After Prince Andrew, Boris came up
to ask Natasha for a dance, and then the aide-de-camp
who had opened the ball, and several other young men,
so that, flushed and happy, and passing on her superfluous
partners to Sonya, she did not cease dancing all the
evening. She noticed and saw nothing of what
occupied everyone else. Not only did she fail
to notice that the Emperor talked a long time with
the French ambassador, and how particularly gracious
he was to a certain lady, or that Prince So-and-so
and So-and-so did and said this and that, and that
Helene had great success and was honored by the special
attention of So-and-so, but she did not even see the
Emperor, and only noticed that he had gone because
the ball became livelier after his departure.
For one of the merry cotillions before supper Prince
Andrew was again her partner. He reminded her
of their first encounter in the Otradnoe avenue, and
how she had been unable to sleep that moonlight night,
and told her how he had involuntarily overheard her.
Natasha blushed at that recollection and tried to
excuse herself, as if there had been something to be
ashamed of in what Prince Andrew had overheard.
Like all men who have grown up in
society, Prince Andrew liked meeting someone there
not of the conventional society stamp. And such
was Natasha, with her surprise, her delight, her shyness,
and even her mistakes in speaking French. With
her he behaved with special care and tenderness, sitting
beside her and talking of the simplest and most unimportant
matters; he admired her shy grace. In the middle
of the cotillion, having completed one of the figures,
Natasha, still out of breath, was returning to her
seat when another dancer chose her. She was tired
and panting and evidently thought of declining, but
immediately put her hand gaily on the man’s
shoulder, smiling at Prince Andrew.
“I’d be glad to sit beside
you and rest: I’m tired; but you see how
they keep asking me, and I’m glad of it, I’m
happy and I love everybody, and you and I understand
it all,” and much, much more was said in her
smile. When her partner left her Natasha ran
across the room to choose two ladies for the figure.
“If she goes to her cousin first
and then to another lady, she will be my wife,”
said Prince Andrew to himself quite to his own surprise,
as he watched her. She did go first to her cousin.
“What rubbish sometimes enters
one’s head!” thought Prince Andrew, “but
what is certain is that that girl is so charming, so
original, that she won’t be dancing here a month
before she will be married.... Such as she are
rare here,” he thought, as Natasha, readjusting
a rose that was slipping on her bodice, settled herself
beside him.
When the cotillion was over the old
count in his blue coat came up to the dancers.
He invited Prince Andrew to come and see them, and
asked his daughter whether she was enjoying herself.
Natasha did not answer at once but only looked up
with a smile that said reproachfully: “How
can you ask such a question?”
“I have never enjoyed myself
so much before!” she said, and Prince Andrew
noticed how her thin arms rose quickly as if to embrace
her father and instantly dropped again. Natasha
was happier than she had ever been in her life.
She was at that height of bliss when one becomes completely
kind and good and does not believe in the possibility
of evil, unhappiness, or sorrow.
At that ball Pierre for the first
time felt humiliated by the position his wife occupied
in court circles. He was gloomy and absent-minded.
A deep furrow ran across his forehead, and standing
by a window he stared over his spectacles seeing no
one.
On her way to supper Natasha passed him.
Pierre’s gloomy, unhappy look
struck her. She stopped in front of him.
She wished to help him, to bestow on him the superabundance
of her own happiness.
“How delightful it is, Count!” said she.
“Isn’t it?”
Pierre smiled absent-mindedly, evidently not grasping
what she said.
“Yes, I am very glad,” he said.
“How can people be dissatisfied
with anything?” thought Natasha. “Especially
such a capital fellow as Bezukhov!” In Natasha’s
eyes all the people at the ball alike were good, kind,
and splendid people, loving one another; none of them
capable of injuring another and so they
ought all to be happy.