Beth did have the fever, and was much
sicker than anyone but Hannah and the doctor suspected.
The girls knew nothing about illness, and Mr. Laurence
was not allowed to see her, so Hannah had everything
her own way, and busy Dr. Bangs did his best, but
left a good deal to the excellent nurse. Meg
stayed at home, lest she should infect the Kings,
and kept house, feeling very anxious and a little guilty
when she wrote letters in which no mention was made
of Beth’s illness. She could not think
it right to deceive her mother, but she had been bidden
to mind Hannah, and Hannah wouldn’t hear of
‘Mrs. March bein’ told, and worried just
for sech a trifle.’
Jo devoted herself to Beth day and
night, not a hard task, for Beth was very patient,
and bore her pain uncomplainingly as long as she could
control herself. But there came a time when during
the fever fits she began to talk in a hoarse, broken
voice, to play on the coverlet as if on her beloved
little piano, and try to sing with a throat so swollen
that there was no music left, a time when she did not
know the familiar faces around her, but addressed
them by wrong names, and called imploringly for her
mother. Then Jo grew frightened, Meg begged to
be allowed to write the truth, and even Hannah said
she ’would think of it, though there was no
danger yet’. A letter from Washington added
to their trouble, for Mr. March had had a relapse,
and could not think of coming home for a long while.
How dark the days seemed now, how
sad and lonely the house, and how heavy were the hearts
of the sisters as they worked and waited, while the
shadow of death hovered over the once happy home.
Then it was that Margaret, sitting alone with tears
dropping often on her work, felt how rich she had
been in things more precious than any luxuries money
could buy in love, protection, peace, and
health, the real blessings of life. Then it
was that Jo, living in the darkened room, with that
suffering little sister always before her eyes and
that pathetic voice sounding in her ears, learned
to see the beauty and the sweetness of Beth’s
nature, to feel how deep and tender a place she filled
in all hearts, and to acknowledge the worth of Beth’s
unselfish ambition to live for others, and make home
happy by that exercise of those simple virtues which
all may possess, and which all should love and value
more than talent, wealth, or beauty. And Amy,
in her exile, longed eagerly to be at home, that she
might work for Beth, feeling now that no service would
be hard or irksome, and remembering, with regretful
grief, how many neglected tasks those willing hands
had done for her. Laurie haunted the house like
a restless ghost, and Mr. Laurence locked the grand
piano, because he could not bear to be reminded of
the young neighbor who used to make the twilight pleasant
for him. Everyone missed Beth. The milkman,
baker, grocer, and butcher inquired how she did, poor
Mrs. Hummel came to beg pardon for her thoughtlessness
and to get a shroud for Minna, the neighbors sent
all sorts of comforts and good wishes, and even those
who knew her best were surprised to find how many
friends shy little Beth had made.
Meanwhile she lay on her bed with
old Joanna at her side, for even in her wanderings
she did not forget her forlorn protege. She longed
for her cats, but would not have them brought, lest
they should get sick, and in her quiet hours she was
full of anxiety about Jo. She sent loving messages
to Amy, bade them tell her mother that she would write
soon, and often begged for pencil and paper to try
to say a word, that Father might not think she had
neglected him. But soon even these intervals
of consciousness ended, and she lay hour after hour,
tossing to and fro, with incoherent words on her lips,
or sank into a heavy sleep which brought her no refreshment.
Dr. Bangs came twice a day, Hannah sat up at night,
Meg kept a telegram in her desk all ready to send
off at any minute, and Jo never stirred from Beth’s
side.
The first of December was a wintry
day indeed to them, for a bitter wind blew, snow fell
fast, and the year seemed getting ready for its death.
When Dr. Bangs came that morning, he looked long at
Beth, held the hot hand in both his own for a minute,
and laid it gently down, saying, in a low voice to
Hannah, “If Mrs. March can leave her husband
she’d better be sent for.”
Hannah nodded without speaking, for
her lips twitched nervously, Meg dropped down into
a chair as the strength seemed to go out of her limbs
at the sound of those words, and Jo, standing with
a pale face for a minute, ran to the parlor, snatched
up the telegram, and throwing on her things, rushed
out into the storm. She was soon back, and while
noiselessly taking off her cloak, Laurie came in with
a letter, saying that Mr. March was mending again.
Jo read it thankfully, but the heavy weight did not
seem lifted off her heart, and her face was so full
of misery that Laurie asked quickly, “What is
it? Is Beth worse?”
“I’ve sent for Mother,”
said Jo, tugging at her rubber boots with a tragic
expression.
“Good for you, Jo! Did
you do it on your own responsibility?” asked
Laurie, as he seated her in the hall chair and took
off the rebellious boots, seeing how her hands shook.
“No. The doctor told us to.”
“Oh, Jo, it’s not so bad as that?”
cried Laurie, with a startled face.
“Yes, it is. She doesn’t
know us, she doesn’t even talk about the flocks
of green doves, as she calls the vine leaves on the
wall. She doesn’t look like my Beth, and
there’s nobody to help us bear it. Mother
and father both gone, and God seems so far away I can’t
find Him.”
As the tears streamed fast down poor
Jo’s cheeks, she stretched out her hand in a
helpless sort of way, as if groping in the dark, and
Laurie took it in his, whispering as well as he could
with a lump in his throat, “I’m here.
Hold on to me, Jo, dear!”
She could not speak, but she did ‘hold
on’, and the warm grasp of the friendly human
hand comforted her sore heart, and seemed to lead her
nearer to the Divine arm which alone could uphold her
in her trouble.
Laurie longed to say something tender
and comfortable, but no fitting words came to him,
so he stood silent, gently stroking her bent head as
her mother used to do. It was the best thing
he could have done, far more soothing than the most
eloquent words, for Jo felt the unspoken sympathy,
and in the silence learned the sweet solace which affection
administers to sorrow. Soon she dried the tears
which had relieved her, and looked up with a grateful
face.
“Thank you, Teddy, I’m
better now. I don’t feel so forlorn, and
will try to bear it if it comes.”
“Keep hoping for the best, that
will help you, Jo. Soon your mother will be
here, and then everything will be all right.”
“I’m so glad Father is
better. Now she won’t feel so bad about
leaving him. Oh, me! It does seem as if
all the troubles came in a heap, and I got the heaviest
part on my shoulders,” sighed Jo, spreading her
wet handkerchief over her knees to dry.
“Doesn’t Meg pull fair?”
asked Laurie, looking indignant.
“Oh, yes, she tries to, but
she can’t love Bethy as I do, and she won’t
miss her as I shall. Beth is my conscience, and
I can’t give her up. I can’t!
I can’t!”
Down went Jo’s face into the
wet handkerchief, and she cried despairingly, for
she had kept up bravely till now and never shed a
tear. Laurie drew his hand across his eyes, but
could not speak till he had subdued the choky feeling
in his throat and steadied his lips. It might
be unmanly, but he couldn’t help it, and I am
glad of it. Presently, as Jo’s sobs quieted,
he said hopefully, “I don’t think she
will die. She’s so good, and we all love
her so much, I don’t believe God will take her
away yet.”
“The good and dear people always
do die,” groaned Jo, but she stopped crying,
for her friend’s words cheered her up in spite
of her own doubts and fears.
“Poor girl, you’re worn
out. It isn’t like you to be forlorn.
Stop a bit. I’ll hearten you up in a jiffy.”
Laurie went off two stairs at a time,
and Jo laid her wearied head down on Beth’s
little brown hood, which no one had thought of moving
from the table where she left it. It must have
possessed some magic, for the submissive spirit of
its gentle owner seemed to enter into Jo, and when
Laurie came running down with a glass of wine, she
took it with a smile, and said bravely, “I drink
Health to my Beth! You are a good doctor, Teddy,
and such a comfortable friend. How can I ever
pay you?” she added, as the wine refreshed her
body, as the kind words had done her troubled mind.
“I’ll send my bill, by-and-by,
and tonight I’ll give you something that will
warm the cockles of your heart better than quarts of
wine,” said Laurie, beaming at her with a face
of suppressed satisfaction at something.
“What is it?” cried Jo,
forgetting her woes for a minute in her wonder.
“I telegraphed to your mother
yesterday, and Brooke answered she’d come at
once, and she’ll be here tonight, and everything
will be all right. Aren’t you glad I did
it?”
Laurie spoke very fast, and turned
red and excited all in a minute, for he had kept his
plot a secret, for fear of disappointing the girls
or harming Beth. Jo grew quite white, flew out
of her chair, and the moment he stopped speaking she
electrified him by throwing her arms round his neck,
and crying out, with a joyful cry, “Oh, Laurie!
Oh, Mother! I am so glad!” She did not
weep again, but laughed hysterically, and trembled
and clung to her friend as if she was a little bewildered
by the sudden news.
Laurie, though decidedly amazed, behaved
with great presence of mind. He patted her back
soothingly, and finding that she was recovering, followed
it up by a bashful kiss or two, which brought Jo round
at once. Holding on to the banisters, she put
him gently away, saying breathlessly, “Oh, don’t!
I didn’t mean to, it was dreadful of me, but
you were such a dear to go and do it in spite of Hannah
that I couldn’t help flying at you. Tell
me all about it, and don’t give me wine again,
it makes me act so.”
“I don’t mind,”
laughed Laurie, as he settled his tie. “Why,
you see I got fidgety, and so did Grandpa. We
thought Hannah was overdoing the authority business,
and your mother ought to know. She’d never
forgive us if Beth... Well, if anything happened,
you know. So I got grandpa to say it was high
time we did something, and off I pelted to the office
yesterday, for the doctor looked sober, and Hannah
most took my head off when I proposed a telegram.
I never can bear to be ’lorded over’,
so that settled my mind, and I did it. Your mother
will come, I know, and the late train is in at two
A.M. I shall go for her, and you’ve only
got to bottle up your rapture, and keep Beth quiet
till that blessed lady gets here.”
“Laurie, you’re an angel! How shall
I ever thank you?”
“Fly at me again. I rather
liked it,” said Laurie, looking mischievous,
a thing he had not done for a fortnight.
“No, thank you. I’ll
do it by proxy, when your grandpa comes. Don’t
tease, but go home and rest, for you’ll be up
half the night. Bless you, Teddy, bless you!”
Jo had backed into a corner, and as
she finished her speech, she vanished precipitately
into the kitchen, where she sat down upon a dresser
and told the assembled cats that she was “happy,
oh, so happy!” while Laurie departed, feeling
that he had made a rather neat thing of it.
“That’s the interferingest
chap I ever see, but I forgive him and do hope Mrs.
March is coming right away,” said Hannah, with
an air of relief, when Jo told the good news.
Meg had a quiet rapture, and then
brooded over the letter, while Jo set the sickroom
in order, and Hannah “knocked up a couple of
pies in case of company unexpected”. A
breath of fresh air seemed to blow through the house,
and something better than sunshine brightened the quiet
rooms. Everything appeared to feel the hopeful
change. Beth’s bird began to chirp again,
and a half-blown rose was discovered on Amy’s
bush in the window. The fires seemed to burn with
unusual cheeriness, and every time the girls met,
their pale faces broke into smiles as they hugged
one another, whispering encouragingly, “Mother’s
coming, dear! Mother’s coming!”
Every one rejoiced but Beth. She lay in that
heavy stupor, alike unconscious of hope and joy, doubt
and danger. It was a piteous sight, the once
rosy face so changed and vacant, the once busy hands
so weak and wasted, the once smiling lips quite dumb,
and the once pretty, well-kept hair scattered rough
and tangled on the pillow. All day she lay so,
only rousing now and then to mutter, “Water!”
with lips so parched they could hardly shape the word.
All day Jo and Meg hovered over her, watching, waiting,
hoping, and trusting in God and Mother, and all day
the snow fell, the bitter wind raged, and the hours
dragged slowly by. But night came at last, and
every time the clock struck, the sisters, still sitting
on either side of the bed, looked at each other with
brightening eyes, for each hour brought help nearer.
The doctor had been in to say that some change, for
better or worse, would probably take place about midnight,
at which time he would return.
Hannah, quite worn out, lay down on
the sofa at the bed’s foot and fell fast asleep,
Mr. Laurence marched to and fro in the parlor, feeling
that he would rather face a rebel battery than Mrs.
March’s countenance as she entered. Laurie
lay on the rug, pretending to rest, but staring into
the fire with the thoughtful look which made his black
eyes beautifully soft and clear.
The girls never forgot that night,
for no sleep came to them as they kept their watch,
with that dreadful sense of powerlessness which comes
to us in hours like those.
“If God spares Beth, I never
will complain again,” whispered Meg earnestly.
“If god spares Beth, I’ll
try to love and serve Him all my life,” answered
Jo, with equal fervor.
“I wish I had no heart, it aches
so,” sighed Meg, after a pause.
“If life is often as hard as
this, I don’t see how we ever shall get through
it,” added her sister despondently.
Here the clock struck twelve, and
both forgot themselves in watching Beth, for they
fancied a change passed over her wan face. The
house was still as death, and nothing but the wailing
of the wind broke the deep hush. Weary Hannah
slept on, and no one but the sisters saw the pale
shadow which seemed to fall upon the little bed.
An hour went by, and nothing happened except Laurie’s
quiet departure for the station. Another hour,
still no one came, and anxious fears of delay in the
storm, or accidents by the way, or, worst of all, a
great grief at Washington, haunted the girls.
It was past two, when Jo, who stood
at the window thinking how dreary the world looked
in its winding sheet of snow, heard a movement by the
bed, and turning quickly, saw Meg kneeling before their
mother’s easy chair with her face hidden.
A dreadful fear passed coldly over Jo, as she thought,
“Beth is dead, and Meg is afraid to tell me.”
She was back at her post in an instant,
and to her excited eyes a great change seemed to have
taken place. The fever flush and the look of
pain were gone, and the beloved little face looked
so pale and peaceful in its utter repose that Jo felt
no desire to weep or to lament. Leaning low over
this dearest of her sisters, she kissed the damp forehead
with her heart on her lips, and softly whispered, “Good-by,
my Beth. Good-by!”
As if awaked by the stir, Hannah started
out of her sleep, hurried to the bed, looked at Beth,
felt her hands, listened at her lips, and then, throwing
her apron over her head, sat down to rock to and fro,
exclaiming, under her breath, “The fever’s
turned, she’s sleepin’ nat’ral,
her skin’s damp, and she breathes easy.
Praise be given! Oh, my goodness me!”
Before the girls could believe the
happy truth, the doctor came to confirm it.
He was a homely man, but they thought his face quite
heavenly when he smiled and said, with a fatherly look
at them, “Yes, my dears, I think the little
girl will pull through this time. Keep the house
quiet, let her sleep, and when she wakes, give her...”
What they were to give, neither heard,
for both crept into the dark hall, and, sitting on
the stairs, held each other close, rejoicing with
hearts too full for words. When they went back
to be kissed and cuddled by faithful Hannah, they
found Beth lying, as she used to do, with her cheek
pillowed on her hand, the dreadful pallor gone, and
breathing quietly, as if just fallen asleep.
“If Mother would only come now!”
said Jo, as the winter night began to wane.
“See,” said Meg, coming
up with a white, half-opened rose, “I thought
this would hardly be ready to lay in Beth’s hand
tomorrow if she went away from us.
But it has blossomed in the night, and now I mean
to put it in my vase here, so that when the darling
wakes, the first thing she sees will be the little
rose, and Mother’s face.”
Never had the sun risen so beautifully,
and never had the world seemed so lovely as it did
to the heavy eyes of Meg and Jo, as they looked out
in the early morning, when their long, sad vigil was
done.
“It looks like a fairy world,”
said Meg, smiling to herself, as she stood behind
the curtain, watching the dazzling sight.
“Hark!” cried Jo, starting to her feet.
Yes, there was a sound of bells at
the door below, a cry from Hannah, and then Laurie’s
voice saying in a joyful whisper, “Girls, she’s
come! She’s come!”