A MODERN CINDERELLA
OR,
THE LITTLE OLD SHOE
HOW IT WAS LOST
Among green New England hills stood
an ancient house, many-gabled, mossy-roofed, and quaintly
built, but picturesque and pleasant to the eye; for
a brook ran babbling through the orchard that encompassed
it about, a garden-plat stretched upward to the whispering
birches on the slope, and patriarchal elms stood sentinel
upon the lawn, as they had stood almost a century
ago, when the Revolution rolled that way and found
them young.
One summer morning, when the air was
full of country sounds, of mowers in the meadow, black-birds
by the brook, and the low of kine upon the hill-side,
the old house wore its cheeriest aspect, and a certain
humble history began.
“Nan!”
“Yes, Di.”
And a head, brown-locked, blue-eyed,
soft-featured, looked in at the open door in answer
to the call.
“Just bring me the third volume
of ‘Wilhelm Meister,’ there’s a dear.
It’s hardly worth while to rouse such a restless
ghost as I, when I’m once fairly laid.”
As she spoke, Di PUlled up her black
braids, thumped the pillow of the couch where she
was lying, and with eager eyes went down the last page
of her book.
“Nan!”
“Yes, Laura,” replied
the girl, coming back with the third volume for the
literary cormorant, who took it with a nod, still too
content upon the “Confessions of a Fair Saint”
to remember the failings of a certain plain sinner.
“Don’t forget the Italian
cream for dinner. I depend upon it; for it’s
the only thing fit for me this hot weather.”
And Laura, the cool blonde, disposed
the folds of her white gown more gracefully about
her, and touched up the eyebrow of the Minerva she
was drawing.
“Little daughter!”
“Yes, father.”
“Let me have plenty of clean
collars in my bag, for I must go at once; and some
of you bring me a glass of cider in about an hour; I
shall be in the lower garden.”
The old man went away into his imaginary
paradise, and Nan into that domestic purgatory on
a summer day, the kitchen. There were
vines about the windows, sunshine on the floor, and
order everywhere; but it was haunted by a cooking-stove,
that family altar whence such varied incense rises
to appease the appetite of household gods, before which
such dire incantations are pronounced to ease the wrath
and woe of the priestess of the fire, and about which
often linger saddest memories of wasted temper, time,
and toil.
Nan was tired, having risen with the
birds, hurried, having many cares those
happy little housewives never know, and
disappointed in a hope that hourly “dwindled,
peaked, and pined.” She was too young to
make the anxious lines upon her forehead seem at home
there, too patient to be burdened with the labor others
should have shared, too light of heart to be pent
up when earth and sky were keeping a blithe holiday.
But she was one of that meek sisterhood who, thinking
humbly of themselves, believe they are honored by
being spent in the service of less conscientious souls,
whose careless thanks seem quite reward enough.
To and fro she went, silent and diligent,
giving the grace of willingness to every humble or
distasteful task the day had brought her; but some
malignant sprite seemed to have taken possession of
her kingdom, for rebellion broke out everywhere.
The kettles would boil over most obstreperously, the
mutton refused to cook with the meek alacrity to be
expected from the nature of a sheep, the
stove, with unnecessary warmth of temper, would glow
like a fiery furnace, the irons would scorch, the
linens would dry, and spirits would fail,
though patience never.
Nan tugged on, growing hotter and
wearier, more hurried and more hopeless, till at last
the crisis came; for in one fell moment she tore her
gown, burnt her hand, and smutched the collar she was
preparing to finish in the most unexceptionable style.
Then, if she had been a nervous woman, she would
have scolded; being a gentle girl, she only “lifted
up her voice and wept.”
“Behold, she watereth her linen
with salt tears, and bewaileth herself because of
much tribulation. But, lo! Help cometh from
afar: a strong man bringeth lettuce wherewith
to stay her, plucketh berries to comfort her withal,
and clasheth cymbals that she may dance for joy.”
The voice came from the porch, and,
with her hope fulfilled, Nan looked up to greet John
Lord, the house-friend, who stood there with a basket
on his arm; and as she saw his honest eyes, kind lips,
and helpful hands, the girl thought this plain young
man the comeliest, most welcome sight she had beheld
that day.
“How good of you, to come through
all this heat, and not to laugh at my despair!”
she said, looking up like a grateful child, as she
led him in.
“I only obeyed orders, Nan;
for a certain dear old lady had a motherly presentiment
that you had got into a domestic whirlpool, and sent
me as a sort of life-preserver. So I took the
basket of consolation, and came to fold my feet upon
the carpet of contentment in the tent of friendship.”
As he spoke, John gave his own gift
in his mother’s name, and bestowed himself in
the wide window-seat, where morning-glories nodded
at him, and the old butternut sent pleasant shadows
dancing to and fro.
His advent, like that of Orpheus in
hades, seemed to soothe all unpropitious powers with
a sudden spell. The Fire began to slacken, the
kettles began to lull, the meat began to cook, the
irons began to cool, the clothes began to behave,
the spirits began to rise, and the collar was finished
off with most triumphant success. John watched
the change, and, though a lord of creation, abased
himself to take compassion on the weaker vessel, and
was seized with a great desire to lighten the homely
tasks that tried her strength of body and soul.
He took a comprehensive glance about the room; then,
extracting a dish from he closet, proceeded to imbrue
his hands in the strawberries’ blood.
“Oh, John, you needn’t
do that; I shall have time when I’ve turned the
meat, made the pudding and done these things.
See, I’m getting on finely now: you’re
a judge of such matters; isn’t that nice?”
As she spoke, Nan offered the polished
absurdity for inspection with innocent pride.
“Oh that I were a collar, to
sit upon that hand!” sighed John, adding,
argumentatively,
“As to the berry question, I
might answer it with a gem from Dr. Watts, relative
to ‘Satan’ and idle hands,’ but will
merely say, that, as a matter of public safety, you’d
better leave me alone; for such is the destructiveness
of my nature, that I shall certainly eat something
hurtful, break something valuable, or sit upon something
crushable, unless you let me concentrate my energies
by knocking on these young fellows’ hats, and
preparing them for their doom.”
Looking at the matter in a charitable
light, Nan consented, and went cheerfully on with
her work, wondering how she could have thought ironing
an infliction, and been so ungrateful for the blessings
of her lot.
“Where’s Sally?”
asked John, looking vainly for the functionary who
usually pervaded that region like a domestic police-woman,
a terror to cats, dogs, and men.
“She has gone to her cousin’s
funeral, and won’t be back till Monday.
There seems to be a great fatality among her relations;
for one dies, or comes to grief in some way, about
once a month. But I don’t blame poor Sally
for wanting to get away from this place now and then.
I think I could find it in my heart to murder an
imaginary friend or two, if I had to stay here long.”
And Nan laughed so blithely, it was
a pleasure to hear her.
“Where’s Di?” asked
John, seized with a most unmasculine curiosity all
at once.
“She is in Germany with ‘Wilhelm
Meister’; but, though ’lost to sight,
to memory clear’; for I was just thinking, as
I did her things, how clever she is to like all kinds
of books that I don’t understand at all, and
to write things that make me cry with pride and delight.
Yes, she’s a talented dear, though she hardly
knows a needle from a crowbar, and will make herself
one great blot some of these days, when the ‘divine
afflatus’ descends upon her, I’m afraid.”
And Nan rubbed away with sisterly
zeal at Di’s forlorn hose and inky pocket-handkerchiefs.
“Where is Laura?” proceeded the inquisitor.
“Well, I might say that she
was in Italy; for she is copying some fine thing of
Raphael’s or Michael Angelo’s, or some
great creatures or other; and she looks so picturesque
in her pretty gown, sitting before her easel, that
it’s really a sight to behold, and I’ve
peeped two or three times to see how she gets on.”
And Nan bestirred herself to prepare
the dish Wherewith her picturesque sister desired
to prolong her artistic existence.
“Where is your father?”
John asked again, checking off each answer with a
nod and a little frown.
“He is down in the garden, deep
in some plan about melons, the beginning of which
seems to consist in stamping the first proposition
in Euclid all over the bed, and then poking a few seeds
into the middle of each. Why, bless the dear
man! I forgot it was time for the cider.
Wouldn’t you like to take it to him, John?
He’d love to consult you; and the lane is so
cool, it does one’s heart good to look at it.”
John glanced from the steamy kitchen to the shadowy path, and answered with a
sudden assumption of immense industry,
“I couldn’t possibly go,
Nan, Ive so much on my hands. Youll have to do it yourself. Mr.
Robert of Lincoln has something for your private ear; and the lane is so cool,
it will do ones heart good to see you in it. Give my regards to your
father, and, in the words of Little Mabels mother, with slight variation,
’Tell the dear old body
This day I cannot run,
For the pots are boiling over
And the mutton isn’t done.’”
“I will; but please, John, go
in to the girls and be comfortable; for I don’t
like to leave you here,” said Nan.
“You insinuate that I should
pick at the pudding or invade the cream, do you?
Ungrateful girl, leave me!” And, with melodramatic
sternness, John extinguished her in his broad-brimmed
hat, and offered the glass like a poisoned goblet.
Nan took it, and went smiling away. But the lane might have been the
Desert of Sahara, for all she knew of it; and she would have passed her father
as unconcernedly as if he had been an apple-tree, had he not called out,
“Stand and deliver, little woman!”
She obeyed the venerable highwayman,
and followed him to and fro, listening to his plans
and directions with a mute attention that quite won
his heart.
“That hop-pole is really an
ornament now, Nan; this sage-bed needs weeding, that’s
good work for you girls; and, now I think of it, you’d
better water the lettuce in the cool of the evening,
after I’m gone.”
To all of which remarks Nan gave her
assent; the hop-pole took the likeness of a tall figure
she had seen in the porch, the sage-bed, curiously
enough, suggested a strawberry ditto, the lettuce vividly
reminded her of certain vegetable productions a basket
had brought, and the bobolink only sung in his cheeriest
voice, “Go home, go home! he is there!”
She found John he having
made a free-mason of himself, by assuming her little
apron meditating over the partially spread
table, lost in amaze at its desolate appearance; one
half its proper paraphernalia having been forgotten,
and the other half put on awry. Nan laughed till
the tears ran over her cheeks, and John was gratified
at the efficacy of his treatment; for her face had
brought a whole harvest of sunshine from the garden,
and all her cares seemed to have been lost in the
windings of the lane.
“Nan, are you in hysterics?”
cried Di, appearing, book in hand. “John,
you absurd man, what are you doing?”
“I’m helpin’ the
maid of all work, please marm.” And John
dropped a curtsy with his limited apron.
Di looked ruffled, for the merry words were a covert reproach; and with her
usual energy of manner and freedom of speech she tossed Wilhelm out of the
window, exclaiming, irefully.
“That’s always the way;
I’m never where I ought to be, and never think
of anything till it’s too late; but it’s
all Goethe’s fault. What does he write
books full of smart ‘Phillinas’ and interesting
‘Meisters’ for? How can I be
expected to remember that Sally’s away, and people
must eat, when I’m hearing the ‘Harper’
and little ‘Mignon?’ John, how dare you
come here and do my work, instead of shaking me and
telling me to do it myself? Take that toasted
child away, and fan her like a Chinese mandarin, while
I dish up this dreadful dinner.”
John and Nan fled like chaff before
the wind, while Di, full of remorseful zeal, charged
at the kettles, and wrenched off the potatoes’
jackets, as if she were revengefully pulling her own
hair. Laura had a vague intention of going to
assist; but, getting lost among the lights and shadows
of Minerva’s helmet, forgot to appear till dinner
had been evoked from chaos and peace was restored.
At three o’clock, Di performed
the coronation ceremony with her father’s best
hat; Laura retied his old-fashioned neckcloth, and
arranged his white locks with an eye to saintly effect;
Nan appeared with a beautifully written sermon, and
suspicious ink-stains on the fingers that slipped
it into his pocket; John attached himself to the bag;
and the patriarch was escorted to the door of his tent
with the triumphal procession which usually attended
his out-goings and in-comings. Having kissed
the female portion of his tribe, he ascended the venerable
chariot, which received him with audible lamentation,
as its rheumatic joints swayed to and fro.
“Good-bye, my dears! I
shall be back early on Monday morning; so take care
of yourselves, and be sure you all go and hear Mr.
Emerboy preach to-morrow. My regards to your
mother. John. Come, Solon!”
But Solon merely cocked one ear, and
remained a fixed fact; for long experience had induced
the philosophic beast to take for his motto the Yankee
maxim, “Be sure you’re right, then go ahead!
He knew things were not right; therefore he did not
go ahead.
“Oh, by the way, girls, don’t
forget to pay Tommy Mullein for bringing up the cow:
he expects it to-night. And Di, don’t sit
up till daylight, nor let Laura stay out in the dew.
Now, I believe I’m off. Come, Solon!”
But Solon only cocked the other ear,
gently agitated his mortified tail, as premonitory
symptoms of departure, and never stirred a hoof, being
well aware that it always took three “comes”
to make a “go.”
“Bless me! I’ve forgotten
my spectacles. They are probably shut up in that
volume of Herbert on my table. Very awkward to
find myself without them ten miles away. Thank
you, John. Don’t neglect to water the
lettuce, Nan, and don’t overwork yourself, my
little ‘Martha.’ Come
At this juncture Solon suddenly went
off, like “Mrs. Gamp,” in a sort of walking
swoon, apparently deaf and blind to all mundane matters,
except the refreshments awaiting him ten miles away;
and the benign old pastor disappeared, humming “Hebron”
to the creaking accompaniment of the bulgy chaise.
Laura retired to take her siesta;
Nan made a small carbonaro of herself by sharpening
her sister’s crayons, and Di, as a sort of penance
for past sins, tried her patience over a piece of
knitting, in which she soon originated a somewhat
remarkable pattern, by dropping every third stitch,
and seaming ad libitum. If John bad been a gentlemanly
creature, with refined tastes, he would have elevated
his feet and made a nuisance of himself by indulging
in a “weed;” but being only an uncultivated
youth, with a rustic regard for pure air and womankind
in general, he kept his head uppermost, and talked
like a man, instead of smoking like a chimney.
“It will probably be six months
before I sit here again, tangling your threads and
maltreating your needles, Nan. How glad you must
feel to hear it!” he said, looking up from a
thoughtful examination of the hard-working little
citizens of the Industrial Community settled in Nan’s
work-basket.
“No, I’m very sorry; for
I like to see you coming and going as you used to,
years ago, and I miss you very much when you are gone,
John,” answered truthful Nan, whittling away
in a sadly wasteful manner, as her thoughts flew back
to the happy times when a little lad rode a little
lass in a big wheelbarrow, and never spilt his load, when
two brown heads bobbed daily side by side to school,
and the favorite play was “Babes in the Wood,”
with Di for a somewhat peckish robin to cover the
small martyrs with any vegetable substance that lay
at hand. Nan sighed, as she thought of these
things, and John regarded the battered thimble on
his finger-tip with increased benignity of aspect as
he heard the sound.
“When are you going to make
your fortune, John, and get out of that disagreeable
hardware concern?” demanded Di, pausing after
an exciting “round,” and looking almost
as much exhausted as if it had been a veritable pugilistic
encounter.
“I intend to make it by plunging
still deeper into ’that disagreeable hardware
concern;’ for, next year, if the world keeps
rolling, and John Lord is alive, he will become a
partner, and then and then
The color sprang up into the young
man’s cheek, his eyes looked out with a sudden
shine, and his hand seemed involuntarily to close,
as if he saw and seized some invisible delight.
“What will happen then, John?”
asked Nan, with a wondering glance.
“I’ll tell you in a year,
Nan, wait till then.” and John’s strong
hand unclosed, as if the desired good were not to
be his yet.
Di looked at him, with a knitting-needle stuck into her hair, saying, like a
sarcastic unicorn,
“I really thought you had a
soul above pots and kettles, but I see you haven’t;
and I beg your pardon for the injustice I have done
you.”
Not a whit disturbed, John smiled, as if at some mighty pleasant fancy of his
own, as he replied,
“Thank you, Di; and as a further
proof of the utter depravity of my nature, let me
tell you that I have the greatest possible respect
for those articles of ironmongery. Some of the
happiest hours of my life have been spent in their
society; some of my pleasantest associations are connected
with them; some of my best lessons have come to me
among them; and when my fortune is made, I intend
to show my gratitude by taking three flat-irons rampant
for my coat of arms.”
Nan laughed merrily, as she looked at the burns on her hand; but Di elevated
the most prominent feature of her brown countenance, and sighed despondingly,
“Dear, dear, what a disappointing
world this is! I no sooner build a nice castle
in Spain, and settle a smart young knight therein,
than down it comes about my ears; and the ungrateful
youth, who might fight dragons, if he chose, insists
on quenching his energies in a saucepan, and making
a Saint Lawrence of himself by wasting his life on
a series of gridirons. Ah, if I were only a
man, I would do something better than that, and prove
that heroes are not all dead yet. But, instead
of that, I’m only a woman, and must sit rasping
my temper with absurdities like this.”
And Di wrestled with her knitting as if it were Fate,
and she were paying off the grudge she owed it.
John leaned toward her, saying, with a look that made his plain face
handsome,
“Di, my father began the world
as I begin it, and left it the richer for the useful
years he spent here, as I hope I may leave
it some half-century hence. His memory makes
that dingy shop a pleasant place to me; for there
he made an honest name, led an honest life and bequeathed
to me his reverence for honest work. That is
a sort of hardware, Di, that no rust can corrupt,
and which will always prove a better fortune than
any your knights can achieve with sword and shield.
I think I am not quite a clod, or quite without some
aspirations above money-getting; for I sincerely desire
that courage that makes daily life heroic by self-denial
and cheerfulness of heart; I am eager to conquer my
own rebellious nature, and earn the confidence of innocent
and upright souls; I have a great ambition to become
as good a man and leave as good a memory behind me
as old John Lord.”
Di winked violently, and seamed five
times in perfect silence; but quiet Nan had the gift
of knowing when to speak, and by a timely word saved
her sister from a thunder-shower and her stocking from
destruction.
“John, have you seen Philip
since you wrote about your last meeting with him?”
The question was for John, but the
soothing tone was for Di, who gratefully accepted
it, and perked up again with speed.
“Yes; and I meant to have told
you about it,” answered John, plunging into
the subject at once.
“I saw him a few days before
I came home, and found him more disconsolate than
ever, ’ just ready to go to the Devil,’
as he forcibly expressed himself. I consoled
the poor lad as well as I could, telling him his wisest
plan was to defer his proposed expedition, and go
on as steadily as he had begun, thereby
proving the injustice of your father’s prediction
concerning his want of perseverance, and the sincerity
of his affection. I told him the change in Laura’s
health and spirits was silently working in his favor,
and that a few more months of persistent endeavor
would conquer your father’s prejudice against
him, and make him a stronger man for the trial and
the pain. I read him bits about Laura from your
own and Di’s letters, and he went away at last
as patient as Jacob ready to serve another ‘seven
years’ for his beloved Rachel.”
“God bless you for it, John!”
cried a fervent voice; and, looking up, they saw the
cold, listless Laura transformed into a tender girl,
all aglow with love and longing, as she dropped her
mask, and showed a living countenance eloquent with
the first passion and softened by the first grief
of her life.
John rose involuntarily in the presence of an innocent nature whose sorrow
needed no interpreter to him. The girl read sympathy in his brotherly
regard, and found comfort in the friendly voice that asked, half playfully, half
seriously,
“Shall I tell him that he is
not forgotten, even for an Apollo? that Laura the
artist has not conquered Laura the woman? and predict
that the good daughter will yet prove the happy wife?”
With a gesture full of energy, Laura
tore her Minerva from top to bottom, while two great
tears rolled down the cheeks grown wan with hope deferred.
“Tell him I believe all things,
hope all things, and that I never can forget.”
Nan went to her and held her fast,
leaving the prints of two loving but grimy hands upon
her shoulders; Di looked on approvingly, for, though
stony-hearted regarding the cause, she fully appreciated
the effect; and John, turning to the window, received
the commendations of a robin swaying on an elm-bough
with sunshine on its ruddy breast.
The clock struck five, and John declared
that he must go; for, being an old-fashioned soul,
he fancied that his mother had a better right to his
last hour than any younger woman in the land, always
remembering that “she was a widow, and he her
only son.”
Nan ran away to wash her hands, and
came back with the appearance of one who had washed
her face also: and so she had; but there was a
difference in the water.
“Play I’m your father,
girls, and remember that it will be six months before
‘that John’ will trouble you again.”
With which preface the young man kissed
his former playfellows as heartily as the boy had
been wont to do, when stern parents banished him to
distant schools, and three little maids bemoaned his
fate. But times were changed now; for Di grew
alarmingly rigid during the ceremony; Laura received
the salute like a graceful queen; and Nan returned
it with heart and eyes and tender lips, making such
an improvement on the childish fashion of the thing
that John was moved to support his paternal character
by softly echoing her father’s words, “Take
care of yourself, my little ‘Martha.’”
Then they all streamed after him along
the garden-path, with the endless messages and warnings
girls are so prone to give; and the young man, with
a great softness at his heart, went away, as many another
John has gone, feeling better for the companionship
of innocent maidenhood, and stronger to wrestle with
temptation, to wait and hope and work.
“Let’s throw a shoe after
him for luck, as dear old ‘Mrs. Gummage’
did after ‘David’ and the ‘willin’
Barkis!’ Quick, Nan! you always have old shoes
on; toss one, and shout, ‘Good luck!’”
cried Di, with one of her eccentric inspirations.
Nan tore off her shoe, and threw it
far along the dusty road, with a sudden longing to
become that auspicious article of apparel, that the
omen might not fail.
Looking backward from the hill-top,
John answered the meek shout cheerily, and took in
the group with a lingering glance: Laura in the
shadow of the elms, Di perched on the fence, and Nan
leaning far over the gate with her hand above her
eyes and the sunshine touching her brown hair with
gold. He waved his hat and turned away; but the
music seemed to die out of the blackbird’s song,
and in all the summer landscape his eyes saw nothing
but the little figure at the gate.
“Bless and save us! here’s
a flock of people coming; my hair is in a toss, and
Nan’s without her shoe; run! fly, girls! or the
Philistines will be upon us!” cried Di, tumbling
off her perch in sudden alarm.
Three agitated young ladies, with
flying draperies and countenances of mingled mirth
and dismay, might have been seen precipitating themselves
into a respectable mansion with unbecoming haste; but
the squirrels were the only witnesses of this “vision
of sudden flight,” and, being used to ground-and-lofty
tumbling, didn’t mind it.
When the pedestrians passed, the door
was decorously closed, and no one visible but a young
man, who snatched something out of the road, and marched
away again, whistling with more vigor of tone than
accuracy of tune, “Only that, and nothing more.”
HOW IT WAS FOUND
Summer ripened into autumn, and something fairer than
“Sweet-peas and mignonette
In Annie’s garden grew.”
Her nature was the counterpart of
the hill-side grove, where as a child she had read
her fairy tales, and now as a woman turned the first
pages of a more wondrous legend still. Lifted
above the many-gabled roof, yet not cut off from the
echo of human speech, the little grove seemed a green
sanctuary, fringed about with violets, and full of
summer melody and bloom. Gentle creatures haunted
it, and there was none to make afraid; wood-pigeons
cooed and crickets chirped their shrill roundelays,
anémones and lady-ferns looked up from the moss
that kissed the wanderer’s feet. Warm airs
were all afloat, full of vernal odors for the grateful
sense, silvery birches shimmered like spirits of the
wood, larches gave their green tassels to the wind,
and pines made airy music sweet and solemn, as they
stood looking heavenward through veils of summer sunshine
or shrouds of wintry snow.
Nan never felt alone now in this charmed
wood; for when she came into its precincts, once so
full of solitude, all things seemed to wear one shape,
familiar eyes looked at her from the violets in the
grass, familiar words sounded in the whisper of the
leaves, grew conscious that an unseen influence filled
the air with new delights, and touched earth and sky
with a beauty never seen before. Slowly these
Mayflowers budded in her maiden heart, rosily they
bloomed and silently they waited till some lover of
such lowly herbs should catch their fresh aroma, should
brush away the fallen leaves, and lift them to the
sun.
Though the eldest of the three, she
had long been overtopped by the more aspiring maids.
But though she meekly yielded the reins of government,
whenever they chose to drive, they were soon restored
to her again; for Di fell into literature, and Laura
into love. Thus engrossed, these two forgot
many duties which even bluestockings and inamoratos
are expected to perform, and slowly all the homely
humdrum cares that housewives know became Nan’s
daily life, and she accepted it without a thought
of discontent. Noiseless and cheerful as the
sunshine, she went to and fro, doing the tasks that
mothers do, but without a mother’s sweet reward,
holding fast the numberless slight threads that bind
a household tenderly together, and making each day
a beautiful success.
Di, being tired of running, riding,
climbing, and boating, decided at last to let her
body rest and put her equally active mind through what
classical collegians term “a course of sprouts.”
Having undertaken to read and know everything, she
devoted herself to the task with great energy, going
from Sue to Swedenborg with perfect impartiality, and
having different authors as children have sundry distempers,
being fractious while they lasted, but all the better
for them when once over. Carlyle appeared like
scarlet-fever, and raged violently for a time; for,
being anything but a “passive bucket,”
Di became prophetic with Mahomet, belligerent with
Cromwell, and made the French Revolution a veritable
Reign of Terror to her family. Goethe and Schiller
alternated like fever and ague; Méphistophélès became
her hero, Joan of Arc her model, and she turned her
black eyes red over Egmont and Wallenstein. A
mild attack of Emerson followed, during which she was
lost in a fog, and her sisters rejoiced inwardly when
she emerged informing them that
“The Sphinx was drowsy,
Her wings were furled.”
Poor Di was floundering slowly to
her proper place; but she splashed up a good deal
of foam by getting out of her depth, and rather exhausted
herself by trying to drink the ocean dry.
Laura, after the “midsummer
night’s dream” that often comes to girls
of seventeen, woke up to find that youth and love
were no match for age and common sense. Philip
had been flying about the world like a thistle-down
for five-and-twenty years, generous-hearted, frank,
and kind, but with never an idea of the serious side
of life in his handsome head. Great, therefore,
were the wrath and dismay of the enamored thistle-down,
when the father of his love mildly objected to seeing
her begin the world in a balloon with a very tender
but very inexperienced aeronaut for a guide.
“Laura is too young to ‘play
house’ yet, and you are too unstable to assume
the part of lord and master, Philip. Go and prove
that you have prudence, patience, energy, and enterprise,
and I will give you my girl, but not before.
I must seem cruel, that I may be truly kind; believe
this, and let a little pain lead you to great happiness,
or show you where you would have made a bitter blunder.”
The lovers listened, owned the truth
of the old man’s words, bewailed their fate,
and yielded, Laura for love of her father,
Philip for love of her. He went away to build
a firm foundation for his castle in the air, and Laura
retired into an invisible convent, where she cast off
the world, and regarded her sympathizing sisters through
a grate of superior knowledge and unsharable grief.
Like a devout nun, she worshipped “St. Philip,”
and firmly believed in his miraculous powers.
She fancied that her woes set her apart from common
cares, and slowly fell into a dreamy state, professing
no interest in any mundane matter, but the art that
first attracted Philip. Crayons, bread-crusts,
and gray paper became glorified in Laura’s eyes;
and her one pleasure was to sit pale and still before
her easel, day after day, filling her portfolios with
the faces he had once admired. Her sisters observed
that every Bacchus, Piping Faun, or Dying Gladiator
bore some likeness to a comely countenance that heathen
god or hero never owned; and seeing this, they privately
rejoiced that she had found such solace for her grief.
Mrs. Lord’s keen eye had read
a certain newly written page in her son’s heart, his
first chapter of that romance, begun in paradise, whose
interest never flags, whose beauty never fades, whose
end can never come till Love lies dead. With
womanly skill she divined the secret, with motherly
discretion she counselled patience, and her son accepted
her advice, feeling that, like many a healthful herb,
its worth lay in its bitterness.
“Love like a man, John, not
like a boy, and learn to know yourself before you
take a woman’s happiness into your keeping.
You and Nan have known each other all your lives;
yet, till this last visit, you never thought you loved
her more than any other childish friend. It is
too soon to say the words so often spoken hastily, so
hard to be recalled. Go back to your work, dear,
for another year; think of Nan in the light of this
new hope: compare her with comelier, gayer girls;
and by absence prove the truth of your belief.
Then, if distance only makes her dearer, if time
only strengthens your affection, and no doubt of your
own worthiness disturbs you, come back and offer her
what any woman should be glad to take, my
boy’s true heart.”
John smiled at the motherly pride
of her words, but answered with a wistful look.
“It seems very long to wait,
mother. If I could just ask her for a word of
hope, I could be very patient then.”
“Ah, my dear, better bear one
year of impatience now than a lifetime of regret hereafter.
Nan is happy; why disturb her by a word which will
bring the tender cares and troubles that come soon
enough to such conscientious creatures as herself?
If she loves you, time will prove it; therefore, let
the new affection spring and ripen as your early friendship
has done, and it will be all the stronger for a summer’s
growth. Philip was rash, and has to bear his
trial now, and Laura shares it with him. Be more
generous, John; make your trial, bear your doubts
alone, and give Nan the happiness without the pain.
Promise me this, dear, promise me to hope
and wait.”
The young man’s eye kindled,
and in his heart there rose a better chivalry, a truer
valor, than any Di’s knights had ever known.
“I’ll try, mother,”
was all he said; but she was satisfied, for John seldom
tried in vain.
“Oh, girls, how splendid you
are! It does my heart good to see my handsome
sisters in their best array,” cried Nan, one
mild October night, as she put the last touches to
certain airy raiment fashioned by her own skilful
hands, and then fell back to survey the grand effect.
“Di and Laura were preparing
to assist at an event of the season,” and Nan,
with her own locks fallen on her shoulders, for want
of sundry combs promoted to her sisters’ heads
and her dress in unwonted disorder, for lack of the
many pins extracted in exciting crises of the toilet,
hovered like an affectionate bee about two very full-blown
flowers.
“Laura looks like a cool Undine,
with the ivy-wreaths in her shining hair; and Di has
illuminated herself to such an extent with those scarlet
leaves that I don’t know what great creature
she resembles most,” said Nan, beaming with
sisterly admiration.
“Like Juno, Zenobia, and Cleopatra
simmered into one, with a touch of Xantippe by way
of spice. But, to my eye, the finest woman of
the three is the dishevelled young person embracing
the bed-post: for she stays at home herself,
and gives her time and taste to making homely people
fine, which is a waste of good material,
and an imposition on the public.”
As Di spoke, both the fashion-plates
looked affectionately at the gray-gowned figure; but,
being works of art, they were obliged to nip their
feelings in the bud, and reserve their caresses till
they returned to common life.
“Put on your bonnet, and we’ll
leave you at Mrs. Lord’s on our way. It
will do you good, Nan; and perhaps there may be news
from John,” added Di, as she bore down upon
the door like a man-of-war under full sail.
“Or from Philip,” sighed Laura, with a
wistful look.
Whereupon Nan persuaded herself that
her strong inclination to sit down was owing to want
of exercise, and the heaviness of her eyelids a freak
of imagination; so, speedily smoothing her ruffled
plumage, she ran down to tell her father of the new
arrangement.
“Go, my dear, by all means.
I shall be writing; and you will be lonely if you
stay. But I must see my girls; for I caught glimpses
of certain surprising phantoms flitting by the door.”
Nan led the way, and the two pyramids
revolved before him with the rapidity of lay-figures,
much to the good man’s edification: for
with his fatherly pleasure there was mingled much
mild wonderment at the amplitude of array.
“Yes, I see my geese are really
swans, though there is such a cloud between us that
I feel a long way off, and hardly know them.
But this little daughter is always available, always
my ‘cricket on the hearth.’”
As he spoke, her father drew Nan closer,
kissed her tranquil face, and smiled content.
“Well, if ever I see picters,
I see ’em now, and I declare to goodness it’s
as interestin’ as playactin’, every bit.
Miss Di with all them boughs in her head, looks like
the Queen of Sheby, when she went a-visitin’
What’s-his-name; and if Miss Laura ain’t
as sweet as a lally-barster figger, I should like
to know what is.”
In her enthusiasm, Sally gambolled
about the girls, flourishing her milk-pan like a modern
Miriam about to sound her timbrel for excess of joy.
Laughing merrily, the two Mont
Blancs bestowed themselves in the family ark,
Nan hopped up beside Patrick, and Solon, roused from
his lawful slumbers, morosely trundled them away.
But, looking backward with a last “Good-night!”
Nan saw her father still standing at the door with
smiling countenance, and the moonlight falling like
a benediction on his silver hair.
“Betsey shall go up the hill
with you, my dear, and here’s a basket of eggs
for your father. Give him my love, and be sure
you let me know the next time he is poorly,”
Mrs. Lord said, when her guest rose to depart, after
an hour of pleasant chat.
But Nan never got the gift; for, to
her great dismay, her hostess dropped the basket with
a crash, and flew across the room to meet a tall shape
pausing in the shadow of the door. There was
no need to ask who the new-comer was; for, even in
his mother’s arms, John looked over her shoulder
with an eager nod to Nan, who stood among the ruins
with never a sign of weariness in her face, nor the
memory of a care at her heart. for they
all went out when John came in.
“Now tell us how and why and
when you came. Take off your coat, my dear!
And here are the old slippers. Why didn’t
you let us know you were coming so soon? How
have you been? and what makes you so late to-night?
Betsey, you needn’t put on your bonnet.
And oh, my dear boy, have you been to
supper yet?”
Mrs. Lord was a quiet soul, and her
flood of questions was purred softly in her son’s
ear; for, being a woman, she must talk, and, being
a mother, must pet the one delight of her life, and
make a little festival when the lord of the manor
came home. A whole drove of fatted calves were
metaphorically killed, and a banquet appeared with
speed.
John was not one of those romantic
heroes who can go through three volumes of hair-breadth
escapes without the faintest hint of that blessed
institution, dinner; therefore, like “Lady Letherbridge,”
he partook, copiously of everything, while the two
women beamed over each mouthful with an interest that
enhanced its flavor, and urged upon him cold meat
and cheese, pickles and pie, as if dyspepsia and nightmare
were among the lost arts.
Then he opened his budget of news and fed them.
“I was coming next month, according
to custom; but Philip fell upon and so tempted me,
that I was driven to sacrifice myself to the cause
of friendship, and up we came to-night. He would
not let me come here till we had seen your father,
Nan; for the poor lad was pining for Laura, and hoped
his good behavior for the past year would satisfy his
judge and secure his recall. We had a fine talk
with your father; and, upon my life, Philip seemed
to have received the gift of tongues, for he made
a most eloquent plea, which I’ve stored away
for future use, I assure you. The dear old gentleman
was very kind, told Phil he was satisfied with the
success of his probation, that he should see Laura
when he liked, and, if all went well, should receive
his reward in the spring. It must be a delightful
sensation to know you have made a fellow-creature
as happy as those words made Phil to-night.”
John paused, and looked musingly at
the matronly tea-pot, as if he saw a wondrous future
in its shine.
Nan twinkled off the drops that rose at the thought of Lauras joy, and said,
with grateful warmth,
“You say nothing of your own
share in the making of that happiness, John; but we
know it, for Philip has told Laura in his letters all
that you have been to him, and I am sure there was
other eloquence beside his own before father granted
all you say he has. Oh, John, I thank you very
much for this!”
Mrs. Lord beamed a whole midsummer of delight upon her son, as she saw the
pleasure these words gave him, though he answered simply,
“I only tried to be a brother
to him, Nan; for he has been most kind to me.
Yes, I said my little say to-night, and gave my testimony
in behalf of the prisoner at the bar; a most merciful
judge pronounced his sentence, and he rushed straight
to Mrs. Leigh’s to tell Laura the blissful news.
Just imagine the scene when he appears, and how Di
will open her wicked eyes and enjoy the spectacle
of the dishevelled lover, the bride-elect’s
tears, the stir, and the romance of the thing.
She’ll cry over it to-night, and caricature it
to-morrow.”
And John led the laugh at the picture
he had conjured up, to turn the thoughts of Di’s
dangerous sister from himself.
At ten Nan retired into the depths
of her old bonnet with a far different face from the
one she brought out of it, and John, resuming his
hat, mounted guard.
“Don’t stay late, remember,
John!” And in Mrs. Lord’s voice there was
a warning tone that her son interpreted aright.
“I’ll not forget, mother.”
And he kept his word; for though Philip’s
happiness floated temptingly before him, and the little
figure at his side had never seemed so dear, he ignored
the bland winds, the tender night, and set a seal upon
his lips, thinking manfully within himself. “I
see many signs of promise in her happy face; but I
will wait and hope a little longer for her sake.”
“Where is father, Sally?”
asked Nan, as that functionary appeared, blinking
owlishly, but utterly repudiating the idea of sleep.
“He went down the garding, miss,
when the gentlemen cleared, bein’ a little flustered
by the goin’s on. Shall I fetch him in?”
asked Sally, as irreverently as if her master were
a bag of meal.
“No, we will go ourselves.”
And slowly the two paced down the leaf-strewn walk.
Fields of yellow grain were waving
on the hill-side, and sere corn blades rustled in
the wind, from the orchard came the scent of ripening
fruit, and all the garden-plots lay ready to yield
up their humble offerings to their master’s
hand. But in the silence of the night a greater
Reaper had passed by, gathering in the harvest of a
righteous life, and leaving only tender memories for
the gleaners who had come so late.
The old man sat in the shadow of the
tree his own hands planted; its fruit boughs shone
ruddily, and its leaves still whispered the low lullaby
that hushed him to his rest.
“How fast he sleeps! Poor
father! I should have come before and made it
pleasant for him.”
As she spoke, Nan lifted up the head
bent down upon his breast, and kissed his pallid cheek.
“Oh, John, this is not sleep.”
“Yes, dear, the happiest he will ever know.”
For a moment the shadows flickered over three white faces and the silence
deepened solemnly. Then John reverently bore the pale shape in, and Nan
dropped down beside it, saying, with a rain of grateful tears,
“He kissed me when I went, and said a last good-night!’”
For an hour steps went to and fro
about her, many voices whispered near her, and skilful
hands touched the beloved clay she held so fast; but
one by one the busy feet passed out, one by one the
voices died away, and human skill proved vain.
Then Mrs. Lord drew the orphan to
the shelter of her arms, soothing her with the mute
solace of that motherly embrace.
“Nan, Nan! here’s Philip!
come and see!” The happy call re-echoed through
the house, and Nan sprang up as if her time for grief
were past.
“I must tell them. Oh,
my poor girls, how will they bear it? they
have known so little sorrow!”
But there was no need for her to speak;
other lips had spared her the hard task. For,
as she stirred to meet them, a sharp cry rent the air,
steps rang upon the stairs, and two wild-eyed creatures
came into the hush of that familiar room, for the
first time meeting with no welcome from their father’s
voice.
With one impulse, Di and Laura fled
to Nan, and the sisters clung together in a silent
embrace, more eloquent than words. John took his
mother by the hand, and led her from the room, closing
the door upon the sacredness of grief.
“Yes, we are poorer than we
thought; but when everything is settled, we shall
get on very well. We can let a part of this great
house, and live quietly together until spring; then
Laura will be married, and Di can go on their travels
with them, as Philip wishes her to do. We shall
be cared for; so never fear for us, John.”
Nan said this, as her friend parted
from her a week later, after the saddest holiday he
had ever known.
“And what becomes of you, Nan?”
he asked, watching the patient eyes that smiled when
others would have wept.
“I shall stay in the dear old
house; for no other place would seem like home to
me. I shall find some little child to love and
care for, and be quite happy till the girls come back
and want me.”
John nodded wisely, as he listened, and went away prophesying within himself,
“She shall find something more
than a child to love; and, God willing, shall be very
happy till the girls come home and cannot
have her.”
Nan’s plan was carried into
effect. Slowly the divided waters closed again,
and the three fell back into their old life.
But the touch of sorrow drew them closer; and, though
invisible, a beloved presence still moved among them,
a familiar voice still spoke to them in the silence
of their softened hearts. Thus the soil was made
ready, and in the depth of winter the good seed was
sown, was watered with many tears, and soon sprang
up green with a promise of a harvest for their after
years.
Di and Laura consoled themselves with
their favorite employments, unconscious that Nan was
growing paler, thinner, and more silent, as the weeks
went by, till one day she dropped quietly before them,
and it suddenly became manifest that she was utterly
worn out with many cares and the secret suffering
of a tender heart bereft of the paternal love which
had been its strength and stay.
“I’m only tired, dear
girls. Don’t be troubled, for I shall be
up to-morrow,” she said cheerily, as she looked
into the anxious faces bending over her.
But the weariness was of many months’
growth, and it was weeks before that “to-morrow”
came.
Laura installed herself as nurse,
and her devotion was repaid four-fold; for, sitting
at her sister’s bedside, she learned a finer
art than that she had left. Her eye grew clear
to see the beauty of a self-denying life, and in the
depths of Nan’s meek nature she found the strong,
sweet virtues that made her what she was.
Then remembering that these womanly
attributes were a bride’s best dowry, Laura
gave herself to their attainment, that she might become
to another household the blessing Nan had been to
her own; and turning from the worship of the goddess
Beauty, she gave her hand to that humbler and more
human teacher, Duty, learning her lessons
with a willing heart, for Philip’s sake.
Di corked her inkstand, locked her
bookcase, and went at housework as if it were a five-barred
gate; of course she missed the leap, but scrambled
bravely through, and appeared much sobered by the exercise.
Sally had departed to sit under a vine and fig-tree
of her own, so Di had undisputed sway; but if dish-pans
and dusters had tongues, direful would have been the
history of that crusade against frost and fire, indolence
and inexperience. But they were dumb, and Di scorned
to complain, though her struggles were pathetic to
behold, and her sisters went through a series of messes
equal to a course of “Prince Benreddin’s”
peppery tarts. Reality turned Romance out of doors;
for, unlike her favorite heroines in satin and tears,
or helmet and shield, Di met her fate in a big checked
apron and dust-cap, wonderful to see; yet she wielded
her broom as stoutly as “Moll Pitcher”
shouldered her gun, and marched to her daily martyrdom
in the kitchen with as heroic a heart as the “Maid
of Orleans” took to her stake.
Mind won the victory over matter in
the end, and Di was better all her days for the tribulations
and the triumphs of that time; for she drowned her
idle fancies in her wash-tub, made burnt-offerings
of selfishness and pride, and learned the worth of
self-denial, as she sang with happy voice among the
pots and kettles of her conquered realm.
Nan thought of John, and in the stillness
of her sleepless nights prayed Heaven to keep him
safe, and make her worthy to receive and strong enough
to bear the blessedness or pain of love.
Snow fell without, and keen winds
howled among the leafless elms, but “herbs of
grace” were blooming beautifully in the sunshine
of sincere endeavor, and this dreariest season proved
the most fruitful of the year; for love taught Laura,
labor chastened Di, and patience fitted Nan for the
blessing of her life.
Nature, that stillest, yet most diligent
of housewives, began at last that “spring cleaning”
which she makes so pleasant that none find the heart
to grumble as they do when other matrons set their
premises a-dust. Her hand-maids, wind and rain
and sun, swept, washed, and garnished busily, green
carpets were unrolled, apple-boughs were hung with
draperies of bloom, and dandelions, pet nurslings of
the year, came out to play upon the sward.
From the South returned that opera
troupe whose manager is never in despair, whose tenor
never sulks, whose prima donna never fails, and
in the orchard bona fide matinées were held,
to which buttercups and clovers crowded in their prettiest
spring hats, and verdant young blades twinkled their
dewy lorgnettes, as they bowed and made way for the
floral belles.
May was bidding June good-morrow,
and the roses were just dreaming that it was almost
time to wake, when John came again into the quiet room
which now seemed the Eden that contained his Eve.
Of course there was a jubilee; but something seemed
to have befallen the whole group, for never had they
appeared in such odd frames of mind. John was
restless, and wore an excited look, most unlike his
usual serenity of aspect.
Nan the cheerful had fallen into a
well of silence and was not to be extracted by any
Hydraulic power, though she smiled like the June sky
over her head. Di’s peculiarities were
out in full force, and she looked as if she would
go off like a torpedo at a touch; but through all
her moods there was a half-triumphant, half-remorseful
expression in the glance she fixed on John.
And Laura, once so silent, now sang like a blackbird,
as she flitted to and fro; but her fitful song was
always, “Philip, my king.”
John felt that there had come a change
upon the three, and silently divined whose unconscious
influence had wrought the miracle. The embargo
was off his tongue, and he was in a fever to ask that
question which brings a flutter to the stoutest heart;
but though the “man” had come, the “hour”
had not. So, by way of steadying his nerves,
he paced the room, pausing often to take notes of
his companions, and each pause seemed to increase
his wonder and content.
He looked at Nan. She was in
her usual place, the rigid little chair she loved,
because it once was large enough to hold a curly-headed
playmate and herself. The old work-basket was
at her side, and the battered thimble busily at work;
but her lips wore a smile they had never worn before,
the color of the unblown roses touched her cheek,
and her downcast eyes were full of light.
He looked at Di. The inevitable
book was on her knee, but its leaves were uncut; the
strong-minded knob of hair still asserted its supremacy
aloft upon her head, and the triangular jacket still
adorned her shoulders in defiance of all fashions,
past, present, or to come; but the expression of her
brown countenance had grown softer, her tongue had
found a curb, and in her hand lay a card with “Potts,
Kettel & Co.” inscribed thereon, which she regarded
with never a scornful word for the “Co.”
He looked at Laura. She was
before her easel as of old; but the pale nun had given
place to a blooming girl, who sang at her work, which
was no prim Pallas, but a Clytie turning her human
face to meet the sun.
“John, what are you thinking of?”
He stirred as if Dis voice had disturbed his fancy at some pleasant pastime,
but answered with his usual sincerity,
“I was thinking of a certain
dear old fairy tale called ‘Cinderella.’”
“Oh!” said Di; and her
“Oh” was a most impressive monosyllable.
“I see the meaning of your smile now; and though
the application of the story is not very complimentary
to all parties concerned, it is very just and very
true.”
She paused a moment, then went on with softened voice and earnest mien:
“You think I am a blind and
selfish creature. So I am, but not so blind and
selfish as I have been; for many tears have cleared
my eyes, and much sincere regret has made me humbler
than I was. I have found a better book than any
father’s library can give me, and I have read
it with a love and admiration that grew stronger as
I turned the leaves. Henceforth I take it for
my guide and gospel, and, looking back upon the selfish
and neglectful past, can only say, Heaven bless your
dear heart, Nan!”
Laura echoed Dis last words; for, with eyes as full of tenderness, she
looked down upon the sister she had lately learned to know, saying, warmly,
“Yes, ‘Heaven bless your
dear heart, Nan!’ I never can forget all you
have been to me; and when I am far away with Philip,
there will always be one countenance more beautiful
to me than any pictured face I may discover, there
will be one place more dear to me than Rome.
The face will be yours, Nan, always so patient, always
so serene; and the dearer place will be this home
of ours, which you have made so pleasant to me all
these years by kindnesses as numberless and noiseless
as the drops of dew.”
“Dear girls, what have I ever
done, that you should love me so?” cried Nan,
with happy wonderment, as the tall heads, black and
golden, bent to meet the lowly brown one, and her
sisters’ mute lips answered her.
Then Laura looked up, saying, playfully,
“Here are the good and wicked sisters;-where
shall we find the Prince?”
There! cried Di, pointing to John; and then her secret went off like a
rocket; for, with her old impetuosity, she said,
“I have found you out, John,
and am ashamed to look you in the face, remembering
the past. Girls, you know when father died, John
sent us money, which he said Mr. Owen had long owed
us and had paid at last? It was a kind lie, John,
and a generous thing to do; for we needed it, but
never would have taken it as a gift. I know you
meant that we should never find this out; but yesterday
I met Mr. Owen returning from the West, and when I
thanked him for a piece of justice we had not expected
of him, he gruffly told me he had never paid the debt,
never meant to pay it, for it was outlawed, and we
could not claim a farthing. John, I have laughed
at you, thought you stupid, treated you unkindly;
but I know you now, and never shall forget the lesson
you have taught me. I am proud as Lucifer, but
I ask you to forgive me, and I seal my real repentance
so and so.”
With tragic countenance, Di rushed
across the room, threw both arms about the astonished
young man’s neck and dropped an energetic kiss
upon his cheek. There was a momentary silence;
for Di finally illustrated her strong-minded theories
by crying like the weakest of her sex. Laura,
with “the ruling passion strong in death,”
still tried to draw, but broke her pet crayon, and
endowed her Clytie with a supplementary orb, owing
to the dimness of her own. And Nan sat with
drooping eyes, that shone upon her work, thinking with
tender pride, “They know him now,
and love him for his generous heart.”
Di spoke first, rallying to her colors,
though a little daunted by her loss of self-control.
“Don’t laugh, John, I
couldn’t help it; and don’t think I’m
not sincere, for I am, I am; and I will
prove it by growing good enough to be your friend.
That debt must all be paid, and I shall do it; for
I’ll turn my books and pen to some account, and
write stories full of clear old souls like you and
Nan; and some one, I know, will like and buy them,
though they are not ‘works of Shakespeare.’
I’ve thought of this before, have felt I had
the power in me; now I have the motive, and now I’ll
do it.”
If Di had Proposed to translate the Koran, or build a new Saint Pauls, there
would have been many chances of success; for, once moved, her will, like a
battering-ram, would knock down the obstacles her wits could not surmount.
John believed in her most heartily, and showed it, as he answered, looking into
her resolute face,
“I know you will, and yet make
us very proud of our ‘Chaos,’ Di.
Let the money lie, and when you have a fortune, I’ll
claim it with enormous interest; but, believe me,
I feel already doubly repaid by the esteem so generously
confessed, so cordially bestowed, and can only say,
as we used to years ago, ’Now let’s
forgive and so forget.”
But proud Di would not let him add to her obligation, even by returning her
impetuous salute; she slipped away, and, shaking off the last drops, answered
with a curious mixture of old freedom and new respect,
“No more sentiment, please,
John. We know each other now; and when I find
a friend, I never let him go. We have smoked
the pipe of peace; so let us go back to our wigwams
and bury the feud. Where were we when I lost
my head? and what were we talking about?”
“Cinderella and the Prince.”
As she spoke, John’s eye kindled,
and, turning, he looked down at Nan, who sat diligently
ornamenting with microscopic stitches a great patch
going on, the wrong side out.
“Yes, so we were;
and now taking pussy for the godmother, the characters
of the story are well personated, all but
the slipper,” said Di, laughing, as she thought
of the many times they had played it together years
ago.
A sudden movement stirred Johns frame, a sudden purpose shone in his
countenance, and a sudden change befell his voice, as he said, producing from
some hiding-place a little wornout shoe,
“I can supply the slipper; who will
try it first?”
Dis black eyes opened wide, as they fell on the familiar object; then her
romance-loving nature saw the whole plot of that drama which needs but two to
act it. A great delight flushed up into her face, as she promptly took her
cue, saying
“No need for us to try it, Laura;
for it wouldn’t fit us, if our feet were as
small as Chinese dolls; our parts are played out; therefore
‘Exeunt wicked sisters to the music of the wedding-bells.’”
And pouncing upon the dismayed artist,
she swept her out and closed the door with a triumphant
bang.
John went to Nan, and, dropping on his knee as reverently as the herald of
the fairy tale, he asked, still smiling, but with lips grown tremulous,
“Will Cinderella try the little
shoe, and if it fits go with
the Prince?”
But Nan only covered up her face,
weeping happy tears, while all the weary work strayed
down upon the floor, as if it knew her holiday had
come.
John drew the hidden face still closer,
and while she listened to his eager words, Nan heard
the beating of the strong man’s heart, and knew
it spoke the truth.
“Nan, I promised mother to be
silent till I was sure I loved you wholly, sure
that the knowledge would give no pain when I should
tell it, as I am trying to tell it now. This
little shoe has been mv comforter through this long
year, and I have kept it as other lovers keep their
fairer favors. It has been a talisman more eloquent
to me than flower or ring; for, when I saw how worn
it was, I always thought of the willing feet that
came and went for others’ comfort all day long;
when I saw the little bow you tied, I always thought
of the hands so diligent in serving any one who knew
a want or felt a pain; and when I recalled the gentle
creature who had worn it last, I always saw her patient,
tender, and devout, and tried to grow more
worthy of her, that I might one day dare to ask if
she would walk beside me all my life and be my ‘angel
in the house.’ Will you, dear? Believe
me, you shall never know a weariness or grief I have
the power to shield you from.”
Then Nan, as simple in her love as in her life, laid her arms about his neck,
her happy face against his own, and answered softly,
“Oh, John, I never can be sad or tired any more!”