WHAT PORTIA DID.
“I know your head aches, mamma,
so lie here and rest while I sit in my little chair
and amuse you till papa comes in.”
As Portia bent to arrange the sofa-cushions
comfortably, the tiny silver pitcher hanging at her
neck swung forward and caught her mother’s eye.
“Is it the latest fashion to
wear odd ear-rings instead of lockets?” she
asked, touching the delicate trinket with an amused
smile.
“No, mamma, it is something
better than a fashion; it is the badge of a temperance
league that Pris, Polly, and I have lately made,”
answered Portia, wondering how her mother would take
it.
“Dear little girls! God
bless and help you in your good work!” was the
quick reply, that both surprised and touched her by
its fervency.
“Then you don’t mind,
or think us silly to try and do even a very little
towards curing this great evil?” she asked, with
a sweet seriousness that was new and most becoming
to her.
“My child, I feel as if it was
a special providence,” began her mother, then
checked herself and added more quietly, “Tell
me all about this league, dear, unless it is a secret.”
“I have no secrets from you,
mother,” and nestling into her low chair Portia
told her story, ending with an earnestness that showed
how much she had the new plan at heart.
“So you see Polly is trying
to keep Ned safe, and Pris prays for Phil; not in
vain, I think, for he has been very good lately, they
tell me. But I have neither brother nor
lover to help, and I cannot go out to find any one,
because I am only a girl. Now what can
I do, mamma, for I truly want to do my share?”
The mother lay silent for a moment,
then, as if yielding to an irresistible impulse, drew
her daughter nearer, and whispered with lips that
trembled as they spoke,
“You can help your father, dear.”
“Mamma, what can you mean?”
cried Portia, in a tone of indignant surprise.
“Listen patiently, child, or
I shall regret that your confidence inspired me with
courage to give you mine. Never think for one
moment that I accuse my husband of any thing like
drunkenness. He has always taken his wine like
a gentleman, and never more than was good for him
till of late. For this there are many excuses;
he is growing old, his life is less active than it
was, many of the pleasures he once enjoyed fail now,
and he has fallen into ways that harm his health.”
“I know, mamma; he doesn’t
care for company as he used to, or business, either,
but seems quite contented to sit among his papers half
the morning, and doze over the fire half the evening.
I’ve wondered at it, for he is not really old,
and looks as hale and handsome as ever,” said
Portia, feeling that something hovered on her mother’s
lips which she found it hard to utter.
“You are right; it is not
age alone that makes him so unlike his once cheerful,
active self; it is bend lower, dear, and
never breathe to any one what I tell you now, only
that you may help me save your father’s life,
perhaps.”
Startled by the almost solemn earnestness
of these words, Portia laid her head upon the pillow,
and twilight wrapt the room in its soft gloom, as
if to shut out all the world, while the mother told
the daughter the danger that threatened him whom they
both so loved and honored.
“Papa has fallen into the way
of taking more wine after dinner than is good for
him. He does not know how the habit is growing
upon him, and is hurt if I hint at such a thing.
But Dr. Hall warned me of the danger after papa’s
last ill turn, saying that at his age and with his
temperament apoplexy would be sure to follow over-indulgence
of this sort.”
“O mamma, what can I do?”
whispered Portia, with a thrill, as the words of Pris
returned to her with sudden force, “It killed
my father, broke mother’s heart, and left me
all alone.”
“Watch over him, dear, amuse
him as you only can, and wean him from this unsuspected
harm by all the innocent arts your daughterly love
can devise. I have kept this to myself, because
it is hard for a wife to see any fault in her husband;
still harder for her to speak of it even to so good
a child as mine. But my anxiety unfits me to do
all I might, so I need help; and of whom can I ask
it but of you? My darling, make a little league
with mother, and let us watch and pray in secret for
this dear man who is all in all to us.”
What Portia answered, what comfort
she gave, and what further confidences she received,
may not be told, for this household covenant was too
sacred for report. No visible badge was assumed,
no audible vow taken, but in the wife’s face,
as it smiled on her husband that night, there was
a tenderer light than ever, and the kiss that
welcomed papa was the seal upon a purpose as strong
as the daughter’s love.
Usually the ladies left the Judge
to read his paper and take his wine in the old-fashioned
way, while they had coffee in the drawing-room.
As they rose, Portia saw the shadow fall upon her
mother’s face, which she had often seen before,
but never understood till now; for this was
the dangerous hour, this the moment when the child
must stand between temptation and her father, if she
could.
That evening, very soon after the
servant had cleared the table of all but the decanters,
a fresh young voice singing blithely in the parlor
made the Judge put down his glass to listen in pleased
surprise.
Presently he stepped across the hall
to set both doors open, saying, in a half reproachful
tone,
“Sing away, my lark, and let
papa hear you, for he seldom gets a chance nowadays.”
“Then he must stay and applaud
me, else I shall think that speech only an empty compliment,”
answered Portia, as she beckoned with her most winsome
smile.
The Judge never dreamed that his good
angel spoke; but he saw his handsome girl beaming
at him from the music stool, and strolled in, meaning
to go back when the song ended.
But the blue charmer in the parlor
proved more potent than the red one in the dining-room,
and he sat on, placidly sipping the excellent coffee,
artfully supplied by his wife, quite unconscious of
the little plot to rob him of the harmful indulgence
which too often made his evenings a blank, and his
mornings a vain attempt to revive the spirits that
once kept increasing years from seeming burdensome.
That was the beginning of Portia’s
home mission; and from that hour she devoted herself
to it, thinking of no reward, for such “secret
service” could receive neither public sympathy
nor praise.
It was not an easy task, as she soon
found, in spite of the stanch and skilful ally who
planned the attacks she dutifully made upon the enemy
threatening their domestic peace.
When music ceased to have charms,
and the Judge declared he must get his “forty
winks” after dinner, Portia boldly declared that
she would stay and see that he had them comfortably.
So papa laughed and submitted, took a brief nap, and
woke in such good-humor that he made no complaint
on finding the daughter replacing the decanter.
This answered for a while; and when
its effacacy seemed about to fail, unexpected help
appeared; for mamma’s eyes began to trouble her,
and Portia proposed that her father should entertain
the invalid in the evening, while she served her through
the day.
This plan worked capitally, for the
Judge loved his good wife almost as much as she deserved,
and devoted himself to her so faithfully that the
effort proved a better stimulant than any his well-stocked
cellar could supply.
Dr. Hall prescribed exercise and cheerful
society for his new patient, and in seeing that these
instructions were obeyed the Judge got the benefit
of them, and found no time for solitary wine-bibbing.
“I do believe I’m growing
young again, for the old dulness is quite gone, and
all this work and play does not seem to tire me a bit,”
he said, after an unusually lively evening with the
congenial guests Portia took care to bring about him.
“But it must be very stupid
for you, my dear, as we old folks have all the fun.
Why don’t you invite the young people here oftener?”
he added, as his eye fell on Portia, gazing thoughtfully
into the fire.
“I wish I dared tell you why,” she answered
wistfully.
“Afraid of your old papa?” and he looked
both surprised and grieved.
“I won’t be, for you are
the kindest father that ever a girl had, and I know
you’ll help me, as you always do, papa.
I don’t dare ask my young friends here because
I’m not willing to expose some of them to temptation,”
began Portia, bravely.
“What temptation? This?”
asked her father, turning her half-averted face to
the light, with a smile full of paternal pride.
“No, sir; a far more dangerous one than ever
I can be.”
“Then I should like to see it!”
and the old gentleman looked about him for this rival
of his lovely daughter.
“It is these,” she said,
pointing to the bottles and glasses on the side-board.
The Judge understood her then, and
knit his brows but before he could reply Portia went
steadily on, though her cheeks burned, and her eyes
were bent upon the fire again.
“Father, I belong to a society
of three, and we have promised to do all we can for
temperance. As yet I can only show bravely the
faith that is in me; therefore I can never offer any
friend of mine a drop of wine, and so I do not ask
them here, where it would seem most uncourteous to
refuse.”
“I trust no gentleman ever had
cause to reproach me for the hospitality I was taught
to show my guests,” began the Judge, in his most
stately manner.
But he got no further, for a soft
hand touched his lips, and Portia answered sorrowfully,
“One man has, sir; Charley Lord
says the first time he took too much was in this house,
and it has grieved me to the heart, for it is true.
O papa, never let any one have the right to say that
again of us! Forgive me if I seem undutiful,
but I must speak out, for I want my dear father
to stand on my side, and set an example which will
make me even fonder and prouder of him than I am now.”
As Portia paused, half frightened
at her own frankness, she put her arms about his neck,
and hid her face on his breast, still pleading her
cause with the silent eloquence so hard to resist.
The Judge made no reply for several
minutes, and in that pause many thoughts passed through
his mind, and a vague suspicion that had haunted him
of late became a firm conviction. For suddenly
he seemed to see his own weakness in its true light,
to understand the meaning of the watchful love, the
patient care that had so silently and helpfully surrounded
him; and in Portia’s appeal for younger men,
he read a tender warning to himself.
He was a proud man, but a very just
one; and though a flush of anger swept across his
face at first, he acknowledged the truth of the words
that were so hard to speak.
With his hand laid fondly on the head
that was half-hidden, lest a look should seem to reproach
him, this brave old gentleman proved that he loved
his neighbor better than himself, and honestly confessed
his own shortcomings.
“No man shall ever say again that I tempted
him.”
Then as Portia lifted up a happy face,
he looked straight into the grateful eyes that dimmed
with sudden tears, and added tenderly,
“My daughter, I am not too proud
to own a fault, nor, please God, too old to mend it.”