Kutuzov accompanied by his adjutants
rode at a walking pace behind the carabineers.
When he had gone less than half a
mile in the rear of the column he stopped at a solitary,
deserted house that had probably once been an inn,
where two roads parted. Both of them led downhill
and troops were marching along both.
The fog had begun to clear and enemy
troops were already dimly visible about a mile and
a half off on the opposite heights. Down below,
on the left, the firing became more distinct.
Kutuzov had stopped and was speaking to an Austrian
general. Prince Andrew, who was a little behind
looking at them, turned to an adjutant to ask him for
a field glass.
“Look, look!” said this
adjutant, looking not at the troops in the distance,
but down the hill before him. “It’s
the French!”
The two generals and the adjutant
took hold of the field glass, trying to snatch it
from one another. The expression on all their
faces suddenly changed to one of horror. The
French were supposed to be a mile and a half away,
but had suddenly and unexpectedly appeared just in
front of us.
“It’s the enemy?...
No!... Yes, see it is!... for certain....
But how is that?” said different voices.
With the naked eye Prince Andrew saw
below them to the right, not more than five hundred
paces from where Kutuzov was standing, a dense French
column coming up to meet the Apsherons.
“Here it is! The decisive
moment has arrived. My turn has come,” thought
Prince Andrew, and striking his horse he rode up to
Kutuzov.
“The Apsherons must be stopped,
your excellency,” cried he. But at that
very instant a cloud of smoke spread all round, firing
was heard quite close at hand, and a voice of naïve
terror barely two steps from Prince Andrew shouted,
“Brothers! All’s lost!” And
at this as if at a command, everyone began to run.
Confused and ever-increasing crowds
were running back to where five minutes before the
troops had passed the Emperors. Not only would
it have been difficult to stop that crowd, it was
even impossible not to be carried back with it oneself.
Bolkonski only tried not to lose touch with it, and
looked around bewildered and unable to grasp what was
happening in front of him. Nesvitski with an angry
face, red and unlike himself, was shouting to Kutuzov
that if he did not ride away at once he would certainly
be taken prisoner. Kutuzov remained in the same
place and without answering drew out a handkerchief.
Blood was flowing from his cheek. Prince Andrew
forced his way to him.
“You are wounded?” he
asked, hardly able to master the trembling of his
lower jaw.
“The wound is not here, it is
there!” said Kutuzov, pressing the handkerchief
to his wounded cheek and pointing to the fleeing soldiers.
“Stop them!” he shouted, and at the same
moment, probably realizing that it was impossible
to stop them, spurred his horse and rode to the right.
A fresh wave of the flying mob caught
him and bore him back with it.
The troops were running in such a
dense mass that once surrounded by them it was difficult
to get out again. One was shouting, “Get
on! Why are you hindering us?” Another
in the same place turned round and fired in the air;
a third was striking the horse Kutuzov himself rode.
Having by a great effort got away to the left from
that flood of men, Kutuzov, with his suite diminished
by more than half, rode toward a sound of artillery
fire near by. Having forced his way out of the
crowd of fugitives, Prince Andrew, trying to keep
near Kutuzov, saw on the slope of the hill amid the
smoke a Russian battery that was still firing and
Frenchmen running toward it. Higher up stood some
Russian infantry, neither moving forward to protect
the battery nor backward with the fleeing crowd.
A mounted general separated himself from the infantry
and approached Kutuzov. Of Kutuzov’s suite
only four remained. They were all pale and exchanged
looks in silence.
“Stop those wretches!”
gasped Kutuzov to the regimental commander, pointing
to the flying soldiers; but at that instant, as if
to punish him for those words, bullets flew hissing
across the regiment and across Kutuzov’s suite
like a flock of little birds.
The French had attacked the battery
and, seeing Kutuzov, were firing at him. After
this volley the regimental commander clutched at his
leg; several soldiers fell, and a second lieutenant
who was holding the flag let it fall from his hands.
It swayed and fell, but caught on the muskets of the
nearest soldiers. The soldiers started firing
without orders.
“Oh! Oh! Oh!”
groaned Kutuzov despairingly and looked around....
“Bolkonski!” he whispered, his voice trembling
from a consciousness of the feebleness of age, “Bolkonski!”
he whispered, pointing to the disordered battalion
and at the enemy, “what’s that?”
But before he had finished speaking,
Prince Andrew, feeling tears of shame and anger choking
him, had already leapt from his horse and run to the
standard.
“Forward, lads!” he shouted
in a voice piercing as a child’s.
“Here it is!” thought
he, seizing the staff of the standard and hearing
with pleasure the whistle of bullets evidently aimed
at him. Several soldiers fell.
“Hurrah!” shouted Prince
Andrew, and, scarcely able to hold up the heavy standard,
he ran forward with full confidence that the whole
battalion would follow him.
And really he only ran a few steps
alone. One soldier moved and then another and
soon the whole battalion ran forward shouting “Hurrah!”
and overtook him. A sergeant of the battalion
ran up and took the flag that was swaying from its
weight in Prince Andrew’s hands, but he was
immediately killed. Prince Andrew again seized
the standard and, dragging it by the staff, ran on
with the battalion. In front he saw our artillerymen,
some of whom were fighting, while others, having abandoned
their guns, were running toward him. He also saw
French infantry soldiers who were seizing the artillery
horses and turning the guns round. Prince Andrew
and the battalion were already within twenty paces
of the cannon. He heard the whistle of bullets
above him unceasingly and to right and left of him
soldiers continually groaned and dropped. But
he did not look at them: he looked only at what
was going on in front of him at the battery.
He now saw clearly the figure of a red-haired gunner
with his shako knocked awry, pulling one end of a mop
while a French soldier tugged at the other. He
could distinctly see the distraught yet angry expression
on the faces of these two men, who evidently did not
realize what they were doing.
“What are they about?”
thought Prince Andrew as he gazed at them. “Why
doesn’t the red-haired gunner run away as he
is unarmed? Why doesn’t the Frenchman stab
him? He will not get away before the Frenchman
remembers his bayonet and stabs him....”
And really another French soldier,
trailing his musket, ran up to the struggling men,
and the fate of the red-haired gunner, who had triumphantly
secured the mop and still did not realize what awaited
him, was about to be decided. But Prince Andrew
did not see how it ended. It seemed to him as
though one of the soldiers near him hit him on the
head with the full swing of a bludgeon. It hurt
a little, but the worst of it was that the pain distracted
him and prevented his seeing what he had been looking
at.
“What’s this? Am
I falling? My legs are giving way,” thought
he, and fell on his back. He opened his eyes,
hoping to see how the struggle of the Frenchmen with
the gunners ended, whether the red-haired gunner had
been killed or not and whether the cannon had been
captured or saved. But he saw nothing. Above
him there was now nothing but the sky the
lofty sky, not clear yet still immeasurably lofty,
with gray clouds gliding slowly across it. “How
quiet, peaceful, and solemn; not at all as I ran,”
thought Prince Andrew “not as we ran,
shouting and fighting, not at all as the gunner and
the Frenchman with frightened and angry faces struggled
for the mop: how differently do those clouds glide
across that lofty infinite sky! How was it I did
not see that lofty sky before? And how happy
I am to have found it at last! Yes! All is
vanity, all falsehood, except that infinite sky.
There is nothing, nothing, but that. But even
it does not exist, there is nothing but quiet and peace.
Thank God!...”