Old Prince Nicholas Bolkonski received
a letter from Prince Vasili in November, 1805, announcing
that he and his son would be paying him a visit.
“I am starting on a journey of inspection, and
of course I shall think nothing of an extra seventy
miles to come and see you at the same time, my honored
benefactor,” wrote Prince Vasili. “My
son Anatole is accompanying me on his way to the army,
so I hope you will allow him personally to express
the deep respect that, emulating his father, he feels
for you.”
“It seems that there will be
no need to bring Mary out, suitors are coming to us
of their own accord,” incautiously remarked the
little princess on hearing the news.
Prince Nicholas frowned, but said nothing.
A fortnight after the letter Prince
Vasili’s servants came one evening in advance
of him, and he and his son arrived next day.
Old Bolkonski had always had a poor
opinion of Prince Vasili’s character, but more
so recently, since in the new reigns of Paul and Alexander
Prince Vasili had risen to high position and honors.
And now, from the hints contained in his letter and
given by the little princess, he saw which way the
wind was blowing, and his low opinion changed into
a feeling of contemptuous ill will. He snorted
whenever he mentioned him. On the day of Prince
Vasili’s arrival, Prince Bolkonski was particularly
discontented and out of temper. Whether he was
in a bad temper because Prince Vasili was coming,
or whether his being in a bad temper made him specially
annoyed at Prince Vasili’s visit, he was in a
bad temper, and in the morning Tikhon had already advised
the architect not to go to the prince with his report.
“Do you hear how he’s
walking?” said Tikhon, drawing the architect’s
attention to the sound of the prince’s footsteps.
“Stepping flat on his heels we know
what that means....”
However, at nine o’clock the
prince, in his velvet coat with a sable collar and
cap, went out for his usual walk. It had snowed
the day before and the path to the hothouse, along
which the prince was in the habit of walking, had
been swept: the marks of the broom were still
visible in the snow and a shovel had been left sticking
in one of the soft snowbanks that bordered both sides
of the path. The prince went through the conservatories,
the serfs’ quarters, and the outbuildings, frowning
and silent.
“Can a sleigh pass?” he
asked his overseer, a venerable man, resembling his
master in manners and looks, who was accompanying him
back to the house.
“The snow is deep. I am
having the avenue swept, your honor.”
The prince bowed his head and went
up to the porch. “God be thanked,”
thought the overseer, “the storm has blown over!”
“It would have been hard to
drive up, your honor,” he added. “I
heard, your honor, that a minister is coming to visit
your honor.”
The prince turned round to the overseer
and fixed his eyes on him, frowning.
“What? A minister?
What minister? Who gave orders?” he said
in his shrill, harsh voice. “The road is
not swept for the princess my daughter, but for a
minister! For me, there are no ministers!”
“Your honor, I thought...”
“You thought!” shouted
the prince, his words coming more and more rapidly
and indistinctly. “You thought!...
Rascals! Blackguards!... I’ll teach
you to think!” and lifting his stick he swung
it and would have hit Alpatych, the overseer, had
not the latter instinctively avoided the blow.
“Thought... Blackguards...” shouted
the prince rapidly.
But although Alpatych, frightened
at his own temerity in avoiding the stroke, came up
to the prince, bowing his bald head resignedly before
him, or perhaps for that very reason, the prince, though
he continued to shout: “Blackguards!...
Throw the snow back on the road!” did not lift
his stick again but hurried into the house.
Before dinner, Princess Mary and Mademoiselle
Bourienne, who knew that the prince was in a bad humor,
stood awaiting him; Mademoiselle Bourienne with a
radiant face that said: “I know nothing,
I am the same as usual,” and Princess Mary pale,
frightened, and with downcast eyes. What she
found hardest to bear was to know that on such occasions
she ought to behave like Mademoiselle Bourienne, but
could not. She thought: “If I seem
not to notice he will think that I do not sympathize
with him; if I seem sad and out of spirits myself,
he will say (as he has done before) that I’m
in the dumps.”
The prince looked at his daughter’s
frightened face and snorted.
“Fool... or dummy!” he muttered.
“And the other one is not here.
They’ve been telling tales,” he thought referring
to the little princess who was not in the dining room.
“Where is the princess?” he asked.
“Hiding?”
“She is not very well,”
answered Mademoiselle Bourienne with a bright smile,
“so she won’t come down. It is natural
in her state.”
“Hm! Hm!” muttered the prince, sitting
down.
His plate seemed to him not quite
clean, and pointing to a spot he flung it away.
Tikhon caught it and handed it to a footman. The
little princess was not unwell, but had such an overpowering
fear of the prince that, hearing he was in a bad humor,
she had decided not to appear.
“I am afraid for the baby,”
she said to Mademoiselle Bourienne: “Heaven
knows what a fright might do.”
In general at Bald Hills the little
princess lived in constant fear, and with a sense
of antipathy to the old prince which she did not realize
because the fear was so much the stronger feeling.
The prince reciprocated this antipathy, but it was
overpowered by his contempt for her. When the
little princess had grown accustomed to life at Bald
Hills, she took a special fancy to Mademoiselle Bourienne,
spent whole days with her, asked her to sleep in her
room, and often talked with her about the old prince
and criticized him.
“So we are to have visitors,
mon prince?” remarked Mademoiselle
Bourienne, unfolding her white napkin with her rosy
fingers. “His Excellency Prince Vasili
Kuragin and his son, I understand?” she said
inquiringly.
“Hm! his excellency
is a puppy.... I got him his appointment in the
service,” said the prince disdainfully.
“Why his son is coming I don’t understand.
Perhaps Princess Elizabeth and Princess Mary know.
I don’t want him.” (He looked at his blushing
daughter.) “Are you unwell today? Eh?
Afraid of the ‘minister’ as that idiot
Alpatych called him this morning?”
“No, mon pere.”
Though Mademoiselle Bourienne had
been so unsuccessful in her choice of a subject, she
did not stop talking, but chattered about the conservatories
and the beauty of a flower that had just opened, and
after the soup the prince became more genial.
After dinner, he went to see his daughter-in-law.
The little princess was sitting at a small table,
chattering with Masha, her maid. She grew pale
on seeing her father-in-law.
She was much altered. She was
now plain rather than pretty. Her cheeks had
sunk, her lip was drawn up, and her eyes drawn down.
“Yes, I feel a kind of oppression,”
she said in reply to the prince’s question as
to how she felt.
“Do you want anything?”
“No, merci, mon pere.”
“Well, all right, all right.”
He left the room and went to the waiting
room where Alpatych stood with bowed head.
“Has the snow been shoveled back?”
“Yes, your excellency.
Forgive me for heaven’s sake... It was only
my stupidity.”
“All right, all right,”
interrupted the prince, and laughing his unnatural
way, he stretched out his hand for Alpatych to kiss,
and then proceeded to his study.
Prince Vasili arrived that evening.
He was met in the avenue by coachmen and footmen,
who, with loud shouts, dragged his sleighs up to one
of the lodges over the road purposely laden with snow.
Prince Vasili and Anatole had separate
rooms assigned to them.
Anatole, having taken off his overcoat,
sat with arms akimbo before a table on a corner of
which he smilingly and absent-mindedly fixed his large
and handsome eyes. He regarded his whole life
as a continual round of amusement which someone for
some reason had to provide for him. And he looked
on this visit to a churlish old man and a rich and
ugly heiress in the same way. All this might,
he thought, turn out very well and amusingly.
“And why not marry her if she really has so much
money? That never does any harm,” thought
Anatole.
He shaved and scented himself with
the care and elegance which had become habitual to
him and, his handsome head held high, entered his
father’s room with the good-humored and victorious
air natural to him. Prince Vasili’s two
valets were busy dressing him, and he looked round
with much animation and cheerfully nodded to his son
as the latter entered, as if to say: “Yes,
that’s how I want you to look.”
“I say, Father, joking apart,
is she very hideous?” Anatole asked, as if continuing
a conversation the subject of which had often been
mentioned during the journey.
“Enough! What nonsense!
Above all, try to be respectful and cautious with
the old prince.”
“If he starts a row I’ll
go away,” said Prince Anatole. “I
can’t bear those old men! Eh?”
“Remember, for you everything depends on this.”
In the meantime, not only was it known
in the maidservants’ rooms that the minister
and his son had arrived, but the appearance of both
had been minutely described. Princess Mary was
sitting alone in her room, vainly trying to master
her agitation.
“Why did they write, why did
Lise tell me about it? It can never happen!”
she said, looking at herself in the glass. “How
shall I enter the drawing room? Even if I like
him I can’t now be myself with him.”
The mere thought of her father’s look filled
her with terror. The little princess and Mademoiselle
Bourienne had already received from Masha, the lady’s
maid, the necessary report of how handsome the minister’s
son was, with his rosy cheeks and dark eyebrows, and
with what difficulty the father had dragged his legs
upstairs while the son had followed him like an eagle,
three steps at a time. Having received this information,
the little princess and Mademoiselle Bourienne, whose
chattering voices had reached her from the corridor,
went into Princess Mary’s room.
“You know they’ve come,
Marie?” said the little princess, waddling in,
and sinking heavily into an armchair.
She was no longer in the loose gown
she generally wore in the morning, but had on one
of her best dresses. Her hair was carefully done
and her face was animated, which, however, did not
conceal its sunken and faded outlines. Dressed
as she used to be in Petersburg society, it was still
more noticeable how much plainer she had become.
Some unobtrusive touch had been added to Mademoiselle
Bourienne’s toilet which rendered her fresh
and pretty face yet more attractive.
“What! Are you going to
remain as you are, dear princess?” she began.
“They’ll be announcing that the gentlemen
are in the drawing room and we shall have to go down,
and you have not smartened yourself up at all!”
The little princess got up, rang for
the maid, and hurriedly and merrily began to devise
and carry out a plan of how Princess Mary should be
dressed. Princess Mary’s self-esteem was
wounded by the fact that the arrival of a suitor agitated
her, and still more so by both her companions’
not having the least conception that it could be otherwise.
To tell them that she felt ashamed for herself and
for them would be to betray her agitation, while to
decline their offers to dress her would prolong their
banter and insistence. She flushed, her beautiful
eyes grew dim, red blotches came on her face, and
it took on the unattractive martyrlike expression
it so often wore, as she submitted herself to Mademoiselle
Bourienne and Lise. Both these women quite sincerely
tried to make her look pretty. She was so plain
that neither of them could think of her as a rival,
so they began dressing her with perfect sincerity,
and with the naïve and firm conviction women have that
dress can make a face pretty.
“No really, my dear, this dress
is not pretty,” said Lise, looking sideways
at Princess Mary from a little distance. “You
have a maroon dress, have it fetched. Really!
You know the fate of your whole life may be at stake.
But this one is too light, it’s not becoming!”
It was not the dress, but the face
and whole figure of Princess Mary that was not pretty,
but neither Mademoiselle Bourienne nor the little
princess felt this; they still thought that if a blue
ribbon were placed in the hair, the hair combed up,
and the blue scarf arranged lower on the best maroon
dress, and so on, all would be well. They forgot
that the frightened face and the figure could not
be altered, and that however they might change the
setting and adornment of that face, it would still
remain piteous and plain. After two or three changes
to which Princess Mary meekly submitted, just as her
hair had been arranged on the top of her head (a style
that quite altered and spoiled her looks) and she
had put on a maroon dress with a pale-blue scarf, the
little princess walked twice round her, now adjusting
a fold of the dress with her little hand, now arranging
the scarf and looking at her with her head bent first
on one side and then on the other.
“No, it will not do,”
she said decidedly, clasping her hands. “No,
Mary, really this dress does not suit you. I
prefer you in your little gray everyday dress.
Now please, do it for my sake. Katie,” she
said to the maid, “bring the princess her gray
dress, and you’ll see, Mademoiselle Bourienne,
how I shall arrange it,” she added, smiling with
a foretaste of artistic pleasure.
But when Katie brought the required
dress, Princess Mary remained sitting motionless before
the glass, looking at her face, and saw in the mirror
her eyes full of tears and her mouth quivering, ready
to burst into sobs.
“Come, dear princess,”
said Mademoiselle Bourienne, “just one more
little effort.”
The little princess, taking the dress
from the maid, came up to Princess Mary.
“Well, now we’ll arrange
something quite simple and becoming,” she said.
The three voices, hers, Mademoiselle
Bourienne’s, and Katie’s, who was laughing
at something, mingled in a merry sound, like the chirping
of birds.
“No, leave me alone,” said Princess Mary.
Her voice sounded so serious and so
sad that the chirping of the birds was silenced at
once. They looked at the beautiful, large, thoughtful
eyes full of tears and of thoughts, gazing shiningly
and imploringly at them, and understood that it was
useless and even cruel to insist.
“At least, change your coiffure,”
said the little princess. “Didn’t
I tell you,” she went on, turning reproachfully
to Mademoiselle Bourienne, “Mary’s is
a face which such a coiffure does not suit in the least.
Not in the least! Please change it.”
“Leave me alone, please leave
me alone! It is all quite the same to me,”
answered a voice struggling with tears.
Mademoiselle Bourienne and the little
princess had to own to themselves that Princess Mary
in this guise looked very plain, worse than usual,
but it was too late. She was looking at them with
an expression they both knew, an expression thoughtful
and sad. This expression in Princess Mary did
not frighten them (she never inspired fear in anyone),
but they knew that when it appeared on her face, she
became mute and was not to be shaken in her determination.
“You will change it, won’t
you?” said Lise. And as Princess Mary gave
no answer, she left the room.
Princess Mary was left alone.
She did not comply with Lise’s request, she
not only left her hair as it was, but did not even
look in her glass. Letting her arms fall helplessly,
she sat with downcast eyes and pondered. A husband,
a man, a strong dominant and strangely attractive
being rose in her imagination, and carried her into
a totally different happy world of his own. She
fancied a child, her own such as she had
seen the day before in the arms of her nurse’s
daughter at her own breast, the husband
standing by and gazing tenderly at her and the child.
“But no, it is impossible, I am too ugly,”
she thought.
“Please come to tea. The
prince will be out in a moment,” came the maid’s
voice at the door.
She roused herself, and felt appalled
at what she had been thinking, and before going down
she went into the room where the icons hung and, her
eyes fixed on the dark face of a large icon of the
Saviour lit by a lamp, she stood before it with folded
hands for a few moments. A painful doubt filled
her soul. Could the joy of love, of earthly love
for a man, be for her? In her thoughts of marriage
Princess Mary dreamed of happiness and of children,
but her strongest, most deeply hidden longing was
for earthly love. The more she tried to hide this
feeling from others and even from herself, the stronger
it grew. “O God,” she said, “how
am I to stifle in my heart these temptations of the
devil? How am I to renounce forever these vile
fancies, so as peacefully to fulfill Thy will?”
And scarcely had she put that question than God gave
her the answer in her own heart. “Desire
nothing for thyself, seek nothing, be not anxious
or envious. Man’s future and thy own fate
must remain hidden from thee, but live so that thou
mayest be ready for anything. If it be God’s
will to prove thee in the duties of marriage, be ready
to fulfill His will.” With this consoling
thought (but yet with a hope for the fulfillment of
her forbidden earthly longing) Princess Mary sighed,
and having crossed herself went down, thinking neither
of her gown and coiffure nor of how she would go in
nor of what she would say. What could all that
matter in comparison with the will of God, without
Whose care not a hair of man’s head can fall?