When Natasha ran out of the drawing
room she only went as far as the conservatory.
There she paused and stood listening to the conversation
in the drawing room, waiting for Boris to come out.
She was already growing impatient, and stamped her
foot, ready to cry at his not coming at once, when
she heard the young man’s discreet steps approaching
neither quickly nor slowly. At this Natasha dashed
swiftly among the flower tubs and hid there.
Boris paused in the middle of the
room, looked round, brushed a little dust from the
sleeve of his uniform, and going up to a mirror examined
his handsome face. Natasha, very still, peered
out from her ambush, waiting to see what he would
do. He stood a little while before the glass,
smiled, and walked toward the other door. Natasha
was about to call him but changed her mind. “Let
him look for me,” thought she. Hardly had
Boris gone than Sonya, flushed, in tears, and muttering
angrily, came in at the other door. Natasha checked
her first impulse to run out to her, and remained
in her hiding place, watching as under an
invisible cap to see what went on in the
world. She was experiencing a new and peculiar
pleasure. Sonya, muttering to herself, kept looking
round toward the drawing-room door. It opened
and Nicholas came in.
“Sonya, what is the matter with
you? How can you?” said he, running up
to her.
“It’s nothing, nothing; leave me alone!”
sobbed Sonya.
“Ah, I know what it is.”
“Well, if you do, so much the better, and you
can go back to her!”
“So-o-onya! Look here!
How can you torture me and yourself like that, for
a mere fancy?” said Nicholas taking her hand.
Sonya did not pull it away, and left
off crying. Natasha, not stirring and scarcely
breathing, watched from her ambush with sparkling eyes.
“What will happen now?” thought she.
“Sonya! What is anyone
in the world to me? You alone are everything!”
said Nicholas. “And I will prove it to you.”
“I don’t like you to talk like that.”
“Well, then, I won’t;
only forgive me, Sonya!” He drew her to him and
kissed her.
“Oh, how nice,” thought
Natasha; and when Sonya and Nicholas had gone out
of the conservatory she followed and called Boris to
her.
“Boris, come here,” said
she with a sly and significant look. “I
have something to tell you. Here, here!”
and she led him into the conservatory to the place
among the tubs where she had been hiding.
Boris followed her, smiling.
“What is the something?” asked he.
She grew confused, glanced round,
and, seeing the doll she had thrown down on one of
the tubs, picked it up.
“Kiss the doll,” said she.
Boris looked attentively and kindly
at her eager face, but did not reply.
“Don’t you want to?
Well, then, come here,” said she, and went further
in among the plants and threw down the doll. “Closer,
closer!” she whispered.
She caught the young officer by his
cuffs, and a look of solemnity and fear appeared on
her flushed face.
“And me? Would you like
to kiss me?” she whispered almost inaudibly,
glancing up at him from under her brows, smiling, and
almost crying from excitement.
Boris blushed.
“How funny you are!” he
said, bending down to her and blushing still more,
but he waited and did nothing.
Suddenly she jumped up onto a tub
to be higher than he, embraced him so that both her
slender bare arms clasped him above his neck, and,
tossing back her hair, kissed him full on the lips.
Then she slipped down among the flowerpots
on the other side of the tubs and stood, hanging her
head.
“Natasha,” he said, “you know that
I love you, but...”
“You are in love with me?” Natasha broke
in.
“Yes, I am, but please don’t
let us do like that.... In another four years...
then I will ask for your hand.”
Natasha considered.
“Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen,
sixteen,” she counted on her slender little
fingers. “All right! Then it’s
settled?”
A smile of joy and satisfaction lit up her eager face.
“Settled!” replied Boris.
“Forever?” said the little girl.
“Till death itself?”
She took his arm and with a happy
face went with him into the adjoining sitting room.