Miss Ellen was making a new pincushion,
and a very pretty one it promised to be, for she had
much taste, and spent half her time embroidering chair-covers,
crocheting tidies, and all sorts of dainty trifles.
Her room was full of them; and she often declared that
she did wish some one would invent a new sort of fancy-work,
since she had tried all the old kinds till she was
tired of them. Painting china, carving wood,
button-holing butterflies and daisies onto Turkish
towelling, and making peacock-feather trimming, amused
her for a time; but as she was not very successful
she soon gave up trying these branches, and wondered
if she would not take a little plain sewing for a change.
The old cushion stood on her table
beside the new one; which was ready for its trimming
of lace and ribbon. A row of delicate new pins
also lay waiting to adorn the red satin mound, and
in the old blue one still remained several pins that
had evidently seen hard service.
Miss Ellen was putting a dozen needles
into her book, having just picked them out of the
old cushion, and, as she quilted them through the
flannel leaves, she said half aloud, —
“It is very evident where the
needles go, but I really do wish I knew what becomes
of the pins.”
“I can tell you,” answered
a small, sharp voice, as a long brass pin tried to
straighten itself up in the middle of a faded blue
cornflower, evidently prepared to address the meeting.
Miss Ellen stared much surprised,
for she had used this big pin a good deal lately,
but never heard it speak before. As she looked
at it she saw for the first time that its head had
a tiny face, with silvery hair, two merry eyes, and
a wee mouth out of which came the metallic little
voice that pierced her ear, small as it was.
“Dear me!” she said; then
added politely, “if you can tell I should be
very happy to hear, for it has long been a great mystery,
and no one could explain it.”
The old pin tried to sit erect, and
the merry eye twinkled as it went on like a garrulous
creature, glad to talk after long silence: —
“Men make many wonderful discoveries,
my dear, but they have never found that out, and never
will, because we belong to women, and only a feminine
ear can hear us, a feminine mind understand our mission,
or sympathize with our trials, experiences, and triumphs.
For we have all these as well as human beings, and
there really is not much difference between us when
we come to look into the matter.”
This was such a curious statement
that Miss Ellen forgot her work to listen intently,
and all the needles fixed their eyes on the audacious
pin. Not a whit abashed it thus continued: —
“I am called ‘Granny’
among my friends, because I have had a long and eventful
life. I am hearty and well, however, in spite
of this crick in my back, and hope to serve you a
good while yet, for you seem to appreciate me, stout
and ordinary as I look.
“Yes, my dear, pins and people
are alike, and that rusty darning-needle need
not stare so rudely, for I shall prove what I say.
We are divided into classes by birth and constitution,
and each can do much in its own sphere. I am
a shawl pin, and it would be foolish in me to aspire
to the duties of those dainty lace pins made to fasten
a collar. I am contented with my lot, however,
and, being of a strong make and enterprising spirit,
have had many adventures, some perils, and great satisfactions
since I left the factory long ago. I well remember
how eagerly I looked about me when the paper in which
I lived, with some hundreds of relations, was hung
up in a shop window, to display our glittering ranks
and tempt people to buy. At last a purchaser came,
a dashing young lady who bought us with several other
fancy articles, and carried us away in a smart little
bag, humming and talking to herself, in what I thought
a very curious way.
“When we were taken out I was
all in a flutter to see where I was and what would
happen next. There were so many of us, I could
hardly hope to go first, for I was in the third row,
and most people take us in order. But Cora was
a hasty, careless soul, and pulled us out at random,
so I soon found myself stuck up in a big untidy cushion,
with every sort of pin you can imagine. Such
a gay and giddy set I never saw, and really, my dear,
their ways and conversation were quite startling to
an ignorant young thing like me. Pearl, coral,
diamond, jet, gold, and silver heads, were all around
me as well as vulgar brass knobs, jaunty black pins,
good for nothing as they snap at the least strain,
and my own relations, looking eminently neat and respectable
among this theatrical rabble. For I will not
disguise from you, Miss Ellen, that my first mistress
was an actress, and my life a very gay one at the
beginning. Merry, kind, and careless was the
pretty Cora, and I am bound to confess I enjoyed myself
immensely, for I was taken by chance with half a dozen
friends to pin up the folds of her velvet train and
mantle, in a fairy spectacle where she played the
queen. It was very splendid, and, snugly settled
among the soft folds, I saw it all, and probably felt
that I too had my part; humble as it was, it was faithfully
performed, and I never once deserted my post for six
weeks.
“Among the elves who went flitting
about with silvery wings and spangled robes was one
dear child who was the good genius of the queen, and
was always fluttering near her, so I could not help
seeing and loving the dear creature. She danced
and sung, came out of flowers, swung down from trees,
popped up from the lower regions, and finally, when
all the queen’s troubles are over, flew away
on a golden cloud, smiling through a blaze of red
light, and dropping roses as she vanished.
“When the play ended, I used
to see her in an old dress, a thin shawl, and shabby
hat, go limping home with a tired-looking woman who
dressed the girls.
“I thought a good deal about
‘Little Viola,’ as they called her, — though
her real name was Sally, I believe, — and
one dreadful night I played a heroic part, and thrill
now when I remember it.”
“Go on, please, I long to know,”
said Miss Ellen, dropping the needle-book into her
lap, and leaning forward to listen better.
“One evening the theatre took
fire,” continued the old pin impressively.
“I don’t know how, but all of a sudden
there was a great uproar, smoke, flames, water pouring,
people running frantically about, and such a wild
panic I lost my small wits for a time. When I
recovered them, I found Cora was leaning from a high
window, with something wrapped closely in the velvet
mantle that I pinned upon the left shoulder just under
a paste buckle that only sparkled while I did
all the work.
“A little golden head lay close
by me, and a white face looked up from the crimson
folds, but the sweet eyes were shut, the lips were
drawn with pain, a horrible odor of burnt clothes
came up to me, and the small hand that clutched Cora’s
neck was all blistered with the cruel fire which would
have devoured the child if my brave mistress had not
rescued her at the risk of her own life. She
could have escaped at first, but she heard Sally cry
to her through the blinding smoke, and went to find
and rescue her. I dimly recalled that, and pressed
closer to the white shoulder, full of pride and affection
for the kind soul whom I had often thought too gay
and giddy to care for anything but pleasure.
“Now she was calling to the
people in the street to put up a ladder, and, as she
leaned and called, I could see the crowds far down,
the smoke and flame bursting out below, and hear the
hiss of water as it fell upon the blazing walls.
It was a most exciting moment, as we hung there, watching
the gallant men fix the long ladder, and one come
climbing up till we could see his brave face, and hear
him shout cheerily, —
“‘Swing from the window-sill, I’ll
catch you.’
“But Cora answered, as she showed
the little yellow head that shone in the red glare, —
“‘No, save the child first!’
“‘Drop her then, and be
quick: it’s hot work here,’ and the
man held up his arms with a laugh, as the flames licked
out below as if to eat away the frail support he stood
on.
“All in one breathless moment,
Cora had torn off the mantle, wrapped the child in
it, bound her girdle about it, and finding the gaudy
band would not tie, caught out the first pin that
came to hand, and fastened it. I was that pin;
and I felt that the child’s life almost depended
upon me, for as the precious bundle dropped into the
man’s hands he caught it by the cloak, and,
putting it on his shoulder, went swiftly down.
The belt strained, the velvet tore, I felt myself
bending with the weight, and expected every minute
to see the child slip, and fall on the stones below.
But I held fast, I drove my point deeply in, I twisted
myself round so that even the bend should be a help,
and I called to the man, ‘Hold tight, I’m
trying my best, but what can one pin do!’
“Of course he did not hear me,
but I really believe my desperate efforts were of
some use; for, we got safely down, and were hurried
away to the hospital where other poor souls had already
gone.
“The good nurse who undid that
scorched, drenched, and pitiful bundle, stuck me in
her shawl, and resting there, I saw the poor child
laid in a little bed, her burns skilfully cared for,
and her scattered senses restored by tender words
and motherly kisses. How glad I was to hear that
she would live, and still more rejoiced to learn next
day that Cora was near by, badly burned but not in
danger, and anxious to see the child she had saved.
“Nurse Benson took the little
thing in her arms to visit my poor mistress, and I
went too. But alas! I never should have known
the gay and blooming girl of the day before.
Her face and hands were terribly burnt, and she would
never again be able to play the lovely queen on any
stage, for her fresh beauty was forever lost.
“Hard days for all of us; I
took my share of trouble with the rest, though I only
suffered from the strain to my back. Nurse Benson
straightened me out and kept me in use, so I saw much
of pain and patience in that great house, because
the little gray shawl which I fastened covered a tender
heart, and on that motherly bosom many aching heads
found rest, many weary creatures breathed their last,
and more than one unhappy soul learned to submit.
“Among these last was poor Cora,
for it was very hard to give up beauty, health, and
the life she loved, so soon. Yet I do not think
she ever regretted the sacrifice when she saw the
grateful child well and safe, for little Sally was
her best comforter, and through the long weeks she
lay there half blind and suffering, the daily visit
of the little one cheered her more than anything else.
The poor mother was lost in the great fire, and Cora
adopted the orphan as her own, and surely she had a
right to what she had so dearly bought.
“They went away together at
last, one quite well and strong again, the other a
sad wreck, but a better woman for the trial, I think,
and she carried comfort with her. Poor little
Sally led her, a faithful guide, a tender nurse, a
devoted daughter to her all her life.”
Here the pin paused, out of breath,
and Miss Ellen shook a bright drop off the lace that
lay in her lap, as she said in a tone of real interest, —
“What happened next? How
long did you stay in the hospital?”
“I stayed a year, for Nurse
used me one day to pin up a print at the foot of a
poor man’s bed, and he took such comfort in it
they let it hang till he died. A lovely picture
of a person who held out his arms to all the suffering
and oppressed, and they gathered about him to be comforted
and saved. The forlorn soul had led a wicked life,
and now lay dying a long and painful death, but something
in that divine face taught him to hope for pardon,
and when no eye but mine saw him in the lonely nights
he wept, and prayed, and struggled to repent.
I think he was forgiven, for when at last he lay dead
a smile was on his lips that never had been there
before. Then the print was taken down, and I was
used to pin up a bundle of red flannel by one of the
women, and for months I lay in a dark chest, meditating
on the lessons I had already learned.
“Suddenly I was taken out, and
when a queer round pin-ball of the flannel had been
made by a nice old lady, I was stuck in it with a party
of fat needles, and a few of my own race, all with
stout bodies and big heads.
“’The dear boy is clumsy
with his fingers, and needs strong things to use,’
said the old lady, as she held the tomato cushion in
both hands and kissed it before she put it into a
soldier’s ‘comfort bag.’
“‘Now I shall have a lively
time!’ I thought, and looked gaily about me,
for I liked adventures, and felt that I was sure of
them now.
“I cannot begin to tell you
all I went through with that boy, for he was brave
as a lion and got many hard knocks. We marched,
and camped, and fought, and suffered, but we never
ran away, and when at last a Minie ball came smashing
through the red cushion (which Dick often carried in
his pocket as a sort of charm to keep him safe, for
men seldom use pins), I nearly lost my head, for the
stuffing flew out, and we were all knocked about in
a dreadful way. The cushion and the old wallet
together saved Dick’s life, however, for the
ball did not reach his brave heart, and the last I
saw of him as I fell out of the hasty hand that felt
for a wound was a soft look in the brave bright eyes,
as he said to himself with a smile, —
“‘Dear old mother hasn’t lost her
boy yet, thank God!’
“A colored lad picked me up,
as I lay shining on the grass, and pins being scarce
in those parts, gave me to his mammy, who kept me to
fasten her turban. Quite a new scene I found,
for in the old cabin were a dozen children and their
mothers making ready to go North. The men were
all away fighting or serving the army, so mammy led
the little troop, and they marched off one day following
the gay turban like a banner, for she had a valiant
soul, and was bound to find safety and freedom for
her children at all risks.
“In my many wanderings to and
fro, I never made so strange a journey as that one,
but I enjoyed it, full of danger, weariness and privation
as it was; and every morning when mammy put on the
red and yellow handkerchief I was proud to sit aloft
on that good gray head, and lead the forlorn little
army toward a land of liberty.
“We got there at last, and she
fell to work over a washtub to earn the bread for
the hungry mouths. I had stood by her through
all those weary weeks, and did not want to leave her
now, but went off pinning a paper round some clean
clothes on a Saturday morning.
“‘Now I wonder what will
come next!’ I thought, as Thomas Jefferson, or
‘Jeff,’ as they called him, went whistling
away with the parcel through the streets.
“Crossing the park, he spied
a lovely butterfly which had strayed in from the country;
caught and pinned it on his hat to please little Dinah
when he got home. The pretty creature soon writhed
its delicate life away, but its beauty attracted the
eye of a pale girl hurrying along with a roll of work
under her arm.
“‘Will you sell me that?’
she asked, and Jeff gladly consented, wondering what
she would do with it. So did I, but when we got
to her room I soon saw, for she pinned the impaled
butterfly against a bit of blue paper, and painted
it so well that its golden wings seemed to quiver
as they did in life. A very poor place it was,
but full of lovely things, and I grew artistic with
just looking about me at the pictures on the walls,
the flowers blooming on plates and panels, birds and
insects kept for copies, and gay bits of stuff used
as back-grounds.
“But more beautiful than anything
she made was the girl’s quiet, busy life alone
in the big city; for, she was hoping to be an artist,
and worked day and night to compass her desire.
So poor, but so happy, I used to wonder why no one
helped her and kept her from such hard, yet patient,
waiting. But no one did, and I could watch her
toiling away as I held the butterfly against the wall,
feeling as if it was a symbol of herself, beating
her delicate wings in that close place till her heart
was broken, by the cruel fate that held her there when
she should have been out in the free sunshine.
But she found a good customer for her pretty work,
in a rich lady who had nothing to do but amuse herself,
and spent much time and money in fancy-work.
“I know all about it; for, one
day an order came from the great store where her designs
were often bought, and she was very happy painting
some purple pansies upon velvet, and she copied her
yellow butterfly to float above them.
“The poor insect was very dry,
and crumbled at a touch, so my task there was done,
and as my mistress rolled up the packet, she took me
to fasten it securely, singing as she did so, for
every penny was precious.
“We all went together to the
rich lady, and she embroidered the flowers on a screen
very like that one yonder. I thought she would
throw me away, I was so battered now, but she took
a fancy to use me in various ways about her canvas
work, and I lived with her all winter. A kind
lady, my dear, but I often wished I could suggest to
her better ways of spending her life than everlasting
fancy-work. She never seemed to see the wants
of those about her, never lent an ear to the poor,
or found delight in giving of her abundance to those
who had little, to brighten their lives; but sighed
because she had nothing to do when the world was full
of work, and she blessed with so many good gifts to
use and to enjoy. I hope she will see her mistake
some day, and not waste all her life on trifles, else
she will regret it sadly by and by.”
Here the pin paused with a keen glance
at Miss Ellen, who had suddenly begun to sew with
a bright color in her cheeks, for the purple pansies
were on the screen that stood before her fire-place,
and she recognized the portrait of herself in that
last description. But she did not fancy being
lectured by a pin, so she asked with a smile as she
plaited up her lace, —
“That is all very interesting,
but you have not yet told me what becomes of the pins,
Granny.”
“Pins, like people, shape their
own lives, in a great measure, my dear, and go to
their reward when they are used up. The good ones
sink into the earth and turn to silver, to come forth
again in a new and precious form. The bad ones
crumble away to nothing in cracks and dust heaps,
with no hope of salvation, unless some human hand lifts
them up and gives them a chance to try again.
Some are lazy, and slip out of sight to escape service,
some are too sharp, and prick and scratch wherever
they are. Others are poor, weak things, who bend
up and lose their heads as soon as they are used.
Some obtrude themselves on all occasions, and some
are never to be found in times of need. All have
the choice to wear out or to rust out. I chose
the former, and have had a useful, happy life so far.
I’m not as straight as I once was, but I’m
bright still, my point is sharp, my head firm, and
age has not weakened me much, I hope, but made me
wiser, better, and more contented to do my duty wherever
I am, than when I left my native paper long ago.”
Before Miss Ellen could express her
respect for the worthy old pin, a dismal groan was
heard from the blue cushion, and a small voice croaked
aloud, —
“Alas, alas, I chose to rust
out, and here I am, a miserable, worthless thing,
whom no one can use or care for. Lift the ruffle,
and behold a sad contrast to the faithful, honest,
happy Granny, who has told us such a varied tale.”
“Bless me, what possesses everything
to-day!” exclaimed Miss Ellen, looking under
the frill of the old cushion to see who was speaking
now. There to be sure she found a pin hidden
away, and so rusty that she could hardly pull it out.
But it came creaking forth at the third tug, and when
it was set up beside Granny, she cried out in her cheery
way, —
“Try Dr. Emery, he can cure
most cases of rust, and it is never too late to mend,
neighbor.”
“Too late for me!” sighed
the new comer. “The rust of idleness has
eaten into my vitals while I lay in my silken bed,
and my chance is gone forever. I was bright,
and strong, and sharp once, but I feared work and
worry, and I hid, growing duller, dimmer, and more
useless every day. I am good for nothing, throw
me away, and let the black pins mourn for a wasted
life.”
“No,” said Miss Ellen,
“you are not useless, for you two shall sit
together in my new cushion, a warning to me, as well
as to the other pins, to choose the right way in time,
and wear out with doing our duty, rather than rust
out as so many do. Thank you, Granny, for your
little lecture. I will not forget it, but go
at once and find that poor girl, and help her all
I can. Rest here, you good old soul, and teach
these little things to follow your example.”
As she spoke, Miss Ellen set the two
pins in the middle of the red satin cushion, stuck
the smaller pins round them, and hastened to put on
her shawl lest something should prevent her from going.
“Take me with you; I’m
not tired, I love to work! use me, dear mistress,
and let me help in the good work!” cried Granny,
with a lively skip that sent her out upon the bureau.
So Miss Ellen pinned her shawl with
the old pin instead of the fine brooch she had in
her hand, and they went gaily away together, leaving
the rusty one to bemoan itself, and all the little
ones to privately resolve that they would not hide
away from care and labor, but take their share bravely
and have a good record to show when they went, at
last where the good pins go.