By riding across the small lagoon
that lay beside Cloud Island to the inward side of
the bay, and then eastward some twelve miles toward
an island that was little frequented, the last of
the chain on this horn of the crescent, one came under
the highest and boldest façade of cliffs that was
to be found in all that group. It was here that
Caius chanced to wander one calm mild day in early
March, mild because the thermometer stood at less
than 30 deg. below the freezing point, and a light
vault of pearly cloud shut in the earth from the heaven,
and seemed, by way of contrast with other days, to
keep it warm. He had ridden far, following out
of aimless curiosity the track that had been beaten
on the side of the bay to this farthest island.
It was a new road for him; he had never attempted
it before; and no sooner had he got within good sight
of the land, than his interest was wholly attracted
by the cliffs, which, shelving somewhat outward at
the top, and having all their sides very steep and
smooth, were, except for a few crevices of ice, or
an outward hanging icicle, or here and there a fringe
of icicles, entirely free from snow and ice.
He rode up under them wonderingly, pleased to feast
his eyes upon the natural colour of rock and earth,
and eager, with what knowledge of geology he had,
to read the story they told.
This story, as far as the history
of the earth was concerned, was soon told; the cliffs
were of gray carboniferous limestone. Caius became
interested in the beauty of their colouring. Blue
and red clay had washed down upon them in streaks
and patches; where certain faults in the rock occurred,
and bars of iron-yielding stone were seen, the rust
had washed down also, so that upon flat facets and
concave and convex surfaces a great variety of colour
and tint, and light and shade, was produced.
He could not proceed immediately at
the base of the cliffs, for in their shelter the snow
had drifted deep. He was soon obliged to keep
to the beaten track, which here ran about a quarter
of a mile distant from the rock. Walking his
horse, and looking up as he went, his attention was
arrested by perceiving that a whitish stain on a smooth
dark facet of the rock assumed the appearance of a
white angel in the act of alighting from aerial flight.
The picture grew so distinct that he could not take
his eyes from it, even after he had gone past, until
he was quite weary of looking back or of trying to
keep his restive horse from dancing forward.
When, at last, however, he turned his eyes from the
majestic figure with the white wings, his fancy caught
at certain lines and patches of rust which portrayed
a horse of gigantic size galloping upon a forward
part of the cliff. The second picture brought
him to a standstill, and he examined the whole face
of the hill, realizing that he was in the presence
of a picture-gallery which Nature, it seemed, had
painted all for her own delight. He thought himself
the discoverer; he felt at once both a loneliness
and elation at finding himself in that frozen solitude,
gazing with fascinated eyes at one portion of the rock
after another where he saw, or fancied he saw, sketches
of this and that which ravished his sense of beauty
both in colour and form.
In his excitement to see what would
come next, he did not check the stepping of his horse,
but only kept it to a gentle pace. Thus he came
where the road turned round with the rounding cliff,
and here for a bit he saw no picture upon the rock;
but still he looked intently, hoping that the panorama
was not ended, and only just noticed that there was
another horse beside his own within the lonely scene.
In some places here the snow was drifted high near
the track; in others, both the road and the adjoining
tracts of ice were swept by the wind almost bare of
snow. He soon became aware that the horse he had
espied was not upon the road. Then, aroused to
curiosity, he turned out of his path and rode through
shallow snow till he came close to it.
The horse was standing quite still,
and its rider was standing beside it, one arm embracing
its neck, and with head leaning back against the creature’s
glossy shoulder. The person thus standing was
Madame Le Maitre, and she was looking up steadfastly
at the cliffs, of which this point in the road displayed
a new expanse.
So silently had the horse of Caius
moved in the muffling snow that, coming up on the
other side, he was able to look at the lady for one
full moment before she saw him, and in that moment
and the next he saw that the sight of him robbed her
face of the peace which had been written there.
She was wrapped as usual in her fur-lined cloak and
hood. She looked to him inquiringly, with perhaps
just a touch of indignant displeasure in her expression,
waiting for him to explain, as if he had come on purpose
to interrupt her.
“I am sorry. I had no idea
you were here, or I would not have come.”
The next moment he marvelled at himself
as to how he had known that this was the right thing
to say; for it did not sound polite.
Her displeasure was appeased.
“You have found my pictures, then,” she
said simply.
“Only this hour, and by chance.”
By this time he was wondering by what
road she had got there. If she had ridden alone
across the bay from Harbour Island, where the Pembrokes
lived, she had done a bold thing for a woman, and one,
moreover, which, in the state of health in which he
had seen her last, would have been impossible to her.
Madame Le Maitre had begun to move
slowly, as one who wakes from a happy dream.
He perceived that she was making preparations to mount.
“I cannot understand it,”
he cried; “how can these pictures come just by
chance? I have heard of the Picture Rocks on Lake
Superior, for instance, but I never conceived of anything
so distinct, so lovely, as these that I have seen.”
“The angels make them,”
said Madame Le Maitre. She paused again (though
her bridle had been gathered in her hand ready for
the mount), and looked up again at the rock.
Caius was not unheedful of the force
of that soft but absolute assertion, but he must needs
speak, if he spoke at all, from his own point of view,
not hers.
“I suppose,” he said,
“that the truth is there is something upon the
rock that strikes us as a resemblance, and our imagination
furnishes the detail that perfects the picture.”
“In that case would you not see one thing and
I another?”
Now for the first time his eyes followed
hers, and on the gray rock immediately opposite he
suddenly perceived a picture, without definite edge
it is true, but in composition more complete than anything
he had seen before. What had formerly delighted
him had been, as it were, mere sketches of one thing
or another scattered in different places, but here
there was a large group of figures, painted for the
most part in varied tints of gray, and blue, and pink.
In the foreground of this picture
a young man and young woman, radiant both in face
and apparel, stood before a figure draped in priestly
garments of sober gray. Behind them, in a vista,
which seemed to be filled with an atmosphere of light
and joy, a band of figures were dancing in gay procession,
every line of the limbs and of the light draperies
suggesting motion and glee. How did he know that
some of these were men, and some were women?
He had never seen such dresses as they wore, which
seemed to be composed of tunics and gossamer veils
of blue and red. Yet he did know quite distinctly
which were men and which were women, and he knew that
it was a marriage scene. The bride wore a wreath
of flowers; the bridegroom carried a sheaf or garland
of fruit or grain, which seemed to be a part of the
ceremony. Caius thought he was about to offer
it to the priest.
For some minutes the two looked up
at the rock quite silently. Now the lady answered
his last remark:
“What is it you see?”
“You know it best; tell me what it is.”
“It is a wedding. Don’t you see the
wedding dance?”
He had not got down from his horse;
he had a feeling that if he had alighted she would
have mounted. He tried now, leaning forward, to
tell her how clearly he had seen the meaning, if so
it might be called, of the natural fresco, and to
find some words adequately to express his appreciation
of its beauty. He knew that he had not expressed
himself well, but she did not seem dissatisfied at
the tribute he paid to a thing which she evidently
regarded with personal love.
“Do you think,” she said,
“that it will alter soon, or become defaced?
It has been just the same for a year. It might,
you know, become defaced any day, and then no one
would have seen it but ourselves. The islanders,
you know, do not notice it.”
“Ah, yes,” said Caius;
“beauty is made up of two parts the
objects seen and the understanding eye. We only
know how much we are indebted to training and education
when we find out to what extent the natural eye is
blind.”
This remark did not seem to interest
her. He felt that it jarred somehow, and that
she was wishing him away.
“But why,” he asked, “should
angels paint a marriage? They neither marry ”
He stopped, feeling that she might think him flippant
if he quoted the text.
“Because it is the best thing to paint,”
she said.
“How the best?”
“Well, just the best human thing: everyone
knows that.”
“Has her marriage been so gloriously
happy?” said Caius to himself as the soft assurance
of her tones reached his ears, and for some reason
or other he felt desolate, as a soul might upon whom
the door of paradise swung shut. Then irritably
he said: “I don’t know it.
Most marriages seem to me ”
He stopped, but she had understood.
“But if this picture crumbles
to pieces, that does not alter the fact that the angels
made it lovely.” (Her slight accent, because
it made the pronunciation of each word more careful,
gave her speech a quaint suggestion of instruction
that perhaps she did not intend.) “The idea is
painted on our hearts in just the same way; it is the
best thing we can think of, except God.”
“Yet,” urged Caius, “even
if it is the best from our point of view, you will
allow that it is written that it is not a heavenly
institution. The angels should try to teach us
to look at something higher.”
“The words do not mean that.
I don’t believe there is anything higher for
us. I don’t believe people are not married
in heaven.”
With sweet unreason she set aside
authority when it clashed with her opinion. To
Caius she had never been so attractive as now, when,
for the first time to him, she was proving herself
of kin to ordinary folk; and yet, so curiously false
are our notions of sainthood that she seemed to him
the less devout because she proved to be more loving.
“You see” she
spoke and paused “you see, when I
was at school in a convent I had a friend. I
was perfectly happy when I was with her and she with
me; it was a marriage. When we went in the garden
or on the sea, we were only happy when we were with
each other. That is how I learned early that
it is only perfect to be two. Ah, when one knows
what it is to be lonely, one learns that that is true;
but many people are not given grace to be lonely they
are sufficient to themselves. They say it is
enough to worship God; it is a lie. He cannot
be pleased; it is selfish even to be content to worship
God alone.”
“The kind of marriage you think
of, that perhaps may be made in heaven.”
Caius was feeling again that she was remote from him,
and yet the hint of passionate loneliness in tone
and words remained a new revelation of her life.
“Is not religion enough?” He asked this
only out of curiosity.
“It is not true religion if
we are content to be alone with God; it is not the
religion of the holy Christ; it is a fancy, a delusion,
a mistake. Have you not read about St. John?
Ah, I do not say that it is not often right to live
alone, just as it may be right to be ill or starving.
That is because the world has gone wrong; and to be
content, it is to blaspheme; it is like saying that
what is wrong is God’s ideal for us, and will
last for ever.”
Caius was realizing that as she talked
she was thinking only of the theme, not at all of
him; he had enough refinement in him to perceive this
quite clearly. It was the first time that she
had spoken of her religion to him, and her little
sermon, which he felt to be too wholly unreasonable
to appeal to his mind, was yet too wholly womanly to
repel his heart.
Some dreamy consciousness seemed to
come to her now that she had tarried longer than she
wished, and perhaps that her subject had not been one
that she cared to discuss with him. She turned
and put her hand on the pommel, and sprang into the
saddle. He had often seen her make that light,
wonderful spring that seated her as if by magic on
her horse’s back, but in her last weeks of nursing
the sick folk she had not been strong enough to do
it. He saw now how much stronger she looked.
The weeks of rest had made her a different woman;
there was a fresh colour in her cheek, and the tired
lines were all gone. She looked younger by years
than when he saw her last younger, too,
than when he had first seen her, for even then she
was weary. If he could only have seen the line
of her chin, or the height of her brow, or the way
her hair turned back from her temples, he thought
that he might not have reckoned the time when he had
first seen her in the sick-room at Cloud Island as
their first meeting.
“You are going on?” said Madame Le Maitre.
“Unless I can be of service to you by turning
with you.”
He knew by the time of day that he
must turn shortly; but he had no hope that she wanted
him to go with her.
“You can do me more service,”
she said, and she gave him a little smile that was
like the ghost of the sea-maid’s smile, “by
letting me go home alone.”
He rode on, and when he looked back
he saw that her horse was galloping and casting up
a little cloud of light snow behind it, so that, riding
as it were upon a small white cloud, she disappeared
round the turn of the cliffs.
Caius found no more pictures that
day that he felt to be worthy of much attention.
He went back to the festive scene of the marriage,
and moving his horse nearer and further from it, he
found that only from the point where the lady had
taken her stand was it to be distinctly seen.
Twenty yards from the right line of vision, he might
have passed it, and never known the beauty that the
streaks and stains could assume.
When he went home he amused himself
by seeking on the road for the track of the other
horse, and when he found that it turned to Cloud Island
he was happier. The place, at least, would not
be so lonely when the lady was at home.