The first time that I saw her was
one autumn morning as I rode to town in a horse-car.
It was early, and my only fellow-passenger was a crusty
old gentleman, who sat in a corner, reading his paper;
so when the car stopped, I glanced out to see who
came next, hoping it would be a pleasanter person.
No one appeared for a minute, and the car stood still,
while both driver and conductor looked in the same
direction without a sign of impatience. I looked
also, but all I could see was a little girl running
across the park, as girls of twelve or thirteen seldom
run nowadays, if any one can see them.
“Are you waiting for her?”
I asked of the pleasant-faced conductor, who stood
with his hand on the bell, and a good-natured smile
in his eyes.
“Yes, ma’am, we always
stop for little missy,” he answered; and just
then up she came, all rosy and breathless with her
run.
“Thank you very much. I’m
late to-day, and was afraid I should miss my car,”
she said, as he helped her in with a fatherly air that
was pleasant to see.
Taking a corner seat, she smoothed
the curly locks, disturbed by the wind, put on her
gloves, and settled her books in her lap, then modestly
glanced from the old gentleman in the opposite corner
to the lady near by. Such a bright little face
as I saw under the brown hat-rim, happy blue eyes,
dimples in the ruddy cheeks, and the innocent expression
which makes a young girl so sweet an object to old
eyes.
The crusty gentleman evidently agreed
with me, for he peeped over the top of the paper at
his pleasant little neighbor as she sat studying a
lesson, and cheering herself with occasional sniffs
at a posy of mignonette in her button-hole.
When the old gentleman caught my eye,
he dived out of sight with a loud “Hem!”
but he was peeping again directly, for there was something
irresistibly attractive about the unconscious lassie
opposite; and one could no more help looking at her
than at a lovely flower or a playful kitten.
Presently she shut her book with a
decided pat, and an air of relief that amused me.
She saw the half-smile I could not repress, seemed
to understand my sympathy, and said with a laugh, —
“It was a hard lesson, but I’ve
got it!”
So we began to talk about school and
lessons, and I soon discovered that the girl was a
clever scholar, whose only drawback was, as she confided
to me, a “love of fun.”
We were just getting quite friendly,
when several young men got in, one of whom stared
at the pretty child till even she observed it, and
showed that she did by the color that came and went
in her cheeks. It annoyed me as much as if she
had been my own little daughter, for I like modesty,
and have often been troubled by the forward manners
of schoolgirls, who seem to enjoy being looked at.
So I helped this one out of her little trouble by
making room between the old gentleman and myself,
and motioning her to come and sit there.
She understood at once, thanked me
with a look, and nestled into the safe place so gratefully,
that the old gentleman glared over his spectacles
at the rude person who had disturbed the serenity of
the child.
Then we rumbled along again, the car
getting fuller and fuller as we got down town.
Presently an Irishwoman, with a baby, got in, and before
I could offer my seat, my little school-girl was out
of hers, with a polite —
“Please take it, ma’am; I can stand perfectly
well.”
It was prettily done, and I valued
the small courtesy all the more, because it evidently
cost the bashful creature an effort to stand up alone
in a car full of strangers; especially as she could
not reach the strap to steady herself, and found it
difficult to stand comfortably.
Then it was that the crusty man showed
how he appreciated my girl’s good manners, for
he hooked his cane in the strap, and gave it to her,
saying, with a smile that lighted up his rough face
like sunshine, —
“Hold on to that, my dear.”
“Ah,” thought I, “how
little we can judge from appearances! This grim
old soul is a gentleman, after all.”
Turning her face towards us, the girl
held on to the stout cane, and swayed easily to and
fro as we bumped over the rails. The Irishwoman’s
baby, a sickly little thing, was attracted by the flowers,
and put out a small hand to touch them, with a wistful
look at the bright face above.
“Will baby have some?”
said my girl, and made the little creature happy with
some gay red leaves.
“Bless your heart, honey, it’s
fond he is of the like o’ them, and seldom he
gets any,” said the mother, gratefully, as she
settled baby’s dirty hood, and wrapped the old
shawl round his feet.
Baby stared hard at the giver of posies,
but his honest blue eyes gave no offence, and soon
the two were so friendly that baby boldly clutched
at the bright buttons on her sack, and crowed with
delight when he got one, while we all smiled at the
pretty play, and were sorry when the little lady,
with a bow and a smile to us, got out at the church
corner.
“Now, I shall probably never
see that child again, yet what a pleasant picture
she leaves in my memory!” I thought to myself,
as I caught a last glimpse of the brown hat going
round the corner.
But I did see her again many times
that winter; for not long after, as I passed down
a certain street near my winter quarters, I came upon
a flock of girls, eating their luncheon as they walked
to and fro on the sunny side, — pretty, merry
creatures, all laughing and chattering at once, as
they tossed apples from hand to hand, munched candy,
or compared cookies. I went slowly, to enjoy
the sight, as I do when I meet a party of sparrows
on the Common, and was wondering what would become
of so many budding women, when, all of a sudden, I
saw my little school-girl.
Yes, I knew her in a minute, for she
wore the same brown hat, and the rosy face was sparkling
with fun, as she told secrets with a chosen friend,
while eating a wholesome slice of bread-and-butter
as only a hungry school-girl could.
She did not recognize me, but I took
a good look at her as I went by, longing to know what
the particular secret was that ended in such a gale
of laughter.
After that, I often saw my girl as
I took my walks abroad, and one day could not resist
speaking to her when I met her alone; for usually her
mates clustered round her like bees about their queen,
which pleased me, since it showed how much they loved
the sunshiny child.
I had a paper of grapes in my hand,
and when I saw her coming, whisked out a handsome
bunch, all ready to offer, for I had made up my mind
to speak this time. She was reading a paper,
but looked up to give me the inside of the walk.
Before her eyes could fall again,
I held out the grapes and said, just as I had heard
her say more than once to a schoolmate at lunch-time,
“Let’s go halves.”
She understood at once, laughed, and
took the bunch, saying with twinkling eyes, —
“Oh, thank you! they are beauties!”
Then, as we went on to the corner
together, I told her why I did it, and recalled the
car-ride.
“I’d forgotten all about
that, but my conductor is very kind, and always waits
for me,” she said, evidently surprised that a
stranger should take an interest in her small self.
I did not have half time enough with
her, for a bell rang, and away she skipped, looking
back to nod and smile at the queer lady who had taken
a fancy to her.
A few days afterward a fine nosegay
of flowers was left at the door for me, and when I
asked the servant who sent them he answered, —
“A little girl asked if a lame
lady didn’t live here, and when I said yes,
she told me to give you these, and say the grapes were
very nice.”
I knew at once who it was, and enjoyed
the funny message immensely; for when one leads a
quiet life, little things interest and amuse.
Christmas was close by, and I planned
a return for the flowers, of a sort, that I fancied
my young friend would appreciate.
I knew that Christmas week would be
a holiday, so, the day before it began, I went to
the school just before recess, and left a frosted plum
cake, directed to “Miss Goldilocks, from she
knows who.”
At first I did not know how to address
my nice white parcel, for I never had heard the child’s
name. But after thinking over the matter, I remembered
that she was the only girl there with yellow curls
hanging down her back, so I decided to risk the cake
with the above direction.
The maid who took it in (for my girl
went to a private school) smiled, and said at once
she knew who I meant. I left my cake, and strolled
round the corner to the house of a friend, there to
wait and watch for the success of my joke, for the
girls always went that way at recess.
Presently the little hats began to
go bobbing by, the silent street to echo with laughter,
and the sidewalk to bloom with gay gowns, for the
girls were all out in winter colors now.
From behind a curtain I peeped at
them, and saw, with great satisfaction, that nearly
all had bits of my cake in their hands, and were talking
it over with the most flattering interest. My
particular little girl, with a friend on each arm,
passed so near me that I could see the happy look
in her eyes, and hear her say, with a toss of the
bright hair, —
“Mother will plan it for me,
and I can get it done by New Year. Won’t
it be fun to hang it on the door some day, and then
run?”
I fancied that she meant to make something
for me, and waited with patience, wondering how this
odd frolic with my little school-girl would end.
New Year’s Day came and passed,
but no gift hung on my door; so I made up my mind
it was all a mistake, and, being pretty busy about
that time, thought no more of the matter till some
weeks later, as I came into town one day after a visit
in the country.
I am fond of observing faces, and
seldom forget one if anything has particularly attracted
my attention to it. So this morning, as I rode
along, I looked at the conductor, as there was no one
else to observe, and he had a pleasant sort of face.
Somehow, it looked familiar, and after thinking idly
about it for a minute, I remembered where I had seen
it before.
He was the man who waited for “little
missy,” and I at once began to hope that she
would come again, for I wanted to ask about the holidays,
remembering how “fond of fun” she was.
When we came to the South End Square,
where I met her first, I looked out, expecting to
see the little figure running down the wide path again,
and quite willing to wait for it a long time if necessary.
But no one was to be seen but two boys and a dog.
The car did not stop, and though the conductor looked
out that way, his hand was not on the strap, and no
smile on his face.
“Don’t you wait for the
little girl now?” I asked, feeling disappointed
at not seeing my pretty friend again.
“I wish I could, ma’am,”
answered the man, understanding at once, though of
course he did not remember me.
“New rules, perhaps?”
I added, as he did not explain, but stood fingering
his punch, and never minding an old lady, wildly waving
her bag at him from the sidewalk.
“No, ma’am; but it’s
no use waiting for little missy any more, because” — here
he leaned in and said, very low, — “she
is dead;” then turned sharply round, rung the
bell, put the old lady in and shut the door.
How grieved I was to have that pleasant
friendship end so sadly, for I had planned many small
surprises for my girl, and now I could do no more,
could never know all about her, never see the sunny
face again, or win another word from lips that seemed
made for smiling.
Only a little school-girl, yet how
many friends she seemed to have, making them unconsciously
by her gentle manners, generous actions, and innocent
light-heartedness. I could not bear to think what
home must be without her, for I am sure I was right
in believing her a good, sweet child, because real
character shows itself in little things, and the heart
that always keeps in tune makes its music heard everywhere.
The busy man of the horse-car found
time to miss her, the schoolmates evidently mourned
their queen, for when I met them they walked quietly,
talked low, and several wore black bows upon the sleeve;
while I, although I never knew her name, or learned
a single fact about her, felt the sweetness of her
happy nature, and have not yet forgotten my little
school-girl.