When Nat went into school on Monday
morning, he quaked inwardly, for now he thought he
should have to display his ignorance before them all.
But Mr. Bhaer gave him a seat in the deep window,
where he could turn his back on the others, and Franz
heard him say his lessons there, so no one could hear
his blunders or see how he blotted his copybook.
He was truly grateful for this, and toiled away so
diligently that Mr. Bhaer said, smiling, when he saw
his hot face and inky fingers:
“Don’t work so hard, my
boy; you will tire yourself out, and there is time
enough.”
“But I must work hard, or I
can’t catch up with the others. They know
heaps, and I don’t know anything,” said
Nat, who had been reduced to a state of despair by
hearing the boys recite their grammar, history, and
geography with what he thought amazing ease and accuracy.
“You know a good many things
which they don’t,” said Mr. Bhaer, sitting
down beside him, while Franz led a class of small students
through the intricacies of the multiplication table.
“Do I?” and Nat looked utterly incredulous.
“Yes; for one thing, you can
keep your temper, and Jack, who is quick at numbers,
cannot; that is an excellent lesson, and I think you
have learned it well. Then, you can play the
violin, and not one of the lads can, though they want
to do it very much. But, best of all, Nat, you
really care to learn something, and that is half the
battle. It seems hard at first, and you will
feel discouraged, but plod away, and things will get
easier and easier as you go on.”
Nat’s face had brightened more
and more as he listened, for, small as the list of
his learning was, it cheered him immensely to feel
that he had anything to fall back upon. “Yes,
I can keep my temper father’s beating taught
me that; and I can fiddle, though I don’t know
where the Bay of Biscay is,” he thought, with
a sense of comfort impossible to express. Then
he said aloud, and so earnestly that Demi heard him:
“I do want to learn, and I will
try. I never went to school, but I couldn’t
help it; and if the fellows don’t laugh at me,
I guess I’ll get on first rate you and the lady
are so good to me.”
“They shan’t laugh at
you; if they do, I’ll I’ll tell them not
to,” cried Demi, quite forgetting where he was.
The class stopped in the middle of
7 times 9, and everyone looked up to see what was
going on.
Thinking that a lesson in learning
to help one another was better than arithmetic just
then, Mr. Bhaer told them about Nat, making such an
interesting and touching little story out of it that
the good-hearted lads all promised to lend him a hand,
and felt quite honored to be called upon to impart
their stores of wisdom to the chap who fiddled so
capitally. This appeal established the right feeling
among them, and Nat had few hindrances to struggle
against, for every one was glad to give him a “boost”
up the ladder of learning.
Till he was stronger, much study was
not good for him, however, and Mrs. Jo found various
amusements in the house for him while others were at
their books. But his garden was his best medicine,
and he worked away like a beaver, preparing his little
farm, sowing his beans, watching eagerly to see them
grow, and rejoicing over each green leaf and slender
stock that shot up and flourished in the warm spring
weather. Never was a garden more faithfully hoed;
Mr. Bhaer really feared that nothing would find time
to grow, Nat kept up such a stirring of the soil; so
he gave him easy jobs in the flower garden or among
the strawberries, where he worked and hummed as busily
as the bees booming all about him.
“This is the crop I like best,”
Mrs. Bhaer used to say, as she pinched the once thin
cheeks, now getting plump and ruddy, or stroked the
bent shoulders that were slowly straightening up with
healthful work, good food, and the absence of that
heavy burden, poverty.
Demi was his little friend, Tommy
his patron, and Daisy the comforter of all his woes;
for, though the children were younger than he, his
timid spirit found a pleasure in their innocent society,
and rather shrunk from the rough sports of the elder
lads. Mr. Laurence did not forget him, but sent
clothes and books, music and kind messages, and now
and then came out to see how his boy was getting on,
or took him into town to a concert; on which occasions
Nat felt himself translated into the seventh heaven
of bliss, for he went to Mr. Laurence’s great
house, saw his pretty wife and little fairy of a daughter,
had a good dinner, and was made so comfortable, that
he talked and dreamed of it for days and nights afterward.
It takes so little to make a child
happy that it is a pity, in a world so full of sunshine
and pleasant things, that there should be any wistful
faces, empty hands, or lonely little hearts. Feeling
this, the Bhaers gathered up all the crumbs they could
find to feed their flock of hungry sparrows, for they
were not rich, except in charity. Many of Mrs.
Jo’s friends who had nurseries sent her they
toys of which their children so soon tired, and in
mending these Nat found an employment that just suited
him. He was very neat and skillful with those
slender fingers of his, and passed many a rainy afternoon
with his gum-bottle, paint-box, and knife, repairing
furniture, animals, and games, while Daisy was dressmaker
to the dilapidated dolls. As fast as the toys
were mended, they were put carefully away in a certain
drawer which was to furnish forth a Christmas-tree
for all the poor children of the neighborhood, that
being the way the Plumfield boys celebrated the birthday
of Him who loved the poor and blessed the little ones.
Demi was never tired of reading and
explaining his favorite books, and many a pleasant
hour did they spend in the old willow, revelling over
“Robinson Crusoe,” “Arabian Nights,”
“Edgeworth’s Tales,” and the other
dear immortal stories that will delight children for
centuries to come. This opened a new world to
Nat, and his eagerness to see what came next in the
story helped him on till he could read as well as anybody,
and felt so rich and proud with his new accomplishment,
that there was danger of his being as much of a bookworm
as Demi.
Another helpful thing happened in
a most unexpected and agreeable manner. Several
of the boys were “in business,” as they
called it, for most of them were poor, and knowing
that they would have their own way to make by and
by, the Bhaers encouraged any efforts at independence.
Tommy sold his eggs; Jack speculated in live stock;
Franz helped in the teaching, and was paid for it;
Ned had a taste for carpentry, and a turning-lathe
was set up for him in which he turned all sorts of
useful or pretty things, and sold them; while Demi
constructed water-mills, whirligigs, and unknown machines
of an intricate and useless nature, and disposed of
them to the boys.
“Let him be a mechanic if he
likes,” said Mr. Bhaer. “Give a boy
a trade, and he is independent. Work is wholesome,
and whatever talent these lads possess, be it for
poetry or ploughing, it shall be cultivated and made
useful to them if possible.”
So, when Nat came running to him one
day to ask with an excited face:
“Can I go and fiddle for some
people who are to have a picnic in our woods?
They will pay me, and I’d like to earn some money
as the other boys do, and fiddling is the only way
I know how to do it.”
Mr. Bhaer answered readily:
“Go, and welcome. It is
an easy and a pleasant way to work, and I am glad
it is offered you.”
Nat went, and did so well that when
he came home he had two dollars in his pocket, which
he displayed with intense satisfaction, as he told
how much he had enjoyed the afternoon, how kind the
young people were, and how they had praised his dance
music, and promised to have him again.
“It is so much nicer than fiddling
in the street, for then I got none of the money, and
now I have it all, and a good time besides. I’m
in business now as well as Tommy and Jack, and I like
it ever so much,” said Nat, proudly patting
the old pocketbook, and feeling like a millionaire
already.
He was in business truly, for picnics
were plenty as summer opened, and Nat’s skill
was in great demand. He was always at liberty
to go if lessons were not neglected, and if the picnickers
were respectable young people. For Mr. Bhaer
explained to him that a good plain education is necessary
for everyone, and that no amount of money should hire
him to go where he might be tempted to do wrong.
Nat quite agreed to this, and it was a pleasant sight
to see the innocent-hearted lad go driving away in
the gay wagons that stopped at the gate for him, or
to hear him come fiddling home tired but happy, with
his well-earned money in one pocket, and some “goodies”
from the feast for Daisy or little Ted, whom he never
forgot.
“I’m going to save up
till I get enough to buy a violin for myself, and
then I can earn my own living, can’t I?”
he used to say, as he brought his dollars to Mr. Bhaer
to keep.
“I hope so, Nat; but we must
get you strong and hearty first, and put a little
more knowledge into this musical head of yours.
Then Mr. Laurie will find you a place somewhere, and
in a few years we will all come to hear you play in
public.”
With much congenial work, encouragement,
and hope, Nat found life getting easier and happier
every day, and made such progress in his music lessons
that his teacher forgave his slowness in some other
things, knowing very well that where the heart is the
mind works best. The only punishment the boy
ever needed for neglect of more important lessons
was to hang up the fiddle and the bow for a day.
The fear of losing his bosom friend entirely made
him go at his books with a will; and having proved
that he could master the lessons, what was the use
of saying “I can’t?”
Daisy had a great love of music, and
a great reverence for any one who could make it, and
she was often found sitting on the stairs outside
Nat’s door while he was practising. This
pleased him very much, and he played his best for
that one quiet little listener; for she never would
come in, but preferred to sit sewing her gay patchwork,
or tending one of her many dolls, with an expression
of dreamy pleasure on her face that made Aunt Jo say,
with tears in her eyes: “So like my Beth,”
and go softly by, lest even her familiar presence
mar the child’s sweet satisfaction.
Nat was very fond of Mrs. Bhaer, but
found something even more attractive in the good professor,
who took fatherly care of the shy feeble boy, who
had barely escaped with his life from the rough sea
on which his little boat had been tossing rudderless
for twelve years. Some good angel must have been
watching over him, for, though his body had suffered,
his soul seemed to have taken little harm, and came
ashore as innocent as a shipwrecked baby. Perhaps
his love of music kept it sweet in spite of the discord
all about him; Mr. Laurie said so, and he ought to
know. However that might be, Father Bhaer took
pleasure in fostering poor Nat’s virtues, and
in curing his faults, finding his new pupil as docile
and affectionate as a girl. He often called Nat
his “daughter” when speaking of him to
Mrs. Jo, and she used to laugh at his fancy, for Madame
liked manly boys, and thought Nat amiable but weak,
though you never would have guessed it, for she petted
him as she did Daisy, and he thought her a very delightful
woman.
One fault of Nat’s gave the
Bhaers much anxiety, although they saw how it had
been strengthened by fear and ignorance. I regret
to say that Nat sometimes told lies. Not very
black ones, seldom getting deeper than gray, and often
the mildest of white fibs; but that did not matter,
a lie is a lie, and though we all tell many polite
untruths in this queer world of ours, it is not right,
and everybody knows it.
“You cannot be too careful;
watch your tongue, and eyes, and hands, for it is
easy to tell, and look, and act untruth,” said
Mr. Bhaer, in one of the talks he had with Nat about
his chief temptation.
“I know it, and I don’t
mean to, but it’s so much easier to get along
if you ain’t very fussy about being exactly true.
I used to tell ’em because I was afraid of father
and Nicolo, and now I do sometimes because the boys
laugh at me. I know it’s bad, but I forget,”
and Nat looked much depressed by his sins.
“When I was a little lad I used
to tell lies! Ach! what fibs they were,
and my old grandmother cured me of it how, do you think?
My parents had talked, and cried, and punished, but
still did I forget as you. Then said the dear
old grandmother, ’I shall help you to remember,
and put a check on this unruly part,’ with that
she drew out my tongue and snipped the end with her
scissors till the blood ran. That was terrible,
you may believe, but it did me much good, because
it was sore for days, and every word I said came so
slowly that I had time to think. After that I
was more careful, and got on better, for I feared the
big scissors. Yet the dear grandmother was most
kind to me in all things, and when she lay dying far
away in Nuremberg, she prayed that little Fritz might
love God and tell the truth.”
“I never had any grandmothers,
but if you think it will cure me, I’ll let you
snip my tongue,” said Nat, heroically, for he
dreaded pain, yet did wish to stop fibbing.
Mr. Bhaer smiled, but shook his head.
“I have a better way than that,
I tried it once before and it worked well. See
now, when you tell a lie I will not punish you, but
you shall punish me.”
“How?” asked Nat, startled at the idea.
“You shall ferule me in the
good old-fashioned way; I seldom do it myself, but
it may make you remember better to give me pain than
to feel it yourself.”
“Strike you? Oh, I couldn’t!”
cried Nat.
“Then mind that tripping tongue
of thine. I have no wish to be hurt, but I would
gladly bear much pain to cure this fault.”
This suggestion made such an impression
on Nat, that for a long time he set a watch upon his
lips, and was desperately accurate, for Mr. Bhaer
judged rightly, that love of him would be more powerful
with Nat that fear for himself. But alas! one
sad day Nat was off his guard, and when peppery Emil
threatened to thrash him, if it was he who had run
over his garden and broken down his best hills of
corn, Nat declared he didn’t, and then was ashamed
to own up that he did do it, when Jack was chasing
him the night before.
He thought no one would find it out,
but Tommy happened to see him, and when Emil spoke
of it a day or two later, Tommy gave his evidence,
and Mr. Bhaer heard it. School was over, and
they were all standing about in the hall, and Mr.
Bhaer had just set down on the straw settee to enjoy
his frolic with Teddy; but when he heard Tommy and
saw Nat turn scarlet, and look at him with a frightened
face, he put the little boy down, saying, “Go
to thy mother, bubchen, I will come soon,” and
taking Nat by the hand led him into the school and
shut the door.
The boys looked at one another in
silence for a minute, then Tommy slipped out and peeping
in at the half-closed blinds, beheld a sight that
quite bewildered him. Mr. Bhaer had just taken
down the long rule that hung over his desk, so seldom
used that it was covered with dust.
“My eye! He’s going
to come down heavy on Nat this time. Wish I hadn’t
told,” thought good-natured Tommy, for to be
feruled was the deepest disgrace at this school.
“You remember what I told you
last time?” said Mr. Bhaer, sorrowfully, not
angrily.
“Yes; but please don’t
make me, I can’t bear it,” cried Nat, backing
up against the door with both hands behind him, and
a face full of distress.
“Why don’t he up and take
it like a man? I would,” thought Tommy,
though his heart beat fast at the sight.
“I shall keep my word, and you
must remember to tell the truth. Obey me, Nat,
take this and give me six good strokes.”
Tommy was so staggered by this last
speech that he nearly tumbled down the bank, but saved
himself, and hung onto the window ledge, staring in
with eyes as round as the stuffed owl’s on the
chimney-piece.
Nat took the rule, for when Mr. Bhaer
spoke in that tone everyone obeyed him, and, looking
as scared and guilty as if about to stab his master,
he gave two feeble blows on the broad hand held out
to him. Then he stopped and looked up half-blind
with tears, but Mr. Bhaer said steadily:
“Go on, and strike harder.”
As if seeing that it must be done,
and eager to have the hard task soon over, Nat drew
his sleeve across his eyes and gave two more quick
hard strokes that reddened the hand, yet hurt the
giver more.
“Isn’t that enough?”
he asked in a breathless sort of tone.
“Two more,” was all the
answer, and he gave them, hardly seeing where they
fell, then threw the rule all across the room, and
hugging the kind hand in both his own, laid his face
down on it sobbing out in a passion of love, and shame,
and penitence:
“I will remember! Oh! I will!”
Then Mr. Bhaer put an arm about him,
and said in a tone as compassionate as it had just
now been firm:
“I think you will. Ask
the dear God to help you, and try to spare us both
another scene like this.”
Tommy saw no more, for he crept back
to the hall, looking so excited and sober that the
boys crowded round him to ask what was being done to
Nat.
In a most impressive whisper Tommy
told them, and they looked as if the sky was about
to fall, for this reversing the order of things almost
took their breath away.
“He made me do the same thing
once,” said Emil, as if confessing a crime of
the deepest dye.
“And you hit him? dear old Father
Bhaer? By thunder, I’d just like to see
you do it now!” said Ned, collaring Emil in a
fit of righteous wrath.
“It was ever so long ago.
I’d rather have my head cut off than do it now,”
and Emil mildly laid Ned on his back instead of cuffing
him, as he would have felt it his duty to do on any
less solemn occasion.
“How could you?” said Demi, appalled at
the idea.
“I was hopping mad at the time,
and thought I shouldn’t mind a bit, rather like
it perhaps. But when I’d hit uncle one good
crack, everything he had ever done for me came into
my head all at once somehow, and I couldn’t
go on. No sir! If he’d laid me down
and walked on me, I wouldn’t have minded, I
felt so mean,” and Emil gave himself a good
thump in the chest to express his sense of remorse
for the past.
“Nat’s crying like anything,
and feels no end sorry, so don’t let’s
say a word about it; will we?” said tender-hearted
Tommy.
“Of course we won’t, but
it’s awful to tell lies,” and Demi looked
as if he found the awfulness much increased when the
punishment fell not upon the sinner, but his best
Uncle Fritz.
“Suppose we all clear out, so
Nat can cut upstairs if he wants to,” proposed
Franz, and led the way to the barn, their refuge in
troublous times.
Nat did not come to dinner, but Mrs.
Jo took some up to him, and said a tender word, which
did him good, though he could not look at her.
By and by the lads playing outside heard the violin,
and said among themselves: “He’s
all right now.” He was all right, but felt
shy about going down, till opening his door to slip
away into the woods, he found Daisy sitting on the
stairs with neither work nor doll, only her little
handkerchief in her hand, as if she had been mourning
for her captive friend.
“I’m going to walk; want
to come?” asked Nat, trying to look as if nothing
was the matter, yet feeling very grateful for her silent
sympathy, because he fancied everyone must look upon
him as a wretch.
“Oh yes!” and Daisy ran
for her hat, proud to be chosen as a companion by
one of the big boys.
The others saw them go, but no one
followed, for boys have a great deal more delicacy
than they get credit for, and the lads instinctively
felt that, when in disgrace, gentle little Daisy was
their most congenial friend.
The walk did Nat good, and he came
home quieter than usual, but looking cheerful again,
and hung all over with daisy-chains made by his little
playmate while he lay on the grass and told her stories.
No one said a word about the scene
of the morning, but its effect was all the more lasting
for that reason, perhaps. Nat tried his very best,
and found much help, not only from the earnest little
prayers he prayed to his Friend in heaven, but also
in the patient care of the earthly friend whose kind
hand he never touched without remembering that it had
willingly borne pain for his sake.