The elder Simpson gradually learned
to expend more money upon his son; it was not that
the latter was a spendthrift or that he took to any
evil courses he simply became a gentleman
and had uses for money of which his father could not,
unaided, have conceived. Caius was too virtuous
to desire to spend his father’s hardly-gathered
stores unnecessarily; therefore, the last years of
his college life in Montreal he did not come home
in summer, but found occupation in that city by which
to make a small income for himself.
In those two years he learned much
of medical and surgical lore this was of
course, for he was a student by nature; but other things
that he learned were, upon the whole, more noteworthy
in the development of his character. He became
fastidious as to the fit of his coat and as to the
work of the laundress upon his shirt-fronts. He
learned to sit in easy attitude by gauzily-dressed
damsels under sparkling gaslight, and to curl his
fair moustache between his now white fingers as he
talked to them, and yet to moderate the extent of
the attention that he paid to each, not wishing that
it should be in excess of that which was due.
He learned to value himself as he was valued as
a rising man, one who would do well not to throw himself
away in marriage. He had a moustache first, and
at last he had a beard. He was a sober young man:
as his father’s teaching had been strict, so
he was now strict in his rule over himself. He
frequented religious services, going about listening
to popular preachers of all sorts, and critically
commenting upon their sermons to his friends.
He was really a very religious and well-intentioned
man, all of which stood in his favour with the more
sober portion of society whose favour he courted.
As his talents and industry gained him grace in the
eyes of the dons of his college, so his good life
and good understanding made him friends among the more
worthy of his companions. He was conceited and
self-righteous, but not obviously so.
When his college had conferred upon
him the degree of doctor of medicine, he felt that
he had climbed only on the lower rungs of the ladder
of knowledge. It was his father, not himself,
who had chosen his profession, and now that he had
received the right to practise medicine he experienced
no desire to practise it; learning he loved truly,
but not that he might turn it into golden fees, and
not that by it he might assuage the sorrows of others;
he loved it partly for its own sake, perhaps chiefly
so; but there was in his heart a long-enduring ambition,
which formed itself definitely into a desire for higher
culture, and hoped more indefinitely for future fame.
Caius resolved to go abroad and study
at the medical schools of the Old World. His
professors applauded his resolve; his friends encouraged
him in it. It was to explain to his father the
necessity for this course of action, and wheedle the
old man into approval and consent, that the young
doctor went home in the spring of the same year which
gave him his degree.
Caius had other sentiments in going
home besides those which underlay the motive which
we have assigned. If as he travelled he at all
regarded the finery of all that he had acquired, it
was that he might by it delight the parents who loved
him with such pride. Though not a fop, his hand
trembled on the last morning of his journey when he
fastened a necktie of the colour his mother loved
best. He took an earlier train than he could
have been expected to take, and drove at furious rate
between the station and his home, in order that he
might creep in by the side door and greet his parents
before they had thought of coming to meet him.
He had also taken no breakfast, that he might eat the
more of the manifold dainties which his mother had
in readiness.
For three or four days he feasted
hilariously upon these dainties until he was ill.
He also practised all the airs and graces of dandyism
that he could think of, because he knew that the old
folks, with ill-judging taste, admired them.
When he had explained to them how great a man he should
be when he had been abroad, and how economical his
life would be in a foreign city, they had no greater
desire than that he should go abroad, and there wax
as great as might be possible.
One thing that consoled the mother
in the heroism of her ambition was that it was his
plan first to spend the long tranquil summer by her
side. Another was that, because her son had set
his whole affection upon learning, it appeared he
had no immediate intention of fixing his love upon
any more material maid. In her timid jealousy
she loved to come across this topic with him, not
worldly-wise enough to know that the answers which
reassured her did not display the noblest side of his
heart.
“And there wasn’t a girl
among them all that you fancied, my lad?” With
spotless apron round her portly form she was serving
the morning rasher while Caius and his father sat
at meat.
“I wouldn’t say that,
mother: I fancied them all.” Caius
spoke with generous condescension towards the fair.
“Ay,” said the father
shrewdly, “there’s safety in numbers.”
“But there wasn’t one
was particular, Caius?” continued the dame with
gleeful insinuation, because she was assured that the
answer was to be negative. “A likely lad
like you should marry; it’s part of his duty.”
Caius was dense enough not to see
her true sentiment. The particular smile that,
in the classification of his facial expressions, belonged
to the subject of love and marriage, played upon his
lips while he explained that when a man got up in
the world he could make a better marriage than he
could when comparatively poor and unknown.
Her woman’s instinct assured
her that the expression and the words arose from a
heart ignorant of the quality of love, and she regarded
nothing else.
The breakfast-room in which they sat
had no feature that could render it attractive to
Caius. Although it was warm weather, the windows
were closely shut and never opened; such was the habit
of the family, and even his influence had not strength
to break through a regulation which to his parents
appeared so wise and safe. The meadows outside
were brimful of flowers, but no flower found its way
into this orderly room. The furniture had that
desolate sort of gaudiness which one sees in the wares
of cheap shops. Cleanliness and godliness were
the most conspicuous virtues exhibited, for the room
was spotless, and the map of Palestine and a large
Bible were prominent objects.
The father and mother were in the
habit of eating in the kitchen when alone, and to
the son’s taste that room, decorated with shining
utensils, with its door open to earth and sky, was
infinitely more picturesque and cheery; but the mother
had a stronger will than her son, and she had ordained
that his rise in the world should be marked by his
eating in the dining-room, where meals were served
whenever they had company. Caius observed also,
with a pain to which his heart was sensitive, that
at these meals she treated him to her company manners
also, asking him in a clear, firm voice if he “chose
bread” or if he would “choose a little
meat,” an expression common in the country as
an elegant manner of pressing food upon visitors.
It was not that he felt himself unworthy of this mark
of esteem, but that the bad taste and the bad English
grated upon his nerves.
She was a strong, comely woman, this
housemother, portly in person and large of face, with
plentiful gray hair brushed smooth; from the face
the colour had faded, but the look of health and strong
purpose remained. The father, on the other hand,
tended to leanness; his large frame was beginning
to be obviously bowed by toil; his hair and beard
were somewhat long, and had a way of twisting themselves
as though blown by the wind. When the light of
the summer morning shone through the panes of clean
glass upon this family at breakfast, it was obvious
that the son was physically somewhat degenerate.
Athletics had not then come into fashion; Caius was
less in stature than might have been expected from
such parents; and now, after his years of town life,
he had an appearance of being limp in sinew, nor was
there the same strong will and alert shrewdness written
upon his features. He was a handsome fellow,
clear-eyed and intelligent, finer far, in the estimation
of his parents, than themselves; but that which rounded
out the lines of his figure was rather a tendency
to plumpness than the development of muscle, and the
intelligence of his face suggested rather the power
to think than the power to utilize his thought.
After the first glad days of the home-coming,
the lack of education and taste, and the habits that
this lack engendered, jarred more and more upon Caius.
He loved his parents too well to betray his just distress
at the narrow round of thought and feeling in which
their minds revolved the dogmatism of ignorance
on all points, whether of social custom or of the
sublime reaches of theology; but this distress became
magnified into irritation, partly because of this secrecy,
partly because his mind, wearied by study, had not
its most wholesome balance.
Jim Hogan at this time made overtures
of renewed friendship to Caius. Jim was the same
as of old athletic, quick-witted, large
and strong, with his freckled face still innocent
of hair; the red brush stood up over his unnaturally
high forehead in such fashion as to suggest to the
imaginative eye that wreath of flame that in some old
pictures is displayed round the heads of villains
in the infernal regions. Jim was now the acknowledged
leader of the young men of that part who were not
above certain low and mischievous practices to which
Caius did not dream of condescending. Caius repulsed
the offer of friendship extended to him.
The households with which his parents
were friendly made great merrymakings over his return.
Dancing was forbidden, but games in which maidens
might be caught and kissed were not. Caius was
not diverted; he had not the good-nature to be in
sympathy with the sort of hilarity which was exacted
from him.