta, swept her arm round the
girl’s neck, and said, “Oh Neta, I do
love you!”
Aneta pressed Merry’s hand.
For the first time these two understood each other.
Meanwhile poor Maggie was living through
one of the most dreadful periods of her life.
Her mother’s intimation that she and her stepfather
were coming without fail to Aylmer House on Saturday the
day, the glorious day when Maggie and her friends were
to entertain Mrs. Ward and the rest of the school drove
the girl nearly wild. Aneta had discovered her
secret, and Aneta had urged, as the one way out, the
painful but salutary road of confession. Maggie
writhed at the thought, but she writhed far more terribly
at the news which her mother’s letter contained.
The girl said to herself, “I
cannot stand it! I will run away! He has
destroyed my last chance. I will run away and
hide. I will go to-night. There is no use
in waiting. Aneta is kind; she is far kinder
than I could ever have given her credit for. She
would, I believe, help me; and dear Mrs. Ward would
help me I am sure of that. And I don’t
really mind now that it comes to the point of losing
my position in the school as queen; but for all the
school for the Tristrams, for Merry Cardew,
for Kathleen to see that man is beyond my
power of endurance. He will call here, and he
will bring poor mother, but as I won’t be here
I won’t feel anything. I will go to-night.
I’ll slip downstairs and let myself out.
I have some money thank goodness for that! and
I have my father’s treasures. I can take
them out of the tin box and wear them on my person,
and I can sell them one by one. Yes, I will run
away. There’s no help for it.”
Maggie, at Aneta’s suggestion,
had got into bed, but even to think of sleep was beyond
her power. She got up again presently, dressed,
and sat by the foggy window. The fog was worse;
it was so thick now that you could not see your way
even as far as the trees in the middle of the square.
There were fog-signals sounding from time to time,
and cabs going very slowly, and boys carrying torches
to light belated and lost passengers.
Maggie was safe enough in her room,
which had, like all the other bedrooms at Aylmer House,
a small fire burning in the grate. By-and-by
some one tapped at the door. Maggie said, “Don’t
come in”; but her words were unheeded.
The door was opened an inch or two, and Merry Cardew
entered.
“Oh Merry, you of all people!”
said Maggie.
“And why not?” said Merry.
“I am your friend your own very, very
great friend. What is the matter, Mags? You
were so jolly at tea; what can have happened since?”
“Something most dreadful,”
said Maggie; “but you will know on Saturday.”
“Oh!” said Merry, coming
up to Maggie and dropping on her knees and fondling
one of the girl’s cold hands, “why should
I wait till Saturday? Why should I not know now?”
“I can’t talk of it, Merry.
I am glad you you loved
me. You won’t love me in the future.
But kiss me just this once.”
“I am not going to leave you like this,”
said Merry.
“You must, dear; yes, you must.
Please, please go! And please, be
quick. Some one will see us together. Lucy
Johnson will come in. Oh! don’t make matters
worse for me. Good-night, Merry, good-night.”
Maggie seemed so anxious that Merry
should go that the girl felt hurt and rose to her
feet.
“Good-night, Merry dear,”
said Maggie as Merry was walking towards the door.
Then she added, in a semi-whisper which Merry did not
catch, “And good-bye, Merry dear; we shall never
meet again.”
Merry left the room, feeling full
of apprehension. She thought for a minute as
she stood outside. Then she went and knocked at
Aneta’s door.
“Aneta, may I come in?”
“Of course, dear. What is the matter?”
said her cousin.
Merry entered at once.
“I have been to see Maggie.
She is awfully queer. Oh, I know I broke the
rules. I must tell Miss Johnson in the morning.”
“I did beg of you, Merry, not to go to her,”
said Aneta.
“Yes, I know you did; but I
could not help thinking and thinking about her.
She is very queer. Her eyes look so strange.”
“I hoped she was in bed and asleep,” said
Aneta.
“In bed!” said Merry.
“Not a bit of it. She was up and sitting
by the window gazing at the fog.”
“I will go and see her myself,” said Aneta.
“Will you, Neta? And you will be kind to
her?”
“Yes, darling, of course.”
“Somehow, she used to think
that that you didn’t love her,”
said Merry.
“Nor did I,” said Aneta.
“But I will be kind to her; don’t be afraid.
I think I can guess what is the matter.”
“It is all very queer,”
said Merry. “She was in such splendid spirits
to-day; all the girls said so when they were out preparing
for our party, and now she looks years older and utterly
miserable.”
“Go to bed, Merry, and leave your friend in
my care.”
“Then you don’t think it wrong of me to
be very fond of her?”
“I do not, Merry. There
was a time when I hoped you would not care for her;
now I earnestly want you to be her true friend.
There is a very great deal of good in her, and she
has had many sorrows. Pray for her to-night.
Don’t be anxious. Everything will come as
right as possible.”
“Oh Neta,” said Merry,
“you are a darling! And when you talk like
that I love you more than I ever did before.
You see, dear, I could not help caring for Maggie
from the very first, and nothing nor anybody can alter
my love.”
Aneta kissed Merry, who left the room.
Then Aneta herself, taking up her candle, went out.
She was wearing a long white wrapper, and her clouds
of golden hair were falling far below her waist.
She looked almost like an angel as she went down the
corridor as far as Miss Johnson’s room.
Lucy Johnson was just getting into
bed when Aneta knocked.
“What is it, Neta?” said
the governess in a tone almost of alarm.
“I want to break a rule, Lucy,”
said Aneta; “so put me down for punishment to-morrow.”
“Oh, but why? What are you going to do?”
“I am going to do something
which I shall be punished for. I am going to
spend to-night, if necessary, with Maggie Howland.”
“Is she ill, Neta? Ought we to send for
the doctor?”
“Oh no, she is not a bit ill
in that way. Good-night, Lucy; I felt I ought
to tell you.”
Aneta continued her way until she
reached Maggie’s room. It was now past
midnight. The quiet and regular household had
all retired to bed, and Maggie had feverishly begun
to prepare for departure. She knew how to let
herself out. Once out of the house, she would
be, so she felt, through the worst part of her trouble.
She was not unacquainted with the ways of this cruel
world, and thought that she might be taken in at some
hotel, not too far away, for the night. Early
in the morning she would go by train to some seaside
place. From there she would embark for the Continent.
Beyond that she had made no plans.
Maggie was in the act of removing
her father’s treasures from the tin boxes when,
without any warning, the room-door was opened, and
Aneta, in her pure white dress, with her golden hair
surrounding her very fair face, entered the room.
“Oh!” said Maggie, dropping
a curiously made cross in her confusion and turning
a dull brick-red. “Whatever have you come
about?”
Aneta closed the door calmly, and
placed her lighted candle on the top of Maggie’s
chest of drawers.
“I hoped you were in bed and
asleep,” she said; “but instead of that
you are up. I have made arrangements to spend
the night with you. It is bitterly cold.
We must build up the fire.”
Maggie felt wild.
Aneta did not take the slightest notice.
She knelt down and put knobs of fresh coal on the
fire. Soon it was blazing up merrily. “That’s
better,” she said. “Now, don’t
you think a cup of cocoa each would be advisable?”
“I don’t want to eat,” said Maggie.
“I should like the cocoa,”
said Aneta; “and I have brought it with me.
I thought your supply might be out. Here’s
your glass of milk which you never drank, and here’s
a little saucepan, and there are cups and saucers
in your cupboard, and a box of biscuits. Just
sit down, won’t you? while I make the cocoa.”
Maggie felt very strange. Her
dislike of Aneta was growing less and less moment
by moment. Nevertheless, she by no means gave
up her primary idea of running away. She felt
that she must hoodwink Aneta. Surely she was
clever enough for that. The best plan would be
to acquiesce in the cocoa scheme, afterwards to pretend
that she was sleepy, and go to bed. Then Aneta
would, of course, leave her, and there would still
be plenty of time to get out of the house and disappear
into the foggy world of London. The glowing fire,
the beautiful young girl kneeling by it, the preparation
for the little meal which she made with such swiftness
and dexterity, caused Maggie to gaze at her in speechless
amazement.
Maggie drank her delicious cocoa and
munched her biscuits with appetite, and afterwards
she felt better. The world was not quite so black
and desolate, and Aneta looked lovely with her soft
eyes glowing and the rose-color in her cheeks.
“Why are you doing all this for me?” said
Maggie then.
“Why?” said Aneta.
“I think the reason is very simple.”
Then she paused for a minute and her eyes filled with
sudden tears. “I think it is, Maggie, because
quite unexpectedly I have learned to love you.”
“You to love me me?”
said Maggie.
“Yes.”
Maggie felt herself trembling.
She could not reply. She did not understand that
she returned the love so suddenly given to her given
to her, too, in her moment of deepest degradation,
of her most utter misery. Once again the feeling
that she must go, that she could not face confession
and the scorn of the school, and the awful words of
Bo-peep, and her poor mother as Bo-peep’s wife,
overpowered her.
“You are very kind,”
she said in a broken voice; “and the cocoa was
good; and, if you don’t mind I will go
to bed now, and perhaps sleep a little.”
“What have you been doing with
all those lovely curios?” said Aneta.
“I?” said Maggie. “I oh,
I like to look at them.”
“Do pick up that cross which
is lying on the floor, and let me examine it.”
Maggie did so rather unwillingly.
“Please bring over all the other
things, and let me look at them,” said Aneta
then.
Maggie obeyed, but grudgingly, as
though she did not care that Aneta should handle them.
“Why have you taken them out
of their boxes and put them all in a muddle like this?”
said Aneta.
“I I wanted something
to do,” said Maggie. “I couldn’t
sleep.”
“Was that the only reason honor bright?”
said Aneta.
Maggie dropped her eyes.
Aneta did not question her any further,
but she drew her down to a low chair by the fire,
and put a hand on her lap, and kept on looking at
the treasures: the bracelets, the crosses, the
brooches, the quaint designs belonging to a bygone
period. After a time she said, “I am not
at all sure I am not a real judge of treasures;
but I have an uncle, Sir Charles Lysle, who knows
more about these things than any one else in London;
and if he thinks what I am inclined to think with regard
to the contents of these two boxes, you will be” She
stopped abruptly.
Maggie’s eyes were shining.
“Aneta,” she said, “don’t talk
of these any more; and don’t talk either of
wealth or poverty any more. There is something
I want to say. When you came into my room just
now I was packing up to run away.”
“Oh yes, I know that,”
said Aneta. “I saw that you had that intention
the moment I entered the room.”
“And you said nothing!”
“Why should I? I didn’t
want to force your confidence. But you’re
not going to run away now, Mags?” She bent towards
her and kissed her on the forehead.
“Yes,” said Maggie, trembling.
“I want you to let me go.”
“I cannot possibly do that, dear. If you
go, I go too.”
“I must go,” said Maggie.
“You don’t understand. You found things
out about me to-day, and you have behaved well,
splendidly. I didn’t give you credit for
it. I didn’t know you. Now I do know
you, and I see that no girl in the school can be compared
to you for nobleness and courage, and just for being
downright splendid. But, Aneta, I cannot bear
that which is before me.”
“The fact is,” said Aneta,
“you are in the midst of a terrible battle,
and you mean to give in and turn tail, and let the
enemy walk over the field. That is not a bit
what I should have expected at one time from Maggie
Howland.”
“I will tell you,” said
Maggie. “I am not really a bit brave; there
is nothing good in me.”
“We won’t talk about that,”
said Aneta. “What we have to think about
now is what lies straight ahead of you; not of your
past any more, but your immediate future. You
have a tough time before you; in fact, you have a
very great battle to fight, but I do not think you
will turn tail.”
“You want me,” said Maggie,
“to go to Mrs. Ward and tell her everything?”
“You must do that, Maggie.
There is no second course to pursue. There is
no way out. But I have been thinking since I saw
you that perhaps you might have your day on Saturday.
I think it would be best for you to tell Mrs. Ward
to-morrow; and I think she would not prevent you having
your day on Saturday. Perhaps it will be necessary but
she is the one to decide that some of your
schoolfellows should be told; and of course your little
brooch which you sold to Pearce must be got back.
Even Pearce is far too honest to keep it for the price
he paid you.”
“He gave me five pounds, and
I have spent one. There are still four pounds
left,” said Maggie. “I meant to run
away with the help of these.”
“I will lend you a pound,”
said Aneta, “and we’ll get the brooch back
to-morrow.”
“But, Aneta, I have not yet
told you it is too fearful you
cannot conceive what my stepfather is like. It
isn’t only his being a grocer for
I have no doubt there are lots of grocers who are quite,
quite tolerable; but you cannot imagine what he is.
I had a letter from him a little time ago that
time, you remember, when he sent me those perfectly
awful dresses and he said then that he and
my mother were coming to see me, as he wanted to interview
Mrs. Ward and to look at the school for himself.
Well, that poor Tildy brought me a letter to-day from
mother. I had written to mother to beg of her
not to let him come; but he got hold of the letter,
and he was nearly mad about it. The end of it
is that he and she are coming on Saturday, and,
somehow, I can’t bear it. I must run away;
I cannot endure it!”
“I don’t wonder,”
said Aneta. “Let me think. Lay your
head on my shoulder, Maggie. Oh, how tired you
are!”
“Aneta, you seem to me quite
new just as though I had never seen you
before.”
“I think you and your story
have opened my eyes and done me good,” said
Aneta. “Then what you said about the sufferings
of the poor I mean your sort of poor gave
me great pain. Will you take off your things
and lie down, and let me lie by your side? Do,
Maggie darling!”
Maggie darling! Such words to
come from Aneta Lysle’s lips! Maggie felt
subjugated. She allowed her rival queen to undress
her, and presently the two girls were lying side by
side in the little bed. Maggie dropped off into
heavy slumber. Aneta lay awake.
It was early morning when Aneta touched her companion.
“Maggie, I have been thinking
hard all night, and I am going to do something.”
“You! What can you do?
Oh, I remember everything now. Oh, the horror!
Oh, how can I endure it? Why didn’t I run
away?”
“Maggie, you must promise me
faithfully that you will never run away. Say
it now, this minute. I believe in your word; I
believe in your fine nature. I will help you
with all my might and main through school-life, and
afterwards. Give me your word now. You will
stay at Aylmer House?”
“I will stay,” said poor Maggie.
“I don’t ask any more.
Thank you, dear. Maggie, do nothing to-day, but
leave matters in my hands. You are not well; your
head aches, your forehead is so hot.”
“Yes, I have a headache,” owned Maggie.
“I shall be away for the greater
part of the day, but I will ask Miss Johnson to look
after you. Don’t say anything until I return.”
“But what are you going to do?”
“I am going to see your mother and your stepfather.”
“Aneta!”
“Yes.”
“Oh Aneta, you must not see him!”
“It is probable that I shall seem him, dear;
I am not easily alarmed.
I will take Aunt Lucia with me. I am going downstairs
now to ask Mrs.
Ward’s permission.”
“And you will say nothing about me?”
“Something, but nothing of your
story. When you feel well enough you can get
up and go on with the preparations for to-morrow.
I believe we shall have our happy day.”