“I do think it was the most
fortunate thing in the world that those children should
have the measles just now,” said Meg, one April
day, as she stood packing the ‘go abroady’
trunk in her room, surrounded by her sisters.
“And so nice of Annie Moffat
not to forget her promise. A whole fortnight
of fun will be regularly splendid,” replied Jo,
looking like a windmill as she folded skirts with
her long arms.
“And such lovely weather, I’m
so glad of that,” added Beth, tidily sorting
neck and hair ribbons in her best box, lent for the
great occasion.
“I wish I was going to have
a fine time and wear all these nice things,”
said Amy with her mouth full of pins, as she artistically
replenished her sister’s cushion.
“I wish you were all going,
but as you can’t, I shall keep my adventures
to tell you when I come back. I’m sure
it’s the least I can do when you have been so
kind, lending me things and helping me get ready,”
said Meg, glancing round the room at the very simple
outfit, which seemed nearly perfect in their eyes.
“What did Mother give you out
of the treasure box?” asked Amy, who had not
been present at the opening of a certain cedar chest
in which Mrs. March kept a few relics of past splendor,
as gifts for her girls when the proper time came.
“A pair of silk stockings, that
pretty carved fan, and a lovely blue sash. I
wanted the violet silk, but there isn’t time
to make it over, so I must be contented with my old
tarlaton.”
“It will look nice over my new
muslin skirt, and the sash will set it off beautifully.
I wish I hadn’t smashed my coral bracelet, for
you might have had it,” said Jo, who loved to
give and lend, but whose possessions were usually
too dilapidated to be of much use.
“There is a lovely old-fashioned
pearl set in the treasure chest, but Mother said real
flowers were the prettiest ornament for a young girl,
and Laurie promised to send me all I want,” replied
Meg. “Now, let me see, there’s my
new gray walking suit, just curl up the feather in
my hat, Beth, then my poplin for Sunday and the small
party, it looks heavy for spring, doesn’t it?
The violet silk would be so nice. Oh, dear!”
“Never mind, you’ve got
the tarlaton for the big party, and you always look
like an angel in white,” said Amy, brooding over
the little store of finery in which her soul delighted.
“It isn’t low-necked,
and it doesn’t sweep enough, but it will have
to do. My blue housedress looks so well, turned
and freshly trimmed, that I feel as if I’d got
a new one. My silk sacque isn’t a bit the
fashion, and my bonnet doesn’t look like Sallie’s.
I didn’t like to say anything, but I was sadly
disappointed in my umbrella. I told Mother black
with a white handle, but she forgot and bought a green
one with a yellowish handle. It’s strong
and neat, so I ought not to complain, but I know I
shall feel ashamed of it beside Annie’s silk
one with a gold top,” sighed Meg, surveying
the little umbrella with great disfavor.
“Change it,” advised Jo.
“I won’t be so silly,
or hurt Marmee’s feelings, when she took so much
pains to get my things. It’s a nonsensical
notion of mine, and I’m not going to give up
to it. My silk stockings and two pairs of new
gloves are my comfort. You are a dear to lend
me yours, Jo. I feel so rich and sort of elegant,
with two new pairs, and the old ones cleaned up for
common.” And Meg took a refreshing peep
at her glove box.
“Annie Moffat has blue and pink
bows on her nightcaps. Would you put some on
mine?” she asked, as Beth brought up a pile of
snowy muslins, fresh from Hannah’s hands.
“No, I wouldn’t, for the
smart caps won’t match the plain gowns without
any trimming on them. Poor folks shouldn’t
rig,” said Jo decidedly.
“I wonder if I shall ever be
happy enough to have real lace on my clothes and bows
on my caps?” said Meg impatiently.
“You said the other day that
you’d be perfectly happy if you could only go
to Annie Moffat’s,” observed Beth in her
quiet way.
“So I did! Well, I am
happy, and I won’t fret, but it does seem as
if the more one gets the more one wants, doesn’t
it? There now, the trays are ready, and everything
in but my ball dress, which I shall leave for Mother
to pack,” said Meg, cheering up, as she glanced
from the half-filled trunk to the many times pressed
and mended white tarlaton, which she called her ‘ball
dress’ with an important air.
The next day was fine, and Meg departed
in style for a fortnight of novelty and pleasure.
Mrs. March had consented to the visit rather reluctantly,
fearing that Margaret would come back more discontented
than she went. But she begged so hard, and Sallie
had promised to take good care of her, and a little
pleasure seemed so delightful after a winter of irksome
work that the mother yielded, and the daughter went
to take her first taste of fashionable life.
The Moffats were very fashionable,
and simple Meg was rather daunted, at first, by the
splendor of the house and the elegance of its occupants.
But they were kindly people, in spite of the frivolous
life they led, and soon put their guest at her ease.
Perhaps Meg felt, without understanding why, that
they were not particularly cultivated or intelligent
people, and that all their gilding could not quite
conceal the ordinary material of which they were made.
It certainly was agreeable to fare sumptuously, drive
in a fine carriage, wear her best frock every day,
and do nothing but enjoy herself. It suited her
exactly, and soon she began to imitate the manners
and conversation of those about her, to put on little
airs and graces, use French phrases, crimp her hair,
take in her dresses, and talk about the fashions as
well as she could. The more she saw of Annie
Moffat’s pretty things, the more she envied
her and sighed to be rich. Home now looked bare
and dismal as she thought of it, work grew harder than
ever, and she felt that she was a very destitute and
much-injured girl, in spite of the new gloves and
silk stockings.
She had not much time for repining,
however, for the three young girls were busily employed
in ‘having a good time’. They shopped,
walked, rode, and called all day, went to theaters
and operas or frolicked at home in the evening, for
Annie had many friends and knew how to entertain them.
Her older sisters were very fine young ladies, and
one was engaged, which was extremely interesting and
romantic, Meg thought. Mr. Moffat was a fat,
jolly old gentleman, who knew her father, and Mrs.
Moffat, a fat, jolly old lady, who took as great a
fancy to Meg as her daughter had done. Everyone
petted her, and ‘Daisey’, as they called
her, was in a fair way to have her head turned.
When the evening for the small party
came, she found that the poplin wouldn’t do
at all, for the other girls were putting on thin dresses
and making themselves very fine indeed. So out
came the tarlatan, looking older, limper, and shabbier
than ever beside Sallie’s crisp new one.
Meg saw the girls glance at it and then at one another,
and her cheeks began to burn, for with all her gentleness
she was very proud. No one said a word about
it, but Sallie offered to dress her hair, and Annie
to tie her sash, and Belle, the engaged sister, praised
her white arms. But in their kindness Meg saw
only pity for her poverty, and her heart felt very
heavy as she stood by herself, while the others laughed,
chattered, and flew about like gauzy butterflies.
The hard, bitter feeling was getting pretty bad,
when the maid brought in a box of flowers. Before
she could speak, Annie had the cover off, and all
were exclaiming at the lovely roses, heath, and fern
within.
“It’s for Belle, of course,
George always sends her some, but these are altogether
ravishing,” cried Annie, with a great sniff.
“They are for Miss March, the
man said. And here’s a note,” put
in the maid, holding it to Meg.
“What fun! Who are they
from? Didn’t know you had a lover,”
cried the girls, fluttering about Meg in a high state
of curiosity and surprise.
“The note is from Mother, and
the flowers from Laurie,” said Meg simply, yet
much gratified that he had not forgotten her.
“Oh, indeed!” said Annie
with a funny look, as Meg slipped the note into her
pocket as a sort of talisman against envy, vanity,
and false pride, for the few loving words had done
her good, and the flowers cheered her up by their
beauty.
Feeling almost happy again, she laid
by a few ferns and roses for herself, and quickly
made up the rest in dainty bouquets for the breasts,
hair, or skirts of her friends, offering them so prettily
that Clara, the elder sister, told her she was ’the
sweetest little thing she ever saw’, and they
looked quite charmed with her small attention.
Somehow the kind act finished her despondency, and
when all the rest went to show themselves to Mrs.
Moffat, she saw a happy, bright-eyed face in the mirror,
as she laid her ferns against her rippling hair and
fastened the roses in the dress that didn’t strike
her as so very shabby now.
She enjoyed herself very much that
evening, for she danced to her heart’s content.
Everyone was very kind, and she had three compliments.
Annie made her sing, and some one said she had a
remarkably fine voice. Major Lincoln asked who
’the fresh little girl with the beautiful eyes’
was, and Mr. Moffat insisted on dancing with her because
she ‘didn’t dawdle, but had some spring
in her’, as he gracefully expressed it.
So altogether she had a very nice time, till she
overheard a bit of conversation, which disturbed her
extremely. She was sitting just inside the conservatory,
waiting for her partner to bring her an ice, when
she heard a voice ask on the other side of the flowery
wall...
“How old is he?”
“Sixteen or seventeen, I should say,”
replied another voice.
“It would be a grand thing for
one of those girls, wouldn’t it? Sallie
says they are very intimate now, and the old man quite
dotes on them.”
“Mrs. M. has made her plans,
I dare say, and will play her cards well, early as
it is. The girl evidently doesn’t think
of it yet,” said Mrs. Moffat.
“She told that fib about her
momma, as if she did know, and colored up when the
flowers came quite prettily. Poor thing!
She’d be so nice if she was only got up in style.
Do you think she’d be offended if we offered
to lend her a dress for Thursday?” asked another
voice.
“She’s proud, but I don’t
believe she’d mind, for that dowdy tarlaton
is all she has got. She may tear it tonight,
and that will be a good excuse for offering a decent
one.”
Here Meg’s partner appeared,
to find her looking much flushed and rather agitated.
She was proud, and her pride was useful just then,
for it helped her hide her mortification, anger, and
disgust at what she had just heard. For, innocent
and unsuspicious as she was, she could not help understanding
the gossip of her friends. She tried to forget
it, but could not, and kept repeating to herself, “Mrs.
M. has made her plans,” “that fib about
her mamma,” and “dowdy tarlaton,”
till she was ready to cry and rush home to tell her
troubles and ask for advice. As that was impossible,
she did her best to seem gay, and being rather excited,
she succeeded so well that no one dreamed what an
effort she was making. She was very glad when
it was all over and she was quiet in her bed, where
she could think and wonder and fume till her head
ached and her hot cheeks were cooled by a few natural
tears. Those foolish, yet well meant words, had
opened a new world to Meg, and much disturbed the
peace of the old one in which till now she had lived
as happily as a child. Her innocent friendship
with Laurie was spoiled by the silly speeches she
had overheard. Her faith in her mother was a
little shaken by the worldly plans attributed to her
by Mrs. Moffat, who judged others by herself, and
the sensible resolution to be contented with the simple
wardrobe which suited a poor man’s daughter
was weakened by the unnecessary pity of girls who thought
a shabby dress one of the greatest calamities under
heaven.
Poor Meg had a restless night, and
got up heavy-eyed, unhappy, half resentful toward
her friends, and half ashamed of herself for not speaking
out frankly and setting everything right. Everybody
dawdled that morning, and it was noon before the girls
found energy enough even to take up their worsted
work. Something in the manner of her friends
struck Meg at once. They treated her with more
respect, she thought, took quite a tender interest
in what she said, and looked at her with eyes that
plainly betrayed curiosity. All this surprised
and flattered her, though she did not understand it
till Miss Belle looked up from her writing, and said,
with a sentimental air...
“Daisy, dear, I’ve sent
an invitation to your friend, Mr. Laurence, for Thursday.
We should like to know him, and it’s only a
proper compliment to you.”
Meg colored, but a mischievous fancy
to tease the girls made her reply demurely, “You
are very kind, but I’m afraid he won’t
come.”
“Why not, Cherie?” asked Miss Belle.
“He’s too old.”
“My child, what do you mean?
What is his age, I beg to know!” cried Miss
Clara.
“Nearly seventy, I believe,”
answered Meg, counting stitches to hide the merriment
in her eyes.
“You sly creature! Of
course we meant the young man,” exclaimed Miss
Belle, laughing.
“There isn’t any, Laurie
is only a little boy.” And Meg laughed
also at the queer look which the sisters exchanged
as she thus described her supposed lover.
“About your age,” Nan said.
“Nearer my sister Jo’s;
I am seventeen in August,” returned Meg, tossing
her head.
“It’s very nice of him
to send you flowers, isn’t it?” said Annie,
looking wise about nothing.
“Yes, he often does, to all
of us, for their house is full, and we are so fond
of them. My mother and old Mr. Laurence are friends,
you know, so it is quite natural that we children
should play together,” and Meg hoped they would
say no more.
“It’s evident Daisy isn’t
out yet,” said Miss Clara to Belle with a nod.
“Quite a pastoral state of innocence
all round,” returned Miss Belle with a shrug.
“I’m going out to get
some little matters for my girls. Can I do anything
for you, young ladies?” asked Mrs. Moffat, lumbering
in like an elephant in silk and lace.
“No, thank you, ma’am,”
replied Sallie. “I’ve got my new
pink silk for Thursday and don’t want a thing.”
“Nor I...” began Meg,
but stopped because it occurred to her that she did
want several things and could not have them.
“What shall you wear?” asked Sallie.
“My old white one again, if
I can mend it fit to be seen, it got sadly torn last
night,” said Meg, trying to speak quite easily,
but feeling very uncomfortable.
“Why don’t you send home
for another?” said Sallie, who was not an observing
young lady.
“I haven’t got any other.”
It cost Meg an effort to say that, but Sallie did
not see it and exclaimed in amiable surprise, “Only
that? How funny...” She did not finish
her speech, for Belle shook her head at her and broke
in, saying kindly...
“Not at all. Where is
the use of having a lot of dresses when she isn’t
out yet? There’s no need of sending home,
Daisy, even if you had a dozen, for I’ve got
a sweet blue silk laid away, which I’ve outgrown,
and you shall wear it to please me, won’t you,
dear?”
“You are very kind, but I don’t
mind my old dress if you don’t, it does well
enough for a little girl like me,” said Meg.
“Now do let me please myself
by dressing you up in style. I admire to do it,
and you’d be a regular little beauty with a touch
here and there. I shan’t let anyone see
you till you are done, and then we’ll burst
upon them like Cinderella and her godmother going to
the ball,” said Belle in her persuasive tone.
Meg couldn’t refuse the offer
so kindly made, for a desire to see if she would be
‘a little beauty’ after touching up caused
her to accept and forget all her former uncomfortable
feelings toward the Moffats.
On the Thursday evening, Belle shut
herself up with her maid, and between them they turned
Meg into a fine lady. They crimped and curled
her hair, they polished her neck and arms with some
fragrant powder, touched her lips with coralline salve
to make them redder, and Hortense would have added
‘a soupçon of rouge’, if Meg had not
rebelled. They laced her into a sky-blue dress,
which was so tight she could hardly breathe and so
low in the neck that modest Meg blushed at herself
in the mirror. A set of silver filagree was
added, bracelets, necklace, brooch, and even earrings,
for Hortense tied them on with a bit of pink silk
which did not show. A cluster of tea-rose buds
at the bosom, and a ruche, reconciled Meg to the display
of her pretty, white shoulders, and a pair of high-heeled
silk boots satisfied the last wish of her heart.
A lace handkerchief, a plumy fan, and a bouquet in
a shoulder holder finished her off, and Miss Belle
surveyed her with the satisfaction of a little girl
with a newly dressed doll.
“Mademoiselle is charmante,
très jolie, is she not?” cried Hortense,
clasping her hands in an affected rapture.
“Come and show yourself,”
said Miss Belle, leading the way to the room where
the others were waiting.
As Meg went rustling after, with her
long skirts trailing, her earrings tinkling, her curls
waving, and her heart beating, she felt as if her
fun had really begun at last, for the mirror had plainly
told her that she was ‘a little beauty’.
Her friends repeated the pleasing phrase enthusiastically,
and for several minutes she stood, like a jackdaw in
the fable, enjoying her borrowed plumes, while the
rest chattered like a party of magpies.
“While I dress, do you drill
her, Nan, in the management of her skirt and those
French heels, or she will trip herself up. Take
your silver butterfly, and catch up that long curl
on the left side of her head, Clara, and don’t
any of you disturb the charming work of my hands,”
said Belle, as she hurried away, looking well pleased
with her success.
“You don’t look a bit
like yourself, but you are very nice. I’m
nowhere beside you, for Belle has heaps of taste,
and you’re quite French, I assure you.
Let your flowers hang, don’t be so careful of
them, and be sure you don’t trip,” returned
Sallie, trying not to care that Meg was prettier than
herself.
Keeping that warning carefully in
mind, Margaret got safely down stairs and sailed into
the drawing rooms where the Moffats and a few early
guests were assembled. She very soon discovered
that there is a charm about fine clothes which attracts
a certain class of people and secures their respect.
Several young ladies, who had taken no notice of her
before, were very affectionate all of a sudden.
Several young gentlemen, who had only stared at her
at the other party, now not only stared, but asked
to be introduced, and said all manner of foolish but
agreeable things to her, and several old ladies, who
sat on the sofas, and criticized the rest of the party,
inquired who she was with an air of interest.
She heard Mrs. Moffat reply to one of them...
“Daisy March father
a colonel in the army one of our first families,
but reverses of fortune, you know; intimate friends
of the Laurences; sweet creature, I assure you; my
Ned is quite wild about her.”
“Dear me!” said the old
lady, putting up her glass for another observation
of Meg, who tried to look as if she had not heard and
been rather shocked at Mrs. Moffat’s fibs.
The ‘queer feeling’ did not pass away,
but she imagined herself acting the new part of fine
lady and so got on pretty well, though the tight dress
gave her a side-ache, the train kept getting under
her feet, and she was in constant fear lest her earrings
should fly off and get lost or broken. She was
flirting her fan and laughing at the feeble jokes
of a young gentleman who tried to be witty, when she
suddenly stopped laughing and looked confused, for
just opposite, she saw Laurie. He was staring
at her with undisguised surprise, and disapproval
also, she thought, for though he bowed and smiled,
yet something in his honest eyes made her blush and
wish she had her old dress on. To complete her
confusion, she saw Belle nudge Annie, and both glance
from her to Laurie, who, she was happy to see, looked
unusually boyish and shy.
“Silly creatures, to put such
thoughts into my head. I won’t care for
it, or let it change me a bit,” thought Meg,
and rustled across the room to shake hands with her
friend.
“I’m glad you came, I
was afraid you wouldn’t.” she said, with
her most grown-up air.
“Jo wanted me to come, and tell
her how you looked, so I did,” answered Laurie,
without turning his eyes upon her, though he half smiled
at her maternal tone.
“What shall you tell her?”
asked Meg, full of curiosity to know his opinion of
her, yet feeling ill at ease with him for the first
time.
“I shall say I didn’t
know you, for you look so grown-up and unlike yourself,
I’m quite afraid of you,” he said, fumbling
at his glove button.
“How absurd of you! The
girls dressed me up for fun, and I rather like it.
Wouldn’t Jo stare if she saw me?” said
Meg, bent on making him say whether he thought her
improved or not.
“Yes, I think she would,” returned Laurie
gravely.
“Don’t you like me so?” asked Meg.
“No, I don’t,” was the blunt reply.
“Why not?” in an anxious tone.
He glanced at her frizzled head, bare
shoulders, and fantastically trimmed dress with an
expression that abashed her more than his answer,
which had not a particle of his usual politeness in
it.
“I don’t like fuss and feathers.”
That was altogether too much from
a lad younger than herself, and Meg walked away, saying
petulantly, “You are the rudest boy I ever saw.”
Feeling very much ruffled, she went
and stood at a quiet window to cool her cheeks, for
the tight dress gave her an uncomfortably brilliant
color. As she stood there, Major Lincoln passed
by, and a minute after she heard him saying to his
mother...
“They are making a fool of that
little girl. I wanted you to see her, but they
have spoiled her entirely. She’s nothing
but a doll tonight.”
“Oh, dear!” sighed Meg.
“I wish I’d been sensible and worn my
own things, then I should not have disgusted other
people, or felt so uncomfortable and ashamed of myself.”
She leaned her forehead on the cool
pane, and stood half hidden by the curtains, never
minding that her favorite waltz had begun, till some
one touched her, and turning, she saw Laurie, looking
penitent, as he said, with his very best bow and his
hand out...
“Please forgive my rudeness,
and come and dance with me.”
“I’m afraid it will be
too disagreeable to you,” said Meg, trying to
look offended and failing entirely.
“Not a bit of it, I’m
dying to do it. Come, I’ll be good.
I don’t like your gown, but I do think you are
just splendid.” And he waved his hands,
as if words failed to express his admiration.
Meg smiled and relented, and whispered
as they stood waiting to catch the time, “Take
care my skirt doesn’t trip you up. It’s
the plague of my life and I was a goose to wear it.”
“Pin it round your neck, and
then it will be useful,” said Laurie, looking
down at the little blue boots, which he evidently approved
of.
Away they went fleetly and gracefully,
for having practiced at home, they were well matched,
and the blithe young couple were a pleasant sight
to see, as they twirled merrily round and round, feeling
more friendly than ever after their small tiff.
“Laurie, I want you to do me
a favor, will you?” said Meg, as he stood fanning
her when her breath gave out, which it did very soon
though she would not own why.
“Won’t I!” said Laurie, with alacrity.
“Please don’t tell them
at home about my dress tonight. They won’t
understand the joke, and it will worry Mother.”
“Then why did you do it?”
said Laurie’s eyes, so plainly that Meg hastily
added...
“I shall tell them myself all
about it, and ‘fess’ to Mother how silly
I’ve been. But I’d rather do it myself.
So you’ll not tell, will you?”
“I give you my word I won’t,
only what shall I say when they ask me?”
“Just say I looked pretty well
and was having a good time.”
“I’ll say the first with
all my heart, but how about the other? You don’t
look as if you were having a good time. Are you?”
And Laurie looked at her with an expression which
made her answer in a whisper...
“No, not just now. Don’t
think I’m horrid. I only wanted a little
fun, but this sort doesn’t pay, I find, and I’m
getting tired of it.”
“Here comes Ned Moffat.
What does he want?” said Laurie, knitting his
black brows as if he did not regard his young host
in the light of a pleasant addition to the party.
“He put his name down for three
dances, and I suppose he’s coming for them.
What a bore!” said Meg, assuming a languid air
which amused Laurie immensely.
He did not speak to her again till
suppertime, when he saw her drinking champagne with
Ned and his friend Fisher, who were behaving ’like
a pair of fools’, as Laurie said to himself,
for he felt a brotherly sort of right to watch over
the Marches and fight their battles whenever a defender
was needed.
“You’ll have a splitting
headache tomorrow, if you drink much of that.
I wouldn’t, Meg, your mother doesn’t like
it, you know,” he whispered, leaning over her
chair, as Ned turned to refill her glass and Fisher
stooped to pick up her fan.
“I’m not Meg tonight,
I’m ‘a doll’ who does all sorts of
crazy things. Tomorrow I shall put away my ‘fuss
and feathers’ and be desperately good again,”
she answered with an affected little laugh.
“Wish tomorrow was here, then,”
muttered Laurie, walking off, ill-pleased at the change
he saw in her.
Meg danced and flirted, chattered
and giggled, as the other girls did. After supper
she undertook the German, and blundered through it,
nearly upsetting her partner with her long skirt,
and romping in a way that scandalized Laurie, who
looked on and meditated a lecture. But he got
no chance to deliver it, for Meg kept away from him
till he came to say good night.
“Remember!” she said,
trying to smile, for the splitting headache had already
begun.
“Silence a la mort,” replied
Laurie, with a melodramatic flourish, as he went away.
This little bit of byplay excited
Annie’s curiosity, but Meg was too tired for
gossip and went to bed, feeling as if she had been
to a masquerade and hadn’t enjoyed herself as
much as she expected. She was sick all the next
day, and on Saturday went home, quite used up with
her fortnight’s fun and feeling that she had
‘sat in the lap of luxury’ long enough.
“It does seem pleasant to be
quiet, and not have company manners on all the time.
Home is a nice place, though it isn’t splendid,”
said Meg, looking about her with a restful expression,
as she sat with her mother and Jo on the Sunday evening.
“I’m glad to hear you
say so, dear, for I was afraid home would seem dull
and poor to you after your fine quarters,” replied
her mother, who had given her many anxious looks that
day. For motherly eyes are quick to see any
change in children’s faces.
Meg had told her adventures gayly
and said over and over what a charming time she had
had, but something still seemed to weigh upon her
spirits, and when the younger girls were gone to bed,
she sat thoughtfully staring at the fire, saying little
and looking worried. As the clock struck nine
and Jo proposed bed, Meg suddenly left her chair and,
taking Beth’s stool, leaned her elbows on her
mother’s knee, saying bravely...
“Marmee, I want to ’fess’.”
“I thought so. What is it, dear?”
“Shall I go away?” asked Jo discreetly.
“Of course not. Don’t
I always tell you everything? I was ashamed to
speak of it before the younger children, but I want
you to know all the dreadful things I did at the Moffats’.”
“We are prepared,” said
Mrs. March, smiling but looking a little anxious.
“I told you they dressed me
up, but I didn’t tell you that they powdered
and squeezed and frizzled, and made me look like a
fashion-plate. Laurie thought I wasn’t
proper. I know he did, though he didn’t
say so, and one man called me ‘a doll’.
I knew it was silly, but they flattered me and said
I was a beauty, and quantities of nonsense, so I let
them make a fool of me.”
“Is that all?” asked Jo,
as Mrs. March looked silently at the downcast face
of her pretty daughter, and could not find it in her
heart to blame her little follies.
“No, I drank champagne and romped
and tried to flirt, and was altogether abominable,”
said Meg self-reproachfully.
“There is something more, I
think.” And Mrs. March smoothed the soft
cheek, which suddenly grew rosy as Meg answered slowly...
“Yes. It’s very
silly, but I want to tell it, because I hate to have
people say and think such things about us and Laurie.”
Then she told the various bits of
gossip she had heard at the Moffats’, and as
she spoke, Jo saw her mother fold her lips tightly,
as if ill pleased that such ideas should be put into
Meg’s innocent mind.
“Well, if that isn’t the
greatest rubbish I ever heard,” cried Jo indignantly.
“Why didn’t you pop out and tell them
so on the spot?”
“I couldn’t, it was so
embarrassing for me. I couldn’t help hearing
at first, and then I was so angry and ashamed, I didn’t
remember that I ought to go away.”
“Just wait till I see Annie
Moffat, and I’ll show you how to settle such
ridiculous stuff. The idea of having ‘plans’
and being kind to Laurie because he’s rich and
may marry us by-and-by! Won’t he shout
when I tell him what those silly things say about us
poor children?” And Jo laughed, as if on second
thoughts the thing struck her as a good joke.
“If you tell Laurie, I’ll
never forgive you! She mustn’t, must she,
Mother?” said Meg, looking distressed.
“No, never repeat that foolish
gossip, and forget it as soon as you can,” said
Mrs. March gravely. “I was very unwise
to let you go among people of whom I know so little,
kind, I dare say, but worldly, ill-bred, and full
of these vulgar ideas about young people. I am
more sorry than I can express for the mischief this
visit may have done you, Meg.”
“Don’t be sorry, I won’t
let it hurt me. I’ll forget all the bad
and remember only the good, for I did enjoy a great
deal, and thank you very much for letting me go.
I’ll not be sentimental or dissatisfied, Mother.
I know I’m a silly little girl, and I’ll
stay with you till I’m fit to take care of myself.
But it is nice to be praised and admired, and I can’t
help saying I like it,” said Meg, looking half
ashamed of the confession.
“That is perfectly natural,
and quite harmless, if the liking does not become
a passion and lead one to do foolish or unmaidenly
things. Learn to know and value the praise which
is worth having, and to excite the admiration of excellent
people by being modest as well as pretty, Meg.”
Margaret sat thinking a moment, while
Jo stood with her hands behind her, looking both interested
and a little perplexed, for it was a new thing to
see Meg blushing and talking about admiration, lovers,
and things of that sort. And Jo felt as if during
that fortnight her sister had grown up amazingly,
and was drifting away from her into a world where
she could not follow.
“Mother, do you have ‘plans’,
as Mrs. Moffat said?” asked Meg bashfully.
“Yes, my dear, I have a great
many, all mothers do, but mine differ somewhat from
Mrs. Moffat’s, I suspect. I will tell you
some of them, for the time has come when a word may
set this romantic little head and heart of yours right,
on a very serious subject. You are young, Meg,
but not too young to understand me, and mothers’
lips are the fittest to speak of such things to girls
like you. Jo, your turn will come in time, perhaps,
so listen to my ‘plans’ and help me carry
them out, if they are good.”
Jo went and sat on one arm of the
chair, looking as if she thought they were about to
join in some very solemn affair. Holding a hand
of each, and watching the two young faces wistfully,
Mrs. March said, in her serious yet cheery way...
“I want my daughters to be beautiful,
accomplished, and good. To be admired, loved,
and respected. To have a happy youth, to be well
and wisely married, and to lead useful, pleasant lives,
with as little care and sorrow to try them as God
sees fit to send. To be loved and chosen by a
good man is the best and sweetest thing which can happen
to a woman, and I sincerely hope my girls may know
this beautiful experience. It is natural to
think of it, Meg, right to hope and wait for it, and
wise to prepare for it, so that when the happy time
comes, you may feel ready for the duties and worthy
of the joy. My dear girls, I am ambitious for
you, but not to have you make a dash in the world,
marry rich men merely because they are rich, or have
splendid houses, which are not homes because love
is wanting. Money is a needful and precious
thing, and when well used, a noble thing, but I never
want you to think it is the first or only prize to
strive for. I’d rather see you poor men’s
wives, if you were happy, beloved, contented, than
queens on thrones, without self-respect and peace.”
“Poor girls don’t stand
any chance, Belle says, unless they put themselves
forward,” sighed Meg.
“Then we’ll be old maids,” said
Jo stoutly.
“Right, Jo. Better be
happy old maids than unhappy wives, or unmaidenly
girls, running about to find husbands,” said
Mrs. March decidedly. “Don’t be
troubled, Meg, poverty seldom daunts a sincere lover.
Some of the best and most honored women I know were
poor girls, but so love-worthy that they were not
allowed to be old maids. Leave these things to
time. Make this home happy, so that you may be
fit for homes of your own, if they are offered you,
and contented here if they are not. One thing
remember, my girls. Mother is always ready to
be your confidant, Father to be your friend, and both
of us hope and trust that our daughters, whether married
or single, will be the pride and comfort of our lives.”
“We will, Marmee, we will!”
cried both, with all their hearts, as she bade them
good night.