’I perfectly hate it! and something
dreadful ought to be done to the woman who invented
it,’ said Patty, in a pet, sending a shower of
gay pieces flying over the carpet as if a small whirlwind
and a rainbow had got into a quarrel.
Puss did not agree with Patty, for,
after a surprised hop when the flurry came, she calmly
laid herself down on a red square, purring comfortably
and winking her yellow eyes, as if she thanked the
little girl for the bright bed that set off her white
fur so prettily. This cool performance made Patty
laugh, and say more pleasantly —
‘Well, it is tiresome, isn’t it,
Aunt Pen?’
’Sometimes; but we all have
to make patchwork, my dear, and do the best we can
with the pieces given us.’
‘Do we?’ and Patty opened
her eyes in great astonishment at this new idea.
’Our lives are patchwork, and
it depends on us a good deal how the bright and dark
bits get put together so that the whole is neat, pretty,
and useful when it is done,’ said Aunt Pen soberly.
‘Deary me, now she is going
to preach,’ thought Patty; but she rather liked
Aunt Pen’s preachments, for a good deal of fun
got mixed up with the moralising; and she was so good
herself that children could never say in their naughty
little minds, ’You are just as bad as we, so
you needn’t talk to us, ma’am.’
’I gave you that patchwork to
see what you would make of it, and it is as good as
a diary to me, for I can tell by the different squares
how you felt when you made them,’ continued
Aunt Pen, with a twinkle in her eye as she glanced
at the many-coloured bits on the carpet.
‘Can you truly? just try and
see,’ and Patty looked interested at once.
Pointing with the yard-measure, Aunt
Pen said, tapping a certain dingy, puckered, brown
and purple square —
‘That is a bad day; don’t it look so?’
’Well, it was, I do declare!
for that was the Monday piece, when everything went
wrong and I didn’t care how my work looked,’
cried Patty, surprised at Aunt Pen’s skill in
reading the calico diary.
’This pretty pink and white
one so neatly sewed is a good day; this funny mixture
of red, blue, and yellow with the big stitches is a
merry day; that one with spots on it is one that got
cried over; this with the gay flowers is a day full
of good little plans and resolutions; and that one
made of dainty bits, all stars and dots and tiny leaves,
is the one you made when you were thinking about the
dear new baby there at home.’
’Why, Aunt Pen, you are a fairy!
How did you know? they truly are just as you
say, as near as I can remember. I rather like
that sort of patchwork,’ and Patty sat down
upon the floor to collect, examine, and arrange her
discarded work with a new interest in it.
’I see what is going on, and
I have queer plays in my mind just as you little folks
do. Suppose you make this a moral bed-quilt, as
some people make album quilts. See how much patience,
perseverance, good nature, and industry you can put
into it. Every bit will have a lesson or a story,
and when you lie under it you will find it a real comforter,’
said Aunt Pen, who wanted to amuse the child and teach
her something better even than the good old-fashioned
accomplishment of needlework.
‘I don’t see how I can
put that sort of thing into it,’ answered Patty,
as she gently lifted puss into her lap, instead of
twitching the red bit roughly from under her.
‘There goes a nice little piece
of kindness this very minute,’ laughed Aunt
Pen, pointing to the cat and the red square.
Patty laughed also, and looked pleased
as she stroked Mother Bunch, while she said thoughtfully —
’I see what you mean now.
I am making two kinds of patchwork at the same time;
and this that I see is to remind me of the other kind
that I don’t see.’
’Every task, no matter how small
or homely, that gets well and cheerfully done, is
a fine thing; and the sooner we learn to use up the
dark and bright bits (the pleasures and pains, the
cares and duties) into a cheerful, useful life, the
sooner we become real comforters, and every one likes
to cuddle about us. Don’t you see, deary?’
‘That’s what you are,
Aunt Pen;’ and Patty put up her hand to hold
fast by that other strong, kind, helpful hand that
did so much, yet never was tired, cold, or empty.
Aunt Pen took the chubby little one
in both her own, and said, smiling, yet with meaning
in her eyes, as she tapped the small fore-finger, rough
with impatient and unskilful sewing —
’Shall we try and see what a
nice little comforter we can make this month, while
you wait to be called home to see mamma and the dear
new baby?’
‘Yes, I’d like to try;’
and Patty gave Aunt Pen’s hand a hearty shake,
for she wanted to be good, and rather thought the new
fancy would lend a charm to the task which we all
find rather tiresome and hard.
So the bargain was made, and the patch
Patty sewed that day was beautiful to behold; for
she was in a delightfully moral state of mind, and
felt quite sure that she was going to become a model
for all children to follow, if they could. The
next day her ardour had cooled a little, and being
in a hurry to go out to play, she slighted her work,
thinking no one would know. But the third day
she got so angry with her patch that she tore it in
two, and declared it was all nonsense to fuss about
being good and thorough and all the rest of it.
Aunt Pen did not say much, but made
her mend and finish her patch and add it to the pile.
After she went to bed that night Patty thought of
it, and wished she could do it over, it looked so badly.
But as it could not be, she had a penitent fit, and
resolved to keep her temper while she sewed, at any
rate, for mamma was to see the little quilt when it
was done, and would want to know all about it.
Of course she did not devote herself
to being good all the time, but spent her days
in lessons, play, mischief, and fun, like any other
lively, ten-year-older. But somehow, whenever
the sewing-hour came, she remembered that talk; and
as she worked she fell into the way of wondering whether
Aunt Pen could guess from the patches what sort of
days she had passed. She wanted to try and see,
but Aunt Pen refused to read any more calico till
the quilt was done: then, she said in a queer,
solemn way, she should make the good and bad days appear
in a remarkable manner.
This puzzled Patty very much, and
she quite ached to know what the joke would be; meantime
the pile grew steadily, and every day, good or bad,
added to that other work called Patty’s life.
She did not think much about that part of it, but
unconsciously the quiet sewing-time had its influence
on her, and that little ‘conscience hour,’
as she sometimes called it, helped her very much.
One day she said to herself as she
took up her work, ’Now I’ll puzzle Aunt
Pen. She thinks my naughty tricks get into the
patches; but I’ll make this very nicely and
have it gay, and then I don’t see how she will
ever guess what I did this morning.’
Now you must know that Tweedle-dee,
the canary, was let out every day to fly about the
room and enjoy himself. Mother Bunch never tried
to catch him, though he often hopped temptingly near
her. He was a droll little bird, and Patty liked
to watch his promenades, for he did funny things.
That day he made her laugh by trying to fly away with
a shawl, picking up the fringe with which to line
the nest he was always trying to build. It was
so heavy he tumbled on his back and lay kicking and
pulling, but had to give it up and content himself
with a bit of thread.
Patty was forbidden to chase or touch
him at these times, but always felt a strong desire
to have just one grab at him and see how he felt.
That day, being alone in the dining-room, she found
it impossible to resist; and when Tweedle-dee came
tripping pertly over the table-cloth, cocking his
head on one side with shrill chirps and little prancings,
she caught him, and for a minute held him fast in spite
of his wrathful pecking.
She put her thimble on his head, laughing
to see how funny he looked, and just then he slipped
out of her hand. She clutched at him, missed
him, but alas, alas! he left his little tail behind
him. Every feather in his blessed little tail,
I do assure you; and there sat Patty with the yellow
plumes in her hand and dismay in her face. Poor
Tweedle-dee retired to his cage much afflicted, and
sung no more that day, but Patty hid the lost tail
and never said a word about it.
’Aunt Pen is so near-sighted
she won’t mind, and maybe he will have another
tail pretty soon, or she will think he is moulting.
If she asks of course I shall tell her.’
Patty settled it in that way, forgetting
that the slide was open and Aunt Pen in the kitchen.
So she made a neat blue and buff patch, and put it
away, meaning to puzzle aunty when the reading-time
came. But Patty got the worst of it, as you will
see by-and-bye.
Another day she strolled into the
store-room and saw a large tray of fresh buns standing
there. Now, it was against the rule to eat between
meals, and new hot bread or cake was especially forbidden.
Patty remembered both these things, but could not
resist temptation. One plump, brown bun, with
a lovely plum right in the middle, was so fascinating
it was impossible to let it alone; so Patty whipped
it into her pocket, ran to the garden, and hiding
behind the big lilac-bush, ate it in a great hurry.
It was just out of the oven, and so hot it burned
her throat, and lay like a live coal in her little
stomach after it was down, making her very uncomfortable
for several hours.
‘Why do you keep sighing?’
asked Aunt Pen, as Patty sat down to her work.
‘I don’t feel very well.’
’You have eaten something that
disagrees with you. Did you eat hot biscuits
for breakfast?’
‘No, ma’am, I never do,’
and Patty gave another little gasp, for the bun lay
very heavily on both stomach and conscience just then.
‘A drop or two of ammonia will
set you right,’ and Aunt Pen gave her some.
It did set the stomach right, but the conscience still
worried her, for she could not make up her mind to
‘fess’ the sly, greedy thing she had done.
‘Put a white patch in the middle
of those green ones,’ said Aunt Pen, as Patty
sat soberly sewing her daily square.
‘Why?’ asked the little
girl, for aunty seldom interfered in her arrangement
of the quilt.
’It will look pretty, and match
the other three squares that are going at the corners
of that middle piece.’
‘Well, I will,’ and Patty
sewed away, wondering at this sudden interest in her
work, and why Aunt Pen laughed to herself as she put
away the ammonia bottle.
These are two of the naughty little
things that got worked into the quilt; but there were
good ones also, and Aunt Pen’s sharp eyes saw
them all.
At the window of a house opposite,
Patty often saw a little girl who sat there playing
with an old doll or a torn book. She never seemed
to run about or go out, and Patty often wondered if
she was sick, she looked so thin and sober, and was
so quiet. Patty began by making faces at her
for fun, but the little girl only smiled back, and
nodded so good-naturedly that Patty was ashamed of
herself.
‘Is that girl over there poor?’
she asked suddenly as she watched her one day.
‘Very poor: her mother
takes in sewing, and the child is lame,’ answered
Aunt Pen, without looking up from the letter she was
writing.
’Her doll is nothing but an
old shawl tied round with a string, and she don’t
seem to have but one book. Wonder if she’d
like to have me come and play with her,’ said
Patty to herself, as she stood her own big doll in
the window, and nodded back at the girl, who bobbed
up and down in her chair with delight at this agreeable
prospect.
‘You can go and see her some
day if you like,’ said Aunt Pen, scribbling
away.
Patty said no more then, but later
in the afternoon she remembered this permission, and
resolved to try if aunty would find out her good doings
as well as her bad ones. So, tucking Blanch Augusta
Arabella Maud under one arm, her best picture-book
under the other, and gathering a little nosegay of
her own flowers, she slipped across the road, knocked,
and marched boldly upstairs.
Mrs. Brown, the sewing-woman, was
out, and no one there but Lizzie in her chair at the
window, looking lonely and forlorn.
’How do you do? My name
is Patty, and I live over there, and I’ve come
to play with you,’ said one child in a friendly
tone.
’How do you do? My name
is Lizzie, and I’m very glad to see you.
What a lovely doll!’ returned the other child
gratefully; and then the ceremony of introduction
was over, and they began to play as if they had known
each other for ever so long.
To poor Lizzie it seemed as if a little
fairy had suddenly appeared to brighten the dismal
room with flowers and smiles and pretty things; while
Patty felt her pity and good-will increase as she saw
Lizzie’s crippled feet, and watched her thin
face brighten and glow with interest and delight over
book and doll and posy. ‘It felt good,’
as Patty said afterwards; ’sort of warm and
comfortable in my heart, and I liked it ever so much.’
She stayed an hour, making sunshine in a shady place,
and then ran home, wondering if Aunt Pen would find
that out.
She found her sitting with her hands
before her, and such a sad look in her face that Patty
ran to her, saying anxiously —
‘What’s the matter, aunty? Are you
sick?’
’No dear; but I have sorrowful
news for you. Come, sit in my lap and let me
tell you as gently as I can.’
‘Mamma is dead!’ Cried
Patty with a look of terror in her rosy face.
’No, thank God! but the dear,
new baby only stayed a week, and we shall never see
her in this world.’
With a cry of sorrow Patty threw herself
into the arms outstretched to her, and on Aunt Pen’s
loving bosom sobbed away the first bitterness of her
grief and disappointment.
’Oh, I wanted a little sister
so much, and I was going to be so fond of her, and
was so glad she came, and now I can’t see or
have her even for a day! I’m so
disappointed I don’t think I can bear
it,’ sobbed Patty.
‘Think of poor mamma, and bear
it bravely for her sake,’ whispered Aunt Pen,
wiping away her own and Patty’s tears.
’Oh, dear me! there’s
the pretty quilt I was going to make for baby, and
now it isn’t any use, and I can’t bear
to finish it;’ and Patty broke out afresh at
the thought of so much love’s labour lost.
’Mamma will love to see it,
so I wouldn’t give it up. Work is the best
cure for sorrow; and I think you never will be sorry
you tried it. Let us put a bright bit of submission
with this dark trouble, and work both into your little
life as patiently as we can, deary.’
Patty put up her trembling lips, and
kissed Aunt Pen, grateful for the tender sympathy
and the helpful words. ‘I’ll try,’
was all she said; and then they sat talking quietly
together about the dear, dead baby, who only stayed
long enough to make a place in every one’s heart,
and leave them aching when she went.
Patty did try to bear her first trouble
bravely, and got on very well after the first day
or two, except when the sewing-hour came. Then
the sight of the pretty patchwork recalled the memory
of the cradle it was meant to cover, and reminded
her that it was empty now. Many quiet tears dropped
on Patty’s work; and sometimes she had to put
it down and sob, for she had longed so for a little
sister, it was very hard to give her up, and put away
all the loving plans she had made for the happy time
when baby came. A great many tender little thoughts
and feelings got sewed into the gay squares; and if
a small stain showed here and there, I think they
only added to its beauty in the eyes of those who knew
what made them. Aunt Pen never suggested picking
out certain puckered bits and grimy stitches, for
she knew that just there the little fingers trembled,
and the blue eyes got dim as they touched and saw the
delicate, flowery bits left from baby’s gowns.
Lizzie was full of sympathy, and came
hopping over on her crutches with her only treasure,
a black rabbit, to console her friend. But of
all the comfort given, Mother Bunch’s share
was the greatest and best; for that very first sad
day, as Patty wandered about the house disconsolately,
puss came hurrying to meet her, and in her dumb way
begged her mistress to follow and see the fine surprise
prepared for her — four plump kits as white
as snow, with four gray tails all wagging in a row,
as they laid on their proud mamma’s downy breast,
while she purred over them, with her yellow eyes full
of supreme content.
It was in the barn, and Patty lay
for an hour with her head close to Mother Bunch, and
her hands softly touching the charming little Bunches,
who squeaked and tumbled and sprawled about with their
dim eyes blinking, their tiny pink paws fumbling,
and their dear gray tails waggling in the sweetest
way. Such a comfort as they were to Patty no
words could tell, and nothing will ever convince me
that Mrs. Bunch did not know all about baby, and so
lay herself out to cheer up her little mistress like
a motherly loving old puss, as she was.
As Patty lay on the rug that evening
while Aunt Pen sung softly in the twilight, a small,
white figure came pattering over the straw carpet,
and dropped a soft, warm ball down by Patty’s
cheek, saying, as plainly as a loud, confiding purr
could say it —
’There, my dear, this is a lonely
time for you, I know, so I’ve brought my best
and prettiest darling to comfort you;’ and with
that Mother Bunch sat down and washed her face, while
Patty cuddled little Snowdrop, and forgot to cry about
baby.
Soon after this came a great happiness
to Patty in the shape of a letter from mamma, saying
she must have her little girl back a week earlier
than they had planned.
’I’m sorry to leave you,
aunty, but it is so nice to be wanted, and
I’m all mamma has now, you know, so I must hurry
and finish my work to surprise her with. How
shall we finish it off? There ought to be something
regularly splendid to go all round,’ said Patty,
in a great bustle, as she laid out her pieces, and
found that only a few more were needed to complete
the ‘moral bed-quilt.’
’I must try and find something.
We will put this white star, with the blue round it,
in the middle, for it is the neatest and prettiest
piece, in spite of the stains. I will sew in
this part, and you may finish putting the long strips
together,’ said Aunt Pen, rummaging her bags
and bundles for something fine to end off with.
‘I know! I’ve got
something!’ and away hurried Lizzie, who was
there, and much interested in the work.
She came hopping back again, presently,
with a roll in her hand, which she proudly spread
out, saying —
’There! mother gave me that
ever so long ago, but I never had any quilt to use
it for, and now it’s just what you want.
You can’t buy such chintz now-a-days, and I’m
so glad I had it for you.’
‘It’s regularly splendid!’
cried Patty, in a rapture; and so it was, for the
pink and white was all covered with animals, and the
blue was full of birds and butterflies and bees flying
about as naturally as possible. Really lovely
were the little figures and the clear, soft colours,
and Aunt Pen clapped her hands, while Patty hugged
her friend, and declared that the quilt was perfect
now.
Mrs. Brown begged to be allowed to
quilt it when the patches were all nicely put together,
and Patty was glad to have her, for that part of the
work was beyond her skill. It did not come home
till the morning Patty left, and Aunt Pen packed it
up without ever unrolling it.
‘We will look at it together
when we show it to mamma,’ she said: and
Patty was in such a hurry to be off that she made no
objection.
A pleasant journey, a great deal of
hugging and kissing, some tears and tender laments
for baby, and then it was time to show the quilt, which
mamma said was just what she wanted to throw over her
feet as she lay on the sofa.
If there were any fairies,
Patty would have been sure they had done something
to her bed-cover, for when she proudly unrolled it,
what do you think she saw?
Right in the middle of the white star,
which was the centre-piece, delicately drawn with
indelible ink, was a smiling little cherub, all head
and wings, and under it these lines —
’While sister dear lies asleep,
Baby careful watch will keep.’
Then in each of the four gay squares
that were at the corners of the strip that framed
the star, was a white bit bearing other pictures and
couplets that both pleased and abashed Patty as she
saw and read them.
In one was seen a remarkably fine bun, with the lines —
’Who stole the hot bun
And got burnt well?
Go ask the lilac bush,
Guess it can tell.’
In the next was a plump, tailless
bird, who seemed to be saying mournfully —
’My little tail, my little tail!
This bitter loss I still bewail;
But rather ne’er have tail again
Than Patty should deceive Aunt Pen.’
The third was less embarrassing, for
it was a pretty bunch of flowers so daintily drawn
one could almost think they smelt them, and these lines
were underneath —
’Every flower to others given,
Blossoms fair and sweet in heaven.’
The fourth was a picture of a curly-haired
child sewing, with some very large tears rolling down
her cheeks and tumbling off her lap like marbles,
while some tiny sprites were catching and flying away
with them as if they were very precious —
’Every tender drop that fell,
Loving spirits caught and
kept;
And Patty’s sorrows lighter grew,
For the gentle tears she wept.’
‘Oh, aunty! what does it all
mean?’ cried Patty, who had looked both pleased
and ashamed as she glanced from one picture to the
other.
’It means, dear, that the goods
and bads got into the bed-quilt in spite of you, and
there they are to tell their own story. The bun
and the lost tail, the posy you took to poor Lizzie,
and the trouble you bore so sweetly. It is just
so with our lives, though we don’t see it quite
as clearly as this. Invisible hands paint our
faults and virtues, and by-and-bye we have to see
them, so we must be careful that they are good and
lovely, and we are not ashamed to let the eyes that
love us best read there the history of our lives.’
As Aunt Pen spoke, and Patty listened
with a thoughtful face, mamma softly drew the pictured
coverlet over her, and whispered, as she held her
little daughter close —
’My Patty will remember this;
and if all her years tell as good a story as this
month, I shall not fear to read the record, and she
will be in truth my little comforter.’