Josephine had come. All night
and all the next day she had been by her aunt’s
bedside; for Day’s wife lay helpless now, and
death was very near. This much Caius knew, having
kept himself informed by communication with the village
doctor, and twenty-four hours after Josephine’s
arrival he walked over to the Day farm, hoping that,
as the cool of the evening might relax the strain
in the sick-room, she would be able to speak to him
for a few minutes.
When he got to the dreary house he
met its owner, who had just finished his evening work.
The two men sat on wooden chairs outside the door and
watched the dusk gathering on sea and land, and although
they did not talk much, each felt glad of the other’s
companionship.
It was nine years since Caius had
first made up his mind that Day was a monster of brutality
and wickedness; now he could not think himself back
into the state of mind that could have formed such
a judgment When Caius had condemned Day, he had been
a religions youth who thought well of himself; now
his old religious habits and beliefs had dropped off,
but he did not think well of himself or harshly of
his neighbour. In those days he had felt sufficient
for life; now all his feeling was summed up in the
desire that was scarcely a hope, that some heavenly
power, holy and strong, would come to his aid.
It is when the whole good of life
hangs in a trembling balance that people become like
children, and feel the need of the motherly powers
of Heaven. Caius sat with Day for two hours,
and Josephine did not come down to speak to him.
He was glad to know that Day’s evening passed
the more easily because he sat there with him; he
was glad of that when he was glad of nothing that
concerned himself.
Day and Caius did not talk about death
or sorrow, or anything like that. All the remarks
that they interchanged turned upon the horses Day was
rearing and their pastures. Day told that he had
found the grass on the little island rich.
“I remember finding two of your
colts there one day when I explored it. It was
four years ago,” said Caius dreamily.
Day took no interest in this lapse of time.
“It’s an untidy bit of
land,” he said, “and I can’t clear
it. ’Tisn’t mine; but no one heeds
the colts grazing.”
“Do you swim them across?”
asked Caius, half in polite interest, half because
his memory was wandering upon the water.
“They got so sharp at swimming,
I had to raise the fence on the top of the cliff,”
said Day.
The evening wore away.
In the morning Caius, smitten with
the fever of hope and fear, rose up at dawn, and,
as in a former time he had been wont to do, ran to
the seashore by the nearest path and walked beside
the edge of the waves. He turned, as he had always
done, towards the little island and the Day Farm.
How well he knew every outward curve
and indentation of the soft red shelving bank! how
well he knew the colouring of the cool scene in the
rising day, the iridescent light upon the lapping waves,
the glistening of the jasper red of the damp beach,
and the earthen pinks of the upper cliffs! The
sea birds with low pathetic note called out to him
concerning their memories of the first dawn in which
he had walked there searching for the body of the
dead baby. Then the cool tints of dawn passed
into the golden sunrise, and the birds went on calling
to him concerning the many times in which he had trodden
this path as a lover whose mistress had seemed so
strange a denizen of this same wide sea.
Caius did not think with scorn now
of this old puzzle and bewilderment, but remembered
it fondly, and went and sat beneath baby Day’s
epitaph, on the very rock from which he had first
seen Josephine. It was very early in the morning;
the sun had risen bright and warm. At that season
even this desolate bit of shore wag garlanded above
with the most lovely green; the little island was
green as an emerald.
Caius did not intend to keep his present
place long. The rocky point where the red cliff
ended hid any portion of the Day farm from his view,
and as soon as the morning was far enough advanced
he intended to go and see how the owner and his household
had fared during the night.
In the meantime he waited, and while
he waited Fate came to him smiling.
Once or twice as he sat he heard the
sound of horse’s feet passing on the cliff above
him. He knew that Day’s horses were there,
for they were pastured alternately upon the cliff
and upon the richer herbage of the little island.
He supposed by the sounds that they were catching one
of them for use on the farm. The sounds went
further away, for he did not hear the tread of hoofs
again. He had forgotten them; his face had dropped
upon his hands; he was looking at nothing, except that,
beneath the screen of his fingers, he could see the
red pebbles at his feet. Something very like
a prayer was in his heart; it had no form; it was
not a thing of which his intellect could take cognizance.
Just then he heard a cry of fear and a sound as if
of something dashing into the water. The sounds
came from behind the rocky point. Caius knew the
voice that cried and he rose up wildly, but staggered,
baffled by his old difficulty, that the path thither
lay only through deep water or round above the cliff.
Then he saw a horse swimming round
the red rocks, and on its back a woman sat, not at
ease evidently distressed and frightened
by the course the animal was taking. To Caius
the situation became clear. Josephine had thought
to refresh herself after her night’s vigil by
taking an early ride, and the young half-broken horse,
finding himself at large, was making for the delicacies
which he knew were to be found on the island pasture.
Josephine did not know why her steed had put out to
sea, or whither he was going. She turned round,
and, seeing Caius, held out her hand, imploring his
aid.
Caius thanked Heaven at that moment
It was true that Josephine kept her seat upon the
horse perfectly, and it was true that, unless the animal
intended to lie down and roll when he got into the
deep grass of the island, he had probably no malicious
intention in going there. That did not matter.
Josephine was terrified by finding herself in the sea
and she had cried to him for aid. A quick run,
a short swim, and Caius waded up on the island sands.
The colt had a much longer distance to swim, and Caius
waited to lay his hand on the bridle.
For a minute or two there was a chase
among the shallow, rippling waves, but a horse sinking
in heavy sand is not hard to catch. Josephine
sat passive, having enough to do, perhaps, merely
to keep her seat. When at length Caius stood
on the island grass with the bridle in his hand, she
slipped down without a word and stood beside him.
Caius let the dripping animal go,
and he went, plunging with delight among the flowering
weeds and bushes. Caius himself was dripping also,
but, then, he could answer for his own movements that
he would not come too near the lady.
Josephine no longer wore her loose
black working dress; this morning she was clad in
an old habit of green cloth. It was faded with
weather, and too long in the skirt for the fashion
then in vogue, but Caius did not know that; he only
saw that the lower part of the skirt was wet, and
that, as she stood at her own graceful height upon
the grass, the wet cloth twisted about her feet and
lay beside them in a rounded fold, so that she looked
just now more like the pictures of the fabled sea-maids
than she had ever done when she had floated in the
water.
The first thing Josephine did was
to look up in his face and laugh; it was her own merry
peal of low laughter that reminded him always of a
child laughing, not more for fun than for mere happiness.
It bridged for him all the sad anxieties and weary
hours that had passed since he had heard her laugh
before; and, furthermore, he knew, without another
moment’s doubt, that Josephine, knowing him as
she did, would never have looked up to him like that
unless she loved him. It was not that she was
thinking of love just then that was not
what was in her face; but it was clear that she was
conscious of no shadow of difference between them
such as would have been there if his love had been
doomed to disappointment. She looked to him to
join in her laughter with perfect comradeship.
“Why did the horse come here?” asked Josephine.
Caius explained the motives of the
colt as far as he understood them; and she told how
she had persuaded her uncle to let her ride it, and
all that she had thought and felt when it had run
away with her down the chine and into the water.
It was not at all what he could have believed beforehand,
that when he met Josephine they would talk with perfect
contentment of the affairs of the passing hour; and
yet so it was.
With graver faces they talked of the
dying woman, with whom Josephine had passed the night.
It was not a case in which death was sad; it was life,
not death, that was sad for the wandering brain.
But Josephine could tell how in those last nights
the poor mother had found peace in the presence of
her supposed child.
“She curls my hair round her
thin fingers and seems so happy,” said Josephine.
She did not say that the thin hands
had fingered her wedding-ring; but Caius thought of
it, and that brought him back the remembrance of something
that had to be said that must be said then, or every
moment would become a sin of weak delay.
“I want to tell you,”
he began “I know I must tell you I
don’t know exactly why, but I must I
am sorry to say anything to remind you to
distress you but I hated Le Maitre!
Looking back, it seems to me that the only reason
I did not kill him was that I was too much of a coward.”
Josephine looked off upon the sea.
The wearied pained look that she used to wear when
the people were ill about her, or that she had worn
when she heard Le Maitre was returning, came back
to her face, so that she seemed not at all the girl
who had been laughing with him a minute before, but
a saint, whose image he could have worshipped.
And yet he saw then, more clearly than he had ever
seen, that the charm, the perfect consistency of her
character, lay in the fact that the childlike joy
was never far off from the woman’s strength and
patience, and that a womanly heart always underlay
the merriest laughter.
They stood silent for a long time.
It is in silence that God’s creation grows.
At length Josephine spoke slowly:
“Yes, we are often very, very
wicked; but I think when we are so much ashamed that
we have to tell about it I think it means
that we will never do it again.”
“I am not good enough to love you,” said
Caius brokenly.
“Ah! do not say that” she
turned her face away from him “remember
the last time you spoke to me upon the end of the
dune.”
Caius went back to the shore to get
the boat that lay at the foot of the chine. The
colt was allowed to enjoy his paradise of island flowers
in peace.