The wind had fallen and black clouds,
merging with the powder smoke, hung low over the field
of battle on the horizon. It was growing dark
and the glow of two conflagrations was the more conspicuous.
The cannonade was dying down, but the rattle of musketry
behind and on the right sounded oftener and nearer.
As soon as Tushin with his guns, continually driving
round or coming upon wounded men, was out of range
of fire and had descended into the dip, he was met
by some of the staff, among them the staff officer
and Zherkov, who had been twice sent to Tushin’s
battery but had never reached it. Interrupting
one another, they all gave, and transmitted, orders
as to how to proceed, reprimanding and reproaching
him. Tushin gave no orders, and, silently fearing
to speak because at every word he felt ready to weep
without knowing why rode behind on his artillery
nag. Though the orders were to abandon the wounded,
many of them dragged themselves after troops and begged
for seats on the gun carriages. The jaunty infantry
officer who just before the battle had rushed out of
Tushin’s wattle shed was laid, with a bullet
in his stomach, on “Matvevna’s” carriage.
At the foot of the hill, a pale hussar cadet, supporting
one hand with the other, came up to Tushin and asked
for a seat.
“Captain, for God’s sake!
I’ve hurt my arm,” he said timidly.
“For God’s sake... I can’t
walk. For God’s sake!”
It was plain that this cadet had already
repeatedly asked for a lift and been refused.
He asked in a hesitating, piteous voice.
“Tell them to give me a seat, for God’s
sake!”
“Give him a seat,” said
Tushin. “Lay a cloak for him to sit on,
lad,” he said, addressing his favorite soldier.
“And where is the wounded officer?”
“He has been set down. He died,”
replied someone.
“Help him up. Sit down,
dear fellow, sit down! Spread out the cloak,
Antonov.”
The cadet was Rostov. With one
hand he supported the other; he was pale and his jaw
trembled, shivering feverishly. He was placed
on “Matvevna,” the gun from which they
had removed the dead officer. The cloak they
spread under him was wet with blood which stained his
breeches and arm.
“What, are you wounded, my lad?”
said Tushin, approaching the gun on which Rostov sat.
“No, it’s a sprain.”
“Then what is this blood on the gun carriage?”
inquired Tushin.
“It was the officer, your honor,
stained it,” answered the artilleryman, wiping
away the blood with his coat sleeve, as if apologizing
for the state of his gun.
It was all that they could do to get
the guns up the rise aided by the infantry, and having
reached the village of Gruntersdorf they halted.
It had grown so dark that one could not distinguish
the uniforms ten paces off, and the firing had begun
to subside. Suddenly, near by on the right, shouting
and firing were again heard. Flashes of shot gleamed
in the darkness. This was the last French attack
and was met by soldiers who had sheltered in the village
houses. They all rushed out of the village again,
but Tushin’s guns could not move, and the artillerymen,
Tushin, and the cadet exchanged silent glances as they
awaited their fate. The firing died down and
soldiers, talking eagerly, streamed out of a side
street.
“Not hurt, Petrov?” asked one.
“We’ve given it ’em
hot, mate! They won’t make another push
now,” said another.
“You couldn’t see a thing.
How they shot at their own fellows! Nothing could
be seen. Pitch-dark, brother! Isn’t
there something to drink?”
The French had been repulsed for the
last time. And again and again in the complete
darkness Tushin’s guns moved forward, surrounded
by the humming infantry as by a frame.
In the darkness, it seemed as though
a gloomy unseen river was flowing always in one direction,
humming with whispers and talk and the sound of hoofs
and wheels. Amid the general rumble, the groans
and voices of the wounded were more distinctly heard
than any other sound in the darkness of the night.
The gloom that enveloped the army was filled with their
groans, which seemed to melt into one with the darkness
of the night. After a while the moving mass became
agitated, someone rode past on a white horse followed
by his suite, and said something in passing: “What
did he say? Where to, now? Halt, is it?
Did he thank us?” came eager questions from
all sides. The whole moving mass began pressing
closer together and a report spread that they were
ordered to halt: evidently those in front had
halted. All remained where they were in the middle
of the muddy road.
Fires were lighted and the talk became
more audible. Captain Tushin, having given orders
to his company, sent a soldier to find a dressing
station or a doctor for the cadet, and sat down by
a bonfire the soldiers had kindled on the road.
Rostov, too, dragged himself to the fire. From
pain, cold, and damp, a feverish shivering shook his
whole body. Drowsiness was irresistibly mastering
him, but he kept awake by an excruciating pain in
his arm, for which he could find no satisfactory position.
He kept closing his eyes and then again looking at
the fire, which seemed to him dazzlingly red, and
at the feeble, round-shouldered figure of Tushin who
was sitting cross-legged like a Turk beside him.
Tushin’s large, kind, intelligent eyes were fixed
with sympathy and commiseration on Rostov, who saw
that Tushin with his whole heart wished to help him
but could not.
From all sides were heard the footsteps
and talk of the infantry, who were walking, driving
past, and settling down all around. The sound
of voices, the tramping feet, the horses’ hoofs
moving in mud, the crackling of wood fires near and
afar, merged into one tremulous rumble.
It was no longer, as before, a dark,
unseen river flowing through the gloom, but a dark
sea swelling and gradually subsiding after a storm.
Rostov looked at and listened listlessly to what passed
before and around him. An infantryman came to
the fire, squatted on his heels, held his hands to
the blaze, and turned away his face.
“You don’t mind your honor?”
he asked Tushin. “I’ve lost my company,
your honor. I don’t know where... such bad
luck!”
With the soldier, an infantry officer
with a bandaged cheek came up to the bonfire, and
addressing Tushin asked him to have the guns moved
a trifle to let a wagon go past. After he had
gone, two soldiers rushed to the campfire. They
were quarreling and fighting desperately, each trying
to snatch from the other a boot they were both holding
on to.
“You picked it up?... I
dare say! You’re very smart!” one
of them shouted hoarsely.
Then a thin, pale soldier, his neck
bandaged with a bloodstained leg band, came up and
in angry tones asked the artillerymen for water.
“Must one die like a dog?” said he.
Tushin told them to give the man some
water. Then a cheerful soldier ran up, begging
a little fire for the infantry.
“A nice little hot torch for
the infantry! Good luck to you, fellow countrymen.
Thanks for the fire we’ll return it
with interest,” said he, carrying away into
the darkness a glowing stick.
Next came four soldiers, carrying
something heavy on a cloak, and passed by the fire.
One of them stumbled.
“Who the devil has put the logs on the road?”
snarled he.
“He’s dead why carry him?”
said another.
“Shut up!”
And they disappeared into the darkness with their
load.
“Still aching?” Tushin asked Rostov in
a whisper.
“Yes.”
“Your honor, you’re wanted
by the general. He is in the hut here,”
said a gunner, coming up to Tushin.
“Coming, friend.”
Tushin rose and, buttoning his greatcoat
and pulling it straight, walked away from the fire.
Not far from the artillery campfire,
in a hut that had been prepared for him, Prince Bagration
sat at dinner, talking with some commanding officers
who had gathered at his quarters. The little old
man with the half-closed eyes was there greedily gnawing
a mutton bone, and the general who had served blamelessly
for twenty-two years, flushed by a glass of vodka
and the dinner; and the staff officer with the signet
ring, and Zherkov, uneasily glancing at them all, and
Prince Andrew, pale, with compressed lips and feverishly
glittering eyes.
In a corner of the hut stood a standard
captured from the French, and the accountant with
the naïve face was feeling its texture, shaking his
head in perplexity perhaps because the banner
really interested him, perhaps because it was hard
for him, hungry as he was, to look on at a dinner
where there was no place for him. In the next
hut there was a French colonel who had been taken
prisoner by our dragoons. Our officers were flocking
in to look at him. Prince Bagration was thanking
the individual commanders and inquiring into details
of the action and our losses. The general whose
regiment had been inspected at Braunau was informing
the prince that as soon as the action began he had
withdrawn from the wood, mustered the men who were
woodcutting, and, allowing the French to pass him,
had made a bayonet charge with two battalions and
had broken up the French troops.
“When I saw, your excellency,
that their first battalion was disorganized, I stopped
in the road and thought: ’I’ll let
them come on and will meet them with the fire of the
whole battalion’ and that’s
what I did.”
The general had so wished to do this
and was so sorry he had not managed to do it that
it seemed to him as if it had really happened.
Perhaps it might really have been so? Could one
possibly make out amid all that confusion what did
or did not happen?
“By the way, your excellency,
I should inform you,” he continued remembering
Dolokhov’s conversation with Kutuzov and his
last interview with the gentleman-ranker “that
Private Dolokhov, who was reduced to the ranks, took
a French officer prisoner in my presence and particularly
distinguished himself.”
“I saw the Pavlograd hussars
attack there, your excellency,” chimed in Zherkov,
looking uneasily around. He had not seen the hussars
all that day, but had heard about them from an infantry
officer. “They broke up two squares, your
excellency.”
Several of those present smiled at
Zherkov’s words, expecting one of his usual
jokes, but noticing that what he was saying redounded
to the glory of our arms and of the day’s work,
they assumed a serious expression, though many of
them knew that what he was saying was a lie devoid
of any foundation. Prince Bagration turned to
the old colonel:
“Gentlemen, I thank you all;
all arms have behaved heroically: infantry, cavalry,
and artillery. How was it that two guns were abandoned
in the center?” he inquired, searching with
his eyes for someone. (Prince Bagration did not ask
about the guns on the left flank; he knew that all
the guns there had been abandoned at the very beginning
of the action.) “I think I sent you?”
he added, turning to the staff officer on duty.
“One was damaged,” answered
the staff officer, “and the other I can’t
understand. I was there all the time giving orders
and had only just left.... It is true that it
was hot there,” he added, modestly.
Someone mentioned that Captain Tushin
was bivouacking close to the village and had already
been sent for.
“Oh, but you were there?”
said Prince Bagration, addressing Prince Andrew.
“Of course, we only just missed
one another,” said the staff officer, with a
smile to Bolkonski.
“I had not the pleasure of seeing
you,” said Prince Andrew, coldly and abruptly.
All were silent. Tushin appeared
at the threshold and made his way timidly from behind
the backs of the generals. As he stepped past
the generals in the crowded hut, feeling embarrassed
as he always was by the sight of his superiors, he
did not notice the staff of the banner and stumbled
over it. Several of those present laughed.
“How was it a gun was abandoned?”
asked Bagration, frowning, not so much at the captain
as at those who were laughing, among whom Zherkov laughed
loudest.
Only now, when he was confronted by
the stern authorities, did his guilt and the disgrace
of having lost two guns and yet remaining alive present
themselves to Tushin in all their horror. He had
been so excited that he had not thought about it until
that moment. The officers’ laughter confused
him still more. He stood before Bagration with
his lower jaw trembling and was hardly able to mutter:
“I don’t know... your excellency...
I had no men... your excellency.”
“You might have taken some from the covering
troops.”
Tushin did not say that there were
no covering troops, though that was perfectly true.
He was afraid of getting some other officer into trouble,
and silently fixed his eyes on Bagration as a schoolboy
who has blundered looks at an examiner.
The silence lasted some time.
Prince Bagration, apparently not wishing to be severe,
found nothing to say; the others did not venture to
intervene. Prince Andrew looked at Tushin from
under his brows and his fingers twitched nervously.
“Your excellency!” Prince
Andrew broke the silence with his abrupt voice, “you
were pleased to send me to Captain Tushin’s battery.
I went there and found two thirds of the men and horses
knocked out, two guns smashed, and no supports at
all.”
Prince Bagration and Tushin looked
with equal intentness at Bolkonski, who spoke with
suppressed agitation.
“And, if your excellency will
allow me to express my opinion,” he continued,
“we owe today’s success chiefly to the
action of that battery and the heroic endurance of
Captain Tushin and his company,” and without
awaiting a reply, Prince Andrew rose and left the table.
Prince Bagration looked at Tushin,
evidently reluctant to show distrust in Bolkonski’s
emphatic opinion yet not feeling able fully to credit
it, bent his head, and told Tushin that he could go.
Prince Andrew went out with him.
“Thank you; you saved me, my dear fellow!”
said Tushin.
Prince Andrew gave him a look, but
said nothing and went away. He felt sad and depressed.
It was all so strange, so unlike what he had hoped.
“Who are they? Why are
they here? What do they want? And when will
all this end?” thought Rostov, looking at the
changing shadows before him. The pain in his
arm became more and more intense. Irresistible
drowsiness overpowered him, red rings danced before
his eyes, and the impression of those voices and faces
and a sense of loneliness merged with the physical
pain. It was they, these soldiers wounded
and unwounded it was they who were crushing,
weighing down, and twisting the sinews and scorching
the flesh of his sprained arm and shoulder. To
rid himself of them he closed his eyes.
For a moment he dozed, but in that
short interval innumerable things appeared to him
in a dream: his mother and her large white hand,
Sonya’s thin little shoulders, Natasha’s
eyes and laughter, Denisov with his voice and mustache,
and Telyanin and all that affair with Telyanin and
Bogdanich. That affair was the same thing as this
soldier with the harsh voice, and it was that affair
and this soldier that were so agonizingly, incessantly
pulling and pressing his arm and always dragging it
in one direction. He tried to get away from them,
but they would not for an instant let his shoulder
move a hair’s breadth. It would not ache it
would be well if only they did not pull
it, but it was impossible to get rid of them.
He opened his eyes and looked up.
The black canopy of night hung less than a yard above
the glow of the charcoal. Flakes of falling snow
were fluttering in that light. Tushin had not
returned, the doctor had not come. He was alone
now, except for a soldier who was sitting naked at
the other side of the fire, warming his thin yellow
body.
“Nobody wants me!” thought
Rostov. “There is no one to help me or pity
me. Yet I was once at home, strong, happy, and
loved.” He sighed and, doing so, groaned
involuntarily.
“Eh, is anything hurting you?”
asked the soldier, shaking his shirt out over the
fire, and not waiting for an answer he gave a grunt
and added: “What a lot of men have been
crippled today frightful!”
Rostov did not listen to the soldier.
He looked at the snowflakes fluttering above the fire
and remembered a Russian winter at his warm, bright
home, his fluffy fur coat, his quickly gliding sleigh,
his healthy body, and all the affection and care of
his family. “And why did I come here?”
he wondered.
Next day the French army did not renew
their attack, and the remnant of Bagration’s
detachment was reunited to Kutuzov’s army.